#now aint that just the dream
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#luh's drawings#art#drawing#rain world#rain world downpour#rain world hunter#rain world artificer#artihunter#rw artihunter#me playing piu and touching my wet back: now its sweat now its sweat its sweat now (ive been listening to too much -just enough- csh)#hunter is like bro you aint gonna be able to distract me from my streak. Gaming is IMPORTANT#im going so crazy about piu guys im normal im normal im normal#i literally have dreams about PIU but i CANT EVER PLAY IT IN MY DREAMS huuhgh theres always a stupid reason that the machine doesnt work#and now i cant even play it in my dreams#i miss you PIU machine TT_TT#animation#animated gif#animated#bruuh i forgor the animation tags lol
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With the powers I've been granted as a creator and owner of this very wonderful and logical rizz tl I have declared shattered joined the battle! I mean harem... so— Epic is such a rizzler he traveled through godam timelines to find a new bitch ..harem member?
Even funnier, I mean more fun, this Shattered killed his own Cross and Epic during the chaotic moments of his corruption ;3 ISN'T THAT FUN? 👁️w👁️
Shattered needs time processing the oddly reindeer like skeleton is similar to the oddly skeleton like reindeer.... I'm sure he'll be fine. Dream needs time to process there's another him— also u know the tension(problems?? I'm learning words gimme a sec) between Error and the Dreamtale twins? It's even worse between him and shattered... just how many times have they held shattered back from killing Error?
Shattered isn't like all that great around the harem.. and a little odd around the reindeer because despite that rizz he's still an oddly reindeer like skeleton similar to the oddly skeleton like reindeer. Aand a little protective over his not brother brother, Nightmare because of should be obvious reasons... But he's having a better time... at least he isnt eternally suffering anymore :( **proceeds to make him suffer more/....j ☺️
#sometimes I feel like a baby learning their first words#I didn't ramble in the tags again yippee :3 (proceeds to ramble in tags)#submission#NOT melons art#sunnymainecoon#SUUUNNNNNY!!!!!!!!!#OH THIS IS PERFECT. MY BRAIN IS FILLING WITH IDEAS#shattered just being thrust into this new world that reminds him so much of his own world#and then seeing his brother (that's from another tl.) and just breaking DOWN#like. shattered DESTROYED his kingdom. and now. for no reason he knows of. everything is fine?#the kingdoms back. his brother's back. everything is perfect again!#then rizz!dream comes along and is like. wtf? and shattered is like. wtf?#like. drm and nm have a vendetta against Error. sure. but shattered wants Error D E A D.#also yeah. shattered would be so confused bout epic. cause wtf? he's a skeleton here? and he's HOT?!??!??#also shattered being like#“woah. so you're epic is just reindeer hybrid? mine was full reindeer!”#And everyone just being like. “wut 👁️👁️”#also shattered clinging onto nightmare every second he can 😭💔#OH BUT THEM QUESTIONING SHATTERED'S CROWN!!!!! cause that aint a prince's crown. that's a QUEEN's crown youre wearing. and why u wearing it?#sunny i love your brain and i wanna give it so many kisses#(ʃƪ^3^)🧠 <- me kissing your brain#dreamtale frozen au#frozen au#frozen!au#sanscest#frozen!epic#frozen!shattered#frozen harem au#frozen!dream#frozen!cross
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WAIT I FORGOT TO TELL YOU GUYS?!?!? WAIT WAIT
GUYS!
I GOT MY FIRST KISS YESTERDAY!!!!!
