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[possum-tooth]

uhm good morning :)

[sztylety]

women love him / fish fear him

hi! the names szu, welcome to my blog :P transsexual devilboything, he/ven pronouns work for me. ⚧︎θ∆Ⓐ :PPP

this blog is primarily for me to post my art, you can find it aaall under #mal art (lol mal’s an old alias) all of my posts are okay to reblog! will tag triggers of course. still fairly new to tumblr honestly, feel free to dm me :P this is all for funsies

also, my profile picture is by @stxrddst please do follow immediately or the flood may arrive

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my dms are generally open, not fully sure how to keep up with interacting with mutuals on here, but just know ya’ll are so cool it CRAZY. feel free to follow me on my other socials as i post there more frequently, sztylet on bluesky in particular. sztylety on tiktok (though i mostly repost stuff on there!).

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as i said, expect art mainly! i am autistic and draw whatever interests me at the moment - though you can expect valve related stuff a lot as its been itching at my brain for a few good years. other then that i my current hyperfixations include older video games, hlvrai, roblox, certain music artists, gender theory….list goes on.

promise to wrap my head around tumblr better . eventually. maybe even move here one day cause i use twitter to dump my thoughts somewhere and i Hate that site lowkey. One day. (update as of 21st of october: IM TWITTER FREEEE YAAAY)

what else would people like to know about me uhh ok well i am punk and have a cool ass battle jacket(update: VEST NOW no more sleeves) i made. had to share this somewhere. trans punx 4evarr. alright thats all ya gotta know i think

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thx 4 reading n see ya around :PPP

[monsterhunting]

HOLY HELL DUDE I JUST FINISHED CH1 OF I BET YOU THINK ABOUT ME AND. AND. OMGGGGG i adore them in ur writing style sm !!!!!!!!!!! if that makes any amount of discernable sense !!!!!!!!! also ur stoncy spidey steve au has been in my marked for later FOREVER i just need to find time to sit down and read it all in one sitting and i didn't know u had a tumblr until now bc im one of the stonathanweek mods lol . but i find it really funny that i loved ur omgcp fics in that era like ur nurseydex was. chef's kiss ! and then i lost my old ao3 account and lost all ur fics BUT i have come to find u again thru stonathan thats so real. anyway ur an amazing writer that's what this is abt i adore ur stoncy and nurseydex ok thx !! <3

omg wow thank u !!!! the stoncy spidey au is so unnecessarily long lmao so take your time. and NURSEYDEXXX my children I miss them <3 i’m glad you enjoyed those fics!!! this is kinda funny actually because in my mind stonathan and nurseydex are basically the same ship so like yeah this adds up lol. thank you so much for being so nice and also thanks for running stonathan week it’s been so fun seeing the stuff other people have made!!

[andsalttheearthbehindyou]

hiiiiiiiiii

ok im gonna rant for a little bit below if anyones interested about what ive been doing and where ive been these past months

soooo ive never been the type of person to see my future very clearly. ive never had long term motivations, goals, or desires. i had never thought of myself as such a listless person because i had such strong aspirations in reference to school and academia but that was it. i graduated highschool in 2020 and went straight to college, still not knowing what i wanted to do, just knowing that i wanted to be the best at whatever i did. i defined myself by my accomplishments and the speed at which i achieved them. i graduated a few months ago with my bachelors (in 2 years!!!!) and this was something i was so proud of myself for, but i felt so much inner turmoil because of it. and thats because i felt like id done all these things and i thought i wouldve figured out what id want to do by that point, but i still hadnt figured it out. 

im 21 now (celebrated my bday in january :) u all better leave me belated wishes below) and i know that im still young, but i felt so frustrated with the life i had led until now, the wasted efforts and useless skills. i felt like i had so much to offer but nowhere to apply and nothing to show for it. id also struggled with things like doing what i love but not being financially successful versus doing something that i know will make me financially successful and being a happy person because of that. 

i wont lament too much on my passion for publishing, because ultimately it came down to the fact that i dont think its smart to invest in a profession that likely wont result in me being successful in the way that i want to be. what i will harp on here is how happy and proud i am of myself for being brave enough to embark on my law school journey!! im going to law school!!! im so happy!!!!!! i promise (literal nervous anxiety tears streaming down my cheeks rn)!! i know that it is so much money and so much work, but i know that this is what i need to do to feel accomplished in life, to see the fruits of my labor and know that everything ive done hasnt been for naught. i studied for my lsat for months and months (main reason i was m.i.a.) and finally took it a few days ago. im gonna have to start applying to schools soon sighhh but im actually really excited to start despite all the stress i know its gonna cause me lol. im also going to have a summer break (something i havent had since high school) !!!!!!! im going to be alone and let myself rest and be happy. im going to cook and clean and read and write and do things i love before hunkering down and being a little recluse nerd again in school (something i also love!!!! such a huge part of my personal identity and something i love about myself is my ties to school/academia and being a student) 

if youve read this far, thank you for your interest in my life!?! im not always right in the head and when i last abandoned this blog (and the other one) i know that i was definitely off my rocker but ive been taking steps to recovering my mental health in that regard too. i wont talk much about that but im doing better. being offline, setting boundaries and giving myself goals helped  a lot. im also properly medicated lol.

anyway much love & thx for tolerating me

[yourthirdparent]

yeah ok its reyna anon again bc i read your thoughts good thoughts btw and now i need to yell aimlessly about her once again. ok SO ik shes not explicitly aro but like. as an aro that monologue in toa was SO arospec coded i cannot begin to explain. personally im of the opinion that shes secretly a chaos gremlin ok she has So much responsibility that she never gets to put down but normally is chaotic. her and percy’s friendship to me is like. you understand my trauma and help me process it in a way nobody else does and i do the same for you but Also they are the worst kind of bitch to each other <3. her and jason also???? like. what do you do when your best friend vanishes without a trace for months, doubling your responsibilities overnight and simultaneously you cant process or grieve even if you wanted to because you dont have time. and then the worst part is when he finally comes back to you and looks you in the eyes and treats you like a stranger. and you cant show any emotions about that either. then you all save the world and then he ignores you for months. and thats on top of all the other trauma shes so fucked up <33333. agree on the gender thing tho transmasc? transfem? bigender? genderfluid? cos but in an i dont give a fuck way? possibilities are endless. also her joining the hunters was kinda fuckin stupid. and also her and nico and jason are all So Autism i think that jason is the adhd autism creature combination with the big ears and autism eyes. i think she has chronic pain also and like. cane user reyna later on👀? anyway sorry i am So abnormal abt her thx 👍👍

i'm a little obsessed with you

anyways you're so fucking correct about cane user reyna holy shit you're so smart. also about jasonreynanico autism cuz Yeah that's autism right there. i'm not an adhd jason truther but i can get behind it. i think they all share like exactly one special interest and stare at it with the autism eyes and infodump about their various other unshared interests to each other. they're so trio tbh

also yeah she is definitely arocoded !!!! i love the aro reyna interpretation so much cuz it's so real but also hmmm................... lesbian reyna is very cool. and bi reyna is funky just cuz i like the idea of her crushing on jason and then meeting thalia and being like wtf BOTH of them??????? and also teehee giggles she'd be so funny in the role of a busy businesswoman who goes to a small town and meets the small town folks and finds she prefers the simple life to her busy business and starts dating like a baker or a lumberjack. she's definitely arocoded but reyna romance has the potential to be silly yk. even if that silliness is just christmas movie cliche.

also YEEEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH jason and reyna angst my beloved oh my god they go fucking crazy no joke

i did like her joining the hunters tragically. but it'd be cooler if she and leo's things switched like reyna finds calypso and gets her off ogygia (cuz no man can find the island twice but reyna's not a man is she. unless we're going transmasc in which case yk whatever) (and maybe they don't get together also. unless it's like a pjo era calypso and not her modified so leo can have a fighty fiesty girlfriend version cuz reyna would not be good with that version she'd leave caly on the street i promise (but even then yk caly's millenia old yk maybe a bit old for reyna but yk she was on an island mostly alone so maybe that doesn't apply)) and leo finds happiness and love in friends. but yk that would've been like a from hoo thing and i'm not changing two series for a thing that happens at the end of one book yk. and i don't expect rick to think that far ahead.

anyways ty for your asks !!!!!!!!!

