#oh she is so sick and twisted for that
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I knew this was going to happen. I knew it and it still doesn't hurt any less. i knew this scene was coming
#cc count your fucking days#you will never see heaven im telling you rn#also the whole point of tatiana being poetic#& the fact she kill Barbara and Christopher; Gideon's first child & Gabriel's second#oh she is so sick and twisted for that#and the fact nobody else is there... with Barbara they were all there but who's going to tell everyone in idris#who's gonna tell gabriel and cecily their son is dead oh my God#saw someone on twitter say Thomas and Christopher should've been parabatai & that's making it worse I fear#christopher lightwood#:(#thomas lightwood#also you know what I'm not done#the fact Thomas wasn't there. he was with Alastair when kit died & he had no idea#he wasn't there to help just like how he couldn't help babs#im never going to recover from this#chain of thorns spoilers#cot spoilers#chot spoilers#chain of thorns#bella reads cot
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HELIO CHOSE HER, BUT SHE CHOSE CASSANDRA.
Traci Brimall, Vive, Vive // Mitski, Goodbye My Danish Sweetheart // Unknown // Katie Maria, God is made of hunger and I am made of dreams // Ally Beardsley, Fantasy High: Sophomore Year // Caravaggio, Judith Beheading Holofernes // @inkskinned, When I’m sad, I write goodbye letters to the people I care about. Once I’ve said goodbye to everyone, I can go. // Ally Beardsley, Fantasy High: Junior Year // Florence & The Machine, Girls Against God // Hozier & Allison Russell, Wildflower and Barley
#ally beardsley you are so special to me#you and your choices#sunny twindenial has already made the most RICH compelling relevant beautiful webweave ive EVER seen and it was abt kristen n cassandra#could never compare would never try#this is just factoring the helio of it all. and intention and choice. because i do think she’s been trying#not as hard as she could be but still!!!!!! she NEVER GRAPPLED WITH THE PARTS OF [helioic religion] THAT FUCKING WORKED FOR HER!!!!!!!!!#sick and twisted that ur exes dont immediately forget about you as soon as you break up. like thats not for you anymore!!!!!#ive lost the plot. thats trackerbees impact for u#ANW i like being able to move my web strands around the post on mobile & i dislike when i cant . so thats why the layout is flat and boring#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fhsy#fh#fantasy high junior year spoilers#fhjy spoilers#dimension 20#d20#helio#cassandra#kristen applebees#kristen#ww#uh oh!#spideryna#one day i will run out of silken strands with which to weave#this is not that day
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I'm completely normal about her btw
First one is from mid August and the other one is from late October..........
#I HATE HIM OH MY GOD.#I need to kill him brutally#like this is actually so sick and twisted.#gruesome playground injuries#corey gpi#my favourite he/she......#he's my everything actually#MILO ART#fanart
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hi spoiler embargo ended. get rejuv blasted
#pokemon rejuvenation spoilers#also i finished my renegade run like an hour ago. whwatthe hell. egrhrhr#h. normal about it#M2…………………. shes so awful i love her so so bad. evil and fucked my melia moments my beloved#fucked up*#thank you 13.5 renegade route for giving me so so much while also taking away everything at the same time#shes so sick and twisted but like literally.#hher. pokemon… they. egeg erg ag#sorry this is about the best i can do im not good with wording things so take my nonsensical keyboard smashing i think#oh also love the chapter 10 cave bit ^_^ the soul thing is so cool i love giant robot ana#and the giratina friend thats awesome#also not related in the slightest but i got the a-larvesta megg on my renegade route save and its so so pretty#i love all of the new aevian forms but i think out of them all a-volarona and the a-leavanny line are my favorites by far#probably helps that both of those are some of my favorite pokemon in general but yknow#pokemon rejuvenation#btw anyone that sees this that hasnt played this before should play it immediately. please#they made the glitter girl fucked up and evil im winning
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i cried at todays episode of the boys then cried while watching the new season of the bear and now i’m crying in my bed lord save me
#the boys spoilers#hughie’s dad and then the mom from the bear and her daughter bonding while she was in labor bruh#made me so sad like GIRL GET UP THEYRE TV SHOWS#and marcus’ mother…oh mein gott#it’s our parents first time on earth too this is so sick and twisted
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Moon Lovers: Scarlet Heart Ryeo (2016) – Episode 5
#Moon Lovers#Scarlet Heart Ryeo#kdramaedit#mlshredit#Lee Ji Eun#IU#tv: kdrama#gif: mine#ok i finished this drama and idk if i'm going to gif anything else and this was in my drafts BUT her saying this and then when she goes back#to the future she says something along these lines when she's talking about her dreams etc but about the 4th prince oh it killed me#for So to not be known as someone who would kill his own brothers she accidentally made Wook become that person it's sooooo sick and twisted#anyway i have second lead syndrome but that's FINE#scene of all time btw
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!! PJSK SPOILERS !!
