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Always the artist, never the muse.
I love making art believe me. It has been a part of me since I could pick up a pencil. I like to capture the things I see, to show everyone how I see it and its beauty. Most of all, I really loved to draw people I adored, people who were a part of my soul. But at some point, after countless hours of drawing these people, spread out beautifully and in their element and then seeing others do the same online, speaking of their muse and just thinking of your own process you wish to be the muse. Even for a moment, for a single drawing...a doodle even. Doesn't have to be perfect, doesn't even have to be good...just has to be.
I have had countless artist friends, one IRL who has been my muse before. I had a s/o who did art sometimes who was and still is one of my biggest muses. I've drawn my sister a few times, she's an artist herself, I've drawn my mom who used to draw, I have never even been given art. I have given away art though, to friends and family. Never appreciated even when I'd spent hours on it.
Except a throw away drawing my baby sister did, she claimed she made it for me but I had caught her in the lie. she had drew stick figures and just added black hair so it could be me. I still have it tucked away in my box of mementos. Even though it wasn't meant for me at first...at least someone gave me something like that. She has been the only one. I don't expect to be drawn, I don't even ask it but maybe...for once I could be beautiful enough to want to capture. To someone I'll be beautiful enough to want to immortalize on a paper , in a drawing, something someone spent longer than a second on.
Maybe to someone I'm worth putting in effort, maybe to someone they think I'd be a beautiful piece of art.
#is it so bad to be wanted#to be viewed as worthy#worthy of something someones loves doing#of catching someone's eye#oh to be the muse#even just once#always the artist never the muse#art tag#art tumblr#artists on tumblr#digital art#art#trends#old trend#never posted this but i wanted to clear a few drafts away#siriuslygay1981#baz rants#this applies to more than art too btw#i make clothes i crochet i knit i paint#i give away my soul to people who dont even know#who donteven care#no onligation to give smthn in return or at all#but also some friends give their other friends things but never me
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um ummm *drops this and scurries away*
#konbart#bartkon#bro i heard someone use the term 'kart' for them ohmygod#kart#bart allen#kon el#konner kent#is it gay if your homie catches you and you guys passionately lock eyes#mmmm... nah
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apparently pjotv twt was being weird about book!Percy's eyes being green because they don't think the ocean can be green (???) so consider this a sequel to my Grace siblings eye colors post and here is some visual references of green water for all your Percy inspo needs:
And for reference, the water around New York-ish where Percy is usually is somewhere around this color:
or some alternatives:
or here is a nice hazel green if you want his eyes more on the brown side, which is very common in freshwater ponds and streams:
or if you want him to have totally brown eyes - water rich in tannins will appear brown, greenish-brown, or very dark brown - this is sometimes called "blackwater" due to often appearing very dark or having low visibility:
#pjo#percy jackson#riordanverse#i am eternally amused by old pjo fandom's tendency to interpret ''sea-green'' as ''tropical seas / neon aqua''#mostly just cause as someone who grew up around boats when i think of ''sea-green'' i have a very particular color in mind#and its that kind of murky desaturated green#like sometimes ur at the docks and are just shoving your hand into low visibility green water to catch jellyfish yknow#thats the vibe. thats what i think of whenever i hear ''sea-green''#reach into your local harbor and you may find a friend and a boy (jellyfish)#and i respect not everybody is as familiar with the ocean but ''Percy's eyes being blue is *better* because the ocean is blue not green!''#is. just a ridiculous statement to me.#like. just. first and foremost. claiming blue eyes are ''better'' and the implications in that (bleugh)#secondly - claiming that ''the ocean isnt GREEN'' is just. well you're just wrong so jot that down#it is in fact not uncommon for the ocean to be green. this is very normal actually#the ocean not always being blue does not feel like particularly groundbreaking news????#like gonna be real my guy usually the ocean is actually pretty. idk. greyish.#especially if its not actively a very sunny day in the summer#cause a lot of the time if the water is just reflecting the sky and is not being particularly affected by whatever is actually in the water#then. well. the sky is usually greyish! on your average day the sky is usually kinda grey! it usually only gets really blue when its sunny#but usually water has. yknow. stuff in it. a lot of the time algae and such. so it ends up murkier/greenish#anyways this has been: AALV's oddly specific nitpicking about Percy's eye color
