#oh gosh I really strongly disliked it lol

[ghosts-and-blue-sweaters]

gracie <333 hru dear

Hello hello, Foxie!! I hope you’re doing well, my dear friend!! <3

Right now, I am freakin hot because it’s like 90 degrees or something and I’m in the SHADE 😭 My siblings and some of my cousins are swimming and I’m chilling on the porch making sure they don’t kill each other lol.

I’ve been quite tired this past week, which hasn’t been very fun (it’s the sort of tired that sticks with you and makes you a lil miserable & overwhelmed) and I really hope I can get un-tired soon! Me and my family are going on a road trip tomorrow and I’m looking forward to that :) Perhaps that will knock the tiredness out of me. I freaking love road trips oh my goshhhh

But yeah, overall I’d say I’m doing alright! Not super good, not super bad, just sort of in the middle XD

How are you, my friend? <3

[themetalvirus]

Hi! Since it's your birthday, I thought that this would be the best date to tell you something.

I think your niche interest in fountain pens is fascinating. It's up to you how often you talk about it, of course. Regardless, I can't help but wish you would talk about it more often. I wanna know more details! Like, since when did you start having this interest? Are there more fountain pen doodles you'd like to share on your blog? Stuff like that.

Personally, I've been curious about fountain pens for a while. I never quite knew when or if to start looking into them, but now that I found your blog, I'm kinda interested in giving them a shot, even if just to satisfy my curiosity.

That's really it. I hope my anonymous ask doesn't come off as creepy, that's not my intention, but words through a screen alone don't do very well at communicating intentions and tone sometimes, I believe. Thanks for reading :)

oh my gosh thank you so much for reaching out!!!

since sonic isn't my special interest anymore (though it's still an interest!), i just don't doodle sonics as much as before. i'm still drawing with my FPs almost every day, but it's mostly danny phantom stuff and is posted on my main. im replying on my ipad and all the pics are taken on my phone (better camera) so i cant find them rn 😭

but yes im still way into them! your ask has some fortuitous timing because i JUST got myself a birthday gift of a new pen that i've been staring at forever. some unexpected money came in from an unrelated thing so i decided to treat myself to a lamy dialog cc in blue!

as to how i got into it, my ex girlfriend was really into dip pens and would send me videos she liked about fountain pens and how they worked. i've been interested in them for a while too, but the first three pens i got were all godawful and so i bounced off of the hobby for SEVERAL years before my ex ended up getting me back into it. she also got me into typewriters, if you would believe it. she got me the first FP that i'd ever liked, a twsbi eco, and i was hooked ever since.

not that i'm biased or anything but YOU SHOULD TOTALLY GET YOUR FIRST FP AND SEE HOW YOU LIKE IT. they're SO fun to use and are better for the environment than disposable pens, especially if you write in pen often. there's lots of options for different use cases too!

some folks swear by the pilot metropolitan, but i strongly dislike it and actually gave it to my ex as a gift while we were dating lol (she ended up really liking it actually). it just has a very short, slippery grip section and a teeny tiny ink capacity.

in short, actual recommendations: lamy safari (pros: reliable, cons: proprietary cartridges and converters), jinhao shark (cheap, reliable, takes international standard carts and converters!), twsbi eco (pros: writes smooth and juicy, ink capacity for days, cons: prone to cracking), platinum preppy (reliable writers but also very very prone to cracking)

feel free to ask for ANY details, i love talking about this SO MUCH so if you have any further questions PLEASE just let them at me! that goes for anyone curious about fountain pens, not just this anon. it'd be such a good bday gift blinking my eyes cutely at my followers

also this doesnt come off as creepy at all, i'm actually really flattered ^__^

[stayspookymockingbirdlane]

Bingo. And the worst part is their complete lack of self awareness. I don't remember any instances in the films when he gave and she took? I almost want to rewatch them now but meh lol

Oh yes i do also get put off by the oversexualization it's so try hardish. The two flirted quite often in the series but I see people go way overboard with them to the point of lunacy.

Oh it's not that I necessarily dislike the 90s version, I just found them to be a bit over the top, overrated and not worth all the hype they generate year round. Raul Julia was just putting on his best John Astin immitation yet people call him the greatest Gomez of all time? I think Angelica Huston looked okay in the part but I don't get why Millennias and Gen Z crowned her as their Mortisha when Carolyns wonderful and decidedly more...ahem upbeat performance is right there. Christina Ricci turned an adorable and morose little girl into an unlikable psycho in training. Christopher Lloyd's Fester is a disgusting perv. I could go on. As far as i'm concerned, granny was the only character in the movies that did a great job that honored the og actress

Yep.

I think a lot of these shippers wish they themselves had someone slavishly obsess over them like the most important person in the world, so they’re giddy to see it get validated by the AF. I strongly suspect it’s why they call Herman x Lily “boring” or unhealthy, because heaven forbid BOTH parties have a need for affection and attention while simultaneously respecting each other’s independence and hobbies outside of their spouse. I get a lot of husbands do not give as much as they take irl but Tish just acts like she inherently deserves to be worshipped while never having to reciprocate, and Gomez seems fine with the arrangement. That’s not a relationship based on mutual love and respect. (Seriously, I feel like therapy would do him good... Remember when he had a complete breakdown in the movie? Is he manic depressive? Anxious? I’m worried for you, Gomez!) I don’t understand how these are usually the same people hating on couples like Disney or rom coms or whatever when they’re no different, definitely no worse, than Tish x Gomez who are completely codependent unlike those ships.

