#ok goodnight now 😌

[allpromarlo]

i don’t think a character has ever polarized me as much as geto has. i will hate on that mfer without a lick of shame but let me see ONE fanart of him and

[capn-twitchery]

glad to see such strong solidarity in the tags of my last wip, thank you flumblr<3

[mightbemod]

I GOT THE IDEA FOR THIS IT CAME AS A VISION and so I had to draw it IMMEDIATELY. Johnny being an asshole is my favorite genre of Johnny. 😌 ok goodnight now

[iu-jjang]

[FANCAFE] 23.09.18 IU replies to uaena’s comments on her fancafe (Part 1)

IU replying to her own post:

Ah I forgot to mention one thing..

I really wanted to at least attend one of the movie screenings today and do a surprise stage greeting… but there’s a really big scene to be filmed today and I’m not in Seoul right now..ㅠㅠ I tried to arrange my schedule since a month ago, but it’s a scene that many actors appear on set together and matching everyone’s schedules is like catching a star in the sky, so it was difficult for me to meet uaenas today, whatt ㅠㅠ!!! Just saying in case there are any uaenas looking at the door, waiting for me to make my appearance and not being able to enjoy the movie today..

Uaena: I cried so much that I took a crying selca, unnie… if you read this on stage, I would have been submerged (in tears)…

IU: Show us -clap- show us -clap-

Uaena: I’m curious about whether you had your dinner, whether you’re filming right now, whether you’ve been sleeping well lately. I love you.

IU: I just reached my accomodations, washed up and wrote this letter. I’m going to bed now. Tomorrow will be a busy day from early morning to night! Nowadays, the moment my butt touches something, I fall asleep kekekeke 😍 Goodnight!!!!

Uaena: I was looking forward to (your surprise appearance), but it’s ok! We can’t ruin jingjjang’s schedule! Have a safe trip back. You worked hard for today’s momo concert!!! I’m wondering if you saw the uaena waving goodbye to you as you left? ㅠ

IU: Of course I saw all of it 😌 There were many people holding slogans and I saw many lightsticks too, so I put in effort to look at them, but I was told not to open the window for safety reasons, so I couldn’t open my window. Sorry ㅜㅜ

Uaena: -long post which mentioned that uaena’s love for IU is not one-sided but reciprocated by IU-

IU: What do you mean one-sided!!😡🔥🔥 I love you!!

Uaena: Unnie, when exactly do you sleep? Please sleep well! This middle schooler uaena will be going to bed first hehe Have a good night 🫶🏻

IU: Nowadays, I almost always sleep at midnight!!! After my middle school days, it’s the first time I’m having a routine lifestyle again 😍😍

Uaena: I really want to ask whether you think a serious bread includes salty bread. 🤨

IU: Salty bread looks cute, so it’s an excited bread.(TL note: IU mentioned before on IU TV that she prefers sweet bread and doesn’t like ‘serious’ bread like garlic baguette or pizza bread or sausage bread which tastes of food.)

Uaena: Has your skin recovered from the mosquito bite??? I noticed you stuck a sticker to hide it cutely today kiki

IU: … It keeps swelling up..ㅠㅠ I think this evil mosquito released its poison all the way inside my bones (insert mosquito bite selca)

Uaena: Jieun noona, have you watched the show in the movie theatre?! It’s almost like going back again to last year, it’s no joke!!

IU: Have I watched it, or have I not~?

Uaena: I’m curious about the drink you often order from the coffee truck. Please let us know your TMI.

IU: Babamba latte. When it’s hot, I go for ICE, when it’s cold, I go for HOT 😌 (TL note: It’s a mix of chesnut, walnut and milk with some honey)

Uaena: Have you seen the Unique Dayooki (TL note: IU 15th anniv contest on fancafe)?! The creations are hilarious 💜

IU: Uaena are.. really (in a good way) crazy.

Uaena: Unnie, to you what is the most legendary song of Golden Hour?

IU: The 3rd section of the concert is really… awesome…

Uaena: How are things between you and your brother lately?