ME AND LAUREL KISSSSSSSED FDGSHFKDSHKGFHDSJD HWHHEHEHWHHEEHHHEEHEHEEEEEE
#rennikorambles#flowers blooming in the stars#but that was just one kiss so its old news#BUT THE THING IS LIKE WAAAAY BEFORE WE STARTED DATING LIKE THE WWEEK BEFORE#WHEN I JUST CONFESSED#she said she wasn't allowed lip kisses as per her bros' rules#and i was like ''THATS OK! I respect that!'' cant stop a guy from yearning though so....#i ended up drawing it a lot ... she wanted to see it once and when she did fdsghfdkskhHFSG#''....one kiss wouldnt hurt right-'' GFASGFHAJH love how easily she folds#BUT LIKE AFTER HER BROS MET ME THEY LET ME OFF THE HOOK!!!!#yknow. when they met me . while i was cowering like a cat. my loserboy swag caught them yes i DID IT#anyways i didnt know that yet so yesterday i was SURE that that would be the only kiss i get....#BUT NOPE I FOUND OUT THAT HER BROS WERE OK WITH IT AND NOW I AINT GETTIN ENOUGH <3333#hey guys holy shit i cant get over the fact i HAVE a girlfriend wtf. are you sure im not dreaming
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We did it... we manifested a new Jo card... god bless
YO LET'S GOOOOOO 🗣️🗣️🗣️
praying to RNJesus that my pull luck is just as strong as it was when i was going for masato.. (╯x╰)
IMMUNE TO CHARM his ass is NOT beating the allegations at this rate ☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️
#snap chats#my dms and mentions have been nothing but jo this morning and i couldnt be happier jsVLKJAL#bros literally putting the 'gay' in 'allegations' i cant with this rgg aint even tryna be subtle anymore (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) LMAO#crying at the thought of saeko all 'ichi nothing i do's working' and ichi just. Fuck I Forgot 🏳️🌈👁️👁️ LKJLKJA#just reminded me of a dream i had where i was texting my dad (which is hilarious since i got a text from him a few mins ago)#n it was just our standard 'Sorry I Couldnt See You Today We'll Try Next Time' exchange but for some goonish reason there was an attachmen#like 'petition to bring Mr Arakawa home' which leads me to believe arakawa was my dad in the dream...#...but now i think it was a roundabout prophecy if you catch my cold JFLKJV#ANYWAY. have to leave my house for the day again so i WILL be trying to pull... please let it be virtually-first-try like last time#itll be really funny rggo cmon..... do it fr me bro....
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I’m having feelings and experiences faster and vaster but even more abstract than I could have the word for.
Having shifts that the long list of glossary I got in my hoard doesn’t match to, having identities that I barely had the terms tagged on to.
I’m fine. Everything’s fine /genuienly
Just vibing honestly. I just want to speak of my appreciation to terms that actually have meaning and the coiner took the time to really figure them out, especially niche terms.
I also equally appreciates all the umbrella term that actually does what they are suppose to.
And I’m more thankful for the community’s combined effort to keep them so, and maintain the balance. It’s hard fight, inward or outward, people trying to twist the words, misunderstanding and misinformation rampant. Yet people fight—knowledge of culture and history, preserved. People share story, gives encouragement, and opens their hearts and minds just to accept, to understand.
I know I’m all over the place. But I want to talk about many things, how I holds terms like alterhuman, nonbinary—precious. How I keep solarian, maverique, kardiatype, paratype, and all the nichier words—close to my heart.
I struggle with words, and putting my thoughts in a linear, coherent way. The terminology, the well defined with care ones, are so, so important to me.
#alterhuman#queer#identity#terminology#identity terminology#i donno its 3 frickin am and I’m having a weird moment#also I’m having unnamed shift going on and im so tired at the moment that i just don’t care or want to bother finding out if theres a term#my M.O. usually is to dig for those super niche term and ponders upon them for like two year and a half#and then hesitate some more#before I take them on#and now they are Mine Mine MINE#i need to sleep#a dream dragon's pondering#get to sleep kids#it aint good for your soul#but also nd brain says no sleep#only funny enlightenment of sort in the middle of night
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woke up this morning having dreamed about a lot last night (including some very vivid stuff with a guy i dated so long ago which gave me a bit of a crisis) and felt a bit iffy, but it seemed like it was lessening over the day, surely no problem-
nope. sure is. it's time to sleep now and my body and brain is so unsettled. want to hide in my bed and never get out. googling 'spring depression' as we speak.
