#ok now i understand why matt's wearing eyeliner

[kadtherine]

don't bother me, i'm busy

okay but matt daddario is actually me when i’m getting ready. 

[lavenderek]

hi guys julie and i were talking about potential star wars stories that aren’t a part of this whole skywalker destiny shit all the canon movies can’t seem to let go of

and julie’s idea surrounded lesbians and a very heavy presence of Life Day because she hates me and wants me to be unhappy

my idea does not have life day in it because i have a soul. this was my idea that i pitched to her while i did my laundry and i dont think she was very impressed but i am impressed with myself.

so our main character is kristen stewart but purple. like her skin is a dusty sort of pastel lavender. but don’t let that fool you into thinking she is delicate - she is Indiana Jones But Backwards And In Space. her hair is like leonardo dicaprio’s in titanic, but wavy. 

her name is Gax McKu and she is an archaeologist. she is the protag of a series. her whole thing is that she likes to discover and learn about ancient cultures and artifacts, but she fuckin hates museums. and if another archaeologist is sponsored by someone who instructs them to bring the artifact to a private collection or a museum, she tracks it down and steals it and puts it back where it is supposed to be. so it’s sometimes indiana jones and sometimes ocean’s 11, because she has to do a heist to get the thing back. 

it’s just that other cultures and societies are lateral moves from gax’s own, neither superior nor inferior, and if somebody took some shit from her home planet she’d be peeved. besides, if we “discover” all the shit and take it away, there will eventually be nothing left for future scientists and historians to “discover.�� 

anyway, i digress. 

this all takes place well before the prequels. 

ACT I

we find our protagonist at a dig site, and she has unearthed something totally baller like the fossilized bones of a gigantic space condor or like a prehistoric buried treasure or something, and she’s just like crouching and dusting it carefully, looking very shrewd and sexy. she’s probably got like colleagues also dusting shit and one of them brings her a rock and they talk about the rock. idk. 

this planet is like a mixture of how white people see africa, and australia. like some parts are a desert and some parts are a jungle kind of moment with lots of alien creatures. 

the people whose home planet this is, is - you remember in return of the jedi when there is a keyboardist who looks like a big soft elephant puppet? 

it’s those guys.

so they come up to gax at the dig site and interrupt her work, and she is very debonair about how she stands up and brushes her hands off to speak with them. they’re mad and they’re pointing at her and stuff. she understands their language and speaks to them in english like han does. she’s like “i don’t know what you’re talking about. we are here for this excavation only.” 

they take her to one of their cities in a vehicle that’s like a wide flat oval thing with a single wheel underneath in the very center. roads are on faintly glowing tracks. this isn’t an extremely urban type of city, there is a lot of greenery and the buildings are etched adobe clay. they are well maintained. this is a people who take care of their community and have a lot of dignity. 

she is brought to what we would assume is a beautiful chapel or church or something, with lots of colors painted in a very small geometric tessellation, but gax isn’t shocked or moved by this so we can assume she is familiar with these cities and culture. 

inside there is a vast collection of like beautiful stoneware, like marble and opal and granite and shit. lovely. but the biggest pedestal is empty. they glare at her and say stuff to her. she’s very gruffly like, “why would i take your moonstone sphere? i already catalogued this, check with jan bourno.” 

they insist and so she has to travel to another city, with a nervous friend who is john cho but he’s got a computer head like that computer head guy in cloud city. 

don’t tell me who this guy is or correct me that it’s just a thing he wears like google glass, because i don’t care. it’s a computer head and im the boss. 

john cho’s name is Flienn and he’s got a devastatingly handsome beard. 

they go to the other city because she’s got to investigate who took the thing. then she finds who took the thing and it’s a white guy, obviously. she fights him. gax has this cool laser knife that uses the same tech as a light saber but it doesn’t buzz as loud or glow as bright, which means she wears it in a holster on her belt, because she’s impossibly hot. flienn is held back by henchmen. he’s very damsel in distress. but gax wins and gets the bad guy to tell her who hired him. 

he was paid to get this thing because it is expensive and the rich guy collects rich stuff. he communicated through envoy and all he has is a name and a planet. the rich guy’s name is pelius bragnar. he’s scary. flienn checks on his computer head and tells gax that all records of bragnar have been wiped from any kind of system.

ACT II

they fly to pelius bragnar’s planet, and it’s a forest planet but it’s not like the endor moon, it’s just a very vertical, tree-based city with a lot of stone paths and structures based around the trees. this place is very urban, with a huge class gap. it is heavily policed and obviously corrupt. she meets an old colleague who is now a prosecutor. she is played by gabourey sidibe. her name is Graunda. she calls gax Sabine, and it turns out gax isn’t her birth name, which flienn did not know but gax makes it clear he’s not allowed to call her sabine. 

graunda is like, “yeah i know pelius bragnar, i was trying to shut down his gang that operates a drug ring and has the police force in his pocket, and so to control me they kidnapped my little sister. i can tell you where their gang does most of its operations on this planet if you promise to save my sister.” 

gax is like, “i don’t know what about my chosen profession indicated to you i was some kind of rescuer of sisters.” 

“ok, i’ve known you for like fifteen years and it’s not like you don’t have a history of vigilantism,” says graunda, “but go off i guess.” 

flienn is all, “the sphere probably isn’t being kept where they do their gang business, but this is all we have to go on.” flienn’s whole job in the narrative is to be stressed and point out the obvious in case the viewers are kathy and don’t get it. he mapquests the way there with his computer head and they have to devise a carefully designed plan to get in, this is the ocean’s 11 part. 

gax is expecting graunda’s sister to be like some 19-year-old and is not expecting her to be the pinnacle of beauty and femininity. she’s in her mid 30s and has big hips and perfect dark skin and almond eyes with like orange eyeshadow. she looks like a monster high doll if monster high dolls were fat and shaped like real people. her hair’s in twists that she’s got all along the crown of her head like a tiara, and then the rest of her hair is in these two low buns on the back of her head and they’re really big and round. they are wrapped in a golden thread. like my point is she’s a total babe and there is a fuckload of sexual tension.

her name is Lamaa. not like llama, the accent is on the second syllable.

they find her like locked in some kind of interrogation room. flienn cracks the code to the door. lamaa’s obviously been roughed up a little bit, and is tired.  

lamaa is super upset when gax tells her they can’t leave yet. gax is like, “sorry to add to what has probably been a shitty week for you, but what i came here for is a moonstone sphere.” maybe she goes over the history of the object a little bit. idk. 

they spy on somebody who somehow reveals where pelius lives, and there is a gala there next week. they aren’t expecting the tech in this room to have spyware that detects flienn’s computer head the way your work computer knows when you’re trying to plug your phone into the usb port to charge. they have to escape. lamaa is super smart but only ok with weapons and doesn’t have a lot of upper body strength so there’s a lot of sexy peril. 

they escape by the skin of their teeth and are now wanted by the corrupt police. they have to hide out in like the tree planet equivalent of a shitty motel and there is a hot love scene between gax and lamaa obviously, like, duh. it’s very steamy and people will be jerking off to it for eight hundred years.

flienn is bi. he doesn’t have a love interest in this installment, im just putting it out there. 

ACT III

they go in disguise to the gala, which means they have to dress in formal wear, which is also extremely sexy. lamaa wears a silky backless gown and her hair is coiled in a rope braid beehive. gax wears a formal vest and her hair in a slight bouffant. flienn wears a traditional fancy costume that involves sheer fabric wrapped around him and covering part of his head. he is not religious and doesn’t usually dress this way, but he has to hide his computer head. also he’s wearing eyeliner because why don’t more dudes wear eyeliner? it’s not even because he’s bi. lots of dudes wear eyeliner where he is from. 

they sneak around and find the sphere. i guess this is ocean’s 13, when matt damon has to seduce his way into the diamonds room. they get caught in there and are all held prisoner. gax and lamaa argue but it’s obviously just because lamaa is very scared of pelius, which makes flienn even more scared of pelius, which puts gax in a bad mood. she doesn’t really get scared until the physical danger begins. 

the physical danger begins. pelius comes in, The pelius. he is a twi’lek. he does a lot of sinister taunting and gax is mad because she’s nervous. 

lamaa escapes the ropes she is tied up with somehow and is able to get gax’s laser knife to her and they have to fight pelius’s henchmen, and they steal the sphere, and while she’s there anyway lamaa steals all his fancy gold and jewels and sticks them in her cleavage. they climb to the roof and use flienn’s drapes of fabric to zipline down some like fuckin ropes strung along all the treehouses and escape. pelius is like curse you gax mcku, i would have gotten away with it too if it weren’t for you meddling adults!! and your little computer head too!!! he is left as a future antagonist. 

lamaa is obviously a target now on the tree planet, so she goes back to the elephant puppet planet with gax. there’s another love scene but gax finds all the jewels and shit in lamaa’s bra. she’s like, “you can’t keep these.” 

lamaa is like, “i figured, i just didn’t want him to have them. i don’t know where these go.” 

so future stories will probably involve them trying to put those things back while also being chased by pelius and his drug lords. 

they all return to the dig, and now lamaa is wearing archaeologist clothes like gax, and her hair is pulled to the back of her head with a fancy barrette. gax is once again interrupted, but this time it’s by the guy who stole the sphere in the first place. he’s like, “pelius is going to kill me for giving up who hired me, and it’s your fault.” 

gax is like, “you’re an embarrassment to the science of archaeology. you’ve gone against the very tenets of our profession and i don’t care what happens to you.” 

this obviously makes him feel shitty, but rather than internalizing it he just hates her guts. he leaves, and she goes back to the dig and doesn’t watch him go. but he glares with contempt over his shoulder, because he will also be an antagonist in future installments. 

and that guy’s name? 

SHEEV PALPATINE.

i’m just kidding, these are all new characters, his name is like george or something. 

the end. 

give me money.

[lilaswordsandthings]

That’s What Friends Are For Ch.2

A/N: It looks like this fic is going to end up being longer than I initially thought, and that is ok with me. *If You Like This Fic, Please reblog it/comment. We Fanfic writers need to help each other out. I’m Tagging all the usual suspects 

@illegalcerebral @dontshootmespence @reid-effect @stunudo @ultrarebelheart   

Chapter 2: A Thousand Questions

 A new case came in a few hours after Reid and JJ left for the airport. As Matt, Tara, Alvez, and Rossi filed into the conference room they couldn’t help but notice that two of their teammates were conspicuously missing.

 “Ok, now that everybody’s here, let’s get started,” Emily said.

 “Wait a minute, we’re not all here.” Tara pointed out.

 “Yeah, she’s right.” Matt agreed. “Where are Reid and JJ?”

 “They won’t be joining us. Reid was just notified of the death of an old friend, also the fact that this friend gave birth shortly before her death. It’s a long story and I promise I’ll explain everything to you guys later but right now, we need to get started.”

 “First the fiasco a few years ago, then he was abducted and almost sacrificed by a cult, now this…” Tata said.