TBH I do like Raul, he’s talented and he did try to make his Gomez relatively close to Jon’s which I respect as someone who prefers the old show, but I don’t disagree, people act like he invented Gomez himself. Anjelica being so loved makes sense when you think about it, Carolyn’s Tish is pretty much a normal wealthy housewife in terms of personality- docile, prim, proper, ladylike. People don’t respect these qualities anymore (when there’s nothing wrong with any of that). While AH’s Tish is still prim and proper to a T, she is also noticably colder and snarkier and downright catty at times. Add in a worshipful rich husband and children she doesn’t have to raise* and she’s every “I’m not like those stupid preppy girls” goth girl’s dream. Carolyn’s Tish was quite different from the comic’s but ultimately she’s still nice and friendly so I prefer her. Do goths need to always be mean or something?

Fester was never my favorite character, and while I don’t really have an issue with him in the movies (besides the perv part you mentioned), I’ve actually never liked Christopher Lloyd as him, as good an actor as he is. Christina Ricci was a very talented child actor but  my gosh, her Wednesday is honestly one of my least favorite characters ever and the whole reason we have a generation of girls who think they’re interesting for hating pink or fashion or whatnot. It’s fair to say the OG kids didn’t have much personality but I’ll take that over being a murderous little bully. (And of course, the perky suburban camp kids and attractive blonde Debbie are so over-the-top evil the movie practically forces you to side with the Addams, which is a message I don’t like.) Pugsley I guess is fine. I forget he’s there sometimes lol. Same for Lurch and Thing. Totally agree on Grandmama, she’s always been my favorite character and Carol Kane is hilarious. Cousin Itt also deserves a mention for being far more open-minded than the rest of his relatives are.

[sour-n-salty-citrus]

Do you have any hopes for the season finale? I saw in another ask, you described the dynamic between rick and morty this season as "very weak, distant, and downright frankly boring" and I completely agree with you! I hope that, because this is most we'll see rick and morty interacting this season, it'll have at least a few moments of what makes their dynamic so interesting to watch.

(Ok i started airing my grievances with this season, which ended up being... long, so skip this paragraph (starting at / / /) to get to my thoughts on the finale)

Oh gosh I remember that ask (I think-). And yeah, maybe I'm being a bit overly critical. I'll probably look back on this season with retrospect, and a kinder, fonder view. Ik androgynousblackbox (think thats right) made a great point about it being the season FOR rickorty shippers. And sure, I agree on some bits, like Rick acting all pissy and partying the way you would if your ex got with someone new in the planetina ep. Overall though, i think my problem lies in that I was enjoying more individual moments than episodes themselves, especially the middle three. For example- Amortycan Grickfitti. Like, I really liked the idea of the Ship getting on a crazy adventure with Summer and Morty (and Chutback). I like the idea of a Beth-Jerry-Rick adventure. But put together, it's just kinda... meh? You know? I liked the first half of the Thanksgiving special... but it kinda dragged on after that. I get that they want to give other characters (particularly female ones) more attention, which is completely understandable and i encourage it(!) but I can't help but find it underwhelming. Like, Summer in the voltron ep was like- girl how are you STILL vying for Rick's attention! He's the worst! Haven't we done this already? (I will say though I ADORE how far Beth has come, props to her for continuing to seeing through her dad's BS. I was worried the character would relapse into a more typical s1/s2 Beth, and I'm glad she didn't). Some of these plots, funnily enough, seem more fitting of the comics (they actually had a voltron parody already). Fun and entertaining for two or three-something issues, not so much a 22 minute episode. i think most of my complaints come from the dynamic between our titular characters- ok, I know I'm very biased (I mean you can see it), but I came to the show primarily for their relationship. It doesn't even feel drama-fueled, just that they kinda... can't be arsed. I'm torn because on the one hand, they're unhealthily codependent and this separation is probably a good thing, but on the other... it doesn't feel natural? I'm not sure if that's the right word- it's like, season 4 had them practically joint at the hip, but all that's suddenly flung out the window. It just kinda feels like this "i got better things to do" vibe from both of them and its strange. The only time they both got a solo adventure (I'm classifying "solo" as an adventure where they spent a significantly large portion of time together, without the other family members) was in the sperm ep and Thanksgiving ep. And, well, in the Thanksgiving ep Morty felt like a side character in his own show, and the sperm ep... um. Yeah. I don't think it's AS bad as people were saying, but I was cringing the whole time (the second hand embarrassment for Morty was so strong I had to turn off the episode multiple times and return to it. It's just like- godammit MORTY). And I think there's good reason those two seemed to be the most disliked episodes overall. They're the ones RaM spend the most time together and it's... meh. Meh? Meh. I don't mean to say the season overall is bad (it has loads of good points, and its amazing for Smith family as a whole) just that if we're talking specifically about the dynamic between these two? Yeah, I wouldn't recommend a single episode from this season so far to use as an example of their relationship.

/ / /

There's one thing this season has been pretty good at, though. And it's showing us what happens when Rick is alone.

And that brings me to the finale.

"Who is Rick without Morty?"

Well... we already know the answer to that. Pathetic. Sad. Lonely.

