#oh wait. its teo. like i dont wosh them bad i just rlly dont care to ever reconnect or see what theyre up too and 90 percent of the time i
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some times i read posts and i sit here like. im not like other tumblrinas
#this was abt the childhood frienda live in ur mind post bc i rlly. cant relate? i dont think aby them much?? one i never wanna see again nd#oh wait. its teo. like i dont wosh them bad i just rlly dont care to ever reconnect or see what theyre up too and 90 percent of the time i#just forget. i remember those memories. they were goid at the time but i dont wish ti be back in those days. it just is what it is#and the rest of them i have on social media and we've just grown apart and thats ok#rlly. i dont rember my childhood in a very large bulk. which makes it roly funny that i teach elementary school bc so much of it is a blur#and i dont mind bc i know its insignificant what i do. good or bad. so idk. its comforting. if its bad. those kids wont rber and if its#good. well thats nice and all! but im it rlly means very little unless for some reason one of my lessons rlly shine thru or smth i do. i#like if so. amazing but im not holding mt breath. all i need to do us make sure they dont have any significant bad memories cuz of me.#but yeah. rlly. being a child is a daze. made teaching hard bc i... sadly. rlly forgot you have to teach kids things and tell them and.#well. yea. train them to do things like line up and clean up and yea. rlly. i dint remember being a kid so i feel like all those skills i#have are innate but no. its bc someone i dont remember at all. took the time to teach me. its weird. i dont think im fit to teach kids#being a kid. time. growing up. rllyis such an odd thing. is this normal??#like nit to be an 'evertything is a trauan response' bitch but i dont know#bc all my friends say the same that i ask but they also share that trauma#tho sadly. sometimes when i meet ppl and they say they have trauma im like 'trauma for real or trauma in the tiktok way?' but then i r#realize. ppl probably think that abt me too. like i dont seem traumatized and when i say what ive lived thri. it feels so.fake and contrite#but it happened and that makes it wrong for me to question anyone. ik trauma isnt what it seems at times but i hate the way socmed has made#it trendy and lose its meaning#🐌.txt#anyways!!! gn
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