#objectum in spirit. because I am objectum

[anothermonikan]

My plans for tonight were upended by my father just. bringing in an old laptop and telling me I can fuck around with it because he doesn't use it anymore. what. I was supposed to be doing work but I guess that's delayed by a bit

His name is Sario and I am showing him Mitski :thumbsup:

[rotteninpandemonium]

heyy so yeah i have a question for the objectum and/or posic+ community.

so sometimes i become attached to objects and it's like something about it has struck a cord??

like for example, i was thrift shopping once and i came across this older camera and i'm not really into photography or cameras or film like as a hobby so i didn't have that as a reason that I needed to have it, but i bought it anyway and like I would look through the lense, turn the handle, and such (not in a sexual way, just like using it I guess??) and I know some people would say there was probably a spirit attached to it or it had something to do with a past life of mine but I don't really subscribe to those ideals necessarily.

For me, it felt like finding a friend unexpectedly. I find things all the time that for some reason or another feel like a friend and I become attached to them. I know for neurotypicals it is easier for them to understand the humanizing aspect or character aspect if an object is like a doll or stuffed animal because they mimic other sentient beings, but for me it tends to be like keychains, bracelets, machinery, etc.

For context, yes I am autistic and so sometimes my attachment to objects is bc it's a comfort item.

But, anyway, I guess my question is, is any of this relatable to you?

I'm trying to understand. All I know is I have stronger attachments to these objects than I do to a lot of people. I do have people I am close with and wouldn't trade anything in the world for. I feel like that episode of SpongeBob where he stays indoors and makes friends with a napkin, a penny, and a potato chip (i think)

If anybody has any sources, preferably about posic+, I would appreciate it if you would share them with me.

[geometryyaoi]

Sergio and Beau propaganda real? (not clickbait)

i have entered this mild mannered viola player and his weird toyfriend into the @bestocship poll and they got in, which means of course i now get free reign to be as annoying about these two as possible!

Meet the two protagonists of the (eventual) visual novel called Collector's Dream!

(art by my dear friend @liminals-space )

WHY SHOULD YOU VOTE FOR THESE TWO?

its simple, really. I liek them :]

but no really beau and sergio are near and dear to my heart, learning ren'py on a whim months ago because i wanted to make the story with them something real that can be shared with others, and although i am a very Slow worker who easily distracts cirself, by god i will make it real.

Now these two arent exactly a traditional ship youd see anywhere, this is mostly because beau is objectum and sergio is a pair of actual hands away for trying to end the world. HOWEVER despite that they contain traits you can usually find in more popular ships!

for example, human/robot or human/demon! people like that kind of stuff right? people also usually tend to like height differences! huh whats that? ... ive been informed most people into height difference ships between a human and a nonhuman usually prefer it when the human is the smaller one. hm. oh well

oh well, their lack of traditionally advertise-able traits doesnt really matter when in the end theyre very cute together anyway. sometimes a loving marriage is between a viola player and a raging spirit turned into a goofy robot, please consider voting for these two! if i win ill be happy and if i lose ill also be happy because either way im making people look at them, which was my goal all along, i win either way!

[deaneybabyinc]

im going insane and i feel like im not real rn so im gonna ramble about my object crushes and various proclivities of mine

im into like base level objectum stuff the eroticism of the machine and whatnot. i think my favorite object attractions are bulky pcs (this laptop does nothing for me i need her to be thick) and sharp objects, i especially love craft supplies that i've bonded with. me and my box cutter are best friends i use her for every project. romantically i really enjoy an object who is there for me and is somewhat diy or battered, something with history you know. i like to think about the life the object has lived and how it still functions despite it. i really have a fun bond with my car. she was my grandmothers car and she has a lot of life in her. shes a 2012 white prius and i care for her a lot. my favorite white girl <3 i also am really into a lot of mathematical concepts i dont know how to explain it but i just think about them and their perfection and i love them. especially shape math like geometry and trigonometry really fascinate me. trigonometry is so hot man like that retro video of the angles of the triangle.... the panties hit the floor.