This season has been phenomenal in humbling Rick. (And trust me I'm happy for it- every time someone beats the crap outta this shitty old man I'm like YES!!! IT'S WHAT HE DESERVES!). Ep 1 had his "nemesis" clearly besting him, ep 2 had Beth making constant digs (love her) and overall pointing out his extreme callousness and cruelty towards even himself(ves). Ep 3- when Morty shows interest in a girl and ditches him (like seriously it's not like he's moving out, chill) he immediately goes on a bender and develops a deep attachment to the first person he can (wearing yellow, funnily enough). Ep 4, he devotes himself to becoming an "honest man" for his new child, only for it to instantly be taken away from him. Ep 5 highlights how RICK is the asshole for making fun of and taking advantage of someone well-meaning and honest, if "simple", and how literally not cool that is. Ep 6 has his crazy rivalry with the president, and they both get smacked down a couple pegs for that. Ep 7 shows what happens when he allows himself to get carried away, and that he can end up driving everyone else away in the process (lucky they still wanted to save his ass when he needed them). And episode 8? Hooooo boy. Episode. 8. We see a direct parallel in Birdperson with Morty, and the whole "Rick and [insert] 100 years!" Rick has few people he cares about, arguably only one or two that he truly devotes himself to, but when he does, boy does he go HARD. We see younger Rick, optimistic, energetic, friendly and hopeful. And we see all of that crushed in minutes. Rick is desperate for a companion, someone to see the stars with. He needs someone there, someone he can trust and rely on to stay. Someone like Morty. So without Morty, who is Rick?

No one.

And the thing is, Morty doesn't need Rick anymore. Not like Rick needs him. In season 1, Morty was this bright-eyed kid who was new to the cosmos and the multiverse, who needed his grandpa there with him as they explored all these places together. But that's not him anymore. That's not them.

The promo has Morty using the portal gun to go somewhere w/o Rick's permission (i like to think it's boob world lol). It doesn't matter to me as much where he's going, as much as he's doing it alone. He doesn't just not need Rick there, he doesn't want him.

(Also correct me if im wrong but I've missed that sweet portal gun so much. I think the last ep was like- the first time this season we saw it).

Morty's response to Rick? "Replace me!". And wow. Wow. WOW. Morty doesn't give a FUCK! I think Rick thinks that because he's so smart, that he can offer so much, that Morty will come crawling back, and I don't think he will.

Hopes for the finale! Hmm. I mean, I definitely hope "evil" Morty makes a reappearance, haha. I think we all do tbh ;). I want to see some Morty development too, this season has been very Rick-centric (not that there's anything wrong with that!) so I wanna see what's in store for Our Boy. I really hope we get to see the Citadel again, and see the state it's in, but I doubt it. We know something super big is in store, it's just a question of what? Other hopes I have is some Summer + Beth action (please let them team up Im BEGGING) and Jerry too ahaha. I'd love if some other side characters made an appearance as well. Oh- I'm definitely expecting a dramatic cliffhanger at the end of the first half leading to the second half, with the kind of angsty music that leads into the credits (pls that shit is so good (OH WAIT imagine if it was like, for the damaged coda, but like- the chopin version or smth so it could be more subtle maybe bruhhhh)). Ok haha, maybe that's asking too much, the writers made it clear in the story train ep that they weren't gonna do that big dramatic showdown (... unless 👀). Oh, I'd also love some Premium Angst too, like someone getting kidnapped/nearly dying (like ACTUALLY nearly dying). These stakes better be so damn high I could spear a man on them! OH, also I remember androgynousblackbox (is that right? I hope it is) mentioned something along the lines that they could be driving Rick and Morty apart this season in order to have them come back together stronger than ever in an explosive finale, which, I'm strongly hoping for myself.

Thanks if you made it this far! If you have any thoughts on or hopes of your own for the finale please feel free to share! :D

[failedaned]

I have a plan. I'm gonna go to the bathroom the beginning of every lunch and just chill there for a little while my friends get their food because if i don't come in with the i don't usually grab food and my friends usually grab me carrots since they know how much i love veggies- UHM anyway i won't eat in the mornings, just coffee or green tea. After school is the hardest for me, i always end up snacking i something. So I'll just take a shower and drink water and depending on my mom i will eat dinner or something small I'll probably eat just dinner the nights before my test so tomorrow I'll have just dinner but nothing else 👍. The only snacks i can have for now are veggies and fruits nothing more. for dinner will be majority veggies. So if i feel like binging, which is always gonna happen at the beginning and will be hard to control I'll eat celery and tomatoes and carrots (or/and) there can be other veggies too but no fruit because i dont want binge on something that can cause weight gain because if the sugar if you have too much but for the most part I'll control myself and not eat. At school if my friends say anything I'll eat fruits and veggies, I'll eat them first since I'm always the last one done anyway I'll just throw the rest away and they'll think it just because they already finished and it's not like u didn't eat anything (this will mostly be at break since i have that plan for lunch^) for distraction, i only have to find something for 4-7 because i lose appetite around 7 which is probably because i usually get ready for bed around that time and i don't eat before bed and my body is used to that routine so i don't eat. I could do homework, sketching, Plan out my outfits, clean, it has to be something more than just a movie because i like to eat while watching tv so my body will think about food so i need something else with that like scrolling through Pinterest/IG or watching something on my laptop too. I do have to study for my permit and my SAT so i will do that, ride my skateboard, play my guitar or violin (once i learn to tune the dang thing lol), self care stuff and that's al i can think of. (Djjeys my mom's being a selfish little mmph right now and yelling at my selfish but more likeable (not that I'm any better lol) little brother cussing and shit and it's literally making me shake with anxiety (every time and it's kind of annoying) like i really hate when she does this and then goes on acting like she's a good mother and good role model who loves and cares for her children blaming others for why they cuss and why they're so fucked up and acting all innocent and like a victim like my gosh if she weren't my motherwjejhe but she's the type of person, the type of personality that i hate, she's a homophobic judging little mmph...sometimes i can't stand her but it is what it is and also I'll be out of here soon enough, just gotta get my permit and i have a summer job already of course it doesn't start till summer but I'm hired just have to get my permit and permission to drive to work and have a reliable source of transportation lol I'll be using my mom's car since obviously i dont have one and she won't need it since it's a pretty late job and she doesn't go anywhere but i really can't wait to go it'll be hot but it'll be worth it, i might also get a second job since this one is a few time a month, when they have concerts. So I'll just take the bus to the other one.) (Oh also, since she's my mom i do gotta say i love her i just strongly dislike her personality and all that...she is one of the causes of my Ed anyway( actually she's the drop of my current relapse lol) Sorry for the rant lol but I WILL succeed and I WILL lose weight. I will be happy.

