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astro-inthestars · 2 years ago

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@strawberryyosuke mm BOYLIKERS

#nice view amirite yuu <3333 #hHHuahwhgHAGWH I LKVE GAY PEOPLE AWHWHWH #I LOVE THESE IDIOTS #THEY LOVE EACH OTHER!!! STOPP! THEYRE SO!!#okAY THATS THE LAST ONE IM DONE IM DONE

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thebirdandhersong · 4 months ago

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???? something something deep discomfort with body image is it generational?????????

#does your soul ever leave your body when your mom says something and youre like a) Ah. thats where this specific pain comes from #and b) not for anything would i perpetuate this to my own daughter should God bless me with one #anyway mother casually dropped mid conv that i ought to weigh myself once a week just to make sure i was eating right #and by Right she means not too much and not too much of what she considers Junk #also my soul left my BODY when i told her what i was wearing to the date tmr #(red pinafore mini dress with tights and a cute little cardigan situation that i actually feel GOOD in)#and she was like is your stomach bloated right now? if it is dont wear it #(the word she used can be bloated swollen or big in chinese)#MA'AM??????????#anyway im glad theres been fortifying work done in my heart bc this wouldve devastated me last year. absolutely CRUSHED me.#but im like okay........ well i look cute and im at a healthy weight. and im starting to eat better. and i only feel nauseous #thinking abt food occasionally. and i dont weigh and measure myself daily anymore. so thats progress.#also i personally think i look cute in that outfit so i think i SHALL wear it tmr.#anyway. thoughts!!!!!

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1am-s0-veryt1red · 8 months ago

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love seeing his little jumpsuit under his civilian clothes tho

#mha hawks #mha spoilers #mha manga spoilers #bnha spoilers #bnha #bnha leaks #mha leaks #mha 426 #bnha 426 #bnha manga leaks #hawks #takami keigo #i hope thats enough tags to keep leaks out of people's face #i dont want to be the one to spoil it for people trying to avoid leaks for the last 5 chapters #he is married to his job fr #okay im done

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mcytegg · 1 month ago

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Roshambogames Teammate tierlist 👍

its basically just my incredibly biased personal opinion on who i think ro would work well w in a team. (mapicc gets his own tier bc he is mapicc.)

#lifesteal #roshambogames #and yes i actually have reasoning for every single one of my placements #but i dont feel like writing an extensive post so ill explain some of the interesting ones here #yes the tag monster is back at it again LOL #N E ways! lets start w minute bc i gen think they could never last as teammates. esp w other people in the team as well #minute literally doesnt trust ro to stay loyal to anyone if mapicc exists on the server #its why i think that if ro ever joined the empire it wouldve been the beginning of the end for it bc even on the same team #minutes inherent in distrust in ro's loyalty [to anyone who isnt mapicc] would accelerate the teams inevitable downfall #but like thats only in a world where ro played the server LOL i wanna make a post abt this still bc i think abt it a lot #ANYWAYS next we have flame!! i actually rly think theyd be hella compatible #if ro locked tf in i do actually think he and flame could do some dastardly things to the server #ro is a creative and flame is someone who is incredibly loyal and has the strength to makr their shared ideas a reality #tho i think theyd also balance on the very thin line of “die with me or die by my hands” bc i cant imagine them splitting peacefully #either they end the server together or ro is banned by flame himself. no in between LMFAO #and for the last person ill talk abt hannah bc i feel like he and hannah would actually mesh rly well???#but only if they have other teammates too bc ro is very busy and hannah only rly plays when shes asked to #so they need teammates who play the server to act as the glue for them LOL #but like ya i feel like theyd bounce ideas off each other really well?? like hannah is similar to flame in her loyalty #and ro's willingness to do projects w her would encourage hannah in doing more on the server and having plans of her own #i also think they mesh well personality wise bc ro is silly and hannah needs someone to be silly w bc she gets stressed easily #tho that can easily backfire bc ro's silliness may stress her out More in certain situations so like .#they def need other teammates to balance them out LMFAO #okay im done being the tag monster thank u if u read my tag yapping #i have a headache LOL

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local-lover-boy · 7 months ago

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Emo shit cuz I feel like shit

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cabbagestrand · 2 months ago

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to that anon who always reminds me of diakko week, bless you and thank you so much. i wouldve really loved to participate but ive really been busy the past years, was hectic yall. just wanna shout out that person, whoo, ill try and drop something before i disappear again for the final(!) semester. heres a chilling capybara i sculpted tho!

