#october14th

[beansandthought]

Happy (Anita's) Pie Day!

[putishaniva]

Bohong jika aku tidak pernah menangisi kehidupanku. Air mata yang tertumpah itu bukan karena aku belum menerima takdir ini, melainkan berkali-kalinya kekhilafan terus aku lakukan seperti manusia yang tidak mengerti cara belajar.

Di saat itulah, kehampaan semakin kuat menghampiri. Perasaan malu akan diri yang masih Dia izinkan untuk tetap ada di dunia ini, semakin membuat ketidakpantasan mendapatkan kenikmatan itu terus melekat. Aku tahu, tidak ada ciptaan-Nya yang tidak sempurna. Namun, kesalahan yang sama itu seperti menjadi sebuah peringatan bahwa aku kembali gagal menjaga amanah-Nya.

Bukan ingin berlagak tabah, tapi aku tidak ingin lagi bersu'udzon atas setiap episode kehidupan yang Dia titipkan. Walaupun berat sekali lidah untuk mengucapkannya dan hati yang menyakini seutuhnya, namun aku tetap ingin memberi ruang bahwa Dia tidak pernah sedikitpun ingin dzalim kepada setiap hamba-Nya. Dia izinkan aku hidup sampai hari ini, menunjukkan bahwa aku masih diberi kesempatan memperbaiki kesalahan itu, sebelum nanti semuanya akan dihisab.

Allaah Maha Pengasih, Maha Penyayang, dan Maha Pemaaf. Semoga masih Engkau izinkan aku berproses hingga menjadi manusia yang paling dinanti-nanti oleh se-antero warga di syurga-Mu kelak 🥺

[lazylowkeyhopelessromantic]

How you met him

We talked on October 14th of 2018, around 6pm I believe. He messaged me first, and I quote, “I feel a disturbance in the force” and with that, I knew I was going to get along with him just fine, or at least enough for him to keep me entertained. I didn’t mind if all we were going to be was text buddies, after all, I didn’t start there with the idea of dating or actually meeting someone. I was all in it for the random replies and awkward approach of dudes. Is hilarious the way some people would try too hard to be witty so they can be perceived as interesting and genuinely quirky. But not him. Sure, his bio said that he could lick his elbow and that he had a Costco membership, but somehow it simplicity felt nice. Not like others, who would take up all the available space and then some in the characters provided and given. The conversation went how I like them, completely random, unexpectedly humorous with a dash of hidden deepness. He seemed like a guy I could talk about ugly daily thoughts or worst fear and could still be able to laugh at something he might add. First three messages and I could already tell he was an open book but written in a specific language only very few people knew how to read. And I like it. Still, do. It wasn’t until we had talked for a while that I saw his profile and the pictures he had on it. He looked handsome but adding good humor and conversational easiness, he looked more than that. He intrigued me. So I gave him my number. Where we continue to talk smoothly. In October 17th, he basically asked me out. He didn’t say it directly, especially when I asked him if we were going to see each other as a date or friendly hangout and he chose to go by the latter. Only to tell me on our second day of seeing each other, that he considered it a date. Back to the whole seeing in each other in person for the first time. To say I was nervous was an understatement. I was internally sweating, rehearsing the lines I knew were customed to be said, and glancing at the mirror every 7 seconds on the way there. He had arrived earlier than me. Not by too much though. When I finally parked, I was hesitant to get out of my car. I’m always a nervous wreck, and that night was no exception. I entered the coffee shop, texted him that I didn’t see him, and when his “I’m outside at the tables”, I realized I was just one step away from meeting what could be a potential friend or regretful heartbreak. When I walked up to him, he stood from his chair, which made me realize he was actually tall, and more fit than I’ve had imagined. I remember he wore a black shirt and if I recall correctly shorts. Which really complimented his physique. He looked like the kind of eye candy you see running in all his enthusiastic glory on the street or neighborhood. I wasn’t mentally prepared for a kiss on the cheek as a greeting, so when it happened, I think I overtalked the first few minutes, while he quietly and collectively took out his rolled up chessboard and told me the one foam coffee cup was mine. It was the hot chocolate he had told me he’d order while I arrive. I thought the gesture was cute. So we started to play and basically me oversharing unnecessary shit as per usual while he listened. He likes his eye contact. And usually, I’m all for it, but I was still nervous, despite actually feeling comfortable around him. Of course, I had to throw in some sexual weird comments, which he batted like a pro. And I don’t remember who initiated the ex’s talk, but I liked hearing his perspective about it. After all, you can tell a lot about a person when talking about their previous affairs. It gives you a somewhat insight of what’s to come if you two don’t work out. Did I try to quickly red flag him when I heard how he had really loved his last ex and then had spent a few dates comparing her to others? You bet I did. But I really admired how he never badmouthed any of the other girls, not even the one who basically cheated on him. He said every one of them taught him lessons or had a different kind of impression on him. I truly liked that about him. Which is something I have to learn to do. It shows maturity, and it gives you the impression that they were the one who lost an amazing person, not to mention, it also portrays that they healthily moved on. I had fun. I didn’t want to leave. But it was already midnight and I had to work I think. When we said our goodbyes, he didn’t go for a typical cliche kiss on the lips, but instead it was on the cheek. Which not going to lie, made me think for a moment that he was going to be more of a potential friend than a possible lover. But boy was I wrong. 

