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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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"support people! mental health matters!" until someone is even slightly weird or off-putting. yeah sure "mental health matters" you guys can't even handle mild depression
#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#if you saw the mental health i support because it affects me directly and i deal with it youd hurl. youd lose your mind#'talking to yourself like a crazy person! lol!' people when i hit them with the dissociative disorder + maldaptive daydreaming 1-2 combo#which leads me to often talk to thin air in public#very loudly and visibly#also ok to rb if you want
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Me, wondering if I’ve become immune to media, that, even if I find something I enjoy a lot, there’s been nothing in a few years that has rocked me to my core & become a fundamental part of who I am, so maybe I’ve just read/watched/listened to too much and can no longer be affected as deeply as I used to be: 😐
Kevin Perjurer: …so what a monumental achievement it is to be remembered for four.
Me:
#defunctland#defuncttv#kevin perjurer#Disney channel’s theme: a history mystery#ok to rb if you really want to#I’ve watched it 3 times in 2 days and there is no sign of me stopping yet#like obviously there’s been a lot of books and shows and podcasts and etc that I’ve LOVED in the past few years#but the picture of Dorian gray has been my favorite book since 2017 and Dreamboy has been my favorite podcast since 2018#and nothing else has ever come CLOSE to the amount of crack those two are laced with for me#I just can’t see this docu getting old for me#anyway I’m exhausted and probably incoherent and cannot stop thinking about this docu so y’all get to hear about it#even though I only make original posts on here once every 100 years or so
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I was surprised why you were angry when I asked about the review because there was nothing wrong with it before I searched and found out I got the channel name wrong
The one I was looking for was Michael The Cinemafile's review. It's 100 percent positive and I'm comparing the benefits of Hazbin Hotel to Wish so I thought I'd ask because I remember you saying you jumped on the Wish hate train and I was curious if you knew it
OHHHHH! IVE WATCHED THAT ONE! It's really good at breaking down how Hazbin clearly outshines Wish as a musical. And Hazbin definitely does do villain songs way better than whatever was going on with Disney. For anyone curious, here's the video:
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And when I mean Disney...I mean Disney. I'm not gonna blame the creators of Wish completely bc Disney pressured them to work faster. Although, they still hired a pop songwriter to create songs for a musical, which was certainly.....a choice.
Also, I'm extra salty at Wish for making ppl get mad LMM, as if he had anything to do with this x3 Like, if Lin worked on Wish, you would know that the songs would be decent. They tried to copy his work but then forgot to add the passion that goes with it.
#i can already see ppl bringing up Scuttle Butt#like come on not every Disney movie had hit after hit x3#also say what you want abt hazbin#i personally havent heard anyone say anything negative about the songs#hazbin hotel#wish#ask answered#ok 2 rb
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trans men i love you so much and you’re all so fucking hot
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morale moodboard
#i got like two 2 self inserts i cant take seriously even when i try to give them interesting backstories#💞📻#<-#this is one of them#proships dni#ok to rb#(if you really want to i guess)#cw: suggestive#(suggestive text)
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✨ 🌈 ✨ Rise and grind on other men~ ✨ 🌈 ✨
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Bonus: when The Gay is too much and you gotta put your hands on your boyfriend’s hips instead...
#this is the man the bigots don't want you to know about#jjba#phantom blood#speedwagon#robert e o speedwagon#jojo#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jjba part 1#basurito#(?#speedguapo#ok to rb#jonawagon#jonaspeed#speedjona#speedstar#jonathan joestar#battle tendency#jjba part 2#old spw is there so i'm legally required to tag pt 2#old bluebirdapp repost but ehhhh#like most of my more recent arts....#i kept forgetting to post it here lmao#sorrryyyy
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The binding of Ben Solo and Kaden Reese, save the date!
05/20/2024 💜
Tag list: @dragonsmooch || @kylars-princess || @ama-ships || @heatobrienswife || @lysandreslittlechatot ||
#I'll be writing a fic and possibly making art(?) depending on how ambitious I feel hehe#you had me under spell right from the start;#ok 2 rb#listen.. I wanted it close to my birthday lol (my bday is on the 27th)
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anyway. free palestine
#i havent written a poem in so long and you can probably tell#i forgot the login for here for a bit too RIP. anyway being silent on this wasnt sitting right with me#spilled ink#poets on tumblr#my writing#poetry#ok 2 rb#im not using any of the activist tags and so on because i don't want to dilute whatever information is being posted ykwim#img description in alt text
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also idk if people knew but apparently txti.es is shutting down july 1 2023 sooooo if you have important stuff saved on there you should work on moving it 👍
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got a bunch of shitty cheap new sketchbooks! it seems like a few CV artists are doing it lately, so if anyone has any requests let me know + i'll try to get to them inbetween other stuff :]
(might not do all of them and quality will.. vary LOL)
#mine#cv#also accepting bs and gfd of course#art was just for funsies but if anyone wanted to rb it let me know + i'll post it to my main!#i got them for a dollar each and the pages are pretty waxy but cheap means i dont have to worry about wtf i put on the pages lol#i still have 1 or 2 requests left for the palette one which! i will try to do soon! im sorry!#CV magma collab i'll host you soon........#OK BACK TO WORK BYEEE!