#mine #okay so summary of what happened lmaooo #got out of a toxic friendship last year (yay!) and basically it went from okay to really bad real quicl in a spam of months #so i dont have the motional capacity to even be creative by drawing #i did write and oh boy if it wasnt a life saver #then after that i was drained physically and mentally and emotionally #and also full of rage lol #plus school #so i was being my own therqpist for the past year #well technically for the past 5 years lol #and i got a huge creative block on drawing and writing during that #the drawing was stagnant for longer than the writing #thats why the last drawing i posted wasnt on par as my older ones #writing came back for a few months then disappeared complete the past few months #took up sculpting tho so i might sculpt something from lwa #and yeah #rn its busy due to internship but its the last push!#i might be able tk do diakko week next year #cause im done school on half the year #yassssss #so sorry for the anon that kept on reminding me #i wasnt ignoring you i was just busyyyy #and i wasnt on here most of the time #im here now tho cause wicked is my current hyperfixation lmao #thank you!

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finalexpenses · 4 months ago

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apparently people are fulfilled by hea because theyre reading it as the spark in a relationship being lost instead of what it is . which is domestic abuse .

#there is no spark there has never Been a spark she Does Not Know You. she explicitly says this in oppy hea.#oppy hea actually carries so many implications about the damsel chapter. one of them being that she was acting the whole time!#she was scared! all she knows about you is that youre a hulking mass of silence and shadows who tried to free her?#and then after cutting off her fucking hand you almost tried to kill her?#so maybe this time when i see him ill be all smiles and sunshine! maybe i did something wrong last time and thats why that happened?#im sure if im as sweet as i can manage this time then everything will be okay? maybe we'll get to the door? maybe i can leave?#what do you mean you want to stay here? but the door is right there can we please just leave? why are you making me stay here #ive done everything right? can you please let me leave? i want to leave? i dont know you I dont want to stay here with you? please?#can you please let me leave?#she doesnt know you!! there is no relationship!! there is no spark to lose! she was pretending so she could leave!!!! you didnt let her!!!

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axe8472 · 2 months ago

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#help.#im so close to the finish line #last essay of the year #i am just so burnt out at this point lol #like bro has written what 8 essays in the last 8 weeks? what the fuck #and the last one which i finished literally yesterday was sooo brutal #and this one is general linguistics so brutal is the baseline #but once this is done! i get to live!!#i have a few classes and meetings in the next couple of days but thats it!!!#then it's the winter holidays babey!!#i mean i do have work to do in the holidays too but still #just gotta grit my teeth and get through the last couple of paragraphs #i can do this #the american structuralists will not get the better of me #and tomorrow i can have a nice evening in with my fella and some mulled wine #yes. everything is going to be okay

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b4kuch1n · 1 year ago

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what if I stream tonite. for dragon business

#bakuspeech #taking one (1) day break from comm bc my brain was starting to melt outta my ears #and try to figure out some lunar new year stuff instead #it is now a new year and the red envelope duty has come around once again #second year. I drew cats for the niblings last year. its dragons this time around #and since its like 20 red envelopes I can Probably fix up and assemble the myself #I dont. like the idea of buying red envelopes. esp since there will be like A Doller inside lmao #I'd rather use the card envelopes with something scribbled on top rather than buy red envelopes. idk Im a weirdo abt this #but yeah. dragons first. and then I'll see if the shrink film I have is printable #if not I'll do stickers. I still have sticker paper #thats the plan. I'll probs bring up all the shit that happened to or around me in 2023 on stream lmao #and see if my friends are good to hang out on stream with me #okay. alright. uhhh probs I'll try and be live at 8pm (in 3hrs)? been a slow day Ive done nothing but walking very slowly around the house #mmm. have a good day guys. perhaps see u on stream. lets have fun

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katsukikitten · 9 months ago

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Sleepy!

#bouts of insomnia with no ryhme or reason #but at least i got to dream of memal for twi nights in a row #I thought maybe she was done visiting which is okay maybe its hard #sometimes its hard to see her in dreams although these have been ones where shes fully mobile like when i was real real little #except im always my age no matter how young or old she looks #but had the baby dream back to back too it was real hard last night I dont even remember what the baby looked like she was a girl I know tha #t and memal held her which is all I ever wanted if i had kids I worried i wouldn't have them before she met them and she died just after i #got our of highschool she held my sisters kid irl so thats good she snd my children can be happy in my dreams

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immortalsins · 2 months ago

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ventposting of the extreme variety

#self harm tw. not from me for once. lmaoooo my dad admitted to it when he was screaming at me #and he wants to tell me what my mother has done #he's accusing me of not caring about him and not wanting to care #told me i'd never once asked if he was okay #when i can't think of a single time that he as my father has done that to me #i told him i wanted to kill myself last summer and that was why i postponed my exams #it was a shouting match of the worst secrets and now he's gone #and i'm so so scared #he's wrong about so much #but i still feel like i'm the one at fault #im terrified this doesny feel real and WHY is my first port of call tumblr rippppp #need to get out of here so bad #maybe i should leave tomorrow #and get the train #what i really want is to die ngl but thats a bit dramatic #i told him he wasnt a parent #oops #oughhhhh fuck me i need a new father this is too much #and i also need to pass my exams but none of that seems very important right now

