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swan2swan · 8 months ago

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I know people are already complaining about [spoiler] and the thing about [spoiler] is

THAT SHE HAD HER FREAKING HAND RIPPED OFF I'M SORRY THERE'S NO MAGIC WATER TO HEAL THAT IN THIS SHOW WE'RE DEALING WITH A PROTAGONIST WHO HAS TO GO THROUGH FULL LIMB LOSS

WE'VE GOT PROSTHETICS AND AUTOMAIL BUT HEY

THE TECH COMPANIES THAT CONTROL THAT AREN'T THAT FRIENDLY WITH HER

SHE CAN'T EXACTLY DROP HER NAME AND INSURANCE CARD AND FILE FOR TREATMENT

THEY DIDN'T HIRE AN ACTRESS WHO CAN RELATE FOR KICKS AND GIGGLES

THIS IS AN ACTUAL THING THAT THEY'RE GOING TO DEAL WITH

also they addressed the Grief fully and I'm sure the reunions and revelations won't be Sunshine and Roses

LIKE THIS IS SO MUCH MORE INTERESTING THAN ANY GRIMDARK ''OH THEY KILLED A CHARACTER'' THE TRAUMA HERE

THE RECOVERY PROCESS

also it wouldn't surprise me if this was something they'd pitched in the OG series and then went "No, actually, we Can't Do This. We don't have Clearance. This isn't something we have the power to do."

Then they went "Hey, she's eighteen now. Can we Do That?" and they went

SO NOW THEY DID IT

and they'll probably show it in some way and it's going to be Unpleasant but like

we'll know

BUT WE HAVE A FULL-ON INJURY AND THAT'S A FIRST

also she's so down and miserable

like this is...oof we moved onbut now

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unnonexistence · 16 days ago

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new year, new WIP post! at the end of 2024 i had 8672 words edited and marked as Done on the Big WIP. now i'm up to 8865

#just a short section finished this time but it IS finished. & i did a lot on the next section too #im glad i took several weeks off from it i have come back Refreshed #going through in order now!! doing battle with chapter 2 which is the Cringe Chapter #it isnt actually. it's fine. but it's old and has a lot of side characters in it #so editing those scenes sometimes makes me recoil with embarrassment #been doing good with that though. cringe may not be dead but it is ailing #i made newt weirder in a few scenes #he didnt seem like himself. he needs to say like 10% more odd shit #and im almost done what im calling Chapter 2a for now #chapter 2 is gonna be too fuckin long and im almost done editing up to the earliest point i could insert the chapter break #so im calling that first bit 2a and the rest 2b #probably not where the break will actually go but we'll see. depends how long 2b ends up #dreading the point where i have to renumber the chapters lmao #they have titles but im so used to the numbers...#also i swapped the titles for ch3 and ch4 but if i renumber the chapters then ch3 will become the 4th chapter #so it'll be chapter 4 with the original ch4 title but the contents of what was ch3 💀#so. 2a and 2b until i bite the bullet and renumber #tin kitchen in the garret #ive levelled up from trying to edit some shorter more straightforward fics lmao #we are getting SO close to 10k words here. next section probably #also OH my god. google docs is so annoyed with me :/#WIP document is 385 pages and it's lagging real bad... i'm going to have to empty the 'discard' sections again so it'll stop but. uuuugh #copy pasting things into a 2nd document is such a pain... why...#google docs what is your problem. 400 pages shouldnt be a big deal #all of that isn't even 70k words!