IU: Getting better as we get older 👍

IU replying to herself:

Ah I really need to go to bed now!! 🐥🐥🐥🐥 I’m really going to bed!!! I’ll be back tomorrow if I have time during my breaks. Today is an important day for us ❤️ Let’s keep the conversation going. Goodnight!!! 😊😊😊

Translated by IUteamstarcandy

Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4

[thetwilightroadtonightfall]

“Up in the clouds

Oblivion sounds

Whatever way you go,

It's not right if it's not with me.” 🍂

——Overmorrow x The Bird by Ok Goodnight Part IV

notes under the cut:

I kept this simple both as a callback to pt. 2 and bc that was the limit of my artistic abilities tonight uwu

In the oc file, I talk about the big void left behind by Agapios’ passing. There’s Charis’ pain, a child losing his father, but there’s also Xenia’s pain, a wife losing her husband, and Fidel’s pain, a tired helper and family man losing the prospects of a brighter future

The sad reality is that in their sorrows, they weren’t always able to be the parental figures Charis needed at the time. More often than not, Charis was the one who found the strength to keep things together, to keep their hopes and dreams alive

now for the symbolism~

Charis’ light(/hope/resilience) resonates with the light of his past (Agapios) and the light of his future (Ephemer), shining even in the deep darkness of grief that blankets the family

Ephemer and Agapios are parallels for this but are also just similar kinds of people in general—bright, strong, and selfless to a fault

Charis also acts as a literal guide for Ephemer, strong enough to break though the clouds of his despair…and through the gutter/frame separating them 😌

[hihimissamericanbi]

celineeeeee gimme that lost in the woods prompt PLEASE 😌

Help all i can think about is the song from Frozen II why did i do this to myself ok.

Again, this got out of hand and is very stream of consciousness so, under the cut we go.

I apologize because i don't think you are a drarry girlie but to me, this has auror partners harry and draco with a draco POV and he is so pining and pathetic written all over it. we get a very brief setup where we as readers can TOTALLY tell harry likes him back, but Draco is just too wet kitteh to see it.

The mission goes wrong, it's very scary, harry does his big protective powerful harry bit that makes draco's knees weak, but now they are lost and wandless and it's getting dark. harry is powerful and is able to at least transfigure some sort of shelter and blankets and conjure small fire with wandless magic, but a proper heating charm won't hold without a wand. they need to camp out for the night until they can figure out a way to make contact with the ministry.

well, harry tells draco, very blunt and matter of fact, they need to sleep naked and under the covers together so they don't die of hypothermia. harry is a survivor, he kinda goes on autopilot, and draco thinks this means nothing to harry whereas he, draco, is FREAKING THE FUCK OUT over here. he can't believe his eyes as he watches the savior strip all the way down until he's nothing by miles of bare skin, glowing golden in the firelight, cut abs and thick thighs and body hair and battle scars and oh my salazar look at that COCK that draco wants to worship. harry holds eye contact the whole time, and is there something heated in that gaze beyond just the urgency of "do this so we don't die"? Draco strips and harry's eyes track down his naked body and back up. Draco has to use every ounce of energy he has left not to let his dick jump the way it wants to under harry's gaze.

They slide under the covers, shivering, panting from the cold. the fire crackles and draco can hear every inhale, exhale from the man mere inches from him, naked and glorious and everything he's ever wanted.

They stiffly bid each other goodnight, but when draco turns away, harry spoons up behind him.

draco freezes. "potter, what---"

"i told you, we need skin-to-skin contact to preserve body heat."

draco is so so glad he's not the one spooning harry, or harry would be getting jabbed in the ass by Draco's very eager erection rn.

he feels harry's warm breaths on his neck, holds himself painfully still, trying not to mess this up, this one opportunity he has to be in harry's arms. Pretend, just for a moment, that it means something.

harry snakes a hand around draco's torso until he has Draco's pale hand clasped gently in his own.

"I must not tell lies" glows in sharp relief against the dying yellow flames.

Draco feels a soft kiss pressed to the back of his neck, so gentle, almost hesitant.

"Potter?" malfoy squeaks

potter sighs, sending more heat ghosting across draco's skin, making him shiver. "i just. i just want to protect you. and today, i thought... nevermind."

"no, what?"

"Today i thought i'd lost you, and when we made it out of there by some miracle, i realized i did not want to go another day without telling you"

Draco strokes him thumb over the raised marks of the scars on the back of harry's hand

"tell me what?" draco whispers.

Harry holds draco tighter, rolls him over to his back so harry is propped up over him. his eyes are so green and fierce and in that moment, draco knows, and feels it in his body, and in harry's body as they both finally let themselves give in to what they want, let their bodies show their desire, cocks hardening against their thighs, pulse racing, skin aflame everywhere they touch...

Harry brushes a lock of hair from Draco's face.

"I want you." He licks his lips, breathes. "I want all of you. I'm fucking greedy and i know it and i'm not sorry but. i want every single piece of you, draco malfoy, inside and out. please. please, won't you let me show you?"

Draco can only gasp, words entirely stuck in his throat

"please, i'll make you feel so good. let me fuck you. let me, please, i need," the words are pressed into the crook of draco's neck, soft, wet kisses pressed between each one, "I need to make you feel half of what i feel."

Harry Potter, needy and begging.

"Oh, my darling," draco can only sigh. "Don't you know?" he pulls harry up, licks slowly and purposefully into his mouth, lets their kiss fill them both up until they are floating over darkened treetops. "I'm already yours."