i rarely develop crushes outside of my specific niches but i do that a thing going on with my among us plushie which is so fucked for me like why did my brain decide on the among us plushie to develop this relationship with kinda fucked up. but their name is mungus and theyre a mungus of the mungus species and i saw them in the store and literally was attached immediately like i was like "okay i have seen you on this shelf and now i love you forever" and theyve hung out with me ever since. we had kind of a sexual fling but i kept getting embarrassed when i remembered that uh. thats a crewmate from the hit game amongus available on all platforms. they're yellow and have a leaf on their head. i love you mungus

i feel like i have been a lot more accepting of thoughts and feelings like this recently. i used to have such a complex about being sane which i think is normal when you have an extensive history of delusions and hallucinations that are really distressing and negative. and because i was so scared of going back to that place i completely rejected everything that wasnt objective reality. but like thats not the person i am. and its so difficult having a heart that falls in love with computers and kins passionately and wants to believe in gods and spirits and past lives and magic and having a brain that is so so scared and cannot let that become true. and i kept yearning for the good parts of being actively delusional. when i wasn't convinced that my room is covered in invisible spiders and i was burning alive and everything smelled like fresh meat, i sometimes felt important and connected with everything and like i knew who i was. which is maybe the only thing that kept me from completely falling apart during these times. the world was agonizing me but its for a reason, and i am so many people but theyre all me. every part of me from the ugly to the beautiful had a special spot. and yes im romanticising it all but its hard not to

anyways it all kinda flipped after i was hospitalized the last time. i lost who i was to precious sanity and to give myself credit ive re-created myself pretty well. but i feel like theres a hole in it. the self crumbled and ive been picking up pieces and trying to throw pieces away that i didnt want to fit in but you cant throw them away they always stay. all that to say i have been trying to reincorporate whimsy and have been doing an admittedly kind of shitty job lol

[yarrowsrammarchive]

Okay, then, riddle me this:

I'm intersex, autistic, and gray-ace. I have no desire for a relationship. I only seldom have sexual attraction to other people. I am pagan and animist.

All of these things add up to my preference for having relationships with ghosts, spirits, and deities. I consider myself naturum (a subset of objectum in which one is attracted to natural things) and a spectrophiliac. I can form attachments much easier with spirits and deities than I can with people. And, to be perfectly honest, I enjoy having sex with them.

Now, here you are, on a tag that I frequent, saying that I should be incarcerated or on the sex offender registry, for having a sexual attraction outside the norm. Because that's all a paraphilia truly is. I'm not any of the "big 3" (well, save for zoo, which I get sick of explaining how it's neither sexual or romantic, "non-rose," and that I don't support animal abuse in any shape or form) .

So, we're left with two options:

1) you're being sarcastic or 2) you actually are advocating for the forced imprisonment of paraphiles, even if we don't act on our attractions or have a completely victimless form of them.

Can you not see how ableist that is? How completely beyond the pale and ludicrous of an idea? Never mind that it's completely unable to be enforced. Your idea to not have a "pride movement" is also counterintuitive, because the fact is that shame increases the chance to offend.

The vast majority of us are "anti contact" (believing that acting on attraction towards non consenting subjects is abuse) and are in therapy. We don't need the added layer of some random white knight on the internet saying we should be locked up.

I forget your tags, but I will mention that I am also against most radqueer identities, so we agree with that much. Otherwise, if you can have a good faith debate (which I doubt), I'd listen to it.

maybe forming an entire pride movement behind self diagnosing and highly controversial disorders that can land people in prison or on the sex offender registry is where society started to go wrong.

[radiomogai]

about;; mods

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this blog is run by the Petrichor Polyplex, but usually it’s handled by the three organizers of Petrichor Voices

we’re 18 years old, bodily Metis though white-passing, physically disabled, and we have several neurodivergencies and mental illnesses. please use rai/rainy, petri/petrichor, or it/its pronouns for us. we use he/him as auxiliary pronouns

here are introductions for us organizers!! we’re all fictives and we’re in a polycule

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i’m Cecil, though you may also call me Eyes!! i use it/its, 🦷/🦷s, deca/decay, sty/stygian, dead/deads, bite/bites, and other pronouns!! though you may see some people using he/him for me, please don’t unless i’ve given you permission

i’m a fictive of Cecil from Welcome To Night Vale, i’m an extranth, and i’m frontstuck. my system roles are host, head organizer, and persecutor!! i’m pariotraumagenic as well so go ahead and ask about my memories. i’m typically the one typing and doing work on this blog as i’m frontstuck and the head organizer

i’m a horrorcosmium genderqueer two-spirit trans man, with a very extensive label collection because i love organizing. go ahead and ask about my identity if you’d like!! i’m also a polyamorous grayasexual gay man, and i’m medusan and objectum as well, again among other things

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Jon, although my archival name is Jonathan. My tag is Jonathan’s tag due to my archival name. I use noto/notos, hel/helian, view/views, and 🎙️/🎙️s pronouns, with he/him being reserved for my partners. I’m a fictive of Jon from The Magnus Archives, and in the system I’m a frontrunner and the head assistant organizer. I’m having an identity crisis at the moment that I’ve been having for a while, so I don’t have much to say about who I am label-wise other than I’m a grayasexual gay man.