 “Yeah… that’s why I sent JJ with him. I didn’t think it was a good idea for him to go alone. That’s said, it’s important that the rest of us hold down the fort while they’re gone, so let’s get started.”

 Sensing that was her cue, Garcia grabbed the remote, stood, and began the briefing.

 “Alright my pretties, this time you’re jetting to Beatty Nevada. It’s a smaller city about two hours northwest of Las Vegas. In the last two weeks, three women, all with dark hair in their early twenties to mid-thirties, were found. They were all stripped naked, bound, strangled, severely beaten, and sexually assaulted. They were all dumped on side streets or in allies, basically lightly traveled public places. It’s still pretty early out there so the latest victim was only found a half hour ago.”

 “And as soon as they were sure she was connected to the others, they called us,” Emily added.

 “Right off the bat, it’s pretty obvious we’re looking for a male offender. Men get off on this kind of violence, women don’t.” Tara said.

 “He could’ve chopped them up and/or buried them, even just dumped them in more isolated areas. It wouldn’t be hard in a city surrounded by desert, but he chose not to. It’s important to him that they’re found quickly, and in as compromising a state as possible. He’s getting off, not just on the violence, but on humiliating these women” Rossi theorized.

 “And once and Unsub like this gets started, it only gets worse. Wheels up in twenty.”

                                                         ***

 Meanwhile, JJ and Reid were in the air, flying to Las Vegas. Reid was sitting by the window, JJ was in the seat to his right. She watched as he stared hopelessly out the window. JJ could only imagine what must be running through his mind.

 “Spence, it’s gonna be ok.” She said.

 “How JJ? How, when we don’t even know how Becca died?” He asked.

 JJ couldn’t think of what to say, so she just looked at him, trying to appear reassuring. Finally, she asked: “How close were the two of you?”

 “We were best friends, she was pretty much the best friend I ever had outside of our team. What I don’t understand is why she never told me she was in trouble you know? The social worker said that based on the letter, Becca knew she was dying, but I talked to her the night before. She seemed fine. She didn’t mention anything about being in trouble, or that she’d just had a baby. I had no idea she was even pregnant. Now all of a sudden, when it’s already too late to help her, she asks me to raise her daughter? None of this makes sense.”

 “Well, I don’t know her, but I do know you. The fact that she chose you to adopt her baby, Spence, mothers, especially mothers of newborns, she’s trusting you with the one thing, the one person she loved more than life itself. She asked you to do this for her, for a reason. So I have to believe that whatever was going on, there’s a reason she didn’t want you to know but it wasn’t that she didn’t trust you.”

 “I just… I need to know what happened, and I need to make sure that nothing happens to Becca’s daughter.” He replied

 Just like that, his mind drifted back to the last time he’d seen her.

 3 years earlier

 When Spencer walked into the dimly lit dining room of Thompson’s Restaurant Grill, it looked empty at first. The sign on the door had said open but there didn’t seem to be anyone there.

 “Hello? Becca?” He called out.

 Suddenly, Becca popped out from beneath the bar. She was wearing a red tank top with a black, sleeveless leather vest over it. Her black hair was cut at shoulder-length and heavily layered, and her blue eyes were framed by thick black eyeliner. She had a glass in one hand, and a dishtowel in the other.

 “Well, if it isn’t one of my favorite people.” She said with a smile. She walked out from behind the bar and wrapped him in a tight embrace. “Where have you been? It’s been forever! We miss you around here…” she told him as she squeezed before letting him go.

 “Becca, I’m pretty sure you’re the only one who still lives here who actually misses me.” He replied.

 “Dude, if I’m your only friend, that’s just sad. I don’t say that to insult you, I mean if that’s true, then that just proves what I’ve thought for years, that ninety-five percent of the human race sucks.”

 He chuckled. “You might be right about Las Vegas, but fortunately you’re far from my only friend.”

 “Good. I was about to ask you whose butts I need to kick.” She said as she set the glass down on the counter with a thud. “So what brings you back to town anyway? Your mom?”

 “Yeah, actually I’m in the process of moving her to a different facility. I came down to get the rest of her stuff. I thought I’d come say ‘hi��, before I left town.”

 “Well, I’m glad you did, want something to eat?”

 “Sure.”

 “Let me guess, the usual?”

 “How’d you know that?”

 “Spencer, I’ve known you since I was four. You’ve ordered the exact same meal every single time you’ve come in here for the last twenty years. You, my friend, are a creature of habit if there ever was one. The only variation is whether you want a soda or something with alcohol.”

 “How about water?” He asked.

 “Really? Are you changing things around just to disprove my theory?”

 “…Maybe…”

 She smiled. “Alright, coming right up, do want an orange slice?”

 “Isn’t it usually lemon?”

 “Not here. My house, my rules, and the first rule is…” she paused for dramatic effect, “weirdness is a good thing.”

 He smiled.“Alright then. Yes, put an orange in it.”

 “Way ahead of you.” She replied, filling a tall glass with ice water and getting an orange out of the cooler to her left. Before slicing it she turned to the kitchen door behind her, opened it a crack, and yelled into the kitchen. “Hey Pop, I need a turkey club with fries, extra sauce no cheese.” Then she finished what she was doing and handed Spencer his water.

 “So, how’s everything going?” He asked.

 “Great, I’m teaching graphic design as an adjunct professor at Alta. I only still moonlight here to help Pop out, since Mama can’t.”

 “That’s great!” he exclaimed. “I know you loved it when you were a student there.”

 “I did indeed.” She said. “Don’t think I don’t know the real reason you’re asking Spencer. It’s better now that I have my own place. I’m only here about twenty hours a week, almost all of which is spent down here and not up in our old apartment so, I hardly ever see her these days.”

 “You just told me that things are great, but you just said that like it’s a bad thing.” He pointed out.

 She sighed. “I guess, if I’m honest with myself, I kinda feel guilty about how much happier I am not being here as much.”

                                                    Present Day

 “Spence? You ok?” JJ asked, drawing him back to the present.

 “Y-heah, I’m fine. W-why do you ask?”

 “You’ve been staring into space for the last half hour like you were somewhere else. What were you thinking about?”

 “The last time I saw her. It was when I was moving my mom from Bennington to Houston. I went to look for her at her family’s restaurant. Even after she graduated from college, she still worked there part time helping her dad out. She was there, we talked, I had dinner. She seemed fine, happier than I’d ever seen her. Actually, it was like the life she wanted was finally coming together. Now I’m just wondering what changed.” He said, glancing over to meet JJ’s eye.

 She knew that look. Help me understand.

 “What do you mean?” She asked.

 “I mean, she’s fine, her career’s finally headed where she’s always wanted it to go, she’s cut almost all ties with her abusive mother and then…this… Even with the letter, social services wouldn’t have even notified me about the baby if they knew who the father was, so she either didn’t know herself, or doesn’t want him in daughter’s her life for some reason. I’m guessing it’s the latter. Becca was… a little rough around the edges but sleeping with and getting pregnant by someone she didn’t know just doesn’t fit. Then she gives birth, immediately abandons her child, and dies suddenly of no apparent cause on the steps of a church? None of it makes any sense to me.”

 “I asked Garcia to look into the last few years of your friend’s life so we can try to figure out what happened to her,” JJ told him. “We should have some answers by the time we land.”

 “Thanks for coming with me JJ.” He said.

 “Of course.”

 “Really…I… I don’t know how I’d get through this without you…”

 “I’m right here Spence. Whatever happens, I’m always on your side.”

 “You’re the best.” He replied, smiling for the first time since hearing the news.

 “So, you think she knew who the baby’s father is?” JJ asked.

 “Yes. Which means there must be another reason why social service can’t find him, I don’t think she wanted whoever he is to know about the baby.”

[ear]

PLEASE share your vld reboot ideas aja the show canon is garbage and your mind is so galaxy brain

OK OK ALRIGHT!!!!!!!!!! alright so idk what kind of. earth landscape this reboot occurs in…. like yallve got this retro 80s/90s neon future verse going on but i didnt think my reboot version would fit into that so yall go wild with whatever hc for this earth reboot thing u want cuz im not creative and i didnt really think that far ahead

ALRIGHT here we go. this is so long i HAVE to put this under the cut but i hope yall enjoy the creations of my MIND……

- akeno “KEITH” shirogane: (age: 19) [gay] hes japanese/black/galran. hes still half galra in this reboot bc i fuck with that honestly but hes got more visible galran traits. his bottom canines are larger than usual and poke out from his bottom lip so he wears a mask to cover his mouth and his eyes r still purple but instead of his sclera being yellow(tinted), hes just like. got some odd golden flecks in his eyes. he normally wears a dirty mechanics jumpsuit with the top half tied around his waist and a black or white tank top underneath (hes still a high school flunk out so he works full time at a car repair shop so hes able to buy food and shit at LEAST + hes still got his motorcycle to keep in shape). his casual clothes r just regular grey sweats, hoodies, and adidas or whatever brand is closest in their future lol. hes blood related to shiro who ill get to in a second.. shiros blood related to him as his uncle (brother of keiths dad) ALSO his hair isnt long in this reboot, hes got a short messy head of hair that he mostly just pulls back into a TINY little pony tail on his forehead (like in the game show ep) so it doesnt get in his face while hes working. he also has goggles bc thats the one thing from yalls reboot ideas i actually like (endgame lion: he momentarily pilots black during shiros disappearance but his permanent and stationary lion is red)

- fal’allura “fala, ALLURA” naguna’ephy: [lesbian] (age: 21 or close to that in alien standards) shes altean on her fathers side and teem (what we’re gonna call nymas race) on her mothers side. she bares more altean features except her eyes are solid yellow and shes only got four fingers on each hand. instead of crescent shaped facial markings, she has painted on red and golden lines across her nose and her upper lip. her hair (very dark purple with silver highlights and literal glowing, twinkling stars) is VERY long, brushing the floor as she walks except and (now bear with me cuz this might be hard to explain) her hair, the farther down u look kind of fades away? like it becomes semi to absolute transparent… idk how else to explain it but i hope u understand…. she does wear a crown but its more like a headdress.. (imagine beyonces headdress).. she doesnt wear it often, usually only on diplomatic missions to greet other worldly rulers bc its heavy and it makes her neck hurt :/.. her dress! looks like this! but a little more spiffy .. u know.. her casual/training clothes are just…. idk imagine a royal looking sports bra and leggings?? i guess … ALSO ALSO ALSO she can still shape shift but instead of limiting her shifting to just the changing of skin tone and height, she can completely mimic different alien species but only humanoid races.. like she can have those indented looking knees and huge ass horns and all that but she cant like. turn into an earth lizard u know what im saying. also also also also she still speaks with an accent just… not a british one….(endgame lion: no lion. she keeps leading and piloting the castle ship until destruction, where she leads and pilots the atlas)