[ultraviolentuncaring]

Sef:“soft asks to get to know people” 1. what song makes you feel better?

I have decided to use this soft asks thing as like one of those inktober challenges because I didn’t just wanna keep writing in note pads and drawing books and wanted to leave some of these kinds of thoughts as a digital footprint on the euphoric hellscape that is the world wide web- why not after all, if my dick pics are gonna be hoarded by meta then tumblr can have some of my thoughts and feelings

So to answer the first question “what song makes you feel better” is great because im a musician *Ding

I think whenever I’m feeling inadequate I always watch my “Get Away” (-Sef X Odyssey) music video. It was the first proper song I wrote that had a concept and core to it, its also one of the first beats I made that I was proud of, I didnt intend for that to marry up quite like that but it did and ultimately its ended up as the opener for the album that I’ve nearly finished: Hunger of the Blind

Theres a few other artists and songs I wanna mention tho- Nina Simones “Stars - Live At Casino Montreux, July 3rd 1976″ has always provided me with a comforting perspective that reminds me my life is mine to experience, regardless of what happens, what I want or where I go, I can decide how I feel as long as I tackle it all honestly. This live version specifically is so warm and comforting, it feels like the end of a story and could easily be the end of my story, but once its over my life still has more pages it would seem so I’m refreshed and reminded that I have options, and I have skills, and I have my mind and although life only promises suffering, theres an unfathomably large amount of goodness we can make of it.

I love beautiful sadness, so big shout out to Hurt, both Nine Inch Nails and Johnny Cashes versions have provided me a comfort when in my darkest hours. I do spend a lot of time alone, and when you’re going thru it sometimes the only comfort is music and these songs so hauntingly remind me of the forks in the road.

Ok well that should do it for here for now,  big question to start off with, I hope the rest of the soft asks are good bc I havent rly looked at the list but I definitely wanna continue as of right now.

thx if you read this, thats cool and here are the songs again

Sef

Sef X Odyssey - Get Away

Nina Simone - Stars - Live At Casino Montreux, July 3rd 1976

Nine Inch Nails - Hurt

Johnny Cash - Hurt

[sundancefemme]

i have a Situation in my house currently and would love to know your opinion on it because i literally don’t know any other lesbians in real life to talk to this about!! also i would just like to vent so please ignore this if you dont want to deal with it! ahha :)

so, my brother is currently engaged to a lady, for like two years. he’s started a new job and has been working there for almost year now and has made friends with a girl called liz. i have found out that my brother wants to leave his fiancé to be with liz, he’s under the impression him and liz are in love. but !! my mum works with liz’s sister and asked her about the situation. to which she replied, there’s no way because liz is a lesbian. liz is out to her family but not to her friends so when she’s been talking to my brother she’s been saying oh my ex-bf instead of ex-gf. apparently my brother has read the situation completely wrong and liz just thought they were best friends. my mum told my brother this and now liz has had to come out to him and apologise for any misunderstanding. but ! it’s just so horrible because i’ve literally been in this poor girls situation where a guy has just not understood. it’s not her fault at all and she really shouldn’t have to apologise for my brother being a fucking idiot. everyone is fuming at her for leading him on and i haven’t seen any messages but i can guarantee it’s just her being friendly and my brother being an asshole. but can you believe it!! firstly my brother is such an unbelievable dick to almost throw away his fiancé for the first girl that gave him the time of day. and i feel so bad for liz who’s been forced to come out to my brother, loose the friendship they did have and now have him and my mum mad at her thinking she’s trying to trap men or something.

i’m obviously just a bystander in this situation but no one is taking into account liz isn’t in the wrong for not being out. she doesn’t owe anyone that. i just don’t think there’s anything i can say to make my brother see this and realise he was forcing a romantic relationship on her. and he is completely at fault here. the situation is fucked on a lot of levels and everyone’s just kind of using her being a lesbian as an easy cop out to blame it on. as a lesbian i feel like i need to stand up for her but also im low key scared of my brother. if you have any advice i’d love to hear it but if you don’t or just want to ignore this, no worries!! big fan of you and your blog .. ok thx bye :)

oh wow anon, thats a really difficult situation! i think youre right, liz is absolutely not in the wrong and she doesnt owe it to anyone to come out. also, huge dick move that your brother was going to leave his fiance!!!!

im really sorry youre having to deal with this. im not sure if youre out to your family or not, but i think if you can stand up for her without putting yourself in danger you should try. but if you arent safe to come out/defend her, you don’t have any obligation to put yourself in danger. i think the best thing to do here is try to talk to liz and your brothers (ex?) fiance, and see what they think/what they need from you in terms of support.

i hope this all works out all right!

[thestuckylibrary]

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Anon 1 said:

hii im looking for a certain fic where bucky age regresses. hes in college and only does it when his roommate, i think it was scott, isnt home. he hangs out with steve on a certain day every week but one day he forgets because he’s too stressed abt exams and wants to regress, so steve finds him in littlespace. thank you !!

Anon 2 said:

Hi! I’m looking for a fic I read a while back where Bucky tries to retire (I think in a house Tony let them use?) and makes a life for himself in the town and slowly convinces Steve to give up the fight and retire with him. I remember the fic included Steve’s sketches as he begins drawing again. Thanks so much!

prplflwr3 said:

I’m sorry I’m not very familiar with tumblr, but I really love your blog! I’m looking for a fic that spans from pre war - I think the chapter titles are rivers, and Bucky saves Steve from drowning in Brooklyn and he can’t recognise faces until he gets the serum?? Thank you!

arxiver87 said:

I need your help, I lost a fic. It was written pre Civil War. It had POV Bucky, straight off of CA:WS going back to a Hydra base because he was programmed to. His handlers show up and give him increasingly strange orders, all of which make him more human. It becomes evident that these strange handlers are actually the avengers. In the last scene Steve shows up, and Bucky no longer thinks of him as his mission, but recognizes him as Steve. Please help, I loved this one and want to read it again.

sadritsuka12 said:

Hi I have a question hope you help me a fanfiction about Steve trying to commit suicide and his mom stop him then later Bucky stop him. And is in 1940 I think..

Anon 3 said: (/others)

Hi! I’m looking for a very specific fic and I’m going crazy trying to find it. It shows snippets of their life pre-Captain America: TFA all the way to after Winter Soldier (I think?). The last scene is of Bucky visiting Steve (wearing a black glove over his metal hand) while a pregnant Sharon is in his apartment. Sharon leaves so the two can talk. As for the pre-TFA scenes, I remember Steve being really sick and Bucky kissing him on the forehead and talking about Myrna Loy. THANK YOU

Anon 4 said:

Hi! This is going be really embarrassing but I think I got this fic from here, and I can't find it but it was about pre-serum steve and bucky pretending not to know each other then proceed to have sex at bucky's work at the repair shop pre-war? I've checked the roleplay tag but it seems like it wasn't roleplay. Please please please help me find it again. :(

Anon sent in A Different Touch by GoldBlooded (restricted, oneshot | 2,442 | E)

Anon 5 said:

Can you help me find a fic where cap wakes up normally from being frozen but Bucky never becomes the winter soldier and instead gets defrosted when he is found in the tundra. I remember Steve telling everyone not to do the fake 1940s thing and Bucky trying to make good impressions on everyone when he first wakes up.

Anon 6 said: (rape/noncon)

Hey I'm looking for a fic where Steve goes to help out at a hostage situation, where kids are being held in the bathroom. To get the kids out, the criminals rape Steve. he goes home and bucky takes care of him. I remember Steve being pretty spooked and Bucky comforting him. There may have been a bath?

