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i am drowning in babes they love me for my ability to repeated fail captchas... "haha which squares DO contain a motorcycle?? evidently not the ones i picked!"
#i swear to fucking god i'm human#i'm already on ssris and have the technological literacy of a geriatric ant for fucks sake let me use a search engine#suspicious activity my ass how many bots are tryign to get on the wiki for the ss edmund fitzgerald you clown of an algorithm#ok i'm normal. for now.#view my flop post plebe
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claiming my @aftgtandn canon-divergence fest prompt: what if lola had partially blinded neil?
ao3 | full T&N collection 🔀💚 sorry for posting late after reveals!!! 🙇 no surprises lol these are my guys! thanks SOOO much to the t&n mods for the wonderful event!!!
click for the emotional support drawing i had to make to keep myself from losing it:
actor au lol 🥹
#025.png#aftgart#I HAD FUNNN#i wish i'd gotten to participate more but a curse was placed upon me ITS OK i'm going to read and see and comment on everything nowww yayyy#whatever happened to me for the last month im normal now. it will happen again#all for the game#aftg#neil josten#the foxhole court#aftgtandn#aftgthenandnever24#aftgthenandnever#fanart#cw implied eye trauma
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hi welcome back to leanne rewatches deadpool & wolverine and goes insane about every single detail in this movie. in this edition: how logan's clothes reflect the trajectory of his character
1. the suit—inside
so we start off with the scene in the bar where logan appears to be wearing what we're used to seeing him wear. flannels, leather jackets. his outfit and even the setting is not at all unfamiliar for him. but, as we later find out, he was wearing the suit underneath all those layers the whole time.
during his talk with laura, he reveals that he wears the suit to remember those he'd lost, and as a reminder of what he'd done. he's had the suit on permanently for god knows how long, hidden under his clothes. at this point he bears the suit like a cross, suffering in silence under the guise of normalcy, yet sacrificing what's left of his identity by reducing himself to what the suit represents; by taking all the jabs and nasty looks people throw at him that he thinks he's too deserving of to combat.
2. the suit—outside
after wade pulls him out, he has the suit on display for quite a while. on one hand, it shows the fight that's in him now as a contrast to his passivity in his own world. on the other hand, it's also a sort of vulnerability: what that suit stands for and by extension what he himself is is now laid bare to the world. out in the open for people to question. maybe that fight that's in him now stems precisely from this vulnerability.
this vulnerability is both good and bad for him: it causes him to lash out at the questions from wade that he's not ready to answer. it also leads him to open up to laura and finally speak about what happened—who knows if he's ever said any of it out loud before. fun! even with just the suit, we're already seeing some development.
and THIS is where it gets interesting.
3. the white shirt—his mind
the first time we truly see him without the suit is when cassandra nova looks into his mind. i've been going back and forth on whether this is logan's own manifestation of himself or if it's cassandra's, and i still don't know. i think the distinction does matter, but in the end what it conveys is the same.
firstly, another layer of vulnerability again. he's already on his knees for cassandra, submissive—now in his mind he's also stripped as bare as he can be (i think we all know white shirts can sometimes leave little to the imagination). cassandra looks at him and says "you're hiding ... from all the ones you let down." how interesting is that?? if we go all the way back to the first scene, he hides his suit under normal clothes. and he hides this version of him in his mind even further underneath all of that.
secondly and as an extension of that point, white symbolises purity. cleanliness. even a promise of new beginnings. let's tackle this from the two possible perspectives.
if this is logan's manifestation of himself, it would be so intriguing that this is how he appears. maybe it means that despite it all, there's some good in him. maybe it means that deep, deep down, past all the shame and the guilt and the grief, there's still a part of his mind where he can just be.
on the other hand, the white could also symbolise a second chance—like i said, a promise of new beginnings. i made a post about this scene here, but the basic point is that cassandra is offering him something that no one else may ever be able to offer him. a chance to fully be himself, to silence the voices. the white is such a stunning visual representation of what she is saying logan could be if he stays with her. which makes it even more poignant that he doesn't.
4. the time ripper
after this scene, he's in the suit again, necessarily. but then! BUT THEN!!!!! the time ripper!!! y'all need to understand the significance of this scene in all its nuances FR! here you can look at his abs again:
but the thing is we know by now what the suit represents. all his failures, all his guilt, his inability to let go of his past. it represents him. isn't it just so fitting that it's at this point where he saves the fucking world that the suit breaks away. it breaks away from him. he's free. this not the same as him just taking it off, because with it breaking into pieces he literally cannot wear it anymore. this is not just a hugh jackman body appreciation, this is logan finally moving on. this is him realising that he is not a failure, that he is not his failures, that he has something else to live for.
5. him
and oh my god, we finally make it to the extremely satisfying ending. after all of that, we finally come full circle. he's in his normal clothes again, the wife beater and the flannel, except this time without anything underneath. he's no longer defined by that one incident, defined by his mistakes and the people he let down. he is just him.
