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excitedbones · 3 months ago

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I hope my boss fires me for working from home when the sidewalks are covered in 40cm of snow and the roads are so bad they cancelled school buses for a second day.

I would love to collect unemployment until spring.

#“we should really be working in the office unless the roads are closed #it took me 2.5 hours to get to work yesterday because my bus and two others got stuck in the snow and needed to be towed #‘sorry you had a hard time getting to work but no one else did’#my coworker literally got into a car accident #I also live on ghe edge of town where it got hit the hardest. everyone else lives more central. she lives in a different province…#👁️👄👁️#life #okay I’m don’t venting about this

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polyamorouspunk · 2 months ago

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“Ugh this person I like already has a partner!”

“Why does that matter? You’re polyam.”

Idk how to explain this to you but like 90% of the population is not and of the 10% that are like half of them are cultists.

#idk just always hated that response #like ‘well maybe they’re poly’ yeah okay how’s about a 1/10 chance #is that something I really want to bring up to someone I’m just venting over cause I think they’re kinda cute #no #I get as like The Polyamorous Representative™️ I’m supposed to be team ‘well maybe they’re poly!’ but like #let’s be honest there’s a very good chance they’re not #so I don’t think it’s that unreasonable for me to make a small vent about it #polyamory #polyam #polyamorous #polyam dating

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zaddyazula · 5 months ago

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i saw the tv glow gave me so much hope for my future but also so much fear. what if i don’t ever get to transition? what if i end up trapped as someone i don’t want to be for the rest of my life? what if i do transition and deal with cutting a lot of my close family off? what if i actually am someone else? what if i could actually be me? what about if i transition after i already have a career? how difficult would that make life? i don’t want to end up caged as someone i’m not but i don’t want to lose who i am.

#i did cry a lot at it #it was awhile ago i watched it now but god does it stick with me #i guess this counts as a vent #i think about this pretty much everyday now. how uncertain my future actually is; especially being in the uk #a lot of the time i feel like i’m making it up for attention. but sometimes there are moments where i’m definite i’m not.#who i really am i don’t know. and i’m okay with that. but a lot of people in my life aren’t.#i saw the tv glow #trans #transgender #ftm #trans ftm #vent ig #zad talks

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forcebook · 2 months ago

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society if people didn't feel the need to insult/belittle forcebook before praising them in the slightest

#like you don’t need to justify liking something forcebook related!!!!#or make sure everybody knows you don’t like them #it’s honestly offensive. specially when y’all write things like that in my posts #where i unfortunately can read #and some people talk about forcebook like they stole your dog or ruined your car personally #it’s funny but also sad #like it’s okay to just say you enjoyed a forcebook scene or show. you don’t need fifteen disclaimers #especially on a post made by me. tumblr user forcebook of all people #i don’t really see people treating other pairings like that #why is it always forcebook?? can’t they ever catch a break??? nah?? SIGH #ehh i’m just venting #mj talks

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erggggggggg · 23 days ago

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just as i suspected i hated today

#yelling into the void #i’m venting don’t look #too many thoughts too many feelings #i knew from the second i opened my eyes how today was going to go and i hate that i was right #still haven’t been able to get my pain under control 👍🏻 cool cool cool #all i have been able to think about all day is how much easier this day would have been if i had a good partner and that’s a scary thought #well for me at least #i’m so sick of dealing with this all on my own but the idea of asking someone to be with me when i’m like this makes me want to vomit #okay i’m done complaining now

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 11 months ago

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me desperately trying to outrun my writer’s block for the fiftieth time this week

#i know i vent about my writing struggles a lot on here #but god i really am struggling with this chapter of four walls so much #i feel disconnected and overly critical and lacking motivation and UGH #why can’t life be simple and just let me enjoy the things i enjoy #maybe i’m struggling so much because actually this is the longest story i’ve written in literal years and it’s kind of a daunting #i don’t want to mess it up #and i’m kind of scared i’m losing the thread #i know i just need to trust the process but sometimes it’s really hard #okay rant over #i’m going to gather snacks and return to my laptop and see if i can finally get in the zone #lulu posts

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phantom-peachie · 11 months ago

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im ok

tw: death/loss

#I don’t really know how or where else to post this #but #I haven’t really been able to pick up a pen lately #I apologize for all the messages; commissions; and orders I hadn’t had the chance to get to #I lost my grandma and have been fighting a lot of emotions on top of starting at my new job #It’s been heavy but it feels a bit better to vent about it somewhere so here’s better than any haha #but I’m okay though no need to worry or send messages or anything #I’m getting back into the groove a bit. hopefully I’ll be able to post again soon <3 #Thank you all for the silly notes I’ve read up on since I logged off tumblr #they made me laugh :)

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et3rnal-dr3am3r · 3 days ago

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constantly walking on eggshells around people is tiring