- alejandro “LANCE, ale” reyes-leon: (age: 19 ½) [bi] hes cuban/black/vietnamese. his dad is black and vietnamese and his mom is cuban! hes got longish afro textured hair he keeps back in a pony tail most of the time like this or a bun when training bc hes too lazy to put any actual effort into styling it. hes got a couple moles/freckles scattered across his face and hes got sectoral heterochromiaaround his left pupil so theres a little bit of blue in one of his other wise dark brown eyes (like this).. i havent really figured out what his clothing style is.. i thought about keeping his clothes close to vld canon like his jacket (bc that was a really good jacket) but im gonna go a little wild here so hold on. he wears one of those surfer type looking skin tight turtleneck shirts underneath his heavy bomber jacket.. he wears just regular ripped jeans and hightops like in canon…….. hmm……. he wears a pink bead necklace under his shirt that was made by his little cousin just a couple weeks before he was shot off into space and he hasnt taken it off since…………. he also has a tiny stick and poke tattoo on his ankle he did when he was thirteen bc he thought it would look cool but it turned out kinda lop sided so he never takes his socks off in embarrassment (endgame lion: blue to red (during keiths reign as black paladin) then to black when shiro leaves voltron to lead the atlas alongside allura)

- takashi “SHIRO” shirogane: (age: 31) [gay] hes japanese/black. hes keiths uncle and the only family keith really has .. his design doesnt really change much except hes got long hair (like kuron) but its pulled up into a messy bun or pony tail.. in MY canon hes still gay and married to adam (whos name isnt adam i just cant think of a new name for him yet) (and adam lives dont worry) and theyre working on adopting a daughter before shiro has to leave for kerberos. shiro usually dresses in work out outfits so like. gym shorts… tank tops.. leggings.. imagine those white blonde dudes who always wear a man bun and only eat vegan and drink chai from starbucks bc thats exactly how shiro acts but ONLY ironically ……… when shiros abducted on the galra freighter and forced to fight in the ring, his hair streaks white but instead of just a clean scar across his nose, he has multiple long scars scattered across his face from a one x one between his face and some debris thrown at him by a gladiator. his prosthetic looks and remains kinda the same i guess but this time its decked out with claws on the finger tips so it looks a little more galran yeah? (endgame lion: no endgame lion. he pilots the atlas alongside allura)

- francesca “frannie, frankie, PIDGE” eleonora: (age: 15) [trans girl lesbian] shes . just italian i guess. so anyway shes not gonna be an asshole bitch like canon pidge.. shes gonna be the caring sweet but KINDA mean little sister we always wished we had.. the little sister who would tell u, with all honesty, that ur winged eyeliner was smudged before u hit the town with the girls and made a fool of urself……. ANYWAY shes still gonna be the ‘hacker’/computer geek techno girl but not as much ykno? shes JUST a little girl so she just kinda does her own thing. i rlly like all the fanart i see of her wearing overalls and stuff SO thats her canon design…… she wears faded overall jeans over a short sleeved pale pink tshirt w a dog one it and scuffed up chucks. she wears glasses but instead of just taking them from matt she has an actual prescription and is basically blind without them. i literally cannot stress this enough but shes such a nice girl like the team pretty much adopted her as their little sister the moment they boarded the castle ship. idk what else to add on to her!!!! i literally did not put any thought into pidge at all! (endgame lion: permanently green)

- opetaia“HUNK” tuitama: (age: 19 ¾) [bi] hes samoan/black. hunk was adopted and has two moms and three other siblings, all of who are younger than him. im not sure about his fashion other than i KNOW deep down in my heart that he would wear cargo shorts…. i cant find it in me to get rid of his bandana thing so i let him keep it except he uses it to tie his hair up instead of using it as a head band thing….. HUNK in my au is more of a tech freak/engineer than pidge so he handles most of that stuff with the occasional help from pidge (like wiring… she has tiny fingers that can grab the wires easier) hunk probably wears the crocs/sandals with socks combo but just because he loves hearing lance bitch about it whnever he struts into a room. hunk also looks good in his vest so im gonna let him keep that but it looks more modified… like it has a bunch of pockets and stuff to keep bolts and nuts and other stuff he needs to work with.. thats also why he wears cargo shorts; just for the pockets.. (endgame lion: permanently yellow)

also ur probably wondering “if lance is in black and keith is in red and allura doesnt pilot a lion, THEN WHOS PILOTING BLUE????” …….. heh… peep this………..

- ADAM elsammak-althani(thank u mal @fuckvld for ur gorgeous arabic adam hcs..): (age: 32) [gay] i dont have much to say about him other than read mals hc lists and that ADAM LIVES IN MY REBOOT and he also joins the voltron team and pilots the blue lion (i FIRMLY hc that hes a very free/wild spirit and just loves to make jokes and is just.. a really fun guy to be around and obviously blue would open up to him in a SECOND. dont even @ me) (endgame lion: BLUE!)

[electroma89]

DO THEM ALL

JESUS CHRIST WOMAN!!!

flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself?

today, I was doing my makeup and singing to “Hand of Doom” by Black Sabbath

fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?

oh boy, knowing if god exists is really tempting

daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life?

learning to love myself exactly as I am

1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise?

I was at left side of the stage, second row, 17 years old and completely mesmerized

matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living?

I would worry waaaaaaay less that’s for sure, I would treat myself more often without feeling guilty

black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things?

I used to, but concert tickets and trips are always there

pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail.

oh man, there’s this person who has wild hair, easy laugh, short temper and crazy ideas

moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood?

partially, I mean at that time I felt I was a very happy kid, but now looking back I realise that some attitudes my peers had towards me weren’t “normal” (like teasing me for some of my physical features), and some feelings I had weren’t part of “growing up” (dissociation). Of course I wish I knew that “this weird feeling” was called “being nonbinary” too.

stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?

I don’t remember exactly when, but it was in front of my mom

plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them.

you know what? I would pick the shit out of you!!! I would love to see you face to face in first place, but also have long talks and laughs under the stars, that would be so nice

converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?

with a total stranger? no, I made that mistake already

lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?

my boyfriend probably? idk I’ve been sleeping super early lately (aka 1 am)

handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom?

I can’t really answer this bc depends on the circunstances of my death

cactus: what is your opinion on brown eyes?

I have brown eyes, brown eyes are the shit!

sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally.

“… and live my days instead of counting my years” (do lyrics count as quotes? idc), for me it means to cut the bullshit and just live to be happy and not caring if I’m too old to enjoy something

oil paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far?

“when will the next adventure start?”

overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars?

OH BOY! I would help my mom to start her own bussiness, I would travel to every country, try every food, I would buy every instrument and learn how to play them all, I would hire teachers and study until I was fluent in every language I love, idk fam so many things

combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way?

no, and yes, sometimes you just need to get rid of the shit in your life and not feel guilty about it

winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self.

dear 12 yo me:

hard times come, but at the end you’ll be ok, what you feel now is real, no one will lock you away if they find out, you’re not too weird, you’re not crazy, you’ll find a whole community who feels just like you, healing may be a bit late, but it’ll come, sadness (happiness, everything) comes and goes, you’ll allow yourself to exist: gross, ugly, fat, with bad eyebrows, and then clear skin, weight loss, body hair, lots of eyebrows tutorials, you’ll love yourself with everything you have, and you’ll find people who will do exactly the same

pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?

more punk, definitely, but I’ve been adding cute pastel details to my style, like these cute phone/pc wallpapers and details in my makeup and nail polish and stuff

tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.

if they help people express themselves then fantastic! tattoos don’t work for me tho, and I’m a bit wary about piercings, bc infections and stuff

piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?

depends if I’m going out, weather and my mood, but normally I do a basic makeup routine with dark lips, I love to wear makeup btw

bands: talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way.

Queen has been a HUGE staple in my life since always, since I could understand english their lyrics have shaped my life, and I dare to say their second album (Queen II) saved my life tbh

messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.

people deserve respect

cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.

ok let’s do this

Bjork - 2007 (best night of my life)

Los Bunkers - 2010 (best night out of my country)

Caifanes - 2008 or 2009? (idk I didn’t know them before the concert, I went with a friend) 

Queen + Adam Lambert - 2015 (so many emotions omfg)

Black Sabbath - 2016 (I expected more, not gonna lie)

grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say?

I prefer not to answer this one if that’s ok

space: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised?

I used to, know is full with boxes and other stuff

white bed sheets: what is your night time routine?

brush my hair, taking a collagen pill, brush my teeth and my braces, clean my face with astringent

old books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know?

it’s the total opposite lmao, I want them to know I’m nonbinary so fucking badly, but since we’re invisible I don’t know how to tell them

beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?

I’ve been through so many colors so far, I think the next step would be a rainbow style or something like that

eyes: pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do?

my bf

my cousin

you

a friend I no longer talk to bc damn I miss him sometimes and that would be great to talk and “close the circle” if necessary

a childhood friend

11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them.

to have a steady income, bc I have to eat lmao

to travel, in and out my country, bc I wanna know as many cultures as I can

to be seen as a nonbinary person in this country, bc being invisible is not a privilege

painting: what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up.

OH MAN I THOUGHT NO ONE WILL EVER ASK!!!

idk why I don’t have another one with better quality!!! but anyways: my aunt as Roger Taylor, my mom as Brian may, my cousin as Freddie Mercury and me as John Deacon (I want to break free video)

lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high?

talking about family issues with my bullies I mean that was dumb af

thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars?

rape someone

storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why?

song, bc I’d go crazy otherwise, and probably “seven seas of rhye” by Queen tho I’m not sure

love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love.

I am rn, everything feels at peace and calm

clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?

lol I’m neither and I rock both

coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone?

I don’t go to starbucks, but I’d trust any order to my mom or my bf, they know me the best

marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now?

feeling peace, being happy

THIS WAS SO DEEP FAM OMFG

[auntwendy23]

Parenting Magical Children: Why I Believe it is Important to Start Early.

Parenting children in the age of magic is a tough subject to write about. It’s debatable; some parents believe in including their children in all of their Pagan practices and spell work, others believe that you should wait until they are older, or of age, before you include them.

I guess it’s entirely up to the parents to decide that, but in my personal opinion, the earlier you include them, and the more you can teach them, the better.

*sigh* I guess it’s time for a story.

When I was growing up, I was part of a large, Irish-American family. Strict Catholics....you know the drill. I was always allowed to watch Harry Potter and Charmed, but I was always watched very closely. I wasn’t allowed to burn candles and my parents always watched me in book stores, making sure I stayed away from the Metaphysical/spiritual section where the witchcraft books were.

From a very early age I started showing signs of having gifts. I could always tell when things were about to happen. I could meet strangers on the street and could always tell how many children they had; I’ve always been able to tell which two people belonged together, and what profession someone was meant to have. I always know what sex a baby my friends are going to have, etc.. Those were my spiritual gifts, but I had physical gifts as well. I always had a gift for manifesting the things (and people) that I wanted. My grandma always said I could create the weather by my moods. Some people thought she was kidding, but my family knew better.