#user: gossippool 😝#gossippool metas#leanne rewatches dp&w for the 3rd time#wow ok i lost my mind for a bit there it's like 2 am now#i'm normal as you can tell#i'm going to sleep now hopefully i didn't hallucinate words and this still makes sense in the morning#deadpool & wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#logan howlett#deadpool#wade wilson#poolverine
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BANG CHAN + LEE KNOW 🍬 ATE
#bang chan#lee know#stray kids#skz#christopher bang#christopher bahng#minchan#~#lee minho#createskz#staydaily#bystay#staysource#channiesnet#cb97net#3rachasource#malegroupnet#ultkpopnetwork#dailybg#kpopco#kpopccc#kpopedit#dreamytag#userlau#kiwitracks#vilmatrack#thestephtag#analook#ok im done i'm being normal about them now (<- girl who is lying)#i'm going to launch myself into the fucking milkway. they look so good. both of their lips. throw me into a ditch. god. fuck off.
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feast (ID in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#tw blood#im posting this so late because october escaped me Suddenly.. hello....#i wanted to make it a photoset with this other vampire vw wip but i don't think i'm finishing it any time soon and the mood of it is#completely different anyway. also i don't think i ever shared anything about my vampire au on here !!! it's all old art by now so im shy lo#but maybe i'll do a photodump of it. long story short vash is a vampire since birth and ww is a human vampire hunter that turns during thei#travels together due to EoM experiments + getting vash to drink from him at some point.#humans turn once they get bitten but bc ww has been experimented on#& got bitten by a bunch of human turned vampires thruout his hunts he thought it wouldn't be a problem for vash to drink from him but alas.#theyre both ok though theyre traveling together definitely not hating themselves for what theyve become and feeling guilty for what theyve#done to each other. theyre completely normal about it. the biting part is really appealing to me in vampire aus so i draw it a lot but#in reality vash only drank from ww once and ww mightve done it twice under the realization he might actually die otherwise#since he wont drink from humans after being turned.... he's combatting the 5 stages of grief at all times#if this is all nonsense im sorry DMGKSDF I'M NOT good at explaining and this au came from nowhere in the depths of my mind its a mess#ruporas art
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valentine, you're a horse ❤️
#my little pony#mlp g3#wish-I-may#wish-I-might#ok so. I'm gonna ramble for a sec#normally when I post on valentine's day I complain in the tags about being single. but I won't this year!#I've recently realized I'm definitely somewhere on the aromantic spectrum. and that I'm perfectly content without a partner#in the past I've described myself as 'emotionally unavailable' or having 'commitment issues' but neither of those things were ever true#I'm a very loving and loyal person!#I've always been extremely affectionate with friends and family but unable to have the same level of love for potential partners#unsure if I'm just demisexual/demiromantic or actually aroace but I'm definitely not the default settings type of gay lol#I'm a big fan of romance and sex in fiction! but irl? 😅😬 idk about that fam! idk!#hypothetically I would like to have a gf one day and maybe fall in love but now I understand why that may not happen#or atleast is gonna take a while. and that's fine :)#tldr; if your top song on spotify last year was Cupid by Fifty Fifty it's time to do some soul searching lol#happy valentine's day!! 💕
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Am I dreaming 😭
#I feel like I'm dreaming#this absolute dream of a man#I can't believe he's real#actual tears on my face#love when I think I'm slightly more normal about something and then something happens#and it's like haha girl you thought#you're actually MORE abnormal about this thing now#ok 😭#chris evans#materalists#bts
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once again thinking about
anthy watching akio lose, his castle and his illusion of being a prince crashing and throwing herself in front of him VS anthy watching akio lose, his castle and his illusion of being a prince crashing and being thrown in front of him.
sacrificing yourself vs being used and sacrificed.
#utena spoilers#when u love someone so much u sacrifice for them and they turn around go “ok :) now do that forever. i'll never grow up&take responsibility#revolutionary girl utena#akio and anthy#me when i'm normal and not flashbacking to the worst moment of my life (watching someone I love lose)#once again thinking about a utena rewatch#what a brother complex does to a mf#yay lesbians and stuff but also brother complex incest i love them#do i need to spoiler tag utena??
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i rewatched the persona 3 stage plays and i'm insane about shinjiham all over again. what do you MEAN she had a dream where she talked to him before the final battle and they promised to see each other again? what do you MEAN he speaks the last words in the whole entire play, "I'm here, Kotone. Just like we promised," implying that it was a SHARED dream???