[wastethen8]

5, 17, 29 for the music ask :) <3

Em, hun!!

5 - Favourite song released before you were born? One of my favorite like older songs is Take on me by Aha lol it's a bop don't come @ me lmao

17 - First album you bought? oh gosh, hannah montana or like one of those current hits mixtape thingys lmao I feel old now

29 - Do you hate any genres? I wouldn't use the word hate, I just don't listen to like heavy metal and classic lol classic is like nice in a way but I was forced to play it on my violin growing up while I really just wanted to play coldplay or whatever lol so yeah... (oh, I also strongly dislike "Schlager", it's a German Oktoberfest but also old people type of genre lmao *nearly throws up* I'm so dramatic hahaha

Thanks for asking!! 💜

[hiraethstill]

THIS WEEK ON DAIYA NO ACE

SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT!

LIVETWEET: 

its painful to watch asada struggle with his food so much

NO NO THAT FLASHBACK IMAGE TO THE MIDDLE SCHOOL COACH NOOOOO

koushuu kiddo i get where youre coming from but this bluntness

when are we gonna get more kuki

all the fucks koushuu is supposed to give were transferred over to asada hlksjdfsd

LMAO the first person sawamura goes to is kanemaru

oh my god kanemaru like: its your fault 

sawamura: i didnt do anything!

taku wyd on the floor huh?

OKAY BUT HE IMMEDIATELY TURNS LIKE HE KNOWS ITS KOUSHUU LMAO

asada's expressions are such HUGE moods

kuki i see you studying this interaction closely in the background hsldf

no okay but asada is SO SWEET WTF he stuffed himself so he could intervene before they had an actual fight im

WHY DO THEY KEEP SHOWING KUKI BUT HE NEVER TALKS IM

THIS IS INJUSTICE

lmaoo NOW you remember catch after worrywarting, sweet summer child

okay i dont dislike mukai but his cocky expressions HMST

someone: he wears the cap to cover his bald spot spare him sun

me: no no! he can wear his cap i just have a problem with how they drew it

did they just call him ume-nii lmaoo

something is off about nao and now i know what it is - he doesnt have that same perfectly placid smile that riles me up/ruffles my feathers

oho i love how umemiya sees sawamura on the mound there

the red lighting and the bg music somehow dont fit together but i like each individually

hmm miyuki i wouldnt completely parallel koushuu vs sawamura to sawamura vs azuma - the latter azuma was bullying nori while here sawamura is trying to encourage asada, though it might be a little pushy

tho i guess both koushuu and sawamura were both standing up for someone who couldnt for themself

YO i love this parallel to the time miyuki got mad about sawamura insulting chris tho - both miyuki and koushuu knew something sawamura didnt and acted upon it, however rashly, because they both feel a lot more strongly than they let on, not just about a teammate that they know is trying their best through a difficult time

kuramochi always turning to miyuki ah bless

i CHOKED ON MY TEA WHEN CARLOS CAME ON

as usual

no surprise there

look at my BOI getting DINGERS

justice for hirano tho

you shouldve hear my shitty giggling as someone said "carlos is hitting well"

i hope it was kuramochi

oh wait no i think it was toujou but thats also good bc both center fielder speedy bois

eijun... looking at someone else who made it to ace and seeing himself there

kuraharu das gay

kuraharumi? HMST

new firstie managers joining the sawamura fanclub

hell YEAH sawamura is a great choice but what about nori/toujou/etc

of course ochiai's mouth looks like that

sighs, JUSTICE FOR NORI

everytime they say "picchi" for pitching im reminded of the telugu word for "crazy" which sounds p much the same

are all pitchers crazy? lol. i mean you kinda gotta be under that much pressure huh

godd it means so much for the coach to have picked sawamura to start a winning streak

also i wonder if sawamura's fingers are super sensitive like my empath?

"sawamura-senpai is looking good" YOURE RIGHT TAKU AND IM GLAD YOU SAID IT

SEE THIS IS WHY I LOVE TAKU HE ONLY SPEAKS T R U T H"

its a shame that he's a relief pitcher" <-------------

AND EVEN MORE

TAKU CONCERNED ABOUT KOUSHUU'S REPUTATION AND CHANCES ON THE TEAM

"if only i'd been there" BECAUSE HE KNOWS HE'D HAVE BEEN ABLE TO CALM KOUSHUU DOWN

-lies the FUCK down- KOUTAKU R I G H T S

ASADA YOU PURE BABY look at him admiring sawamura, and he wanted to play catch omgg

LMAO is this tetsu narrating his brother's amazing strikeout

i love it when the firsties are awed by sawamura-senpai

drink every time you cant see miyuki's eyes behind his glasses

oh gosh nori appreciating sawamura's numbers!

NOOOOOOOO TOUJOU AND HIS THOUGHTS ABOUT PITCHING

TOUJOU DESERVES HIS SPOT

HARUCCHI BATTING THIRD AYYY

kuramochi saying haruichi is really nice???????

also mochi running straight for miyuki's high five

omg koushuu's RUMBLEEEE in the preview

SUMMARY / TLDR:

asada you sweet sweet child

WE NEED KUKI /TALKING/

taku's Koushuu Sense are Tingling 

mukai HMM

CARLOS AND DINGERS

SAWAMURA FANCLUB FT ALL FIRSTIES

NUMBERSSS 

toujou scared for his spot :c 

drink every time you can't see miyuki's eyes

If you’d like to talk more about it, I’m always down to scream about the good boys! 

