#oh I may need the whole collection 🫠

[slutforpringles]

Oh so I’m going to be broke AND sad 🙃😭😅

[khaoala]

Okaaaaaay first things first

GET YOU A GIRL WHO CAN DO BOTH!!! I love namtan as Ai with the way she manages to look amazing in oversized tshirts and her seemingly endless collection of jeans jackets but namtan as oom with her loooong wavy hair and nice outfits 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠. I have two hands ✋🏽🤚🏽

Ok down to business. Mays dad truly is the worst! Blackmailing May into helping defend Batman (is that truly his name?) and then later we learn (or perhaps this was already revealed and i missed it) that Ben’s mom committed suicide so that Ben would have money to help with his recovery!! SMH I hope karma hits him hard someday.

Now may/oom/ai got my thoughts all jumbled and such so let me just lay out the facts that I have.

In 10th grade may was saved by oom(really ai) and felt it was a ‘love at first sight’ sort of thing and her future relationship with oom really revolves around that moment (it was a 5min interaction that ended with ai telling her to basically stop letting herself get bullied). Years later the roles are reversed and May saves oom. I’m assuming May thinks it’s fate that run into each other this way and they start dating. Oom gets hit with a double whammy when she finds out May defended the guy who paralyzed Ben and then finds out about the ‘love at first sight’ with Ai which all sucks for oom but it did seem like her and May were already on the rocks. (I’m sorry about all the mean things I said about you oom 🙈)Then the whole hospital scene happened which I want to sum up as oom saying ‘the girl you met was my twin sister and if you become a better person and try to make up for what you did then maybe I’ll let you date her’….or something like that right? lol

Meanwhile Ai is being a silly goose and is mentally throwing hands with May’s first love aka herself. Alsooo I feel like the grandma deserves to exchange words with May over her making BOTH her granddaughters cry over her.

Last but not least our favorite friendly neighborhood throuple! They better end up as a throuple because I will not accept anything less!! Really I just want them all to be happy ESPECIALLY KAPOOK/PIM!! Stop making sad faces girl it’s breaking my heart 🥺🥺😭😭

Ok, I hope you enjoyed my word vomit and I can’t wait to get your take on it all.

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i'm really sorry, this is a very long, barely understandable word vomit. i wish i knew how to sum up my thoughts but for some reason i need to make my thought process be known even if it barely makes sense. congratulations for putting up with me, you should get like an prize. i can't offer you much but my gifmaking skills and maybe more word vomits in the future.

i must say, oom's attitude towards the end was a tad bit nasty (come on girl, your girlfriend was traumatized and lost her sight and you're playing revenge like okay), but she did look hot during that whole flashback thing. ngl, one chance, and i would let her ruin my life. maybe she even wouldn't because sad girl just wants someone to love her for her (let's ignore the immense levels of jealousness. she's insecure [with reason]) (it's so interesting to me how both twins are traumatized by being each other's shadows different degrees.)

if may's dad doesn't get the nastiest ending there is, i'll be pissed. oh, but bibi, you need to forgive and forget, be above them, don't wish him ill. that's very kind of you to think so high of me, but unfortunately, i'm a spiteful person. i need this man to suffer. i want him to suffer. blackmailing your own child like that as if it's nothing, die in a ditch.

so, i made a timeline because i'm terrible with numbers and years and i get confused by them so easily so bear with me (while re-watching to make this timeline i've noticed how alike oom and may were when they were young. they both wouldn't stand up for bullies and let themselves be other people's punch bags and while may took oon's advice and toughened herself up, oom just seems like she grew more resentful of her sister). but anyway, timeline!

2011 - they were in first year high school ? tho oom/oon are played by a different actress(es)

2014 - i assume this is senior year since the quartet talk about going to college, and grandma has money separated for oom and oon's cram school.

2019 - fresh out of college/talk in front of grandma shop

early 2022 - saves oom from the nasty airline dude

2022 - may is threatened by her dad for dating oom and ben's accident happens this year, too

2023 - trial and oom finds out that may is in love with oon, and later we have may's accident caused by kosol.

so here's the thing, while i do think oonmay's relationship seem very genuine at present time (oon clearly thinks she found the love of her life, idk what else to tell you, she's besotted by may), may's motivations are so… sighs. what do you mean you met a random girl who fought off three bullies for you and who asked you hey, why didn't you fight back and smiled at you and ever since you hung on the idea of that person? (i mean, that's crush material, i suppose, but not for like 8 years for you to still remember that).

and then you meet the girl again years later and, like you said, roles are reversed, and you save her and you two start dating, but oom and oon couldn't be more different (despite oon saying in the first episode that they are very alike), but you persevere bc this is your first love, and you're gonna make it work even though you don't seem like the most compatible. and you know it, bc you don't show affections to oom so she can feel secure she's loved by you, but you need to make this work, because it's written in the stars that you're meant to be. may had been using oom to fulfil her first love fantasy. honestly, i think i'd be pissed, too.