oh and don't even FUCKING get me started on this
#shinjiham#persona 3#shinjiro aragaki#kotone shiomi#persona 3 the weird masquerade#persona#foolmoon#did i really forget to tag foolmoon? i'm a dumbass#the way he fucking looks at her i can't 😭😭#bitch he reached out to her and she grasped his hand and then i 😭#ray fujita & kana asumi amazing fucking job i'm sobbing#also ray fujita fine as hell!!! they could not have cast shinjiro any better#sorry persona 3 just makes me go crazy#mine#persona 3 spoilers#i guess??? portable is 15 years old but i guess people are getting into p3re so. there#RAAAGH THEY DRIVE ME CRAZYYYYY#ok sorry. normal again#FUCK why didn't i post this on october 4th#shinjiro posting#update: now with better quality!#i have another post captioning what they said but like just Look At Them
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HAPPY PARACELSUS HAS CANONICALLY ACCEPTED BEING ABAS HUSBAND AKA ABAPARA WIN DAY
#digital art#guilty gear#a.b.a guilty gear#aba guilty gear#paracelsus guilty gear#abacelsus#aba x paracelsus#FRIENDSHIP ENDED WITH SLAYER RELEASE DAY NOW IM CELEBRATING ABAPARA WIN DAY#arcsys failed me with not giving slayer and aba unique interactions then apologized by making abapara fully canon#LOVE IS REAL . LOVE WINS .#two days till pride month and these two are already queering it up#also yes para is blue THE ARCADE MODE ENDING MAKES ME NORMAL OK .#i'm not even gonna lie i stole that meme from a slayer image SORRY MAN
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firesetter that I keep finding excuses to post for and then forgetting
#toontown#toontown corporate clash#ttcc#pacesetter#graham ness payser#firestarter#flint bonpyre#firesetter#THROWING THIS LIKE CRUMBS TO THE FLOCK OF PIDGEONS AND RUNS AWAY#i made this like over a week ago so i see flaws in it but its whatever#i am so normal about them but if i behave more unnormal about them than i already am i will explode myself sory#stupid made this#AAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!#EDIT OH BY THE WAY I FORGOT TO MENTION IVE STARTED ATTEMPTING TO FIGHT GRAHAM#4 losses so far and i'm about to go into my next one!!! (and probably lose again but hopefully not)#that fight is so stressful hhsuhgdhsdfg#ok ok im normal again now bye#edit again i just noticed a typo in the caption whoops
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the way gwen just accepted that the love of her life came with a weird possessive servant attached at his hip, like. "okay he's waiting for his quest to be revealed to him in a vision, big deal. are you going to stay here and watch" and merlin's like "gwen this is one of the most important days of his life??? of course I'm going to stay here and watch. loitering outside the hall, peeking at him through the door. where else would I be"
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ok repeat after me guys!!! I'MCRINGEBUTI´MFREEI'MCRINGEBUTI´MFREEI'MCRINGEBUTI´MFREEI'MCRINGEBUTI´MFREEI'MCRINGEBUTI´MFREEI'MCRINGEBUTI´MFREEI'MCRINGEBUTI´MFREEI'MCRINGEBUTI´MFREE
Anyway… Since everyone is making their own version of the goat universe Nari, I also wanted to make my own version 👉👈....
their name is Cerberus and they use she/they pronouns.
they revived goat as a way of rebelling against his brothers or something like that, i'm still working on their backstory
anyway here are some doodles i did whit young gideon and leonidas because i hate them and they mean nothing to me/pos/silly
#yeah my young version of the goat is an agnsty teenager what about it??#I WANT TO BE CRINGE AND HAVE FUN OK LEAVE ME ALONE#sorry guys i'm normal now#i let my autism take control of me#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl#cult of the lamb goat#cotl unholy alliance#cotl update#cult of the lamb update
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i just... i need to take a moment to process Style's bedroom/sexy kitten eyes. Just.
yeah... yeah fadel i get it. i really do.
#the heart killers#thk ep 2#style#dude dunk is gorgeous but like... fuck he really knows how to use his eyes ok???#the intensity of the eye contact#i'm??? not normal at all right now nope#dunk natachai
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Paul McCartney and Ringo Starr in their suite at the Plaza Hotel, New York, 7th February 1964
#ringo posing like one of his french girls#that woman in between them is all of us#ok I think I'm done with pringo for now#normal service will resume shortly#paul mccartney#ringo starr#paul and ringo#year of pringo?#the first u.s. visit#javelin's gifs#photographer paul
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CHAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTT!?!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!!??!?
#twisted wonderland#twst#twst spoilers#twisted wonderland spoilers#twst jp spoilers#excuse me while i scream in the tags ahem-#LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#CATER DIAMOND MY BOY I KNEW IT WOULD BE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!#CHAT WHATS GOING ON WHY IS HE GIVING KING VIBES BOY WHAT IS THIS DREAM OF YOURS?!#THAT SKATEBOARD IN THE BACK IS THE CLOSEST THING TO SKATER BOI CATER CARD IM GETTING AND ILL TAKE IT#SOMEONE SHOW ME THIS BOYS SUBCONSCIOUS NOW!#i cant wait to finally see what the heck is going on in caters mind#is it the cangst?#*grabs by the shoulders* IS IT THE CANGST?#the cangst is real#im literally so excited i had no idea Heartslabyul was dropping so soon i thought it would be in a month or two#but you dont see me complaining!#december release? merry christmas to me!#ok im chill im chill#cay cay you look so slay slay#good for him#this is Cater's time to shine!#begging the order they wake up in to be 1 2 3 4 so trey may bear witness to whatever plot comes of this#so badly want to know why my guy is giving King/Jack of Hearts vibes#share your lore with me Cater i dont bite i just want to put you under a microscope#shoot- hes going to take over my brain space again hes too fascinating a character#hi nice to meet you I'm totally normal about this silly lil guy
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