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i got a fascination (with your presentation)
Normally, Sokka would go on for at least half an hour about his ‘academic rival’ in his literature class, Zuko Sozin. Katara knows the guy’s name, his eye colour (gold), his star sign (Scorpio) and his favourite animal (cats). Because Sokka talks about this guy a lot.
or, sokka really hates zuko. only because zuko keeps annoying him in class, of course. no other reason, nope, none at all.
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written for @zukkaweek day three: rivals
#zukka#zukka week#zukkaweek2023#sokka x zuko#avatar the last airbender#atla#*#my writing#*zukkaweek23#zukka week 23#here it is!! still on time !!!!!#ill write more tags later i gtg now but i just wanted to post this v quickly#ok have fun byeee#*atlafic
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SCOURGE SUNDAY 031/???
i gor a laminator
#scourge wc#scourge warriors#warrior cats scourge#bloodclan#wc#warrior cats#scourge#scourge sunday#to those of u who already saw this on twitter. shh. no u didnt#basically i waz 2 happy with this not 2 share right away but also wanted 2 hav it be a sunday. so. twitter got it. Quite Early#i will be honest ive been having so much fun making badgez i bought a bunch of suppliez.....#mainly keychain hardware && alcohol markerz LMFAO#need 2 prep fur my next market as well but. the thing is. furry badge fun#once i get a good idea of wht exactly im doing i will probly open commissionz fur these hehehe#ok. i need 2 sleepz byeee#idk if u guyz knew this but evry sunday scourge i actually do all this tagging stuff the night before bcuz i work 8-3 sundayz LOL#n sure i could post aftr work but i got into the habit of 9am i like it as a posting time. also forcez me to actually hav thm done lmfao
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i can only draw him someone help /_ \
ignore the hand i dont wanna talk abt it
also its kinda shit but i like him so shrugs anything for that sweet sweet activvity 😈😈😈
PLS REGLOG!!!!!!! PLSPLSPLSPLSPLS!! it makes me all happy :)
#gravity falls#fiddleford mcgucket#its only 2am this time guys#almost posted this unfished though#its like someone put the nightowl trait on me in the sims#<-- niche?? maybe lols#idk why i put these tags#its kinda fun#like i have a little journal to put me thoughts in#LIKE THE 3 JOURNALS OH M G 🫨#ok BYEEE
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i need for you all to know. i picked up my no-god-mode hades save again after over a year of not touching it and am finally on my way to the epilogue. and its been like four runs and the only god i havent given the invitation to so far is dionysus. this is partially intentional bc i want more time to get more gems to spruce up the house a bit before the party, but also i think its fucking hilarious for dionysus to be super late
#evan speaks#zukoandtheoc plays hades#also in my god mode save i got all the prophecies done and all the keepsakes maxed#AND got the thorn of thanatos achievement#is my recent hades special interest resurgence related to my recent epic the musical special interest resurgence#maybe.#hades spoilers#hades game#having lots of fun tho. might start a hell mode save later. we'll see.#ok byeee tumblr see you sometime
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HAPPY HANBIN DAY!!! >3<🐹💕🎉 AHHHH my precious leader, you're so precious & amazing & just the best. also part of the reason I got into zb1 since most of the time my thought process is "WELL IF THE LEADER IS AWESOME ILL LIKE THE GROUP TOO" and it's basically a fool proof plan :DDD ((although I will say i initially went to see zb1's member page to find who the heck jiwoong and ricky were because when I saw them no joke I was like "these men aren't real why are they so gorgeous. stop. help." RIP LOL))
#also I may or may not have known hanbin would become my bias after finding out he was an enfj/hj#not saying that mbti matching will lead me to like someone but looking at who have been my biases in the past.. it seems fairly accurate..#((at least for me 😂))#ANYWAYS YEAH HAD TO CELEBRATE THIS MAN#zerobaseone#zb1#thank goodness for the abbreviation#flashback to when I was introducing boynextdoor to my mother and she was like “their name is so long???” and I immediately though of zb1#with their EVEN LONGER NAME (well kinda)#this has derailed ok buh byeee#I found out I like to abuse the tags on tumblr#they're so fun#anyways#random thoughts#OH ALSO SHOUTOUT TO THE FIRST TAKE FOR INTRODUCING ME TO THESE BOYS IM FOREVER GRATEFUL#ok this is the last tag I promise#jim's journal
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FROOTAYE FAVES SHOWCASE #001
@erindromeda's Video Game Music compilations!
