#oc: ves carpenter

[brrbrina]

lonesome

pairing: joe burrow x oc

warnings: angst!

a/n : sorry it took me so long to write this one, i had the worst writers block, we only have one chapter left, feedback and support is always well received 😊

"All i´m asking you is to be honest for one time in forever, is it really that hard to do?" Aria said with a knot in her throat, she wasn´t completly sure how she ended up in Joe´s place, the same place she once called her home, but there is always something inside her that drags her anywhere near him.

She was looking for a bank receipt of the payment she made when she finally paid off her college debt, she was sure she packed it when she moved to her own apartment, but she couldn´t find it and she thought that it could be at her ex boyfriends house, so she drove all the way there feeling numb.

Parking in the driveway she saw Joe´s car and took a deep breath, still not sure of how he would look at her after the nigth they broke things off. After knocking on the door, a tall blue eyed blonde perked while he opned it.

"Aria... what are you doing here, is everything ok?" He said scratching his head and looking at her not sure on how to approach her.

"Yes, everything is fine, I don´t know where my college payment recepit is and i´ve looked everywhere at home and i couldn´t find it, i thought maybe it was still here in one of your folders" she said looking at him as he looked surprise.

"Yeah sure, um, you can check in the closet maybe it's up there on a blue box, go ahead" He said leading her upstairs to the bedroom they once shared, to Aria´s surprise he still had a lot of things she helped him bought when they moved in together.

Making her way to the closet she realized it was a huge closet, they never really payed attention to that since it was always full, grabing a little stair she always kept there so she could reach above the shelfs, she put the box on the floor and start looking, there were a lot of things there and she didn´t knew where to begin.

Clearing his throat Joe spoke "So...how's your mom and dad,?" Aria turned her head looking at him confused, "Uhm, they´re okay, thanks for asking" she said as she looked back not finding the stupid paper.

"So...""You really don´t have to do small talk, it´s okay it´s not akward" Aria said closing the box after not finding it, resining herself to just go to the bank and pray they could give them a copy.

"It´s okay you can leave it on the floor i´ll put it back up later I was about to..." his phone rang, not allowing him to finish his sentence. "Hi babe, no i´m not busy, what´s up?" He said walking out of the room and Aria was feeling the same way the night they broke up again, and then it hit her, Joe wasn´t in love with her anymore, there was someone else in his life, sleeping on the same bed she used to lay her head and dancing in the kitchen at night, someone wearing his jearsey to his games and kissing him goodnight.

The hard thing about love, in any form it may present to you, if someones falls out of if or they stop loving you, there´s nothing you can do, there´s is nothing in the wprld that could make them want you again, love fades, it just doesn´t disappear overnight, and the heartbroken part of it, is that no matter how much love you have for the other person, the best thing you can do is accept things and move one, no matter how lonesome it migth feel, and how long you would take to put the pieces they broke together again.

Making her way downstairs Joe stopped her “Aria, I know i was an ass by the way I ended things with you, I know no amount of apologies will fix it but I really hope we can stay friends or at least in touch, I owe you al lot and you help me achieve my dreams” Joe stated and Aria had watery eyes looking at him, and that was the first time he felt a little piece of him break inside.

“When did you start seeing her, was it when we were still together, sleeping in the same bed?” Aria said

“What? Aria what are you talking about” Joe said trying to look confused

“All i´m asking you is to be honest for one time in forever, is it really that hard to do?" Aria said with a knot in her throat, “Were you thinking of her when you had your hands around my waist?”

“Did you even gave a fuck about our relationship?” She said looking at him almost crying.

“Of course I did, I told you that multiple times, I didn’t even… I couldn’t” Joe couldn’t find the words to tell her the truth, he wasn’t seeing Ellie when she was still with Aria, and after the breakup he didn’t want to meet anyone but he did, and he feel in love again.

She looked at him as he was struggling to talk, but she couldn’t stand there and watch him try to come up with something, it was too painful and she didn’t want to be there anymore.

