#im tired ofnbeing tired and im sick of not being able to do what i want/need to do
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#when i say i am constantly on the verge of a mental breakdown on a minimum weekly basis#cant even explaij how im feeling rn#like i just wanna scream and cry until who knows when#mentally drained emotionally drained#just everything sucks#and no one gets it#i genuinely wish i was never born most days#how the fuck do people actually function and have their lives together#whats it like to not feel dejected and rejected by everything you attempt to do#i took a gap year finally got a car and was supposed to be starting college this year#in reality: ive spent what i paid for the car on repairs#had to withdraw from school bc i literally can only afford to put myself through for 3 months and that leaves me with legit $0 after#and taking out a loan isnt even worth it especially with how everything is going on rn#so the gap year is turning into gap years/just wont go to school at all#some days i genuinely contemplate k*lling myself bc there is nothing to look forward to#i have nothing going for me and likely never will and im just so over it#im tired ofnbeing tired and im sick of not being able to do what i want/need to do
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