#notice how they are all lesbians / hj

[attoadney]

girls ..

[yours-trulyy]

gonna post all of my omori headcanons right here before i forget lol. spoilers obviously just be warned. n yes i ship kimbrey be afraid (/hj) this isss a work in progress which is why basils section is barely done

👤 :: before incident

👥 :: after incident

🫂 :: post ending (good/bad ending is stated)

ahem so

☆ SUNNY

{ he / him (cisgender male) ,, bisexual (not aware) }

— nicknames :: sunny-d, sun-sun, sunshine (he hates all of these nicknames (besides sunshine since MARI used to call him that)

— allergic to peanuts and has asthma

— obviously has some sort of ptsd + selective mutism

— 👤 :: loves coloring books (KEL found him coloring in an old preschool coloring book but SUNNY said he thinks coloring books are for kids.)

— 👤 :: loves bracelets ,, mainly because AUBREY would make him a bunch that he has an entire box of all sorts of bracelets.

— 👤 :: loves capri-suns. hands down.

— 👤 :: hates movie theater seats because he claims their sticky and wet and just smell weird. he loves movies though.

— 👤 :: hates the smell of rubbing alcohol and nail polish. he only likes very specific perfume scents but he doesnt like too much either (he’s very picky when it comes to perfume because of his sister)

— 👤 :: literally only got into Disney because AUBREY was into it. (his favorite disney movie is the princess and the frog change my mind)

— 👥 :: SUNNY took MARI’s polo and V-Neck sweater and it fit him perfectly. he had to improvise on the bottom though so he also took MARI’s old shorts. SUNNY’s mom took her tie without him knowing though so he thinks it’s lost.

— 👥 :: still wears a few bracelets that AUBREY gave him years back. (she forgot about them so it was a shocker that he still kept them all these years)

— 👥 :: he’s in denial about AUBREY dating KIM, but he genuinely doesn’t have a crush on her anymore because of how much she’s changed.

☆ AUBREY

{ she / they (demigirl) ,, lesbian (aware + in a relationship) }

— nicknames :: aubs ,, aubergine

— not allergic to anything but despises sea food

— badd anger issues

— 👤 :: made bracelets for everyone. she had a hyperfixation on bracelets for some reason.

— 👤 :: totally oblivious to SUNNY’s crush on them even though everyone kept telling her.

— 👤 :: definitely thought that she was weird for liking girls and never told anyone.

— 👤 :: made matching bracelets for her and MARI (MARI got pink and they got purple)

— 👤 :: mari was the one who gave them the bracelet kit in the first place (she still has it)

— 👥 :: still wears their matching bracelet with MARI even though she’s gone

— 👥 :: has a secret cosplaying obsession but only kim knows about it. they went to a convention out of town and absolutely adored it

— 👥 :: loves music, definitely a TV Girl fan. (i can see her loving the heavy metal and like emo/scene genre)

— 👥 :: paints her nails with KIM (they match, AUBREY does pink and KIM does blue.)

— 👥 :: had gotten MARI’s old clothes as hand-me-downs since MARI’s mom noticed how she would always wear the same outfit everyday.

— 👥 :: has a total of 13 sketchbooks and counting, loves drawing.

☆ KEL

{ he / him (trans ftm) ,, bisexual (aware) }

— has no nicknames (deadname : Kelsie)

— lactose intolerance but somehow still unaware despite thousands of times throwing up from a single drop of milk

— has ADHD

— probably is on the spectrum of autism

— 👤 :: definitely had a sonic/mario phase as a kid,, he was obsessed with pokemon (specifically charzard) when he was like 8 and still has a small interest in it now

— 👤 :: would slap AUBREY in the face with any sticky hand he could get his hands on

—👤 :: being trans is one of the reasons why his parents neglect him besides the fact that he’ll “never meet their standards.”

— 👤 :: hates how much HERO smothers him with gifts.

— 👤 :: His parents deadname him and he actively states he’s uncomfortable with it but his parents genuinely do not care at all.

