#oh hyperfixation we're really in it now

[betterwithbooksthanwithpeople]

brb going feral over the fact that Ponyboy felt the need to emphasize "this place is real it's not just in my head" in Far Away from Tulsa like?? he's so internalized the idea that he's "just a dreamer" that it's blurring the lines between fiction and reality - it's almost like he's starting to struggle to tell them apart or at least doubt his ability to (which is THE audhd mood but I digress). to make things more complicated, the place he's talking about is admittedly somewhere he's seen "in the movies and in the books I've read" so it's not real! but he needs it to be and Johnny understands that, trusts Pony when he says this possibility of another life is real, and starts adding to the story. their ideas are creating reality. while Ponyboy is literally telling this entire story from the future. I need to go lie down

[soft-girl-musings]

woe, high school picrew be upon ye

Teddy Bernard, 14 y/o [Quirk: Temper]

Soma Ando, 15 y/o [Quirk: Tact]

Pro-Hero teamup name: Hyde & Seek

[theboardwalkbody]

Scripts Thoughts:

1. Roman told Tabitha about the failed launch and how people may have died. Their conversation was never written but in the scripts after he makes the joke about having thumbs and not killing anyone he tells Tabitha no one died. So she knew. I want to know how that original conversation went. Since Roman doesn't like to be vulnerable. Did he joke about it? Was he vulnerable for a second? Did she comfort him? Did he let her comfort him or did he pull away when/if she did? Because maybe he was vulnerable for a split second when he confessed about it but if she tried to comfort him I can see him pulling back like 'no this is too much now'.

2. According to Script World, Roman and Tabitha had only been on 4 dates prior to the wedding. This makes Roman's "let's get married" proposal even more outlandish. And (either way) it reads as "I fall too hard too fast and I'm terrified of being abandoned and if we're married then I can't loose you". Which we do get the idea that that's exactly what he thinks with Tabitha's "do you think this is how you get people to stay?" (Also at first she thought he asked 'for a tax scam' because it was so ludicrous, and that he was using her as arm candy until he was like 'no I actually like you'. This ties into this:

3. In the script Roman's best man speech is very very different. The statement regarding borderline personality disorder was Kieran's change. Which is very interesting considering, from the little I know, he liked to add things to Roman's characterization (such as the disordered eating). Now, add these things: Roman loving fast and asking everyone he falls for to marry him inappropriately fast, his fear of abandonment by those he loves, him rejecting people when they do something that upsets him (ok so, so far this only happened once* with Grace watching the movie he hates which caused him to lash out and break up with her on the spot but I read that very much as splitting), and the fact that he said "I feel nothing at all, it's called borderline personality disorder" during the speech. *In the script Tabitha basically tells him the launch doesn't seem like a big deal or at least she doesn't think so which hurts him and he does "get sharp" in the way he replies to her. This makes her start packing her bag to leave which causes Roman to apologize and recognize he was being sharp and admit it, because he doesn't want her to leave him. So possibly a bit of a split plus lashing out.

Now at first I originally thought, "but BPD makes you feel too much, like the emotions are go big or go home" and completely forgot about the "or go home" side being an actual thing. It actually took me having my therapy appointment this week (in which we discussed my BPD) where we talked about how there are points where I feel empty/numb/shut off. My therapist then explained that that's a Thing with BPD and can come about when feeling overwhelmed emotionally or in response to something overly stressful.

That made me think: Roman was at a wedding. They tend to be emotional especially when it's family. He had very recently asked Grace to marry him which did not go the way he planned. He watched the rocket he worked so hard to expedite so that it could be a perfect just for Shiv explode. He was stressed and anxious beyond belief over the fact that if the explosion killed anyone he would be facing imprisonment. I 100% believe all this emotional overload fully caused him to shut down his emotions at that point. So I fully believe he was feeling nothing and I believe his flippant remark regarding BPD.

I doubt Roman has ever been to therapy and professionally diagnosed but I wonder if he, perhaps, has googled things for himself. Like if he was ever like "why am I like this" but absolutely refuses to be open and vulnerable about it with another human being so he turned to self diagnosis.

So yeah. I am absolutely leaning in to the BPD not being a joke. He's got the fear of abandonment, he's got the feelings of emptyness in tough moments, he seems to have splitting tendencies (again, I know one or two moments doesn't solidify it but I will be keeping an eye out). He does seem to have some explosive moments (again, that scene with Grace at Thanksgiving and the one with Tabitha in the script). *also note, sometimes with BPD the explosions aren't outward but can be inward so rather than lashing out at others you lash out inwardly which is where I sit so I can absolutely see Roman mentally lashing out at himself, too.

Maybe I'm projecting some of this but I think it's very very very interesting too see these traits and then learn that the BPD statement was added by Kieran.

4. There's a part in the script where Roman tells Tabitha that he wishes he was good at something. That he wishes he had ONE thing that he was EXCELLENT at so that he could basically do that one thing perfectly. Which I think is a vulnerable moment for him to admit that.