But there were problems. #1, I was adopted. #2, my entire family was very religious. None of them knew what to do with me, how to handle me, and some of them even feared me. So my gifts got swept under the rug and no one ever acknowledged them or even spoke to me about it. I had no one to talk to about it and was basically forced to navigate through it by myself.

I had a confusing childhood.

To top it off, I had gifts that I didn’t know what to do with. I had no idea what they were, what was happening to me, or how to control them. And an overly emotional teenage girl who is unable to control her gifts is a very dangerous thing.

So here’s the story:

I had a HUGE crush on this boy at school. Well, OK; not really a huge crush. But I thought he was cute. And really nice. I liked him. His name was Josh. And there was a girl who was a year ahead of me, an overtly-popular girl whose name was Taylor. She knew I liked Josh, and she thought it was HILARIOUS. The loudmouth outcast with the unruly red hair had a crush on one of the more popular boys in school. Taylor not only thought it was funny that I liked him, but it was even more funny because *he* liked *her*. And she knew it.

She flaunted it in my face every chance she got. I don’t think she even particularly liked him in the way he liked her, but she flirted openly and shamelessly with him anyway. She was gorgeous and popular and she knew it.

Anyway, one day we were all sitting in the lunchroom. I was at my end of a table with a few of my friends, situated so I was in direct eyeline with Josh, who was seated with the rest of the football players at home one of the front tables. Taylor came bouncing up to the football players table, pushed a few guys out of her way, and sat down next to him. She sat down hard enough to make her breasts bounce enthusiastically in her shirt, which is where Josh’s eyes immediately went.

She saw him looking at her cleavage, then turned her head to make eye contact with me, then she smiled. Or rather, she SMIRKED at me.

That drove me crazy. I hated her at that moment. I hated that she was leading him on when she had no intention of dating him. She could have had anyone she wanted, and she chose to put HIM on a leash and string him along. I hated that she was doing it just to make me upset. I hardy knew her and she hardly knew me. I didn’t understand why she got so much pleasure in seeing me so miserable. But it made me crazy.

And that day, sitting at that table, I looked over at my friend and said, very confidently, “She is going to die in a car accident soon. Josh will be there too. He’ll be heartbroken.”

I liked Josh. I didn’t want him to get hurt. But teenage me saw him looking at *her* chest, and I suddenly wanted him to suffer. I was angry. I was hurt. I was embarrassed. I was a lot of different emotions balled into one and I wasn’t sure exactly what I was feeling. But i do know for certain that I was pissed.

A week later, Taylor died in a car accident. Josh was the one who found her.

A few weeks (or months; I don’t remember) went by, and I had to go door to door selling Girl Scout peanuts. One of the doors I knocked on was the door of the home of Josh’s older brother. He was a good looking guy, very friendly and personable. He was dating a girl whom I never liked. Her name was Alene. She was pretty. But she always came off as cocky, self centered; kind of a bitch. She always rubbed me the wrong way. And I knew that she and Matt didn’t belong together. I always knew that Matt belonged with my cousin Jessica.

Anyway, bottom line is, I didn’t like her. Maybe it was because I knew she belonged with my older brother Mark, not Matt. I was so frustrated because I was the only one who could see that she and Matt didn’t belong together. (I didn’t know that was one of my gifts. I just assumed other people could see it too and it frustrated me to no end that everyone else seemed to be ignoring it).

Anywho,

I knocked on Matt’s door, and Alene answered. She wasn’t wearing any pants. Or a bra. She was wearing one of Matt’s flannel shirts, and her hair was messed up. I knew right away that either they were in the middle of sex when I rang the doorbell or they had just finished. She apologized to me. “I’m sorry. We were busy and I don’t have time to put anything else on.” Her words were apologetic but her eyes said something else entirely. She wasn’t sorry. She was BRAGGING. She had Matt right where she wanted him. He loved her, even though they didn’t belong together. And she KNEW it.

I have always had a problem with women like that. So cocky; so confident that this is the way their lives are supposed to turn out, like nothing and nobody can take their happiness away from them. Even if their happiness is fake. It’s just a facade, until they find who they are really supposed to be with and what they’re really supposed to do.

That’s why, up until a few years ago, whenever I ran into a woman like that, who was so confident like that, I always made it my priority to steal her man, to prove my point. And I have stolen a lot of women’s men. Because they weren’t meant to be together.

But I wouldn’t have been able to steal Matt. You see, you cannot steal a man who doesn’t want to be stolen. And Matt didn’t want to be stolen. Because he really loved her.

And she knew it. Women like her, knew about women like me. She knew what I could do. But she knew I wasn’t going to try with Matt, because I couldn’t.

She knew. And that gave her power over me. And I hated it.

I remember walking away from Matt’s house that day with my best friend Susie by my side, and I was FURIOUS. I turned and said to her, “Alene is going to die just like Taylor did. She thinks she has Matt forever but she doesn’t. She’s not going to live that long.”

A month later, Alene was dead. She died in a car accident on a gravel road, just like Taylor did. Matt was devastated, like I knew he would be, but years later he married my cousin Jessica, and they have a family, just like I knew they would.

Now that I’m much older and very much in control of my gifts, I always look back and wonder: Did Taylor and Alene die because I was able to see it and somehow predicted it? Or did they die because my anger and frustration and other emotions got the best of me and they died because I MADE IT HAPPEN??

I guess I’ll never know.

But, you see, if you have a child who is spiritually gifted or magically gifted, you need to talk to them. Tell them it’s perfectly normal, what they’re going through. Teach them to embrace their gifts. Teach them to cultivate their gifts. Teach them to control their gifts.

Because if you don’t, they could very well end up hurting themselves or someone else.

I can’t help but wonder, if I had been able to talk to somebody about it, if somebody would have helped me learn more about my gifts, told me who I was; if I had learned to control those gifts early on, Taylor and Alene might still be alive. Things would have turned out much differently.

[dazombi3fari3]

Today I have several BH Cosmetics products to review for you. Let start off with saying I am late to the BH Cosmetics game. I held off because I thought with prices like theirs they couldn’t possibly be any good. (Same thing I thought about ELF and once I tried ELF I was hooked.) This is the review for my BH Cosmetics Face of the Day

So lets start with the bases.

A+++    BH Naturally Flawless Liquid Foundation retails for $9.50 for 1 fluid ounce and is billed as a lightweight, medium to full coverage with a natural satin finish. There are 24 shades with 9 of the shades for deeper skin tones. The color I chose was 208 Medium Beige and it was a spot on color match for me. It is definitely light weight with a medium coverage.  I used 2 layers of the foundation and got medium coverage from it however my skin was flawless and I didn’t feel like it would need more foundation and my skin looked like skin only perfected. There is no scent to this foundation and it does feel sticky so you will have to use a setting powder with this one. I am impressed with this foundation. It left my skin dewy and smooth. I have a pimple on my upper lip area and it didn’t emphasize it at all. This foundation reminds me of the Marc Jacobs Re(marc)able foundation as it gives about the same finish to the skin as the Marc Jacobs one does. The bottle is a frosted glass bottle with a plastic pump and the product dispenses is small amounts which was a welcomed plus.

A++      Bh Studio Pro Total Coverage Concealer is a very thick concealer reminiscent of  my beloved Kat Von D tattoo concealer that was discontinued. It has 17 shades in the line with 6 deeper shades. It also has 4 color corrector shades. Studio Pro retails for $6.00 and comes in a squeeze tube with a flat round plastic applicator. The applicator is just way too big for the under eye so I just used it as a mixing plate and applied the concealer with my finger tips. This is one thick concealer and a little ( and I mean a little) goes a long way. I’m in the color 111 medium with neutral undertones and what I noticed with this concealer is the beige color had a slight grey tint to it that did nothing for my dark circles (I chose not to use my color corrector today so I could see how well the Studio Pro covered.) but the color made the under eye area look well put together. This concealer does not need to be set as it drys down beautifully, I still set it because I wanted to see if it would cake up … and it did. My under eyes look dry because of the added powder and without the powder the under eye area looked hydrated and smooth. My only gripe with this product is that so much of the product comes out that you have to try and squeeze lightly so as not to waste product. With a little going a long way I wasted so much product., the amount that came out could have covered my whole face, it’s that thick.

B++ (would have been an A++ except there needs to be more shades in the range) Studio Pro Matte Finish Powder comes in a compact reminiscent of MAC. It retails for $9.50 for .46 fluid ounce and only comes in 7 colors which at first upset me because there is only 3 shades for deep skin but when I opened the product I was even more concerned because the powder looked like it would be too light for me. It was a perfect match do I understand that the shades are meant to be translucent. This powder is finely milled and unlike it’s MAC dupe doesn’t go on patchy. It smooths out the skin and leaves skin looking like skin. There is no chalky cakey mess with this product. It’s also long wearing. It’s billed as absorbing excess oils and that it does. It’s a matte powder and unlike most compact powders it doesn’t leave the face feeling like it’s matte, in fact I barely even feel the powder on my skin. I put my makeup on at 7:40 am and haven’t had to retouch my makeup and it is now 3:30 pm.

A++++(hell if there was a higher grade I would definitely give it that grade!!)    BH Cosmetics only sells 1 bronzer and it gets an , but they do sell a 10 pan nude blush palette that could be used as a bronzer palette. They do have a contour palette (and lets be honest it sucks as a contour palette, the shades are not nearly grey toned enough) that skin tones a little darker than me to a lot lighter than me can get away with as a matte bronzer option. The product I purchased, besides the contour palette is called Brilliance Bronzer. It is a satin finished bronzer that pulls a little orange, but not enough that the bronzing comes out fake looking. There are 3 shades in the range 1 that light skinned ebony beauties could wear and it retails for $10 for .35 fluid ounces. It’s billed as a  buildable coverage with a satin finish and that is spot on true. This bronzer gives a warm flawless radiance to the skin. My advise is to go in with a little at a time because this little gem is crazy pigmented! I thought because it’s a drug store price the powder would be chalky and not pigmented at all. BOY was I WRONG! I spent a got 4 minutes getting the bronze toned down with a clean powder brush. I went from flawless to oompa loompa in seconds!

B-      Glowing in Greece 6 Color Blush and Highlighter Palette is 1 of 2 blush and highlighter palettes that they offer.

It retails for $16 for .75 fluid ounces and is pigmented and deep enough for almost all skin tones. (If your super pale or super dark this palette isn’t for you.) It has 3 blushes…Mykonos – a matte peachy coral, Paros – a matte rosy poppy, and Santorini – a deep orange coral with a slightly satin hue. There are 3 highlighter shades… Athens – a pale champagne peach with gold reflect, Milos – a medium coral with pink reflect, and Olympia – a mid-tuned gold with no reflect. The blushes are just a tad chalky but go on creamier than they sit in the pan. They are hella pigmented! I mixed the first 2 shades together for today’s look and forgot to tap off my brush and just like that my look went from glam to clown in no time. The upside is that they blend out so well that I was able to diffuse the cheeks with a clean blush brush so I was able to save the look. The 2 shade on darker skin can pull a little ashy but the 3rd shade of the palette would look amazing on deep skin.  On to the highlighters. I am having a tug a war with my thoughts on these highlighters. They go on with high shine but there is glitter in this highlighter and it transfers to the cheek bone and eye socket. I had to use tape to get the glitter off my eye socket. With that said these highlighters are still beautiful but in no way are they an everyday highlighter… too pigmented for that. I’d give these highlighter a B- (because glitter transfer is my all time pet peeve.)

