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excitedbones · 5 months ago

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I hope my boss fires me for working from home when the sidewalks are covered in 40cm of snow and the roads are so bad they cancelled school buses for a second day.

I would love to collect unemployment until spring.

#“we should really be working in the office unless the roads are closed #it took me 2.5 hours to get to work yesterday because my bus and two others got stuck in the snow and needed to be towed #‘sorry you had a hard time getting to work but no one else did’#my coworker literally got into a car accident #I also live on ghe edge of town where it got hit the hardest. everyone else lives more central. she lives in a different province…#👁️👄👁️#life #okay I’m don’t venting about this

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zaddyazula · 7 months ago

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i saw the tv glow gave me so much hope for my future but also so much fear. what if i don’t ever get to transition? what if i end up trapped as someone i don’t want to be for the rest of my life? what if i do transition and deal with cutting a lot of my close family off? what if i actually am someone else? what if i could actually be me? what about if i transition after i already have a career? how difficult would that make life? i don’t want to end up caged as someone i’m not but i don’t want to lose who i am.

#i did cry a lot at it #it was awhile ago i watched it now but god does it stick with me #i guess this counts as a vent #i think about this pretty much everyday now. how uncertain my future actually is; especially being in the uk #a lot of the time i feel like i’m making it up for attention. but sometimes there are moments where i’m definite i’m not.#who i really am i don’t know. and i’m okay with that. but a lot of people in my life aren’t.#i saw the tv glow #trans #transgender #ftm #trans ftm #vent ig #zad talks

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thamepo · 4 months ago

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society if people didn't feel the need to insult/belittle forcebook before praising them in the slightest

#like you don’t need to justify liking something forcebook related!!!!#or make sure everybody knows you don’t like them #it’s honestly offensive. specially when y’all write things like that in my posts #where i unfortunately can read #and some people talk about forcebook like they stole your dog or ruined your car personally #it’s funny but also sad #like it’s okay to just say you enjoyed a forcebook scene or show. you don’t need fifteen disclaimers #especially on a post made by me. tumblr user forcebook of all people #i don’t really see people treating other pairings like that #why is it always forcebook?? can’t they ever catch a break??? nah?? SIGH #ehh i’m just venting #mj talks

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erggggggggg · 3 months ago

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just as i suspected i hated today

#yelling into the void #i’m venting don’t look #too many thoughts too many feelings #i knew from the second i opened my eyes how today was going to go and i hate that i was right #still haven’t been able to get my pain under control 👍🏻 cool cool cool #all i have been able to think about all day is how much easier this day would have been if i had a good partner and that’s a scary thought #well for me at least #i’m so sick of dealing with this all on my own but the idea of asking someone to be with me when i’m like this makes me want to vomit #okay i’m done complaining now

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cosmicourple · 25 days ago

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Hey wouldn’t it be funny / depressing if Zeus acted like Atreus when he was younger albeit more feral?-

#greek mythology #greek gods #norse gods #norse mythology #gow #God of war #gow atreus #gow zeus #gow loki #bullshit to keep me going ♾️✨#We get like 0.7 screen time of young! Zeus which means I can do what I want with his personality #And the downfall of his innocence #Gow 2 #gow 3 #potential fic idea #fic ideas #im sorry for all the confusion yall but I don’t write. I just throw out ideas 😭#feral character #You cannot convince me little! Zeus didn’t drag a mangled rabbit corpse up to his caretakers at least ONCE #This guy was raised by a bunch of random Nymphs a robot dog a goat a group of wild drummers on crack and the OG shitty mum herself Gaia on-#An island sheltered from any actual education #That goat (Amalthea is her name) was probably more of a mother to Zeus than his actual mother for most of his childhood 💀#Insert that scene from Kung Fu Panda 2 where Po is venting to Tigress about how Mr. Ping isn’t actually his dad and you’ve got Zeus-#interacting with his siblings 😭#Okay I know G.O.W says he was raised by Gaia alone but I’m just gonna pretend that cutscene is Gaia taking Zeus to Crete #Nah fuck a cute smooth little upbringing I want toddler Zeus escaping his burrito blanket and running into the woods to chase rodents his-#Nymph Nannies sprinting after him in horror

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bigsqcup · 2 months ago

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Me: *existing*

The universe: but what if you did that but with a massive pain and a massive burden on you at all times

Me: what

#not sleeping for once #if i had a nickel for every time i’ve reached my all time low…#disability #disabled #adhd #asd #autism #audhd #chronic illness #chronic fatigue #slight vent #slight rant #okay all important tags done so hi people #i sent this as a text to one of my friends so if you find this then whoops you found my rant sideblog #but i think about this whenever people in my life just tell me to do things when i physically can’t because I’m disabled #“just do your homework” look back at what you just said and who you said it to #“it’s easy i don’t know what you’re talking about” hi I’m clinically “r*tared” according to you people and #now you’re also expecting me to know how to do everything because “autistic people are geniuses”?#please stop #vent #disability vent #forgot some tags 💀