(sorry long post and sorry for any word/spelling errors I'm on Mobile)

[luxrayz64]

managing to finish splatoon 1 exactly where I left it (A- rank 💪💪💪) on my best winning streak yet

checking my daily log I was able to find the first time I ever played splatoon

the last time (before this year)

and my total playtime

[teeth-kid]

were "[insert media] characters as vines/etc" videos ever good or was i just not paying attention

[smudged-kaleidoscope]

So I just reblogged a post on my main blog about Papyrus's text boxes in the Japanese version of undertale. It talks about how his text (at least in the main world?? My reading comprehension isn't that good right now it's past 1am-) is formatted vertically on the right side (with his sprite in the right too!) while the rest of the characters have the more common horizontal left aligned text.

And my first thought when reading this was "isn't that the more traditional way of writing Japanese" (which I'm not sure how completely accurate that is but for the sake of this ramble we're rolling with that) which makes sense to me for Papyrus because I've always thought of the way he talks to be an older style of speech (even the font papyrus has old vibes to me because of the weathered look) and it got me thinking about Papyrus learning and using really old slang.

Long story short, I have drawing ideas >:)

Which we will not see for a bit because, as previously mentioned, it is way past my bedtime :')

[neverendingford]

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[mentalmeles]

I'm slowly chipping away at a longfic of my own! My motivation for writing multi chapter stuff is extremely low, but I am plagued with Thoughts™, so I hope I'm able to follow through!

Love sitting down at my desk to work on my longfic only to accidentally open another pwp wip, black out, and then come to hours later to find I've produced some of the most depraved smut I've ever written 🫠

How is everyone else's sunday going? 🙃

[crowborn666-writes]

malleus/leona/azul with a fem student who has adhd and autism. yet crowley does nothing about it despite being explained over again saying 'you're just not trying hard enough, etc"

(Oh hey, it’s my two biggest brain problems lmao. As hot as I find Crowley (yes he’s a hear me out), just once, I would love to hit him over the head with every broken object in Ramshackle. Just whack him WWE style. I’d probably convince Grim, Ace and Deuce to join in. ANYWAYS—)

(this was actually a bit hard for my AuADHD, explaining ADHD and Autism itself is quite difficult for me without references lol that and I'm horrible with finding the right words)

That’s Not How That Works

Characters: Malleus, Leona, and Azul

Genre: Fluff, Comfort, Platonic/Romantic

Summary: No, Crowley, you cannot “just get over it”. Yes, you are trying your hardest. Oh, and your friend wants to “have a word” with you in your office.

