#ohhhh my stomach hurts ya’ll

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drew a little chibi Nikki to announce my table number (once i receive it) and she’s so cute ….. i love her

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Have you ever done a craft that you found on Pinterest? I did dabble with some water painting a few years ago during Christmastime, actually. I made a few different Christmas poster things inspired by ones I saw on there. Like, they had different Christmasy quotes or song lyrics and some had pictures of Christmas trees or something. Do you get scrapbooking layout ideas from anywhere? I don’t do scrapbooking. What do you do to wipe off the dust from ordinary life? I’m always cleaning under the keys on my laptop. Are you content with mystery, or do you wish you knew everything? Uhh. I wouldn’t want to know everything. I like continuing to learn and discover new things. There’s also things I never want to know. I also like mystery in the sense of surprises. Like, I hate spoilers and I don’t want to know what any presents are before I open them.  What do you do when someone irritates you on Facebook? If I see an annoying or stupid post I just keep scrolling.

Do you think your hair looks better natural or dyed? I think it looks much better dyed red.  Do your parents disrespect you? My parents are respectful, pretty chill people. I mean, we get in disagreements and bicker sometimes, who doesn’t, but I wouldn’t say they disrespect me. Have you found that love covers over a multitude of sins? I mean, you can love someone but that doesn’t excuse their toxic, bad behaviors. It doesn’t mean people can treat you or others cruelly just because you love them. What was the last Grand Opening you went to? Hm. I don’t know if I’ve ever been to a grand opening. Not that I can think of at the moment. Do you have anything coming up tomorrow? Nope. What’s one thing that makes your stomach hurt? I’m lactose intolerant, so having dairy will definitely do that. Otherwise, I just have stomach issues and get stomachaches and pains for whatever reason. Ever had a living nightmare? These past few years in particular. Do you have a lot of haters? Ha. I’m so irrelevant. I’m sure I’m not even on anyone’s radar for them to feel that strongly about me. Outside of my family, I feel people are indifferent to me. I don’t make a big impression. 