its mizuover chat were cooked
get her outa there NEOW
#🐛#i cant breathe wtf#i saw this yesterday but im only now getting it#oh nooooo#my baby#i cant wait for her event but i dont wanna know what will happen#i think shes either gonna get outed#or#ena will get mad at her for keeping a secret or smth#ena would NAWT make her hurt like that#this is so#sick#and#fucking twisteddddd#SICK AND TWISTED#project sekai#pjsk#mizuki akiyama#n25 mizuki#mizuki pjsk#pjsk spoilers
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the unification of simblr, 2022 (colorized)
#we just think yoonie is overall nasty#dl#they have me blocked afaik ? i dmed her months ago while on an angry rampage because she just kept talking neg stuff and i was getting#sick of it i dont remember. like i said it was months ago. she said this convo stays here and i said ok i think#ive been told she shared it on her tea channel weeks ago LMAO AND i kept my lil dumb mouth shut all this time because it was#supposed to stay there#oh well. idk she's facing the consequences of her actions#curate a nice space and you'll receive nice things#curate a cesspoll you receive shit#im not good with words and tones. i step over my own words constantly#so i cant even imagine how my words got twisted in that chat. tbh just thinking about it makes me feel so ??? im in school again
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this book is like what if anne rice personally hated me and crafted this to spite me and make me suffer
#twist rambles#vc posting#im so fed uppp im so sick of it. like im sorry the fucking oh poor people shit here is so bad#i rly think she should stick to writing rich ppl instead of whatever the fuck this is
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i have all these draft documents of half finished fics full of lines i love but that are so fundamentally flawed i can't figure out how to finish them and can't kill my darlings mercilessly enough to get past the roadblocks so i just reread them over and over and think damn this is kinda fire. wish it was anywhere near shareable.
#UGHHHHH 10k allydia fic full of dead end plotlines that lives in my google drive you will always be famous to me and me alone#allison is resurrected and i have this short bit about the five stages of grief vs the five stages of decomposition but idk if i can keep i#bc it works better if allison was dead longer. but i LIKE those lines............#i have like the barest of bones for like 6 different parts of the tw hunger games au fics......#scott one is at 4500k but i decided a while ago i need to change one of the main plot points and it's killing me bc that's like 90% of it#but i like the writing and it's like three scenes from completion!! but i can't bring myself to be happy with where i brought the plot 😔#SICK AND TWISTED!!!!!!!!!!#the tua fic that is my white whale..... reverse robins plot points plan and like four different false start documents......#the robins ghost au i never figured out a plot for....... the tommy dies instead of barb au........ THE JASON CARVER TIMELOOP STORY.......#i really like the opening i wrote for the jason time loop but that's all i wrote bc i realized i'd have to figure out a plot and rewatch s4#and like. :/ idk if i'm willing to do all that. for jason carver?? well.#i have this criminal minds fic where reid gets the flu bc he refuses to get vaccinated bc he's terrified of needles after georgia#and jj shows up to check on him bc she's also dealing w the georgia anniversary so she's desperate for proof of life#and it's like 80% done but i stopped super caring about cm a few years ago and now every time i remember it i'm like :/#i could spruce that up and post it if i really wanted to! it's not bad at all! but will i ever do that.........#OH MY GOD the like 4k i wrote from the POV of this girl stalking reid?? like i wanted to do a casefic from the unsub's perspective#i forgot about that one i was really invested in it for a while actually did a lot of research and really tried to make her sympathetic#shoutout to the random extra from that episode w jason alexander who i decided was gonna be Gwen The Stalker <3#throwback to my criminal minds era that was wild#anyways truly it is the allydia one the twthg xovers the reverse robins and the tua longfic that haunt me constantly#i always cycle between thinking about one of them on and off
