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THE LAST SEASON IS GONNA BE BEN-CENTRIC ?????
#i am going to Cry#oh no i'm not ready#i am deeply curious to get answers about his death and whatnot tho#the umbrella academy
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i think possibly my favorite anakinism and one i think about a rather unhealthy amount is his body language and how he almost always looks viscerally uncomfortable and vaguely like a child who is scared of getting slapped. even when he’s being confrontational he looks sooo defensive like wow girl you have never fully processed anything that’s happened to you and you will carry the weight of it forever
#every time i watch those movies i look at him move and i'm like oh my god he really just carries his trauma everywhere doesn't he#his physicality is so weird!! i’m obsessed with it. scared child but also dog ready to maul yanno#anakin skywalker#star wars#star wars prequels#keat.txt
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he did it! 🐍 and it only took...uhhh...well, there probably could've been less punches, but why hold back!
PUNCHES FOR EVERYONE
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 9 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 9 spoilers#snakes#ONE MORE DOWN#oh my god happy jamil was SO scary and yet adorable all at once#i want real jamil to see him and just be utterly disgusted#and yet he got nothing on the return of everyone's favorite twst character: WEIRD RHYTHMIC ELEPHANT#oh weird rhythmic elephant what would we do without you#me kicking my stupid little feet as jamil wakes up through sheer force of kalim though#he was SO happy for jamil and SO ready to just go along with everything. my sweet boy.#jamil getting so flustered by him that he's just shocked back into reality#and the SLAPFIGHT#silver being like 'they need this' and doing his one smile animation as kalim and jamil are pulling on each other's hair and going YOU SMEL#mmm yes delicious#also this is probably nothing but#but...they brought up the whole thing with azul having dirt on crowley again#the thing that was briefly alluded to in episode 4 and never mentioned ever again?!#i had JUST finally convinced myself that i was reading too much into it and it was just azul playing along with jamil's plan#but now they've mentioned it again and i'm going to be all BUT WHAT DOES IT MEEEEEAAAAN for another three years about it#is it a meaningless reference to that one scene?! is it absolutely ridiculous foreshadowing?! am i ever going to be validated?!#I HAVE TO KNOW
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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Gif of Gamz stimming, because I'm projecting very hard on him
#I think I'm finally ready to continue reading homestuck after like half a year of a pause#So many things happened.. damn#And my obsession is still here#An hour later edit: MY BOY TAVROS IS GETTING HIS SCREEN TIME IN THE BUBBLE OH MY GOD I'M SO HAPPY I'M ACTUALLY ABOUT TO SOB#Homestuck never fails to make me emotional#homestuck#Gamzee Makara#my art#animated gif#fanart#homestuck fanart#Animated
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toji poking his head under your shirt and nipping at your tummy when you don't want to get up in the morning:(((((
#he's already half clothed ready to start his morning#and oh he fucking loves to see you all splayed out on the bed#genuinely like one of his favourite things ever#but you've got some errands to do so you gotta get up:((((((#so he just tickles you a little and kisses you a little#like cmonnnnn... sleepy playful toji...........#🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴#i'm biting him back after i get up#sinking my teeth right into his shoulder#TRUSTTTTTTTTTT#toji#mickey is daydreaming#miji
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RIP Will Campos the only person who was murdered this episode.
#I fucking loved this episode but also FUCK- OH UH DON'T READ MY TAGS IF YOU HAVEN'T FINISHED YET CAUSE UH SPOILERS LOL#dndads#dungeons and daddies#the peachyville horror#dndads spoilers#dndads s3 ep 5#tony collette#ebenezer white#[breathes]#TONYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK#choosing to believe there's a chance they save him#I REALLY hope they save him#please these tags were gonna be me rambling about how I'm so ready for him to accidentally become an actual spy#and how Ebenezer is just one more person I need him to have homoerotic tension with#BUT NOW WHAT#Anyways poor Will but also not poor Will cause it was REALLY funny how much everyone was screwing with him this episode zkbfeskgzl#stupidly it was the moth bit that got me the most and particularly Matt describing its journey lmao#Somehow- like I knew the Trudy stuff was gonna be dark but somehow it was even darker than I imagined like fuuuuuck#Also sounds like the people who theorized there'd been an og human Trudy were *probably* right?#Heh. But was it a normal death or was she *murdered* dun dun dun#*Very* excited for Kelsey's boxing match#Francis UH OH GOD??#the two scoops line was perfect though#what else what else... No I'm just caught on that ending now god DAMN it I don't care if they pull some cheap shit to save him#oh actually I know exactly what I want out of this but I'll make a separate post about that one sec lol#undescribed
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I have NO WORDS to describe how I feel.