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h-doodles · 2 years ago

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boy the sudden outpour of angst ideas for larissa weems x reader in my brain got me weeping so bad i feel a fever coming on

#ALL YALL POSTING ABT FALLING OUT OF LOVE BUT MY BRAIN GOING 700 MILES FASTER AND 3000 YEARS FURTHER WITH A #the love was still there. it didnt change anything.#ABT READER LEARNING SHE'S DYIG SOON. BUT KNOWS LARISSA IS SWAMPED WITH NEVERMORE & DEALING WITH THE KIDS. AND SHE ALSO LOVES #HER NEVERMORE FAMILY SO MUCH. SHE CANNOT BEAR TO MAKE THEM SAD #AND BC LARISSA IS SO BUSY. SHE HASNT REALLY LOOKED @ HER WIFE. AND TO READER ITS JUST OKAY. AND CREATES A MINI VIDEO JOURNEY #AND LIKE. ITS JUST ALL THE LITTLE THINGS SHE LOVED TO DO WITH LARISSA. AND THE KIDS. AND OF LIFE U KNOW.#and its wonderful and sad and beautiful #but she's dying and she doesn't want anyone else to know; her family had gone the same way too and thats how she wants it to end #and its just. augh. not my brain adding more angst rn #where her one & only friend notices #and is the one bringing her to all her doctor's appointments (outside jericho ofc. she knows her wife would know the instant had she been #diagnosed there) and like. Larissa getting more and more suspicious of their outings and accuses r of infidelity #.......and at this point r is just. done. and lies.#and gets out of Larissa's life. and everyone's just. shocked & devastated #R leaves but also begs her friend to go away. because she's just counting her days at this point. and you know what #the kicker here is that they agree knowing this was the last act of kindness they could give her.#AND LARISSA STILL DOESNT KNOW.#and wouldnt have known until Wednesday had a vision of a phonecall that'll shatter her #........shit. im crying again haha #anyways i love cinematic orchestra's i built a home <3 it really gives me such the best angst storylines #personal.txt #clown.txt #mod lee speaks stuff #idea.txt #larissa weems #larissa x reader #larissa weems x reader #lee writes #lee writes stuff #my fic

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du-hjarta-skulblaka · 5 months ago

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I have had a VERY busy week (positive but very very socially draining) and I am ABOUT to have a few days of work and then ANOTHER very busy week (work, 2 different appointments and a job interview) and I just wanna take a moment and remind myself that I may take longer to do things than average but im still DOING them and it's. Okay to still feel tired several days after making a phonecall

#idk im having a lil moment of clarity/calm in the middle of.#what feels like a storm of there Always Being Something that i need to do #and thats never gonna go away but its okay to take a breather here and there to help me keep pushing at it #feeling very positive today bc i got offered an interview for a youth councillor role locally #the main problem with it is its 20 hours a week and a 6 month contract. so i cant leave my current job for it #BUT it would allow me to reduce my hours a bit doing something hopefully less emotionally intense #the coffee shop below us ia recruiting again too which. isnt the best look tbh but i think if im doing two jobs id rather #have one there bc like. ive done fast food #i know i can handle it at its worst for at least a while and the bougie coffee place isnt likely to hit those peaks #so yeah! lots of stuff going on lots to do #definitely not talking to friends as much as i should be #but heres kind of why i guess and currently at least im. feelin pretty good!#we also made it through last month without asking for help #which. is huge but being undercut a little by me spending more than i intended and being mega nervous abt it #not sure how this month is gonna go. but. baby steps.

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cripple-cat · 8 months ago

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i just want someone to be fucking proud of me, ill take anything at this point, i try so fucking hard

#i cant tell how much is my bpd or my autism and how much is no one fucking likes me but jesus christ #im not somewhere that i can just ask for physical affection or help or even say im not doing well and have anything be done for me #not that i ever was but still #i ate multiple times today #i took my meds #i showered last night #i do dishes and i cook and i dont complain if i can help it #im trying so hard to be normal and understand whats going on around me #but the most affirming thing thats been said to my face is “okay.”#i miss my cat i cant keep doing this

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elmmni · 10 months ago

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utilizing the power of gay love and my girlfriend believing in me to push through the 11 pages of writing due Thursday o7

#she believes and i cant keep worrying her by joking about jumping into traffic #got 2 pages done tonight in the last like 45 minutes after locking in so i only have 5 left to finish one so i can do that in like 3 hours?#and then the other is only 4 pages so i can do it #the power of gay love and adhd focus music is gonna get me through finals i can feel it #i literally just have to get to friday and im clear ill only have 4 more assignments after that and 2 of them im already mostly done with #and the other 2 arent due until next friday and should be quick #and exams are next week but thats fine im a good test taker ill be okay #maybe its midnight delusions maybe im just pulling through whos to say #she speaks??#girlfriend tag <33

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