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puppppppppy · 1 year ago

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isnt it great when u take your adhd meds and instead of using that brainpower for stuff like ASSIGNMENTS. AND PROJECTS. your brain decides the next 6 hours will be brainstorming ponysona names and making oc playlists

#IM LITERALLY IN HELL. IM SCRATCHING AT THE WALLS IM ON MY HANDS AND KNEES HERE PEOPLE #im having fun. but i also hate it because i should be focusing. but im so bored. but i need to do SOMETHING interesting or ill DIE #i want.. to make a character with a cupid theme.. name ideas i have rn are 'heart throb' 'love letter' and 'yours truly'#and i have an idea for a ponysona. its name is ripple effect and its special talent is skipping stones #but im also in class rn and we're going over the next project and i KNOW i have so many ideas for it and i want to everything ALL AT ONCE #for the assignment we have to redesign a brand design system and im going claires because i fucking hate the shade of purple they use #but even if theres no problem energy wise my motivation levels go up and down. its so over its so back #ill be like i can get some of this done rn. and then ill be like oooh i got plany of time. and then ill be like what if i lied to #buy more time. and then ill be like there are so many steps this is too much. and it just. constantly switches between those rapidly #and because i hyperfocused on playing tetris yesterday i now have tetris running in the back of my head. wtf #yapping

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coconut530 · 10 months ago

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I CANNNNNNOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTT THEY’RE AMAZING 🩷🐦‍⬛🖤

Other WTs today:

#The Blind Prince #The Blind Prince Webtoon #Realta #Realta Webtoon #The Prince of Southland #The Prince of Southland Webtoon #Webtoon #I LOVE THE BLIND PRINCE OMG #LOOK AT HOW PRETTY THAT FIRST SHOT IS COME ON #SEB WAS SO HAPPY AT THE START HE WAS DANCING SO FAST AND HAPPY LOOK AT HIS FACEEEEEEE #THEN WHEN ELAINE PUT THEIR HANDS TOGETHER #“AS A MATTER OF FACT I AM” AHHAHAHAHAHAHHHA #YES ELAINE YOU CAN BREAK GENDERED STEREOTYPES IN DANCE #SEB’S MONOLOGUE ABOUT ELAINE I CAN’TTTTTTTTTTTTT SHE LIKES YOU TOO SEB WE DON’T NEED TO NOT TRUST EACH OTHER #HIS FACE IN THAT ONE PANEL I CAN’T #THE MUSIC JUST PUT THIS TO THE NEXT FREAKING LEVEL #IT’S LIKE THE BEST REACTION RECORDING I’VE EVER DONE IT ALMOST SOUNDS LIKE A FINISHED PRODUCT #Ye I record my reactions sometimes #SEB GETTING SERIOUS WITH KAL AT THE END HOOO BOY #OK AND IN REALTA THINGS LIKE HAPPENED WHAT WALDEN WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU #AND THAT STUPID FAE LADY NOW SHE’S GONNA GO TELL KAIN AND IT’S ALL GONNA SUCK #AND TPOS HMMMMMM DROIDDDDDSSSSSS AND DRIVING HOVERBIKEEEESSSSSSS #SCIFIIIIIIIIIIIIIII #WTS ARE COOL

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folkloregirlfriend · 3 months ago

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i hate feeling ambitionless aimless the future is so bleak

#this is about me not the events #i really don't think i have a plan lol and i ever will...#because all through school i had this thing. need to pass this unit test this half yearly this 2nd unit test final exams need to do this #cocurricular activity and the absolute relief when i flipped the report to see i was promoted every year. that was the aim right #now i don't know what's happening #a set set of friends i met everyday sat next to permanent place in the field where we had lunch. like?#it was all so permanent #i knew teachers did not like me or how people there felt about me #and i think a lot of it comes from the fact that i never changed schools #14 years in the same place then one random tuesday it ends everything ends and im supposed to start from scratch #losing friends was all my fault but goddddddf. i used to be good at things #like when i was in 10th grade i gave my everything to studying maths because mom threatened me that if do not get science here we'll change #your school #to wherever you get science #so i studied like crazy did not touch my phone for months and got science #like that is my level of attachment to that place #i just miss it so much probably more than my own home #and i can't belong anywhere because i'm so stuck and nothings good enough and i miss being good and being academically productive #it was my only win i think #this is so sad but i don't think i'll ever get that past work ethic back and it will never be good enough for me to feel good about myself #which can only be through study or work because im a loser who thinks she's worthless if not for a successful career #and I've felt this way for three years now. it is going to be permanent #everything is lonely

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asfdhgsdkjhgb · 3 months ago

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had quite the night drive earlier this evening.