~~

oops looks like i forgot the smut ok they fuck hot and slow and it's really intense. harry blows draco first because he wasn't kidding when he said he wanted nothing more than to make draco feel good (he's a service top like his daddy) and then harry opens draco up on his fingers and turns him over and pushes inside with draco completely prone beneath him, harry draped entirely over every inch of his body like he can press his whole self inside draco and live there the rest of his life.

they drift off, wake up, fuck again in the dark, then the next time they open their eyes it's to find Weasley's freckled face leaning over them, haloed in the bright morning light filtering through the trees, and saying "oh thank merlin."

harry: "yeah, thank merlin you found us."

ron: "no, thank merlin you both finally got together. we knew where you were the whole time, but hermione thought it would be prudent to see where the night took you before dragging you both home. cheers to what looks like a very successful night!"

[boyfhee]

jay is the husband who would bring you a flower a day, searching what each flower mean 🥺 fuck it, i cant have him but you can.

thanks, you can definitely give me more tips for counselling hehe. i don't know if she will take bipc but she says i will cause one day she tell, ill take arts amd commerce other day ill take mec and other day, polytechnic haha like she chamges it everyday so i really cant tell.

but she is studying in 10th so, a few more months and she will decide what is good for her. the fact that there will be no boards for the coming 10th students 😔 why were we born in the 2000's era caelin? why?

i dont think you will faint in faint of the cadaver, i have seen dissection videos on youtube before i join pcm so, i know the courage it takes to stand near it and do it + when you sleep alone at night, what if it haunts you 😭 nooo, i am done for sure.

since i am an ENGINEERing student, can't talk about it but i will always talk medicine with you. please share me what you learn sometimes caelin, ok? hope your medicine years will go smoothly <3

i got into kpop early 2020, day before bts on comeback 😁 i never knew what were comebacks or debut or contents etc etc. until i started stanning bts. and then enhypen since the day their profiles were released 🤧 i saw my bois grow, you cant ask me how i suffered. eggies will definitely cry if you ask them about iland.

what groups did you stan during your early kpop days??? and what kdramas or anime were your firsts?? i am 17 so it's okay if i interact with you right?? i saw your carrd too, but asking again 😌

anyway, goodnight caelin, hope you meet jay in your dreams. tell me if you guys got married or not :0 and when you see this, it will be morning so happy morning <33 and happy bakhrid.

— lover clun anon ^3^

im tweaking please stop . literally wanted to write a jay fic as we speak, but i have no motivation to write these days TT

OMG tenth graders are like that !!! my brother is also in tenth and one day he wants to go in soft engineering and the other, astrophysics or lawyer, it's a mess. he hates bio though, so med is definitely not an option for him :"> AND NO BOARDS FOR TENTH ANYMORE ? god hates me. out batch felt so experimental tbf :/

i love watching dissection / surgery videos, but what if i can't stand the smell ㅠㅠ gna sleep at night after reciting hanuman chalisa bruv o_o also my cousin is a dentist and she told be about a dream she had where he was running away from a huge jaw ?? chasing after her ?? it was a couple days before her finals lmfao

and i would love to hear you talk about engineering too :D not that i know a lot, but maybe this is my chance to expand my knowledge >< i will surely tell you what i learn ( was revising thorax anatomy yesterday btw ) hope engineering treats you well mwah

ohh omg i used to stan bts ! like around blood, sweat and tears era ?? it lasted till they they dropped idol i think ? and then it felt like their music changed drastically so i stopped listening to them, but i do have a few new songs that i like, mostly solo works that too of jk only TT i have a v bad habit of not listening to new songs for some reason

actually, two of my friends gushed about iland, but i was never into survival shows so i just listened to them and hyped them up but never focused on it. then i saw that sunghoon was debuting as an idol— i knew him since he was a figure skater, but that still didn't convince me to check them out lmfao TT but i came across fever one day and i'm telling you, i listened to it for weeks straight before even bothering to check the group out hehe ( _ _; ) even though i haven't watched iland, i've seen clips and that gave me an idea of how the show was

my first kpop group was exo ! i stanned bts shortly after, and then was introduced to nct, then svt, now enhypen. although i have been a casual listener to a lot of groups, esp ggs. and the only ggs i've ever stanned are formis and aespa >< my first kdrama was suspicious partner, i love it so much :D the chemistry is so good ++ it has a mystery element so i love it even more. and first anime was haikyuu TT i love them sm, it's truly my comfort show

now tell me about you :O your first kdrama, anime, first bias, how did you come across kpop, do you collect albums / merch— anything !

