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Mellow Sweater & Basic Henley.
dsfjjdbopfkfjdjvmv?!?! I FINISHED these super basic b*tch tops! XD The amount of time that has passed between starting/finishing these is both a bit sad and very laughable. Anywayzz... these are entrees for the prosperous restart (soo much inspo!) of my creation journey! :) Read below for the download links! (Freebsters of course!)
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#ts4#the sims 4#ts4cc#the sims 4 cc#ts4ccmm#maxis match#ts4 maxis match#ts4 free cc#sponsored by ea#now i'm off to the couch...#bc my neck is so sore from staring at a screen the biggest part of my day/night hehe#But i'm feeling so glad to be backish <3#night night!
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it's so difficult to talk about the societal shift many transmascs face once they're read as male I'm white so I had a very gentle shift especially compared to many POC, but I still felt it. interactions with women that were previously simple now required additional care and effort. gestures that had previously read as friendly now seemed intimidating and predatory. it sucks to lose that solidarity that I didn't think twice about before. it sucks to have to consider if I'm going to make someone uncomfortable by acting the way I always have, because I'm still the same person and it doesn't seem fair that I have to change how I exist in the world in order to be a man
and I get it. believe me I get it. I was on the other side of those interactions before, I know how intimidating it is to have a man talking to you in a way where you can't quite be certain he isn't flirting. that he's not going to take things badly. you have to be closed off or else you're accused of leading him on. I'm not blaming any of the women for this. this is another problem brought about by the patriarchy
but for any trans men or transmascs out there in the thick of that change and feeling uncomfortable and weird about it, you're right. it isn't fair, it does suck, it shouldn't have to be this way. you're not whiny for feeling this. it gets better over time and you learn how to exist again, but it's rough for a while. hang in there
#t#transmasc#ftm#trans man#I'm not couching this in a million words about how other identities also deal with this or have it worse or any of that#this is purely from what I've personally experienced#and I haven't seen anyone really acknowledge this in a positive way#I'm fairly tall and hairy and Clearly Male in a way that sets off alarm bells#I can mitigate it a lot by also being Clearly Gay but that's not always a great solution either#the real solution is eliminating the patriarchy and revolutionizing society regarding gender#but for now we'll get through what we gotta
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Forcing my way through the day and the only thing keeping me sane is the knowledge that once I get home, I can watch Deadpool and Wolverine once again in peace :')
#i just think it's absolutely mean that i have to work while i could sit on my couch and watch it once it finally airs on Disney+#it's so rude your honor#but i'm so excited i watched it three times already and now i can finally do that at home#i waited so patiently for months for this moment#i just think i should get the day off just to celebrate you feel me?#i'm half joking btw#should actually be asleep now#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool 3#poolverine
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Saw a post about Danny calling Dani his little Comet, this one, and then I had an idea to and mix it with a favourite Hozier song, Work Song. Feel free to add or whatever if it strikes you!
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"Ah, shh, shh little Comet, it's ok, I've got you."
The attempt at keeping his voice steady didn't really work, but he was sure he was keeping a good hold on his emotions at least, since Ellie was calming down in his hold. It didn't mean he wasn't panicking inside at the situation but he was managing. He only had to make it a few more weeks before the others could come, then everything would be safe.
He got her settled in his bed, sleeping and calm now. He had a crib for her, and Jordan too eventually, but he couldn't really stand the thought of them to far. So bed it was.
Both clone and future self had been deaged due to the damage taken, done at Frostbite's direction to heal and better stabilise both. Jordan's injuries had come in defence of both him and Ellie, and, like a weird mirror, Ellie's from defending him and the injured Jordan when he was to weakened from injuries to fight. Ellie had just been deaged from it Dan, who he decided was going to be called Jordan too give himself some separateness, was reverted to his core. In an effort to protect and give him time to heal, he has him inside himself, next to his own core. He'd been warned it meant that Dan would likely take on more of being like his child than his future self, but he just wanted him alive, not like he didn't have the risk of it anyway, at least this time it was under his control.
There was no hope of returning to his dimension, it had been clear at that point, but they had been trying to free all the ghosts they could and get all liminal people and their family rounded up to safety before the GIW got to them. Danny, as the heir prince-until he was of age for the throne at 100-was sent ahead to bridge trust with another dimension, this one in fact, to see it they could bring their people, his people, there.