(Malleus covers both p equally, while Leona leans more to ADHD, and Azul more to Autism!)

~~~~~~

Malleus

He didn’t get it at first. I doubt ANY of the cast would know what the proper terms for your mental conditions meant. But once you sit down with him, trying to find the right words to explain in a way he would understand, he catches on quickly.

For the ADHD side, once you explain what dopamine is, and how your brain doesn't register or create enough of it, he understands why you find difficulty in completing long term tasks, and why you wait until the last minute.

He catches on quite quicker when you explain Autism. While obviously its more than just a hyperfixation, but all you really have to start with is "kinda like how you obsess over gargoyles" for his eyes to widen in mutual understanding.

You hear a storm rolling in the distance when you go on to explain how Crowley wouldn't listen, and kept pushing you to do things that would surely lead to a massive burnout.

"I'll take care of it." He speaks those words so calmly, you almost fear for Crowley's life. But when Malleus speaks again, his tone now matches the bright smile on his face. "You said autistic people bond through... what was that term again? Infodumping??? Right, why don't you share your most recent interests with me, I can carve a new gargoyle in the while I listen."

Leona

Was already pissed off with Crowley's general treatment towards you. Suddenly has the urge to de-feather a bird when you get into the topic.

It comes up when he stops by to visit, watching you try to clean up around your dusty dorm. You had suddenly stopped in the middle of what you were doing, looking between the cups on the table, to the dishes in the sink, and then the mess on the counters and-

He asks you what was up, and without thinking you explain.

"Well, I want to clean the cups off the table, but the sink is full. I can't clean the sink out because the counter's messy and the dishwasher doesn't work, but I can't clean the counter cause the trash needs taken out and we're low on trash bags and-"

He stops you before your tongue flies out of you mouth, gently soothing you before you could work yourself frantic.

So, while he's helping find a solution to the seemingly endless cycle of tasks, you explain the difficulties you have with your ADHD and Autism in this world. You explain all the little tricks you had set up at home, how each one helped a task become more manageable, and how hard it was to get them set up and built into your routine.

While he doesn't personally experience your struggle, he can only imagine how hard you're having it. He looks out for your signs of stress now, stepping in to help fix or assist with things, maybe even wordlessly pass you a bracelet of his to fidget with.

Azul

Honestly, I would NOT be surprised if he has had his fair share of experience with ADHD and Autism. Not personally, but through the twins.

Floyd is, well, a walking bomb ready to explode. That eel can almost never sit still, seemingly unaware of personal boundaries and able to switch moods at the drop of a hat.

Jade is more subtle, oftentimes so quiet most don't realize he's there until he speaks. But if he's in a mood or someone asks about mushrooms, it's nearly impossible getting him to shut up.

So, it's safe to say Azul recognized those things when getting to know you. What he wasn't expecting, was the way you seemingly recoil in pain when you encounter an odd texture.

That wasn't the only thing either. You struggled with discerning lefts from rights, which made for some funny interactions between the twins. You struggled with remember to care for yourself when you fell too deep into a hobby or task, seemingly not feeling the signals for, say hunger, until someone else brings it up.

Finally, he had to ask you about it.

You do your best to explain it to him, but once you do, he lets out a soft, understanding "Ohhh..."

You run off on a tangent then, frowning as you start to talk about Crowley and the fact he refused to even try to understand. It was nice having a routine to follow, sure, but not when there's so much being thrown at you on top of the lack of support.

Azul's blood boils, and he almost whips out his phone to contact the twins for... information.

He offers to write up a contract for you then and there, detailing you receive better treatment from Crowley, giving you some ease of mind and body against all the overwhelming sensations you deal with on the daily.

He'll even let you admire his coin collection while he writes it.

[forsaken-headcanons]

Random Chance headcanons that are fueled by me being a Chance fictive.

- Chance has ADHD (and probably autism, but he never got that diagnosed)! Casinos and casino games are a long time hyperfixation, but he's also hyperfixated on card + magic tricks, bunnies, guns, languages and many random video games or series. Ultrakill was a past hyperfixation, and where they picked up flipping a coin. It's a stim.

^- The "Let's go gambling!" audio is also a stim.

- Chance flirts with so many people. Survivors, killers, random people he meets, old coworkers and very rarely, patrons at his casino. He doesn't even realize he's doing it sometimes. He just starts talking, and next thing you know, he's being saying pick-up lines in between stories and lines and jokes. Sometimes it is on purpose. It's a coin flip.

^- When they don't realize they're doing it, they get shocked and confused when people start hitting on them. They take it in stride, most of the time, but are massively confused the whole time.

^^- He also sometimes just shuts down when someone flirts back. They don't know how to interact when someone actually shows interest in him?? They just. kinda go with as best they can, while panicking inside over it. The only time he doesn't struggle with people flirting with him is casino patrons. He often just shuts that down as quickly and easily as he can.

- Chance has a habit of falling for. anyone and everyone they meet. He just gets intrigued and infatuated by people easily. They can't really tell if it's an actual crush though, since romance confuses them, because of his ADHD.