Sad about Lilia's death.
Fucking horny because of Rio/Lady Death.
And dying of laughter because of the pearls that Agatha dropped throughout the episode.
#I'M NOT READY FOR THE END#I could watch three seasons of aaa#and I would never get tired#I think I'll sleep until I cry#LILIA WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DIE#rio you better be nice to her on the other side#OH AND RIO#COME TO ME RIO#OR BETTER I'LL COME TO YOU#I understand agatha completely#agatha all along#agatha harkness#agathario#agatha x rio#rio vidal#rio agatha all along#rio x agatha#agatha harkness x rio vidal#rio vidal x agatha harkness#vidarkness#lilia calderu#lilia agatha all along
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Threw this magazine page I found on Pinterest through Google Translate and the result caused some good laughing tummy aches.
#submas#pokemon#kudari#nopoli#my favourite subway boss#i'm not quite ready to post art yet#most of what i got is sketches#oh right and 3D art#hm
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ok i swear i'm not going to talk about my breakup forever but the thing that just keeps bothering me:
i know that not getting what you need in a relationship is a COMPLETELY valid reason to end it but also. i feel like having a very vulnerable moment where i opened up about my struggles with intimacy and being relieved that i didn't have to keep doing things i wasn't comfortable with, then being dumped a YEAR later because of my lack of intimacy. is something i should be allowed to be very hurt by???
#ramble#sorry i'm currently in a phase of 'of course this happened' and 'oh i deserve this because i didn't give him what he wanted'#like he knew i was grey ace since the start. and he let it go on for SO long after i said i might be vaguely aro as well#if that's a dealbreaker for you bc of your love language then FINE but NIP IT IN THE BUD#he said he put it off because he didn't want to hurt my feelings but it only hurt me MORE#like you're an adult. grow the fuck up and communicate like one#holding your negative feelings in hoping somebody notices you're hiding them is what TEENAGERS do#and also i told him VERBATIM: i didn't think anyone would ever love me because i'm not comfortable with xyz. and he just confirmed that#idk i still feel like i'm being selfish because how could i expect someone to be in a relationship with me when i can't give them anything#also tmi but it's not like we did NOTHING. we still held hands/cuddled/were close. he just didn't have his tongue down my throat anymore#so obviously i'm assuming by 'missing affection' he just meant sex and as an ace person that just fucking sucks#also oh my god i HATED how much he would imply we were going to have sex. i would have to keep SAYING 'i don't like doing this'#he always spoke like it was inevitably going to happen and it didn't click how GROSS i felt about it until recently#also ALSO not to go there but i never told him WHY i struggle with it (it's sensory issues)#and like. what if something had happened to me that made it hard for me and i just wasn't ready to tell him. and then he did this#again sorry to overshare this is still just a lot for me and i have no idea if i'm being unreasonable#if you're ace and in a relationship please let me know bc i'm starting to think it'll end this way every single time
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I love how people's response to critiques about the companions not noticing or being supportive of Rook's mental health is "you're too stupid" and "you don't understand the game like I do" and "here's my headcanon why you're wrong."
Why are y'all doing all the heavy lifting for the writing and then giving all the credits to the writing.
"Emmrich is taking you to the graveyard to help with Varric's death."
WHERE IN THE TEXT DOES IT SAY THAT. Does Emmrich even know how close Rook was to Varric? That's a nice headcanon to infer, and it would make a LOT of sense. But this is literally the "tell don't show" game, where they tell you everything three times, unless it has to do with Rook's mental health, and then it's suddenly secretly an understated genius story that I just don't understand because I'm too stupid? Okay?
No, it's once again the framework of something great that is ultimately unfinished and underutilized and a lot of people are doing the heavy-lifting for the plot and seeing their heavy-lifted headcanons propelled across the fandom, and then thinking that's just what the text says. When it does not.
I do think this is also a result of the later half of the 2nd act and all of the 3rd act being really good. Like, the later parts of this game are so good that it has me doubting my sanity about the first parts, but then I replay it and go "lol no it was bad."