My go-to whenever I'm looking for music to use in videos, ErinDromeda makes themed playlists using videogame music with a unique twist - each mix contains a story!
I really, REALLY appreciate how each playlist is labeled with a specific feeling, vibe, scenario. It's super helpful for my video making purposes! Most of the music in my videos has been found through an ErinDromeda mix, and I looove the variety of choice for anything you could need. You'll find both popular classics you could hear in any YouTube video, and obscure titles that you may have never of heard before!
I have to admit, I haven't been paying much attention to the story, but from what I've seen, It's genuinely interesting and fun. ErinDromeda uses videogame characters and adapts them to be parts of a large, continuous story that expands everytime a new mix is uploaded!
I discovered these playlists when one was recommended to me on the YouTube homepage - one of her more popular mixes, Video Game Music for Dancing in a Shopping Mall at 3AM! I enjoyed the variety and style, and ever since then I visit her channel whenever I'm in search of music for my videos.
For shorter versions of this and other FFS entries, check these out on twitter: https://twitter.com/frootaye/status/1647676584969531392
For videogame music lovers, storytelling enjoyers, video makers and curious viewers, check out ErinDromeda! :D
https://www.youtube.com/@ErinDromeda/featured
#i already posted a shorter version on twitter but i thought itd be fun#to write more expanded and thorough posts on tumblr!! showcasing videos and creations ive really enjoyed and maybe#somebody else will like them too :)#videogames#videogame music#youtube#playlist#gaming#gaming music#ErinDromeda#FROOTAYE FAVES SHOWCASE#music#from what ive seen erin is also active on tumblr so erin if youre reading this hi ty for your work#its so nice to be able to find what i need so easily and conveniently#i might post another faves showcase today?? ive been wanting to do one for eyezayar rdr2 arthur becomes series ill have to get on to writin#g that soon#there may be future changes and polishes bc ive never written one of these in such lenght (or many at all this is still the only one)#but i am working on the second one!!!!!! today or another day we will see#ok im rambling byeee#hopefully this shows up in tafgs
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heyyyy phoenix🫶 have you read or watched anything good recently? would really like some recs! hope you're doing well<3
hiiii jess💕💕💕💕💕 i could lie to seem cool but sadly i haven't been watching or reading anything cool lately, im trying to finish the vampire lestat but i cannot in good conscience call it good 💔 but my most recent movie was the devil wears prada and i enjoyed it plenty!!
hope u have a stella day too x)
#mutuals tag#mailbox#its actually so sad i wna watch a movie so bad but i dont have time#i might schedule to watch the social network on oct 1 though.......#miss that movie sooo much its free on youtube with subtitles last i checked#but i found a dvd with directors commentary and all that fun stuff so i might borrow it later!!!#ok mwah love u byeee
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I've been inactive for a while now so... I came to post these cause I have nothing else to say as usual...
I tried to add some lighting for my drawings 👀 , and here's how it came out
... i guess that's it ? Byee~
::Disappears again 😶🌫️::
#ehm..#i should have fun in the tags before I go#hmm so...#what should i tag this#lighting#ah right!#theo#Theodore#link#totk#loz botw#ahhhhh#is that enough tags?#no ?#d0ark ;)#drawing#ibispaintx#ok byeee~
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enter the gungeon is so fun i cant believe its taken me this long to check it out
#maan i missed playing dungeon crawlers#ive only gotten down to the 4th level so no spoilers.. verdict so far is that its relatively simple but well made. feels pretty tidy#i thought i wouldnt like the art style but actually its warmed on me i think its kinda cute now. ive def played uglier rogues#also JUICY stack of achievements to work thru thats what we like to see baby!! i only have 4/54 so far the grind is ON#i like when theyre not just 'reach lvl 1. reach lvl 2. reach lvl 3' like its fun to have achievements be an extra little challenge#bc reaching the levels is already rewarding enough in its own right and youd do that as part of the process of playing anyway...#if that makes sense. like i prefer when its smth u have to go a bit out of your way to get. as long as its not heavily tied to probability#ending achievements are cool tho bc those r satisfying + its nice to have them on steam so ppl know youve completed a game#ANYWAY. also i should have more reliable internet connection now so i can stop clawing at the walls and blog more instead :3#ok back to my gaming byeee#.diaries
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there we go . my pinned is newly updated w actual info on what im working on in regards to media preservation hehe + now has some links to other stuff ive scanned and what not ..... gah! ill find the rest later.....