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The Girl Who Died // Hell Bent
#dwedit#doctor who#usertennant#userveronika#userteri#twelfth doctor#clara oswald#doctor x clara#twelveclara#*#I'M SICK OF LOSING PEOPLE. LOOK AT YOU WITH YOUR EYES AND YOUR NEVER GIVING UP AND YOUR ANGER AND YOUR KINDNESS.#ONE DAY THE MEMORY OF THAT WILL HURT SO MUCH THAT I WON'T BE ABLE TO BREATHE AND I'LL DO WHAT I ALWAYS DO.#I'LL GET IN MY BOX AND I'LL RUN AND I'LL RUN IN CASE ALL THE PAIN EVER CATCHES UP. AND EVERY PLACE I GO IT WILL BE THERE.#anyway idk if this makes sense outside of my head but the journey between like#she might meet someone she can't bear to lose -> gives her a second repair kit so she can make someone else immortal too ->#he can't bear to lose clara -> he brings her back from the dead which makes her functionally immortal ->#look how far i went for fear of losing you#ok actually i need to make a full parallel set. someone remind me to do that
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I think any fix-it mouthwashing au has to have the mandatory scenes of Curly either being able to blink again or speaking for the first time.
#like metaphorical nature aside can you like fathom the relief in being able to hear your voice again? or like blink your eye even if manualy#how many times to you think the phantom actions triggers only for nothing to happen to be asked something and it catch in his throat from h#his torn vocal cords probably from how loud and hard he was screaming in agony#or the feeling of having to cry with tears and the instinct to blink them away like those little relief would make him break down#also just like I want the fix it au to have a scene of Anya feeling truly safe and content with nothign in the back of her mind#like I like playing with the struggles and angst but really just have her subtly realize shes fine alone or with one of them I dont care#shes like reading and someone unintentionally sneaks up on her but she doesnt jump or she wakes up and its not the first thought in her min#or maybe just her realizing she can finally push it away maybe someone not recognizing her or Curly from the incident and realizing it wont#define her forever and she'll move past it like please let them be happy have them meet Daisuke's family who pointedly dont ask#or Swansea appriciating his kids in a way Daisukes didn't appiciate their useful ray of sunshine like LET THEM SMILE#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#captain curly#curly mouthwashing
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watched someone play bad parenting and it reminded me that in chapter 16 we will get to know about peter’s past foster houses… there is no way i am not going to cry in the next chapter 😔
just like every time i write a chapter for LoF i had so much planned out and now im like. this chapter is gonna be two scenes but so fucking long. and that's BECAUSE Peter is talking about his past foster houses + Dick is gonna tell Peter about some Batfam stuff (thanks Loki for pushing that plotline along)
#erinwantstowrite#ao3#ao3 fanfic#leap of faith ao3#peter parker#leap of faith catch me if you can#leap of faith#thank you for the ask!#dick grayson#loki#chapter 16#like deadass this chapter is some lore dropping when it was supposed to be mostly action#i have to wait YET ANOTHER CHAPTER before i can post this art i have been wanting to post for AGES#the one where peter is holding that jar and side eyeing someone#but at least it'll make someone cry!#ik i have and i didn't even get to the part where peter explains anything yet
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THE ROOKIE- 6.03 ➦ Trouble In Paradise
#chenford#chenfordedit#the rookie#therookieedit#tim x lucy#tim and lucy#jesuis-assez edits: chenford#jesuis-assez edits: the rookie#jesuis-assez edits: season 6#jesuis-assez edits: chenford scenes 6x03#He really took care of her in this episode. [like always]#From giving her advice -> distraction -> keeping an eye on her -> letting her sleep in -> the trophy -> reassurance.#Just doing everything he could to be there for her and support her#to keep her from burning out. If she was ever to crash this episode... or to have her hopes dashed. He would be there to catch her.#and he did. “I'm sorry for disappointing you.” “You could never disappoint me.” Giving her the words she needed to hear in that moment.#He gave her what she needed in this episode and more.#More importantly... He knew what she needed and he knew how to be there for her. He is in tune with her.#His understanding of her runs deep and flows through his actions just how devoted he is to her.#Perhaps Lucy wore the necklace he gave her to the oral exam... Not just because it's from someone she loves but#So she could feel him there with her for support. As he has supported her from the moment he found out she was working towards this.#Even when it was killing him inside to do so because of his related trauma.#I don't always communicate through the tags... but when I do--- you can't shut me up 🙃 [and they become quite lengthy]
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wtfrick!