A-    BH Liquid Lipstick retails for $9 for .15 fluid ounces and has 40 shades in the range It is billed as a plush, non-sticky formula that wont fade, feather or transfer. The color I chose is the ItsMyRayeRaye collaboration in the color Rosey Raye. I gave it an A- because it is in fact a slightly sticky formula. Nothing to serious but just enough that when you put your lips together they stick to each other, it’s also on the dryer side of the liquid lipstick formulas. Other then that this lipstick is beautiful!! It is a mauvey rosy nude. There is zero transfer with this lip product. I drank my cup of coffee and nothing. However the other reason I chose to grade with an A- is that after eating a burger all the product was gone. OK so I was eating something that is a little greasy, but I don’t have this problem with my Jeffrey Star Liquid Lipsticks, hell I don’t even have this problem with my ELF liquid Lipsticks.

B+    BH Waterproof Lip Liner retails for $5 for .04 fluid ounces and only comes in 3 colors.  It is billed as an all-day smudge-resistant and waterproof formula. No question about it … this liner smudges. It’s a dryer formula as well, feels a bit uncomfortable until you pop on a lipstick. It is however waterproof. I tested it on the back of my hand and running water. I originally filled in my  whole lip in with the lip liner in the color Earth, a peach color brown nude, and then put my lipstick over it… that was a mistake, it was way too uncomfortable. First the lip liner pills up, and then it felt like I was placing a liquid product over a powder product. Now this may be because it is a waterproof product and so it is a dryer product. So I took it all off and just lined my lips on the outer edge. This worked so much better. The color was perfect for the Liquid Lipstick I chose.

B+    The Power Pencil retails for $8.00 for .04 fluid ounces and comes in 10 colors. I purchased 2 Beige and Black. It’s a waterproof eyeliner that’s billed as having pigment-rich payoff and lasting definition. I give it a solid B+ because while it’s billed as a waterproof pencil, I had to reapply the beige color to my water line 3 times because it kept coming off. I will say that it is super pigmented, I only had to run the liner 1 time over the water line to get color payoff. As for having lasting definition, I will have to try this on my lids to see if the liner will last longer. It goes on smooth and creamy and did not skip, and as a side note it doesn’t bother my eyes the way that other water line liners have.

A-   The Love in London 16 Color Shadow Palette retails for $16 for .56 fluid ounces.

The Love in London palette is billed as having pigment-infused shades that deliver vivid color payoff that blend beautifully. I have to say I am so in love with this palette but I am having a love/hate relationship with metallic shades. There is too much glitter in them and the shadows would benefit from a glitter glue under them to avoid the glitter fall out. The glitter fall out is why I graded this palette an A-, there are other budget friendly alternatives out there from ColourPop and ELF that have metallics that have little to no glitter fall out. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again glitter fall out is my biggest pet peeve. The mattes are buttery and super pigmented and they blend like a dream. My eye look came together so fast because it was so easy to blend out.

From top to bottom and left to right the colors are …..Cheeky is a pale cream metallic. Big Ben is a dusty peach matte. Cheers is deep tan matte. Tea is dark pewter with silver glitter. Scone is a dusty tan. Palace is a taupe metallic with silver glitter. London is deep indigo that have a sort of black undertone metallic with no glitter. Lolly is a rosy pink metallic with gold glitter. Biscuit is a deep taupe metallic with a purple reflect and silver glitter. Prestige is deep taupe metallic with pink reflect and silver glitter. Duchess is a deep plum metallic with a little purple reflect and no glitter. Lovey is an orange base brown matte. Piccadilly is a red based medium brown matte. Crumpet is a true brown matte. Posh is a shocker for me. In the pan it looks like a dull black, in fact it is the blackest black I have ever seen in a matte black shadow.

Final Thoughts: BH Cosmetics is a solid company with affordable prices. The quality of their products in insane. I will definitely be purchasing more products from their line.

Well thanks for hanging in there till the end dolls, and as always save a spoon for some lipstick.

XOXO

  BH Cosmetics Full Face Review Today I have several BH Cosmetics products to review for you. Let start off with saying I am late to the BH Cosmetics game.

[starwriterulia]

I Guess I'll Stay (Daehyun x Y/N)

Characters: Jung Daehyun, Bang Yongguk

Word Count: 3k

Scenario: Y/N and her friend are foreign makeup artists who came to pursue their career in a drama Daehyun and Yongguk star in. Y/N is shy and introverted, but that's why Daehyun likes her.

It took me two days to write this because I had to make a relationship in a short amount of time. One blog types Daehyun as an ISFJ, which seems very fitting! If you haven't glanced at my page yet, I'm an ENFP who may be autistic, thus acts INFP, maybe? I want to be a loved, happy, and feel normal, set me free. Having that in mind made this difficult to finish, so I hope the end isn't too OOC of Daehyun or cringey while keeping it open-ended.

Also, if you see any gramar or spelling errors, lemme know; I posted this and caught two as I was rereading it. XDD

Thank you for the request!

-Faith

Aesthetic and scenario requests are open! (Guidelines) (Masterlist)

I scrunch up my face as I wipe it clean from acne lotion with a rag. My forehead acne is getting a lot better because I stopped playing with my bangs and started getting haircuts more often. But, it's still not Korean idol clear, or... whitewashed Korean idol clear, fuck. I still don't like how pasty white some people make their skin, it's just gross. I mean, I don't have yellow fever or Hallyu fever, but I do appreciate me some tan skin and dark eyes. Not that I'm looking for lo-

“Y/N! Hurry up and get finished, we need to leave in ten minutes!” Heeyeong says in English from the other side of the bathroom door.

“OK, OK! I just finished cleaning my face.”

“You haven't even started putting on makeup? Did you brush your teeth?”

“Yes, I put on makeup. No, I haven't put on any makeup. Chill, Heeyeong.”

“Girl, I'm more chill than a polar bear who's taking a cold dip in the ocean.”

“But...” I lower the rag to the sink at the same slow pace my eyes rise to the mirror. “That water is too cold for polar bea-” I turn on my heels and open the door, which was put in the wrong way. I hear a loud thunk followed by a squeak, and realize I hit Heeyeong, who was standing just behind the door. “-Rs, shit, sorry! Sorry!”

“Ouch, mph.” Heeyeong holds onto her nose, and rubs its bridge as I rub her shoulders. “I-It's OK, but... ouch.”

I laugh under my breath, and Heeyeong catches onto it. “L-Lemme just quickly put on makeup, then we'll go, OK?”

“Yeah, I'll get our purses.” We nod a little, then part ways. After putting on enough makeup to look simple and presentable, Heeyeong and I exit the apartment. Heeyeong locks the door, we descend via the elevator, check out at the front desk, and get in the cab we called about eight minutes earlier. We're taken to the studio a good thirteen minutes away, and after Heeyeong pays the driver, we scurry into the front door.

We make our way through the building, get our passes on lanyards, and set up our equipment at the makeup station. After another minute or so, Daehyun and Yongguk approach us with some of their guards. We bow to greet them, each of us saying good morning and introducing ourselves by name. We invite them to sit in the chairs in front of the rectangular vanity mirrors. Daehyun was chosen to sit at my chair, and I begin to apply foundation to his skin.

“Y/N, what country are you from?” Daehyun asks. After I answer him, his eyebrows raise. “You came all the way here for a job?”

I nod twice. “Heeyeong dragged me here because she got a job offering, and wanted me to get outside my comfort zone. I was doing this for theatre productions back home. We met there, and became best friends.”

“Have you met Heeyeong's family, yet?”

I smile a little, a little warmth rising to my cheeks. “Yeah, they're very nice. I feel right at home.”

“Why did you move from Korea, Heeyeong?” Yongguk asks, his face relaxed as Heeyeong works on his face.

“My mom's first husband became alcoholic after he lost his job.” Heeyeong says. “It was a small mistake, and his boss was unforgiving. He began to harass my mom and older brother, but never hit them. My mom divorced him and moved away with my brother, then remarried. That man died half a year later, and I was born a month later.” Heeyeong smiles. “I'm glad to see my grandparents for the first time. They take great care of me and Y/N. Mom says she wants to come home before Christmas.”

“Wow, your mom sounds like a strong woman.” Yongguk says while Heeyeong nods. “It's good that you finally met to see your grandparents.” Heeyeong smiles for a moment, then goes to her kit to get a different brush. Being a quick worker, I begin to contour Daehyun's face.

He closes his eyes and lets me work. When I step away to get a stick of eyeliner, I see him open his eyes in the mirror. “Is your family good, Y/N?”

“Yes, both of my parents work. I also have an older brother, he's a specialist doctor for backs. He married last year. He and his wife are expecting their first baby next month.” Yongguk and Daehyun take turns to congratulate my brother, and I thank them, blushing as I give a little smile. “My parents thought I would be a language teacher because I speak English, Korean, and Spanish. But, I wasn't interested, so I took on a trade.”

“Were they excited to hear that you were going to Korea?” Daehyun asks. I put down the highlighting pen, and go to the eye shadow. I've been asked to give him a dark, matte bronze.

“They were more surprised than anything.” I laugh a little. “I've only been here for two days, now. I really like it, here.”

“Then, stay here.” I smile and nod in agreement. After I finished, I step back to admire my work; it gives Daehyun's face a natural glow, just how I like it. A lump forms in my throat as I watch his eyes open with a grace I didn't realize he had, before. Soft and glimmering in the artificial light of the room, Daehyun's eyes captivate my own. I part my lips in awe. Realizing I was staring, I close my lips and shake my head. “Sorry.”

“No, it's fine.” Daehyun says. “Do I look good?”

I feel warmth rush to my cheeks, and I bow my head in embarrassment for a moment before meeting his eyes with a bit of confidence. “Yes, you look very good.” I step aside to let Daehyun see himself, and he lifts his chin and turns his head to examine himself.

“You know what you're doing. Thank you.” I give a polite bow in reply, then Daehyun and Yongguk are called to the set.

“Alright, one more time from 'Make me', Yongguk.” The director says. Yongguk gives a short nod in reply as he returns to lean against the concrete column. He wears a black tank top, a pair of black capris stained with dried blood in a few places, and black high tops. Daehyun returns to his starting position just beyond the metal roof supported by two concrete columns, one of which Yongguk leans on.

Daehyun wears a dark grey, full-length sleeved shirt with white decorative buttons all the way down, the cuffs, collar and bottom of the shirt also white. He wears a pair of dark washed jeans, and dark grey and black sneakers. The female lead actress, Park Joomi (from Blood and Kang Woo's Story), retakes her position on the street. She sits like she had just fallen with her dust pink dress torn diagonally from the back of her skirt (her shoes also match the shirt, and she just looks fabulous). “Action!” A staff hand uses the clapper, and Joomi whimpers as she turns herself over to sit on her butt instead of her legs.