Do you think successful people always come with a pack of haters? Yes. There are people who can’t stand to see successful, happy people. They want to try and tear them down. There’s also just a lot of trolls who think it’s fun to hate on people. Do you have supernatural abilities? Uh, no. Do you kick yourself when you make mistakes? Do you say, “I wish I would have” a lot? All the damn time. There’s so much I wish I did and didn’t do and I’m always kicking myself so to speak for it.  Are you doing the most you can with your life? Not even. I’ve completely let these past few years pass me by as I just waste away.  Do you let people walk on you? I’ve had it happen in the past. Are you ok? I always just wanna start belting out to MCR when a question like this comes up. Do you have a friend you miss right now? Former friend, yeah. Do you ever write snail mail to your friends? I don’t have any friends anymore, but nah dude. I’ll send you a text or hit you up on social media if I need to reach you, ha. Do you make your life look better than it is on Facebook? I guess in a way because I don’t post personal shit. I used to post like sad quotes and lyrics and images back in the day, but I stopped doing that years ago. I very rarely post anything anymore and when I do, it’s something funny or #relatable that I saw and shared to my timeline. Or a check-in to somewhere if I think it’s of interest. Mostly; though, I’m just on there scrolling through my feed and “liking” things here and there. Do you feel God’s presence regularly? Yes. Do you experience chronic pain? Yes. Do you believe God loves you and is rooting for you? I know He does. Have you ever dreamt that you were falling? Ugh, yes. Worst feeling. I hate that feeling of jolting awake.  What would your dream career be? I have no idea. Are you a daydreamer? ”You may say I’m a dreamer, but I’m not the only one.” Do you daydream so much that you wonder if there’s anyone who doesn’t? Uhh, I wouldn’t say that. My daydreaming is more me zoning out and dwelling  about things from the past, thinking about current things, or imagining up scenarios.  Do you ever just sit and daydream for awhile? My mind just wanders off like that. Is the snow falling where you are right now? It doesn’t snow here. :( What is your favorite part of nature? The beach, particularly the ocean. Though, we all know I’m not about getting into the ocean. That deep water and the creatures that dwell down there aren’t for me. Just thinking about that... :O I do love looking out at the ocean and just watch/listen to the waves crash in and out. It’s very, very calming. I let my thoughts get swept away with the waves. I also love the cool, ocean air and smell. Do you wish you could be a world traveler? Yes. Do you wish you could live in another city for a year? Ooh. That would be nice. I actually want to move to another city permanently. What city would you like to visit? There’s countless places I want to visit. What has been your favorite city that you’ve visited? Various ones in California.  If you had kids, would you take them to Disney World? Pfft, I’d go now if I could. I don’t need kids for that, ha. I’m the big kid. I love Disneyland, so I’m sure I’d love Disney World as well. Have you ever stood in line to get a Disney character’s autograph? Yeah. As a kid and as an adult, haha. My favorite was a few years ago when we got pictures with Chewbacca and Darth Vader.  Do you own a birthday crown? No. How long does it usually take your hair to dry? Do you dry it naturally or blow-dry it? I just let it air dry. It takes forever, though. Do you straighten your hair? Not anymore. I used to. Do you sleep with a teddy bear? I have a few stuffed animals on my bed that always just sit on my bed. Would you consider yourself a free spirit? No. Do you need to clean out your closet? I actually just did that a couple weekends ago. Do you watch YouTube videos regularly? Yep, everyday.  What’s your favorite coffee shop? Starbucks. Is your Pinterest page cluttered? I have a few pinned things, but I don’t use Pinterest much for that. I use it to find and save photos for my phone background, typically. Do you want to start a collection? I have a few collections. Are you a role model? Would you consider yourself a good example? No. Are you a leader or a follower? I feel like I’m just sitting on the sidelines watching the crowd go by.  Who’s your favorite person? Not a person, but my doggo. (: Who have been your favorite American Idol contestants? I liked a few from the first few seasons like Adam Lambert, David Archuleta, Tim Urban, and of course, Kelly Clarkson. Did you used to name your Barbies? Yep. What unnatural hair color looks best on you? I love dyeing my hair red. Is your life boring? ”I need another story, something to get off my chest. My life is kind of boring, need something that I can confess.” Do you usually feel better around people or alone? Depends. I like spending time with my family, but I also need my alone time. Is there a broken relationship in your life that you want to fix? Oh, like the friendships I ruined a few years ago because I’m a shitty person? I wouldn’t even know where to begin at this point. Like...what could I even say. I know they’re hurt and probably hate me, and I don’t blame them at all. They deserved more than I what I gave them. The more time goes by, the worse it is. I still don’t feel like I’m in the right headspace to try and fix things. Like...I don’t think things would change and we’d end up in the same spot because I’m still a mess. And I feel horrible for feeling this way, but there’s a part of me that doesn’t want to. :X I wish I went about things differently, most definitely, but having some people out of my life now is the worst thing.... Do you ever think about Heaven? Yes. Are you ready for Heaven yet? I pray it’s not my time, yet.  Are you afraid of where you’re going to go? I pray I go to heaven when it is my time. Do you have a tree outside your window? Yes. Do you feel better now than you did last night? I feel the same, really. Is your sleep schedule messed up? Ohhhh yeah. It has been for years. It switches up, though. Still all bad, but different. Like, currently my bedtime is like 5, sometimes 6, in the morning and I sleep until 1. Does your body have any problems with it? It has a lot wrong with it. Are you doing ok spiritually? I’m working on strengthening my relationship with God. Have you taken any huge risks lately? No. Silence or songs? I don’t like complete silence ever. I need something, whether it be the TV, YouTube, or music. I sleep with the TV on for that reason (and for some light because I can’t have it completely dark either). Tea or coffee? Coffeeeee. Books or movies? I enjoy both. Do you ever watch your favorite movies from when you were a kid? Disney movies are timeless. ^If you were going to do that, what would you watch? Something Disney. Do you ignore rude people or do you call them out? I’ll talk shit about them to myself or someone I’m close with like my mom, ha. I don’t confront people. Well, unless it’s someone I’m close to who says or does something rude. Do you have trouble staying organized? With my life, yes. It’s showing externally now; though, too. My room has gotten cluttery and I hate it. It never used to be that way.  What has been your most favorite adventure? All the trips I’ve taken. What has been your greatest mistake? I’ve made a long list of ‘em. Are you happy with your life right now? No. Do you take anything to make your feel better? ”I take prescriptions to make me feel a-okay I know it’s all in my head.” Sorry, ya’ll know I’m always breaking out into song. Anyway, I currently don’t take any anti-depressants or anti-anxiety pills. Are your parents still together? Yes. What color socks do you have on? White. Are you under a blanket right now? I have one wrapped around me. Are you hopeful? :/

[mydarlingl0ve]

Ya’ll this is it! The final chapter! Thank you so much to who has been keeping up with my inconsistent updates and gave this story so much love. It means a lot to me :) I hope you enjoy the ending! 

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Yumi’s fingers trembled as she pressed the button so the table Kakashi was strapped to was laying flat. Not meeting his gaze, she pulled a key from under her cloak and started with the collar around Kakashi’s neck, then his wrists, and finally his ankles. Yumi kept her head lowered as she stepped back from the table.

Sakura all but ran back over to Kakashi as he stood, almost knocking him back down with the force of her body colliding with his. With a strangled chuckle, Kakashi wrapped his arms around Sakura’s waist and knotted his fingers in her hair, holding her tightly against him. He pressed his face into her hair and inhales softly, her scent killing his fear instantly.