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intors feel awkawrd sdgsdgsdgsd

i’m Jack and my archival name is Dr Bright and i use a lot of pronousn but usually he/him, lace/lacey, red/reds, gut/guts, vie/view, nu/nuka, and eyir pronouns. eyir is just use the word eyir for everything even the self term sdgsdhsdhhdh

uhh i’m a fictive of Dr Bright from SCP and i’m an organizer and a paichmate and a frontrunner here and i like talking about my source sooo you can talk to me about that

i’m genderqueer and genderfluid and i’m an omni gay man and i’m polyam and i colelct pronouns so gibe me pronouns

[radiomogai]

ok y’all know this post by @othergenic going around???? yeah Tumblr won’t let us reblog it to this blog with commentary so i’m posting our response as its own post because we did NOT type that much only for this to happen. also hi othergenic we tagged you in this so you can still see it as a response and stuff let us know if you want to be untagged

oh boy here we go

collectively, we’re figuring out what our collective identity is but we do have some things down. we’re two-spirit, and polyam, and mspec somehow, and aspec somehow. and we’re genderqueer, and a trans man, and transneutral, and likely transxenine. we’re alterhuman, being collectively catkind, and physically nonhuman with being a hybrid vampire. and we collectively use rai/rainy and petri/petrichor pronouns, and we’re pretty sure we collectively use it/its as well!!!

i, Cecil, specifically, will sum up my identity as a two-spirit horrorcosmium drakefluid xenic horror, with my orientation being a polyamorous grayasexual arospec omnisexual gay man. i’m physically nonhuman, being a cyborg errantery {errantery being tldr’d as a carnivorous shapeshifter}, a cat therian, a dragon theriomythic, deer therian, zombiekind, and i’m otherhearted. i’m an intradeity, and i have two xenidens, one focused on rot/decay/decomposition and another focused on rebirth/regrowth, though i likely also have an eye-themed xeniden that i just need to focus on a bit. i use various pronouns but most commonly it/its, deca/decay, rot/rots, 🦷/🦷s, and stygia/stygian. i’m a fictive of Cecil from Welcome To Night Vale, and my roles in my system are very important to my identity {particularly being an organizer}. when asked “who are you?” i can sum it up as “i’m a helper, i help people”

that said!!!! yeah. that’s the summary of my identity. but you said we can go into as much detail as we want so here we go folks my gender is trans, my gender is queer, my gender is largely masculine, my gender is largely xenine, my gender is related to eyes, my gender is related to gore, my gender is related to decay, my gender is deep, and complex, and multifaceted. as an organizer, it’s very important to me to label every facet and aspect of my gender, along with the rest of my identity. this results in me using a lot of different labels, some contradictory and many overlapping. i do this for the sake of my own mental ease, but also partially out of spite

my orientation is a little more nebulous. i’m polyamorous, that’s very, very important and inherent to me. i’m grayasexual, but it’s not central to my identity. i’m arospec but not entirely sure how. i label a lot of different types of attraction i feel outside of sexual and romantic, delving into things like tutelary, sensual, spiritual, queerplatonic, and all of that sort of thing. i’m attracted to men, i know that for sure. i’m not sure if i’m attracted to women, i think it may fluctuate? i’m attracted to xeninity for sure, and i believe to neutrality, and really, i, as someone inherently queer, i’m attracted to queerness. i’m objectum, conceptum, and especially soundrum as well. i’m medusan, and nonhuman-loving-nonhuman, and nonhuman-loving-human. i’m not fictosexual, but i’m a fictive largely attracted to other fictives

most of my pronouns are darker and edgier. i prefer to be called a horror rather than a man, woman, or what have you. idk what else to say about myself so i’m gonna let Jon write now since he’s staring at me

Oh, okay, I didn’t expect you to actually let me write. I’m Jon, my archival name being Jonathan, and my identity is currently in crisis. I’m questioning a lot of things, from my gender, to orientation, to presentation, to species, to pronouns. I’m largely male, with archival-related genders I believe. I currently sum up my gender as being a digiorganizeaic man. I currently sum up my orientation as being asexual biromantic, but I am certainly questioning that as well. I’m acespec and attracted to men, certainly, but I’m still figuring it out. For now, I use he/him pronouns. Like Cecil, being an organizer in the system is important to my identity.

Jack flipped me off when I tried to pass the front to eyir to type, so we’ll just leave eyir alone to mope.

The three of us (Cecil, Jack, and I) run this blog for the most part. We still need to make an introduction post or page for ourselves.