#translation 4 last drawings cuz i scribbled the dialogue LOL ;#“I'm sorry for being so indecisive... I--”#“...I'm sorry. I shouldn't be crying when apologizing but... I can't help it... I just... I need some time.”#“I... hope you can understand.”#<- azul confronting my yuu abt her weird flip flopping of affection!! (shes overwhelmed with guilt over somehow catching the eye of someone#-when she is bound to up and leave!! back to her original home!!!!! but she loves azul so much)#more to it than that but ykyk#azulyuu#azul ashengrotto x yuu#azul ashengrotto#twst azul#twst yuu#jade leech#floyd leech#twst jade#twst floyd#disney twst#twisted wonderland#twst#my art#2022
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Are you really here?
Or are you just a shimmer of a love I lost?
#ofmd#our flag means death#blackbonnet#edward teach#ofmd fanart#the villain's art#gentlebeard#blackbeard#stede bonnet#emo ed#that feeling when you want to see someone so bad that you catch glimpses of them in the corner of your eye#they're so cute and fucked up#i tortured this wip months ago and only now can it be released#sorry Ed#making you all emo again because the trailer fucked me up
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a happy jiaoqiu bc that patch was DEVASTATING (spoilers in the tags)
#tuxiart#jiaoqiu#hsr jiaoqiu#jiaoqiu hsr#jiaoqiu honkai star rail#honkai star rail#hsr#honkai star rail fanart#hsr fanart#art#digital art#illustration#IM DEVASTATED#MY POOR JIAOJIAO#THE AMOUNT OF TIMES I THOUGHT JIAOQIU ACTUALLY GENUINELY DIED IS TOO DAMN MUCH#AND HE WENT B L I N D??????????!!?!!?!??!#“I can still clearly hear the sound of the waves. That's enough for me.” JIAOQIUUUUUUUU IM GONNA CRYYYYY#yall Im gonna jiaojiao jump off a cliff#THIS IS NOT OK#AND FEIXIAO PROMISING TO FIND SOMEONE TO HEAL HIS EYES SOBBBB#I CANT TAKE THIS AUGHHHHHGHHH#catch me crying about the yaoqing trio at 3 am#SOB I LOVE THEM LET THEM BE HAPPYYYYYYyyYyyyyyyYyyyyyy
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"Darling..."
They crouch in front of him, drawling his name like a melody, all sticky and sweet like honey. His back presses that much harder into the stone wall behind him.
"Do you want me to gouge your eyes out?"
The nonchalance of their delivery has his shaky lungs gasping for air.
"N-No..." — He doesn't, he doesn't, please don't.
"Then be a dear and keep those pretty things closed." — Their hand lands over his eyes, gently guiding his eyelids closed. — "Don't let me catch you sneaking a peek, okay?"
They smile still; he can feel their teeth grinning through the void enveloping him. He nods against their hand cupping his cheek as they watch him intently, swallowing down every word that claws at his throat to escape him in case they decide letting him keep his tongue should become a luxury too.
They give a couple light pats, then stand, purring, — "Good boy."
