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jonahmagnus · 15 days ago

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Happy Valentines Day paranatural fandom! Todays update will contain bullymagnet. Trust me.

#paranatural #pnat #bullymagnet #maxjo #Johnny Jhonny #Maxwell Puckett #max puckett #SMILES!!<3 #pnat posting #my unfortunate art #valentines day #happy Valentines day!!#smiles so sweetly #catboy max #okay eye go to bed now.#who up bullying they magnets #yurimagnet

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odstacle1 · 15 days ago

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I feel so sick

#i was trying to go to sleep but i cant stop thinking about this #im gonna go to bed fr now but like FUCK #THE WAY HIS EYES SOFTENED FUCCCKFKFKK #im SO UNWELL #Okay. good Night.#mark i love you so much so mcu hso much #mark Pleeassrrssauwywuwh #☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#severance #severance spoilers #mark scout #markgemma

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cute-brainz · 1 year ago

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some various redacted doodles !!!

(I am workshopping Vincent and Milo in the last one) (between vincent and lovely SOMEONE needs to kiss the other and leave bright red lipstick marks and it's gonna be Vincent) (or both )

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comfortfrogblog · 2 years ago

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“everyone is capable of experiencing goodness and joy. not me th-“ *EXTREMELY LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER*

#OH BUT YOU ARE!!!!! YOU ARE!!! i literally prommy #i do NOT prommy if i dont mean it👍#it fluctuates and it wont always be there bc thats how life and adversity is but it’s THERE!!!#it’s there in the cracks and crevices of your silly little life #it’s in the girl at the mall who looked you in the eyes and smiled #it’s in the baby that stares at you like you hold all the warmth and love in the universe #it’s in the tiny victories like ‘i drank water today’ ‘i woke up today’ ‘i was okay with myself today’#it’s in the laughter experienced by people around you even if you dont feel like you can participate where you’re at #it’s in your favorite songs and your favorite color and your favorite food and your favorite animal and your favorite blanket and #and it’s in your favorite hobby your favorite outfit your favorite type of bug your favorite tree #and it’s in that safe place you have whether that is the corner of your room or your bed or the bathroom or your floor or wherever it is #the goodness sits there and it sinks in and it doesn’t go away even when you forget it’s there because of all the bad things overshadowing i #it #the goodness sinks its claws into you and sometimes you cannot help but be in awe #maybe you do not feel it right now #but it is there #and i promise that someday you will find it wherever it is resting #cathy says words #comfort #important

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possibly-in-wonderland · 2 days ago

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Fuck it, we're sharing our vent post because apparently there's a bunch of people that think the same way. - Kat

cw: alice venting and ranting and generally being a conspiracy theorist about congress and also having a mild anxiety attack (and just generally panicking about existence and fearing about being abandoned again).

nonononono

what if

nonono

why are we living in this world with all these bastards

what if the muskrat's the unvoted president

look at how much leeway he has

he can't be president because he's an immigrant

so they work around it

what if tr*mp's acting like the king and musk is like a prime minister. because the king's just there for show but the prime minister's the one with the leash.

oh my god oh my god

i know i sound crazy but bear with me. entertain my delusions for a second. because it makes sense.

what if tr*mp gets angry about the "president musk" jokes because it hits too close to the truth? and he's just saying "it's mocking me" to save face or something?

i have too many theories. i can't help it. i'm naturally a conspiracy theorist, just not one of the "vaccines cause autism" ones. but this just makes too much sense.

please let me just be delusional.

i'm delusional and this isn't real. none of this is real. kamala won but we still ended up moving to new mexico anyway because deserts are beautiful and everyone's safe and happy. we're all safe. we're all happy. safe and happy because we just fucking are. because it's your birthday and your gift is happiness and life and friends and happy birthday, honey. i love you very, very, very, very much.

i don't even know where i'm going with this i don't wanna be here, i lost track of this post several paragraphs ago i'm just scared.

i've been scared since november.

it got worse in january.

it just gets worse every day.

the people that actually read this are just gonna see this and block us because "oh, she's a fucking delusional theorist and she won't stop talking politics i should have never been their friend" YEAH AND I HOPE I'M WRONG. I PRAY I'M WRONG. NOTHING'S FELT REAL IN MONTHS. I DON'T WANT TO THINK LIKE THIS. I WANNA GO BACK INTO MY VOID WHERE I CAN'T BE PERCEIVED. BUT NO, I'M HERE AND I DON'T WANNA POST THIS BUT I NEED TO GET MY BRAIN OUT. THIS IS A FUCKING VENT POST FOR A REASON.

"you need to back away from politics for your own mental health."

I FUCKING CAN'T.