#ok now i nap. byeee#txt#added actual like references for what manga i have and am working on :-)!#if u ever wanna see stuff from em or are curious just lemme know i love talking about this stuff its so fun to me
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Going to the movies so if anything happens Elite related on Rampage y'all let me know plz
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huh. well. that was quite the ride indeed. Spoilers for The Mentalist season 4 finale below, as well as mild spoilers for Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. lol
I did in fact enjoy it while it lasted, seeing Jane being unhinged will always be a delight.
Seeing Lisbon in a church was oddly soothing, and the ensuing Jisbon shenanigans were lovely.
Was something of a surprise to see the lady from Superman and Lois, but her character was cool. Very fun. Pretty. Hot. Curious. I keep making AoS comparisons (which is high praise, for the record) but she kinda gives season 2 Ward vibes /pos. Again, iykyk.
Love love love having the whole team in on the plan, that's always a fun time. Unfortunately things felt a bit rushed, probably a side effect of having been pampered by the double-episode finale last season. Everything just happened kinda fast in this one, not as much push and pull or obstacles and whatnot. Not that I particularly mind, it was a fun experience the whole way through and that's what I'm looking for.
As always, very excited to keep watching and see where the next season takes us.
#also yeah Jane's ily moment was something alright#dang what a way to do it#loved it#also also the revolving door of bosses is kinda comedic at this point#who's it gonna be next#let's spin the wheel to find out#also also also FBI agent Darcy looked really familiar and it turns out it's because she was also on AoS lol#it's one of my favourite shows of all time you can't blame me for relating everything to it#anyways her character on that was Dove Cameron's character's mom#(side note that storyline got dark as hell - I didn't fully realize when it was airing but holy crap they really went there)#anyways i bring this up because i have a vague recollection from my Dove Cameron obsession back in the day#that she plays Jane's daughter at some point on the mentalist doesn't she#that's a fun parallel#ok i wanna start season 5 tonight so byeee#the mentalist
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I lied. I want to talk abt lab lore and how it relates to Ro and Mapicc on lifesteal . I’m sorry if you had to scroll past that entire ask this one will go under a cut too!!!
Ok in the one above I said that Daisy and Saber made an agreement with the lab that they would work there in exchange for citizenships for all of them, that’s more like proof of humanity, all of them were considered animals native to the lab previously. Daisy, Saber, Ro and Mapicc all spawned at the same time (Daisy and Saber at 2 years old and Ro and Mapicc as newborns), then Brie spawned 4 years later at 2 years old and Bea (Mapicc’s younger sister) spawned 10 years after the original 4 as a 12 year old (Brie and Bea should line up to be the same age if my math is right). None of them are biologically related, but the Games family are all the same species and the same with the Leviathan family, so they call each other siblings.
In my head Daisy and Saber started their citizenship plan when they were 18 (so two years before the current lifesteal storyline, making Mapicc and Ro 15ish). They argued that the six of them had gained way too much sentience to still be considered entities instead of people, and through the magic of me not wanting to make lab politics, they won!
Their deal went that both groups of siblings would move to Hypixel away from their spawning lab in exchange for the older two siblings to work at the sister lab in Hypixel. (It’s like when a college agrees to forgive your student debt if you work as a professor there) Giving the younger four siblings humanity meant that the lab couldn’t test on them until they were 18 MEANING that’s why Mapicc and Ro are on lifesteal because the lab can’t get them while they’re on a server full time BAM istg that was my first point when making this its all abt where ppl come from!!!!!
NOX!!!! You knew this one was coming. Drop the roshambo games lore pretty pretty pretty please ^-^
I have so fucking much to say abt Roshambo Games BUT! most of it is attached to Mapicc too bc I think they’ve got to have grown up together to be that kind of connected SO official Noxious_aMillion duality backstory lore below!
