#oh baby i'm sad

[lovesodeepandwideandwell]

It's crazy how I can be like "I'm having a depressive episode" until I'm with the right people and then it's like oh no I'm ok actually

[anetherealpoetess]

and i'm simply meant to function as a competent adult knowing second half of season two elrond is just a click away? second half of season two elrond with his sexy armour and his sexy dark curls falling across his sexy sad little face?

[dazais-guardian-angel]

Well, at least Fukuzawa got his wish granted, I guess.... he's finally inside Fukuchi <3

[calamitoustide]

"am i too late?"

I gotta be so honest I forgot about the prompt list and was very confused for a second 😭😭 but I remembered! and had an idea so I thought I would just write it now

speak now - jegulus - microfic - 1k

Regulus wasn’t even going to go. He was invited, of course, James said he really wanted him there, but he didn’t beg when Regulus said he’d be busy. He wasn’t busy. In fact, his only plans for the day were to sit in his apartment rotting away in bed while constantly refreshing his Instagram to see all the pictures of the party streaming in. He’d see her in her perfect dress and perfect hair. He’d see James lovingly gazing into her eyes, beautiful with the ocean behind him. It had to be a beach wedding. Of course, it had to be. James always had his thing with the ocean. He’d drag Regulus there every single summer to his family's place. Well, every single year until she came along and then Regulus wasn’t as inclined to go. 

Regulus was still James’ best friend, but Lily Evans was… well his everything else. His girlfriend, his fiancé, the love of his life. Now she can  add bride and wife to that list of terms. 

Regulus isn’t at all upset over this. James chose his life. He had his choices and Regulus wasn’t even an option, and that’s fine. He’ll still be apart of his life. He’ll watch his home from the outside, peering into windows and occasionally being invited in for family dinners in a family he’ll never truly be apart of. He’ll be uncle Regulus and nothing more. The guy who comes around occasionally. So no, he wasn’t going to go to the wedding of all things. He doesn’t think he could handle it. He can’t watch the life he wanted go up in flames because he was too stupid to say something. He didn’t say a word and now James is going to be happily married, or well… he wasn’t going to go. 

That was before Sirius called him drunk the night before. It’s a destination wedding, and they all went out the night before as a pre-celebration or whatever you’d call it. It was clear that Sirius had too much to drink, especially when he kept spouting on about how this was Regulus’ last chance. Apparently he had enough of Regulus’ pining and his inability to actually talk about his feelings. He kept going on and on about how Regulus was obsessed with James since he was small. From the moment James walked up to him grabbed his hand and said they’d be best friends forever he’s had Regulus. Even if they were young. Even if Regulus knew nothing of what love meant, he was spoken for. James was it. There was no other light. No other love. He handed over his heart that day and he’s never even asked for it back. Sirius never mentioned it, or at least not since Lily came into the picture. Regulus isn’t sure what made him last night. He’s also not sure what made him buy a last minute plane ticket to Greece of all places. 

He’s late by the time he gets there, and when he’s in the first car he could get traffic is blocked up too far, like an idiot he runs all the way to the venue. He’s sweaty and out of breath by the time he makes it there. He’s definitely not dressed for a wedding he looks awful and his clothes are all wrinkled from the flight but none of it matters. He makes it to the beach. He finds the arch just in front of the beautiful waves, but there’s not a single guest to be seen. It’s vacant. Nothing but the sand and ocean water. 

“Am I too late?” He mumbles, more to himself more than to anyone. After all this time of running behind it really shouldn’t a surprise that when he finally got it together he was too late. He’s always too late but the ache in his heart is the same, like a slice through his liver, and cracks in his ribs. 

“Depends on what you’re here for.” 

Regulus eyes widen as he turns around, to find James behind him on the stairs. Still in his suit, beautiful coated with the colors of the setting sun. “You’re still here.” 

James shrugs, “Had no where else to go,” he says, walking passed him to the sea to stand under the arch. He picks off flowers from the sides of it, watching as the petals fall to the sand, “I couldn’t go through with it.” 

“Oh?” 

James smiles sadly, looking down to the ground as he says, “I thought…” he shakes his head, “When you said you couldn’t make it for a second I was relived, you know,” he says, “I thought I could actually go through with it as long as you weren’t here too. As long as I didn’t see you.” He looks up finding Regulus’ eyes through the aisle, “Without you though it was just so much clearer what I was missing I couldn’t—I couldn’t go through with it.” 