(hypotetically, bc we don't know what kind of issues they were having and idk how thai laws work, if may gave in and admitted oom wasn't her person, her dad wouldn't have blackmail material on her, she wouldn't have to defend batman on trial, he'd lose, and i suppose ben's mom wouldn't have to off herself to guarantee insurance for her disabled son since batman would have to pay for that [i'm assuming]).

grandma needs to have words with may because not only she made both of her granddaughters cry. she made them cry for the exact same reason! i mean, that's a little silly and quite baffling. that's a skill, may.

and finally, i'm here to say that while i was really rooting for the trouple idea, i want pang to stay away from every women in this show, do some self-reflection and maybe some therapy before she jumps into another relationship (all of them could use therapy, actually).

HERE'S THE THING, while i appreciate this show proper portrayal of a love triangle with jan crushing on pim, pim still hung up on pang, and pang having some sort of feelings for jan, there's not one bone in my body that believes that pang has feelings for pim (she has been calling her her ex since the moment they broke up and has made a point of making that clear every time. that woman doesn't want to go back - which makes me wonder why the heck she kisses pim, but you know, problems for later). if a throuple happens, or even if pimpang happens again, it'll just cause pim more pain, and have you seen kapook sad? i don't want to see that woman shed another tear. let her have a happy lesbian romance!

[astrxlis-archive]

My comments this time aren't much 😂 but i'm gonna try my best <3 my thoughts are sooo random too so uh,,,

For the Kiss part 2:

— Thoma going to work but he'll give you a kiss on the forehead. He's a puppy and you're becoming one too 🙈

— The parallel between Ayato's mole near the corner of his lips 🤔 I see what you did there Fox~ A good display of his menace and chaotic energy when he's with you ✨

— For Xiao's: He usually teleports out of nowhere and back hugs + shoulder kisses really makes sense :) Xiao trying to surprise you from behind is a new thing~

— I could really see the symbolism in Venti's. Every part of him and of you is both of your favorite parts to get kissed or kiss. 😋 Why limit to one part when you can make the whole body YOUR favorite ?

Surprise kisses commentary:

— You're really going instantly hard with Scaramouche everytime 😂😂 i can see it going like this: scara: ( º言º) 'why tf are you kissing me????' reader: (,,ºΔº,,*) 'idk why im kissing you too im just good at taking opportunities shawty'

— "Albedo, I'm gonna do something dumb right now." "Ok" *Kiss* (,,' - ' ,,) The chief alchemist was too stunned to speak. 😏 "Do it again" 😩*inserts albedo doing lipbite meme*

— i like how you write kazuha :D i know it scares you but one thing i can say is that he is still kazuha to me in your writing but : 🥴🥴🥴

i hope you're recovering well Fox 🥺 i am really getting concerned at the random stuff that's happening to you tbh 😂🤔 ive seen you replied to my other asks already and that makes me happy :DD know that i have acknowledged it already and ofc i will write a reply to let you know my thoughts on your response :)

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ehehe, hello 🍰! :3c

don't worry! even if you think they aren't much, they mean a lot to me 💓 i love reading your opinions on things. thank you very much for taking the time to write it down and sending it!

ah, the random stuff may seem random at first, but that's mostly bc i don't talk about my own mental health lmao they're pretty common 😂 but my brain forced me to take a rest, so that's what i'm doing.

also idk if you wanted me to share a bit of my thoughts too? but that's sort of what i did in this 😅 if that wasn't the idea, feel free to ignore, np!!

thoma being the epitome of comfort actions – that is my goal when i write for him 💪

my first impression of ayato was like "oh, proper and composed, alright" and then he got introduced and my brain went "teasing menace. i like it" 😂

i have this hc that xiao has an uncanny ability of knowing where reader is, and he uses that to his advantage when he feels like it bc that man loves physical touch but is still unused to it, so he goes about it in his own terms

dude exactly 😂 and like, he's really playful about it too? all he needs is a green light

i wish i had an explanation for my thought process when i write for scara but honestly i don't. it's all brainrot on what's left of my braincells at best 🫣🫠 i'm not even going to deny the whole taking opportunities part 😂

ok so i was screaming inside as i wrote for albedo bc i feel like that man would either go full-on analytical or he'd be entranced by the way things feel, and i went with the latter without knowing if it was a good idea or not. maybe he was stunned bc reader is not that bold, usually? 👀

i look at kazuha and my brain goes "he's too calm and collected. fluster him. make him speechless." also tired kazu gives me sleepy cat vibes?????? anyway, i'm glad you can see kazuha as kazuha in what i write, that's really important to me