#ok so basically i went through a horrible tm breakup last year nov and i was fully out of comission for Months right . and i think like .
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ok im gonna say the situation im in rn in the tags and pls tell me if u think its unhealthy (from your perspective)
#ok so basically i went through a horrible tm breakup last year nov and i was fully out of comission for Months right . and i think like .#around february i met this person on tinder and i was like . they are very pretty tm and surprisingly we matched and started talking#lo and behold i was still dealing w the Trauma and ended up self sabotaging but BUT HOLD ON HERE not really bc they also ended up being#kind of rly out of nowhere rude . basically i think they ignored me for like 2 days straight and i was like . idk i was sad but i didnt#mean to make it show ? at all ! but it did but they were like this is gaslighting and i was like . What . how . and then we just never#talked again#so this was out of nowhere for me bc this person and i were talking for hoursss abt out special interests BUT ONLY AT NIGHT they didnt talk#to me in the day . anyway yeah . so i was sad obviously bc i had a crush on them and it was so confusing to me but i moved on and worked on#myself and later looked back (like a month or 2 ago) and realised shit i did sound kind of manipulative. i didnt mean to and didnt realise#at the time but i did . and i wanted to apologise but also what they said Was out of nowhere and also we parted ways so i left it be#HOWEVER . A FEW DAYS AGO THEY MESSAGED ME AND APOLOGISED and i apologised back and now weve been talking every night#note that this was literally 3 days ago and we have been talking only at night . but 4 some reason my feelings literally just . continued?#if that makes sense?? like from where things were left off . and i was like do u wanna meet up and they were like . yes totally but lets#talk more first#ANYWAY SO BASICALLY is it unhealthy that im like . suddenly thinking abt them so often again ??#and that i want this to be a Thing TM ? like im trying so hard to have no intention except platonic but its Killing me hhh#and its only been a few days so yeah . but we only talk abt special interest stuff rn etc etc so yh
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