Clockwork and the Ancients and Observants worked with his parents and the others from town, and other liminality touched people, to get everyone into the ghost zone, which he had leaned also got called the Infinite Realms, safely and cut off that dimension from it.
Apparently that's what most magical creatures had done to that one anyway, long ago. He'd even met the descendents of the witches that had been hunted by, and thus placed the curse on, his family back when Amity was a village.
They'd lifted the, severely weakened by then but still present, curse after apologies were made and explanations done. It was a relief, even though it is likely what had even held him tethered to life enough to become a halfa at all, but he felt more at ease now without it.
All in all, it led him to where he was now though. A new world, a new set of rules, similar but still so different, and two kids that were essentially his.
The sudden crash outside his window on the alley side had him rushing over, ready to defend as best he could, still healing from the injuries in the last fight with the GIW, in case it was a villain attacking.
Only to pause at the sight of the, now likely unconscious, blue and black clad vigilante in the dumpster below.
"Fuck... Well can't leave him, who knows who'd find him there."
It took a bit of work, and mild use of his weak but still present powers, but he got him up stairs and into his apartment onto the, comfortable if he said so himself, couch.
Once there, he checked him over for injuries, careful not to take the domino off and keeping him as clothed as possible, but tending to his wounds as best possible. Doing so, he realised the other was probably only about 20-21, close to his age at least. It made him wonder how long the other had been a hero, and made a thought to ask later.
For now he settled in to make some food -that hopefully wouldn't accidentally come alive again-and keep an eye on his daughter and the hero.
#dpxdc#death defying#defying gravity#can't remember which is the ship for Danny/Dick but yeah#giw fucked around to much and the entire dimension is gonna get cut off#they're moving people over in between fights and all#Danny gets to stake out the DC universe since he's to injured to fight for a while#Ellie is Dani deaged into a baby and Dan is reverted to core and basically needed to be incubated to heal#and Danny didn't want to burden anyone else and since he'd be stationary for a while he took it upon himself#trans Danny? yeah#trans Danny au cause i said so XD#now I'm just imagining the food coming back to life just as Dick wakes up and he can like#see the kitchen from the couch and all he sees is someone with glowing green lasers fighting moving food#he's gonna think Tameranian first i bet#that's all i got for now it's almost 2i should sleep
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not to get all "actually☝️" about it but. the whole point of this is the fact that it isn't at all eddie's fault and buck just doesn't know how to properly process or recognize his feelings and know what he's missing *until* he gets presented with a specific situation. in truth buck has no right to be mad at eddie for building bonds with other ppl and it's why he has to do some introspection. this is not a "oh no poor buck eddie apologize to him!!!" thing, it's about buck getting, for lack of a better term, a good emotional humbling. eddie deserves good friendships and relationships, full stop. and if he likes the way he feels when he hangs out with tommy then great!! he's his own person and not a tool to further buck's character. but you also can't expect buck to immediately recognize that because, again, and for the millionth time, the whole POINT is that he doesn't. so if it has to get ugly and uncomfortable and embarrassing for him to do so then that is what will happen and that doesn't make either of them bad people. this is not a blame to be passing around. it's just them being human beings
#and now for a more controversial opinion im the tags:#ppl who are saying that everything that happens to eddie is always made about buck in the end. ummm. i really don't see it??#eddie has had his own moments of introspection and emotional journeys#(single parenthood. death of his wife. ptsd. therapy. just off from what i remember)#and buck has as well#(sex addiction. issues with his sister and his parents)#and if you don't think buck deserves an ACTUAL emotional introspection instead of the surface stuff that has gotten nowhere before#(couch. multiple girlfriends that he breaks up with after a couple episodes. etc)#then idk what to tell you. you just might not like buck at all#and i say this as a total eddie girl. because i have been since i watched s2 and onward#what is your mania with comparing them? jesus christ some of you just dont know how to appreciate characters without arguing against others#and i'm kinda getting mad now#disk horse#911#911 spoilers#911 abc#eddie diaz#evan buckley#tommy kinard#buddie
