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heartduct · 1 month ago

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rly pining for that time i went to london w tjlc ppl and did the silly escape room

#that was so much fun #thats in london right?#now im second guessing myself

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coridallasmultipass · 1 year ago

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#now im second guessing myself #ive proofread the damn thing like 50 times and made a thousand edits and idk #i feel weird posting a dave/////john fic when bro is like the main character just bc i wanted to write bro #i just have a lot of feels about that particular fucked up strider #ShitPost.exe #lemme get some food in me i havent eaten since breakfast maybe ill feel better after i step away for a bit

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squuote · 1 year ago

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maybe he draws sometimes. maybe. mostly just buckets tho.

#the stanley parable #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #tspud #tsp #crows art #yayay silly comic ^___^#now time to work on the sad one #i wasnt sure what to do with stanley's expression in the last panel so hopefully it is silly enough #anyway. drawing silly comics is calming. smiles #i hope this is silly enough.. im second guessing myself i just gotta post this. ok bye.

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anne-is-confused · 5 months ago

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Inquisitor Lavellan's first time in the Hinterlands (colorized)

#valha'el lavellan #val #dragon age #dragon age: inquisition #my art #da fanart #oc #cheating the background by painting over a screenshot lol #just started clearing out the last of the hinterlands quests on my dai replay i love that place sm #i love you fetch quests i love you bears i love you demon goat🥰🥰#anyway i think this is val's debut on here?? she's my canon inquisitor and my favourite stress ball #most of the time i draw her she is covered in blood so this is a welcome respite #now that im really looking at this i might come back to it later and touch up some bits...... second guessing myself in real time lol

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meamiki · 2 months ago

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Happy Anniversary In Stars and Time!! Have some Friend Quest based drawings :D

(These have specific quote picks related to them! And there's also a long ramble on why I like those specific quotes below if interested)

(And by long, I mean roughly 2k+ words of proper ramble total, so be warned before clicking keep reading this link right here to the rb!!)

#in stars and time #isat #isat spoilers #<- edited now this is just act 3 spoilers for the art LMAO #isat mirabelle #isat isabeau #isat odile #isat bonnie #isat siffrin #<- i promise this is the last time in a long long time i tag someone who only shows up with their back turned #but in my defense they also are here four times so i think the tag is justified SADASFA #time for a messier secondary post underneath the first WAHOOOO #to start!! random art tidbits!! no one is looking at siffrin in these!!#mira and isa are looking away while odile and bonnie have their eyes closed #in my minds eye these are the A4 versions of the FQ so siffrin internally is Not Having A Good Time #i just thought itd be fun to incorporate somehow as an extra easter egg detail kinda!#also i tried to make the bgs mildly accurate to location in game and its the reason why isa got to have one (1) singular tree in the bg #laaast art tidbit is that i took a bit of a creative liberty with bonnies #well i did with all of them but still #since its not explicitly stated sif god up immediately after tripping they get to stay on the floor in the drawing #i just thought itd be fun for the drawing!!#moving onto general tidbits in addition to the time fun fact i also decided the posting time #specifically so itd be in the middle of me having back to back to back meetings so can't second guess myself in posting this HAHA #every time i post any form of text based ramble on characters or even headcanons i Fear #and YEAH i am probably just being overly nitpicky towards myself on analysis that can prob be read several diff ways cuz interpretation #but i really really really dont want to fumble so badly to the point of mischaracterizing anyone since i like them a lot!!#still working on getting over that but hey at least i am trying and thats all i can ask of myself i think!#okay now time to Lie Down im writing these tags after stream #tag talk over into q u go :]#partial pin

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 months ago

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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~

(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)

#ootd #jfashion #fashion #fantasy fashion #mori kei #....like... adjacent... lol #no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character #finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited #the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it #im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media #enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the #outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on #Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort #of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like #'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc #The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well #I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere #somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over #tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days #I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol #But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent #been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years #but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you #find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter #where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it

