#ok byeeeeeeeeee

[crepusculum-rattus]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Philza Hardcore - Fandom Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Phil Watson | Philza, Phil Watson | Philza's Chat Additional Tags: Phil Watson | Philza's Hardcore Series, Greater Spawn Islands (Philza Hardcore Season Four), Human Phil Watson (Video Blogging RPF), Phil Watson-centric (Video Blogging RPF), small mentions of the s4 gods, Alternate Universe, i mean it's kinda an AU but also kinda not so. take that tag as u will Series: Part 1 of you can't crawl back without making a choice Summary:

Phil takes a deep breath of fresh air and laughs on the exhale. It’s beautiful, this new world. Entirely untouched by anyone but the Universe itself. The wind blows gently across his face, pulling some of his hair into his eyes– it feels like a playful greeting, and he grins. He throws his arms out to either side of him and closes his eyes with a wide smile.

“Fucking finally,” he says to no one but the open sky, “Freedom.”

OR, the very very beginning of Phil's adventures in Hardcore Season 4

[evillillad]

when someone calls ur art good but ur at work so u cant outwardly show emotion

[throughtrialbyfire]

cicero got mother a shirt

[riacte]

i know this sounds crazy but sometimes i can tell when ren is talking about martyn/false before he mentions them by name because of his tone. and it’s a different tone. like with martyn it’s like sincere and shy but with an underlying edge of 😏😳, y’know the kind of tone when he uses when he tries to rizz someone up. whereas with false it’s sometimes fond exasperation, “well well well look what we have here”, and sometimes it’s the softest gentlest tone you will hear from him and it makes me want to BLOW UP

[kindahoping4forever]

♋ babes

[miwiromantics]

Gwendolyne.

[messrsbyler]

green

Will’s eyes always turned a bit greener during sunsets. Although, green wasn’t the correct word to describe them. Beautiful, sparkling, infinite; those were words that could paint a picture of Will’s eyes, but none of them could depict their colour as the sun sank below the skies.

Mike imagined the sunlight of an afternoon seeping through the branches and leaves of a tree in full bloom. He thought of the halos around the green and the oranges from the clouds, the mix of shades and lights all reflected in Will’s eyes, and yet again came empty for a word to describe it all.

He was in the process of pondering over the limitations of the English language and how unfair all of it was, when Will turned away from the sunlight bathing his face and found Mike looking. A nervous smile pulled from his lips and a new shade spread over his cheeks. It was as lovely and as lacking of a name as his eyes were.

“What?” he asked.

Mike kept looking at Will and shook his head. There was so much he could fit in that question alone. He could talk about how ‘green’ was a stupid and plain word, about sunsets and trees and leaves, about heartbeats and old promises made in a basement.

Everything, he wanted to say. But just as ‘green’, the word felt too big and yet too hollow and plain.

“Nothing,” he said instead and smiled back. “Just looking.”

[finncakes]

scribbly-doos of some of my fave c3 ships

[widevibratobitch]

(not quite logging back in just venting dont mind me <3 ill reply to everyone later mwah)

[phoenix-before-the-flame]

Hey phoenix how have you been this is scar anon if you still remember me! Anyways I just have your laxus fanart rotating in my brain again and I am having so many thoughts like,,,I wonder how he got that scar yknow it's such a prominent part of his character but as far as I can recall (which is admittedly not very much considering I haven't watched or read ft in a hot minute) mashima never explained where he got it? God I wish there was an angsty backstory to his scar (or honestly more laxus backstory in general) but if we're being honest he probably just ran headfirst into a pole or smth.

Anyways sorry for my ramblings this was a poorly disguised request for some laxus headcanons if you have the time! (Can you tell he's my blorbo? That fanart you did genuinely restructured something in my brain and I still can't stop thinking about it to this day) Aight that's it from me have a good day! 👍🏼

Finally i can get around to answering this lol

With regards to Laxus' iconic eye scar I don't really think there was any deep reasoning or logic behind it on Mashima's end (from a character design stand point at least) other than having it be a visual tell that yup, this guy's got lightning powers so he's got a lightning shaped scar to let the audience have a clue about that. It's a similar thing with like, giving your fire characters flame printed clothing, or your evil characters red eyes or your yugioh character crazy hair to let the audience know that this is the protag.

It's more of an element to add some interest to his design and key readers into his magic before the big reveal than something i think was definitely added to tie into any backstory related thing.

And if it is connected to anything backstory related that was revealed later down the line a la 100yr quest i dont care because i dont care about anything to do with the sequel lol.

That being said, i've had this old ass concept regarding Laxus' scar that i've always meant to get around to and you've given me the perfect opportunity to talk about it.

So like, in my head and my tweaked version, Laxus' scarring is instead of a random cool looking lighting scar it's literally lightning scars.

Like scars you get from being struck by lightning. Lichtenberg figures.

(Took off his tattoo and guild mark for the sake of clarity)

Enter Phoenix- verse Laxus lol

Reasoning for this is because I've always figured that the operation that dropped that lacrima in him was a botched one. A sorta test run of making a 2nd gen slayer to work out the kinks down the line for better and smoother operations.

So that being said, in the initial months after the operation the lacrima did not adjust smoothly to being in Laxus' body and adapting to work with his natural ethernano so the lacrima would often times send out shocks through his body during that time as the dragon lacrima's and his ethernano particles would slowly sync up and work in unison

Hence resulting in the all over lichtenberg scarring starting from his chest (i always hc the lacrima's somewhere in the chest near the heart or so) and going through the head, arm and leg as exit points for the electricity when he used to get those shocks.

And the scarring would sorta wrap around his head too! If you shaved his head (sorry King) you would see that it would stretch across the scalp as well.