[imagitory]

Fanfic asks: 28 and 50!

28. If someone were to draw a piece of fanart for your story, which story would it be and what would the picture be of?

OH GOSH. UH. Anyone drawing anything for anything I have written would frankly be an honor and then some! I remember when I was writing TrueMagic, my sweet friend @silvvergears drew some doodles of Marcia, Walt, Rob ‘Em, and Gabriella and I was friggin’ over the moon. (Still sort of am -- if you’re okay with me sharing any of those doodles, honey, let me know!) Then at another point, my dear @atlasshadesart drew this amazing art of Professor Ramsay based on Lack of Lamb Sauce and I was literally crying happy tears and trying not to squeal like an idiot in the middle of a crowded bus! LOL! But honestly, I think what would thrill me most would be a fan drawing a character or scene in one of my works that left an emotional impact on them somehow, whether it made them laugh, cry, or just feel strongly. Any gift on its own would be amazing unto itself, but the emotion behind it would be the icing on the cake.

50. How did you get into reading and/or writing fanfiction?

I can thank the Yu-Gi-Oh fandom for that. When I first started watching the anime, I looked into forums and message boards for it so as to discuss fan theories and learn more about the trading card game and manga, and through those boards, I found fanfiction.net. I read a lot of Yu-Gi-Oh fics there, liked a lot and also disliked a lot, and arrogantly concluded that I’d be able to write something just as cool myself, so I wrote a story. It was utter crap, but it was the first fanfiction I ever wrote, and from there, I only improved. When Harry Potter joined my list of fandoms, I wrote fics for that, and when Princess Tutu joined it, I wrote some fics for that too. I also got into roleplaying, which really helped me with getting into different characters’ heads more deeply and seeing them as just one piece of a much larger story with many other developed characters, rather than the focus solely being on the character I played. Then I took a long hiatus after getting a job and leaving most of my old fandom circles and social media sites...then I tried out Tumblr and later AO3, and here I am again, writing fanfiction again! Go figure.

Fanfiction Ask!

[dreamisawishyourheartmakes]

August 3, 2020

SURVEY # ONE.

Do you think your ex still wants to be with you? I COULD CARE LESS IF HE STILL WANTS TO BE WITH ME.  Has a boyfriend/​​​​​​​​​girlfriend ever put alcohol/drugs before you? NEVER. Let’s say you had a baby with the last person you kissed? WELL, THAT’S THE IDEA. I AM WORKING ON IT =) Will this Friday be a good one? WELL, I AM HOPING SO. MY FIANCE HAS A HALF DAY WORKING FROM HOME AND IN THE MORNING WE ARE BOTH GOING TO A VERY GOOD FRIEND/TAILOR WHO RETIRED FROM BEING A TAILOR SO SHE CAN DO ALTERATIONS TO MY WEDDING GOWN.  When was the last time you completely broke down? JULY 10TH... STUPID HGB.  Do you know anyone that smokes pot? YEAH, BUT WHO CARES LOL. Are you nice to the people you dislike? TO BE CIVIL, YES.  Do you have someone you can spill your heart out to? SURE.  What are you excited for? MY WEDDING. I AM HOPING THAT IT WILL NOT BE CANCELED THOUGH. SPEAKING OF WHICH, I HAVE TO WORK ON MY PAPERWORK.... Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say? WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? Is there a person that you would do absolutely anything and everything for? OF COURSE. Does sex mean love? NOPE.  Have you ever fallen asleep on someone? PLENTY OF TIMES.  What’s something you really want right now? TO GET MARRIED AND FOCUS ON HAVING A BABY. What was the first thing you did this morning? ROLLED AROUND AND TOSSED, TOOK MY MEDICATION. What is your relationship status? ENGAGED ABOUT TO BE MARRIED. What did the last text in your inbox say? From Who. PICTURE OF FLOWERS FROM MY MOM FOR MY WEDDING. What was the longest time you’ve wasted on a certain person? ABOUT 2 AND A HALF - 3 YEARS. SMH. STUPID JOE.  Are you listening to music right now? NO, BUT I AM LISTENING TO MY TV SHOW = SMOTHERED ON TLC. Anyone you would like to get things straight with? NOT AT THE MOMENT. What’s in your purse? MY ADDRESS/CALENDAR BOOK, CAR KEYS, CELL PHONE CHARGER, SOME PADS(FOR AUNT FLO), WALLET, TISSUES. Is your name a common name? NOT SURE. I’D SAY NO BECAUSE ANYTIME I GO INTO A GIFT SHOP AND LOOK AT KEY CHAINS OR SIGNS FOR WALLS MY NAME IS NEVER UP THERE!  What is your favorite color out of these 5: Green, yellow, blue, pink, or red? BLUE. What are you doing tomorrow? STAYING HOME ALONE. GOING TO TRY AND STRAIGHTEN UP THE BEDROOM. TAKE MY GUINEA PIG OUT TO ROAM AROUND (HE NEEDS TO LOSE WEIGHT ACCORDING TO THE VET).  Whats the first thing you did when you opened your eyes today? PULLED MY BLANKET BACK OVER ME AND TRIED TO GET TO SLEEP. Your ex taps you on the shoulder and says, “I still love you.” You say? WELL, I AM SORRY YOU STILL LOVE ME BUT I HAVE MOVED ON.  You receive $500 without any reason, what do you spend it on? I PUT IT INTO MY SAVINGS ACCOUNT UNTIL I CAN FIGURE OUT IF THERE IS ANYTHING I ABSOLUTELY NEED. Where will you be in an hour? PROBABLY STILL HERE IN THE BACK ROOM ON THE COMPUTER OR IN THE LIVING ROOM. What’s your relationship with the person you last texted? SHE’S MY MOTHER AND I LOVE HER DEARLY.  Who do you hate? I DON’T HATE ANYONE BUT I STRONGLY DISLIKE SOME PEOPLE, LOL.  Is anything bothering you right now? YEAH. I HAVE WORRIES.... What do you think about math? I HATE IT WITH A PASSION! Whats irritating you right now? NOTHING. I’M FINE AT THE MOMENT. How is your mood? CALM.  What time is it? 2:30PM. Where’s your phone? TO MY LEFT ON THE DESK. Who was your last text from? MY MOTHER. Why did you last cry? STUPID JOB.....  In the past week have you cried? NO.  Do you want to see somebody right now? MY NANNY JEAN. How tall would you prefer the person you’re dating be? DEFINITELY TALLER THAN ME.  What are your initials? KJV SOON TO BE KJG.  Do you call it sitting “criss-cross” or “ Indian-style”? INDIAN-STYLE.  Who do you like? I LOVE MY FIANCE.  How many people have you liked in the past 8 months? JUST ONE; MY FIANCE.  Has anyone laid on your bed besides you? YES.  Which is worse for you: being hot, or being cold? BEING HOT.  How many cell phones have you had in your life? OH GOSH, A LOT BUT DEFINITELY NOT AS MUCH AS MY TWO FRIENDS RONALD & EILEEN, LOL.  What’s your middle name? WHAT’S IT TO YOU. IF YOU KNOW ME, YOU PROBABLY KNOW IT.  Are you happy with the way things are going? I’M OKAY WITH THE WAY THINGS ARE BUT NOT COMPLETELY HAPPY BUT AS LONG AS I HAVE MY FIANCE THAT IS ALL THE HAPPINESS I NEED. 