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sovonight · 14 days ago

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#guess who ordered a 100% cotton mto dress online and received a semi-synthetic blend when it arrived 4 months later 🫠#im not fuming but like. i kind of am. they were like 'oh well its not *synthetic* its rayon--' that's a semi synthetic #also it doesn't matter since the point is that *i didn't receive what i thought i was buying*#they were also like 'whoopsie we'll update the description! thanks for pointing that out!' THAT'S NOT HOW THAT WORKS??#its one thing for the written description to have a mistake while the photos are accurate to what you receive--#but in this case the photos were for a sample dress made of 100% cotton that they just decided not to make and didnt update at any point #so like. how am i at fault for being misled here #this was a 'congrats on finding a job after a year of searching' gift for myself but i'll just sew my own shit from now on i guess #oh and forgot to mention. they told me to cut off a bit of the fabric to do a burn test to test if its synthetic #first off--CUT INTO THE DRESS? Second off--THEY WANTED ME TO MAIL THE CUT SWATCH BACK TO THEM FOR THEM TO BURN? third off--#it still wouldnt be any percentage cotton!! by their OWN admission!! they *said* what fibers are in the fabric!#truly insane. i asked for them to remake it but im now considering changing my mind and asking for a refund instead

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erumai-maadu · 3 months ago

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Sakura comes home after the second stage of the chunin exams with her hair short and her face set with grim determination to be stronger.

Her mother is distraught, eyes the choppy bob critically, before letting it go and telling her that it'll grow back quickly. She's young, after all, and her hair has always grown quickly.

But Sakura keeps trimming it, never letting it grow back out to the length that she was so proud of before. She feels freer without it, somehow. Her head is lighter, no longer pulled down by the weight of thick hair and people’s expectations.

It doesn't matter any more when people eye her bruised knuckles, the scars scattered on her body, the eyebags from long shifts at the hospital.

Short hair is more practical for a shinobi, after all. At least, that's what she tells her mother. They've never met the Hyuuga, so it doesn't matter if it isn't necessarily true.

Besides, Sakura isn't Neji, with his impenetrable defenses. She's a brawler with fists that punch through rock and shatter bones, and she cannot afford for someone to grab the hair that would whip around in the devastating blasts left in her wake.

Sometimes, she can still feel the Sound shinobi's hand in her hair, the burning pain in her scalp. Lee and Naruto unconscious on the ground and her weak, useless body trembling in fear.

Other nights, she feels the cold wind, a gentle pinch and a murmured "thank you" on the back of her neck. She sees Naruto's wide smile, a promise to bring him back to her, back to the village. Naruto and Sasuke with their backs to her, always in front, always walking away, leaving her behind.

Sakura trains with a savage ferocity that few can match. She needs to be better, always moving forward, so that some day, she can overtake Naruto and Sasuke.

There are times that she wakes up with a scream caught in her throat, hand reaching for a kunai pouch that isn't there. She gets up and sneaks out, runs to the mountains behind Hokage rock and pummels the rocks until her fists are bloody and her fears are assuaged. The weak little girl died in the Forest of Death, cut out of her along with the long pink locks she discarded.

The weight that was holding her back is gone. She will not be left behind. Never again.

#sakura haruno #ignore me using sakura as a vehicle to explore my own feelings about cutting all my hair off #this is rushedly written as a warm-up either way so #anyway I think about sakura cutting her hair a lot. in my experience it was like getting rid of a part of yourself #maybe im being overdramatic here lol but long hair was always an expectation for me and for the longest time I was so proud of #i hated taking care of it but i loved having it and I loved how other people looked at me and were like 'wow your hair is so long and prett #but because of that i stuck to being feminine and pretty and palatable because I needed people to like me and think of me as pretty #i think when i started realizing i was nb and butch i was so upset at first because how would people like me and think i was pretty #and then eventually i got over it when I cut my hair for the first time. genuinely felt like cutting off people's expectations of me #leaving me free to be myself unapolagetically. to be fair i cut my hair twice. once in the bisexual bob and the second as a boycut #and the second time led me to a Gender Euphoria Moment. that was cool. and so now I keep my hair short.#enjoy the deep chandu lore in the tags i guess #erumai writes fic sometimes

