#ok going to bed now good night!
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sorry for being cringe I GUESS but a song is something that can be so gender. you agree.
#playlist#gender#talking heads#mikasounds#mitski#ride the cyclone#tori amos#perfume genius#david bowie#elton john#ok going to bed now good night!
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with these hands i can draw whatever i want
#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#xmen#xmen movies#xmen first class#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#and with these hands im drawing happy cherik !!!!!!!!! for now. for doomed yaoi is in fact doomed#i coudlnt think of any excuse to draw erik smiling so i simply redrew the satellite scene !!!!! kinda !!! in theory !!!!!#only now complete with 20% more charles fawning but details right its p much the same thing#i wiiish i wasnt drawing this at midnight so i could work on it more but whatever i'll cope and seethe in the morning#ok im so sleepy rn im going to bed. good night everyone please enjoy
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💥 Timothée Chalamet for SNL (11/11/23) 💥
#timothee chalamet#timothée chalamet#ok I’m heading to bed now#some pretty good content but at what cost#then they had to go joke about genocide#so tone deaf and cruel honestly#November 11#saturday night live#snl
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oh to have a femme on my lap telling me ALL ABOUT their turn ons/fantasies and playing with my hair while i bite and suck hickeys onto their chest and grope their hips and ass and get hard against them and look up at them with my big brown eyes
#i love you foreplay#im so horny. i want to play with pussy so bad. i need head… i need to have hours of sex followed by chinese takeout#OK GOING TO BED NOW!!!!! GOOD NIGHT#butch nsft#butch ns/fw#queer nsft#trans nsft#ftm nsft#t4t nsft#ftm ns/fw
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Summertime pookies :3
#she’s introducing him to her friends in my dumb little headcanon#stacey deserved to have some stylish summer fits tbh#so here take one I made up on the spot! :D#with some svaed refs of course#*saved#also I gave her some moles on her body cause I thought it would be cute :]#tried out a new inking brush and I like it a lot :]#I’m going to go to bed now cause it’s 4 am where I live and I lost track of time drawing this#ok so good night!!!#scott pilgrim#scott pilgrim comic#scott pilgrim takes off#stacey pilgrim#young neil#neil nordegraf#nordegrim
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#ok finally making a post about meds#I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset#so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but#it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways#so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone#like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus#my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night#sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired#it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted#but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too#but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared#so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow#anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING#that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up#I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world#and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on#and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!
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more screenshots of my dark urge character, Morgan :^)
#ok good night. im going to bed now#first screenshot is just moments before booing Volo. sorry Volo you were just being extremely boo-able at that moment#haley plays bg3
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fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#sure whatever. tagging ship is probably easier than explaining what the fucks up with these two in my head#hi. I watched sk8 with my friend cosme a while ago. I actually dont care about the allegations that much I just got#blasted with teenage years flashback. and now I need reki to have everything on earth and be well#these have been around for like a week lol Ive just been debating posting them to tumblr. bc like. Im not finishing these lol#hesitant to call sk8 ''therapeutic'' but boy oh boy. does it make me confront some stuff. yes a sport anime leave me alone!!!#its just. I think I was this way about raz too actually. listen I have History with Stuff. I'm allowed ok? I'm totally allowed#u can See it in some of these doodles actually. this fuckign anime got me so unwell#hey. if ur a fellow adhd potentials-havers out there. ur a real one. thanks for still hangin out doin what u love/ur best#if u were an 'if u wanna do art u have to be excellent and high-art at it otherwise it means nothing' kid. I am holding ur hand#I'll be normal now I prommy (lying)#well. what I'll be doing now is taking a nap. maybe. gods my schedule backslid like four hours again#eh whatever. I go to bed anyway. got my portion of the day done and tomorrow I go buy new knife#hope someone come give me a new table top and lower the whole thing a bit soon. so I can stop sitting like Im in a shopping cart#have a good night lads. have fun. its imperative
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#crabs#thanks to whoever gave me these crabs it is much appreciated#now my app is unusable but it's ok i need a reason to do something else anyway#like sleep#I'm tired#good night guys#it's 2:32 am god my sleep schedule is messed up#people like me are an ugly stain on society#xd im a silly goose frfr#how many tags can you even put?#anyone else ever play transformice?#the crabs remind me of /cafe on transformice#that was a fun game god i kinda wanna play it again i spent so long playing that game#but my tribe disbanded and it's kinda not as fun without a community to be part of#maybe i should try it again who knows#but for now i should sleep#god im such a lil sleeper such a lil snoozer#or i will be in just a second#when i go bed#gn guys#good night to all the lovely souls who ventured this far into the tags#i love you and hope you have a good day#or night#and don't let your also schedule get as fucked as mine#go to bed!!! (if it is an appropriate time)#(or if you just wanna rest just take a lil nap that's nice too)#jeez that let you put a lot of tags#holy like this is a lot should i even post this?#i don't wanna be annoying#meh who cares anyone who sees this follows me anyway fuck it imma post this now and SLEEP dammit
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art where the three of them are together makes me happy :)
#serena.txt#that last one is one of my favorites I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHHHH RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#ok going to bed now. good night everyone
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1am stoned Jack-O' posting is just one of the hazards of following the Sol Badguy kinnie blog
#textpost#Ok ok I'm going to bed now I'm peeling my carcass out of my shitty desk chair and into my tiny bed good night!!!