#emmy talks #on discord? gotta keep it light to make sure i don’t fuck things up again #gotta make sure everything’s okay n just pretend everything’s normal while i talk to them cause if i acknowledge their feelings #i’ll fuck it up and make them feel worse which isn’t what i want #on here? any mildly targeted post i make about anything i’m even remotely annoyed about will be seen by the person #which’ll make them feel like shit which’ll make me feel worse #and on both platforms i have to be aware of everything cause everyone around me is also mentally ill and anything can upset them #i just wanna use this site like my own personal diary #i don’t have the energy to go to someone different every time i wanna vent about something #cause if i go here people will see #if i go to my server chances are it could make people feel worse #and i don’t wanna go to the one person i see as my baby sister to vent all the time cause i don’t wanna do that to her #sigh

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angeloftrumpets · 4 days ago

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I think it’s okay to just want to like fictional characters

#went on a emotional roller coaster at work #I have so much love in my heart #I’m not the best when it comes to relationships because I get all worried I’m weirding them out and stuff. to atleast put it lightly #though I don’t have much experience but it’s cause I’m so anxious #to a lot of people it’s #probably very silly but to me it feels very strong #i love these creatures with all of my heart and feel comfortable thinking about affection of any kind #and I think that’s okay #love something enough and it will love you back too #random post #idk if this is a vent but 🫡

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blushy-tigerrr · 7 months ago

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vent in tags sorry

cw: mention of loss

#adding a long note to the beginning so no one sees the actual vent in the case that they don’t want to which is absolutely okay #okay that’s probably good #i feel like a failure today.#my car wouldn’t start on friday and i haven’t had a moment to actually call a mechanic until today #called early in the morning and he said he’d call me back with a time #i’ve reached out multiple times since then and have heard NOTHING #if i don’t get it fixed today i’ll have to take my partners car instead #and when i asked them if that would possibly be okay #they started off on a rant about how they were planning to do all this shit tomorrow morning and now can’t if they don’t have their car #but genuinely. how tf was i supposed to know about their plans?? why did they have to say it all like this is completely my fault???#i’m sorry that i’m still in a not so good mental place right now and might forget to do things in a more timely manner #i’ve had two grandparents pass away in the span of a few WEEKS. give me a little grace.#i give them the same understanding every day when they’re having a rough time #so why can’t they offer me the same thing?#i know they’re just stressed and tired and busy but FUCK SO AM I #i’m just. over it. i want to go to sleep.#and by sleep i mean literal sleep i’m not insinuating anything darker i promise #i may be in a rough spot mentally but it is not that kind of rough <3 i’m safe #just. very tired. and in need of support.#i feel like i’m always giving and rarely getting support in this relationship.#and now i’m just feeling like a burden and an inconvenience for even needing the extra support in the first place #the urge to run away and start my life over is strong holy shit

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cushfuddled · 10 months ago

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I can’t fuckinabsbdb take this anymore

There are like four graphic novel grants out there. I’m eligible for one of those four, so I’ll give it my best shot once submissions open. But like. All the art grants are either too small (<6k) or are for contemporary art/experimental art/fine art/film/dance/sculpture. Well fine! Lucky me; as a comic artist I can apply for writing grants too, right?

AHDHAHAHHAHSHAHAHAHAHA

Would you look at that! All the fiction grants are either too small or I’m not eligible because of my age or lack of children or publication status etc. etc. etc.

Anyway. I finally found a writing grant that ticked all the boxes. Sure, the grant only went up to 5k, but that’d get me through 2.5 months or so. It’d be better than noth—

…Are you fucking KIDDING ME

#I’M FUMING #LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK #DON’T YOU JUST LOVE HOW COMICS ARE CONSIDERED TOO LOW BROW TO QUALIFY AS REAL ART #BUT DON’T WORRY!!#THEY’RE A L S O CONSIDERED TOO LOW BROW TO QUALIFY AS REAL WRITING #I LOVE LIVING BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE #every day I am reminded that the only way I’m gonna get book two funded #is via Kickstarter #and every day I am #so normal about that fact #by which I mean I am scared shitless #okay goodnight fuck elitism #vent

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fantasticgothicpeachsludge · 19 days ago

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It’s really crazy how you’ll be in bed deciding whether or not you’re gonna get up and out or sleep a few more hours and then you’re dad walks in tells you to get up and that you need to leave the house more and your like yeah I’m aware thanks for making me feel even worse about it then I already did though

And now you’ve been in bed awake for hours feeling more depressed then you already did and you don’t even want to do the things that were supposed to motivate you into getting up anymore

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relivethisdream · 19 days ago