“I’m so glad you’re okay.” Sakura mumbled into his chest, pressing a kiss to his exposed chest. Kakashi looked up from Sakura’s head and saw Yumi staring at them, but she quickly avoided his gaze again, looking down at the floor.

Untangling himself from Sakura, Kakashi knelt down in front of Yumi and gently pushed her hood back. “Yumi? Why did you help him?” He asked in a soothing tone. He couldn’t feel any ill will for the little girl. She followed and obeyed Hiro like he was her hero, only to watch him take his own life.

“He bought me.” she whispers. “A man sold me to him, a few years ago.”

Kakashi’s eyebrows rose as Yumi began to explain.

“My mom was sick, very sick. The doctors in the village couldn’t figure out what was wrong with her. We sold our home after she was taken to the hospital. He would leave me alone with a male nurse all the time, while he tried to find a way to make money so my mom could get the treatment she needed. He had found a doctor in Takigakure, but on his way there, he was killed by a rogue nin. After my mom found out he was dead, she demanded for the doctors to stop trying to help her.” Fresh tears flowed down Yumi’s face as she took a deep breath, finally meeting Kakashi’s gaze, but soon her vision was blocked by a curtain of pink.

Sakura knelt in front of Yumi and pulled her into her arms, cradling her head against her chest. Yumi’s eyes widened as she looked over at Kakashi, who only shrugged and smirked as he  stood, taking a step back.

“Yumi,” Sakura whispered, tightening her hold on her. “I’m so sorry. You didn’t deserve any of that.”

Sakura pulled out of the hug and smiled at her, then slowly lifted her arm. Before Kakashi could stop her, Sakura smacked Yumi on the top of her head. “That’s for kidnapping me and my husband. Do you know how much trouble you’re in? Konoha nin are on their way here to rescue us.”

Yumi’s eyes widened as she looked between Kakashi and Sakura, tears threatening to fall again. She clenched her fists and looked at the floor again, nodding. “I know,” she mumbled. “What I did was wrong. The reason i did it for was wrong. I knew that, I did, but Master told me if I helped him do this, he’d adopt me for real.”

Sakura gasped as she turned and looked at Kakashi, who looked conflicted. Did they really want to send a young girl to prison for doing what she could to gain a family? Even though what she did was wrong, she didn’t hurt either of them. Sakura’s heart skipped a beat when she remembered Yumi telling her that the mist wouldn’t hurt the baby. Subconsciously, her fingers fell to her swollen stomach, her index and middle fingers glowing as she checked on Ume. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary, everything felt wonderful, despite the emotional distress they had gone through. She offhandedly wondered if the mist had anything to do with it.

“Kakashi,” she stood and walked over to him, lacing their fingers together. “I don’t think she needs to go to prison. She needs help. Let’s bring her back with us.”

Kakashi looked down at her, searching her face for any sign of backing down. He chuckled when determination was all he could find. “Okay, baby.”

With a smile, Sakura kissed his cheek and walked over to Yumi, grabbing the chakra suppressing rope on her way. Kneeling next to her again, she put her hand on her head and softly caressed her hair. Yumi looked up at her with fear. Smiling, Sakura reached down and tied Yumi’s hands together before meeting her lost gaze.

“You’re coming back with us, but you’re not going to prison.”

Yumi’s eyes widened with disbelief as Kakashi approached her and knelt next to her as well.

“Do you want a real home, Yumi? I’ll personally make sure you’re put into a good home. Would you like that?” He asked softly. Sakura smiled at the sincerity in his voice. Yumi looked up at then and, for the first time, smiled a real smile and nodded her head.

“Yes, please. I’m sorry I took you two. Oh.” She paused and looked over at Hiro and nodded her head. “He still has that picture of Sakura.”

Kakashi’s face grew red as he remembered that it wasn’t with him, and that he was, in fact, wearing rags and was maskless.

Kakashi panicked as he looked around the room to cover his face with. Yumi realized what was happening and giggled.

“Master keeps extra cloaks and scarfs near the entrance. Especially now, since it’s winter.” She added with a smile. Sakura giggled at Kakashi’s blush, only to be interrupted by the door swinging open and Gai running in at full speed.

“RIVAL!” He shouted as he skid to a stop in front of Kakashi, who had turned his back to him and buried his face in Sakura’s hair, causing her to full on laugh at her distraught husband as she rubbed his back. Gai looked at them with narrowed eyes.

“Did something happen?” He asked curiously before his eyes landed on Yumi, who had pulled her cloak off and handed it to Kakashi. Who, admittedly, looked ridiculous with a child’s cloak wrapped around his face. Rolling his eyes at Gai’s smirk, he turned back to face Sakura before pulling the cloak off and ripping a piece of the fabric and tying it around the lower half of his face.