ps i didn't meet jay in my dreams ( for some reason, whenever i have enha dreams they're super weird and the boys try to kill me most of the time ) i had a nice sleep nonetheless, hope u did too ! eid mubarak to you as well ^_^

[keeganmantle]

Me & Marina are going to sleep now.😊

Shiver came in to check on us. Thank you for a nice 1st day on Tumblr. Hopefully moving forward I'm safe on here like I am on Twitter & Discord. As long as I got these girls, I'm ok.😌

These characters helped me a lot throughout my anxiety.❤️

You have no idea.🥹

Goodnight guys. Looks like another safe social media for me.❤️

[sluttymickey]

Ian's squishy cheeks 🥰

[redskysailor]

rules: you can usually tell a lot about a person by the music they listen to! put your music library on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people.

tagged by @homeworkforpigeons! hi bailor thank you for distracting me from a very very painful tummyache i rly appreciate it <33

All I Need - Jacob Collier

Brothers on a Hotel Bed - Death Cab for Cutie

Hideaway - Jacob Collier

Cabinet Man - Lemon Demon

Superball - The Barbaras

Alpenglow - Nightwish

Prom - Vulfpeck

Little Bird - The Weepies

You - Tally Hall

Sweet Bod - Lemon Demon

@just-a-fungi @nosiidam @sodabutch @peitalo @surskip @barbieyaga @legodisease @el-hermoso @jaybirrrd @3frogs and anyone else who wants to do it! especially mutuals my beloved mutuals <3

[masonxomount]

Sweet Dreams - Mason Mount

I’m actually not online at the moment! I scheduled this to go up before I went on holiday! I will be back Friday (29th Oct) night! Enjoy!

For @ofxinnocence 😘😌

Tag list: @whiskeypowder​ @chloereddy @mountsmason​ ​@ofxinnocence

Just ask if you’d like to be added!

(Using this gif because Mason’s side profile is 👌🥵)

It was the end of one of Ben Chilwell's house parties. And true to his good nature, Ben had invited everyone to stay over as it was very late. Everyone was either still drunk, very tired, or both. 

Everyone was waiting for Ben to tell them where they could all go to crash. Ben however, had decided that where people decided to sleep within his house was not his problem. 

"I don't know, sort it out between you!" Ben shouted as he wandered off towards his own room. His house was big, that wasn't a problem, but the sheer volume of people that he had allowed to stay was a problem.

"I don't know what he was thinking…" You thought out loud, knowing Mason was the only one who would hear you. Around you people were dispersing off to find a guest room to sleep in. 

Mason shrugged, a soft smile on his face as he watched Ben go as it was kind of comical. "We'd better hurry though or we'll be outside on his sofa set." 

You giggled at the thought of sleeping outside, that was not your ideal night. 

Your little bag was already slung over your shoulder and you were already changed, so you started up the staircase to Ben's hallway. Mason was following you, and in the end you both found an empty room at the end of the corridor, with one, lone double bed. There was about enough floor space for one person to lie on, but it wouldn't have been comfortable. 

You walked in and surveyed the room. Through the walls you could hear doors shutting, signaling everyone else had already taken over the other rooms. 

"I'll sleep on the floor, Y/N."

"No, I'll sleep on the floor." You retorted. 

You both stood on either side of the bed facing each other. There was a moment where you both realised the other wasn't going to allow them to sleep on the floor. That meant only one thing. 

"It's a double bed, that can fit both of us right?"

"Double beds are meant to fit two people after all." 

You and Mason both spoke at the same time, words mixing in the air over the bed, meanings exactly the same. 

Again another moment of silence. 

"We can sleep in the same bed." You confirmed, trying to insert confidence into your tone so the situation was not awkward. 

"Yeah, yeah we can." Mason replied in the same tone. 

Dropping your bag onto the floor on your side of the bed, you shuffled underneath the covers, meaningfully staying as close to the edge as possible. 

"I'll be, um, back in a second." Mason said, rubbing the back of his neck, something he always did when he was nervous. He left the room leaving you to contemplate what was about to happen. You just had to stay calm. You and Mason were good friends, and good friends can share a bed. Nothing wrong with that…

When he came back in, Mason was dressed in baggy shorts and a T-shirt. It made you wonder if he normally slept shirtless. Part of you hoped he would have done tonight. 

Not looking at you, Mason turned off the main light and got into the other side of the bed. The only light that was on now was the lamp next to you. 

You both were knackered, it was about 3am now so there was no point staying awake. 

"Are you sure you're ok with this?" Mason asked. The boy was obviously nervous. 

"Of course. Friends can sleep in the same bed." You repeated your thoughts from a minute ago out loud to him. 

"Yeah, friends…" Mason said, voice drifting off from tiredness. 