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chat htey fuckin jumpscared me while im trying to do my assignment
#this isnt xmen related but it can be if i try#i think enjoying james mcavoy comes with the territory of being a cherik enjoyer vjaeLKe thems just the strokes i dont make the rules#snap chats#'snap i thought you were sleeping' i was lying but it wasnt in bed i fear fjaELKEJ#no my prof has our assignments due at 8AM so i do them the night before WHATEVER its just reading news articles#and they put this ad at the bottom and i was term searching and i got jumpscared when the page jumped right to it#i saw the movie opening night and it was. the goofiest thing. the movie partially but My Night Mostly#cause at the beginning of the week i told my ma i was going to see it and she- trying to be a mother for the first time- was like#'oh we should watch it together :)' but as the time approaches she's like 'i mean do we HAAVE to watch it horror's traumatizing....'#im so glad i didnt go with my mom i know she woulda soured the whole thing for me she hates me and everything i love#like miss ma'am go AWAY i just went with my brother and the theater was virtually empty so we kept crackin jokes jvlkeakj#I STILL GENUINELY ENJOYED THE MOVIE THOUGH i should watch the og sometime but this was a good watch .... a fun one even...#this movie solidified the fact i love it when james plays- as he says- 'devilish' characters it is ACTUALLY primo to my life#so funny cause my bro and i still crack jokes about and reference it i didnt think he'd care bout it after we left but vjlkjlkja#ok im goig to bed for real now im tired and i wanna get up early to do work BYE
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It's 4am, which means it's a perfect time to listen to Ma Belle Evangeline and cry.
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#the princess and the frog#princess and the frog#randy newman#like. come on.#just tears#ok i'm exaggerating a little but also legit just now i did that gasping breath you do right before crying#randy did you have to do this to me? write this beautiful song that just tugs at the heart and is less than 2 minutes?#DID YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME CRY OVER A FIREFLY AND A STAR#god ok my eyes are actually getting teary i need to stop. i'm going to bed.#i made the mistake of remembering prince naveen saying tiana's his evangeline ahhhhh no no no stop it tears no. you're not allowed.#god it's just such a beautiful song though. i'm legitimately going to cry i need to not. good night. or good morning.#Youtube
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Okay okay, I usually hate posting selfies, but then again, I also love a little mild attention. So, to strike a balance, here are 4 recent ones, but I’m posting them at 2am so I don’t have to worry about bothering too many people. Yeah? Ok thanks I love you
#yes I know how time zones work… they’re fake. it’s night everywhere right now. duh.#sometimes a girl just wants to hear she’s pretty 🤷🏻♂️#I’m sorry I have a perpetual grumpy face. I don’t know what to do about that 🤷🏻♂️#god I’m bored. and lonely. and yearning. yeah…#I don’t want to get into that right now… ok I do but maybe let’s not do it in these tags#anyway I’m actually probably going to chop off most of my hair this weekend#I know I know. dudes cutting off long hair is a sin but also… it’s hot. my hair is heavy and gets gross easily#it’ll grow back soon enough but for now it needs to be razed#so what else what else…#this is my third night staying in the hospital while my mom is admitted#she’s doing better but I don’t really want to leave her here alone for too long#being stuck in bed feeling like shit all day gets lonely and tiresome so someone’s gotta hang with her#it’s not so bad on my part. I just sit in this chair all night on my phone and then eat breakfast in the cafeteria#easy peasy#I haven’t been home much in the past few days. just a few hours at time to nap and then head back#but it’s good. things are getting better#yup…#I guess that’s it… I don’t know what else to say#you can ignore this#take it sleazy#me#selfie#gross boy
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NEW GUY REF! (And also Goopy) Messin around with a story idea bc I'm being told that they'd be good for a comic or smthn and i agree bc i think i would really really like to try to do that... attempt it at least 😁😊
#even before i was kinda thinkin id wanna do a project with them#yknow if i could discipline myself a little trying to stick with attempting a comic might be good for me bc i want to do bigger projects...#i need to work on my attention span with an idea lol#need to find somethign i can stick to and work on if i ever wanna do anything more later...#anyway me rambling again#my head is mush rn so i dont even knoe if it makes sense im so sleepy#going to bed now aftee postin this ok good night#my art#ittybittydraws#new guy#my ocs#goopy
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the world is so beautiful when you focus on the little things that tie us together.
today I was at target and one of my favorite songs came on. as I quietly sang the chorus, I passed by a child with their parent. i hear in their sweet, unbothered voice the same lyrics that I sung to myself. I couldn't help but smile knowing that this child, at least 15 years younger than me, also loves the 80s hit Uptown Girl. it was only a split moment where we miraculously crossed paths, where our two voices harmonized at opposite ends of an aisle.
at work, I get to curate products to patients' needs. im going through my usual motions and script that I've recited over a couple thousands times: I ask, "last call, is there anything else you'd like to add today while you're here?" and the patient looks at me with an excited, but apprehensive smile. she asks about a new product we carry that she was on the fence about. I sell it to her - not because of a better ATP or weekly sales goal - but because I genuinely love the product too. I could tell she felt the excitement when I talked to her about my positive experience.
I had to take an Uber recently, much to my innate anxiety and social fears baked into my being. I was scared, and I did what they tell you to do like plucking out eyebrow hairs and leaving finger prints on the glass. I made small talk, because ive gotten good at that sort of thing, and he ends up telling me that he actually started Uber driving in the evenings because his therapist recommended it to him. he was kind, genuine, and shared to me something very personal about how he became a recluse after his wife passed away. I listened, and I asked followup questions, because I know what it's like to self isolate and feel unheard.
people I may or may not ever cross paths with again, but I can't help feel grateful to be a part of their lives even if for a moment. to help bring them joy, or to listen, or to simply exist in the same space.
#max speaks#i just think people are so beautiful sometimes. its really the little things ya know?#ok i go bed time now#good night!
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