Yongguk pushes off the column, and comes within feet of Daehyun. “Make me believe that Hanim is dead. I wasn't right about her. Why should I come home?”

Daehyun's chest rises and falls. His character, Insoo, is a respected detective of the Sokchu police agency. Dongyoon has been Insoo's friend since grade school, but it wasn't revealed until a few scenes earlier that Dongyoon had mental issues. “Dongyoon, you didn't lose your medication. Hanim stole it because you're the best detective Sokchu has, and everyone knows. Those pills keep your anxiety under control, right?”

Yongguk hesitates, then nods once. Struggle is written all over his face, and Joomi begins to cry. Her character, Goin, sympathizes with Dongyoon's anxiety because of her position as a female in the police force. “Your partner said you didn't take pills from your new bottle.” Daehyun says. “That's your OCD, finishing what you start, right?”

“Yes, that's right. I have issues.”

“You ran from headquarters when you saw Hanim's body because you couldn't believe it. Dongyoon, she overdosed from your pills and died after she wrote a confession letter. She told us everything, even her motive for killing her younger sister. It's over, Dongyoon.”

Yongguk lowers his shoulders. “She did? It was the older sister, after all? I was right?”

“Yes!” Joomi says. “You were right. She had us fooled, Dongyoon.”

Yongguk smiles. “I'm glad I helped. That makes me feel a lot better.” He coughs up fake blood from a packet he bit on. He wipes some from his lips, and his expression becomes soft.

“Oh, right. My pills.” Yongguk wipes his hands on his pants, then looks to Daehyun. “Shit, Insoo, I thought Gojin was Hanim and hit her.” He frowns as he looks to Joomi. She softens her eyes in understanding. “I'm so sorry, both of you.”

“I forgive you, Dongyoon.” Joomi says, reaching out an arm for a moment. “You shouldn't have been involved in this case so much. The case is closed because of you, Dongyoon.” Yongguk smiles, blood staining his teeth, and he coughs until a horrible wheeze tears at his throat. Daehyun rushes to kneel by his side. Joomi stands just behind Daehyun.

“Did I eat or drink any?” Yongguk asks.

“We don't know, you disappeared for three days.” Joomi replies. “Hold on, please. Help is on the way.”

“I'll do my best.”

“You helped us more than you know, Donyoon.” Daehyun says. “Thank you, really.” He holds Yongguk's left hand. Yongguk swallows with difficulty, then closes his eyes. “Dongyoon? Dongyoon!”

“No.” Joomi shakes her head, and steps around Daehyun to kneel on the other side of Yongguk. “No no no.”

“He's just unconscious. See? His chest is still moving.”

“We still need the ambulance to hurry.” Daehyun and Joomi look beyond the set to the staff towards a cardboard eye that someone holds for them to focus on. The script reads that sirens sound as this happens. “And, hurry a bit more.”

“He'll be OK.” Joomi says, meeting Daehyun's eyes.

“Yeah. I know.” Daehyun strokes his thumb over the back of Yongguk's hand twice, then squeezes it a little.

“And, that's a wrap!” The director shouts. The staff members give a warm applause to the cast and themselves. I heave a sigh and look to Heeyeong. “Yeah, this will be a box-office hit. Yeop Jeongyoon is about to become very famous.”

“She's definitely a talented writer.” Heeyeong says. “She deserves a nomination or two.” The cast members relieve their positions and join the applause, then the actors return to the dressing room. After getting into their normal clothes, we clean the makeup off Yongguk's and Daehyun's faces.

“So, I don't imagine we'll be seeing you two again, will we?” Yongguk asks as he and Daeyhyun rise from their seats.

“If we're lucky, we'll meet again.” Heeyeong says.

“Then, let's meet again.” Yongguk and Daehyun thank us, and we bow to each other as they leave. Heeyeong and I return to our apartment to get into more comfortable clothes, then we head to the streets. We eventually come to a small cafe that serves breakfast foods from 8 AM to 8 PM, called Cinnamon Baked. After removing our shoes and deodorizing our socks, the teen girl at the cashier greets us. 

“Hello, welcome to Cinnamon Baked. I'm Yang Hyangki, my family owns this place. Would you like a menu, or would you like to order something from the counter?” Hyangki gestures to the goods that sit on shelves behind glass to her right.

“We'll both have coffee with sweetener and cream.” Heeyeong says. “The cinnamon buns look good. Do you want one, Y/N?”

“Yes, I'll have one, too.”

“So, two cinnamon buns, and two coffees with sweetener and cream. Will that be all?”

“Yes, that's all.”

“Alright. Please take a seat, and we'll bring you your orders, soon.” Heeyeong and I take a seat at a table for four by the windows to the left in the back. We check our phones and talk about what stores we should visit to get some clothes, and whether we should visit Costco today or tomorrow. We decided to hit Costco tomorrow, and shop for clothes today.

Hyangki comes to our table after a little while with our drinks and treats, and we thank her as she tells us to enjoy. The cinnamon buns weren't heavy on cinnamon or icing. They were fluffy, warm, and just wonderful to eat. We ate them at a slow pace to enjoy the taste. Taking sips of our coffee, which made the buns more enjoyable. We were halfway done eating our treats when a black car pulls up to the sidewalk.

Heeyeong and I both look through the window to observe. Heeyeong says in English, “That looks an awful lot like the kind of car an idol would ride in.”

“Are we gonna be even more lucky, today?” I comment, and we giggle.

“You've been quiet, by the way.” Heeyeong says, directing my attention away from the car. “I thought you would be blushing a little more from doing makeup for a kpop idol.”

I shrug, and look to the table as I frown. “They're talented and nice people, but I didn't feel that special. You know how shy and introverted I am. Besides, it's not my place.”

Heeyeong releases a slow sigh through her nose as we make eye contact. “Y/N, you need to start taking opportunities. Be a little more than honest to your morals. Be brave. Just a little more, that's all.”

My mind begins to swim in rejection as I hear the bell above the door separating the boot room from the cafe ring. “You're saying I should make a move on him? Heeyeong, I can't be brave in a situation like this. I need to stay away.”

“No, I'm not saying you should make a move.” Heeyeong shakes her head. “Just be brave enough to give him a chance, if he happens to like you.”

I lower my shoulders as I exhale, and nod. “OK. I'll give it a try.”

“Hi, Heeyeong, Y/N.” Heeyeong and I look up to see Yongguk, who spoke, and Daehyun. I feel warmth race to my cheeks, again. Shit, they heard all of that, didn't they? “Is everything OK?”

“Um, y-yeah, everything's good.” I answer, nodding a bit as I close my eyes in embarrassment.

“Can we sit here?” Yongguk asks.

“Sure, go ahead.” Heeyeong answers.

“You girls did really good on our makeup, today. Thank you, again.” Heeyeong and I both reply 'you're welcome'.  “Are you going to continue working for TS Entertainment?”

“We're not sure.” Heeyeong says. “We submitted applications to other companies, including ones that manage theatre productions.”

“Well, the musical I'm in is starting in a few weeks.” Daehyun says. “Did you submit an application there?”

“Yes, we did.” I answer. “But, we don't imagine we'll be accepted. We don't have that much experience.”

“But, you have a lot of talent.” Daehyun meets my eyes. “I'd really like it if you were my makeup artist for the show, too.” He gives a small smile, and after a moment, it catches onto my face.

I look away, blushing. “I'd like it, too.”

“I'll recommend you to the costume designer. You'll probably get a call from her, sometime.”

“Ah, that would be really great, thank you, Daehyun.” I hide my face in my hands as I smile. I realize I was kind of embarrassing myself and sniffle, lowering my hands to my lap. “Sorry, I'm way too shy.”

“No no, it's OK.” Daehyun says. “We don't bite.” I catch his eyes again, and smile a bit. He returns the smile, and it's a cute, calming little smile.

“Hey, why didn't you kick us out?” Heeyeong says, directing my attention to her.

“The guards were going to,” Yongguk says. “But we told them we knew you. They're still blocking the door, but that's why.” Hyangki returns to our table with Daehyun's and Yongguk's coffees.

Yongguk ordered an apple fritter, and Daehyun got a raspberry filled pastry. “The cinnamon buns looked good,” Yongguk says, nodding to our half finished deserts. “But, they have too many calories and too much sugar for us. Are they any good?”

“Yes, very.” Heeyeong replies.

“Mm, let me try.” I widen my eyes as Daehyun gently takes my hand that holds the cinnamon bun. He raises it to his mouth, and his lips brush my fingers as he takes a small bite. By this point, my face is flushed red, and as we meet eyes as he pulls away, a smile breaks onto my face. I set down the pastry and cover my nose with my clean hand, and giggle. “Why are you so mean to me?”

“Mean? I was seeing if you liked me.” Daehyun laughs a bit. “You blush and smile really easily, it's cute.”

I feel my head begin to swim from being so hot. “I... I don't know what to say, Daehyun, I...”

“Clean your hand, give me your phone.”

“Hm?”

“Give me your phone, I said.”

“Oh... OK.” I clean my hand with a napkin, then get my phone for Daehyun. He taps a few things, and returns it after a moment. “There, now we can talk more.”

“You gave me your number?” I laugh a little, my face cooling off a bit.

“Well, how else am I going to get to know you when I'm away?” I nod a few times in agreement. Our group of four continues to talk about ourselves and our personal lives for about half an hour. By then, we had finished our drinks and food, and we prepare to leave, putting our shoes back on.

“So, you two are walking?” Yongguk says, once we had reached the car.

“Yeah, our apartment isn't far from here.” Heeyeong says.

“Then, I guess we'll see you around.” Heeyeong and I nod as Yongguk and Daehyun get in the car. A window rolls down, and Daehyun peeks out.

“I hope to see you at the musical, Y/N. Or sooner, if we have time. I'll call you tonight, when I'm home.”

“Oh, OK.” I nod a few times, blush returning to my face a bit.

“Bye, now.”

“Bye.” Heeyeong and I reply, smiling and waving to Yongguk and Daehyung who smile and wave back as the car puls away. Once we got home, I flop onto the couch.

Heeyeong sits beside me. “Well, aren't you a lucky girl?” We giggle.

“I guess I'll stay.”

-End-

[vessuvius]

A REALLY LONG  CHARACTER  SURVEY.

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FULL NAME :  hisakawa naoki / linus macaslan.  NICKNAME :  linus, lin , nao  AGE :  appears 18-20 ( 125. ). due to his immortality he hasn’t aged past the state he was in at the time of his death.  BIRTHDAY : march twentieth  ETHNIC GROUP : japanese / european NATIONALITY : scottish LANGUAGE / S : japanese , scottish gaelic, spanish. SEXUAL ORIENTATION : pansexual ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : homoromantic. RELATIONSHIP STATUS : taken by the sweet ollie.  CLASS : upper middle class. his adoptive mother can afford his lifestyle, yet linus doesn’t like to spend a lot of money because he understands that that is something that should be earned.  HOME TOWN / AREA :  lochcarron, highlands. lived in a small home with his mother that had enough space to have a small garden and livestock. they dealt with mainly chickens.  CURRENT HOME : san francisco, california. lives in the middle of the city in a studio apartment on top of a bakery.  PROFESSION :  unemployed. student at a local community college

PHYSICAL.