I NEED TO KNOW HOW FUCKED I AM BECAUSE UNFORTUNATELY, THE DUMBASSES IN CONGRESS LIKE TO FUCK PEOPLE IN THE ASS WITH AN UNLUBED CACTUS IN THE DEAD HEAT OF SUMMER.

i feel like everyone has real reasons to vent like having shit family or something and i can't help what causes me to freak the fuck out. i can't help being scared of nazi-fascist-dictator-wannabe-hitlers.

i can't help being scared to lose our friends.

i can't help being scared to die.

i don't wanna die anymore.

#not tagging myself #cw vent #cw suggestive #cw death mention #cw repetition #cw anxiety #sometimes i wonder how our friends put up with us and i get it's because they like being around us #but i can't help but wonder which of them if any roll their eyes at us when we post something like this #i can't help but wonder if some of them secretly hate us and only put up with us because they think they have to #i think we should go to bed and sleep this off #we usually bounce back in the morning #pay no mind to this post #we'll be okay when we wake up tomorrow #i should just delete this really #we'll see how i feel tomorrow #a good night of sleep that's it that's all i need and to be held but i can't be held right now so weighted blanket and pepto #because worrying is making my stomach feel like i got punched in it #we'll be fine #we usually are #just a small hiccup

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wildsaltair · 9 days ago

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politely I’d like to do him so good he forgets his own name

#why be normal when you can spend copious amounts of time obsessing over your fictional love #taking screencaps of his sweet perfect face instead of going out and getting a life #i don’t WANT a life i want HIM #MAXIMUS BELOVED THEY WILL NEVER TAKE YOU FROM ME #this scene is so infinitely important to me #the way he’s so humble and silent as the crowd cheers his name over and over #partly because he’s hearing his true name chanted again for the first time since he was a general #and partly he’s just revealed himself to his enemy and made his quest for vengeance known to the whole city #and he’s still trying to process everything #probably some traumatic flashbacks here and there #overwhelmed by all the attention but solely focused on what comes next #and!! the way juba and haken and all the others surround him!!!#they are his army now and they’d follow him anywhere #so obsessed with this SO OBSESSED #i would follow you into battle my general #but i would kind of rather follow you into bed if that’s okay #oh to share moments with him #sweet moments and sad moments and joyful moments and tender moments and passionate moments #all of it any of it #i just. want to hug him and kiss his sweet forehead and look deep in his eyes while he makes love to me #all that plus a side of eternity please #MAXIMUS HOW I LOVE THEE #gladiator #maximus #maximus decimus meridius #gladiator 2000 #russell crowe

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babacontainsmultitudes · 1 year ago

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Okay I gave myself the brainrot for demon Sparrow so I've been sketching him lol I am cringe but I am free here's an unfinished sketch + my normal Sparrow for reference (who I posted at some point but I don't have it in me to track that post down rn)

Also I'm probably deleting this later you know the drill secret untagged late-night post for whoever happens to see it lol

#I'll look at this later and be like “BLEGH” but for now he's fine ig lol #def gotta fix up the bod like there's much left to do but I wanted to show my vision for the horns and eyes lol #I wanna give him a body chain- equivalent exchange for losing the necklace(s) lol #I have a love-hate relationship with his hair #OKAY going to bed gn!

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fiendishartist2 · 2 years ago

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its past midnight and here i am planning a sweater i have neither the materials nor funds to make

#once 10:30 hits i enter a fugue state and i just start making shit #i was like making little drawings and grid patterns and looking at knitting patterns for few hours and then 10 hit-#-and i was like ohh. okay so i have to make a mockup right now #so i put on one of these really long series recap videos and just went to town with the yarn and needles i had #im not going to use these colours (maybe the same cream shade but i dont have enough rn anyways) bc i want a darker green #but idk if i will use a different weight of yarn im not sure about that yet #i think it looks really good in just standard weight (worsted or w/e) but ik it would take a v long time and strain my wrists/arms a lot :(#so idk what i will do about that. maybe ill look at the same style of sweater but w/ thicker yarn to see examples #basically i want to make one of those christmas sweaters that have the patterns at the top + bottom trim but tma style #its supposed to look like open and closed eyes if that wasnt clear #and i might do lettering in the middle if it will fit? i wanted to do the whole ''ceaseless watcher'' phrase but it would def not fit sooo #just the name is fine. i will maybe put one on each side (front + back) or if theres room for like 3+ than i could do a repeating pattern #its going to take a lot of math + planning tho so O_o wish me luck #i dont even have yarn yet lol idk what im talking about #i gotta get to bed....#tma #the magnus archives #ceaseless watcher #my art #kinda #knitting is art

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silverselfshippingchaos · 11 days ago