“Much better,” he sighed as he turned toward Yumi. He knelt down again, but had his back to her. “Get on. Let’s get home.”

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A heavy snow fell outside the Hatake home as Sakura and Kakashi sat under a warm blanket on the couch, a Christmas movie was turned down low.  Kakashi’s fingers were tracing small shapes on Sakura’s stomach, her head in his lap. Sakura hummed as she ran her fingers through his hair, gently scratching his scalp.

“You’re going to be a wonderful father, baby.” Sakura smiles up at him as his fingers leave her stomach, his face falling slightly.

“Are you sure? I didn’t do too well with Team 7,” he paused when Sakura sighed and sat up, taking his face in her hands.

“I’ve never been so sure about anything in my life. The way you spoke to Yumi, the way you handled her story, you looked like a father, sounded like a father. If you can handle that, you can handle anything.” She said seriously, her eyes never leaving his.

A soft blush formed on Kakashi’s face under the gaze of his impossibly strong wife, whom he was even more grateful for after that kidnapping ordeal. He smiled and leaned forward to kiss Sakura’s forehead, than her nose, and her lips.

“I love you, Mrs. Hatake.” He whispered, chuckling as Sakura blushed as well.

“I love y-” Sakura began, but was interrupted by a stabbing pain in her stomach. Her face contorted in pain as she grabbed Kakashi’s hand and squeezed, taking quick deep breathes.

“Ohhhh, Kami!” Sakura screamed as tears began running down her face, making Kakashi panic.

“Sakura? Baby, what’s wrong?”

“SHE’S COMING!” She howled and clutched her stomach. With wide eyes, Kakashi formed handsigns and summoned Pakkun,

“Yo, boss. What’s-” Pakkun spoke as the smoke dissipated, but was cut off by Kakashi barking out orders and Sakura’s scream.

“Get Tsunade, now. Ume is coming.” Kakashi bit out as he helped Sakura stand.

“On it, boss.” Pakkun immediately ran out of the house as fast as his legs could carry him.

“What do I need to grab, baby?” He asked as Sakura doubled over, clutching onto Kakashi’s shoulder, causing his knees to buckle slightly under the force of her hand.

“The….baby bag…. by the bed.” She panted as she let him go. Kakashi sprinted into their bedroom and grabbed the pink bag off Sakura’s nightstand and ran back out to her, slinging the bag on his shoulder as he went.

“Come here, baby.” He mumbled softly as he picked Sakura up bridal style and dashed out the door, his heart beating a hundred miles a minute.The second they arrived at the hospital, Shizune was waiting by the doors with a wheelchair. Kakashi gently set her down in it and kissed the top of her head.

Kakashi had a few seconds to lean against the wall before he heard Tsunade yell for him.

“Hatake! Let’s go!”

Taking one last deep breath, Kakashi pushed himself off the wall and followed after Tsunade’s voice and Sakura’s screaming.

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Four hours later, a loud, piercing cry rang throughout the hospital room. Kakashi all but collapsed into the chair next to Sakura’s bed, his hand throbbing. Sakura was still panting as she turned her head and looked at Kakashi with a watery smile.

“Congratulations, Papa.” She giggled hoarsely.

Kakashi rolled his eyes and smiles back at her before standing up and leaning over her bed to kiss her forehead. “You did wonderful, my love.” He whispered against her sweat slicked skin.

Tsunade walked in a moment later, cooing at the pink bundle in her arms. “She’s beautiful, has your eyes, Hatake.” She laughed softly as she handed the bundle to Kakashi and his heart stopped.

Two warm gray eyes stared up at him, practically shining. She had soft pink tufts of hair and had Sakura’s adorable nose. Caught in a trance, he brought her up and closed his eyes before placing a soft kiss on her forehead.

“I will protect you with my life, babygirl. I love you, so much. I will try to be someone you can rely on” He mumbled into her soft hair, fighting back tears. Sakura watched her husband talk to their daughter with tears running down her face. Tsunade smiled before turning back to Sakura.

“Have you decided on a name?”

“Ume,” She smiled. “My plum girl.”

Tsunade nodded and left the room to give the new parents some privacy.

“Look, Ume,” Kakashi cooed as he pointed at Sakura. “That’s your beautiful mama. She’s going to beat up anyone who tries to hurt you, too.”

Sakura laughed and reached out for them. “Lay with me.”

Kakashi stood slowly and handed Sakura Ume, who placed her on her chest, and moved over so Kakashi could get on the bed, too.

Squeezing in next to his wife and daughter, Kakashi couldn’t help but thank every god there was that Ume was born healthy and that Sakura was okay.

As he looked out the window at the falling snow, Kakashi saw nothing but a bright and happy future for him and his family.

THE END!