#personal stuff#heard someone mention ppl getting depressed when spring comes and im starting to THINK#last week has been bad and now sun is coming out and i should feel lighter abt it but im NOT#i feel like my brain is going at twice the speed but its physical capabilities cant keep up#throw in emotional dysregulation in there.#wanting to feel excited abt my projects and ideas and creative endeavours but also feeling rly stupid.#to clarify: no trauma with this dude. it's just complicated and like#dreaming abt reconnecting with him and feeling things abt it and then waking up and it didnt even happen? weird#I sometimes think i need to date just to reset my brain a bit i dont like having a rly old ex as my only baseline for dating#i dont have time for dating rn tho AND the girl i like and talk a lot to like#neither of us have time to meet and it's kinda turned a POTENTIAL thing into a stand-still. which sucks but is what it is#and i dont have the emotional space and time to try to date someone that lives closer/has easier time meeting.#with dog and job and hobby it aint mathing out
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Mmm Jeanne
#servants cant learn new stuff (i'll talk about jalter in a second) therefore#jeanne shouldnt know how to read or write#we actually Dont get a confirmation that she can do those things in summer 3. because the book that jalter thought jeanne wrote#was actually Her own book#jeanne works with marie. maybe she comes up with the ideas and does rough drawings that marie would be Delighted to bring to life#marie reads to jeanne is my image#jalter taught herself how to read and write and i think that was possible because of the unstability of her existence#if you try to teach jeanne how to read and write it will stick for a second but if like idk 15-20 min pass she would likely find herself#unable to read again and her writting to be suboptimal#she can sign her own name ofc thats historical#she can recite the bible from memory iirc#i love jalter's ability to be her own person even if it comes with the fact that she is very much. an ephemeral dream#like her FCKING SKILL IS CALLED.#WHY MUST YOU HURT ME LIKE THIS FGO#anyway. now jeanne again but physical#oughhh thank u for the support in the tags when i said jeanne should have self image issues because she looked different in life#i hadnt fully talked bout it i just went with hair but yeah. i need to check again because im pretty sure her body wasnt Suuuper different#but i just gotta confirm#but im just so i love the idea of her just not liking the way she manifested abd not knowing Why she manifested like that#when there are Countless depictions of her with her short brown hair#sieg looks to the side whistling (its not his fault but he knows the pseudo servant part#and its probably a mix of . fate apocrypha's manifestation and of how some people imagined jeanne looked like#but it still upsets her#not that she'd ever complain to people#you can probably get it out of her tho#unrelated and only to those who reached this far: im thinking of a singularity set in 15th century orleans in the Middle of the hundred year#war. but the difference aint “oh jeanne d'arc came back to life evil” rather than “there seems to be a battle here where it shouldnt and oh#my god is that jeanne- oh god jeanne d'arc fucking died--#and chaldeas has to try and fix the war without living breathing jeanne d'arc#actually thats not the middle of the 100yearwar but yknow what i mean. also haha jk unless...
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every once in a while i have to remind myself that syd isnt like an actual person that exists and breathes and lives right now, but just a character played by ayo 😭
#ayo the genius actor that you are#cause wym syd aint real thats literally a young woman right now in chicago working on her culinary dreams#syd just feels so human man i truly do forget thats just ayo acting nsjdjjdjd
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I just. I really need to know if Yda was as dumb as Lyse pretended she was. I want to know if that whole act was like. a sick dunk on her dead sister for no reason. Lyse why do you make the choices you do rest of the Scions why do you enable her
#ffxiv#Lyse's story could have been so good! the pieces were all nearly there!#and then they just! don't fully follow through!#LYSE CHANGE OUT OF YOUR SISTERS CLOTHES 2024#P L E A S E#my dearest wish is that she comes with us to Tural I know it aint happening but I can dream#she needs to go on a backpacking trip#get in touch with herself#figure out what she wants to do now that ala mhigo is more stable- does she really want to be a career politician????#like honestly my ideal position for her would be like#the head of the ala mhigan chapter of the adventurer's guild#I will take leader of a new ala mhigan gc tho#but idk. miss u girl want u back ono
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#is this shady for me to say? maybe. which is why its going in the tags bbbyyyy sjsjsjs#anyway I really do feel like the ending of the dsmp or just the dsmp in general suffered because of dreams lack of communication#like I will NEVER forget the time that dream just ignored tommy for MONTHS like HELLO????#also dream trying to push season 2 forward and apparently ignored the fact that phil even told him the memory thing was bad??#which YEAH makes sense!! all together its a bad idea + they didnt want to forget about techno#its just. at this point I ignore literally everything about dream + his involvement within the dsmp cause he aint SHIT#also I really havent been updated on the uh. situation. but I very much doubt its looking good in the slightest#ALL IM SAYING IS THAT... isnt it really funny how several creators have stopped talking or distanced themselves from him. funny#okay im gonna play block game now Goodbye
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this just unlocked such old childhood memories that I've been sneezing for the past 20 min
is like they took this out of my grandparents heirloom chest istg-
The Drak Pack holy shit-
From 3DBearnadette on tweeter...
#u know those shows u watch when you're just a silly kid and then you grown up and think it was a fever dream??#this aint even it!! I didn't REMEMBER it even existed until now and all this core memories came rushing back omg#drak pack#also yeah I very homosexual vibes#stuff#old tv show#old cartoons#this is a gem 👆
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Huh. Narumitsu dream where they were pretty much canon and I was their third but also a real fucking nuisance/getting in the way all the time.
Psh. You could not discourage me from dating these two dysfunctional men at once even if you held me at gunpoint. They're stuck here with me.