^- This means that he probably has thought, or actually had, a crush on many of the killers and survivors. The main ones are Two Time, Noli, Mafioso and ITrapped.

^^- Two Time, simply because he thinks they're very intriguing and loves the way they speak and act. Yeah, it's a little weird sometimes, but very endearing. And they don't ever question or look at him weird for his ADHD symptoms and lets him infodump.

^^^- Noli? Okay, listen. Peak meme guy that responded to Chance's flirting and nonsense with passion. They kinda just. became dazed and confused by that. Everything about Noli is just eye-catching to him, and he just thinks they're cool, in ways he can't really explain. He just likes the killer. (Purely self indulgent. I just really like the Noli in our partner system.)

^^^^- Mafioso? Knew his group from the casino, and bonded with the group, and never really outgrew his admiration for the boss. Similar situation with ITrapped. Past / old feelings that never really died out.

- Really, really hates cheating of any kind. Which is why he hates anytime c00lkidd says the survivors are cheating. Because they don't want to be a cheater, but they also don't want to die, so he can't "play fair" in c00lkidd's eyes. So anytime he has a round with c00lkidd, Chance will have the habit of. kinda hiding and waiting it out. Try not to interact with c00lkidd as best he can.

^- The others have called him out on this and asked about it, but they don't really have an answer that would make sense to anyone that isn't them. (It feels almost physically painful to be considered a cheater.)

- Being without his meds, has fucked with Chance a bit. They've been on them for most of their life, so he doesn't really know how to act without them. He tries to mask as best he can, but they are failing. Badly /lh.

Uhhh. I think that's all for now!! Got no more in our brain.

THESE ARE ALL SO REAL OH MY GODDDD. FALLING FOR EVERYONE?? INFODUMPING?? ULTRAKILL MENTION?? HELL YEAH

we relate SO so much to the whole "physically painful to be called a _____" part holy shamoly. just?? that feeling that you know damn well you did everything in that Specific Way You Like Doing Things, handing over the results to someone, only for them to frown (even jokingly) and be like "nuh uh you probably did something else." like?? excuse me?? we're the same about that when it comes to being called a liar grgrhjgraksgkld. yoinking these for self-indulgent purposes too hehehehehe

[fryingthepanwithapplesauce]

number 20 just finished... and im not stopping....

i keep on liking rephanimated scenes because they're all awesome and now my feed has been taken over by danny phantom help

im not even in the fandom, ive considered watching before once but usually it's three strikes you're "out" with hyper fixations but this is less than three but I might be hyper fixating but I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE I CAN WATCH THE WHOLE THING

def watching rephanimated later tho

[mysteryshoptls]

Idia Shroud Shared Lines

Tutorial: You're here... ...Can I go home now?

Level Up 1 / Buddy Level Up: I'm gainin' more EXP... Dwehehehe

Level Up 2: Leveling is crucial.

Level Up 3: Da-da-da daa dum da dah da-da! Level up～

Level Max: H-Hey, isn't my EXP gauge all maxed out already? I don't need to try any harder, right?

Vignette Level Up: There's folks out there who like running challenges using characters with ridiculous stats. ...I'm talking about you.

Spell Level Up: Ughhh, even if my magic gets stronger, it's not like it does me any good out there in the real world. Bleegh.

Friendship Level Up: Y-You’ve got some ulterior motive for being so nice to me, don’t you? Honestly, I’d feel more relaxed if you’d say that you did…

Friendship Level Max: When you first said you wanted me to come to your guest room, I thought you were being forced to on a dare or something, but… Guess I was wrong. Uh, well… I’ll come again. Yeah.

Uncapped: Is it that fun sticking to me like that? Stop it with that cheesy smile. Weirdo......

Groovification: Now we're getting somewhere. The whole cosmos awaits me! ......How cringe can I get? Yeah, no.

Lesson Select 1: I don't want class outside... I don't want class outside...

Lesson Select 2: I don't need to go to class to study... Why's it gotta be in person?

Lesson Select 3: I-It feels like people have been glancing over here for a while now. Hurry and pick something. Faster!

Lesson Start: Eep! There's too many people...

Lesson Finish: I drained about a week's worth of energy in one go.

Battle Start: I’ll finish this pronto in one turn.

Battle Won: You need to level up more～

Trouble 1: That was a dreadful experience… Hey, didn’t you take too long to jump in and stop that?

Trouble 2: This is why I hate guys who try to solve everything with force!

GIFT CALENDAR 2023: “How will you be spending the day?” Obvi, just been hyperfixating on my online games, like always… Rather, why would you think I’d go out in cold weather like this in the first place? I recently overhauled the internet speed in the dorm, so it’s crazy fast now lol. Gonna actually pull an all-nighter, it’s been a while!

Birthday Login Message 1: What? I’m a bit busy right now collecting the birthday voice line of my favorite character in this game… The only ones who congratulate me irl are my family, anyway. …Eh? You came to throw a me birthday party? Y-you? Hie… I-if there’s going to be such a high-difficulty event, why can’t you announce the news ahead of time!? I was completely off my guard so I’m utterly unprepared, you know!?

Birthday Login Message 2: I’m busy right now. If there’s something you want to say, can you just get it over with? …Oho～, so you’re here to give me my “Birthday Greetings”? Well, since you’re already here, I might as well let you celebrate me. I can’t wait to see if you can really make me happy～! I’ll try and patiently wait without any expectations.

Birthday Login Message 3: Don’t know how I feel about you celebrating my lifespan shortening by another year… Eh, guess I’ll at least say thanks. Oh yeah, how 'bout you join our gaming tournament? The others in the dorm are setting one up. Ah, but don’t you even think of trying to go easy on me just 'cause I’m the birthday boy. Doesn’t matter what the game is, there’s no way I’d lose to an amateur. So if you’re going to play with us, come with all you got.