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puppppppppy · 1 year ago

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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified

#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing #i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though #at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself #as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed #escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date #although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL #ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting #workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety #i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back #AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO #im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts #i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem #in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material #and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school #maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess #only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard #hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms #i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work #not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall #anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh #yapping

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gelarshiesprofruitboarder · 15 days ago

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oughh soul coughing posting again but i dont care i ended up on irresistible bliss's wikipedia somehow and now im going through its japan exclusives this rules

#lemon lime and blow my only !! woag #WAIT THIS PERSON HAS LIKE A SHIT TON OF ATUFF IVE NEVER HEARD brb going through like all of these #ummm if anyone wants it its dododummy on youtube. like all of his uploads r just weird soul coughing stuff this is rad as hell #fuck #second favorite band alert i fear. tmbg always has my heart but christ #jello shut up challenge #I MISS THE GIRL INSTRUMENTAL ??????????? HELL YEAH ?????????#FUCM DUDE. WEIRD ASS NAME BUT SACK FULL OF PUPPIES IM GONNA KILL MYSELF I THINK christ i love this band so kuch #THE BUG????????#sorry im just liveblogging this in the tags now i guess #ougghggghgg i canr wait for my new rebooted ruby vrrom to come in cuz its gor a few of these on it and these r all rad as hell

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mollyrolls · 21 days ago

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do you guys ever have days where you’re just absolutely losing

#cause me today #tmi below if you’re a pussy #but here’s my day so far #woke up with a uti #AWWWW 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭 killing myself #went to urgent care to get antibiotics #97 minute wait and my only airpod that i brought dies abt 20 minutes in #the book i kept in the car for exact situations like this wasn’t there so i had to read my second backup #bc my phone was dying obviously why wouldn’t it #went back peed in the cup got my rx #got to the pharmacy the minute after they close for lunch #so i said fuck it im getting comfort food #as im driving to this local chain that has my comfort food jm waiting at a light #at this light there’s a turn lane that’s a little cramped and i’m in an suv right now #this elderly man nearly hits my car and then WAGS HIS FUCJING FINGER AT ME #LIKE IM THE ONE DOING SOMETHING WRONG #WHAT ARE YOU LATE FOR YOUR DYING APPOINTMENT???#then the restaurant has a line out the door so i say fuck that not getting food i guess #as i’m driving back to the pharmacy my low tire pressure light turns on #i inflate my tires (the last one i checked was the one with low pressure btw i know you were curious)#pick up my prescription #and then almost hit a squirrel as i pull out #HOW #HOW DOES THIS HAPPEB #i’m going to lie down in the dark and just try again tmrw #off my rocker

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loverboybrightsideghost · 1 month ago

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10am

me: oh boy i sure hope i can start gigging this holiday season, but i don't know very many people so i don't know how!

2pm

my violinist friend's teacher: hey iris are you available to do a gig in my church this weekend?

me: oh fuck yeah

#hopefully this will lead to More Stuff #idk i need to Get Networking but i also need to fix whatever problem i have w facebook (my account got blocked #for 'violating guidelines' approximately two seconds after i made it and then i appealed and IT DENIED ME????)#idk my friends said facebook is where you get all the 'old people gigs' (their words) but fuck that until i fix this ig #i guess i could do more stuff on instagram but i haven't done much at all yet and dont have many #if any videos of performances i feel comfortable and confident sharing / using to advertise myself...#im taking music business next semester idk how much that will help but its three fucking hour class so hopefully at least #a bit lol #and now doing this that's people who will Know me right so hopefully they will call me back at some point #i just am not sure how to find people who need violists!!!!!!!!#i should my TA for help tbh. why didn't that occur to me sooner she's literally like the most wonderful and helpful person #on the planet #i will email her in the morning ☝🏼☝🏼☝🏼#bluebird.txt

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shalom-iamcominghome · 10 months ago

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My thoughts on jewish politics are nuanced and convoluted in many ways, but if somebody comes at me with the idea of categorizing my thoughts as being in line with the "good jews" or the "bad jews," you've just got to assume I'm not One Of The Good Ones.