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My phone broke. Don't know what the hell happened to it, but it's saying that I have no SIM card n it when I very much do have a SIM card in my phone. It was working perfectly fine, and then I put it in my pocket to go upstairs and get my mom's laundry for her. When I got back downstairs, I sat back down, turned it on and it said NO SIM - EMERGENCY CALLS ONLY at the top. I've tried restarting it twice; removing, cleaning, and replacing the SIM card twice; turning on and off airplane mode twice; reset the network setting twice; basically everything but a factory reset, which is only a last resort under threat of death. (you think I exaggerate, but I have so many notes for my writing on that damn card, I will jump off the Golden Gate Bridge before I reset that phone without pulling the data from it) The last thing to try is turn it off for a bit and see if that helps. If not, then I'm stopping by AT&T tomorrow to get a new SIM card before work tomorrow
#i'm upset#i'm really pissed off#like royally pissed about this#could this have happened at a worse time? yes#it's horribly inconvenient and more frustrating than anything but i've literally done everything i can think of atm to fix this#idek what the fuck happened! it was fine one moment and broken the next#i have thrown it on the floor in frustration. mom picked it up so it's now on the arm of the couch#now i'm complaining to you all via my laptop#what's funny is that i was telling my mom about the ao3 writer's curse about 45 minutes ago#i'm gonna go do something else now#that something else probably won't be productive seeing as most of my story notes are on my damn phone
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they're trying to strap me down to a table and wheel me away for being insane but i get my hands free and grab you by the shoulders and shake you and say BAKUGOU GETS HORNY ABOUT THE SIMPLEST THINGS DO YOU GET IT !!!!!! DO YOU GET IT !!!!!! YOU KISS HIS CHEEKS AND LAUGH AT HIS BAD JOKES AND TELL HIM HE'S YOUR BEST FRIEND AND HE GETS SO EMBARRASSINGLY TURNED ON AND HE DOESN’T KNOW WHY DO YOU GET IT !!!!!!!!
#he doesn’t know how to handle his emotions in any way other than physical#he can't tell you with his words !!!!!! so he just has to show you !!!!!!!#he just has to do the love to you !!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO YOU GET IT !!!!!!!!#you're sitting on the couch watching a movie and you're fiddling with your engagement ring and you turn it around and take it off#put it on his pinky and then smile at him all cute before putting it back on#and it's just NOTHING it's just your inability to SIT STILL but he's LIKE OH MY GOD I'M IN LOVE I'M A SAP I'M A SICKO#I'M TAKING YOU ON THIS COUCH RIGHT NOW I CAN'T WAIT#akfnrieejqkoq DO YOU GET IT !!!!!!#— and then i'm wheeled away and you can only faintly hear me screaming at you#i am never seen again#× bakugou ×
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cringe is dead or whatever so… here's a super rough comic about geo getting smooched at a new year's eve party o7 (the mall toons of course belong to @8um8le)
happy new year, go kiss a robot xoxo
#2023#stellar city#sc mall toons#sc geo#sc tele#sc hydro#sc pyro#sc ash#self insert#self ship#wish you all a lovely 2024 xoxo#making geo's clouds explode like a bomb went off lmao#i made the little icons go with their nicknames not their models entirely bc i wanted a television for tele bc i thought it'd be funny#idk why but my favorite panel is just them on the couch i think it's so cute#okay now that i've rambled… i'm like extremely nervous about posting this idk i can't shake the feeling that it's wrong somehow#like i'm indulging to close to the sun idk i'm gonna schedule this so i forget about it by the time it's up#okay i need to go make my brain shut up bye#geo.exe has stopped responding
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starting to kind of date someone right before christmas is so stressful fr. do i get him a gift or what we've been on two dates but i'm seeing him tonight n it's christmas eve.....but what if he didn't get me anything then it will be weird.....