I started making lore for them last year when I was in Barcelona and also Ro is Enderian coded (purple) and Mapicc is Netherborn coded (red) so they’re from a country halfway between the End and the Nether (I may explain my mc dimensions solar system lore later but for now just bear w me lol) called Themona for no reason as far as I can remember! The language they speak there is also a mix of Enderian and Nether called Bayan (again, not sure where the name came from)
Now they’re from Themona but they actually LIVE in Hypixl (I believe it’s still a common hc to have Hypixl be the base world for most characters) in house on the lake! I may draw it hold on
Hi I’m back. I forgot how bad I am at drawing architecture, never mind
Anyway! Lake house! It’s on a small gulf that connects to the ocean so they can get to the ocean but they do have a to jump the bar to get out. They have a speedboat with a fold up second level and there is much kneeskiing about. There’s an island a little bit out from the coast that can only be accessed by boat but is a massive spot for fun cultural stuff like food trucks and music and running around barefoot through big crowds! It’s called the Baryard and I may elaborate on it later if anyone is interested.
Ro works on lifesteal obviously but his older sister Daisy who is 20 works in a sister lab to the one all of them spawned in that is located on Hypixel instead of Themona (I may explain the connected Games-Leviathan lore later too?) (basically she and Saber (Mapicc’s older brother) made a deal with the lab they spawned in that the oldest two siblings would work for the lab in exchange for all of their citizenships- as opposed to lab numbers) Ro’s younger sister Briesé (Brie for short) who is 15 goes to Highpoint high school and is besties with Mayzie Doons and the rest of the Highpoint kids!
I tend to bounce around on what all of them do (scientists, club dj’s, performing arts group) but I think that is because I’m such a Roguy and like to project. The real lore is what I wrote above trust me 🙏🙏
#I have backstories like this for the majority of characters that lead up to them joining lifesteal ! it’s fun for me#some of them have crazy politics too bc I was taking a class on European politics two years ago when I made them lol#some of them have weird science too!!#<- I find that interesting bc I usually am not that good at those subjects but for some reason they come rather easily to me here#ok byeee lmk if yall wanna hear my thoughts on other characters!#please please please please please
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Not Over the Papaya | OP81
⊹ 。•┈꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱┈• 。゚
Ships : Oscar Piastri x Popstar! Reader , Ex!Lando Norris x Popstar! Reader
Genre : Fluff Smau
A/N : This is so fun to writeeee.Also would you guys like a series masterlist… or does my current Main masterlist do the job? Btw just another reminder ~ no hate to the people referenced in this fic.
Face claim : Jennie Kim
Warnings : Mild cursing , Grammar Errors
Summary : Y/N and Oscar cope with their own breakups by making the Heartbreak Club.
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*messages are disabled
Notification : You received a message from Oscar
Notification : You received a message from Max
*Message sent
*Incoming call from Oscar
Pick up or Decline
Pick up
“Hi Y/N”
“Hi Osc”
“So how have you been?”
“Really Oscar? how have I been… could you be more awkward?”
“Yes really, now answer the question gremlin”
“Ok fine. I’ve been feeling shitty lately, because your teammate decide to cheat on me. How about you Oscar how have you been?”
“I’ve been feeling like shit too. Because my high school girlfriend decided to cheat on me then proceed to dump me over text”
“Wait… what?? She broke up with YOU? and she did it over text too? I did not know that”
“Yup, honestly couldn’t get more sad than that I guess”
“Well if it helps, Lando did the same to me… so yeah.”
“Wow. What amazing exes we have huh?”
“I know right? were just so lucky on that department. So what are you doing to cope?”
“You know, I have racing and training to keep my mind off it. Logan’s trying to be there for me as much as he can. How bout you?”
“Hmmm~ thats great to hear. Me? I uh guess writing songs really helps”
“You know, talking to you really helps too.”
“Really?? Well i like talking to you too Osc”
“Yeah, you’ve been a surprising addition to my schedule. Never imagined being this friendly with my teammates’s girlfriend”
“EX-girlfriend. And yeah same … and I’m grateful that I got to talk to you. SEE I told you Heartbreak Club will help us!”