This whole thing also left his right eye slighter weaker than the other (not enough for him to be completely blind in it but it goes kinda fuzzy sometimes).

The whole full body scarring never really raised much questions though, a lot of people who see it just assume that it was a really bad magic accident (I hc that some elemental magics are more volatile and trickier to master due to the danger they could pose to the user so stuff like lighting and poison for eg are less commonly used than say water or air related magics). But those who know, know (Hello Makarov and Thunder Legion).

So uh, yeah. My headcanon and slight redesign regarding Laxus' scarring lol. Probs a lot more extra than you were bargaining for but i wanted to be able to visualize my idea properly 😅

Also bonus the scarring glows when he uses his magic :]

[rain-eats-stars]

DID ANYONE ELSE SEE NEIL SAYING THAT HE'S GOING BACK TO WRITING?"!";"!"!"!!'!'?'?'?'? I'M LOOSING MY FUCKING SHIT OMGOMGOMGOGMGOGMOGMGOGKGKGKGKGKG :O

(my honest reaction)

[sunny-m00n]

✨Floor Time✨

best way I have found to decompress:

•headphones or earbuds!!! I suggest earbuds

•lay on the floor when you feel like trash, or any other time you use this method

•get “deltarune ost-man extended” up on YouTube

•make sure you’re limbs are spaced apart but still kinda close if that makes sense

•play the song!

•try to focus on your breathing first, take deep breaths that fill you lungs as much as you can, it might be a bit uncomfortable at first but it’ll feel better as you relax

•once you are taking comfortable deep breaths, try focusing on the music, don’t let anything else distract you, just listen

•stay like that until the video ends and see how you feel!!!

[silly-len-fluffern]

Nevermind strawberries I'm the one who needs you 🥺. (Long text ahead lol)

Oh-my-lord e-very-thing’s so frail and thin Oh-my-GOD WHY-WOULD-YOU-MAKE-THIS-TO-ME?

[Silence because you know it hits harder than instrumental]

(Please calm down. We can fix whatever is bothering you I can try. But you might as well try to. Tell me dear, what is bothering you so much?)

Tell-me-why E-very-one’s so f_ing scared Tell-them-PLEASE I’m-no-mons-ter-to-be-afraid

(Monster? Monsters do have feelings. You’re not monster at all. Monster have the guts to kill The craftiness to hunt. My dear, monsters are important But are you important too?)

For-God’s-sake Please-stop-this-non-sense Why-on-earth Would-you-do-this-a-ny-ways? Why-on-EARTH- WOULD-YOU-EVEN-TRY-AGAIN?

(I would never hurt you, dear Oh me damn, please oh my. Hurting you requires effort You’re not worth of a sweat drop.)

Please-I-swear Please-oh- for f_k’s sake?! Why-would-they Why-would-they-be-SO-AFRAID?

La la la, la la la la lalala. (It’s your fault, You know what you did eons ago. You know how it’s like To be in THE OTHER F_ING SIDE) La la la, la la la la la la- la.

[No longer stuttering but you know, whispering]

You told them all. Couldn’t help but feel in-se-cure around me. Told them all. Well guess what I DON’T CARE. OH MY GOD, I DON’T CARE! I DON’T I DON’T I DON’T I DON’T-

[Silence yet again, but a really faint lullaby can be heard in the background- no words are heard correctly tho.]

(I did not. But good job reminding me Of that thing. Genuinely forgot. You’re stupid but you can work.)

-care. Ne-ver-mind. I’m-sorry, I-a-po-lo-gize. My-heart-is-just-so-f_ing-scared Tho-I-ho-nes-tly-don’t-know-why Please.

[Then don’t ask why but I feel like adding chaotic music in here, reflecting the angst ofc.]

-------------------------Part two of the same song don't ask me omfg.

I am. I am not. Or perhaps- Perhaps I am. What am I anyways? What could I possibly be? If not trash… to be burn at the ce-men-te-ry…

[Constant tic of a clock that will now be heard the rest of the song but really faintly]

Oh- my- (It’s O-K!) I-need-I-be- (Relax and shine, everything must go alright!) I-must--no-wait- (Relax and shine, I will help you just please let me-) Please-why- why-must-it- why- it-hurts-SO-DAMN-MUCH- (This is for your own good. I swear for my existence) BUT-THEN- WHY MUST IT HURT SO DAMN much…? (A needle a day will keep the tears away Please trust in me, I f-ing swear This is for your good, and no nothing else Please my dear, believe what I say)

[Really faint whisper yk] But why must I not feel a thing? I’m not free and I know it But would you really hate me so much… …to deny me feelings and love?

(Please my dear Please my love I’m so sorry I will not- I will be better next time I’m sorry for everything at all Oh my- please I’m sorry I apologize You’re my life My heart My whole because in front of why’s)

And if I know Poison might expire some day I’m not sure if it’s so great And if I know That you will still hurt me You’re still pathetic without me You do know how to earn pittiness My dear.

[Haunting silence cus why not]

[anonymous-heather]

Art dump timeeeeeeee

[sunberies]

SL Broppy doodles :3

morning time in the bunker :3

she’s watching Branch do something idk but she SWEARS she only has a small crush on him (it’s not small)

and this last one is a lil crazy so that’s why it’s last LOLOLOL Rosie is gonna have a sleepover with Smidge

ok byeeeeeeeeee

[confetti-critter]

yayyyyy i committed to actually playing a video game and i had fun! I was playing for 2 and a half hours and got the first shortcut made and got quite a few levels into the volcana. Watching people play for an extended period of time might've actually helped with how well I played?????

Ok I'm playing spelunky 2 and my first run ever I got to quillback! That's not too shabby I think