#i planned to try to find something small enough that i could easily carry around concealed then take it out if he got something for me#but the thing i got ened up being a bit too big for that lol#im gonna bring a big bag of gifts for all my friends maybe and then it won't be weird idk#by some miracle my mom showed me a bag of emergency gifts for the girlies and i was like cool im taking all of them tonight 😂#which was not what she intended lol#but im gonna do it#if i had time i would have gotten him something different but its good enough#he mentioned a book he hadn't read last night so would have been cool the got him that but its too late its a music hat now#if he even got me anything idk#but he specifically told me he was last minute christmas shopping so idk#i am over analyzing this for sure tho#anyway most unrealistic part of christmas romance movies is they're not anxious wondering whether to gift or not to gift#also im lowkey scared abt new years 😳#not that i wouldn't like to kiss him probably but i already have a hard time looking at him without blushing 😂#so that would make it 10000x worse lmao#also idk if i want to kiss him JUST bc its new years instead of waiting for the right moment to just happen? idk i dont wanna rush things#its not for sure we'll be together at midnight on new years idk what his plans are#but we'll see#anyway things are going well but moving faster than expected 😅#also not 100% sure i'm seeing him tonight and def not tomorrow so that might take the gift pressure off but idk#waiting to hear back abt tonight#😐😐😐#also idk why we waited until we were both on break from work to do stuff bc honestly every time we've met it's been after work hours anyway#however it allows us to stay up later than on work nights which is nice#he didn't leave my house until after 11 last night lol#anyway trying hard not to get swept up in all this while its new but fr im like oh this is what it's supposed to feel like 🥺#never been in love before every relationship i've had was awk and forced was starting to think maybe im just not capable of love#but literally cuddling on the couch watching it's a wonderful life last night i was like hm i'm definitely capable of love actually#not saying im actually there yet but it would be soooo easy to fall for this guy which is p scary actually#esp bc im not sure it would work for other reasons
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you know as much as we complain about the anti-tommys needing to be spoonfed shit the rest of the fandom and/or GA can easily interpret from what they see on their screen and like, using common sense, i'm seeing bucktommys doing the same and it's pissing me off.
#send post#shut up about the couch shut UP ABOUT THE COUCH#“they forgor” “they retconned” im gonna start throwing things#you understand they used the couch as a metaphor for buck's insecurities about the choices he makes in his relationships right#you know that was about buck's struggles as he tried to find his place in the world (and his workplace) right#you know it went further than the SPECIFIC object and SPECIFIC relationship right#buck who moved in with abby without so much as a conversation#who thought it was weird he continued living at her place#who found (and probably furnished) the loft he's renting with the woman who dipped after she realised she can't handle his job#who cohabitated with a woman he essentially trapped so she wouldn't leave him#like even the fact that he bought an ARMCHAIR and then let his PARENTS buy him the couch is meaningful#fine i'll write the essay i'm pissed off now
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it's been a strange arc so far
when I was 19-21 and having an extremely imbalanced relationship with someone in their mid 30s I was like 'we are both adults so the fact that this is fucking me up is my fault'
when I hit my late 20s and saw how young people in their late teens and early 20s seem now I was like 'oh wait I was so fucking young I didn't know shit about my own limits or about managing relationships and I don't know why someone in their mid to late 30s would be into that except for nefarious purposes'
the weird bit is now I'm into my 30s - not even that far into my 30s - and while I still wholeheartedly believe that last thing about how young (and self destructive) 20 year olds are, I'm also kind of like 'huh, actually nobody I know that age has their shit remotely together and frankly the reason this fucked me up is because NEITHER of us knew what the fuck we were doing it how to cope, for different reasons and at different life stages, and there probably wasn't any malice or intent to control as much as there was Blind Flailing.'