“James…” 

“I understand,” James says quickly, “If you don’t feel the same way. If this is completely out the blue I just—I didn’t love her like I should and it has to be right. It has to be right and I tried to make myself believe that it was but I—“ 

Before James can finish rambling Regulus is already down the aisle and grabbing the front of his shirt bringing him down. Regulus really hates the cliche but deep down it feels like he’s a teenager kissing James now, back when they should’ve figured this out. They were so fucking stupid, and while kissing James, Regulus swears he can feel sparks fly against them; it’s a firework show. 

James pulls away, a smile tugging at his lips, “Oh.” 

“Oh,” Regulus giggles, he fucking giggles, like he’s thirteen or something. He’d be embarrassed if it was anyone but James. Hell, James is giggling too. 

That is until James takes a pause and questions slowly, “Wait, did you come here to break up my wedding?” 

Regulus opens his mouth but no words come out, truly there’s nothing to be said. No defense he can take. So he rolls his eyes instead, tugging James down again, “Shut up.” 

[souenkun]

Pokemon monopoly johto edition at my house, 7 pm sharp today!!!! 🗣🗣🗣

[deadmomjokes]

The pregnanter I get, the more my dog is realizing she can play Poor Pitiful Baby to bend the rules.

I used to be the authoritarian. I was the one she would listen to no matter what. Now she gives me a sad pout and a tiny whimper and it takes all my willpower to not give in and pick her up at the dinner table.

She can sense it. The Mommy instincts are increasing. The irrepressible urge to Baby It is expanding. Soon I will not be able to resist. She knows this. She now acts pitiful for me almost exclusively. She don't whine at my husband like this. She don't sit her chin plaintively on my daughter's leg and give a whiny sigh. Just me. And it's sooooo close to working.

Lend me your strength, or else drop an F in the chat, I'm done for

[agalychnisspranneusroseus]

How are they the same age

[delightfullygiddy]

You know if I was completely unhinged right now.....i'd be blogging some RichterxAnnette Castlevania gifsets right now. but im like...totally normal right. pss...just like...absolutely sane and NOT frothing at the mouth.

Let me...let me just make a note real...quick in my books...

[before-it-felt-like-a-sin]

God Shauna I wish your life would've been different.

[cindfourth]

Whumptober Day 6

When she'd stood across from him at age 9, holding his clammy hand in hers as she pledged herself to him, Jeannemary Chatur fully intended to die for her necromancer one day. It wasn't that she planned on seeking death, of course–her foremost duty was to protect him, and she couldn't continue doing that if she was dead. But she knew, as citizens of the Fourth so vividly did, that death would reach her eventually. And there was no greater death she could imagine than sacrificing herself in the service of her necromancer, her own bloom of thanergy one last gift.

She had never imagined a world in which he would die first. That she had been made to watch was even worse.

She was there, she was right there, and she should've done something. She should've been faster, or smarter, or had biceps the size of Gideon the Ninth's. Barring that, she should have been allowed to take it down, to take vengeance upon the thing that had killed Isaac, or at the very least to die trying. But she was picked up, no matter how hard she kicked and thrashed and bit, and dragged away from her necromancer’s body and the thing that killed him like she was barely anything at all; an angry kitten with no claws.

“I want to die,” she said, and she meant it. 

“Tough luck,” said Gideon the Ninth.

She cried herself into a fitful sleep, and when she was woken by tendrils of bone piercing her flesh, she had one brief moment of life left to hear Isaac’s words echo in her head: “It’s stupid to get killed if it doesn’t help.”

[icewindandboringhorror]

I'm so heavily anti-advertising that all pitches sound goofy silly to me/I can never take them seriously, so I have no idea how I'll manage to to advertise my game even if I do finally finish it soon-ish lol...

[pinkysberg]

just finished Chosen Of The Wolf. emotionally devastated for everyone involved rly lol.

[beeholyshit]

What would u do if I told you I'm about to adopt another baby?

[shirogane-oushirou]

just got the jpn novelization of the movie toren's from and i'm a whole.... like. 7 pages in. waow.

[braceletofteeth]

I was tagged by @zeesqueere 🧡

Rules: Put your music library on shuffle, then list the first five songs that come up in a poll to let people vote for which one they like the most!

Then tag Tumblr friends to keep the game going!

Fireside

Bloom Later

Caving In

Strange Enough

Hey Ma

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tagging: @srabaskerville @softneomiro @somebodycallixii @saturnskyline @scarefox why do I follow so many people whose urls' start with the letter S 🤔... 🙃 anyway, as usual, only if you'd like to <3

[starwarsshippings]

i love how one of the main takeaways from the episode was that seeing an actual real human child fighting in the clone wars made us all realize how fucked it was instead of just seeing a bunch of pixels walking around voiced by an adult woman lol