Anon sent in You can have my everything* by Builder (oneshot | 9,103 | M) *non-graphic rape/noncon 

Anon 7 said: (possibly /others)

I've been trying to find this fic thru tags but I just don't have much luck: Bucky and Stever were exes, and Bucky escapes to an island cos he witnessed a crime and Steve owns the business in the island and Bucky is surprised how sexually liberal Steve is and Bucky thinks that's the crux of the problem in their relationship. Happy ending though. Thanks!

Anon 8 said:

I’m looking for a soulmates fic where each person is born with a mark in the shape of a hand. Bucky is born with one but Steve isn’t but it’s not until the end of the fic that Bucky notices a pale handprint shape on the back of Steve’s neck and touches it that he realizes they are really soul mates. I know that it’s not “I still feel for your touch/hand on my skin” and I checked the soulmates tag and couldn’t find it. Please help!

princessniitza sent in a mark, a mission, a brand, a scar by suzukiblu (complete | 4,671 | G)

mythkissed said:

this is so specific but i have no idea how to search for it, im looking for a fic that was posted a few years back & set post catws, the only scene i remember is steve read somewhere that gay men are more likely to part their hair to one side (right?) than the other so he purposely parts his hair the "straight" way and he tellsbucky to do the same (theyre not together at this point) tony is a character so i think they all lived in stark tower. thx for all your help!

Anon 9 said:

a while ago i read a fanfic where bucky and steve’s thing is buckle buckaroo instead of im with you until the end of the line do you know the name?

blueguacamole said:

Ok please please I need your help with a fic! I’ve been looking forever but basically it’s post-civil war and Steve, Sam, and Bucky are trying to hide from tony. Bucky is jealous of Steve and Sam’s friendship and tries to steal Steve’s attention away from him. This leads to them not getting along. But eventually they make up. Towards the end of the fic Tony finds out where they are and starts hunting them, Sam and Bucky go on the run, Bucky gets choked by Tony so bad he has a purple bruise and basically him and Sam are trying to get to an airport, where Steve is waiting so that they make it to wakanda. At some point Clint drives them, they get McDonald’s in a car towards the end. I’m sorry I know this is super specific but I’ve been looking for days now and I can’t find it. If anybody knows please tell me I loved this fic! ❤️

whyaretheycalledpancakes, miraishu and Anon sent in Trust Me by oatrevolution (complete | 73,303 | T)

Anon 10 said:

Hii, Thanks so much in advance if you do answer this. I'm looking for an au fic set in a society type setting ? Bucky had an arranged marriage to Steve who's family was really high up in society and he was really reluctant to marry him ? Other things i remember is that things like art and music were illegal but steve tried to pass a law to change that ? I'm sorry if thats too brief i don't remember all that much :/

[yievie]

whew! what’s up everyone! my name is crissy and yes, i am the clown who sent my account ask on anonymous last night. luv that for me! I GOT A COOL FAMILY ICON IM CRYING!!! now this is yi eun hye, better known as evelyn yi or evie, paging dr. sexy md don’t call her that though, she’ll kill you omg the second eldest princess of the four neglected korean princess sisters aka the mom friend sister or the buzzkill responsible sister. 

~`click anywhere here for a link to my app ~

under the cut i’m gonna throw some important personality and background stuff along with maybe? half-formed plot ideas? if not i’ll make a follow up post later, but pls like this plot if you wish to plot, i’ll try to come bother u. my ims are open hmu anytime (also bc im anxious af to b first message bc im BABY) and I ALSO have a discord located at quarantine queen#2918 where i’m usually v v v active. (lmk if u cant add me shoot me a message on here and ill fix it) ok imma shut up here is cranky daughter! ITS LONG SRRY

( pS: also if my blog is too hard to read just stick /mobile on the end of the url xx )

background 

the empress and emperor of korea had 5 kids, 4 daughters, 1 pampered son and evie was the second oldest daughter after dianna but like, she’s bossy and high strung and acts like the oldest anywayS so it doesn’t matter!

woo! however, korean tradition is rooted deeply in patriarchy and other backwards thinking,  >:(((( so evie’s parents basically pretended like their son was the only kid they had and sent evie and her 3 sisters off to swedish boarding school to ROT as they each turned 10 and forgot abt them while they groomed their son for the throne! thx mom n dad! luv u too! sdjlaksjd

during her time at boarding school evie was expected to not learn much of anything, not do anything spectacular, she wasn’t expected very good grades or to be smart or successful or anything bc that was Men’s Work and so evie did . . . THE EXACT OPPOSITE.

evie EXCELLED in school, straight a’s, top of her class, honors, ap valedictorian, which meant all nighters, nose bleeds at 2am from studying too hard, looking dead walking through the hallways, eating ramen 25/8, falling asleep w her face in her textbooks, getting bullied a lot for being a nerd and Not looking like her sisters and like...the creature from the black lagoon.

her parents, understandably, were not very happy with this but it wasn’t until she wanted to go to medical school that her parents were like FURIOUS. to them, women, esp the princesses, were only supposed to get married, have kids, THAT WAS IT. so evie wanting to be a doctor enraged them. STAY MAD!

they tried to have her engaged SO. MANY. TIMES. but she has a really repellent personality, she’s very kat stratford from 10 things i hate about you. and is rude and states her very liberal very socialist opinions often, dresses sloppy and hurts mens feelings a lot just for fun so they all went rUNNING from those match appointments! her parents literally are losing their minds they don’t know what to do w her theyre like god why did we give birth to the aNTICHRIST!?!?!?

not wanting anything to do with her parents, evie got into college and medical student on scholarship based on her own merit and skill. evie went to the seoul national university for 4 years then did a 2 year residency at the country’s top hospital, becoming one of the best on call heart surgeons there.

the korean media likes to clown on her A LOT! bc shes scary and angry and cares very little abt her appreance is A DOCTOR and not a princess really for the opposite reason they clown on dianna but evie does not really care she doesn’t care abt impressing people, just saving lives and proving people wrong. finger guns

but yes! thats what u missed on glee. evie was a heart surgeon in korea before being shipped off to thailand! shes v salty by the way ... even more than usual.

fun facts?

evie wears massive grandma glasses to see bc shes BLIND when shes in line with her sister people do not think she’s related and are like “OMG OMG THE PRINCESSES!!! BUY WHATEVER U WANT ON THE HOUSE I--oh? maam? uh? can we help u, ahjumma?” HELP

very dry, mean, will call you out on ur shit and hurt ur feelings probably. doesn’t really know how to Chill or have fun, stays out of drama and parties for the most part literally that old man that tells u to get off their lawn

LOVES HER SISTERS!!!! LOVES THEM!!! moms them and nags the FUCK out of them tho abt everything. wear a sweater its cold, drink water, dONT DO THAT GET DOWN FROM THERE, i told u to eat before u drank all that soju pabo!!!! skhaslkfh BUT SHE LOVES THEM VERY MUCH HER WOOOORLD the only people shes kind of nice to

as stated, has tried to been matched up before but has basically scared away all her matches by being A Lot and not polite or dainty and burping probably

her mom calls her all the time to talk abt how shes having a heart attack bc her second daughter is an unmarried, childless, spinster with a cat who is embarrassing her by being a doctor and being loud and obnoxious and outspoken against the royal heirarchy and right wing politics. evie just puts her on mute and lets her keeping yelling at no one for the next hour

loves beer, loves fried chicken, very unladylike, wears oversized sweaters and her hair messy and watches love island australia and the bachelor just to make fun of the people being in love and stupid i think secretly she kind of wants it but...thinks shes unlovable and will die before she says that shh

bisexual legend! cue mr and mrs yi screaming somewhere

not that it matters bc she cares little abt romance and sex and always put work and school before everything so everything touchy like that she either ends abruptly or stays the hell away from

never parties or goes out but when she does get really drunk gets very cute and touchy and happy there is one video on the internet of her like on a table ashdkh yikes 

is soft deep down just like *shrek voice* donkey, orges are like onions they have layers and u gotta get past a lot of them for her to get past her level 4 tragic backstory and into the soft, vulnerable part of her personality its nice i promise she is SQUISHY

weird plots???

best friend? im sure she has one somewhere. or friends at all? people who arent scared of her who shes nice to....mostly

enemies woo! hate her its very easy to hate her so do it

u want to do a daredevil thing like when matt shows up bleeding and dying or after a fight or something and she patches u up

just anyone need a doctor bc paging dr sexy md~

past loves? boyfriend? girlfriend? weird flings? weird tension unresolved stuff WOOO

ANYONE who broke her heart for the angst and drama

hit on her itll b funny

anyone who she was previously matched w who she scared off

someone shes currently trying to be matched or betrothed to GOOD LUCK

someone she has a crush on YIKES or vice versa

any of the college kids need a tutor? 

roommates? 