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you know, the mako being old jokes don't really work if he has the same character model as when he was in his late 30s (he's almost 60 now btw)

#ash rambles 💚#my partner in (not) crime 🔍#why does he always look the same?? he's a literal grandpa now let him age-#however it's pretty funny how Ash doesnt age either. normally my older s/is look their age but nope. this s/i never stops looking 40 #just like him because apparently y.akuza thinks they just. dont age. but the constant old man jokes are so amusing ajdhqjdjs #but also #AHXKAHDJSGDJWHS I'M SO HAPPY TO SEE HIM MAKE A CAMEO IN THIS GAME #I LOVE MY DETECTIVE MAN SO MUCH!!!#ash shows up here too! introduces herself to the party and gives i.chiban her business card (shes a private investigator)#a.dachi makes a comment about how ofc she's by d.ate's side even after all these years #and she just chuckles and holds up her left hand with her wedding ring #I'm so happy to see my mako again #oop I'm starting to make typos- i should go to bed. gn gamers!#OH also i got to the point of no return in y7 #almost doneeeeee #then I'll play g.aiden and probs wrap up k.aito files #and then y8!#i never said this but theres a characetr that caught my eye. not a crush I'm just looking #she showed up in my dream last night #we almost kissed but it was a 'haha it would be so funny' kind of way. probablt wouldve pulled her in if we werent beinf watched #not that i hsve a crush on her.. just has pretty lips... i can fantasize about kissinf a girl and that means nothing right?#yeah #yeah sure #okay #whatever #goodnight!#we'll see where my feelings for that charactwr go. but rn. AHHHH M.AKOTO D.ATE MY GOAT!!!! BEST Y AKUZA CHARACTER #SMOOCH SMOOCH SMOOCH ILY OLD MAN DETECTIVE DILF #ok #gn fr now

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enterstellars · 2 months ago

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happy new year everyone!!!!

#just passed 12 here the last 7 minutes. yay central time.#especially happy new year to third eye blind who is apparently performing in Austin rn #this year fucking sucked and I’m so glad to leave it behind #i think honestly that’s why I’m so okay right now. this was a rough one but god i hope I can only go up from here #auld lang syne and all that i’m gonna go play Zelda some more before going to bed #i'm rambling again aren't i

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embv · 3 months ago

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my body doesn’t Hate me, per se. It just Loves being an annoying little shit

#my post #i feel a little bad about complaining about it sometimes #because it’s not like i have super serious afflictions #and we’ve gotten some handled through this or that #but. i’ve just got. such an extensive collection of #‘‘bodily things that would be fine individually albeit annoying; but i’ve got all of them so it makes for a frustrating existence’’#subacute eczema. the worst of the bunch. only on my hands but very itchy and still eczema #scapular winging or whatever they call it when you can pop out your scapulas at will.#not very bad at all. the least offensive. just aches sometimes and makes me worry #some tinnitus. a tad annoying. i hear it most when it’s quiet or i’m inside. sometimes it flares but not often. tuning it out isn’t too har #chronic rhinitis. i got some surgery(?) for this one. lotta nose sprays.#my nose is almost always congested and runny and going anywhere without tissues is dangerous.#dry lips. also not altogether that bad it’s just annoying and it gets cracked and sometimes painful to open my mouth too wide ig.#we manage that one well with whatever lip products my sister gave me. it’s not very bad #dandruff? maybe? is it dandruff or just scalp skin? i got no clue man #and you’re like. ‘‘okay you’re right those are all quite annoying. but is it really that bad?’’#and i’m like ‘‘No. but have you Considered that i have to deal with them all at Once?’’#BUT THAT. ISN’T EVEN IT. ‘CAUSE IT’D BE ONE THING IF MY BODY WAS JUST BUILT LIKE THAT. BUT MY BRAIN HATES ME TOO.#BOOM. dermatillomania!! i pick at my acne a little. under my nails. the hard skin under my nails.#my scalp! until it’s itchy and there’s a little bit of blood! i gently pull at my eyelashes a little bit and rub my eyes.#and. get this. dry and flaky bits of skin. GUESS WHERE I HAVE FLAKY BITS OF SKIN. OH THAT’S RIGHT: THE SUBACUTE ECZEMA ON MY HANDS.#it’s better now it really is but i have spent hours picking at it after i’m already all set for bed. 2-3 hrs over a trash can picking at it #‘‘yeah okay that’s bad. but-’’ BOOM. ADHD or at least fidgeting. i fidget most by picking at idk All of the aforementioned.#‘‘oof yeah that does actually suck-’’ BOOM. OCD!!! now that one is the REAL kicker that one fucking hates me #just take all of the above and assume i have some vaguely annoying compulsion tied to it.#and it wouldn’t be so annoying sometimes if it weren’t for the fact that i deal with it all every day kind of #so correction: my body doesn't necessarily hate me it’s just that my body has shaken hands made deals about which exact disorders and bodil #irritations i need to collectively make living incredibly annoying.#thank you for coming to my TED talk. cue the world’s smallest violin or whatever

