#obv I’m discriminated more for being gay but goddamn
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It genuinely really sucks when I see so many people frothing at the mouth to admit being aro isn’t a real queer identity. Esp as someone who is both a lesbian AND aro.
I’ll agree, I face more discrimination as a lesbian. However, the lgbt community isn’t defined by our suffering and pain. It should be defined through queer joy and solidarity in the face of a society that refuses to accept us and making that society accept us!
I don’t want my queerness to only be valid when it’s bc of pain. And even then, being aro WOULD be valid. Because you wanna know what fucking sucks? Knowing I can’t reciprocate feelings. Knowing I’ll be called a heartless masc, awful like the rest of em, by women who will ignore that I won’t fall for them. Knowing I’ll probably be pushed to the back burner in relationships bc of you aren’t dating or married, you’re not a priority. Knowing my options and wants are limited bc a lot of lesbians want a cute, sweet romance - and I can never give them that, and they will never ever want me.
Yeah. No one’s gonna try to kill me for that - and I’m grateful! But shit, it separates me from so many damn people and relationships and options in ways being a lesbian doesn’t always. And again. I don’t want my queerness to only be valid by how many people want to fucking kill me. No offense, I’m not centering my identity on pain. I want to find the joy in it.
#dear diary#vent#arophobia#homophobia#not as much for that one but still it’s discussed#just need to get this off my chest#bc yes I won’t be attacked for being aro#but that doesn’t mean it’s not queer and there’s no disadvantages and pain involved#bc it’s not a fucking choice#its something I’ve had to learn to love and accept and it has not always been fucking easy#I hated it for a while#it was freeing but also felt like a death sentence#but I’ve accepted it and I love who I am#it was honestly a harder battle in terms of self acceptance than my lesbianism#which was harder to accept bc I just didn’t want to deal with my homophobic ass family (and still don’t ugh)#so yeah#obv I’m discriminated more for being gay but goddamn#THAT DOESNT INVALIDATE MY ARONESS
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