You smiled at him, watching as a wave of fatigue washed over him and he closed his eyes. 

"Goodnight Mase." You said fondly, flicking the light switch for the lamp off. You didn't receive a reply as he was already falling asleep. 

You fell asleep facing away from Mason, and him facing away from you. 

+  +  +

When you woke the next morning, you found you were warmer than you expected to be. 

An arm was wrapped around your waist, holding you to another warm body. And then you were awake enough to realise where you were and who was with you. 

Mason. 

Your back was pressed to his chest, meaning you could feel the slow rise and fall of his breath during his sleep. He hadn't stirred since you had woken. His head was snuggled into the back of your hair, his nose pressing into your neck. It felt perfect the way you two were lying together, every part of you fitting into each other. One of your legs was curled around one of Mason's, and your left hand was placed on top of Mason's hand that circled you. 

You didn't know what to do. You daren’t move and disrupt the peace. Honestly, you didn't want to move, but you were scared of Mason waking up and backing away embarrassed. Surely it was better to get out of his hold to avoid that all together? It didn't matter what he did in his sleep, it was what he did while conscious was the most important thing. 

You lay still for another few seconds debating this in your head. Two equal sides of you were fighting on what to do. Your heart said stay, but your head said move. 

In the end you decided to move. The side of you that wanted to avoid all embarrassment had won. 

Moving forward slightly, you attempted to shuffle out of Mason's arms, but in doing so, he stirred in his sleep. 

You mouthed a curse word and stilled completely again. 

"Y/N?"

Mason's morning voice was low and gravelly - and unfortunately insanely hot. He had mumbled your name into your hair, and it froze you still in his arms. His tone was hard to decipher, as it was a mixture of nerves, shock and maybe a hint of embarrassment. 

"Hmm?" You hummed in response, there was no point faking being asleep now. 

As soon as Mason realised you were properly awake he moved to pull his arm off you quickly. 

"I'm sorry." He said, rolling onto his back. The sudden coldness you felt after his hand left you was harsher than you imagined it to be. You wanted Mason to touch you again, hold you again. There was a pull in your stomach to get closer to him. 

"Why are you sorry?" 

"I… y'know." Mason did a vague hand gesture with the hand that had been virtually holding yours. 

Suddenly you felt bold. Mason's nervousness showed you one thing, he wanted to do what he had done while unconscious, when he was awake. 

"But what if I liked it?" 

"You liked it?" 

You nodded, leaving Mason to stare, eyes wide at you. 

"I did." And feeling even bolder you moved to press a quick peck to his lips. Then Mason's facial expression fell from shocked to ecstatic. 

"May I?" Mason turned into you. He was grinning, clearly unable to contain his happiness. 

"You may." You said, mirroring his happiness as you sunk into him, your face fitting neatly against his chest. Mason resumed his position with his arms around you, but this time both arms were used to hold you against him. His head rested against the pillow, and the top of your head. You could feel his heart beating quickly through his T-shirt. 

Silently you were thanking Ben for his lack of organisation. 

Masterlist

[kywaslost]

It is ALWAYS my pleasure to send in some Levi requests😌💕

How about a self-care night with our lovely Captain after a rough day?💕

Having a Self-Care Night with Levi After a Rough Day

A/N: Omg hi Pau! How are you doing? Well, I hope! Thanks so much for the request <3

“There you are. Where have you— whoah,” Levi cut himself off as he watched you stumble into his office, slamming the door shut behind you. “You look rough.”

You flopped down on the couch in his office, glaring up at him. “Gee, thanks lover boy.”

Levi placed down his pen and paper, taking a break to take care of you. “Rough day?”

He could hear you scoff from your spot on the couch. “You could say that.”

“Do you want to talk about it?”

You considered his offer, shrugging. You sat up and looked at your boyfriend. “I don’t want to waste your time. I just planned on laying over here until bed time.”

Levi stood from his chair before making his way to you. He sat beside you. “You know you never waste my time. Now, tell me what’s wrong.” He pulled you to lean against his side as he ran a hand through your hair. 

You sighed, enjoying his soft and warm touch. As you told your boyfriend about your day you grew more and more tired, yawning between every sentence.

“Hey now,” Levi said softly, nudging your shoulder. “I think we can still make today a good day.”

You tilted your head up slightly. “How so?”

Levi smiled. “We haven’t had a self-care day in a while,” he offered. “I’m not sure about you but I believe that I need one. I’ll go start a warm bath, alright?”

You sat up, smiling. “Ok. I’ll go start a pot of tea. Chamimile?”

“You know it.”

20 minutes later and you were in the bath with Levi, cups of warm tea sitting off to the side as you basked in the warmth of the water. Levi had helped you wash away the grime of the day and then let you rest against him. He ran his hands up and down your arms softly, calming you down further.