Birthday Login Message 4: Siiiigh… As expected, I didn’t win a greeting from Premo’s birthday present campaign. Looks like, as always, I’m just a poor soul that’ll only get birthday wishes from my family and my games… EEK!? WHEN DID YOU GET HERE!? Eh, you came to wish me a happy birthday? I-Is that so…? Well, thanks. Wheehee.

Birthday Login Message 5: Hi… Need something from me? …My birthday? Oh, well, now that you mention it! Th-Thanks… I completely forgot after Ortho wished me a happy birthday this morning… Did I get anything from anyone else? Wh-Wh-Why’re you asking a loner like me that!? I p-pretty much just avoid everyone else, so. The most I did today was play with Azul-shi during our Boardgame Club time… Obviously I utterly crushed him!! …Eh, you think he went easy on me 'cause it was my birthday? Uh-huh… If you really think that, how about a game, then? Don’t come crying to me later after you lose, though, fheehee.

Requested by Anonymous.

[aroaceleovaldez]

it was a thing for awhile in the fandom (and still is) to focus on one demographic a character is a part of while ignoring others like they can only exist one at a time (primarily being erasing disability traits or experiences the characters describe, usually by taking a trait meant to indicate one thing and claiming it can only indicate a separate thing and never anything else)

but the absolute biggest offender will always be when Rick and Mark Oshiro just fully did that in The Sun And The Star. like. oh okay. this is what we're doing now. and fully said it too. "Nico only likes Mythomagic to look at the hot men on the cards" ah yes of course it's definitely not because. he has adhd (and autism coding) and Mythomagic is his hyperfixation/special interest. nah that couldn't be it. Because of course Nico's only trait is "Gay" and that's the only thing that can inform his character Ever. How could i be so silly as to think otherwise? (sarcasm sarcasm)

anyways the fandom could really stand to learn about intersectionality that'd be great. rick too probably. also just remember disability exists in general and is kind of very central to the series and nearly every character. thanks.

[daughterofheartshaven]

It (was) My Birthday!

So I meant to post this on my actual birthday (which was was like two weeks ago at this point) but uh it wasn't done in time and then I got distracted and anyway you're getting this now.

Anyway, I just survived another year! Yippee! On my birthday I often think of the following quote from Babylon 5's season 4 opener:

It was the year of rebirth, the year of great sadness, the year of pain, and the year of joy

Because (for me at least) that's kind of my life. In this last year alone, I:

graduated college

got an adult job for the first time

started estrogen

got vaguely suicidal for the first time since COVID

worked out I have even more neurological disabilities

officiated a wedding

oh yeah and got Tumblr

And like those are all experiences that will stick with me for a long time and... if you'd told me beforehand that getting Tumblr was going to effect my life as much if not more than taking estrogen, I... I'm not sure I would have believed you.

But it has, because I have met the most wonderful people here. I have a fantastic group of mutuals and I wanna take a moment, for my birthday, to celebrate some of them.

First of all, a big shout out to @ostrich-runner, @lazybard, @cryptid-comrade, and @cowboy-cosmonaut for peer-pressuring me into getting Tumblr in the first place, and @threepigeonsinamechsuit, @mail-me-to-hell, and @bitchcentralstation for helping me get situated here as well. You are really the most wonderful people, and I love you all deeply.

And now, in order of when I followed them...

@the-worms-in-your-bones Worms, you were one of the first people I found on Tumblr, the first person to encourage me that my takes and ideas had value here, and to this day one of my dearest friends on this website. I love your analysis, I love your animal thoughts, and I love having you on my dash.

@thebraxiatelcollection April, I love your takes and thoughts on the DWEU - perhaps unsurprisingly, especially the Bernice Summerfield end of it. You also have this... I guess maturity is the right word about discussing your feelings on the franchise as a whole that I have a lot of respect for. Also if I may be remarkably shallow, the fact that I am mutuals with someone who has wrote a licensed Bernice Summerfield story is so cool.

@familyparadox It's always so much fun talking about Doctor Who expanded universe stuff with you, because you've been in as much of the weeds as I have but very often different weeds so we're coming at these conversations with different backgrounds. It's really delightful and a great way to get new perspectives on the Whoniverse.

@mintyimperiatrix Alongside Worms, you were one of the first people to interact with me on Tumblr, and you gave me some much-needed encouragement that I was welcome in the community. I will never not be grateful for that.

@nitronine Data, we've not interacted very much, but when we have, you have consistently been a kind and caring person to me. I love seeing your posts about the VNAs, as a fellow VNA fan, and seeing your posts about the Eighth Doctor Adventures as a to-be-EDA-fan-once-I-finally-get-around-to-reading-them. Also while I was writing this I was looking at your blog and I found your art tag and your art is very cool, too!

@natequarter Nate, you have some excellent Sarah Jane Smith takes, some excellent literature recommendations, and a lot of delightfully unhinged commentary. You're also consistently down to engage in my shenanigans and that is so wonderful and delightful.

@riversofmars Finding another Liv Chenka fan - one who does some kickass fanart no less - was a moment of pure joy. I love occasionally talking Liv with you. Also while I haven't watched Arcane yet, I still want to, and I promise I will let you know when I do!

@dykebeckett Ace, you've been such a friendly and welcoming presence on Tumblr and I super appreciate that! You're just delightful to talk to, and I love how you post about some of me and my roommates biggest hyperfixations (Doctor Who and Dragon Age).