#just me rambling again #web weaving #(?)#uh. one of my friends who is out of town for college was visiting and i got to see him and our friends and the only core member of that #group of people missing was my ex girlfriend who you may also know of as my wonderful wife #who has I assume been very busy with their own life things but has also barely and very sparsely had any hint of communication with any of #us within the past few months which I've been realizing very recently sort of hurts my feelings because we used to be so close and #they had been saying that they would be constantly making sure we still were in each other's lives. but then very quickly have #seemingly dropped off the face of the earth #anyways. I was driving aforementioned friend who is in town back home (family home not college obv) and when i was finally going back #towards my house afterwards my Google maps finally lead me to an area that i was more familiar with driving and i got to an #intersection and it was telling me to take a right to go home but i knew that i knew the way perfectly from that intersection to my #ex girlfriend / best friend / wifes familys house from all of the times I've gone that direction through the past years and so #i turned off my directions and i took a left towards their house #not super sure why but my brain and body just knew it was something i needed to do and so i went and drove down their street and cried #a lot the whole time and then drove myself home from their house once again following a super familiar path #and idk im still feeling very emotional about it. the fact that halloween by noah kahan was the first song to play on Spotify #after i made that left turn im sure didnt help (knowing that i miss them so much and am going to be leaving this area myself #soon enough here and there's been an open offer for a while now that they are welcome to follow and live with me once they get their degree #(and also um. halloween is next week lol)#idk i just havent felt the full force of how badly i miss having them in my life until tonight. when i was around this person i could feel #our souls singing in harmony. i genuinely cannot describe the feelings of our relationship in words i feel like only vaguely abstract art #could communicate the connection that was forged between us and the level of understanding and knowing #something not dissimilar to looking into the sun directly or trying to describe a vivid color to someone who is completely blind #something about the way the entire universe breathes in unison and everything around us are all pieces of the same stars #sigh #i miss my wife tails i miss her a lot /ref

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elvenferretots · 5 months ago

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On one hand, I feel horribly guilty for having a couple weekends where I've committed to absolutely nothing to the point of backing out of volunteering at a local dog show.

On the other hand, I have dog sport events literally every weekend and practice or class at least twice a week throughout the entirety of October and November. I think I get a free pass for a couple weekends.

#and this doesn't even count my work disc dog events #those start again next week #I have two disc dog events and two obedience trials and the three separate mondioring seminars #on top of work disc dog events and AKC Trick Dog classes at multiple levels I'll be hosting and an extracurricular play skills class #that will make my Sundays at 12 hour work day even if it's a very rewarding one with Limited Basic obedience work #I go through Vicious Cycles of doing as much as physically possible during busy season and then crashing during the dead seasons #but I need to support my hobby jobby job and my partners Hobby jobby job as much as I can to keep this sustainable #and 10 is in his Peak trialing time before he starts losing Mobility #and Valkyrie is in her Peak training time to build her up as a multi-sport dog #so here we go #and Mr tumnus gets to be a little bit of a living plush animal for a while since I can't afford to show a third animal right now #I honestly think he would do great showing and we would both have fun #but I can keep him in good condition and get out there again in a year or two when I can afford a second ferret and yet another sport #the life of Ron #maybe if a manic enough I won't notice that my birthday is coming up again #and I'll get enough done before I have to have surgery that I won't be going insane through recovery

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arolesbianism · 2 days ago

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Y'know the fun thing abt how I've set up the society that the main stalien cast comes from is that even the most broad general trends across stalien societies tend to not apply to them. So everytime I yap about how most herds form and the general trends in their societies I just get to remember mid yapping that basically none of this will ever be evident or even come up in the main story. Damn isolated motherfuckers