ANYTHING PLS HMU <333

[anon-family-incorrect-quotes]

Roblox Lovers

Hyunjin x Felix

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A knocking at the door woke up hyunjinnie.

“OMG GO AWAY EOMMA YOU MAKE MY LIFE SO MISERABLE” he yelled

“OI IM SENDING U AWAY TO AUSTRALiA TO LIVE WITH BANG CHAN”

“WHY WOULD U DO THAT U KNO I LOVE IT HERE OMG, uR THE WORST”

“BECOS I HATE U NOW TAKE THIS BAG AND GO OMG”

Hyunjinnie screamed as his eomma left the bag on the floor of his room. He grabbed it and she pulled his hair all the way to the door, and threw him into the car and the drove to the airport and he boarded a plane all the way to Australia.

After one hour he arrived in australia. Bang Chan was waiting for him in the airport and he ran to him and sobbed in his arms.

“Channie hyung, eomma is so mean but at least im with my fave bro”

“Its okei Hyunjinnie-ah, ur safe now” said bang chan and they went back to bang chan’s apartment. 

When hyunjinnie logged onto his roblox account and waited for his roblox bf to join. He had been dating memeboi1900 for two days now and it was honestly the most amazing relationship he’d ever had. Suddenly memeboi1900 was online and siad 

“wassup boo”.

“OMG HE IS SO ROMANTIC!!!!!!!!” hyunjiine thought, blushing bright red as he typed up his answer

“Not much, hbu honey uwu?”

“Missing you bb :(“ and hyunjinnie had a nosebleed. “Omg i missed you too!!” and their roblox characters kissed. They managed to play roblox togwther 4 another 30 minutes. Then memeboi1900 siad he had ti log out cause he needed to catch the bus to school and hyunjinnie was super sad but he was like ok, since he did too. One day him and memeboi1900 were gonna meet irl and it would be the best day of his life.

He got on his bus and looked around to see if there were any free spots. There were none he could sit on alone. hyunjin sat down next to a hawt boi from the other school. 

“what evs my roblox my bf is sooo much kyuter lol” he thought. the hawt boi move his totally cool black and purple hair out of his face. he was watching tiktok vids (tiktok is the best app ever made OK), and hyunjin couldn’t help but look at his phone.

“tha fuq u doing m8″ said the hawt boi

hyunjinne looked up and met eyes with the hawt boi.

“OMG WHY”S HE TALKING TO ME” hyunjin thot.

“um hi my naems hyunjinnie uwu.”

“oh hey im felix, but don’t flurt with me im taken.” 

“Liek id want to flurt w/ u felix. My bf is sooo much cuter than you are” hyunjinnie says very angry, his brown orbs shaking.

“MY bf is kyuter than u so u can just stop thx” said felix and he went back to looking at his tiktoks. Hyunjinnie was so offended.

“Whatevs” he siad and then the bus stopped. He got out of the bus and walked towards the school, dreaming of his memeboi1900.

When he got back on the bus on the afternoon, felix was there. 

“Oh hey hyunjinnie, sorry for being mean in the morning uwu, i just missed my bf”

“I also missed my bf in the mroning! Thats why i was so mad lol, friendsies uwu?” 

“Friendsies”

This time there was no spot for either of them to sit down, so they just stood. Suddenly the bus topped and hyunjin started falling but felix reached out and grabbed him.

“Omg omg omG WHAT IS HAPPENING RN” hyuninnie thot, as felix’s arms grabbed his middle and brought him bak up. He swore lix’s arms lingered for a second before he quickly pulled his arms back and turned orange. Hyunjiinnie was sure he was the same coulour. He couldn’t help but notice though, how felix’s dark orbs seemed sparkle in the lightand how totally hawt his jaw and arms were. “OMG WHAT AM I THINKING I HAVE MEMEBOI1900 HE DOESNT DESERVE THIS DISRESPECT”

they turned away and didn;t sepak the entire bus ride after that and only mumbled a bye when going off. Hyunjinnie ran home, locked himself in his room and logged in to see memeboi1900. 

“I missed you bb :(“ he said

“I missed you 2” said memeboi1900

They talked for a bit b4 memeboi1900 asked

“Wat do u look leik irl?’

“Idk cute i guess” said hyunjinnie back “hbu?”

“Im very hawt, I have black hair with purplpe in it”

“Wait waht?” hyunjinnies heart was going 20000 miles per hour as he read that last part. He was going crazy right? There was no way… no way that felix could be memeboi1900 right? But hyunjinnie loved both of them, so it made sence.

“Do u live in australia irl????” wrote hyunjinnie

“I do… how did u know?”

“OMg omggmg”

“What?”

“FELIX??”

“...no way” memeboi1900 typed out. “We couldn’t… know each other in real life,,, could we?”

“Omgomgomgogmg” 

“No way… hyunjinnie?”

“YES!!! OPPA OMG!”

“LET”S FIND EACHOTHER STR8 AWAY HYUNJINNIE” 

“WHERE SHOULD WE MEET”

“AT THE SHOPPING MALL”

“OK”

Hyunjin grabbed his jacket and ran down stairs. “See you hyung, im gonna go meet the loml!” “Okie dont be l8 4 dinner” he replied as hyunjin and his brown orbs accidentally slammed the door shut running out. “Kids b crazy these days.”

Hyunjin kept running as fast as he could to reach the shopping mall so he could see his Lix. He got to the shopping mall and looked around frantically. There across the street, he could see Felix, his memeboi1900 looking around almost as frantically. He lifted his arm up and waved so that Felix could catch sight of him. Felix saw him and started running across the street.

*CRASSSHHHHH*

Hyunjinnie was horrified at the sight infront of him. The car had hit felix as he had ran across, the street. He couldn;t move but then he remembered it was FELIX, and he ran to his side. Felix be out here DYING, and Hyunjin out here, fighting through his tears to call the ambulance.

Hyunjin stood next to Felix’s hospital bed fighting his tears. The doctor came into the room.

“Is Felix-ah gon be aight?” hyunjin asked through sobs.

“He will live, but he may have some problem with his memory.”

At that moment Felix woke up from his sleep. Hyunjin immediately ran towards him and hugged him, squeezing him tightly. He only stopped when Felix didn’t hug back. He pulled away and looked down at Felix’s face. Felix’s eyebrows were scrunched up together as he looked into Hyunjin’s eyes, his brown orbs lightly wavering as he looked into the taller males eyes. 

“Who r u?” He asked “As I explained b4, he may experience some memory loss, such as forgetting your entire existence. Sorry bro.” said the doctor. 

O

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G

Several years later, and Hyunjinnie was now living in Korea again w/ Bang Chan and, now, Jeongin. He was walking across the street when he thought he saw a familiar hand but waved it out of his mind. It had been a few years since felix had forgotten about them and there love, as soon as he left the hospital room he ran home to Bang Chan and begged him to move countries. Bang Chan was gucci with that so they moved to Korea. Jeongin moved in with them later because I just felt like I should add another SKZ member to the story and have no proper way of doing so.

Anyway, Hyunjin had left his past behind him. He wanted to live on, however, the ghost of his past still haunted him. He could see Felix in a dimple, or a fortnite dance. Everywhere.

Suddenly a hand grabbed him and he spun around and found himself looking at the freckled face, and brown orbs of Lee Felix. 

“Hyunjin? Hyunjin I remember everything now! Everyday since I got my memories back I’ve been looking for you, I thought I should just give up but then I saw you and I knew that we were meant for each other!” he said sobbingly.