[littlemissmusiclover-blog]

Getting Back Together | Doyoung

He acts like he hates you doing all the girly stuff on him

and what I mean by girly stuff is the fact that you use him as your model for your make-up experiments, hair styling, painting his nails hahaha

like he’s so pretty (in fact all of the members of NCT are beautiful human beings istg)

but he secretly loves it when you do that to him

he loves it when your hands touch his face

just the mere fact that you’re touching his body is enough to drive him crazy

and he also loves it when he gets to touch your face

he strongly dislikes it when another guy apart from your relatives touch your face e.g. pinching your cheeks

because that’s how he shows his affection for you

and he wants you to remember only him doing that kind of thing towards you

he would do your make-up for you sometimes when he’s bored

he’s somewhat in between of clueless and a not-so-bad makeup artist

tbh he’s actually not that bad in applying makeup on you

he can still make you look like a human being, don’t worry

You and Doyoung both like to pester the members with the “Vroom vroom” Talkshow lol

*insert Taeyong’s dismayed face*

When you guys are feeling competitive, you guys challenge each other who’s better in doing the “Vroom vroom” Talkshow wtf guys

And because the members love you, they vote for you as the better MC than Doyoung

“I FEEL VERY BETRAYED GUYS.” - Doyoung

“Sorry hyung, better luck next time.” - Jaehyun

Random staring contest and “I love you”s in four different languages

One time, you and Doyoung had a fight because another trainee was trying to flirt with him

He’s not aware that the girl was flirting with him

Because his love for you was too much, he became oblivious to other girls’ intentions to pursue him

“What is wrong with you? Why are you shouting at me all of a sudden?”

“I AM NOT SHOUTING AT YOU, KIM DOYOUNG!”

“But you are.”

“THAT GIRL WAS FLIRTING WITH YOU! CAN’T YOU SEE?!”

“What are you talking about? She wasn’t flirting with me!” BUT REALLY, THE GIRL WAS FLIRTING WITH DOYOUNG BUT HE’S SO FOCUSED IN GIVING HER TIPS ABOUT HOW TO SURVIVE BEING IN THE SAME ENTERTAINMENT AGENCY.

“SHE WAS LAUGHING AND HITTING YOUR ARM LIKE YOU GUYS WERE THE BEST OF FRIENDS! SURE, SHE’S “NOT FLIRTING” WITH YOU!”

“You’re unbelievable! Do you really think I could throw you away just for that new trainee?!”

“Well, why the fuck not?! You guys are in the same entertainment agency! You guys could relate to one another!”

“You’re being immature!”

“You’re being a jerk!”

“You know what? Let’s just end this shit. Don’t talk to me ever again. Don’t come here ever again!”

“OH LOOK! WHAT A GREAT IDEA!”

Days, weeks and months passed... and Doyoung seemed to regret all the things he said

He mostly regrets the fact that he challenged you to end your relationship just like that

every night he would look at the pictures you took in his phone

and sigh in disappointment towards himself and the whole situation

HE MISSES YOUR HANDS TOUCHING HIS FACE

HE MISSES YOUR ARMS HUGGING HIM TIGHT

HE MISSES YOU SO MUCH AND IT HURTS HIM A LOT

To be honest, your problem was really simple to solve. It could’ve been solved by talking about it properly

but then the emotions were rushing in all of a sudden

that even calmly talking about it didn’t cross both of your minds which led to a pointless breakup

You, on the other hand, still can’t believe that he challenged you to break up with him

And you also regret for agreeing to it somehow

you miss him so much too

But then you also thought that you made the right decision

YEP YOU’RE CONFLICTED AF

One morning, someone knocked on your door

Oh look it’s the NCT U and NCT 127 members

“Sawadika! Welcome to Ten’s Talkshow!”

“WHat a loser. It should be Taeyong’s Talkshow!”