HAIR : brown hair that is currently long enough that when he towel dries it he can produce a slight wave / curl  EYES : monolidded and downturned, big brown puppy-like eyes.  FACE : oval - shapped.  LIPS : big and pouty, naturally have a pink / red tint to them that he typically enhances with lip tint.  COMPLEXION : his skin is a medium / olive tone. he doesn’t tan easily. has frckles across the bridge of his nose and his cheekbone area BLEMISHES : fading acne scars on the sides of his lower jaw, usually hidden with light makeup. SCARS :  has scars on his wrists, forearms, upper arms, knees.  TATTOOS : — HEIGHT : six feet three inches with his slight slouch, he is trying to work on his posture which would only put him vaguely above that height. WEIGHT :  approximately two hundred ten pounds BUILD : vaguely muscular due to said gym habits, but still has a softness to him that would better describe him to be thick. his muscles aren’t overly defined, but in all he is a larger type of person. FEATURES : thick eyebrows. strong arms. nice ass.  ALLERGIES : none that he knows of.  USUAL HAIR STYLE : messy hair that looks similar to bedhead, though he swears he at least ran his fingers through it.  USUAL FACE LOOK : placid, nonreactive.  USUAL CLOTHING : jeans with the hems rolled up, a comfortable t-shirt, socks and sandals. 

PSYCHOLOGY.

FEAR / S : the loss of a loved one, in all regards ; open water, anything larger than a nice bathtub.  ASPIRATION / S : to have his own skincare line; to be able to pay for his own home; to be able to provide for himself and another; to figure out his purpose.  POSITIVE TRAITS :  amiable, appreciative, compassionate, easy-going, forgiving, idealistic, modest, reliable, self-sacrificing, soft-hearted, spiritual NEGATIVE TRAITS : absent-minded, gloomy, gullible, impractical, indecisive, passive, self-indulging, submissive, uncoordinated, weak ZODIAC : pisces.  they are characterized by empathy and expressed emotional capacity., and are more intuitive than others and have an artistic talent.  they are also known to be most tolerant of all the zodiac signs.  TEMPERAMENT : melancholic. melancholic people often were perceived as very (or overly) pondering and considerate, getting rather worried when they could not be on time for events.  SOUL TYPE / S :  caregiver:  you have tendency to put others’ needs ahead of your own. this trait makes it essential that you go out of your way to take care of yourself as well as those around you. you are loyal to the extreme, and you guard those who are entrusted to your care with your life. your empathy allows you to understand nonverbal emotional signals. it is common for caregiver types to intuitively know what someone needs at any given time. VICE HABIT / S :  forgetting to take off your makeup before bed, biting your lip, overspending (excessively), avoiding eye contact, rambling VIRTUES / VICES: benevolence, compassion,  tolerance / meekness, doubt ,complacency. FAITH : he himself is of an unnamed faith, though as sage is a practicing wiccan he has found himself a tentative member of that faith and is trying to learn more about it before claiming himself to be such.  individually, he believes in something akin to karma and is well aware of a cosmic presence he refers to as ‘ the universe ‘ . GHOSTS ? : yes. he spent a long time as someone who was in the ‘ in between ‘ phase, and because of that he knows that it truly is a place reserved for those with unfinished business AFTERLIFE ? : yes. as someone who has lost a lot of people he hopes that they have found peace in some past life. REINCARNATION ? : yes. ALIENS ? : why not. he believes in most otherworldly entities so a different type of being from what he is used to isn't much of a stretch. POLITICAL ALIGNMENT : — EDUCATION LEVEL : was homeschooled. now attends community college classes to begin to study chemical engineering. 

FAMILY.

FATHER :  duncan macaslan, son of a whiskey maker.  MOTHER : hisakawa yoshiko, daughter of a businessman / sage de leon, daughter of a businessman.  SIBLINGS :  none.  EXTENDED FAMILY :  adoptive uncles / aunts:  NAME MEANING / S :  in mythology, linus is the name of two of apollo’s sons. linus of thrace was the personification of a lamentation and wrote poetry and apocryphal works; linus of argos was raised by shepherds and killed upon reaching adulthood. macaslan is derived from a word which translates to “my father is peace”.  HISTORICAL CONNECTION ? : none. 

FAVORITES.

BOOK :  flowers for algernon MOVIE :  ponyo ! 5 SONGS :  rachel’s lullaby by dandelion hands; studio 6 by matt maltese; its ok by i like you; picture frames by rei brown, holding yr hand by atlas and yung bae HOLIDAY : valentine’s day MONTH : february SEASON : spring PLACE : a hole in a forest clearing WEATHER : just after the rain SOUND : rain SCENT / S : vanilla TASTE / S : sweet , creamy, FEEL / S : soft , silky ANIMAL / S :  dogs NUMBER : infinity COLORS : peaches , pinks , red glows , whites

EXTRA.

TALENTS :  comforting others, applying winged eyeliner on himself and others, curating different scents, doing multiplication in his head, finding good deals BAD AT : communicating his thoughts / desires / needs,  TURN ONS :   leadership, being bold,  TURN OFFS :  meekness HOBBIES :  is very interested in skincare & taking care of himself in that regard is  TROPES : deity of human origin, disabled deity, god in human form , our angels are different, psychic powers, cuteness proximity, abstract apotheosis , experienced protagonist , an astral projection not a ghost  AESTHETIC TAGS : indie / love / sunshine  GPOY QUOTES :  ❝ what is a ghost? something dead that seems to be alive. something dead that doesn’t know its dead. ❞  / ❝ i don’t make promises i can’t keep - which is why i wont make promises ever. ❞     

FC INFO.

MAIN FC / S : mafuyu from given.  ALT FC / S : any similar male by kizu natsuki  OLDER FC / S : — YOUNGER FC / S : — VOICE CLAIM / S : — GENDERBENT  FC / S : — i dont believe in ‘ genderbending ‘ 

MUN QUESTIONS.

Q1 :   if  you  could  write  your  character  your  way  in  their  own  movie ,   what  would  it  be  called ,  what  style  would  it  be  filmed  in ,  and  what  would  it  be  about ?          

A1 :  it would be called ‘ a life after death ‘ and be a simple indie - esque film. the kind of movie that you can tell didn’t have the biggest budget, was probably filmed in the same stile as a youtube vlog, but they did there best with it and created an interesting little story that was filled with warmth because of the interactions between the few characters. it wouldn’t be anything fancy, maybe a short film about him going about his day and beginning to fall in love. 

Q2 :   what  would  their  soundtrack / score  sound  like ?          

A2 : his soundtrack would be like something made by idealism. soothing beats, a bit of a piano melody, and overlayed with the sound of rainfall.

Q3 :   why  did  you  start  writing  this  character ?         

A3 :  i started writing this character april 2017. he’s one of my newest oc’s really and i’m surprised ive come this far development wise with him ( and i hope that i continue to do as well as i have thus far )

Q4 :   what  first  attracted  you  to  this  character ?          

A4 :  lin was born from the quote ‘ i’m a ghost in training and my heart is waning ‘ 

Q5 :   describe  the  biggest  thing  you  dislike  about  your  muse.          

A5 : i hate that he’s so soft. i have a love hate relationship with that trait of his because i think its great that after what he has been through he can still be kindhearted and a geniuinely nice soul, but i also think that it makes him extremely passive and spineless. 

Q6 :   what  do  you  have  in  common  with  your  muse ?          

A6 :  we both wear socks and sandals. its actually something i took up after thinking thats what lin would do.

Q7 :   how  does  your  muse  feel  about  you ?          

A7 : i would like to think that we would be friends. he would think that i need to relax more. 

Q8 :   what  characters  does  your  muse  have  interesting  interactions  with ?        

A8 : he has intering interactions with characters who are strong willed and extroverted. they bring out a side of him that wants to be vocal about what he wants. 

Q9 :   what  gives  you  inspiration  to  write  your  muse ?         

A9 :  listening to lo-fi music / chill hop. lin is a mellow character and i relate him to those kinds of easy beats. 

Q10 :   how  long  did  this  take  you  to  complete ?          

A10 :  forever.

[tiefightrs]

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flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself?✨just earlier today! i was singing don’t stop me now by queen fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?✨if i’m successful and happy in the future daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life?✨i don’t accomplish a lot so fuckin,, inducted in nths i guess? 1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise?✨the day spent in vernazza, italy… go d!! i love there :’)matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living?✨to flick all the toxic people out of my lifeblack nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things?✨i don’t but i guess the top 3 are to travel the world, work in disney/lucasfilm, animate??? pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail.✨she’s rlly cute and sweet and she’s soft and warm and makes me laugh a lot and understanding and supportive and i wish she wouldn’t beat herself up as much moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood?✨yea! stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?✨trick question: tomorrow bitch imma be watching star wars celebration in school and crying in front of everyone plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them.✨zoe!! bc i love her and we’re gay converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?✨hmm not her lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?✨ok it was 3 am here and 8 am there but we were probably talkin about shit and they mean a lot to me they’re one of my favorite people to talk to handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom?✨hmm i’m not sure! idk why but i first thought of my little brother and i’d tell him how much he means to me cactus: what is your opinion on brown eyes?✨Good i have brown eyes so sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally.✨"im the pilot" i just rlly love bodhi rook okay oil paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far?✨"im gay and struggling" overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars?✨shop and travel the world! combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way?✨i forgive ppl a lot even when i’m still upset at them winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self.✨stop with the furry shit (repeat 10 more times) pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?✨hnngngnnggng pastel????? tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.✨YES to tattoos i want like 200 small ones but piercings are ok i don’t have any nor want any piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?✨mostly eyeliner! i like how i look with wingsbands: talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way.✨the beatles has always been big in my world bc it’s my dad’s favorite band and the beatles (and star wars) rlly connects our family and my dad and i once drove him from indianapolis poorly singing the beatles and it’s one of my favorite memories with him messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.✨"fuck donald trump" cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.✨i’ve been to 1 (one) and it was a rock concert and honestly i remember being sweaty the whole time grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say?✨i want a letter from dave filoni askin me to come work for him dbjdbdjsjjs i have dreams okspace: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised?✨it’s a FUCKIN MESSwhite bed sheets: what is your night time routine?✨wash face and recently i’ve been tryna out this new acne cream so hopefully that works old books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know?✨my tumblr beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?✨fuckin lilac hair bc fuck you!!! eyes: pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do?✨fuckign fuck idk probably the cast of star wars bc fuck u 11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them.✨better at drawing, i’ve been rlly disappointed in my art lately. more confidence, body-wise and personality-wish. the last jedi trailer. obvious. painting: what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up.✨my last and final halloween costume was guy fieri. you can’t top that lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high?✨i have never been drunk or high so nothin thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars?✨say i support our current president storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why?✨one person tbh… they can talk to u more rather than just sing u the same lyrics over and over again love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love.✨it was a warm tight feeling in my chest clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?✨i already rocked rlly short hair and black nail polish fuck those gender questions yocoffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone?✨i don’t go to starbucks a lot but i always order their carmel latte, and i’ll trust zoe she knows what she’s doing marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now?✨star wars

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Hey doll hey!!!! Today I have a full face of Milani Cosmetics products to review for you. I purchased all the products off the Milani website so the prices you see listed are what i paid on the website. So let’s jump into it.