#bad dreams abt your f/os is just the devil isnt it#cmon now. ive had so much worse#also my poly ships tend to suffer a lot from this issue somehow? like itll always be abt how they dont love my s/i#or how im getting in the way or how theyre breaking up#try harder. i aint leaving#📡 incoming transmission 📡#💜narumitsu
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second time in a row ive been woken up because the two new introjects from the same source were arguing So Loud in my dream
#yall 🤦♀️#and they just Would Not Stop!!#they wouldnt even shut up long enough for me to go back to sleep#the body is Sick we need Sleep#there is No Need to debate the science of dreams#you may have been one in source but you sure as hell aint one now#sysblr#actuallydid
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So, I'm a wonderful ripe age of 30 now. A '93 baby. Let me tell you that as a normal (rationally) person I can feel every bit of all of this in my bones. When I was growing up, I wanted to be an artist or a writer. I wanted to play baseball. At one point I wanted to be a computer tech/code writer. All of these things that would wanted to do died as dreams well before I became a teenager, or partly through my highschool years.
Once I had gotten out of highschool you know what my dream was?
To survive.
Ive spent the last 5 years with two roommates (one of which is now an ex after 12 years) wishing that I could somehow get some kind of windfall to get a place that's my own so I don't have to pay rent, because if i were to move out, my expenses would TRIPLE at minimum, meaning that I wouldnt be able to save money anymore.
I haven't taken a legitimate vacation longer than about 4 days since 2000 fucking 11 outside of being between jobs, because I fear not having funds to simply just survive.
And that's with some savings (like, between 5-10k and I still feel like that).
As a kind, 20$ used to feel like 100$. As an adult 100$ feels like 5$.
Yea, inflation and all that, but being older having money feels different because of bills. 1000$ isnt much money to have, but it's a lot to owe or need to spend.
I'm getting off topic though.
Is that are in this age range, and the new teenagers, our dreams have either been crushed long ago or have become ever unobtainable with how the world is. It's not uncommon for the joke of "when will WW3 be?" Among those of us to be said, but UNIRONICALLY.
I miss having dreams to look forward to, but hate that I was never really going to be able to achieve them. And looking to the future most kids will likely never even consider having the kind of dreams some of us had when we were younger simply because they are already going to see the world is fucked, and they have to try and plan their future based purely on what's going to help them simply survive.
#rambling#random rant#ranting#yea i may be a bit depressed right now#aint guna dpend money on therapy#cuz im stingy with money out of fear#and i can just rant to the empty space that is usually my blog#with the pretend notion that itll be seen#cuz yea sometimes it does#but most of the time it doesnt#i miss having dreams to work towards
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did i really just deadass read a post about recognizing a//i images (i did it for signs of a//i "photos" to be informed about deepfakes) which had "notice the dead look in his eyes" (and its a picture of a guy with my normal resting expression) and a section on a//i drawing styled images which lists "a strong blush in the middle of the face and ears" as a possible a//i gene//rated image sign...
#maybe i am too autistic for the former part#for the latter part i LOVE putting blushies on my characters cheeks and when theyre elves on the ears#and some of the art styles they used as examples r kinda... what my more elaborate style would have been like were i much more skilled#so like... is the only part separating me from rotten tomatoes is that im bad at it#but that doesnt motivate me to improve does it?#i think i am done here. i dont think i will be able to post my art the same way ever again#i wont feel at ease with fellow artists because the community is Like That and feel no desire to make friends with any anymore rly#im done. maybe i should just crochet or whatever instead.#and just doodle my gen//pact coop adventures with my friend for the exclusive viewing of said friend#im not rly afraid of being targeted or anything. i am not good enough. but the atmosphere? this aint it.#i dont want to be in such a place#having read what i mentioned above im just lying here like (ʘ‿ʘ;)#what the fuck did i just witness??#i rly came for useful infos but instead... that??#how interesting - i long dreamed of making money with my art and selling merch and such and now i think that wont be possible -#not because of a//i gen//erated images posed as the bogeyman. but because of how rancid the artistic space has become over them.#so whos stealing my opportunities really?..
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agh i need a poly dravasarala/reader fic in my life that i have too few spoons to write ourselves
#THEM your honor#we have. SO many prompts and ideas and scenarios and background establishments for reader that well probably never get to share#because free time nowadays is. zero#though a girlboything sure can dream#just rambling#ask me about my expanse au and you shall receive a 5 hour powerpoint presentation. we are good at those.#im procrastinating on everything social now because my suplements aint working 👍 but yeah we might give a 5 hour presentation one day
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