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[g0om]

the only reason to get out ofnbed is to eat but i dont even want to do thar anymore

[ellenembee]

Fic masterpost

Original Works

Short Stories

Scythe of Heaven in Press: An Original Anthology, Volume 2, pg. 69 Rating: Teen | CW: violence, mild gore & body horror, character death After an alien invasion, one broken man has the power to give the human race a fighting chance.

One Becomes Two Rating: Teen | CW: None After a disillusioned merman saves a handsome ship captain, he becomes enamored with the brave captain’s beauty and brash confidence. Lucky for him, the feeling is mutual.

Drabbles/Flash Fic

"How Dare You" | Rating: Gen A drabble about two people who have very different ideas about love.

"Righteous Fire" | Rating: Gen A friends to enemies (to friends?) flash fic.

Prompt Fills

Hanahaki | Rating: Teen (CW: mild blood and gore)

Assassin Double Life | Rating: Gen

Creative Nonfiction/Poetry

Moon Milk | Rating: Gen

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Fan Fiction

I’ve got some fan fics as well. Here's a complete list of everything sorted by fandom.

The Wayhaven Chronicles (In Between Series)

A series of stand-alone one-shots of moments not covered in the books featuring stoic, emotionally stunted detective Ophelia Maven.

Relationships: Female Detective/Nate Sewell, Female Detective/Adam du Mortain (love triangle)

Aftermath: Rating: General | Words: 2.3k | Status: Complete In the wake of her kidnapping and transformation, Detective Ophelia Maven does what she can to regain a sense of safety and normalcy in her life.

Safety: Rating: Teen | Words: 2.2k | Status: Complete Ophelia calls Adam for help when the supernaturals from the carnival attack her in her home.

Research: Rating: Teen | Words: 3.3k | Status: Complete Ophelia heads to the warehouse for a second day of research with Nate, and while there, she finally realizes maybe Nate isn't just being friendly. Panic ensues.

Choices: Rating: Teen | Words: 1.9k | Status: Complete After the battle to save Sanja, Ophelia can't rest until she makes sure Adam is truly healing. She returns to his room, and Nate is there to reassure her.

Bruises: Rating: Teen | Words: 4.3k | Status: Complete After being attacked by Trappers after the meeting with Falk, Ophelia tries to go about her day as usual. Luckily, she's got Tina (and Adam) to help her through the memories dredged up by the attempted kidnapping.

K.I.S.S.: Rating: General | Words: 6.6k | Status: Complete When Nate, Farah, and Ophelia volunteer to make Valentine cards at a local retirement home, Nate puts on the charm while Ophelia panics. Bonus Adam POV!

Mass Effect: Andromeda (Across Galaxies Series)

Relationships: Female Ryder / Harry Carlyle

From Here to Mars: Rating: Teen | Words: 4.5k | Status: Complete When Dr. Harry Carlyle shows up to her mom's party with his current girlfriend on his arm, Nivan knows it's time to let go of her long-time crush on her father's friend, but years of habits are hard to break.

Old Friends, New Beginnings: Rating: Explicit | Words: 19.4k | Status: In Progress After the tragedy of Habitat 7, Dr. Harry Carlyle offers Nivan Ryder a shoulder to lean on. A look at the quiet moments between Andromeda events and the strain of leaving and of being left behind.

Dragon Age

The Revelation of All Things Relationships: Female Lavellan (mage Inquisitor) / Cullen Rutherford (and a plethora of minor background relationships) Rating: Explicit | Words: 608.3k | Status: Complete (possible epilogues pending) Surrounded by new people, Evana Lavellan discovers a wider world than she'd ever imagined with her clan - a world in which she has the power to improve the lives of both elves AND mages. (AKA - a ridiculously long novelization of DA:I)

Truths Half Told Beget Lives Half Lived Relationships: Knight Captain Rylen / Female OC Rating: Explicit | Words: 218.3k | Status: In Progress Even after months bearing the Inquisition colors, Rylen feels out of place. When an unexpected woman arrives, children in tow, she throws everything Rylen ever believed into question... and she just might steal his heart, too. Art by @tanaleth

Give a Heart, Get a Throne Relationships: Alistair & Female Warden, Eventual Female Warden/Leliana Rating: General | Words: 10.7k | Status: Complete A collection of short drabbles to fill in my Warden Surana's backstory in the Revelations World State. No game content included.

Various and Sundry Revelations Relationships: Varies by chapter Rating: General | Words: 7.7k | Status: Complete A place to put all the bits and pieces that don't fit in with the larger stories within the Revelations world state. Head canons abound.

[infisonicosm-moved]

The Way I just squealed. Yes, squealed, that's how excited I am for the Ms Honey sequel 🥺

YAY! I'm so glad you're excited for it because I am too!!

[ntsc13]

: Jack-of-all-trades maker, concept raider, savage storyteller & brand junky. Creative Director - Executive Producer looking for new business! Design & painting by Rob Adalierd // @adalierd // #creative #director #executiveproducer #NYC #OFNB #ntsc #branding #storytelling #business #design #newbuisness #designoftheday #signoftheday https://www.behance.net/gallery/75912031/OFNB https://www.instagram.com/ntsc/p/BwKOQcHn5FE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qted2vo6n7he

[munamania]

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[ohgoddamnit]

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[appletreeshade]

I'm getting to the point where I open tumblr just to check my notes on posts and its fucking me up that I took that month off to try and like. Get rid of my social media addiction only to come right the fuck back

[dkettchen]

Hey! I'm curious as to why you disliked Ragnarok? I felt like there was something kinda off the whole time but I can't flesh it out...