They started crying and hugged each other, the shorter male fitting perfectly into Hyunjins arms like some sort of puzzle piece. Felix-ah and Hyunjinnie, memeboi1900 and hottiesinurarea, 4eva.

[funtasteec]

[1/?] Ok different anon here, i have some theories about the D and M "relationship". first off, I want to say that i think we cannot use our own morality or ideas of "normal" with this rs. I think it is more intimate than we think but at the same time not as big a deal as we think? Like its complex but also simple, does that make sense? not really? yah i know, its confusing. Ok but i'll share some theories, in no particular order: 1. David is just that clueless. Honestly, sorry, i know (cont'd)

Hey, anon, thanks for this message, I put your theories under the cut, so anyone can read it, I think you make some valid points and you have some interesting thoughts about all this but it’s not for everyone to see. And if you want, please come off anon, so we can chat :)

1. David is just that clueless. Honestly, sorry, i know he has a degree and everything but lets just look at everything else i mean, he seems to exist on his own plane of existence almost. He said recently at his book signing i think that he doesn't consider himself a white male (like he doesn't want to involve himself in the white privilege conversation) but that is so out of touch with our generation, what with being involved and outspoken with social media, and the fact that we can communicate on the same platform as the president of the united states... David i think just forces himself to be ignorant bc he doesn't want to take responsibility... probably the same thing he does with this rs with monique (again, just a theory). Like, I can see him saying, "she is very mature for her age" (worst shit ever) or some other bs like "we connect on a spiritual level" and him actually not seeing this rs as wrong bc he wants to see himself on his terms. Ok theory number 2. and like i really hate to think this but i feel like the more i think about it the more it makes sense: that david truly doesn't understand women or see them as equals. in the sense that he cannot see that a woman is just like a man as in a woman is also a human being and has faults or whatever. like again this goes back to him being old fashioned and just... self serving? idk? like, he is very masculine in a generic way. i can see him being like patronizing with all... like he is patronizing towards women yet he sees this as being chivalrous or a protector or some bs that is simply just out of date with the times now. Like actually i can see how in this sense he would be attracted to someone as young as monique... we know he loves to talk and say what he thinks is right and give "advice" so monique is like.. the perfect target? so we say he has feelings but his feelings are really about himself... making himself feel better through himself! it has nothing to do with what monique can offer him on a intellectual or companionate/partner level. actually, i don't think david wants an equal partner in his relationships (hence, strike gillian as long term partner - again, just a theory for now), he wants the power and he wants the woman to be in awe of him. look at his idiotic hobby of "singing"... its about him being front and centre on the stage, he can't even present himself as with a band.. its all about him. same as in a rs like i can see his rs with monique being like, "let me show you the world and let me give you life advice" bc i can and bc i love when i can "impress " people (i you can call his "singing" impressive, sry hehe). and she called him her spirit guide or some shit? i think they are both like... into organic/holistic/spiritual/ and i'm sorry but "white nonsense" like that... like they are on another plane of logic is what I'm trying to say lmao. so like we know he loves to talk and make jokes so like monique is the perfect audience for him. and ok this goes into my next theory which i swear i mean completely like... without any disgusting thoughts or feelings just completely simply and objectively next theory number 3 (or is it 4? sry lost count) but like... he loved being a father and teaching and sharing and being goofy or w/e and now that his kid are grown... he misses his kids........ so he wants like...... a kid in his life?? SRY i mean it like in a clean way like that is as in, that is the appeal of monique to d, like she is this young and impressionable girl and even though the age gap is disgusting davids intentions are actually clean, he sees probably a lot of potential in her (they have similar interests or something) and wants to help her learn? there is no evidence that she wants to be an actress or anything so i think we can strike pr from this rs. like david honestly wants to help her and like mulder he cannot resist like... a "vulnerable girl". OK SRY for the length but yah thats actually one way i can see this rs without getting so grossed out. i think you're right that its not just about sex/lust, although i think david still has issues with his self control or even probably his attitude towards sex. i think he really treats sex as a stimulant vs. sex as intimacy. its connected with the way he views women. so its about power but actually now is where i'm having a hard time... ok just ... ok lets just try to breach this topic objectively. like put aside the age gap... about their "intimacy". i mean here is another theory: 4. monique is physically the kind of woman david is attracted to. and i've looked at the clues. he liked brunettes that have kind of masculine faces or literally i think he likes the woman to look like him lmao seriously his ego is that strong. and the woman body is usually masculine as well... its weird like he wants to see himself i think! srsly! OK SRY omg for that overload actually i have more to say but i'll do it next time or i think i want to just come off anon. you don't even have to reply to all that crap but thx for putting up with my ramblings if you paid any attention to them lmao THANK YOU!

[bonbonswirl-blog]

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ALL THE CHARACTERS BELONG TO @brueklynn I OWN NOTHING. This is like..uhhhh idk?... a 'batim' au idea? I guess? Im Not sure idk..its just that I got the idea from there and Instead of bendy its jokey, but not really exactly what happend there in batim. Plz ignore the bad portrayed scenes XD blondie is a lot OOC here. Enjoy if you only can thx.

It was a typical afternoon, the sunlit clouds drifted across a clear blue sky, fresh air filled the atmosphere swaying the palm trees gently by a breeze. David was at the recording room, a mellifluous melodic singing voice rose high, following the sweet, piping notes produced by the musical instruments around. After such a lilting, everyone toke a break, david sat on a chair, holding the lyrics for the new song in his hands. He saw a shadow approaching him, revealing his only cheerful boss. "Oh hey Mr. Blondie!! How are you in this lovely day!" "Hello david! Just checking on my young talented singer! How is the new song going?" "Its going great! Im just reading the lyrics again now!" "Thats good!...you know david...have you ever thought about how much the children love your jokey voice?" "Oh! Thats intresting...im sure everybody enjoy listening to it!" "Yea! they do....have you ever felt some...connections...to jokey?" "Connections? Mmmm well...I do feel that we both share a good love for the stage and thrilling the audience! along with the love to asssist other people and spread some optimism in the air!" "Thats beautifull!...Have you ever considered before...becoming this star that all those kids appresciate?" "That...looks pretty Mr. Blondie! But what do you mean?" His boss began to equivocally chuckle, it was low but icy, wasnt like his usual gleeful ones that gave an auditory hug, but david overlooked that, remaining unruffled till the answer. "David. Can you come with me for a while?" "Sure thing! But..what about the new song?" "Dont worry! It can be done in another time! now follow me!" They both left the recording room, the animator leading the ginger boy across the studio, while on their little trip to the unknown room they are walking to, david catched from away a sight of henry, tommy and norman talking together until a rueful rob drew near them, starting a conversation. David didnt mean to eavesdrop anyone, but their high voices did reach his ear. "Guys! Have any of you heared ANYthing lately about harriet? I cant find her anywhere! She didnt come to work and she is not at her home! I called her many times but she doesnt reply! Im really so scared..." rob vented, the three told him thag they didnt see her too. David felt sorry for the fellow worker, hoping that harriet is alright and will be back soon. He looked forward, though he only saw blondie back and his wheelchair, he could feel that he is trying to ignore something, he may have heard a little of the talking out there, maybe he feels sad too? But david was in his mind for a bit, wasnt aware of the time until he sensed that blondie stopped moving. This is when he noticed he is in an unrecognizable area he didnt see before, maybe this was a new place that got built recently?, " Here we are david!!" In front of both was a dark long way of stairs, it was only one storey up, just like one of those half open basemant stariecases. David knew not both will be able to clmib this, he was ready to push that wheelchair up, he looked at blondie concerned, whom just returned a grin. "Dont worry about me! I have my own ways for climbing those!" David didnt really get it, but he just let it go and left blondie to use to his own way, watching him in every step making sure he wont be close to any harm.