#rat rambles #oc posting #eternal gales #Ive talked abt them before I think but long story short way back the area was both filled with a lot of different plantlife but also a lot #of animals including various predators and pests #and since the seasons in this region are a lost less comically opposed to eachother generally there was less diversity in terms of herd #specialties and migration cycles would tend to be on a smaller scale with less overlap between herds #as such one herd eventually went yknow what would be cool? if we just cut out the parts of the local ecosystem that annoyed us and caved in #the tunnels leading to the rest of the continents cave system so nothing we dont like gets in either!#which was such a bad idea they ofc immediately did it and were faced with about a billion crisis's over the course of forever because of it #starting with the overpopulation problem which lead to them bleeding into the surface and leading into the still ongoing famine #plus again like a bilion other problems over the course of a couple centuries #a lot of the fucked up shit going on in their society all are bandaid fixes to the bandaid fixes to the bandaid fixes of the original chaos #in particular theyre currently being hit hard by their corpse crisis thats been rapidly getting worse and worse #man if only there were organisms that specifically evolved to be able to assist with the breaking down and decomposition of stalien bodies #oh well. anyways lets kill more kids to solve this Im sure that will go well #again cannot emphasize enough that this society has been in an almost comical downward spiral for centuries its Bad #theres a lot more to it on a political level ofc but generally speaking most of the modern day struggles of this society stem from that #initial decision to gut the local ecosystem #now to be abundantly clear. this isnt the only society where shit is fucked. its not like the rest of stalienkind all live in utopias #plus the reason this society is so comically distopian is because well. its kind of on the verge of collapse.#with the way things are going they really dont have much more than a century or so at most before things fully cave in on themselves #technology has been allowing them to hang on by a thread but the ever growing food and general resoruce shortages have eaten away at the #foundations for so long that they again really don't have long before things start going Really badly #starvation is already carving at the working class and they aren't getting enough population intake to keep things up as they are #so either things will need to be wildly reformed like within the decade or shit is going to hit the fan real hard #to be clear Im sure the population wont be completely wiped out but the current society will be dead and gone #again not like right this second but likely within the next century #it wont be overnight but it sure will suck real bad for everyone #so yeah. a real downer but at least we wont have to watch all that happen in the comic. we can say its up to interpretation.

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willowfey · 5 days ago

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last post i reblogged got me thinkin about how DRAMATIC the lives of my dolls used to be. my main dollhouse storyline was that the dollhouse was actually a resort hotel with a hot tub (bowl of warm water) and all sorts of other features, and there were two main families on vacation there, staying in rooms side by side, leading vastly different lives otherwise. except the parents of both families all knew each other as kids and were all secretly in love and have been thinking about each other for years, but they had a huge falling out and swore to never see each other again so when they find out they’re all staying there they try their best to avoid contact…. but while on vacation there’s a major natural disaster (usually all of them mixed into one), and two of the kids (one from each family, the youngest smallest weakest most pathetic children) go missing and the rest of them are barricaded in their room due to earthquakes and flooding and fires, and one parent from each family swaps and two of them go on a rescue mission while the others try to get out of the rooms, all while the kids are learning to get along despite their differences, and the parents realise that they got the fathers mixed up originally and now they don’t know whose real parents are whose, and also actually the resort ends up being under a terrorist/hostage situation, and the parents that are on the rescue mission keep almost dying and saving each other….. and then by the end of it the parents realise they’re all 4 in love and should just be a blended family and all the kids get to be siblings with 4 parents and live in a mansion together. but they all have ptsd from the events of their vacation and end up all sleeping in one room together forever.