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 1 year ago

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me desperately trying to outrun my writer’s block for the fiftieth time this week

#i know i vent about my writing struggles a lot on here #but god i really am struggling with this chapter of four walls so much #i feel disconnected and overly critical and lacking motivation and UGH #why can’t life be simple and just let me enjoy the things i enjoy #maybe i’m struggling so much because actually this is the longest story i’ve written in literal years and it’s kind of a daunting #i don’t want to mess it up #and i’m kind of scared i’m losing the thread #i know i just need to trust the process but sometimes it’s really hard #okay rant over #i’m going to gather snacks and return to my laptop and see if i can finally get in the zone #lulu posts

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teathy · 5 days ago

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cigarette daydream,

you were only 17

#my art #art #digital art #clip studio paint #csp #procreate #teathy25 #vent #I want to give more context but I don’t want to overshare #I don’t like kissing #it makes me feel gross #because of something that happened to me in high school #and this is a vent piece about it #bc it happened on May 23rd and May 23rd is rapidly approaching #so I’m in my feels about it atm #I’ll be okay but I just wanted to make this #bc idk #IDK

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phantom-peachie · 1 year ago

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im ok

tw: death/loss

#I don’t really know how or where else to post this #but #I haven’t really been able to pick up a pen lately #I apologize for all the messages; commissions; and orders I hadn’t had the chance to get to #I lost my grandma and have been fighting a lot of emotions on top of starting at my new job #It’s been heavy but it feels a bit better to vent about it somewhere so here’s better than any haha #but I’m okay though no need to worry or send messages or anything #I’m getting back into the groove a bit. hopefully I’ll be able to post again soon <3 #Thank you all for the silly notes I’ve read up on since I logged off tumblr #they made me laugh :)

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seventh-district · 2 months ago

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#vent post #vent blogging #Seven’s Public Diary #motivating myself to study for my driver’s permit by thinking of the Freedom and independence a license would grant me? ❌ 1/10 ineffective #motivating myself to study for my driver’s permit by imagining all the new & different possible ways i could become injured in a car crash?#✅ 7/10 it just might fucking work!!!#the only true cure for OCD is to face one’s fears. but i just might be able to find a loophole via my ever-worsening mental health #because you don’t have to Face your fears if you don’t Have any fears #and in order to rid myself of my fears regarding harm coming to myself. i simply have to stop fearing being harmed #and what better way to stop fearing it than to actively crave it!#or at the very least become so overwhelmed that i lose the capacity to feel any particular way about it #i’ve found a new OCD cure everybody - Just Stop Caring™️ /sarc #well. sarcastic or joking for everyone else. but im serious when it applies to me #bc so much of my anxiety comes from feeling unsafe. so i just have to reach the point where i stop caring if im safe or not. easy peasy #like yes i know this is flawed and unhealthy logic but i’ve resisted more compulsions via this method lately than i have via anything else #and even outside of OCD stuff even just for all my other anxiety disorders it’s also worked. im actually making a modicum of progress now #need to make a scary phone call? just get into a 3-hour family argument and then you’ll be so upset that you don’t feel fear! :)#genuinely worked very well. scared of a home invasion? well at least it’d mean you’d have some different company for once!#you might make a new friend! or if they **** you at least you’d have some Real trauma for once. it’s a win-win honestly …/hj #so. scared to drive? well even if you Do crash at least it might lead to a hospital visit and then you’ll finally get that attention you-#-want so fucking badly! you’ll finally get a break from everything while you recover. or even if you don’t survive- well. i shan’t say.#anyways. the ‘you’ in those tags is me talking to myself for the record. i wouldn’t speak to anyone else like this. i just speak in the-#-wrong tense/person sometimes. don’t know what’s up with that. just another reason i need to stop speaking altogether. as i’ve learned #i’ve been trying So fucking hard to be nice lately. letting them walk all over me. and it’s still not enough. cause i’m always-#-‘using the wrong tone’ and ��if all im gonna do is say smthn negative i just shouldn’t speak at all’ ..okay! gladly!!!#sorry for being autistic and unsocialized and under immense stress and being unable to keep my ‘tone’ under control. my bad.#i just need to get blackout drunk with Venti at Angel’s Share. that would fix me.#that or heading down to the bottom of the Fortress of Meropide and curl up like a dog under Wriothesley’s desk. head empty no thoughts #not sexually. just. in a pet-regression sense. i can’t stop thinking abt it. i wanna write a oneshot for it but i can’t focus these days #anyways. the delusional maladaptive daydream dissociation will continue until morale improves. and brother it’s only getting worse.