When you were done with your bath, the two of you dried off and changed into comfortable clothing. Levi then took your hand, gently leading you outside. You saw a blanket set out in the damp grass and smiled.

“Stargazing? Levi,” you turned as pressed a quick kiss to your boyfriend’s cheek before draggin ghim over to the blanket. He chuckled and layed down beside you.

The two of you layed under the stars for a few hours before Levi turned to look at you, seeing you asleep on his chest. He kissed the crown of your head before picking you up gently, carrying you back to bed.

“Goodnight, Y/N,” he smiled. “I hope a little self-care did you well.”

[absurdthirst]

KERIKERIKERI OMGOMGOMG BAHSJS

Ok so I moved to the big city for college and I'm living with my aunt, my uncle, and my two cousins. One of my cousins, Fran, is autistic, just like my younger brother. Fran's vocabulary is very extensive and he can even get sarcasm or irony, he's also very smart so I learned that he sometimes takes the liberty of saying mean things with the excuse of being autistic, when he actually knows he's just being mean. And I can confirm this because a) my aunt told me its true b) I compare him with my brother who cannot operate like that.

ANYWAYS, he's a very sweet kid (he's 19, a year younger than me) but he has some flaws, for example he's VERY grumpy and short-tempered, sometimes has a gross sense of humor, aaaaand he's pretty homofobic (which is funny 'cause whenever someone says the SLIGHTEST thing about race, he's all like "SHUT UP YOU'RE ALL RACIST AND DISCRIMINATING YOU MAKE ME SICK" but when he sees a same sex couple he starts gagging and saying he's gonna vomit lol).

So just now, Fran, my aunt, my other cousin Sofia and I were having dinner while watching Is It Cake?, a Netflix baking show where bakers make cakes that look nothing like cakes. It was the finale, so they let the participants choose what to bake for the final round and one of the finalists said that he wanted to make a suitcase cake 'cause that was the first cake he made for his husband.

Sofi and I went "awwww!", but Fran obviously reacted badly. He said "Ugh, I don't like him anymore" (he used to be his favorite baker in the competition).

So I, sick of keeping quiet at every homofobic comment he ever makes, said:

"You don't like him anymore 'cause he's not straight?"

He started to say something, but I interrupted and said:

"Does that mean you don't like me either?"

Girl. When I tell you he FROZE.

He has a soft spot for me; never gets angry at me, gets really happy when I come back from visiting my parents and my brother in my hometown, and never bothers me like he bothers his older sister. So he was SHOOK.

And right after saying that I realized that neither my cousin Sofi or my aunt knew that I'm bisexual, so for some reason I started PANICKING. MY HANDS WERE SHAKING. But I tried to play it cool.

Fran turned RED as an apple, and he looked at my aunt and sHE WAS LOOKING AT HIM LIKE 😌😌😌 thats what u get for being a dick, honey.

So we just kept eating and watching the show like nothing had happened, but Fran did not say a word until he finished eating, he got up, took his plate, and left without even saying goodnight.

Idk how to feel.

On one hand, I feel amazing, 'cause I've been listening to him say homofobic shit for too long.

On the other hand, somehow I feel embarrassed?? I'm actually not THAT close to my aunt and my uncle and my cousins, so now it feels kinda weird, even tho Sofi and my aunt kept talking and joking like nothing happened.

I'm sorry, I'm DYING at this! He deserved it for sure. And maybe it will help him think twice about voicing those kinds of comments.

While it is true that autism does affect ways that people process information, it does not need to be utilized to be an asshole. Especially when they are fully aware of it and it's used as shock value or they think it's funny.

Honestly, I wouldn't let it bother you, because you are who you are. Them not saying anything is the proper reaction in my opinion, because it's a non-issue. It's who you are, it doesn't affect them, so I kind of see that as just accepting it.

It will be interesting to see if/how quickly his stance on that changes.

[ihatebnha]

Pls I am such a simp for deku :( I just read through all the posts in your deku tag in like 30 minutes. one of my favorites you’ve written is mean!deku, he’s so nice in public but I know that man could put me back in my place by just giving me a look. :((( Ok I’m exiting now, ily

ps: none of my friends know I like deku cos they don’t rlly like him very much so I just have to privately simp and it kinda sucks lmao

LEGENDDD *clenches fists and barks at you* I’m so mad bc even tho deku isn’t my favorite boy (tho I lub him a lot too), just the other day I was just thinking abt the fact that he could get me to shut my mouth with ANYTHING despite how bad my urge to bully him is… and I’s really be sitting there like 🤐😠 waiting for my dick… so…

THIS IS HONESTLY SO REAL AND IM BERRY TOUCHED U CHOSE MY TAG TO INDULGE IN ON THIS DAY… ily2 tbh. So much!!!🥺

Also p.s. that sounds like the OPPOSITE of a problem to me, my love. Even if they don’t like him, while your friends are busy fighting with each other for hot flash and tiger balm, you have deku all to yourself MEOW… rub your ass on him… take PRIDE in it… he’s yours, bestie… KEEP HIM.