“Alright, Nerd. I admit it”
“Hmm. I just realized something.”
“What?”
“I’ve never heard you talk as much before. Oh my! did I just influence you to becoming a yapper??”
“Ok dork shut up”
“HHAHAHAHAAH”
“Where are you now? Your in England right?”
“Yes. I’m at my condo… why?”
“how about a coffee run?”
“Since when did you drink coffee?? and now??”
“Since you forced me drink the latte at the MTC and yes now. Are you in or not?”
“YES! i’m down”
“Alright. Dress up and I’ll pick you up.”
“Mkay! drive safe. Byeee”
“I will. Bye Y/N”
*Call ended
Y/N. 45m
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oscarpiastri 30m
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Y/N. Wow since when did you start taking aesthetic photos 🤭
oscarpiastri I get tons of practice because a certain someone makes me take soo much pictures.
landonorris I thought you broke up with your girlfriend
oscarpiastri I did.
landonorris oh? who’s she thenn
oscarpiastri someone special to me.
lilyz who’s the girl?
oscarpiastri it doesn’t concern you.
Y/N.
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Y/N. You embarrassed me motherf—
sabrinacarpenter YES. Slay Mama~ I see you 🤭.
Y/N. did I do justice with your lyrics Luv?
sabrinacarpenter I knew smth hot was coming when you asked to use my lyrics!
Y/N. 🤭🤭🤭
user1 That body bang! y/n really said not yours anymore.
user2 she’s hot, talented and successful. Lando fumbled BAD.
user3 Not Y/N casually letting us know she’s booked Calvin Klein. 🥵
user4 Ok but who’s that on the 2nd and 5th slide thooo.
user5 if its a friend or smth more who caresss if Lando could jump into a relationship that fast, Y/n could as well.
user6 Oscar in the likes, I see you.
user7 I lowkey ship 🫣
user8 maybe its oscar in the photos too!
user6 Y/N and Oscar have been interacting lots lately
user9 Oscar’s with lily tho.
user10 I haven’t seen them together for so long. Smth seems off tbh.
user11 Oscar and lily are both private people so of couse we don’t get to see them.
Y/N. why are y’all gossiping in my comments 🧐
user6 WTF hello @Y/N??
oscarpiastri
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oscarpiastri Change of plans. I’m into coffee now ☕️
logansargeant in my years of knowing you , you never drank coffee
oscarpiastri well taste changes mate, what can I say? liked by Y/N.
charles_leclerc now you’re really my son!
user1 WHO TAUGHT OSCAR HOW TO POST CUNTY PICS?
user2 show yourself! we need to thank you 😭
user3 I choked on air when I saw it was posted on Oscar’s personal ig! i thought it was a fan page or smth.
user4 3rd slide had me on a chokehold!!
user5 Oscar’s hotness aside. Why does the caption sound so cryptic.
user6 Right?? is it really about coffee tho… ur very suspect Oscar Jack Piastri.
user7 specially when rumors of Oscar and Lily breaking up???
user8 What do you mean? where did you hear that??
user7 check twitter girl!
user9 Ok now Y/N’s in the likes and her liking Oscar’s reply!! What is happening yall 😭
user10 everything has been so messy. but ngl when Y/N used Oscar’s Tweet format? Iconic.
user11 Y/Nscar interactions are migrating to instagram.
*Incoming call from Oscar
Pick up or Decline
Pick up
“Hello, Osc. What’s up?”
“I need your help.”
“With what exactly?”
“Making an announcement”
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Psst... Y'know what's better than Lilia with a baby?... Lilia with TWO babies. Lilia having twins would be so cute but chaotic. Especially if they're identical girls and they have way too much fun with it (Lilia too). Like, MC and Lilia are the only ones who can always tell who is who. I can just imagine them having those little bangs and hair horns like their papa and they'd be so cute ashgfgeh. Also, I headcanon twins being rare in the fae world so these two definitely taking of advantage by scaring people. They basically climb Malleus like he's a tree and man is too happy to indulge. They take naps and cuddle with big brother Silver and scare Seven (they make up for it with wittle kisses). Lilia would be so shocked but happy with having TWO babies to take care of. Like, if you have a pregnancy glow, this man has a glow while taking care of babies. Ok, thank you byeee.