[n0nb1narycode]

And onto some 4Ks, starting with this one, which is not one that was just released, but is one that I only just got (and for a very good deal!) 🎞️ 40 Days of Halloween! 🎃 Day 23: The Howling 🦇 On top of getting this 4K for a very good deal, I also haven't seen this in many years, and only on TV I believe, likely with editing and commercials and so forth, and remember basically nothing, so it'll basically be like new to me. 🏚️ 🪦 🍂 💀 🕸️ ⚰️ #40DaysOfHalloween #Day23 #October14th #TheHowling #1981 #JoeDante #DeeWallace #JohnCarradine #SlimPickens #wolfies #werewolf #therewolf #4K #Halloween #AllHallowsEve #Samhain #HallowsEve #Autumn #Fall #TheBestSeason #HalloweenSeason #SpookySeason #SpoopySeason #Spooky #Spoopy #ThisIsHalloween #Sauin #FallWeather #HarvestSeason #iLoveHalloween https://www.instagram.com/p/CjyYD2kuBz5FLHtcLI5-zl5N4DTaUDDUqot3ZM0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[aviationlover4life]

Happy Birthday to my favorite Attack on Titan character, Commander Erwin Smith.

Erwin Smith © Hajime Isayama

[djredscrewedup]

@bigmoe4ever @terrymoore8850 #PopUpShop @screwed_up_records #October14th #5pm-8pm 💯💯💯💪🏽💪🏽🔩💙 (at Screwed Up Records & Tapes) https://www.instagram.com/p/CjjFGKsraj9/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[bigbookclint]

My final Halloween pic #HalloweenEnds! My #Halloween plans #October14th #2022 #MichaelMyers #Halloween #TheShape #LaurieStrode @jamieleecurtis #NickCastle 🧡🎃💬🖤🔪📽💁‍♂️🤓 (at Louisiana, Missouri) https://www.instagram.com/p/CiEgmyNPJ0x/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[newyorkloveny]

#GOD is #LOVE. ❤️ Have a blessed & wonderful day guys! I❤️NY 🗽🇺🇸 // #Sunday #October14th #Fall2018 // #NYC #NewYork #NY #NewYorkCity #USA #NewYorkLoveNY #ABC7NY #NBC4NY #CBSNewYork #streetphotography #urban_shots #total_newyork #instagramnyc #incrediblenewyork #unlimitednewyork #seeyourcity #what_i_saw_in_nyc #globalcapture #wow_newyork #newyork_ig #itravelnyc #visionofpictures #loves_nyc #timeoutnewyork #newyorkigers (at New York, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo62QoQDcs-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=bjigblfhheic

[jacqueling35]