@electronickryptonitegladiator I see you do a dedicated go-through my blog every so often, and it always makes me happy to see you there. Also, your thoughts on Faction Paradox are super fun and always lovely to see!

@toaasted-bread Alien, I'm pretty sure you were the person who got me into the Gallifrey fandom proper, and that's been wonderful. You have also been super enthusiastic about explaining other special interests of yours to me, and it has been so exiting whenever that can happen. It is always so fun to talk to you about whatever we find to talk about!

@acertainmoshke / @presidentdisastraofgallifrey Mosh, I... I don't know what I can say that I haven't said already, but. You are one of my closest friends. Ever. I love you deeply, and the fact that we're really only known each other for like six months blows my mind. You are such an important part of my life now, and I'm so glad you are here in it.

@gotyouanyway Ali, you were one of the key people involved in getting me settled in the Gallifrey fandom, and I really appreciate that. I've also been having a lot of fun seeing your reacts to media I'm less familiar with - you're unintentionally doing a very good job plugging a certain animated show to me right now...

@stopmyhearts Jae, you are an absolute pillar of the community. You are always so welcoming, so open, and so caring. And on a more personal level, you have always been super direct in encouraging me to share my thoughts, and I always love seeing yours. That I get to call you amongst my friends is both an honor and an absolute delight, and it is a friendship I deeply hope will last a long, long time.

@tenthirty-s-bastards Bill, I'm gonna be intentionally a little vague here, but we've had a couple good connections and I value them quite a bit. It's always a pleasure.

@rosemaryrubiginosa Freya, I love all of the zine stuff when you talk about it! I think that's super cool and I love your passion and enthusiasm for it and the more I learn the cooler it gets. Also the art you have posted is super incredibly cool!

@the-fuckwizard Sam, you will just post about the most random things and have the most random takes (relative to the rest of my feed at least) and it adds this delightful little chaotic spice to my following page that I really appreciate. Thank you for that! (Also I love being able to say that "the Fuckwizard" posted this or that to people it's great).

@shiftofgallifrey Shift, you have these wonderful different perspectives. I love it when we can talk about things, especially when we disagree. It is always a pleasure to learn new things about different perspectives and thoughts through our conversations.

@okaystoptellingmetomakeanaccount I do not remember why we started following each other, but you are the Ducks Person on my dash, and that has actually become such an important part of my dash. It's not complete without the ducks. Thank you for providing the ducks.

@kovacs-on-ice Kovacs, our encouragement about how much you like my stuff... I can't express in words how much it means to me and gives me motivation to keep going and doing the stuff I do. You're super rad and I supper appreciate you!

@squid-in-the-tardis Squid, you provide this lovely assortment of things for my dash. It gives it some nice variety without, like, pulling up posts that are things I would want to avoid. Also you're a squid and that's really cool.

@gracefelldownaflightofstairs / @graceburntdownthekitchen Grace, you're delightful in conversations about Romana and the Gallifrey things, but I need to give a special shout-out your cosplays! They are wonderful and I'm so glad you've posted some photos of them.

@rassilonsleftbollock You go out of your way to provide such a welcoming, accepting space in your blog, and I want you to know that is seen and appreciated. Also most of my friends aren't really into the Deca as a concept so it's fun to have a Deca friend.

@rihagoesrawr Riha, you are a fantastic person. I know you don't believe me here, so let me just say that again. You are a fantastic person. You're so much fun to talk to about various DW EU things, and it's also lovely to talk about video games every so often, too.

@cousin-quartz-of-house-paradox Quartz, this is a deep pull, but your analysis of Bev Tarrant specifically is so, so wonderful and fascinating. You elevated Bev from a character I like to one I adore. Your thoughts on the rest of the Benny cast have been wonderful as well!

@oswinoswald15 Lucero, you always have the most interesting questions about my headcanons. Getting a question or ask from you is always super exiting and I'm very grateful that you give me the chance to talk about my thoughts in the way you do. It means a lot to me.

@autisticzoeheriots Robin, I love seeing your thoughts on Nyssa and Zoe specifically - your perceptions of those two characters line up with mine pretty well and you have these delightful little insights that make me go "oh! I didn't think of that!" Also yes Zoe is autistic forever.

@catscancook I don't know if this will make sense, but I love scrolling around on your blog because of how curated it feels. I dunno what you're doing, but you have the like exact amount of reblogs and original posts and things that just makes me really happy. I also really like seeing your Yaps when they come up too - you always have interesting thoughts.

@smallerontheoutside Lyssa. Arthur. I am so, so glad that we met each other and have been interacting more. You have these wonderful thoughts and insights, and it is always super wonderful to talk with you. You are my friend, and I definitely look forward to many more interactions in the future.

@sanscest69 You are just so kind and welcoming and that's a really wonderful energy and I really appreciate that and knowing where I can find it. Thank you.

@clowns0cks Joey, I love the level of depth you take your character analysis of the Master. I can always see the routes you are taking and I love that and it is so so interesting and always a joy to see.