and then i’d do it all over again

#also someone always gave birth unexpectedly but my mom was pregnant at the time so that’s probably why #and then when i stopped playing dollhouse for the night i’d pretend i was a starving abandoned orphan with amnesia #that broke into a boarding school for food and shelter. so i’d ‘steal’ my food and go eat it while hidden #but eventually she would realise she was the family of royals who were also spies And she had secret powers #and by the time the helicopter showed up to get her (swinging rope ladder) she was just figuring them out and the bad guys were onto her #so she’d jump from the helicopter into the ocean (we had a pool) and fight the waves until she dragged herself onto land #and found a magic tree (willow tree in front yard) that healed her #and then she’d finally arrive at the safe house where she could get a safe night’s sleep #the next day i’d be like ok i need a break from that. today i’m a pilgrim on the oregon trail whose about to get teleported into a rom com.#*who’s #but first i have to do a photoshoot with my american girl dolls for this month’s theme #& when i get tired of that i will watch kim possible. & organize all these polly pocket clothes into little colour coded piles. to relax #and then i’d be like wait should i be famous one day? i should write a song and practice my signature a few hundred times just in case.#actually on second thought i’m gonna read a whole book series today #like where did she go how did she have so much brain space to do so many things #now i’m like guess i’ll overthink until i get a migraine and then organize pinterest boards for a while #tbf i’m still doing things to The Characters i just don’t also sit on top of the car in the rain pretending i’m fixing a plane’s wing #like the boredom is still there but the energy levels are WAY down #2025 goals: let that little weirdo play again. somehow

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tracle0 · 9 months ago

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DnD murder mystery !!SOLVED!!

My players did it and I'm so proud of them :)

#now we get to the fun bit where I let them choose the next path they want to take #which is a bit of a nightmare because I need to write four different possible paths for them *to* take #they'll all tie into each other or be re-used later anyway but. Maaaan I was hoping we'd end the session with them deciding where to go #pretty sure they won't take one of the paths tbf but we'll see?#even if they do it's just the option to get a semi-regular income so they can start buying cool things #need to write them up a shop. magical shop. Potion shop. They're getting to the levels of the kingdom where there's cool stuff possibly aro #nd #also maybe have more royalty things slotted in soon... they gotta meet peep #which I assume most people won't recognise as the name of my most hated oc because they're not me which is totally fair #andrew mother fucking peep is the king of this kingdom and they get to meet the fucker #screaming about it #anyway I might give you the maps cause they're fun

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hauntingblue · 2 months ago

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I'm still scared in sabaody

This is crazy...

THS IS LIKE 300 CHAPTERS AWAY!!!!! THE SMILE... and mingo being the owner of the slave house for the tenryuubitos... OF COURSE

Look.... luffy enablers vs normal rational people

I was like yeah sure luffy was saying he wanted to become king of the pirates but rayleigh didn't explicitly say roger wanted to become pirate king just that people called him that so I am SURE shanks is saying luffy has the same dream we don't know about as Roger. Which lines up bc luffy said shanks knew of it and then in wano ace tells yamato and he says roger said the same thing and ace also knew of it!!! Which is crazy that it's set up this early but EVERYTHING is being set up here

I need to frame this btw.

Shakky the mother that stepped up.... also new conspiracy theory shakky is Hancock's mother bc she is a fan of luffy and hancock is too.... she was busy being a pirate to take care of hancock so she feels incredibly guilty about what happened to her so shakky either hasn't told her and hancock doesn't know or they have a difficult relationship. Yeah sure whatever. I dont care if rayleigh is her father or not bc as you know I believe in asexual reproduction in one piece thank you.

🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️what can I say

😳🫣

Here we fucking go again..... I can't do this

Incredible face sanji

SHE KNOWS!!!!!!

Luffy tearing up...... christ

Sanji getting away from his group with nami to save zoro will never get old like jesus christ look at this

CHOPPER 😭😭😭😭😭😭

CRAZYYYYYYY IM GOING CRAZYYYYY

LUFFYYYYYYY NOOOOO

NAMIIIIII NOOOOOOOOOO nami asking for help and luffy not being able to help her this time.... this is so sick and twisted

THE WAY THIS GETS WAY WORSE MAKES ME SICK!!!!!!!!!!! SICK!!!!!! TWISTED!!!!!!!!