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@systemofadown playing Toxicity infront of me. Holy shit. Best getaway a cross off my bucket list relaxing NorCal weekend ever🤘🎸💀 #October #October16th #October14th #Toxicity #shavoodadjian #serjtankian #daronmalakian #johndolmayan #aesthetic #NorCal #Sacremento #California #Cali #Aftershock #Festival #Metal #Music #Iconic #Serj #Armenian #Amazing #BestDayEver #SOAD (at Discovery Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpAktLzgK6B/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1vxllp4p2j7qu

[pixiestormstudio]

Inktober Day 14! Todays prompt was Clock 🤗🕛 . . . . . #inktober #inktober2018 #inktoberday14 #october14th #octoberart #artchallenge #art #artwork #doodle #copicsketch #art_worldly #sketching #drawing #artist #artist_features #instaart #illustration #dailyarts #artlover #micronpens #inkdrawings #artoninstagram #surrealart #inking #stipplingart #stippling #sundayart #inktoberchallenge #inktoberprompts #inktober18 (at Charleston, South Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo7XDHpgcMN/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=mkcfzk0e1tqn

[centrodeformacionorquestal]

The Miami Symphony Orchestra Grand Season Opening is just days away and we are very excited about this new season and all the surprises that comes with it. Make sure you get your tickets by visiting www.TheMiso.org or by calling 305-275-5666 to be part of this magical experience. See you there! #Miso #MiamiSymphony #Orchestra #Passion #Concert #October14th #GrandSeasonOpening #Music #Love #EduardoMarturet Celebrating MISO'S 30th Anniversary https://www.instagram.com/p/BoR2eHJgGQAaUj0tCi033o2rIBmoO886427F-g0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1dap5yhcz5ki0

[alicesadventuresintherye]

Today in Fictional History: 0n this day in 1972, Doug Forcett predicted how the Afterlife worked and got 92% correct. This was exactly a decade before the birth of Eleanor Shellstrop, who was born October 14, 1982. This can't be a forking coincidence that both events occurred on the 14th of October. #fictionalhistory #thegoodplace #dougforcett #eleanorshellstrop #kristenbell #october14th https://www.instagram.com/p/CGWfCzOpS-w/?igshid=1iv40a5pjrqjn

[ppeanutt]

#october14th #horrorfilmpick #afterlife #chrisynaricci #isnakeinmostofthemovie #bonus #horrormoviechallenge (at Uh Oh Ranch) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGWB3dwl_Ow/?igshid=1lbatpdr1xf27

[naijablog]

Happy Birthday To Nollywood Finest Dakore Egbuson (dakoreea) A Queen was born today! Guess who that is? Moi 🥰👑 I thank God for giving me life and in keeping with the WORD, even more abundantly. Rejoice with me my dearest #dakorians🦅💫💋 #October14th #WorldDakoreday #thebadasserybegins #topnaijablog#dakoreegbuson#nollywoodgist https://www.instagram.com/p/CGVbjMvjbjS/?igshid=1cka5ysskfqg6

[thegreysarecoming]

Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore— While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. “’Tis some visitor,” I muttered, “tapping at my chamber door— Only this and nothing more.”

[stormyfayethechristianrunaway]

Stormy Faye The Christian Runaway #BibleQuotes 📖🔍👀 For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord . “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. Jeremiah 29:11 NLT https://bible.com/bible/116/jer.29.11.NLT #BookOfJeremiah #Jeremiah29 #Jeremiah29vs11 #Repost @Stormy_Faye #October14th #FaithForTheJourney https://stormyfayethechristianrunaway.tumblr.com/ Do you enjoy the daily encouraging messages? Please👍Like 🗣Comment 💬 Share 📳 Please support The Christian Runaway. Use this link when you shop at Amazon: http://www.amazon.com/?&tag=stofaythech0c-20. #stormyfayethechristianrunaway @stormy_faye Stormy Faye The Christian Runaway #October14th2019 (at United States) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3n_gByldte/?igshid=1andbx0hh8vj3