@the-oracle-of-the-lost Charlie, I love your insights and analysis, but I need to give a special shout-out to the suicidal-hubristic/bastard-clown charts you've been doing for the relisten. I love them so much. Also I appreciate your Star Trek posts too - I'm not as much of a fan, but I do have a very soft spot for DS9, so seeing you reblog and post DS9 stuff is another happy thing for me.

@inkwells-posts Inkwell, you have the most wonderful non-sequitur posts and bug facts. Thinking of you and blue bumblebees and being happy about it! Seriously, interacting with you has been delightful so far and I fully anticipate it to continue to be.

@mildlyinterestedcreature / @i-heart-heart-doctor-who Creature, we have had some great conversations about Doctor Who, but I also love seeing the other things you are into - it gives me such a good insight into a bunch of different medias I wouldn't be into at all otherwise, and I think that's really neat!

@lerios Rob, I love how different your takes on Gallifrey and so on are to mine. Like you take these characters in these directions you never would, but at no point have you been like "my way is the only correct way" so I feel safe talking with you and comparing/contrasting what we do with the characters. It's really wonderful and you're super nice and fun about it and I love that I can talk about this stuff with you so much.

@anonymousdandelion Dandelion, getting you into the Doctor Who expanded universe has been a delight and a privilege, and something I deeply hope I can continue to do! I love seeing your reacts and thoughts to everything.

[marveladdictjones]

prince caspian, inspired by 'I see the light' from tangled also imagine on the dawn threader at night under the moon and the stars

anything else is up to you

I See The Light

pairing: Dawn Treader!King Caspian x gn!reader warnings: a little bit of pining, very intense eye-contact, maybe perhaps some kissing... maybe even perhaps things getting just a little bit more heated... not quite nsfw, but there's some implying summary: you're staring at the moon and stars; Caspian is staring at you a/n: thank you so much for requesting this, I absolutely LOVE Tangled and I've recently come back into my King Caspian Narnia hyperfixation. Also, this is techically not the first time I've written something like this, but definitely one of the better things I've written wc: 1.3k

The only light, besides that of the moon, that illuminates your path to the railing of the Dawn Treader is the lantern at the helm, where a faint flame is dancing in its little cage.

For the first time since you've left the harbour, the midnight sky is fully clear, not a cloud that dares to blanket the twinkling stars or the silver glow of the moon. It's colder than usual, a light breeze blows against your cheek.

You lean down on the railing, resting your head in the palm of your hand as you look up at the sky. For some reason, there's something mesmerising about the way the moon casts a silver glow across the water, how the stars form constellations that only exist because someone decided to connect the dots to make some sense of it all.

You're too caught up in your own head to hear the door to below deck open. And so Caspian, King of Narnia, finds you staring out into the midnight sky. He leans against the doorframe with his arms crossed, a smile adorns his lips. His eyes skim over your figure, taking in every detail as the wind lightly ruffles your hair.

For a moment, he just stands there, not wanting to disturb you. After some time, he carefully approaches you. You hadn't noticed him at first, but after a while, you had felt his eyes burning in your back. So when he came to stand beside you, you weren't entirely startled.

"Can't sleep?" Caspian asks softly, not looking you in the eyes just yet and instead looks up at the sky as well.

"Oh, I'm sure I could if I bothered to try," You answer, "It's just that the sky hasn't been this clear ever since we sailed out of the harbour."

"It also hasn't been this cold ever since we sailed out of the harbour," He remarks, "A simple shirt won't keep you warm enough."

"Oh please, I'm fine," You say, even though you're unable to hide the shiver as it runs down your spine. "Besides, shouldn't you be fast asleep in your bed?"

The king lets out a dry chuckle and shakes his head. "Perhaps, but luckily for me, I don't have to follow orders," He says, his gaze drifting towards you now, "You, on the other hand, would be wise to do so. You should go to bed, get some rest."

You playfully roll your eyes. "I'll go to bed shortly," You say, looking back at him as well now. "You know, you're welcome to stay here for a while, Your Majesty."

"Oh, don't go calling me by my title now, we're past that," He says, finally being able to properly look you in the eyes. "Please, just call me Caspian. Also, thank you for allowing me to stay on my own ship."

"Alright, I didn't mean it like that," You respond as you lightly chuckle and shake your head, "I just didn't want you to think you couldn't be here because I was already here, even though it's your ship, which you said and... I'm rambling, aren't I?"

Caspian looked at you with a light smile on his lips, his eyes trained on yours. "You are, but please, don't stop on my account," He says, moving almost unnoticably closer. "Really, do continue, please."

"Oh, okay, uhm..." It didn't make sense why your mind suddenly went completely blank. There was no reason for your cheeks suddenly feeling warm and turning a bright red. "What... what did you want to talk about?"

"Oh, anything, really," Caspian answered, the silver light of the moon reflecting in his eyes. "That wasn't an order, by the way. I just... really love it when you talk."

"Good to know," You say softly, averting your eyes for a moment before looking back up at the midnight sky. "So... the sky is beautiful tonight, isn't it?"

"Yes, it truly is." If you had looked at him, you would've seen Caspian's eyes were still trained on you rather than the sky. "The way the moon and stars cast their silver glow is... truly mesmerising."

Despite the chilled breeze that glides over the ship and the silence between them, the atmosphere is strangely comfortable and relaxed. Time seems to stand still, stretching the minutes into an eternity as the two of you continue to gaze up at the midnight sky.