(Besides, even if I YAM sorry ur alone… Remember, even on his worst days… deku is still the number on hero, whether they like it OR NAUGHT. Your hero. Goodnight😌)

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

hello hello mx ghostiezone once again i am sending u 1am asks ^___^ anyway. 1) this is also a free pass 2 talk about YOUR ocs from what i have heard. their lore is so neat i am so so so curious i would love to know more. pls pls pls. 2) u r so cool actually. fond of mac ghostiezone. sending u excellent vibes & also sharing my raspberry tea with u rn >:) ok gn!!!

HIII HI ROSWELL IM FINALLY ANSWERING THISSS it's been sitting in my inbox for like a fucking month now I'm SO sorry but I am finally able to form coherent thoughts so I hope u don't mind if this is SO long. I am going 2 tell u ALL about tfobh. which is likeeee. the oc universe/story I am the most obsessed w nowadays. btw i post all of my oc thoughts @ghost--core so if u wanna know all abt my cringe little guys.... eyes emoji

so. the basics. there r 5 (technically 6?) main characters, and they're all supposed to feel like they've been dropped from totally different stories into one group.

Oliver Brody is the wholesome sitcom/slice of life anime. he really likes bugs, rides a skateboard everywhere, dresses in bright colors and is generally a rlly optimistic dude!!! he LOVES his wife and kids so much but during the plot of the story he is separated from them because. his wife works as a park ranger n got a job at a HUGE national park. so she and the kids moved out there to their permanent home while Ollie stayed behind in the city to finish his last few semesters of school (he wants 2 graduate n get a good job to support his family.... he is the world's SECOND most perfect man. you'll find out who the first is later.) he calls his wife every night to kiss his kids goodnight and talk to her about her day !! he's connected to the main group because he and henrik were roommates the first time he went to college :]

Jackie Bowers is the superhero/comic book. He's a freelance urbex photographer and spends a lot of his time exploring abandoned buildings. hes the youngest of the group n is still very much a child at heart, he LOVES movies and comics and gets excited very easily! he's very impulsive and that's kind of a detriment more often than not. he's also got magic! jackie has something called intrinsic magic, meaning he can call on his magic at will whenever he wants without any outside help. this makes it VERY unpredictable and hard to control and he's not very good at that (he's got lightning magic btw. he got struck by lightning when he was a little kid 😌 he calls it his origin story). he's very justice-minded and even though he's not Actually a superhero he's got a very black and white view of good vs evil. he's connected to the main group through henrik as well, who he met during his Frequent visits to the hospital for parkour-related accidents.

Merrow Atwood is a high fantasy/dnd style fae (half-fae, technically. his father was a human). there r two types of magic in the tfobh universe- intrinsic and ritualistic. fae can only have ritualistic magic, meaning they need some sort of outside force to call upon their magic, whether that be a wand or certain ingredients or a potion or a book or whatever. they can't just conjure things all willy nilly so it's a much more controlled, tame form of magic. they consider intrinsic magic dangerous because it's so much harder to control. so BECAUSE merrow is half-fae though. his dad had intrinsic fire magic. So merrow inherited that and hes got both types. during an accident when he was younger, he ended up setting a huge section of the forest on fire and was banished by his village, deemed cursed and too dangerous to ever return. he wandered in the woods on his own for a rlly long time, but one night he ended up sleeping in an abandoned building and that's when Jackie found him!! blah blah story stuff happens but. oh my god they were roommates. are they in love? are they just homies who kiss sometimes? who knows, least of all them! merrow is very level-headed, kind of aloof and mysterious without meaning to be and he knows NOTHING about pop culture/media/current events/ANYTHING like that. Jackie, known movie lover and big fucking nerd, has a FIELD day introducing him to everything

HENRIK SOMMERFELD. THE MAN HIMSELF. there's not really a single ""main character"" in tfobh. but god. henrik sure is something. he is like. the Frankenstein/Dr.Jekyll of tfobh. science man that tries to play god (thank u aster). he is SO morally grey and fucked up. HE DIDNT START LIKE THAT THOUGH. he and Ollie went to college together, became great friends n stayed in contact even after ollie dropped out the first time and hen went on to med school. he works at the big hospital and every day on his lunch break he walks down the road to the same bakery. this bakery just so happens to be run by his best friend in the whole world! henrik is. very tired and grumpy and closed-off and VERY hard to talk to. so he doesn't have a whole lot of friends. with the exception of Adrian, who I will get to next.

henrik and adrian are SO interconnected with each other that i CANNOT talk about one without including the other. so fuck my organization this is why I did these two last.