Making her way to the door Joe grabbed her arm and hugged her, she didn’t moved, there wasn’t a single thought running across her mind. “I’m really sorry things didn’t work out with us” Joe said mumbling to her hair.

He let her go, and she made her way to the car, she drove home and hope she wouldn’t feel this way forever.

It was around 11:00 pm when she started crying, but it wasn’t a cry because he missed him, it was a crying because he broke her heart worse than anybody had ever done, everyone left, if she fell in love with all her problems will they leave her too?

[sometimesnat]

Let’s Talk About More Burned Characters

Because I really don’t know how to stop myself, I’ve put together some information about the supporting cast for Burned. These characters may not get as much page time, but I still LOVE THEM ALL and would like to briefly talk about them!

Neil’s Children;

These three characters are already a pretty tight friend group when Neil meets them on his first day of classes. He’s significantly older than them, a result of his late surge. Regardless, they immediately take a liking to him, and in almost no time he considers them his LITERAL CHILDREN. They tend to follow in his footsteps and pay attention to what he’s doing; when Neil upsets the social order, it inspires them to stop following the status quo. A strange occurrence leaves Neil feeling particularly protective, but he wonders if it’s too late to really protect them.

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Neil’s Outer Circle;

All three of these characters are incredibly skilled Psychs who go out of their way to make Neil feel welcome at Harmonium. Dani is involved in the first display of Psych abilities that forces Neil to accept the reality of his situation, Lyla treats Neil like any other incoming Psych, and Jasper eventually becomes Neil’s teacher and something of an older friend and guide (even despite the tension born from their mutual interest in Alex).

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Some “Adults”;

Neil learns fairly early on that the “authority” figures at Harmonium are still basically children themselves; a lot of Psychs never fully mature due to the responsibilities placed on them so young. While Jayce does try to help Neil and is initially the only other person who knows about the amnesia, it becomes clear that there’s some favoritism toward Neil due to Jayce’s past proximity to Neil’s mother. Celeste was known for sparking debate in the Psych community due to her brash and often impulsive style of leadership, but her death (as well as Claire Destella’s) has nonetheless sent a shock through the system. Ben Zhao steps in to take her position as the only surviving member of the mission that took the women’s lives, but Neil wonders if he has any idea what he’s doing. Neil gets the impression that this older generation may be hiding something. Something big.

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Taglists (ask to be +/-!)

Burned: @infinitely-empty-pages​ @dustylovelyrun​ @oddsandinks​ @yanittawrites​ @selkiewriting​ @fictional-semantics​ @sunwornpages​ @write-for-your-life2​ @aelenko​ @starlitpromises-writings​ @angelolytle​ @peggydreadful​ @writingbyjillian​

General: @my-liminal-spaces​ @ahowlinwolf​ @sugarcoatedglass​

[laceymorganwrites]

Hell´s Bells: A concept

A/N: Long post ahead

Disclaimer: EVERYTHING IN THIS IS MY OWN HEADCANON; THIS REGARDS THE ISLAND; MY OCS AND THE PLOT AND RELATIONSHIPS BETWEEN THE CHARACTERS OF THE CANON STORYLINE

So, for a Long time I´ve had this idea in mind, About this Island in the OP world, where pirates come together to stuck up on supplies or work or live or just enjoy themselves. It´s Kind of like Beehive Island but not exactly in the vile sense.

See, Beehive Island is where the wretched reside, on Hell´s Bells however that´s different. Everyone Comes there, from Rayleigh over Whitebeard to Shanks and Mihawk, the Strawhats, the Supernovas, everyone.

The Island is in the New World and I imagine it Looks a bit like this: (I took all the pics from Pinterest and yes it does resemble Port Royal which is the Inspiration for Hell´s Bells)

On this Islands there are bars, a library, a Hospital, a weapon´s shop, Shops for Carpenters, Shops for scrap, for mechanics, Food markets, a Tattoo parlor and barber shop, candy shop, a shop with Maps and Navigation Utensils and anything else a pirate Needs. 

