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I know this is a sideblog for venting and sad stuff and all, but I would like to make a lil update - I have been with a wonderful partner for almost a year now and all the things I posted about my abusive ex will no longer ever happen, as I cut ties with him for good last year! I have been finally rediscovering myself and getting to be the way I want to be without a weight pulling me down. I love and am grateful for my partner and I am consistently happy for the first time in years ^^

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“Mental illness has ruined my fucking life, don’t ever tell me that it’s a choice.”

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I should have known better than to love you.

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"I guess I can live without you, but without you I'll be miserable at best."

Mayday Parade, "Miserable At Best"

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I’d swim every sea just to breathe you in once more.

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You were the first person I wanted to be with forever.

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All of those nights, still tattooed on my mind.

k.b. // sasha sloan - again

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Dear diary...

I dreamt of you again...

I can't get over you.

I still love you.

I still miss you.

And I probably always will.

I'm sorry about everything. I hope you're okay.

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“I should have hugged you tighter the last time I saw you.”

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I’m tired of people saying if you can’t love yourself, then you can’t love anyone. But from my experience, the people that love others the most fiercely are the ones who don’t or in more appropriate words are unable to love themeselves. They can’t love themselves but they still have the heart to love others selflessly. Don’t take that away from them, don’t demean their love for others, for it is pure just like other people’s love.

— we can and we do love others

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