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Masterist
#whump#creepy whumper#intimate whumper#my writing#whump writing#whumblr#whumplr#whump prompt#whump dialogue#eye gore mention#sadistic whumper#fearplay#captivity whump#they then proceed to torture someone right in front of his#making him listen to them cry and beg and scream#or perhaps they build and set up a new torture machine#but its a surprise so he can't look!#that's rude!!#maybe he might catch something that could help him escape#or maybe they're just tired of him staring at them from the corner as they relax#its distracting to have a captive stare holes into your neck while you're just trying to read you know
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Phil: Doin' a lot of traveling around the New Years. Oh boy, oof. Oh golly, oh gee. But it should be worth it! It should be really good. I'm looking forward to it, Kristin's looking forward to it.
Random Chatter: What about Tallulah and Chayanne?
Phil: I told them already what's going on. I already told them. They already know when I'm getting back and all that stuff, so.
Random Chatter: The cookies though?
Phil: [Shrugs] So? I'm... physically not here? [Laughs] There's more things - there's more important things in life than feeding a virtual egg cookies, I'm sorry to say, dude. [Laughs]
Random Chatter: Get Tubbo to feed eggs cookies.
Phil: [Laughs and mimics the chatter in an annoying voice] "Get this person!" "Get that person!" ALSO IGNORING THOSE PEOPLE ALSO HAVE LIVES! Jesus Christ. That says a lot about what you think of your streamer. Oh my god, dude. Let them have a fcking week off man! Let the Eggs have a week off, you kidding me? They're people, too, they're admins!
Random Chatter: The eggs need to live.
Phil: They do! By having a week off! [Laughs] Leave them alone! Holy fck! Good lord... If I- if- Dude. If anyone in my chat is genuinely like gonna come into stream, and like - be pissed off that different members of QSMP are just not logging in, I'm banning you on the spot, 'cuz that is so fcking toxically online of you. That is SO chronically online of you. You need to take a break, and I'm giving you that break. I'm forcing you to take a break from your PC. Fckin' get up from the - look away from the screen.
#Philza#Phil#QSMP#For real though it's WILD that some people genuinely have that mentality#People forget that the ccs need breaks and so do the Eggs!#many of whom are in college#and hell even if they weren't#they still need a break!#Plus it's the holidays#Context for this conversation in case it wasn't clear: Phil was talking about leaving for the holidays and said others will be too#and some random chatters got annoying spamming about the Eggs and saying they'll die#I didn't catch this live but I'm watching the VOD#Idk. QSMP is almost a year old and people still get worried about the same stupid stuff#''The eggs are gonna die! No one will take care of this specific Egg unless I spam their name in chat 100000 times!''#''Nobody cares about my fave and clearly I know better than actual members of the server''#Like. c'mon man be serious#Everyone loves the Eggs#I feel like a lot of fans really do need to unplug and remember that it's not that serious#and this is coming from someone who bawled their eyes out at Bobby's death#real ass people's lives matter more. Let them take a break#Q's said so many times that they Eggs matter and he wouldn't just kill them all off for the hell of it#anyhoo#December 25 2023#Q#Subtitles#Edited
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I spent all my tv time watching the episodes that noritoshi appeared in over and over again literally squealing and kicking my feet whenever noritoshi is on screen that my family is just sick of my shit
Noritoshi scolding abt using indoor voices...... swoons....... He would be so orderly and nagging abt it too... uwaa....... coughs
you and me both, bro. The way Noritoshi presents himself with such grace and stoism is so fucking beautiful, even my ancestors possess me to let out their shock. the way his type of character talks, too, with formalities and like he has an image to uphold... HOW CAN YOU NOT YELL AT THAT. Not only that, but he's so... flowy.... from his clothes to his hair and the way he uses his bow in the fight scenes..