#the only loser who doesn't know who rayleigh is is luffy (and his crew) 😭😭#also another giant who thanks the crew.... we got FIVE and another one is still in dressrosa..... they are special #also hachi knows about haki!!!!! and they all could hold it together??? i thot rayleigh coukd target it or smth #also i need law and jean bart lore... how did he knew who he was... what crew did he had.... how did he end up like that... etc #it's so cute that after the captains finish their fight their crew comes to save them akdjsksk killer bepo and sanji....#robin knew who rayleigh was aldjskdjks she was sure the others weren't dubassess too akdhaksnks #now that rayleigh is talking about roger i wonder if we will ever get a flashback of rogers final years(?) and why he decided to have ace..#the blank 100 years that happened 900 years ago.... so thats 900 to 800 years ago... i thought it was 500 to 400 years ago.... welp #i WANT luffy to hear the voices of all living things in the world like roger so bad.... when that happens i will cry so much....#borsalinos faces are so funny... and so detailed too. ALSO APOO GET OUT OF HERE I HATE YOUUUUUUU GET OOOOOUT DIEEEEE #the mere sight of zoro with that stripped shirt running thru the trees.... i can't do it....#franky defending chopper and robin catching franky when he falls... yeah #this is the same level of desperation we got in enies lobby after luffy defeats lucci but cant move.... christ #in the manga sanji doesnt try to hold a pacifista by his ankle and gets dragged off to protect zoro.... sad....#The three white pages after the chapter ends.... no sbs nothing.... luffy hitting his head... and he will be doing shrooms next....#i havent cried with this one this is progress... i mean i have suffered still but alas... progress. saving up tears for marineford #and welp. here we have sabaody done. amazon lily keep me stable for a while please #i know the end......#talking tag #reading one piece #knowing whats coming didnt diminish the anguish. christ.#so funny how you can see me going insane the moment the sabaody incident happens... real

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autistudyblr · 1 year ago

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27.9 - lab work & maths

i had my first labs today! it was mostly just measuring things, learning to use the equipment and set everything out correctly. my lab partner was nice, and she's doing theoretical physics too!

we start maths classes tomorrow, so i'm quickly revising complex numbers, i want to know what i'm doing in case we're taught something new.

🎶 greek tragedy - the wombats

#i think i finally understand how to do complex number c+is sequences questions!!#it's a bit late since a levels are over but at least it wasn't on the papers. plus now if we cover it in uni i'll know what's going on :)#also apparently i've been 'satisfactory' in my labs and all i need to do is draw more diagrams and write down the serial no of the equipment #many other people good 'needs improvement' so i'm really happy!!!#next week i want to meet all the objectives...#cem speaks #cem studies #autistudyblr

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itspileofgoodthings · 2 years ago

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Lavender Haze is full of such palpable hurt that makes such sense now

#why would you be mad at the tabloids in this fresh way unless it was because they kept writing the next piece of your love story #that you couldn’t will into existence all on your own #it’s not like she hasn’t processed and come to terms with her own level of fame and scrutiny #and I know the tabloids/media do that with everyone but there is always a slightly sharper clarity and universality to Taylor’s story #that brings our fundamental truths #and the whole world was like ‘okay but where is the wedding’#my mom listening to invisible string looking me dead in the eye and saying ‘she needs to be married’#and it’s like Maria how do you know it wasn’t Taylor who didn’t want to #and I don’t literally know that of course. and yet don’t I?? Don’t we???????#anyway thanks for listening because I don’t want to talk about it but I want to talk about it and this place allows me to do both #*brings out fundamental truths #anyway of course it’s more complicated than this and more private but also …. it’s probably not #again Taylor’s essence history and ongoing story forces us all to go down to the root of things and see how simple it all is #and this is no exception #okay now I’m done (for now)

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remescient · 2 years ago

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The best part about this breakup is that I can finally admit how much I hate Chainsaw Man. It’s mid tier AT BEST.