[kind of related to this ask]
Hello Anonie 💚🌺🌷
Reading this had me laughing, I haven’t dealt with twins much but I can imagine they are double the chaos from what little experience I’ve had.
I was also reminded of Playful Land Event where Lilia couldn’t handle Grim and, yeah, he going to be one tired papa.
Well, I guess you can say it’s the world returning to him what he’s owed right? All that pranking and scaring others?? 😆 and of course, all the extra love and joy he deserves. 💚
He’s lucky he has two sons who can help him and YN out 💞 who has bountiful of energy…for now.
Despite the twins trying so hard to trick their parents and brothers, they never can. Parents know them too well and their differences. Malleus can tell, he helped raise them and even then their magic aura gives them away. Silver is observant, he’s picking up which twin is who right away no matter what. He’s a knight what did you expect? 🤣
I think the only one who might have some trouble is Sebek, not because he doesn’t know them. But sometimes he second guessed himself.
Not only do they have the hair bangs and little horns but I imagine they also have different colors that fits their moods. 💞💞
I fully believe twins are rare, especially if we follow low birth rates among the fae lore. So many don’t initially know that ex-General Vanrouge had twins.
But that changes real quick, they are just like their papa, as silent as a shadow. Ready to strike their next victim.
It’s not uncommon for one of the twins to be sleeping on Malleus. Head tucked between his horns with one hand holding his horn. While the other twin is sleeping on Silver who’s standing guard right next to Mal.
Walking into that office must be a sight 😂💞
Poor Sebek is going to get early gray hairs because of these two, but at least they keep him on his toes. I can see him catch them and carry them like sacks of flour. While the two struggle, hah! He’s a knight. Good luck getting out of his arms. He can do this all day. He lets them go eventually but the twins makes sure he gives them kisses before they get their next victim. Sebek is lucky Ace isn’t there to laugh at his flustered face.
Lilia is happy. He now has two babies! Well, four. Of course, Malleus and Silver will always be babies in his eyes.
Sometimes, you catch him awake in the middle of the night, watching his babies and holding them. It wasn’t easy coming to this point in life. But he wouldn’t trade it for the world.
His family. His loves. 🥹💞
This was cute ahhh 💞💞💚💚
#answered#lilia vanrouge#malleus draconia#twst silver#sebek zigvolt#lilia vanrouge x reader#anonies ask#twst x reader
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author's note: hiiiiii! this could potentially be a series if people like it. I have never written anything before and I did not proofread very carefully + wrote this super late at night. there seems to be a ton of lore in this part to set the vibe. let me know what you think! I am new to tumblr but I am pretty sure my asks/requests are open as well! ok byeee xoxo
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i. lilac short skirt
September, 2023
The sound of various playlists had been echoing down the hall and into your poorly insulated room for the past few hours. However, it was silent in your room, as your normally steady hand was shakily applying a final coat of mascara to your lashes. You sighed as you twisted the wand back into the tube, tossed it in your yet-to-be-organized drawer, and ran your fingers through your hair. Gazing at your reflection, you grew frustrated. It was your senior year at UConn, you had just moved all of your things back into Husky Village with the rest of your closest sorority sisters, and everything was on track to go perfect for the year. You had just received your LSAT scores back, and they were better than what you had initially anticipated, ensuring you an acceptance at your law school of choice when looked at in combination with your perfect GPA. There was only one thing missing, and it was the one thing you had never imagined you would be without. Her.
Attempting to make it through syllabus week seemed nearly impossible on Monday, but you had managed. The entire week felt like going through the motions. Your routine in Storrs, CT, had been the same for nearly the last three years and you hadn’t realized how difficult revisiting the familiar places on campus would be for your healing process. Honestly, you were just thankful to have not seen her yet, but you knew the odds of running into her tonight were more likely than not; Paige.