In the most popular bar, the Kraken, legends meet up. Oftentimes Rayleigh, Scopper and other remnants of the Roger pirates reminisce and have a drink, Whitebeard´s Crew joins sometimes too. This bar is mostly a memorial for Roger and also decorated like this, with his wanted Posters on the walls and his favorite items on the menu. 

Then there´s another bar, the Bloodfest, it sounds filthier than it is, Scarlet runs this bar. Here all Kind of Business is discussed. Kidd and Shanks first met in this bar and ever since meet there to discuss their alliance. Law meets up with the Strawhats there too for their alliance. But the revolutionaries are often there too. The Bloodfest has a wall for Jobs like a Guild, so travelers or citizens can go there to earn some extra Money (Though most of ist Content is from the citizens searching for a mechanic or Carpenter). 

Of Course those aren´t the only bars where People meet up, in all of the other bars Friends meet to talk and have Drinks, but they don´t really differ from bars from other Islands. 

The last bar I want to Mention though is the bar where Kidd´s band Stale Rose Play frequently, it´s the Rust. Despite ist Name it´s quite big, well, big enough for a small stage. The interior is very rustical, this is where the Music Scene (well, the rock and metal Scene) come to see concerts.

The Island has a local newspaper, the Hell´s Bells daily as well as magazines such as the Hell´s Belles (equivalent to those sexy women magazines), the Hell´s Boys (sexy men Magazine), infozines About all the important pirates old and new and gossip newspapers (the most popular being the Hell´s rumors). 

The sexy magazines interior is Chosen and voted by anyone who reads the magazines. It changes Monthly and the Readers can create the poll of contenders as well as choose from it. That means not only pirates are in there, but also citizens (that hot shopowner with the huge tits, or that handsome mechanic with a godly behind), the marine (because yes, they were About to Arrest us but goddamn were they hot doing it) and the revolutionaries (because some People really wanna ride that Dragon).

Those are available in the library which is why the Building is so popular. Robin, Law, Nami and others interested in reading go to a quiet bar for that.

The Hospital like those in the real world are terribly understaffed, so doctors like Law, Chopper, Marco etc. help out on their stay. 

And there a citizens on this Island too, just normal People Living there and pirates too can stay there longer and settle down when they want. 

So the pirates who anchor on this Island can make Money too, for example Franky and Kidd go around Fixing the stuff of the citizens. 

Now onto my OCs and the plot of this mess:

First up, my first OC ever: Ayumi.

Ayumi is the sister of Mihawk, she´s very Tiny (barely 5 feet) but badass. Like her brother she uses a Sword, she is even more intimidating than him and a lesbian. Her backstory summarized is: she wanted to Train with the Sword, her parents didn´t want that so her mother scarred her back as a lesson and she was thought dead, but her brother saved her by pushing her into the Ocean. From then on she travelled alone until she met Zoro (that was when he still was a Bounty hunter). They are like brother and sister and have a very close bond, she joined the Strawhats.

Ayumi is on Hell´s Bells whenever the Crew lands there, but they make sure it´s often since they all get to meet their Friends and Family there. Ayumi met her girlfriend there.

Scarlet: 

Scarlet is a revolutinary and works as a barmaid on the Island. She is also the girlfriend of Ayumi. She has hiplong blonde hair and red eyes, hence the Name. She is rather tall for a Woman, 5´8 that is. 

Evelyn:

Renowed pirate captain from the Old Generation. She settled down on the Island. She ran away from home at a Young age and tagged along with pirates like Roger and Whitebeard, srubbing their decks to make herself useful. In her time on those ships the crewmembers taught her how to fight and defend herself and they shared stories and became Friends. 

Now the plots of Hell´s Bells:

Basically I want to write one oneshot of Ayumi x Scarlet, their first Meeting and such. Then I want to write one About ZoLaw (also their first Meeting) and one About Shanks x Mihawk. 

Now I have a Reader insert in mind, it´s Kidd x Reader and you´re Scopper Gaban´s child, running a weapon´s shop on the Island 

I would really love Feedback on this idea and if you like the idea after reading this or later the oneshots if I post them, I would like to hear your opinions. If you like this idea you can also request Things set on this Island.