#This isn't actually about Chainsaw Man #I'm not judging you if you like CSM #It's just not my cup of tea #venting #don't read this #And honestly most of my resentment comes from the fact that I tried so hard to support her interests #but she never really did anything to support mine #I asked multiple times to go to certain places together because I really wanted to and it was brushed off #but if it was related to one of her interests then we'd go #the longer I think about it now that we're done #the more I realize that we always veered towards things she liked #sure we had some things in common so that was nice #but like #I don't know #I feel like I put way more thought into our relationship than she did #I let myself be a doormat and ignored my own feelings and now I'm angry about it #that's on me but it's also on her for not being proactive in the relationship too #lessons for next time I guess #next person needs to match my enthusiasm level

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earlyspringtranscendence · 2 years ago

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btw i think one of the most impt hobbies in the world is having a mostly non-existent, mostly self indulgent crush on a professor/lecturer just to zone out to their classes to and focus instead on their hair and their hands and their dark circles speaking NAWT from experience. maybe a little bit.

#yeah he's got me a lil crazy i was doing dishes this morning thinking abt all the things i still have to do this week #bc we have his exam on friday and im trying to determine whether i should try to do some prep work or just leave it for the day of #& i was just thinking abt like. oh he's so fucking precious he like actively took the time over winter break to memorise the names of #the people who consistently show up to class and like its cause he's sweet and wants to eventually teach more focussed smaller groups #but like my man my absolute angel you have accidentally stumbled upon the number one surefire way to make people wanna keep coming to class #like his classes r great but mostly i like that he knows who i am #and like i was thinking abt like. we were talking abt language in art movements like dadaism and i asked if he'd read embassytow #-n and he said he hadnt but that he had a list of student recs i'd be on and then in a later class i asked if he read fever dream and he #like made the joke that he'd have a section in his list of just things i told him to read #You Dont Understand I Need This Man Carnally. THIS is what one direction meant when they said thats what makes u beautiful #fuck me i hope he has this effect on the ladies cause if not hey babe there's a whole world out here for you ready to be explored #its also jst funny bc we r genuinely all afflicted by this tragic desire of him i think its partially bc his classes r a little boring #again love him to bits he does try his best its just rly surface level shit because it has to be within the nature of his classes #anyway. convincing myself not to fail his class on purpose so i can retake it next year its going poorly #also just had like a rly long convo w him after class once and he's just. URGH SO SWEET IM LEAVING. IM GOING AWAY NOW.#dreamboy... ugh ! AND he's a poet professionally !!!

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neonacidtrip · 2 years ago

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[image ID: a screenshot of a discord chat with username “wenge (when-gay)’ carrying out a one-sided conversation expressing her reluctance and fears regarding driving at 1:08 a.m. the other person in the conversation’s responses are not shown]

#when your boy politely suggests you move to the next difficulty level in driving #we were both speaking but i was typing my answers because i dont have my voice right now #i think in order he said 'you need to learn to drive faster' & when i asked how fast he said first 25 (wont kill me) then 40 (will kill me)#he then said we move from 40 to 65 to which i hit him with 50 50 50 what happened to 50 #the keysmash happened when he told me to drive to his house #in other words you can see the moment my brain short circuited #i normally feel bad sharing text conversations but i dont feel bad here because its only my responses #the only one being blasted is myself for being a cant drive gay #i get that there arent many 30 zones but 25 to 40 is a lot okay #i went on a 40 road exactly once and it ended quite terribly. scared the driving instructor #why do highways have to exist why do highways have to be 60+ zones why me just why #i said merging because i thought that would be the next difficult skills to tackle and he was like um no #and hit me with the 'you need to learn to make turns at more than 2mph before you worry about merging lanes neo'#25 to 40 is a lot and im not even on 25s yet i am still in 10mph zones. i have to graduate up to 25 still #we started on 25s and he was like hmmmmmmmm maybe i over estimated you lets go to the 10s #like a disappointed teacher discovering the kid who bragged about ice skating actually cant ice skate at all #i cant drive i cant dance i dont know karate.... face it... im never gonna make it #neo rants #photo post #i know i need to drive and not hide behind mcr references but i just really dont like driving #i will get there slowly but surely but that doesnt mean i cant whine and cry about it on the way there #like sailor moon intended #also i took 3d6 psychic damage because after all the fighting about the plans for the car he suggested my own original idea to me #my idea was to leave the car with my mom and now hes presenting this idea the very first idea i suggested as if he came up with it #i cant live in this society

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