After Aslan knows how long, Caspian softly speaks up again. "Have I ever told you why I love being at sea so much?"

You avert your gaze from the stars to look at him. "No, but please, do tell."

"Back in the palace," He begins, "everyone and everything always seems to be in such a hurry. And despite all of that, I feel like I'm doing nothing but chasing down daydreams until the days just... blur together.

"But out here, everything is so peaceful. The gentle rocking of the ship, the glow of the starlight... suddenly, everything is crystal clear, like I've finally found what I'm supposed to do."

You softly smile as you listen intentively, resting your head on the palm of his hand. After a while, Caspian looks at you in slight confusion, raising an eyebrow.

"What?" He asks, letting out a soft chuckle.

"Oh, nothing," You say, your smile turning into the lightest of smirks as you continue, "I just... really love it when you talk."

Caspian let out another chuckle as he shakes his head. "Using my own words against me, are you now?" He comments teasingly, leaning in just a little bit closer. "Are you sure it's a good idea to challenge your king?"

"Didn't you say that we were past using your title?" You raise an eyebrow at him, daring enough to take a small step closer as well. "And if not, what will you do? Exile me?"

"Oh no, my dear, I wouldn't dream of it." The world seemed to somehow shift into a blur as the back of his fingers lightly brushes against your cheek, creating a contrast between the warmth of his touch and the chilled gusts of the wind. "Has anyone ever told you your eyes are as bright as the stars above?"

The light touch of his hand and his soothing words managed to knock the breath out of your lungs, the way he gazed into your eyes left you in a trance-like state. If your eyes were as bright as the stars, his were brighter than a thousand suns with the intensity he was looking at you.

Slowly, carefully, an invisble force seemed to push the two of you closer together until there were mere millimeters between your lips. And then, time seemed to freeze into a moment of uncertainty, even though the electricity could be sliced with a knife.

"Tell me to stop," Caspian breathed, his hand resting on your cheek as those brown eyes bored into yours. "My Starlight, tell me to stop. I won't be able to hold back."

"Don't stop... don't hold back."

And that was all he needed to hear before closing the distance between you. In his defense, he really intended on holding back on the intensity, but as soon as those words had fallen from your lips, he was done for.

One hand snaked around your waist, pulling you flush against his body while his older hand held steadily onto your face. Your hands crept into his hair, your fingers softly running through the strands, earning yourself a soft groan falling from his lips.

His grip on your waist tightens slightly, the fervour in his kiss grows a little stronger. "Please," He whispers against your lips, nearly sounding like a desperate plea.

"Okay..." You respond breathlessly, letting him pull you towards the stairs leading to below deck.

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[thestalkerbunny]

Stalky's Live Direct React

It's mainly regarding Pokemon Z-A cause that's all I DEEPLY AND CARNALLY CARE ABOUT but let's get French

New Trainer fits look cute; the male protag looks a LOT like Sycamore.

ALL THE CHIKORITA HATERS CAN FUCKING HUFF MY DUFF, MY GIRL IS BACK, NOBODY TOUCH ME, THIS FUNKY LITTLE MANDRAKE DINOSAUR IS HOME. EVERYONE SUCK IT HARD.

Why it look like he on an awkward lunch date?

Now a new game changing mechanic: PARKOUR AND FALL DAMAGE /j

Tf is you

TF is YOU?

Mega Evos are BACK Bay BEE

LOOK OUT ITS A WELL DRESSED FRENCH WHITE WOMAN (With insignia possible new team boss?)

I HAVE FOUND THE WEIRD OLD MAN I WILL BE HYPERFIXATING OVER, EVERYONE ELSE MAY LEAVE, ME AND THIS WEIRDO NEED TO BE ALONE.

Wait....Wait is that the fucking GIANT from the last game.....

Oh my God it fucking is, That's AZ.

Someone getcha dog off the damn roof.

Hottest take-I think the overall theme is going to be Progress Vs. Nature. Much like the Art movement of Art Deco Vs Art Nouveau; human design compared to natural design. As seen in the Z and A logo Straight rigid lines vs organic curves.

NOTHING LIKE CHATTING WITH YOUR HOLOGRAM SON.

Ah I love the scent of french trash in the air.

One of these things is not like the other-one of these things is ANCIENT.

Ah that's who you is.

GOD HE'S SO FREAKISHLY TALL-FUCKING CROTCH HEIGHT TO HIM. Also HIGHLY cool choice to show him with a knee brace and a cane because in recorded history and science-WE ARE NOT MEANT TO BE THAT TALL and people who do reach that height often need disability aids to help.

We gotta get her. She's a fucking CEO.

I love that he just....has a hotel now. He's got old classic hotel vibes. Honestly-I really like it because if there's one thing I DONT like in design is ultra modernism where it's minimal with no colors or patterns. It actually irks me the heck off-I get pissed off walking into an apple store.

Fucking gated communities.

Ah...I don't think we'll be exploring the rest of Kalos and be primarily centered within the city itself. A tad bit disappointing, I was looking forward to returning to Laverre City to see what happened to the charcoal remains I left when I went there in XY and BURNT EVERYTHING TO ASH

New game feature: YOU ARE NOW IN THE ATTACK RANGE, FUCKING BRACE YOURSELF IDIOT.

THIS. THIS IS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT FUCKING COMPANIES WITH FUCKING MINIMALIST DESIGN AND LOGOS AND SHIT PISS ME THE HELL RIGHT OFF.

DETECTIVE? D--DETECTIVE?!??! -frantically climbs over chair- DETECTIVE??!?!?!?!?

GET YOUR CRINGE ASS WORM OFF THE ROOF

Ah I love when Pokemon comes out around my birthday. It makes me feel so SPECIAL like it's a unique little treat just for me.

I'm honestly rather excited, Having the entire game take place in a contained singular city is a new angle. We're very used to being thrown willy nilly out into the wild to rough it between god and sheer luck. But now it's Urban Exploration. Which I think can be a strong idea on how FAR Lumiose city has developed since we long last saw it.