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stalker sanya is canon btw bcs i said so
#yeah watch out for beletsky and kazarina.. beletsky has a lot of talent and kazarina has a lot of#connections....#send post#77ngiez.txt#hir and yura both become stalkers as adults & theyre both very damn good at it#they typically work together#ppl find them kind of scary theyre like and so whenever they come into contact with stalkers that they havent met the other stalkers r like#actually sooooo chill. unless u piss one or both of them off. then there will be hell 2 pay#sanya and yura r in a super cool unlabeled aro4aro bpd4bpd relationship btw and they dont rlly care what other ppl think so there r ppl out#there convinced that theyre dating and others convinced that theyre just work partners and others convinced that theyre family of some sort#oh also by the time they rise up the ranks of stalker fame both of their eggs have cracked so yura uses he/she and the names yura and yulya#interchangably and is on e and stuff and sanya binds and uses ze/hir but they also dont rlly care abt strangers perceptions of their gender#so at the end of every day they get home and have silly convos like “i got pegged as a cis guy by the grocery store cashier today” “yeah i#ropped by andreis to drop smth off and his mom was very confused about whether to call me sir or maam"#oh theyre both training this kid [my occc :333] andrei to become a stalker [bcs he begged them so so nicely]#sorry this sounds insane. glimpse into my sick and twisted mind ig
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started thinking about lana skye i'm going to die
#saturn.txt#usually vera misham is the one who drives me crazy insane up the wall lamb to the slaughter chewing on glass#but lana skye is like.If i could make a web weave i would. oh my God#fucked up sick and twisted just trying to protect her sister but you see how ema skye evolves and you look at everything#sometimes trying to protect osmeone is the best thing you can do sometimes protecting them means failing them#and failing yourself. so did lana really protect her or did she protect nothing#if we got an ema skye led game IF WE GOT AN EMA SKYE LED GAME...#aughgjgfhjfkhfjfdgFUCK
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I dont wanna do anything today its too hotttt
#i just wanna hang out but everyone is busyyyyy 😭#and nobody gives a fuck abt what ive been up to as soon as theyve finished talking abt themselves they leave the conversation 😔#ik i get annoying talking abt my interests but its not a 1 way street here 🥹🥹#well maybe it is i guess. oh well#hanging out w the parkour lot again tmr so :D !! i made brownies to take with me.. thefastest way to make friends is to bring food :3#and ill hang out a bit w my flatmate later bc i offered to make dinner. muahaha my sick and twisted plans to spend time w ppl#ik im probably just having a bad rsd day but i know my flatmate misses our old flatmates and sometimes its hard not to feel like its a-#personal thing like ik im not as fun or cool as they were but i cant rly do anything abt that bc im just me#it is what it is!! i hope she finds a way of making some new friends locally bc then ill feel less guilty for her being stuck w me#not that i feel like im stuck w her at all i love her shes great + i like talking to her + being around her !!#i just feel like theres an invisible standard im always being compared to. IDK!!!!! probably just insecurity on my part its ok#i feel like im always harping on abt that here SORRY anyway im gonna make dough and do another hour of job apps ily bye#.diaries
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I LOVE catching foreshadowing that I only knew about thanks to reading the (spoiler-filled) tags for a series! It's like MHM YEAH it sure is mighty suspicious that this one character has been referred to with the same metaphor twice in the span of ten episodes! Oh I wonder why the author did that... /sar /pos
#IT'S ALL COOL I LOOKED AT SPOILERS ON PURPOSE#I knew what I was getting into!! I LOVE WHAT I'M GETTING INTO! THIS IS SO SICK#knowing The Twist is SO fun. I see EVERY line that conceals the truth#HUH WHAT A PECULIAR OUTFIT CHOICE THAT IS. OH HMM THAT'S AN ODD THING FOR (CHARACTER) TO SAY...#It's BECAUSE! SHES!! [SPOILER]!!