“Omg guys stfu” - Taeil

“Why do I know you guys?” - Johnny

“Shameless hyungs” - Mark

“WE ARE HERE TO WITNESS IF DOYOUNG WILL BE ACCEPTED OR REJECTED BY HIS EX-GIRLFRIEND” - Yuta

“Yeah keep rubbing it on my face that y/n and I broke up!” - Doyoung

“HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY! HANDS UP IF YOU FEELIN’ THE VIBE NOW! BOOMING SYSTEM UH UH TY TRACK” - Haechan

please excuse Haechan’s randomness

anyway........

*insert other members facepalming themselves*

cue in you staring at them until you met Doyoung’s gaze

“Y/n...” Doyoung tries to go towards you but you immediately closed the door right up his face

“Y/n, I know you’re still behind this door. Listen, I just wanna apologize for everything.”

“I really didn’t think that she was flirting with me.”

“But trust me, even if I knew, I will never exchange you for anyone in this world.”

“I still love you”

“And it’s killing me right now that you’re not back into my arms”

You open the door and he’s crying

You were surprised because he rarely cries in front of you

Imagine a crying Doyoung at your doorstep oh gosh

like he looks weird but cute at the same time

you just want to hug him and envelope him with your love

like... come here baby let me put you back together with my love

“Please let it be me again, baby. Please.” He pleads with his eyes full of pain and longing for you

And because you still love him, you didn’t say anything first and just welcomed him with a tight hug

“I SWEAR TO GOD I SAID I’M NOT GONNA CRY ASDFGTSNDJNIFHRIHGEOJR!!!!!!!” - Haechan

“I’m sorry for being immature, Doyoung. I’m sorry for not trusting you.”

“I have always loved you and that will never change. I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have let my jealousy take over me.”

“I love you Doyoung-oppa.”

He chuckles and gives you your first kiss in your relationship (and in your entire life)

Yes, YOU GUYS MADE OUT IN FRONT OF THE OTHER MEMBERS

The members were too happy to be grossed out by your make-out session in front of them

But neither of you cared anymore

What matters is that you’re back again with each other

And neither of you would be the first one to let go of your feelings for each other

Because you both knew that one cannot survive without the other

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DOYOUNG’S VERSION, DONE! TIME TO DO TEN’S VERSION!

HERE ARE ALSO THE LINKS TO THE GBT VERSION OF THE OTHER MEMBERS!

Jaehyun

Taeyong

Johnny

Yuta

Ten - coming soon

Mark - coming soon

Haechan - coming soon

Taeil - coming soon

[ignxvus-blog]

✮ / ღ ( since there are no canon ones, just go with ships in general~ ) / ☀ / ◈

munday meme | accepting | @serenebeauty

     Ohmygoodness there’s so many! I tend to ramble, so I’m gonna throw this under a read more so as to not clog the dash!

✮ ━ top three favorite muses that you’ve played

     Ohgosh, I??? Can’t choose???

     If I were to be completely honest with myself, I’d end up choosing three OC’s as several of them have been with me almost as long as I’ve been roleplaying. They’re near & dear to my heart, you know? We’ve been together a long while. However, concerning muses I’ve taken on since I joined Tumblr? Well…

     One; would have to be Midna. A little over two years ago, she was the first muse I ever attempted on Tumblr. I joined the rp community here with her, & it was because of all the amazing times I had on her blog that caused me to stick around, after wandering several different sites in search of somewhere to rp.

     Just like Tetra & Ravio, she is one of the three TLOZ muses I revived this year. Yet, I’ve admittedly been a little more active on the other two than her…

     Two… Oh, man. I’m failing this. I’m failing this so hard. I love all of my children, ok. Tetra, I took up shortly after Midna & didn’t expect to love as much as I did but I do. Oh, how I love my sea rat so much, & her blog has as many dear memories as Midna’s, for much the same reasons. She’s just… so sassy. So fierce, & so troubled ‘cause wow, no character of mine can’t not be troubled & hiding things.

     Ravio, I… I remember rushing through ALBW’s in December of 2014 just so I could learn more about him & create his blog, as I was dead set on taking him up the second I laid eyes on him. Alas, things didn’t work out, life got in the way both then & shortly after I officially created the blog, but now? Gosh, he’s so fun to write as. Easily a favorite of mine.

     For a while, I wrote as Demyx from Kingdom Hearts & it’s just, it was one of the more memorable experiences I’ve had. That sloth of a sitarist was a blast. Then there’s Prompto Argentum from FFXV, & wow, I’d never been welcomed into a fandom so immediately & warmly. Plus??? Literal ray of sunshine??? I can’t not love???

     I… I really am terrible at choosing xD All of my muses are important to me in their own ways, & all of them favorites.

ღ ━ favorite canon ships for your muse(s). are there any you dislike?

     Would it be strange if I said that I haven’t the slightest idea? If we’re talking about romantic ships, then there’s… honestly, there is no muse for Ravio that I’ve looked at & gone “there, that one. I must ship with that one.” Sometimes, I need little prompting to jump on board a ship. Other times, I need a decent amount of chemistry; I need interactions & bonding & just, all that fun stuff. With Ravio, thus far… nothing’s really happened yet?

     Canonly, it’s difficult. In the game, Ravio didn’t… There are not a ton of interactions there, & definitely nothing that screamed to me that love is in the air. The two canon ships I see most for Ravio are with Princess Hilda & Link, but those are also two that I, personally, am unsure how I feel about? I can see why people like them, honestly, & it’s not that I dislike them either, it’s more… It’s more that, when I look at them, what I see is either on the friendship side of things, or familiar. & I kind of love that? As those are two of the most important types of relationships to me?