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et3rnal-dr3am3r · 3 months ago

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constantly walking on eggshells around people is tiring

#emmy talks #on discord? gotta keep it light to make sure i don’t fuck things up again #gotta make sure everything’s okay n just pretend everything’s normal while i talk to them cause if i acknowledge their feelings #i’ll fuck it up and make them feel worse which isn’t what i want #on here? any mildly targeted post i make about anything i’m even remotely annoyed about will be seen by the person #which’ll make them feel like shit which’ll make me feel worse #and on both platforms i have to be aware of everything cause everyone around me is also mentally ill and anything can upset them #i just wanna use this site like my own personal diary #i don’t have the energy to go to someone different every time i wanna vent about something #cause if i go here people will see #if i go to my server chances are it could make people feel worse #and i don’t wanna go to the one person i see as my baby sister to vent all the time cause i don’t wanna do that to her #sigh

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angeloftrumpets · 3 months ago

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I think it’s okay to just want to like fictional characters

#went on a emotional roller coaster at work #I have so much love in my heart #I’m not the best when it comes to relationships because I get all worried I’m weirding them out and stuff. to atleast put it lightly #though I don’t have much experience but it’s cause I’m so anxious #to a lot of people it’s #probably very silly but to me it feels very strong #i love these creatures with all of my heart and feel comfortable thinking about affection of any kind #and I think that’s okay #love something enough and it will love you back too #random post #idk if this is a vent but 🫡

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blushy-tigerrr · 10 months ago

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vent in tags sorry

cw: mention of loss

#adding a long note to the beginning so no one sees the actual vent in the case that they don’t want to which is absolutely okay #okay that’s probably good #i feel like a failure today.#my car wouldn’t start on friday and i haven’t had a moment to actually call a mechanic until today #called early in the morning and he said he’d call me back with a time #i’ve reached out multiple times since then and have heard NOTHING #if i don’t get it fixed today i’ll have to take my partners car instead #and when i asked them if that would possibly be okay #they started off on a rant about how they were planning to do all this shit tomorrow morning and now can’t if they don’t have their car #but genuinely. how tf was i supposed to know about their plans?? why did they have to say it all like this is completely my fault???#i’m sorry that i’m still in a not so good mental place right now and might forget to do things in a more timely manner #i’ve had two grandparents pass away in the span of a few WEEKS. give me a little grace.#i give them the same understanding every day when they’re having a rough time #so why can’t they offer me the same thing?#i know they’re just stressed and tired and busy but FUCK SO AM I #i’m just. over it. i want to go to sleep.#and by sleep i mean literal sleep i’m not insinuating anything darker i promise #i may be in a rough spot mentally but it is not that kind of rough <3 i’m safe #just. very tired. and in need of support.#i feel like i’m always giving and rarely getting support in this relationship.#and now i’m just feeling like a burden and an inconvenience for even needing the extra support in the first place #the urge to run away and start my life over is strong holy shit

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cushfuddled · 1 year ago

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I can’t fuckinabsbdb take this anymore

There are like four graphic novel grants out there. I’m eligible for one of those four, so I’ll give it my best shot once submissions open. But like. All the art grants are either too small (<6k) or are for contemporary art/experimental art/fine art/film/dance/sculpture. Well fine! Lucky me; as a comic artist I can apply for writing grants too, right?

AHDHAHAHHAHSHAHAHAHAHA

Would you look at that! All the fiction grants are either too small or I’m not eligible because of my age or lack of children or publication status etc. etc. etc.

Anyway. I finally found a writing grant that ticked all the boxes. Sure, the grant only went up to 5k, but that’d get me through 2.5 months or so. It’d be better than noth—

…Are you fucking KIDDING ME

#I’M FUMING #LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK #DON’T YOU JUST LOVE HOW COMICS ARE CONSIDERED TOO LOW BROW TO QUALIFY AS REAL ART #BUT DON’T WORRY!!#THEY’RE A L S O CONSIDERED TOO LOW BROW TO QUALIFY AS REAL WRITING #I LOVE LIVING BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE #every day I am reminded that the only way I’m gonna get book two funded #is via Kickstarter #and every day I am #so normal about that fact #by which I mean I am scared shitless #okay goodnight fuck elitism #vent

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shatterthefragments · 2 months ago

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I’m still in my course. So there’s that. (But now I’m behind on the assignment due tomorrow night bc I haven’t had time to start and didn’t want to until I knew I wasn’t being dropped from it and it feels like it’ll never end and I’ll never sleep again.)

And I wasn’t able to sleep anywhere near as much as I needed to.

And fuck I need to eat. I NEED. To eat. (I need to scream).

#if nothing else please let me get down a banana muffin.#vent #it feels like everything is converging #and I’m about to topple over like one of my doom piles #but no #as long as I’m relatively ok (I’m. not consuming more caffeine though)#it’s cousins night. which is lovely. but. BUT.#I have feelings right now that i don’t want #I am. still so cold #‘two or three hours’ my ass they still aren’t done yet :(#I feel like I’m gaslighting myself when I repeat #to myself that I’ll be okay. that I’m okay you’re okay you’re okay #fuck. I need food.#I have brought food into my room #and I am staring at it as if it is going to kill me.#it’s a fucking muffin and a banana.#I can do this.#I can. I can. I can.#//I had a banana and two juice boxes

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