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Literally cant care about anything other than majima haruka bonding
#Yakuza loveblog#ohhh together ... this is less of a kiryu sickfic and more like harukas little city adventure#kiryu got sick because he was just not taking care of himself and keeled over like a victorian lady and haruka was like okay . im#cooking dinner tonight ojisan if i catch you out of bed i will be very angry with you !!!#sorry for using ojisan and uncle kaz interchangably theyre both just so fucking cute ... uncle kaz lets fuck hookers#haruka where is the methy . in my nose ojisan. uncle kaz get it twisted gamble you will win you understand you will break even#you wont lose. you wont go into debt. you will win. millions. get it twisted gamble and thats it.#majima ends up having to drive her home because he doesnt want her out on her own anymore .. which is funny because haruka yelled at him#because he joked about coming over to visit kiryu while hes sick and she was like NO !!! and he was like sheesh okay okay ...#and then shes like oh turn left here yeah this is where we're staying .. . you can come in if you want :) (she trusts him now)#i think harukas jacket also got ripped up and covered in blood so majima bought her that stylish puffer jacket she has in yk2#little girls WILL wear black singlets by the way just trust me on this kiryu also wore one when he was younger 'source?' just trust me#its like a staple of the wardrobe you need a black singlet and a jacket to wear over it plus its super cute and sensible#i like to make people straight up stab and hurt other people in front of haruka she doesnt care shes already desensitised#because she follows kiryu around every day and hes always caving skulls and making people spit out bloody teeth so seeing majima splatter#blood everywhere was nothing to her shes always getting splashed with blood every single day she doesnt mind#shes very brave to keep wearing white after that but a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do#hmm wonder if i should have a proper writing tag so i can consolidate all this shit ...#well it would mostly be for keeping track of what ive already posted because i can never remember and i keep writing the same thing#over and over again ... i only have one brain you see ..#majima comes into kiryus house immediately makes a beeline for his bedroom and sees him all sweaty and feverish in bed too weak to move#and she starts panting like a dog and kiryu looks at her with fear in his eyes#guy whos about to get his shit rocked like crazy and knows it#sorry haruka look away !!! <- thats the header i have for this fic look away from the rest of the document !!!!
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this can tie into ruyan as well i think...... ruyan does not struggle with her gender or sexuality at all in any sort of repressed way i think the only way she really struggles with is outwardly dating other people because of her specific circumstance of not technically a cis woman? but something agender but wants to be spoken to as a woman and the main issue comes with how she transitioned and how she has taken on the body considered ''male'' for au ra and how that influences how people see her and treat her during sex and romantic endeavors. but her problem stew is mostly unrelated to that and more about her insane mental illness and obsessions but this also isnt about this. this post was supposed to be about utterly terrifying it is for ruyan when she marries chefant because she realizes this means shes going to be part of a family and for once in his life have like, brothers and a father and is expected to call them as such and it sends her spiralling down a hole again about the long drawn belief shes had that nobody has ever loved her beyond obligation and ESPECIALLY when she finds out on his very own wedding day that his own mother never really even loved him and did all she did simply out of obligation and now she worries and obsesses over being taken in to a new family and the wedding and what this all means and how terrifying this all is. not to mention after knowing everything that goes on in the family how worried she is that shes so easily accepted in for who she is (agender woman? person bisexual) while they all have been having a magnitude 8 repressed family moment. AND her other fears about marriage and being ''tied down'' and the idea that everyones love for her has a limit that will be met one day and she will be discarded and left behind or that hes expected to be a certain way or behave a specific way and meet ''requirements'' for this love. anyway
#and ruyan going into dysphoric mania because of her wedding and screaming in her dressing room that shes ruined everything#and how shes a horrible person for not feeling happy on her wedding day when she KNOWS she happy#but her body just keeps spiralling and telling her this is awful this is bad when she just wants one moment of peace#from her mind that ruins everything and twists every good thing into paranoia or jealousy or fear#literally in her dressing room sobbing her makeup off trying not to stain her white dress while yelling that nobody look at him#because its bad luck for a bride to be seen before the wedding so horshy has to sit on the other side of a cracked open door#and hold her hand through the small opening so he cant see her but still be there for her#oh and dont even get me started on how he was unable to hold her own child for the first two weeks of her life#because the birth of her triggered her dysphoric mania and made her sick to her stomach about it
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