— 👥 :: HERO would genuinely still be the only one supporting KEL. Examples: showing up to his basketball games, buying him a new basketball, getting him new shoes, just overall doing what his parents never wanted to do.

— 👥 :: KEL was actually really excited.. not really more than excited when the friend group got back together. He had felt completely alone since AUBREY, SUNNY, HERO, and MARI were gone all from their own circumstances so all he had was BASIL.

☆ HERO

{ he / him (cismale) ,, hetero + aromantic (active ally) }

— has no nicknames (besides the name HERO itself) except MARI’s few nicknames (Examples: “Good Lookin’, My Hero in Shining Armor, etc)

— allergic to pollen ,, he has to take a lot of medication just to come over to see KEL

— probably has OCD but doesn’t have the time to get professionally diagnosed due to how busy he is with college.

— a very active supporter of the LGBTQ+ community because of his brother.

— 👤 :: hates how his parents never cared about his brother at all, they didn’t put an effort for him.

— 👤 :: has a small collection of pins for some reason. he’s the type to collect little things because he finds them fun.

— 👤 :: loves going out on picnics. when the group all went out on a picnic together for the first time HERO discovered his own personal liking to them.

— 👤 :: planned out his entire life with MARI one day. They said they would go to college and share a dorm, then work together and make enough money to travel the world together and start a family of their own.

— 👤 :: MARI was genuinely everything to him and he loved spending time with her.

— 👤 :: secretly an astrology and dungeons and dragons geek but never really told anyone

— 👥 :: HERO was actually the one who put in the most money to get KEL his transition surgery.

— 👥 :: buys KEL anything he wants. like literally anything. before he was saving his money to have a family but now he just wants to make his brother happy.

— 👥 :: every christmas HERO would get KEL a lot. like literally shower him in things he would probably never use in exchange for getting at least one A or even a B in one of his classes.

— 👥 :: KEL’s personal tutor. HERO was able to explain concepts that were actually understandable.

— 👥 :: sometimes when HERO needs a break from school (which is rare) he’ll come over for a day or two and just check in with KEL. they usually play games or go to the park like usual.

— 👥 :: doesn’t really care for social media that much besides for family. he made a Facebook account that hasn’t been posted in for a few years.

— 👥 :: definitely goes (or tries to) to every one of KEL’s basketball games and he’s always the loudest one there. KEL would always be embarrassed when HERO would cheer KEL on.

☆ BASIL

{ any prns (he/him pref, genderfluid) ,, demiromantic + pan }

— nicknames :: flower boy (literally only used once, he doesn’t have any nicknames besides that)

— allergic to soy and lactose intolerant

— obviously has ptsd + social anxiety

— 👤 :: doess have his ears pierced and he has a few sets of earrings thanks to MARI and HERO during christmas.

— 👤 :: he used to be obsessed with bugs when he was younger but that transformed to an obsession with plants.

— 👤 :: he has a really reallyy bad habit of biting his nails.

— 👤 :: hes thought about growing fruits (specifically watermelon) but never really invested in the idea

— 👤 :: has a secret tumblr blog (i can imagine him roleplaying)

— 👤 :: definitely on top of all of his classes, he gets all A’s and when he doesn’t he feels bad

☆ MARI

{ she/her (cisfem) ,, hetero (active ally) }

— no nicknames surprisingly (but does tease others with their nicknames)

— not allergic to anything

— has really bad OCD

— 👤 :: always told the gang that once she gets a car she would drive the gang everywhere. (she specifically told AUBREY that as soon as she got her car they could go for a girls day and she could finally get her ears pierced and they would get matching earrings.)

— 👤 :: AUBREY and her were secret gossip buddies like they always would fill each other in with whats going on.

— 👤 :: had a small obsession with nail polish (and by small i mean she had an entire box of just nail polish, this is why SUNNY doesn’t like the smell of it or immense perfume)

[valleyfthdolls]

More Gal rewrite content 🙏🙏🙏

I am a man crawling through the desert to find the oasis of the Gals /silly

YAYY YIPPEE I LOVE MY GAL REWRITES

I'm gonna do a bullet list for this as I tend to

I love the idea of instead of the girls being shallow bullies, they're the equivalent of that girl gang in 80s who were bullied by boys and formed a gang to protect themselves and other girls from bullying. They definitely come off much less antagonistic and outright mean than the 202X mode delinquents, because they're easier to befriend, don't berate and mock everyone who comes near them, and don't belittle you for trying to befriend them on the assumption that you're doing it because you're being bullied.