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#꒰🥀꒱ ❝ Tragic Prose ❞#delete later #normally in most cases I know better than to use memes with ifunny watermarks #but with how late it is I. really don’t care #hi. I can’t sleep. figured I’d just pour my guts out to see if getting it outta my system will help me #because I’m not good at being subtle you may have picked up I’ve been in a baaaad episode. of what specifically I’m not sure but It’s Bad!#I guess a lot of it boils down to me hating myself. which y’know I’m kinda used to but it feels heavier than normally #like I can’t really think about anything else besides how much of an awful selfish disgusting hedonist I am #in the grand scheme of things I know I’m being irrational and I’ll eventually get ahold of myself later #but eh… it’s not that easy a feeling to just shake off y’know?#I’m sure eventually I’ll come around and stop feeling so sorry for myself. but eh I just needed to get this off my chest #I guess it worked since I feel a bit better. either that or the Benadryl I took is kicking in #boy oh boy will I regret posting this but also most of my friends live on the other side of the country I doubt they’ll see this LMAO #if you read this far. uh. sorry.#not even for the nonsensical tag vent post with an xzibit meme I’m just sorry in GENERAL #okay I! should probably try to go to bed. night night

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spel16 · 1 month ago

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Being easily impressed is honestly something I’m so glad I’ve maintained/conditioned in myself!

Genuinely thinking basically everything is awesome is so awesome!!!

No need to be kind to safe someone’s feelings if you genuinely just think everything is cool!

Does have the fear that it feels like my opinion doesn’t really matter much? But hey if they want critique they can ask for it!

The minimum effort needed to make anything already deserves praise, plus they keep making such genuinely amazing stuff!!!

Learn to be impressed!

#easily excitable is something I’m actually wearing like a badge of honour #SINCE STIUFF IS JUST COOL #still wondering about how to person properly?#but who knows who knows #I’ll keep doing my best!#and then I’ll just see where I end up #the traits I’ve fostered in myself are causing slight issues but are also the reason that I’m able to help folks!#so I don’t think I’ll be doing any major effort to change just yet #outside taking the first step more often but like #ITS SO HARD #I HAVE NO IDEA HOW ANYONE DOES IT #IVE TRIED TOO SO OFTEN #BUT LIKE #just doesn’t click in me for some #probably something to do with assuming peoples opinions of me are the worst they could possibly be and also they’re having a bad day right n #ow and they don’t want me to speak with them and also its annoying how I keep asking whether they hate me so I should just stop talking to t #hem forever #and #adn #well #hmmm #okay lil vent out of the way #gosh no idea how to get over this other then internalise folks… don’t hate me? but that sounds like giving up #and I want to keep trying my best I want to keep doing everything I can and #gosh gosh gosh being a person is hard #still happy with where I am rn #really really happy about the connections I have #just gosh #still work to be done but doing said work feels like giving up on part of myself?#anyway rant over! nobody will read this but if you did thx! chances are I love you!!!

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torchickentacos · 10 months ago

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#^farmer’s market goat :)#vent post #I feel bad posting vent posts so I try to have good pictures/screenshots for them skskskd #disclaimer that I’m okay but also this is above tumblr’s pay grade. I just need to yell into the void about it #health stuff is taking a sudden downward turn and I��m stressed about it #I’m fine #but we’re considering getting genetic testing to check for vascular Ehlers Danlos #which is. concerning.#that’s the one you don’t want #‘half of people with this condition will live to at least 48’ reassuring. thanks.#like. I’m FINE right now but kind of having a little existential mortality crisis over having to consider it as a possibility #it might be nothing or something else. we’re just talking possibilities. but I don’t like that we’re seriously discussing vEDS #idk. hopefully in a few months I come back with an update and it’s nothing/something else #I’m not gonna just keel over but it’s not a fun time as you get older #again. I’m fine right now. it’s probably just my anxiety. but I need SOME sort of outlet #and on tumblr nobody’s pressured to respond. I don’t really want a vent discussion or anything #just need to get it out and move on with making appointments and pushing fluids #but everything is okay right now. I’ll make appointments. I’ll discuss medications and testing. I’ll make lifestyle changes where I can.#it’ll be fine

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m-e-w-666 · 9 months ago

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i obsessively watch tiktoks too but like why is everyone on tiktok Like That

#as in why are the commenters so annoying that they bring up one thing that happened in one video forever #im sick of it like imagine how the creators feel #i can’t even comment that on tiktoks cuz i don’t comment i just like and reblog or whatever it’s called there #but holy fuck #and how trends and memes get twisted all the time #and i’ve been to various sides of tiktok right #my algorithm and i went on long treacherous journeys #and every time there’s commenters with no reading comprehension like god #piss on the poor #anywas #i love tiktok i love the creators but #holy fuck are some ppl annoying on there #let creators live be nice to eachother #oh and another thing is when someone’s mean to another person and everyone acts like it’s okay because they find it funny #ough #like yes all of these aren’t tiktok specific problems but i see it on tiktok A Lot and i am pissed #so i’m here to vent about it instead of being mean to strangers on the internet

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