BASE PRODUCTS:

Primer Perfection Hydrating Face Primer ($9.99 for .68 fluid ounces): A                           This primer is OK. On the website it’s billed as being a moisturizing primer that eliminates the appearance of fine lines, large pores and flaws while also maintaining your skin’s natural moisture balance. This primer did NOT blur the pores or the fine lines. It was, however, pretty moisturizing. This is a white cream primer that leaves a tacky feel to the skin. So far it has kept my face pretty even and despite having face powder on my face feels nourished and not dry. I’ll use it up and then maybe repurchase it depending on how many new primers I discover this year.

Conceal + Perfect 2-in-1 Foundation + Concealer ($9.99 for 1 fluid ounce): A++!!             This foundation comes in 45 shades with 18 shades for deeper skin tones. This foundation is billed as being medium to full coverage. I found it to be a full coverage foundation. I had tried this foundation the week it was released and if memory serves me it was a drier more mattifying coverage however this time around it left my skin looking a tiny bit dewy. Now this could be because of the primer and my moisturizer but even on the back of  my hand it had the same finish. This is a beautiful foundation. I feel it’s too heavy of a formula to be used under the eyes as a concealer, but it does a phenomenal job as a foundation. You do need to set this foundation as it doesn’t set down on it’s own. This was a foundation that I had in my collection that I used completely up so I am glad to have it back in my collection. A little goes a long way I only needed 1 pump to cover my full face and a light pump for my neck. I don’t see me getting through a full bottle by the end of the year so I wont need to repurchase this for a while.

Retouch + Erase Light-Lifting Concealer ($8.99 for .24 fluid ounces): A+++!!!                       It comes in 7 shades with 3 shades for deeper skin tones. It’s billed as being a one-step wonder that will instantly erase the look of dark circles, defiant spots and unwelcomed blemishes, delivering striking coverage and a flawless finish and being formulated to give your face a brightening effect. This concealer has medium coverage that does in fact give enough coverage to cover dark circles. I didn’t need my color corrector today when I used this concealer. It isn’t a dry concealer but it isn’t a moisturizing concealer either, it’s someone in the middle of the two things. I purposely didn’t set my under eyes until I was done my brows to see if this would cease and it didn’t. It does have some slip to it so you do need to lightly set it but you don’t need very much powder to set it. The only thing I don’t like about this product is the sponge tip. I wish it would have been a doe-foot applicator instead. I can see myself repurchasing this one when I’ve finished using it up.

Conceal + Perfect Shine-Proof Powder ($10.99 for .43 ounces): A+                                             This powder is offered in 10 shades with 4 shades for deeper skin tones. It’s billed as being a lightweight mattifying powder that is  blended with Lily extract to tighten pores and keep skin fresh. Bamboo powder absorbs oil, ensuring you stay shine-free for hours. The vegan formula provides medium to buildable coverage, for shine control that’s perfect. I only used this powder to lightly set my foundation and it left my skin looking airbrushed. It did not emphasize my pores or my fine lines, and it didn’t emphasize any texture I have around the outer perimeter of the face. I didn’t need to do any touch ups all day. This is a finely milled buttery smooth powder that doesn’t leave you looking cakey, in fact I got up close to the mirror to see if I could detect the powder on my face and I couldn’t … It just buffs into the skin so beautifully. I have so many face powders that I don’t see me getting through this compact within this year so I don’t think I will need to repurchase this for a long while.

Baked Bronzer ($8.99 for .25 ounces of product): B+++!!!!                                                    This bronzer is offered in 3 shades. This is a satin finished bronzer that is subtle. I used 3 passes of the product and barely got a light coverage of this bronzer. This is a good natural makeup or no makeup day bronzer. This is billed that it will give your face a perfect glow and your complexion a bold, warm vibe that offers a streak-free glow with a smart shimmer finish. It buffed into the skin well without being chalky or cakey but like I said it’s a subtle color payoff. There isn’t anything bold or vibrant about it. It’s nice and I may use it on no makeup days and maybe even light makeup days but this is definitely not an every day bronzer for me. As a side note… for being a satin bronzer this one isn’t as shimmery as some of the ones I have recently tried … that’s a great benefit.

EYE PRODUCTS:

Most Loved Mattes Eyeshadow Palette ($19.99 for .43 ounces total): A+++!!!!                   This palette is billed as having 12 full-color matte eyeshadows that deliver captivating glamour. This palette is amazing!!! I have always shied away from Milani’s eyeshadows. I don’t know why, but I just always thought they weren’t going to be good. Boy was I wrong!!! They are pigmented beyond what most drug store palettes are. They are finely milled and not chalky. There is some kickback with in the pans but I had no fall out at all. The shades blend out beautifully and do not loose pigmentation when buffing the colors into one another. This is a great every day palette. I was so impressed that I am already planing on purchasing other palettes from Milani.

Stay Put Waterproof Eyeliner Pencil ($7.99 for .04 ounces of product): A- This pencil is billed as a waterproof gel formula with super-saturated pigments that stay and slay all day that stays exactly where you put it. I chose to give it an A- because this pencil does in fact transfer to the lower eye area (a problem I don’t normally have with eye pencils). This formula is so creamy and so super black that even though it does transfer I will work around that. It doesn’t smear. It doesn’t skip or tug at my lids. It is in face waterproof… I tried to get it off the inner corner of my waterline and had to go in with Bioderma to get it off, and even with that I had to rub pretty hard to get it off. This is a great Florida Heat eyeliner. I will definitely be reaching for this pencil a ton this year. I so wish they would come out with a nude eyeliner in this formula.

Stay Put Brow Color Pomade ($7.99 for .04 fluid ounces of product): A+                            This pomade is offered in 8 shades. It’s billed as  having superior staying power with up to 16 hours of wear time. There is a learning curve to this pomade but once you get the hang of it the result is pretty. I did notice that it tended to skip on the bald patches of my brows but with a bit of finessing I was able to get the bald areas filled in. I felt that it had the added benefit of sort of glueing my brows in place. I’m trying to grow my brows out so they are a bit long right now so I did have to go in with a brow gel. Even with that the pomade did not fade or move or lift off. The undertone of the color I chose is perfect. I don’t normally like to use pomades because I feel like my brows always come out harsh but because of the undertones in this pomade it doesn’t look that harsh. I really like it and can already tell i will be reaching for this one a ton as well.

Dangerous Lengths Ultra Def 3D Mascara ($9.99 for .27 fluid ounces of product): A       This mascara is billed as giving the smallest, sparsest lashes a dramatic lift featuring a weightless, blacker-than-black carbon pigment with a 3D, multi-edged spoolie brush that delivers audacious length with instant deposit — amping up the definition, separation, lift and curl of your lashes. My lashes look so wispy and long. I really like this mascara but I don’t like how heavy it feels on the lashes… I feel like I’m wearing false lashes with how heavy this mascara sits on the lashes. It’s still really good, but I think I will have to use this one only once in a while because of how heavy and noticeable the mascara feels. This is not one I will repurchase but I will use the one I have up.

CHEEK and LIP PRODUCTS:

Rose Powder Blush ($8.99 for .60 ounces of product): A++                                                    This blush is offered in 6 shades ( some mattes and some satins). This formula is a bit chalky and dusty but it buffs into the skin well. It’s not overly pigmented so you don’t have to worry about going in with a light hand. It has good pigmentation it’s just because of the formula it isn’t overly pigmented. I did notice some kickback in the pan but not a lot of kickback. I ordered 2 more shades of this blush. I like how it looks on the cheeks.

Hypnotic Lights Holographic Powder Highlighter ($12.99 for.30 ounces of product):A++!! It’s offered in 4 shades. This highlighter is Allure’s 2018 Best of Beauty Winner. It’s billed as being universally appealing, and compatible with a diverse range of skin tones, this glamorous holographic highlighter is designed with light-reflecting pearls to cast a captivating and hypnotic glow. I don’t understand the reason it’s called holographic because it’s more a duo chrom finish, but at any rate this is an AMAZING highlighter!!! There is no glitter and does not emphasize texture on the face. It’s super pretty and even more so when you go in with a damp brush. It buffs in well and melts into the skin when you use a setting spray. I have so many highlighters that I don’t see me going through this one anytime soon, however it’s so pretty that I am afraid it will get discontinued so I will be purchasing a back up.

Amore Soft Matte Lip Cream ($8.99 for .21 fluid ounces of product): A+++!!!!                        It’s offered in 24 shades. This lipstick is billed as having a revolutionary, super-saturated formula that dries to a soft, glamorous finish to give you fuller-looking lips. Its double-sided, flexible plush applicator hugs the contours of your lips, working to lock in bold, opaque color. Our soft matte lip cream is non-sticky, smooth and perfect for fearless, all-night wear. I love the way this lipstick smells, it’s got a cake batter scent to it. There was a small learning curve to this one too. At first when I applied it I had put a full on layer and when it dried down it was uncomfortable and crumbly. So I wiped it off, applied a lip balm, and then applied 1 thin coat and it felt amazing. It’s long lasting, having to only apply it 1 time more through out the day. I have tried several lip products from Milani but I had never tried the matte lipsticks. I really like them and have plans to purchase more shades. From the drug store this is my favorite matte formula.

Make It Last Setting Spray ($9.99 for 2.03 fluid ounces of product):A+++!!!                            This is a Primer+Corrector+Setting spray. This is billed as being a 16-HR setting spray that will lock in your makeup to make touch-ups a thing of the past. There is a scent to this spray that I can’t place but reminds me of my childhood… I don’t know what it is and that’s driving my crazy…. but it’s a pleasant scent. The nozzle on this one give a perfect mist of product. It dried quickly and left my skin looking perfected. I really enjoyed trying this setting spray and will be using this up and will definitely repurchase it, however I think I’ll be the 6 ounce bottle next time.

Well that’s it for this review. I thank you for sticking with me till the end. Stay tuned tomorrow when I review for you a full face of Physicians Formula makeup products. Until then remember my beautiful spoonies (and non spoonies) save a spoon for a but of makeup.

XOXO

Full Face Milani Cosmetics Review Hey doll hey!!!! Today I have a full face of Milani Cosmetics products to review for you.