On that note, you opened your nightstand drawer. You had been doing so well in regulating your grief, but you couldn’t help the tear that threatened to escape when you gently picked up the polaroid of the two of you from last Fall. Both of you in unintentionally matching sweatsuits, you sat on her lap at a bonfire party. She had a blanket wrapped around herself sitting in a lawn chair, with her arms wrapping around you. You had flashed your biggest smile for the camera, a natural blush showing on your cheeks as a result from the butterflies your then-girlfriend gave you as you cuddled into her, but Paige wasn’t looking at the camera. She wore a soft smile while looking only at your bright face. It was the kind of look she reserved only for you, as if no one else was capable of evoking that same action from her. The polaroid was slightly worn, as it used to sit in the back of your phone case. Now, it resides permanently in your nightstand as the sight of it makes your stomach churn with the harsh reality of her absence, but throwing it away made the realness of the situation seem too permanent.
You were brought back to reality with two gentle knocks on the door. You didn’t have time to hide the tear from earlier that had made its way down your cheek before your best friend, Hazel, had entered. She quickly shut the door behind her, and her big smile turned into a look of concern as she noticed the object between your fingers. “I’m not going to ask if you’re okay, but I just want you to know we don’t have to go tonight if you don’t want to. We can call food in and binge watch a show? We only have one year left together so I don’t have a problem doing that instead”, she quickly babbled out. You could tell she had probably had a few with your sorority sisters down the hall at how quickly she had been talking and the flush of her face. “No”, you said. “I have to deal with this eventually, and I can’t spend the whole year feeling sorry for myself. Let’s have fun tonight!” you smiled. You knew that Paige had more than likely moved on in more ways than one and there was no sense in making yourself miserable any longer. You had your girls, and that was all you needed. “Can you help me pick out an outfit?” you asked your seemingly convinced best friend. “Yes!” she shrieked, b-lining it to your closet. You placed the polaroid back in your nightstand and shut the drawer while she rummaged through your freshly unpacked closet.
You felt the corners of your mouth twitch upwards as she started holding out options on her own body, tossing things aside she found unfit for the evening. You were thankful for the friendship you had made in your Introduction to Criminal Justice class you had taken your first semester at UConn. Hazel had taken a seat next to you on the first day and since then, you had been pretty much inseparable. You found yourself being literally snapped back to reality again with her loud laugh. “What are you smiling at? That was a quick mood change”. You shook your head as you told her, “I am just thankful for you. I don’t know how I would’ve made it these three years and especially the last few months without you”. She just shook her head and turned back around to make her final selection before tossing her choice onto your bed and making her way towards the door. Before she let it shut she added, “Thank me by putting that on and enjoying yourself. You deserve it. I’m gonna go grab you a drink and some shots. You need them. When I’m back, be ready to head out!”
You giggled feeling excited for the first time in a while. It was short lived as you looked onto your bed to change into the outfit she had picked out. The lilac short skirt she had selected paired with a simple white baby tee had been the exact outfit you wore out to the same bar you were heading to the first night you had met and spent with her, with Paige.
September, 2021
Cramming yourself into Ted’s, you could feel the tequila sodas you had lost count of coursing through your veins. You had just finished your second syllabus week, the stress of recruitment, and getting ready for the exciting year ahead. Per usual greek-life tradition, the girls in your pledge class were taking some of the newly joined girls out to celebrate their bids, the start of their new college life, and to have a good time. Standing at only 5 '2 you held Hazel’s hand as she effortlessly guided you through the crowd to a somewhat-empty area for you all to conjoin at. You stood on your tiptoes to make sure no one was left behind before turning to Hazel. “Let’s go get some shots for everyone!”
As you turned around, you bumped into a much taller figure, spilling their drink all over the floor. You felt your cheeks get hot with embarrassment and a ramble of apologies were already leaving your mouth as you looked up from where the pink liquid and ice cubes were, “Oh my gosh, I am so sorry. I am so clumsy I can’t believe…”, you found yourself at a loss for words as you made eye contact with the girl. She was tall, and had to be at least 6’0. She had a skinnier build, but you could see the faint lines of proven muscle definition in her arms as she tucked loose hair behind her ears. She had a wide smile, without showing any teeth form and her eyes creased as she saw your expression. “Hey, don’t worry about it! It’s crowded in here!” she laughed. You were thankful for her nonchalant reaction, but it didn’t make the guilt you felt any better for spilling her pretty much full drink. “Do you think I could buy you another to make up for it? Please, it’s the least I could do. I don’t mean that in a creepy “I’m trying to get with you way”, but more a “I feel like a dumbass and am really embarrassed way”. Not that I don’t think that you're hot and wouldn’t get with…” you groaned as you cut yourself off again, hand covering your eyes as you made yourself cringe. You heard a light laugh, “It’s all good. Sure, you can buy me a drink. I’m Paige, by the way. Paige Bueckers”. As you looked up at her again, you saw her grin had grown into a gummy smile, holding out her hand to shake yours.