     The thing with shipping too is, I automatically assume that no one is interested xD Though I like to ship, it’s not something I feel to strongly for just because I’m to shy to approach anyone about it. Even if chemistry were to occur, who knows if anything would come from it unless it were explicitly stated that hey, the other mun is interested. It’s something people would probably need to scream at me for me to get the message.

☀ ━ how long have you been roleplaying? how did you get into it?

     Nine years! Ish. It might be closer to eight, & almost nine but not quite. I’m not entirely certain what the date I started was. Either way, it’s been a lot longer than I ever thought it would be, lol.

     As for how I got into it, there was some dress up site that I used to go on for fun. Things such as clubs were there, with new ones listed on the main page that cycled with each refresh. One day I stumbled upon one with “RP” in the title. Curious as I was, I peeked my head in there & thus began my descent into this wonderful madness.

◈  ━ share some headcanons that you have for a muse of your choosing

     I’ve only just started ALBW’s for the first time in two years, so I’m still figuring out what I headcanon & whatnot. One thing I’ve been learning towards for awhile though, ( & maybe it’s not a headcanon so much as something everyone has already thought up & I’m just late to the party ) but… where did Ravio get all of his weapons?

     I once thought that Ravio had simply stolen them from the castle or something along those lines, & perhaps that is where some of them originated, but… in this series, where do you usually gain your weapons? Dungeons. Which is one reason as to why I like to believe that Ravio ventured into the dungeons of Lorule ahead of time, just far enough to retrieve the item.

     Yes, one of Ravio’s most notable traits is cowardice, but look at all of the moments where he displays bravery. He stood up to his friend, which takes a lot of guts. &, he left his home, the only place he’s ever known, to aid the hero. To aid a foreign land, at the cost of his own. That… that’s not easy to do. Who’s to say that, upon hearing of the loot inside, he couldn’t have mustered up the courage to enter the dungeons in preparation of assisting Link? For both of their land’s sake?

     That’s not to say I believe he fought his way through the dungeons. I’m honestly not sure Ravio knows how to properly wield the weapons at his disposal, not without being stricken by fear in the face of danger. However, Ravio is nothing is not cunning. With enough of that, stealth, & determination, I like to think he could have found his way through.

[year-of-the-neko]

So in honor of the Fruits Basket reboot who would you say are your fave Furuba characters and ships (canon) and why? Least fave Furuba characters and canon ships and why?

Whoa, I didn’t expect I’d ever receive an ask, but thanks! I dunno if I can aswer this coherently agggh

First, a bit of context. I was very obsessed with the prior anime series, I watched way back 2010, then rewatched a couple more times. I was also able to read the manga in 2013. It was a time frame where I wasn’t even conscious of what ‘shipping’ is, but then there was this ship I was, of course, mainstream, that I ‘shipped’ so dearly (by just obsessing without knowing it’s shipping). But because I had no instinct linking people romantically other than that (hm maybe include the fact that the naive, conservative me back then was thinking ‘hey they’re all blood-related’)

Second, part of me feels responsible that I shouldn’t be dropping spoilers here and there, so I don’t want to really say what’s canon and what isn’t...

—uh wait, I re-read the ask. I think I misunderstood the question, sorry. Nearly responded with too much foresight.

I was shipping Tohru and Kyo so hard I named my adolescent-phase e-mail after them. However, my sister kinda told me something along the lines of I was merely unconsciously sympathizing with the underdog status of Kyo.

Either way, I was, and still am, very obsessed with Kyo. Back then it was just the unconscious forces, maybe because of too many things that made me feel I’d relate. But now as an adult majoring in Psychology, I can phrase it more technically. Both he and Tohru were to some extent suffering from social isolation — Kyo being the Cat in the Zodiac, and Tohru being the Rice Ball (onigiri) in the child game ‘Fruits Basket’. That was something that strongly resounded in me, a teenager suffering from a similar form of social isolation which... well, persists until now.

I was also very much enamored (yes, I am using this word!) with Hatsuharu because of his two sides! I found it really cool to be, in some form, docile and unrestrained in separate phases. I felt like I wanted to also have separate portions of myself just as he is (and I think I was able to do it in my online presence lol)

My most favorite scene involved Momiji, though I don’t really think I ‘like’ or ‘dislike’ him. That was the moment he told Tohru ‘there’s no memory that is better off forgotten’. Though his plus points are him being like a playful crossdressing shota whose playful side is a just a facade hiding his “prematurely-matured” cognitive processes brought about by his life circumstances.

And if we talk about least fave characters... I don’t really think there are a few to mention because I don’t really remember anyone striking a wrong cord or setting red flags. Not even Akito. Nor are these poor kids’ parents who caused them so much anguish.

Maybe I’ve assimilated quite a lot of Humanistic Psychology. But they all had their struggles. They all had experiences in life. They had it rough, and they were all doing what they thought is right all their lives.

That’s why I’m very impressed with the character development by the story. At this point in my life I am aware I’m incapable of feeling love that’s why I opt to not pursue having a family in the future. But look at them. Most of them had messed up family systems, especially Kyo. To think he’d have a family and become a father... that is outright touching. They could all move out and move on from the curse that isn’t their fault for being born with.

Hmm maybe the Prince Yuki fan club is another story, but their senpai had her back story, and I can’t really recall if that’s justified.

The manga ending also (involving Tohru, Kyo, Yuki, and the dynamics between the three of them) really felt justified. They were really touching and I don’t know how much water do I have to drink when those animated episodes come out because I’m definitely having a flood of tears by then 😭😭

Oh gosh that was soooooo long. But honestly, I know I could only write lengthy stuff if prompted, so much thanks to you, Anon!

I just wanted them all to have that “belongingness’ that they deserve.