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#twig.txt#limiting rbs because i don’t want this to break containment past my niceys followers n mutuals#n it’s like#you comment n you know it will be seen by others looking in comments. but not expecting it to be shown to a lot of people#this feels like a compromise#whagever#anyway as a nonsystem: ?????????????????? wh. huh. how does that work#i have logistical concerns bestie <2#<- reason why i’m not just asking it directly#like#that feels rude.#this is probably weird#rude*#too#but#anyway just tell me what this means i’m confused ok bye
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Babys first hated arc for Bones
I just finished s9 ep 4, the last bit of Pelant's story and I can't help but feel... disappointed. They were clearly leading up to something with Pelant wanting Brennan to be his endgame, and then we had Booth save the day.
And it's not that I'm mad about. That was sweet and all but I verbally out loud was yelling at my T.V. because this felt so underwhelming.
While I understand we were seeing more and more that Pelant wasn't who he thought he was, it felt SO cheap that Booth was able to just shoot him right there.
I think he could've had more story. We could've seen his downfall as he gave into delusions more. It was SO clear with the bone swapping and the whole plot of this episode that he could've ran off with Bones!!! I'm so upset that honestly he didn't run off.
I'm gonna use another longterm character. The Gravedigger.
She was also shot, but when SHE was killed I felt satisfied. That felt right in the story. Pelant being shot and killed did NOT. I'm so upset truly that it ended here.
It would've felt much more narratively satisfying to see Pelant running with Brennan thinking he WON, and slowly seeing him descend into madness and getting more sloppy, than Booth just shooting him and ending it here.
I am so mad!!!!! It shouldn't have been this!
#Bones.doc#bones tv#bones show#Christopher pelant#Ok 2 rb if you want to add stuff but PLEASE no spoilers if theres extra Pelant stuff bc i literally stopped watching tonight to write this#bones tv show#pelant bones#Dont know if this is an unpopular opinion or not. my partner skips his eps so#im so mad he won't be seen in court he could've done one last f you to the bones team!!!! URGH. *BITES THROUGH A TABLE*
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I love it when I see cowboy characters say "you've yee'd your last haw." It cracks me up every time. It's amazing
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Track 37 - Only For Us - Kylo x Kaden
Temptation is You whispering Your fingertips All over me Laid me down I worship you Patiently Tell me what do 'Cause all I want to do is whatever you say Anything you want, don't hesitate We don't ever, ever have to leave this place All I want Is here with you I know this must be what Heaven is like I can see god when I look in your eyes Time stands still In this room Wrapped up forever with you in this love This sanctuary is only for us
(If you don't self-ship then please dni. I have anxiety lol)
#I don't want to bother people with tags#one of my fav bands <3#you had me under spell right from the start;#my work#ok 2 rb
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If Red Lantern Rankorr has 1000 haters one of them is me. If he has 100 haters I'm there. If he only has 1 hater that is me. If no one hates him I am no longer on this Earth. I hate Rankorr. Fuck that bitch
LMAOO going through my drafts rn and damn I really hated this guy. I mean I still do but idk this is funny to me
#the fact that i have more drafts than followers...#which ok isnt that impressive theres like 30 of you guys but still all my shitty dc drafts#i say shitty but its really just a mix between posts that i feel like i havent read enough comics to back up fully and dont want to seem#ignorant about (comma) stuff thats more shippy than usual (still like incredibly tame though)#and then like the stupidest fuckin future 0 note posts youve ever seen#also like some reading guides and meta in progress but thats split between here and my notes app generally#its so funny though bc i always get my best ideas abt comics like 2 minutes before one of my classes start#and then i forget about it in my drafts#like theres an absolutely devastating (to me) jess one that has like 2 sentences written#which i should like actually write#what was i saying?#oh and theres a lot of reading guides/comic recs thats where i save those#which now after scrolling thru rlly makes me want to read#where tf was this post going again? oh i was laughing at me hating rankorr#if i wrote comics id ressurect him off panel just to kill him again. if hes dead. i dont remember if hes dead but i think so? who tf knows#blah#i can make a vers without my dumb little comment on here btw if anyone actually wants to rb this lol but i doubt it
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