Dont ask how blondie climbed the stairs, he just did. that was a really narrow hall they were both in, in front of them a wooden door, blondie toke out his keys and opened it, only for both to be greeted by. "Finally!! Where Were ya!!" an angry wallaby yelled, looking as if he lost patience, it seems blondie was late to whatever meeting they should have done earlier, the room wasnt so small, almost looks like a little hallway with a wall at the end. The view was...tensed, it was a dark room with only a little bulb barley lighning it, orange colored light struggling to penetrate the darkness in thin thread rays. It was almost as if candles were the ones giving the slight shine here. Wallaby, paul and murphy were there, standing near the sides of the walls, everyone in a specific place, two at the right wall and one at the left one, only a mile spearting each two. the menacing aura holding david in a tightening grip, why do blondie have such a grisly decorating tatse...He wasnt sure if entering this room is a safe idea. "Guys!! I Brought Our Last Guest!!" Blondie exclaimed in a chirpy tone, closing the door behind himm Last guest? What does he mean? "Can we PLEASE Finish This Now And Go out?" "Come on paul dont be such a killjoy! Enjoy the place!" "If you are telling us to enjoy this creepy atmosphere then I had lost all my faith in you." murphy sneered, clearly not comfortable or trusty with how this 'gathering' is going to end, nobody knows the goal behind it. "Come on David! Here! This Is Your Place!! Stay Still And Dont Move Ok?" Blondie said while putting david on a specific spot on the left wall. "Sure! Wont Move A Shoe!" David obeyed, blondie looked at him, but this time, although he had his usual smile that showed his white glowed teeth spreaded on his face, his eyes had shimmers with some inexplicable spite. "Everything is set~" He whispered this under his breath while walking to one of the corners, nobody heard that one. Three of the invited four toke a look at blondie whereas he was doing something uncanny at that distant corner. David turned at the person in front of him, which was paul. "Oh! hey Mr.Paul!" But being the tedious man he is, paul didnt respone, only focusing on the book on his hand, thats why wallaby seemed as if he was gabbling to himself. The young boy then looked to his right side and saw murphy, still keeping an eye at blondie in a suspicion, despite not understanding a thing from what he was doing, nobody can just fetch someone to a room like this without being not up to something. "So Guys! Why are we here?" "I Dunno david! Mr. Blondie just went to me and told me that I gotta get here cuz he needs me for somethin, well I dont see anything! All I do is just standing on dis here spot not movin a leg!! What about ya paul?" "I dont care I just came here so he can stop nagging me." " I came here after he told me that I can be a 'star' like jokey." "Wait you gonna be a star? Ooh! Thats why we standin on a star!" "What?!" Wallaby words strongly drived murphy attention, making him watch the ground, they all noticed it now, they are standing on 'stars' that are drawn on the floor. David felt inside him a very straied premonisition feeling that was telling him to move, he didnt understand it, why would his guts tell him to move away from a single drawing on the floor? He promised his boss he will stay still there....how could a star drawing hurt anyone? Since whe do drawing harm people? But no matter how much he tries to brush off that feeling, it feels like a stiff weigh was being held on his chest, it made him feel so sick, maybe he just needs to move because his legs hurt him? Yeh yeh thats just it. The cheeky lad toke one step only out of that star shape, he tried to persuad himself its his legs aching and not because of a sixth sense, and that was really something he should be thankful for because. "Guys! I think we gonna be a stars!" "Wallaby...I dont think this star shape is used fo-" "GOODBYE MATES!!"

And with a casted spell and a flash of an eye, everybody was drowned with an unknown colorful sticky liquid that fully covered them, gluing them to the ground. Expect David, who fell down to the ground aspect with a horrible fear that rised behind his eyes from the grisly vision that immediately happend.

Blondie Stood there, watching him in enmity.

Blondie turned around, only to be so bothered by seeing the surviver. "Oh it seems I missed a shot! Im going to fix this~" The words had deserted david, the color quickly drained from his face, a cold wave embalmed him and his mouth ran dry, sweat poured down his body, Heart began to hammer against his chest, every muscle in his body shouted at him to flee. To escpae this imminent threat. He hurried to the door, using every little cell of power left to open it, but no matter how much he quickly moves the handle in fright, the door didnt open, oh yes, blondie locked it. Seeing no hope, he knocked on it so expeditiously and hardly, trying not to make his words stumbled, begging for someone outside to hear him. "HEEEEELLLP!!! HELP ME!!! PLEASE!!! ANYBODY OUT THERE?!?!? PLEASE HELP ME!!" "Come on David, why so nervous?" Blondie snickered from behind him, his voice hinting he is oncoming, his tone ringing in a sick icy way, sending chimes ringing in david ears, but he kept screaming for a rescue, he was not frightened nor afraid, he was beyond such mere nouns, he was going crazy, his boater hat fell from his head, it only reminded of how much he wants his family NOW in this profound situation, he just wanted to go back to them again, stay with his father marley at home and go to beach together or golf or car or wherever his father wants to go, staying in his parents arms was all what he desired, he would never wish anything anymore after this. He could no longer control his hands they were shaking in an odd trembling rhythm, his legs collapsed underneath him, teeth chattering in fear, He slid down the door, bringing his knees up to his chest.

"I-I-I-I-I-I D-D-DONT UNDERSTAND!!!!!!"

"You dont understand? I hated you! Im who created jokey! He was my friend since the childhood! My friend since the start!! But you! I saw every little detail I gifted him in you! You were perfect, perfect for him, more perfect than me! Now that I had a studio of my own, I wanted him to be alive! I reached my wish by the help of you all, by animating and presenting him to all the children around the world, they loved him, just like me! But lately, I didnt feel that I made this dream come true yet...how can a cartoon character offset me of a friend who always stayed by my side that I cant make real! But now I found a second chance, a second chance to revive him, to this reality. Thats it! Thats the chance! By using some souls to bring those stunning characters and that convival cartoony world I created to reality...that was always my biggest dream...and whats a better chance than to have the voice actor whom I influenced the traits for the children 'star' right at my hand~ People will love you david~"

Blondie was right, if david dyed his hair black and wore some cheeks make up, he could exactly like a real life jokey, but who would need a cheap costume when you can bring jokey himself to reality. David recalled the times when he sometimes thought uncle harry may have been a little overprotective of him. He thought his uncle needs to ease a bit, nothing so dangerous will happen for him. Now, he regret thinking this, and wants him to overprotect him forever and ever. Fear became a tangible, living force that crept over him like some hungry beast, immobilizing him and his brain, holding him a captive and took control of his entire body, Shadows and echoes play on his senses warping shapes and sounds. That outlandish substance already reached his legs, his life flashed before his eyes and he ushered his bright unearthly ones shut.

Yeb, this is the angel end.

[freerebelmentality]

AN: “ I have a Condibear request 🤗🤗🤗🤗 it’s game day, he’s in net and reader is at home watching the game nervously. So to distract herself from stressing out the game, she decides to bake a cake. The more she mixes, pours, pan and oven. The Sens are leading and it’s a Sens win. She makes the cake extra special by adding food colouring to the icing she made and when he comes home she surprises him with the cake that says it’s a win. From there it’s been tradition to bake while he starts. Pls&thx!! “ requested by @jacobmarkstrom25 There you go and I hope you like it. Finally getting things done, well slowly anyway. But its done. Enjoy this while I work on the something else. Have a good read everyone

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Its game day, the day you always look forward to because its a literal game of Russian roulette if your boyfriend will get the start in net. Being the girlfriend of a goalie is nerve racking but its always such a joy to see him be the starter and even more joy when he gets the win.

You have been dating Mike Condon since he has been traded from the Pittsburgh Penguins. You bumped into him every where the both of you went and he finally said something.

After countless of dates is when you couldnt stay away from him anymore and took a leap of faith.

Since then everything has been great and even happier when he got a contract extension, knowing the both of you will be in Ottawa for a while.

“You starting tonight? Or is Andy starting?” you ask looking to your boyfriend.

Mike stops in his tracks before walking out the door to go to the arena and get the start for the night.

