#god. fuck

[b1adie]

i have no words .

[nyxofdemons]

i cannot get over the way that blitz screams "LET'S GO" like he WANTS to fight with him, like he's ASKING stolas to lash out at him and tell him blitz is right, stolas DOES think he's insignificant and he wants him gone if blitz doesn't accept his feelings immediately, just so blitz has a reason to keep being angry and vent out everything bottled up inside of him.

i think all of this comes back to how blitz would rather people hate him than miss him, because at least then he feels like he's getting what he deserves, and he will actively sabotage relationships to MAKE people hate him so he knows they have a good reason - like his breakup with verosika and everything he did to her. if he GIVES her a reason to hate his guts then he gets to know exactly what it is he did wrong, and it's not just because of who he is fundamentally that's so despicable. i think he's TRYING to do the same thing with stolas here - on some level his anger is justified, of course, but i don't think this is entirely that. i think he's trying to provoke stolas into lashing out at him so they can have a huge argument, and blitz can make him feel as small as he does right now, and if stolas gets angry and hates him for whatever cruel things he's going to say, then blitz gets proof that stolas doesn't really love him, gives his self-loathing monster a taste of validation by knowing he is definitely the reason that all of this fell apart, and reaffirms his own warped self-image that he is incapable of receiving love or creating a good relationship.

blitz isn't expecting stolas to take him at his word - that this is nothing more than sex, and he actually thinks of stolas as nothing more than a privileged rich asshole he HAS to put up with - he's expecting stolas to fight back so blitz can keep yelling. but stolas loves him too much to lash out (at least right now,) and he's so aware of the power imbalance between them and feels too guilty about their transactional relationship to try and argue. HE'S being entirely honest about his feelings (and he's distraught and off his meds), so he's assuming that blitz is being honest, too - he really can't stand stolas, and he's been perceiving their interactions as stolas' classism being malicious rather than simply ignorant, so of course there's no way blitz would ever want to be with him. and blitz can't grasp that stolas genuinely cares, and doesn't want to fight with him, until it's too late to backtrack.

[catboymoments]

I can't get out of my head the image of Hyacinth just being the sweetest and super polite to Hissabeth whenever he's over and actually getting on really well with her. They're the nice young grimwalker dating her stepson and he's always exceedingly polite and courteous (his parents raised him well) and she's also trying her best to get on with Alex (despite his best efforts) so of course she's going to be nice to his boyfriend and try to get to know him. Alek just... does not like this one bit, I can't see him saying or doing anything untoward in Hyacinth's presence but she's the evil stepmom who his dad replaced his mom with so why the hell is she being so damn nice to his boyfriend. Just getting frustrated with her being so nice to him, and Hyacinth not seeing through it (there's nothing to see through they're both that nice) despite being as smart as he is, exasperated that he doesn't seem to get it. The usual experience when your partner doesn't see that a person is clearly awful now matter how much you *know* that they suck.

Meanwhile I can see Hyacinth realising relatively quick why things are so rocky between them, (since it is pretty obvious once he's spent enough time with both of them what's going on) and slowly helping to thaw the frostiness going on there.

[mail-me-a-snail]

im just. im thinking about blu engie seeing how much red team loves their engineer. and not understanding why. blu loves his team because he made them, they're his proudest achievement, why wouldn't he feel something for them?

but red engie is a clone, too. a copy on a team of originals. he doesn't know that; neither does his team. as far as they know, he's just another one of them who'd gotten his dna spliced and copied without his consent. his team loves him for who he is; not because no one else will.

and that's just. something blu engie can't fathom. blu team has to be that close; besides the memories that aren't truly theirs, they've only got each other.

so where does that leave engie?