#red said#this is about one specific relationship btw.#wanted to clarify that because there have been several men over 30 who fucked me up between the ages of 16 and 21#and i adamently do NOT want to keep pretending that was incompetence. that was predation. sometimes incompetent predation.#but with the person I'm thinking of? she really hurt me and the age gap and difference in life stage was a not insubstantial factor#but mostly she was just spiralling out really badly and i offered her something to hold and she did try to keep things balanced and safe#but she was very off balance at the time. so the fucking up was more that than it was about power or control#we were just both very stupid and very sensible at the same time which is a great way to dig yourselves deeper#and idk I'm like 2 or 3? years younger than she was when we met iirc#and the closer i get to her age the more I'm like yeah you know that's a human reaction. i can see how that happens.#and i kind of feel bad for the amount of bitterness I've held and malice I've ascribed because ultimately#i think it was just two people having different crises trying and failing to figure out boundaries around them#but this has come on really suddenly and it's kind of fucking me up as well#cause I'm frightened of falling back into patterns of oh it's never anyone else's fault that i got hurt#but i don't. thiiiiink so? bc it's really only this one thing. i am not making these excuses for other people.#idk. sometimes people just fuck each other up.#I'm not even sure i think it was a bad thing that it happened. a lot of bad happened but we also catalyzed a lot of change in each other.#i feel like the reason i keep picking at this is that it's complicated. it was not good. it was good.#she really fucked me up and she was a terrible friend to me at times. but she was also the first person to really look after me.#and she kind of helped me start to learn how to need other people. which was good.#when my grandma died she wrapped me in a blanket and cancelled her plans to watch TV on the couch with me#even though she barely knew me at that point#and she was one of the first people to consistently ask for consent and check in. and she did genuinely care about me.#but she also truly fucked me over a couple of times.#but mostly that was just because she was buried in a pit of despair and self loathing.#she seems a lot happier now. i hope she is. i don't know if i want to know her particularly but i think if she's happy she'd be nice to know
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Came home to roomie so high on DMT he didn't hear me walk in, nor the dog greeting me, nor could he read my text
Yet he wanted me to just sit with him. Then really wanted to talk things out from our argument earlier. Then talked himself out of it mid sentence so I'm just here like uhhhhh
#dude come on man#you're 40 not 20#act like it#anyways now I'm hanging on the couch with a cat and he's off showering lol#🍄
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Hey guys I'm currently in the middle of possibly opening my very own shop (just for fun!) and so far I've got everything I need to make stickers, prints, pins and even some tote-bags!
But I need your opinion:
#was also thinking about selling some earrings too but I get too attached to them after I'm finished making them#same with my embroidery (I've been doing some embroidery on and off for some time now but I've always just done it for myself)#it's really fun and fairly easy imo! perfect for when you're watching a movie on your couch#but yeah I would mostly sell stickers and prints :)#will also make some non-fandom stuff! like just cutesy lil designs :)
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ohh all the frustrations and disappointments and regrets of the past 30 hours are piling up...I've actually never cried at work here but there's just so much weighing on me and I wish everything was different but half of it is my fault so I can't even complain...but also. 3:30 in the morning and all
#my tooth still hurts and it's hurt for months and months and the brackets were supposed to help but my ortho hasn't done anything#and I don't care how they look I just want it to stop hurting and I really don't want braces#but im scared if I don't do enough it'll never stop hurting#my legs hurt too why am I so irritated!!!!#im so tired!!!! I haven't seen a single friend in ages!!#and the stupid couch thing is pushing me over the edge. I feel like such a failure#bc now I have to have my famile move it or pay someone too#and the first is terrible! they're all old! but if I don't I'll literally lose hundreds of dollars since I already bought it#and I just feel so stupid#even tho I measured it!!! how did I make this mistake!!#and I really like it too I'm just so upset it's thrown everything off#but of course its too big! its a fucking studio! there's no room for anything! what was I thinking!#also. im on my period#SO.#cor.txt
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So how we feelin' about Rhea's fancy little outfit from the other day, because I literally slid higher up that kinsey scale the moment I saw it.
Tumblr decided to hide this ask from me but rest assured Saint, I have been utterly consumed by Rhea in a little bit of lace. I want to feel her muscles under it. You know that thing she does in her walk outs where she'll go for a high five or handshake and then avoid it to smooth back her hair? I want to ask her for a dance and have her do that to me.
She needs to reject me already so I can move on. (I will never move on.)
Pictures for the people. I would especially like to draw attention to her biceps in the second one. And her shoulders. And just. Everything.
#RHSJSHSVAJSNDEMDKDBBSBSVWHSB#<- my shock collar going off because I'm humping the couch again#i like that she's growing her hair out too! have you seen the interview where she talks about “becoming” rhea?#it's just really inspiring how she gave up trying to fit the image of a female wrestler for the network and did her own thing#and now she's the stunning force she is today!!#love her
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Entering a depressed lab rat era in my self portraits, apparently.
#Emile's Arts#Trying to figure out how best to draw with my new set up and it's not. Going great#But we'll get there I'm sure#Eventually#My hair irl is REALLY sort right now I cut it all off for surgery so it wouldn't drive me crazy while I was on couch arrest#but also I hate it#My hair grows very unevenly and I have two cowlicks#So when it's short it's just all over the place and looks like I went at it with scissors blindfolded#I didn't I promise I paid someone $15 to do this to me on purpose#It's cute sometimes and AWFUL others#The life I'm living I suppose....
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