“Yeah I am. Have you seen my keys?” he asks going through his pockets and realizing he doesnt have them

“Check the bowl” you say while smiling to him

“Thanks” while sighing and gives you a small smile

“Are you sure you dont want to come to the game? Its not to late” he asks looking to you one last time before walking out the door

“Yes, I am sure. Im bad luck when Im at the game, so I will play it safe and watch the game from home” you reply while helping him with his jacket

“You’re right. I’d rather have you stay home” he replies while wrapping his arms around your waist and bringing you closer.

“Funny. Maybe by the time you come home the locks will be changed” you sarcastically reply

He chuckles while giving you a kiss for good luck and another because he loves you dearly. He leans his forehead against yours and opens his eyes. He looks to you adoringly.

“Now I am looking forward to more of that after the game when you get back” you say as he walks out the door

“Every time I leave the house” he says as he closes the door

You laugh as he walks out and its nothing but echoes. You look around the apartment the both of you share and get to the paper work you didnt do at work.

You wanted to finish before the game started. You switched to the station the game is being televised so that way you wont forget to change the channel as you work.

By the time Mike gets to the arena is when he meets up with his other teammates.

“Y/n coming to the game?” Andy asks walking along side with Mike

Craig Anderson has become a dear friend to Mike and even though they share the net, it feels as though they battle for starter. Then again which goalie doesnt feel that way for their team.

“No, not this time” he replies as he takes a sip from his coffee

“Really? Im so used of her coming to the games” he asks while passing a few security guards and stopping for small talk

“Normally but she says she is bad luck when she comes out for the games” he says with a chuckle.

“So thats her bad vibes. Think we will play better tonight then” he jokingly replies and enters the locker room

They both share a laugh while the others ask what they have been laughing about.

“Alright I am almost done. Finally” you mutter to yourself as you look over your paper work

You get up from the chair and make yourself a cup of coffee from the keurig machine.

Once the game started, you sat in the living room watching nervously as Mike took the net and its puck drop. On the first play the opposing team tries for a scoring opportunity but Mike saves it and passes the puck to Dzingle.

Once the puck is poke checked away from him and another shot to the net is when Mike saves it but has lost the puck. There is a scrum in front of his net and he is all over the place following the puck and blocking it. Finally there is a slap shot to the net and Mike gloves it. The whistle blows and its time for the face off once more.

“Oh my god that was just too close” you mutter to yourself as you continue on watching the game

Finally the Sens score a goal on a break away and the crowd at the Canadian Tire Centre goes nuts.

“Nah I’ll just stay home. I dont want to spoil anything” you say to yourself as you change your mind about going to the game

You didnt realize how superstitious you were until you realized Mike has rubbed off on you. You chuckle to yourself as you continue watching the game. Nervously watching while hoping the other team wont score or get a go a head goal.

The first and second period passed like as if you were watching the game for five minutes. Which always feels like that. You pace around the apartment and look through the cupboards of the kitchen and see that there is cake mix. Finally you decide to bake a cake.

As you take out the mix, the pan, the mixer, the eggs, oil and water. All the things you would need to mix it all. While mixing all the ingredients together, you hear the Sens have scored again and taking the lead in the third period.

“Just a few more minutes in the third period” you mutter to yourself as you look to the TV

“Get my baby a shutout” you yell at the TV as the minutes go down to the last minutes of the third period.

Once its all well mixed is when you pour all of its contents into the pan. Again the Sens score again making the game two nothing.

You place the cake in the oven and set the timer. You look to the ingredients you placed on the counter to make the icing. The idea came to mind where you will make the icing black, red and gold. You hoped you would have the colours.

You looked through your baking cupboard, which Mike made fun of you for because of your organization to the kitchen. But it was necessary to organize the kitchen because you would know where everything is.

“Game it out?” Ryan asks looking to Mike

“Sure, I dont think y/n wont mind” he replies as he begins to get ready.

“Shes always cool with everything” Ryan says while getting ready as well

“What is y/n always cool with?” Mark asks as he looks over his shoulder to his teammates

“I asked if we can game and y/n is always cool with gaming out” Ryan replies as he looks to him

“Can I come?” he asks looking between Ryan and Mike

“Sure” Mike replies as they finish everything else for the night.

Once the cake is all cool down is when you get to work with icing the cake. Used the colours for the lettering and the number of Mike’s jersey.

You heard Mike unlocking the door and in time as you finished the cake.

“Y/n I hope its ok if Ryan and Mark are here. We are going to game out for a bit” he says as he enters the apartment.

You turn around with cake in hand

“Its fine” you smile as you look to him

“Look, its a win” you say as you smile

You smile as you see the other two walk into the apartment

“Whats this?” Mike asks looking to you.

“You made this?” Ryan asks looking to the cake

“Yeah I did while watching the game. I got nervous” you reply while setting the cake down

“Hockey then cake” Mark says with a big smile spread across his face

“Shall I cut through the cake now?” You ask looking between the three of them

“Yes” the three of them say in unison

“Oh and uh. I hope you dont mind but we are gonna game out for a bit” Mike says while helping you get the dishes to serve them out

“Go right on a head. Im gonna clean up” you tell him while serving the cake

“Dont, I can do that” Mike says while handing out the cake

“Oh thanks” you reply giving him a kiss to the cheek

While you, Ryan and Mark eat cake while Mike begins to clean the kitchen. He throws the pots and bowls into the dish washer and starts it.

“That wasnt so bad” Mike says as he sits down and finally eats his cake

“This is really good” Ryan says while getting up to rinse out his plate and fork

“Even the icing is really good, its not as sweet but still really good” Mark says while doing the same

He places his plate and fork on the rack to dry.

“Well I am going to get ready for bed and read a little” you tell them as you do the same

“I’ll be up in a little bit” Mike says while giving you a kiss to the lips

“Alright, good night guys” you tell them while going to the room

You were really happy how things turned out and how Mike brought some of the guys back so that they can enjoy a piece of cake.

Mike loved how you went above and beyond with the win and everything else. He is happy how lucky he is to have someone like you in his life.

[ethxndolan]

Grayson Dolan Must Die (G.D) Part 6

Summary: Grayson Dolan is known as the schools womanizer. His ability to make a girl fall in love with him, and drop her within a week is legendary. When a series of events peaks Grayson’s interest in Y/N, she is recruited by three of his exes to break his heart in a very public way and exact revenge for all the pain he has caused. However, nothing goes according to plan… and Y/N may be in way over her head navigating the whit and charm that is Grayson Dolan.

A/N: Some comments have come up about the originality of my story so I wanted to make it perfectly 100% clear that this is based off the movie John Tucker Must Die (highly recommend), the set up for the story as far as the three girls recruiting an average looking girl to help take down the most popular guy in school is from that movie. Because my story is based off of a movie there are many others out there that are just like it and if that makes you uncomfortable or you aren’t ok with it then you don’t have to read it and thats chill, and I respect ur decision. I wrote this just because I thought it would be fun to play around with the plot of the movie, particularly I had the idea of mixing things up and changing the way the ending plays out (if you’ve seen the movie you’ll know what I mean at the end of this part its my own idea, i mean as far as i know… i’m sure something similar has probably been done before it’s not a ground breaking idea). So thx for reading that novel i just accidentally wrote explaining this, i just wanted to be absolutely clear. There’s plenty more imagines and stories coming from me in the future, so if this isn’t ur jam maybe something later will be. 

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I knocked on Gray’s front door nervous as hell. I kept trying to convince him to meet me at the library or something, but he insisted that we do it at his house. I told the GDMD girls about it and everyone was cool with it except for Rachel. For some reason she had a real complex about me being alone with Grayson, and I suspected she wasn’t actually completely on board with the plan.

Gray opened the door and smiled at me. He was wearing a football t-shirt and shorts, his hair was its usual messy, floppy self that I could just imagine running my fingers through. He looked way more relaxed than he usually did at school. “Come in,” he said as he opened the door wider.

I followed him up the stairs and into his room, watching as he shut the door behind us. He looked at me as I stood there nervously, not really sure what to do. “Relax, tutor. I don’t bite… unless you’re into that kind of thing.” He laughed at his own joke.