In short: 

There was no good structure to the story, including a complete failure to adapt to the genre/write an actual heroic arc for the protagonist, and to weave the story into the bigger universe, bad pacing and editing, not to mention THE TRAILER LIES (that iconic shot of team thor on the bridge, didn’t even happen), the characters were practically the opposite of what they have been established as consistently over the last at least 6 years in both comics and movies, and Val and Loki were both robbed of their masculine qualities (ex. dominance, assertiveness, independance, etc (mind you masculine and feminine qualities are genderneutral)) and draped around Thor to admire him without much of a reason other than to make ooc Thor feel validated in his insecurity and dickish behaviour, rather than letting them do their own thing alongside him like they would if they weren’t ooc, and like he’d let them if he wasn’t ooc

at least that’s like the main things, there’s more to go into detail about, but that’s what I’ll go into in that video essay I’ve been talking about (I SWEAR I’LL RECORD IT SOON, I’m still working on getting the structure and everything in order xD) so look forward to that :)

[pt6dio]

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[luchagoth]

hte last hour ofnbeing afrolatiina habd been the evst bour ofnmy life

[citadelhq-blog]

Dominique Mull | 25 | Financiers; Level 4 | Hayley Kiyoko | Open

"I desire the things that will destroy me in the end.” - Sylvia Plath

TELL ME A STORY OF WHERE I’VE BEEN

There has never been a day when Dominique hasn’t stored some kind of anger in their heart. They rebel against the norm, they rebel against the feeling of stagnation. Always asking questions, always craving something new.

Somehow their job keeps them occupied, intrigued by the simple honestly of numbers and how there can only be one right answer. They are glad of the department they were placed into but can’t help but want to know a life without such restrictions.

Change is at the center of their heart and of their soul. They want something new, something to challenge the status quo and they have just the right lack of self preservation to desire it in any form.

TELL ME A STORY OF WHO I AM

( + ) flexible, responsive, intuitive ( - ) indecisive, short-tempered, provocative

[nearlyb-tches]

lemme just ramble in the tags right quick

[ellenembee]

Hi, I have fallen madly in love with your Harry and Nivan Ryder Story. It makes me very happy so thank you for writing it. I hope you have a wonderful day 😊

OMG!!! I'm crying. Thank you so much!! This makes me so happy!!!! I can't imagine anything better, honestly, than knowing something I wrote gave others joy. Thank you for taking the time to write this (and the comments!). You are amazing. ♥️♥️♥️♥️

No really, so much love.

💕💕💕💕

[ntsc13]

: Jack-of-all-trades maker, concept raider, savage storyteller & brand junky. Creative Director - Executive Producer looking for new business! Design by Able // @able_team / https://www.behance.net/byable // #creative #director #executiveproducer #NYC #OFNB #ntsc #branding #storytelling #business #design #newbuisness #designoftheday #signoftheday https://www.behance.net/gallery/75912031/OFNB https://www.instagram.com/ntsc/p/Bv_snWRH1Zh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=18h6srsijmv00

[saltysumbission]

Ignore this post it's a vent (again.)

I'm so sick and tired ofnbeing sick and tired. I haven't slept in almost 38 hours. I'm tired. I can't sleep. Depression and anxiety are getting the worst of me at the moment and I'm really afraid that I might say or do something that I don't mean and upset Sean and idk. I'm stuggling. I hate having anxiety AND depression. The mix is just disgusting. I am afraid of failure yet I don't have the physical or mental motivation to even shower.. i want friends but I fucking hate socialising. I have three good friends yes. But... I still don't feel like I'm a part of them... I just constantly feel like nobody actually likes or cares about me. No matter how much they tell me they do there's just something in me that won't allow it. And seeing other people happy and smiling? Makes me physically want to scream. It annoys me. Unless it's Sean. My mum. Or my dad. It annoys me. I don't understand why other people are allowed to be happy without wanting to scream afterwards. Or are able to laugh without getting really fucking upset about it because you feel like it was an over reaction or that it's not okay

I'm fucking sick of it. The only thing I ever feel is anger or frustration and it's hurting me. I love and care for Sean more than I care about anything else. He is the only thing that makes me genuinely smile and feel happy for that period of time when I'm around him. He means everything to me... why can't I feel like that all the time.... why do I feel like... nothing.

I feel emotionally... numb. Honestly. I don't know... I don't understand.. I genuinely have no clue how to process emotions anymore and it's horrible because I'm the one person who laughs all the time. I giggle about stupid things. I get 'grumpy' about things very easily. I smile a lot! And on the inside? I have not got a fucking clue why. I dont feel a thing. Apart from hurt.... and I hate it. I stand in the rain on my own sometimes. Or in the cold so I can feel the hurt of it.. it's a feeling... it's a something... and I draw all over my arms and get shouted at for it when I draw on myself so I don't slash up my arms and legs..

I don't think people realise how much I hate myself. Every single time I look in a mirror I want to scream and rip myself apart because I'm fucking disgusting.. how anybody claims to even love me is beyond me because I don't see how anybody could love something so fucked up and broken... idk... I'm constantly letting people down and getting let down by people and letting myself down and I don't want to even exist sometimes. I'm sick this week and the amount of times I've considered eating the entire pack of pills and stopped myself.. is rediculous..

Why can't I feel happy!? Why can't I even fucking feel.

I don't even know.. ignore this post. It's just a vent.

[brightesthands]

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