After introducing yourself, Paige led you to the bar with ease, given her height. After thinking she had lost you in the crowd the first time, she extended her hand backwards, offering her pinky for you to hold. You hope she didn’t notice the way your face lit up as you accepted her simple gesture, trying not to read too far into how romantic it felt. You had literally just met the girl, but had never felt so instantly comfortable with someone in your life. Paige let you buy her drink you had spilt, but refused to let you pay for the next few rounds, your drinks included. You had talked about everything, covering where you guys were from, discovering your same ages, learning she was on the women’s basketball team, and you being overly invested in your academics. You hadn’t even realized how much time had passed till you felt your phone buzz and saw the time on your lockscreen, 12:45 a.m.
Hazel Crawford <3
Girl, are you good? I haven’t seen you since you said you were going to the bar.
10:03 p.m.
I see you. Omg, are you hanging out with Paige Bueckers???
10:45 p.m.
I cannot wait to hear about this tomorrow.
11:30 p.m.
I am headed back home. I didn’t want to interrupt you guys or make you feel like you needed to come home. Love you, be safe, and text me when you leave!
11:49 p.m.
Paige must’ve noticed your change in demeanor. “Is everything okay?” she asked. You quickly sent a response to Hazel telling her you were safe and would let her know when you got home. “Yes, of course. I just came here with friends and hadn’t realized how much time had passed. They were worried about me, but they all have gone home now” you replied sheepishly. “Well, are you ready to head out? I can walk you home if you’d like” she said as you stood up. You were pulling down your too-short lilac skirt down as you grabbed your things. “No, no. You don’t have to do that! I have already taken up so much of your night. I’m sorry again -” you felt yourself being cut off again as she grabbed your hand that was holding your phone and purse. She looked you intently in the eyes as she said, “I would really like to walk you home if that’s okay with you”. You couldn’t help the smile that crept on your face again as you led her towards the door. “Okay, Bueckers, let’s go home then”, you grinned.
You can’t remember everything that you and Paige talked about on your way home, but you do remember the constant giggling, the way she swung your interlocked hands like you were just two kids, and the way she held the door open for you as you walked into your building. “This is me” you slowed, as you reached the door to your single dorm. “Do you want to come in?” you offered, feeling a little bold. Paige smiled before taking your other hand in hers. Holding them both she responded, “I would love to but I have practice in the morning and am already out way later than I should have been, but I didn’t want to say goodbye to the prettiest girl in the bar”. You felt your face grow hot as what must have been the millionth time of the night. It had only been a couple hours and you knew this girl was going to be the death of you. You had a feeling she might be thinking the same of you. She took one of her hands holding yours and placed it on the side of your face, stroking your cheek before saying just above a whisper, “I’m really sorry if this is forward, but I really want to kiss you and -”. This time it was you cutting her off as you stood on your tippy toes to close the gap between the two of you. Your hands moved around her neck and her free hand moved to your waist, holding you gently as if you were porcelain but firm enough so that you couldn’t melt away from her. You could’ve stayed that way for hours, but when you both finally pulled apart to catch your breath, it felt like time had frozen. Paige pecked your lips one more time before leaning down to whisper in your ear, “Goodnight, pretty girl”. With that, she turned around and made her way down the hall. As you shut the door behind you you couldn’t help the butterflies that exploded in your chest.
The next morning, you had woken up a bit panicked as you realized you had never gotten the tall blonde’s number, or knew where she lived. As you threw a sweatshirt on to head to Hazel’s room to debrief the night before’s events, you shut the door behind you. There you found an envelope freshly taped to your door, what must’ve been just an hour or so earlier. You quickly took the note and opened up to a phone number and a small note saying, “I hope you let me see you soon, Pretty Girl”. You beamed to yourself before running down the hall to Hazel’s room.
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