I groaned, but couldn’t help suppress the smile that spread across my face. I felt far more relaxed now that we were falling into our usual roles bantering with each other. “Please, biting is so vanilla.” He choked on his laugh. 

“You got me there, tutor. Luckily, I’m up for anything.” He winked at me.

I shook my head laughing. “Anyway, how about we focus on the chemistry home work. You know, the actual reason I’m here.”

We sat down on his bed and went over the chemistry homework. He was actually picking up the information way quicker than I thought, it seemed like he just needed stuff explained with examples which wasn’t something out teacher usually did. Throughout the hour it was like my body was hyper aware of every little movement and breath he took. I could barely think every time he “accidentally” brushed my hand or when he looked deeply into my eyes as he asked a question. His eyes killed me. 

I actually kind of liked being around him like this. Without all of his dumb football friends and the pressure of school, he didn’t seem like such a bad guy.  We interacted with each other super easily, continuing to joke around while we talked about chemical compounds. 

It was easy to forget why I was actually here so I had to keep reminding myself that he was probably playing me. It didn’t feel like he way playing me though. He leaned in close allowing for only inches to separate our faces and said, “Go out with me.” It wasn’t a question, but rather a soft demand.

“What?” I practically choked out, “I thought you were kidding about that. I really don’t care about making Connor jealous, I’m not that kind of person. I mean except for when I kissed you… but that was an in the moment thing. I kind of moved on from the whole thing, actually,” I said as my eyes fell to his soft plump lips.

He shook his head. “No, I mean I actually want you to go out with me. Fuck Connor, this has nothing to do with him.”

My breath caught. “Really?” He nodded. My heart was racing at this point and I knew what my answer was supposed to be yes to go along with the plan. But, saying yes meant furthering the plan and getting that much closer to hurting Grayson. Remembering the video, I ignored my fear and just said, “Okay.”

His eyebrows shot up in response. “Gotta be honest, I was really expecting you to put up a fight. I was willing to resort to bribery or blackmail.” He smirked. 

“What could you possibly blackmail me with?” I knew we were joking around and having fun, but being blackmailed rang a little to close to home.

“I would tell everyone you’re secretly bad at chem and you’re not the nerd you pretend to be. It would be super believable following the explosion you caused a few days ago.”

I laughed and pushed him lightly. “You’re so annoying! It was your fault too!”

— Grayson’s POV

I hung up my phone in shock. Ethan had just called to tell me that there was a rumor going around that I was the one who caused the fire which resulted in our school spirit shed to burn down. That thing was sacred, constantly being painted over and over again over the last 50 years of the school promoting various clubs and sports games. I had done some fucked up shit… but not that.

I couldn’t believe people were suspecting me of arson?

I was lost deep in my thoughts when there was a knock at the door. I smiled as I opened it, expecting to see Y/N because she had only left a few minutes ago. I was hoping she had forgotten something.  My smile fell when I saw Rachel standing there. “What the fuck do you want?” I asked.

She pushed passed me and into my house. “I know something interesting you might want to know about.” I thought she was talking about the school spirit shed, but when I didn’t respond right away she said, “about a certain lab parter you seem so fond of.”

I glared at her not saying anything. She wiggled nervously, unable to meet my eyes. People had a hard time keeping eye contact with me, I knew it was because I came off as intimidating, but that was the point. Y/N never had a problem with it though.

“Apparently she’s gotten wrapped up in some plot that involves humiliating you in front of the whole school.” I said nothing so she continued on. “She wants to make you fall for her, and then she’s going to dump you in front of the whole school. She’s trash, Gray. She’s just trying to bring you down. You need to stay away from her.” She stepped closer to me and put her clammy hand on my arm. I shrugged it off.

“Why should I believe you?”

“Because Y/N, Sabrina and Megan asked me to help them. They told me all about their plan. Why do you think Y/N’s been dressing different? Paying more attention to you than normal? Why would a girl like that be interested in you? She’s beneath you. They’re all jealous and vengeful bitch’s and they want to hurt you.”  

[sewabr]

September 4th, 2021

Saturday

10:24 PM

Hey there.

Uncertains, hopeless, gratitude, sadness, happyness, lonelyness...

How many feelings can we have in a day, how confusing this life can be? Sometimes I think I'm just not ready. Do I really have the guts to try it? To get it?

I think is the tiredness from the whole week of working, but today I wasn't quite good to reach out of the bed for a new day, And I know that's normal. I knew moments like this would come, but it came to fast. I wasnt ready yet. kk

I sat at the bed and tried to feel greateful, like I've been usualy doing, but I felt it was diferent, sometimes we just don't feel the way we want, and I'm on the path to understand that thats ok as well. We need to do what needs to be done even If we're not ok. Work, study, exercise, meditation, yoga and so much more.

But ok, I made my breakfast and went to work, the day passed slowly, I didnt sell any much and my creativity to post on social media was ridiculously bad. A tough day. Besides this feelings of uncertain, that guy from Curitiba popped in my thoughts once in a while trhough the whole day. Besides that everytime I entered on instagram and deparate myself with some incredibly handsome hot and rich guy I felt that no one will ever love me. That I would never be able to be loved by someone like that. Why do I feel this so constantly? Why can't I only focus on my carrer and my personal growth? Althoug I'm reading everyday about this it feels like it's not possible for me. Is that normal on a journey of succeed in life? Or am i just afraid of what I'm really about to face it?

It's only the begining I know, but feeling this about loving life is distracting and it hurts. I wouldnt like to love anyone ever again. It's suffered. It's hurtful. I just wanted to forget that he exists and now he is spiked in my mind forever. A love that I don't even ever felt it for real. I was just a friend to him. We kissed one time and that's how I ended up. Can you imagine if I everm get to share real love with someone and this person breaks my heart? I don't think I could handle.

And that's why I'm trying to be someone who its complete. I'll try to be full. My personal growth and willpower will help me to realize I don't need anyone. I'll be complete by my carrer and studies. That's how I want to be.

Thx again Ms. Journal, and sorry for already begin to complain. See ya. ♥

[singt0me]

💐🌸💕 get to know me! 💕🌸💐

I was tagged by @00250 thx baby

Nickname(s): gelly (like jelly), gel, “koukla”

Gender: girl (cis)

Sign: Aquarius

Height: 5″3

Time: it is 1:35 pm right now 

Fav band(s): im really into chase atlantic atm, boy & bear, HAIM, nothing but thieves, royal blood

Fav solo artist(s): lana del rey, ariana grande, lord huron, EDEN

Song stuck in my head: copycat by billie eilish

Last movie I saw: I think it was scorch trials actually??

Last show I watched: Fear the walking dead

When did I create my blog: i think it was after i finished school so around 2012/2013

What do I post: just a mess of eveything. at the moment its pretty tmr heavy

Last thing I Googled: zaful’s website 

Do I have any other blogs: i have an aesthetic blog and a writing/poerty blog i forget exists they’re here and here if you want :D

Do I get asks: yeah sometimes and they make my heart sing <3

Why did I choose my URL: god i dont even know

Following: 94 people i know its quite small 

Followed by: 272

Average hours of Sleep: 6-7

Lucky number: 8 :D

Instruments: nothing but i can kinda sing (dont quote me on that) but id love to learn the violin 

What I am wearing: im at work so black boots, nude stockings, black skirt and a grey long sleeve top with black and red stripes, red lipstick (i look nice today ok)

Dream job: my dream job changes every day so idk writer? something that pays well would be great

Dream trip: all around europe and id love to visit canada 

Fav food: i love indian food and anything thats sweet and probably not good for you

Nationality: australian :)

Fav song: at the moment its cruel world by lana del rey that song just hurt my soul. and frozen pines by lord huron!!! 

Last book I read: last book i finished was the goldfinch by donna tartt and i’m currently reading the town by shaun prescott (aka polaris in book form)

Top 3 fictional universes I wanna join: as much as New World would be downright awful to live in, i’d love to step into the chaos walking universe. Over the garden wall!!!! fuck me up. and the ff15 universe

i’m tagging: whoever wants to do it! everyone i know has already been tagged so