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softichill · 3 months ago

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Some of my bugs that I doodled in ibis :] (names in alt)

#Okay I'm going to bed now gniiight #cricket doodles #my art #eye strain #osc #object show community #object oc #object ocs #id in alt #I hope I described each one decently it's been a while since I did image IDs #I don't normally draw digital but my pencil felt too small to draw these guys with the thick lineart I see in my head #And I wanted to see them in color.... they r real now #I should post about my object ocs more. I already have a ton of worldbuilding used to justify so many different tones n landscapes #But alas. I fear if I talk about my object characters I could get beaten by sticks #original character #original characters #oc #ocs

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wildsaltair · 3 months ago

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I want this picture tattooed on the inside of my eyelids

#take me out of the oven cause i'm DONE #hhhnggghghhhh the PASSION #THE INTENSITY #THE DEAD SET FOCUS #honestly i'd probably cry if he ever looked at me with this intensity #just out of sheer joy at being looked at #this is a man who would treat you RIGHT #imagine being the bearer of all his love and passion #i'm gonna go throw myself off a cliff bye guys #ohhh the way the light catches in his beautiful eyes #and the lovely shape of his jawline #and his gorgeous neck with that necklace #GET HIM IN MY BED RIGHT NOW #I'LL GIVE HIM SOME LOVING HE'LL NEVER FORGET #i just think i would be fixed forever if he railed the life out of me and then immediately took me in his arms and kissed my forehead gentl #like i think life would be perfect thereafter #OKAY maximus i get it you're trying to get me pregnant with just your intense gaze ALL RIGHT #i'll be in my bunk if y'all need me #gladiator #maximus #maximus decimus meridius #gladiator 2000 #russell crowe

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phagodyke · 4 months ago

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truly incredible gig tn atmosphere was stunning and also I was stood almost just behind maybe The most handsome butch I have ever seen in my life im not even exaggerating and they were also there alone (VERY rare at this show) and we made eye contact like twice bc they turned around a couple times and as I was leaving I realised they were suddenly right next to me and then I lost them in thr crowd!!!!! and im kicking myself so fucking hard bc I so badly wanted to catch them just to tell them I've never seen someone so gorgeous in my entire life im stone cold sober btw just completely losing my mind. And there were prolly a couple thousand ppl it was so so busy coming out of the venue and ive already walked half the way home theres no chance I'll find them now but I still keep scanning people that pass me in case it's them. tearing my hair out coughing up blood I'll never forget u come back to me i need to shoot my shot pls.....

#dont know why im feeling so bonkers abt this i almost never feel this intensely abt anyone on sight i didnt even have anything to say #to them ummmmm im not even the kinda guy to ever want to hit on a total stranger openly but oh my god. maybe they didnt even notice me.#and it wouldve been weird to say that to them so its probably for the best but. puts my head in my hands. no one comment i WILL cry #THIUS IS SO EMBARRASSINGGGGGG. but it was such a specific gig its so hard to find ppl my age who like this kinda music #like the crowd was mostly 50+ so they probably did notice me even if it was just on account of thr fact we were some of the v few #ppl in our twenties there..... AUUUGGHHHH and im also hot + butch and was dressed very butchly tn. so. and we DID make eye contact #lord im delirious. okay im normal. no im not falls to my knees. well maybe ill run into them again someday. 🥹🥹🥹#i hope theyre thinking abt me too. ok its sooooo late and im home now and so tired im gonna get changed and go to BED #GOODNIGHT. SORRY FOR BEING CRAZY #.diaries

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gregoryeddiesgoldchain · 1 year ago

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and lemme just say this…

janine is a stronger woman than me cause let a gregory start working at my job

#she’s gods strongest soldier fr cause yea #EYE would’ve been like idk let’s kiss some more about it by now #and that’s why the show is about Janine and not Imani lol #they’re just so patient and I love that but all of this would’ve been killing me #okay now I really am going to bed #abbott elementary #janine teagues #gregory eddie

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centaursquizzical · 7 months ago

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remind me to put on my glasses when i work on this tomorrow

#painting with my hooves #technically. it is to me anyway #fig has been watching me draw and listening to me ramble he is a very patient audience #there are a few things i have to adjust + i Dont think his arm can go that high but we can fix all of that tomorrow ^_^#also his neck is not centered but its okay because htis isnt finished #(his eyes are dots because i couldnt draw the circles for whatever reason #shutting up now. going to bed

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