Adrian Daugherty is!!!!!! the world's most perfect man. he's the punk with a heart of gold trope. he's the older brother that loves horror movies. he's. so sweet. he dresses in all black with ripped jeans and a flannel shirt and piercings ALL over his face. he rides a motorcycle to work and looks like he could kick anyone's ass at any given moment. and he works at a bakery making cookies and pies all day. he risks being late to work in the morning to talk to stray cats on the sidewalk. he and henrik become friends solely because Adrian saw this miserable wet blanket of a man walk into the shop every day at 1:16 pm SHARP, order a black coffee and a croissant and sit in the corner to gloomily stare out the window until he had to go back to work. Adri dealt with this for about a week and a half before he started setting out the usual order 5 minutes before he walked in the door so it'd be ready when he got there. eventuallyyyy they started talking and adrian was the extrovert that adopted him. they became SO incredibly close.

and then. you see. you have to understand why I am choosing to call henrik the viktor frankenstein of this story. you see. Adrian dies.

Adrian dies, and henrik becomes SO consumed by his guilt and grief that he steals a book of spells from merrow. henrik doesn't believe in magic or ghosts or anything like that, but he's so desperate that maybe *something* will be able to give adrian back to him. he performs some VERY forbidden necromancy, and because he wasn't born with any sort of magic and knows absolutely NOTHING about what he's doing, he fucks it up ROYALLY. he ends up summoning a creature the book calls "the shadow" and accidentally fuses it with adrians corpse. this creates a new being that is neither shadow nor adrian. he names himself azrael.

Azrael. is. hmmmm. hes like. the sympathetic villain I guess? he's the horror movie monster. he's both somehow the protagonist and antagonist at the same time. he is. absolutely PISSED at the fact that he exists. he doesn't remember anything about adrians life, he just remembers suddenly being woken up to loud noise and a splitting headache and all the pain and agony of existence all at once. He lashes out at henrik and disappears.

Merrow finds out his book was stolen and is RIGHTFULLY pissed about it. he and Jackie are the ones that find henrik in the aftermath. they decide azrael needs to be found and destroyed because he was created with dangerous magic and realistically should have never existed in the first place, much to henriks dismay.

so the story goes, you've got two separate groups trying to hunt azrael down. henrik and Ollie don't want to kill him, theyre trying just to talk to him and maybe get him to calm down enough to be civil. The problem with their strategy is that henrik refuses to stop calling him Adrian. this just pisses Azrael off more because hes not who they think he is, hes not Adrian, he doesn't even know who Adrian is so he doesn't understand why theyre expecting him to be this. guy. on the other hand Jackie and merrow are hunting him down to try to kill him. Neither of these is a good option.

I REFUSE to create a story with an unhappy ending though, so it does get better in the end. merrow has a change of heart after some plot stuff and ends up figuring out a way to separate shadow from Azrael enough that he can still exist but won't have all the murderous tendencies of a demon. they have like. weird found family vibes at the end :]

[mymycorrhizae]

Farah. Okay listen. Farah. Listen. Okay. Yes ok. I'm sorry. I promise. Tomorrow is my The Player catch up. Okay I promise, I will catch up tomorrow. I'll catch up and then I'll msg you. Look forward to it. I am making a promise here and I am putting it in to the world wide web. It's 03.40 at night where I am and I should've gone to bed hours ago but I, Didn't 😌.

But I'm coming for you! I'll see you there. I promise. Even if it's the last thing I do.

Also.

How excited are we about not me? Especially now when we get panncakes joining us??? And I've even decided that I can't stream with my friend any longer cus I'm losing valuable information trying to read sub and chat at the same time. All the while watching it on a phone screen cus I don't have a laptop anymore lmao.

Anyway goodnight??? I'm sorry I'm very excited and just wanted to scream in to the internet void and also I like you so. Aaaaahaaaaa.

!!!!

Do it for me and also for Tay Tawan.

You don't understand, I watch this show alone every Tuesday (why does it play TWICE a week??? But Not me only plays ONCE. Do you know how hard it is going to be for me to wait a whole week for danyok T_T) and I send @spicyvampire nonsensical messages about the mess that is going on in the show. But is one of those things that's just hard to explain the complete mess of in words. Like everybody is sleeping with everybody!!! And they're all terrible people. And this one guy is sleeping with his bf's gf's dad's bf. How do I explain that? How?? You really had to be there.

This is why I need you to catch up.

Also, YES, we are LOVING Not Me. So good.

Goodnight!