[just-null]

I spent all my tv time watching the episodes that noritoshi appeared in over and over again literally squealing and kicking my feet whenever noritoshi is on screen that my family is just sick of my shit

Noritoshi scolding abt using indoor voices...... swoons....... He would be so orderly and nagging abt it too... uwaa....... coughs

you and me both, bro. The way Noritoshi presents himself with such grace and stoism is so fucking beautiful, even my ancestors possess me to let out their shock. the way his type of character talks, too, with formalities and like he has an image to uphold... HOW CAN YOU NOT YELL AT THAT. Not only that, but he's so... flowy.... from his clothes to his hair and the way he uses his bow in the fight scenes..

the fight scenes served hella cunt. I love shonen sm. Noritoshi fight scenes are so good.... but stop fucking giving him concussions @ gege

[petpetpinixy]

(song)

[spitblaze]

Transfems are not 'privileged' for being forced to live in hostile panopticons and transmascs are not 'privileged' for being forced to live at the bottom of isolated wells and any 'benefits' that either incidentally incurs are canceled out if not outweighed by the drawbacks. Are we done here. Can we all please just go home

[p4nishers]

do u think jayce thought about finding viktor on the ledge after the bomb? about the fact that his best friend had almost DIED, had only survived bc of hextech, and mere hours or days before he was about to take his own life if jayce hadn't been there? about how it's a cycle, everything they do? viktor saved jayce from suicide once, continued saving him every day by simply believing in him, and all jayce could do was to try to save him right back? for years, THAT'S what his true goal was. after they learn just how little time viktor has left his main objective when finding a breakthrough w hextech is that it could save viktor. but even before that, every time heimerdinger shuts them down, he KNOWS why viktor is so upset, is there, in the background, with TEARS in his eyes, trying to comfort viktor. because it's just as important to him. it was always about viktor. and he found him on that ledge, desperate as he was all those years ago, and pulled him out of it just like viktor did all those fucking years ago only to end up almost dead when jayce walked off without a single bruise. after fighting with his disease for years and years and staying strong and only breaking at the very end, fate still almost took him. and jayce had to watch it all happen from a healthy body, had to watch every bruise appear under viktor's eyes and carry his lifeless body in his arms, and he couldn't do ANYTHING about it. even after viktor gave him a new life, he still wasn't enough to give the same to viktor. and then viktor wakes up, and is no longer jayce's viktor. wants nothing to do with jayce. and can jayce ever really fault him for that, when he failed so thoroughly?

[murderandcoffee]

“you gonna be here when I get out?”

“always am.”

FUCKING HELL

[blueskittlesart]

this. this is killing me. this is a constant with him. failure and redemption. he could not save her the first time but this time he is stronger and he is better and he is not alone. no mistake is too drastic to be fixed. no wound is too deep to be healed. you could not reach her then but your arm is not burnt and broken anymore. you can reach her now. THIS GAMEEEEEEEE

[aroace-poly-show]

truly i think running out of i beads is like the worst thing that could have happened to me. i wanna make a mika single. i wanna make a midori single but i want it to be ryusei green to match my shinobu bracelet. i wanna make an isstvg single. i wanted to make a pjsk “be the music” keychain to use whenever i bring my plushies around. WHY DOES EVERYTHING I WANNA MAKE USE I

[gay-otlc]

The Laith Vacker angst potential in the aftermath of Alvar's betrayal........ her parents have just been betrayed by and essentially lost one son and Laith feels like she has to try even harder to be the perfect son to make up for it. And she feels so much guilt about "failing" to be their son too. I'm gonna set myself on fire

[monards]

ooooooooo ….. hoyoooo you wanna make rhinedottir middle aged soooo bad it makes you look stupid…. You wanna not give her baby face and actually look older than 25 (unlike other characters.) ………. Oooooooo ……… you wanna give her at least a few wrinkles…… or facial marks …… oooooo

[wereh0gz]

Crazy to think that Sage gained a family by the end of Final Horizon while Tails lost his

[mail-me-a-snail]

IT HURRTSSSS FUCKKK

[shu-of-the-wind]

not doctor slump making me c r y actually "you didn't live your life wrong" god fuck stab me okay