the fight scenes served hella cunt. I love shonen sm. Noritoshi fight scenes are so good.... but stop fucking giving him concussions @ gege
#kamo noritoshi#jjk#noritoshi kamo#jujutsu kaisen#kamo noritoshi x reader#noritoshi kamo x reader#cult leader cameo#im in love#I'll gladly scream w you bro#i remember pointing at the screen and repeating 'there he is!!' while rewatching jjk w my bro#it got the the point that hed scoff when he showed on screen bc he knew id point#you cannot be upset with me though#i love him your honor#???#ragingbisegzual#SO SORRY FOR HOW LONG THIS TOOK BTW. yer cult leader's got things to take care of sometimes to make sure this cult works in proper order#away from the eyes of the feds ofc#also that little dude next to me is how i see you all.. youre a little marshmallow creature with the jjk uniform#that or cult members w hoods but thats not for noritoshi to see so i go w the former#OH BUT DID YOU NOTICE HIM BLUSHING IN THE IMG WHERE HES SHUSHING YOU??#BC EVEN THOUGH HES SHUSHING YOU. HES FLATTERED THAT YOUD GET THAT EXCITED TO SEE SOMEONE LIKE HIM.. NO ONE GETS THAT EXCITED TO SEE HIM..#SO HES CONFLICTED W THE WARM FEELING THATS BLOOMING IN HIS CHEST WHILE ALSO MAKING SURE YOUR VOLUME IS CONTROLLED SO YOU DONT GET IN TROUBL#hence. the blush w a shush#a shush blush#heh#hes so the type to look like he was annoyed by that while also playing that moment over and over again in his head.#CATCH THIS DUDE STARING AT A WALL LOOKING LIKE A DUMBASS/ASLEEP BC HES REPLAYING YOUR EXCITED VOICE OVER AND OVER IN HIS HEAD. YAHOOO#god. fuck
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I'm rereading What Lurks Beneath and got to this panel-
-and at first I thought it was meant to be some sort of foreshadowing to the Tide perhaps having some actual abilities (mixed feeling on that), I ended up googling how long hermit crabs can live in the wild aand-
yeah! no wonder they think that thing is immortal lol feral cats have a lifespan of 2-3 years and it probably doesn't help the cats in WLB are starving and definitely dying earlier than that.
#my habit of comic reading is to wait for a chapter to finish then reread the entirety of the comic so I can refresh myself#once i get to the new chapter#someone in the comments pitched the idea theyre replacing the crab#which is very funny to me. but i think it's a well fed hermit crab who's outliving a bunch of starving feral cats#after this reread im gonna read the exiled! i've been eyeing it for a while now#and then i gotta catch up with saltburn
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“well ain’t you an odd lookin’ fella” ⚠️
inspired by this
#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#ma pines#caryn ‘ma’ pines#bill cipher#stan pines#ford pines#the book of bill#I was like.. what if.. stan and fords mother actually was a little bit psychic#not because she literally had magic or whatever#but because all fortune tellers are inherently a little bit ‘off’#just ‘off’ enough that they occasionally catch a glimpse of something ‘else’#even if they weren’t looking for it#I figure bill prob kept an eye on the people who were going to be part of his cipher#maybe one of the times he a had a look over at New Jersey#someone looked back…#au where Ford and stans mother warned them not to mess with yellow triangle people when they were kids#and then like 20 years later Ford is like.. hmm maybe I shouldn’t summon this triangle dude in the cave drawing
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new series I have created called "We Moved On From This Too Fast"
during the afc divisional playoff game against the titans, joe's helmet communication cut out and he had to call the entire drive himself...he's so calm and aware though like personally i'd be crashing out!!
#joe burrow#cincinnati bengals#i got this video from reddit#bruh if this happened to me during a playoff game id be screaming crying and throwing up#but nah joe is just like okay everyone chill i got this#someone said in a tweet recently that joe is a “plays in the eye of the storm” qb#im paraphrasing but that's really what his super power is#ALSO...underrated part of this entire thing#when tee catches the ball and then fumbles it#but ja'marr is RIGHT THERE to save the day from impending doom#JOE JA'MARR AND TEE MUST NOT BE SEPARATED#they come in a set!!!!#DON'T SEPARATE THEM!!!!#tee higgins#ja'marr chase#bengals#we moved on from this too fast
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