#i don't appreciate people basically acting like everyone who has issues with the writing are somehow missing something special and crucial#it's extremely fucking rude#like no the “subtlety” of Rook's mental health is that it's not written at all in the first two acts and then given 1 short scene in the#third act. that's not subtlety that's doing NOTHING WITH THE MATERIAL YOU HAVE#they could have DONE SO MUCH WITH THAT PLOT#it actually makes me want to cry because you know the last game i played with this kind of plot????? FUCKING OMORI#OMORI IS THE LAST GAME I PLAYED LIKE THIS#I WAS EXPECTING OMORI LEVELS OF DIVING INTO HALLUCINATIONS#I was FULLY ready for Rook to have psychosis!!!!!!!!!#what I got was such a slap to the fucking face#We could have had MORE hallucinations#Solas's blood magic could have started degrading Rook's mental health and faculties#the fucKING CARETAKER MIGHT HAVE BECOME ACTUALLY RELEVANT#datv critical#do i sound angry. ok i cant lie i'm a little angry. i hate it when ppl make me doubt my sanity a normal amount. speaking as a sane person#edit: i'm also going to add that a lot of these end up veering into ableist territories#you can disagree with a take without saying shit about people's eyes and brains and ability to read#some people literally Do struggle to understand shit#NO they should not have to keep their mouths shut bc some ASSHOLES on the internet love to have an “idiot” to laugh at#some people DO struggle to read donald! thats why they go online and ask questions! sometimes they miss shit!#“bUt THey mAdE iT sO oBvIouS” and so what? they missed it. oh spare your poor heart. a person missed a detail. this must be so hard for you
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CHRIS EVANS & J.K. SIMMONS on Recess Therapy (full ep)
#there is so much more aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh#MY LIFE IS MADE#this is too cute I CAN'T#😭😭😭😭😭#he's gonna be such a great dad oh god#like i'm not ready but he will be#chris evans#j.k. simmons#red one#recess therapy#youtube
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Well my date liked Hellraiser so much I got dicked down 👍
#Probably for reasons mostly unrelated to Hellraiser but he really did love the movie#We went out for dinner then hit up an arcade bar before going back to my place. Had so much fun. He's great#The only downside is we talked after sex and he mentioned while he is into deeper emotional/romantic connection than just a fun casual thin#But he's not interested in a committed exclusive relationship unfortunately. I wasn't surprised cuz he's a real social butterfly#But I was slightly disappointed. His reasoning for being reluctant abt commitment was really understandable though#So idk! I think I'm fine with it cuz idk if I'm ready to commit to a relationship either#We have such great chemistry both physically and w our senses of humor n conversations and he's so hot and thinks im hot#I'm just gonna see where this goes#Oh also he did eat me out also
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Thunderclouds 🌩
#Fuyuhiko kuzuryu#Hajime hinata#super danganronpa 2#sdr2#danganronpa 2#kuzuhina#an art#I had this song on repeat when I had my first relationship fight bc i was somewhat excited#Not like I enjoy fighting but like 'oh shit ok it's a relationship milestone lets go I'm ready to WORK THINGS OUT HEALTHILY'#Bc the line is 'Dont be afraid of the thunderclouds' lol. Anyway.#Sth abt anger issues & removing yourself from a situation but also some ppl can take the heat bc they know when you actually mean what u sa#A break from the angstsss!
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WIP i'm probably never going to finish, because IT'S ANOTHER KLAUZURA SEASON BABYYYYY!!!!
^^(a black and white walk cycle animation of a girl, who's legs aren't drawn yet ) GET CONCEPT ARTED LOSER (This time we're making concepts for our own video game! :) )
#garashir#elim garak#julian bashir#star trek#ds9#I just needed to take a break from animating and I liked the garak drawing sort of#it's sort of corny though but i'm too so it's fine o7#also im not sure how to alt text a video so I hope that my attempt was fine#damn I could write a whole novel here I love tags#klauzury#btw just between you and me I think the Siddig acrylic painting has been giving me too strange dreams Im half ready to ship him off to some#-here nvm you cant write a novel here damn bye I should actually animate oh god :(((((((((((((((
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tommy looks soooo soft in the coffee date scene it drives me crazy. he's like i'm not gonna dress nice to be let down by a beautiful man, i'm gonna wear my comfy clothes so i can get back to wallowing right after. and the way he walks up, hands in pockets, tits splendid, already looking a little sad... he literally looks so cuddleable, idk how buck kept himself on the other side of that table.
#rose.txt#bucktommy#he's like ready to say it's okay i remember how it feels. go easy on yourself#and buck's like oh i got over my sexuality crisis yesterday and i'm so into you i'm kind of a psychopath about it. please be my boyfriend
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