I like to imagine the girls as queer. Specifically I think that Hana is a lesbian and Kokoro is a trans woman at least, based on their color schemes. As for the others, I see them as being bi or pansexual and probably polyamorous. I think it's funny to imagine that their whole little side quest or whatever about getting Gema their affection is them deciding he's cool enough to join the polycule /hj

As for why my versions of the gals don't get along with Hosho (Horuda), I honestly think it's the simple fact that they think she's creepy, and she resents them for that because that's been the defense of the people who's bullied her all her life: "she's just creepy." Of course, she's not actually interested in being shows what their friend, she just thinks it sucks that they think she's creepy too.

I think my tidbit about my Hoshiko ripping out a bully's hair shows what kind of a person she is. I imagine that she was probably being bullied for her weight and appearance (since my redesign does have Hoshiko as plus sized) and she just snapped and started tearing into the girl, slapping the shit out of her, and just yanked an entire chunk of hair out. She struggles to not take things too far, and her responses to things are often disproportionately intense. She takes pride in this because it gets people off her back, but she knows that it's not a good thing.

Since it's planned that in the future, you should be able to join Musume's friend group, I wonder what the gals would think abt Ayano as a member of the group. Lemme cook for a sec

Kashiko would be wary of her because she's creepy, but since I imagine Kashiko is a frequent client of Info-chan to keep track of what people are saying and doing around school, Ayano could convince Info-chan to help her gain Kash's trust. After that, I think Kashiko would probably cheer her on a lot. She'd take it as a challenge to try to get Ayano to laugh, smile, etc.

Hoshiko would Get Ayano's struggles. Complain to her sometimes abt how stupid she finds it that they have to pretend to be a totally different person and whatever so other people don't think they're evil, but then people ALSO think they're evil FOR pretending, and Ayano has her face buried in her hands going "oh my god yeah. dude you get it it's HELL"

I think Kokoro would recognize the way Ayano mirrors their behaviors as her own behavior and want to help her fit in. Initially, she'd be intimidated, but once she noticed that, she'd be like ohh, I understand what's happening here and start helping Ayano, like telling her abt the basics of gyaru makeup and fashion, doing her nails, giving her tips, etc.

Hana would appreciate Ayano's ability to mask I think. She'd encourage her to loosen up in private, though. They'd talk shit in private together I think, but both of them are publicly very calm.

Musume would love Ayano, or at least the idea of her, because she feels like she's really sticking it to her dad by both making another "perfectly good girl" into a member of her little gang and befriending the Aishis' kid. She'd be kind of the overbearing type who Ayano doesn't actually need to say anything around. I think she doesn't realize that she likes the idea of Ayano more than Ayano herself, though, because Ayano is such a masker that she is always others' idea of her.

I can imagine Musume just absolutely flooding her Line account with videos and selfies of her and Ayano going out to get sodas and bubble tea and snacks to meet up with the girlfriends and having her arm around Ayano's shoulder the whole time, right up next to her in every photo and doing little kissy faces and peace signs at the camera.

Because of Ayano's social chameleon traits, I think she'd fit in fine and the girls would probably be equally flirty with her as they are with each other, ask her opinions on things and people, etc, but it would also be so funny if she was like that one meme that's like "apparently the reason I've felt so outcast in my friend group is that they're all in a polyamorous relationship and didn't tell me????"

[stonechatcher]

Creepypasta headcanons.

Jeff The Killer is MLM or gay

Toby is bi (likes men more)

Masky is pan

Hoodie is MLM or gay

Slenderman is aroace

Jane is a lesbian

Eyeless Jack is MLM or gay

Ben is pan

Nina is bi (likes men more)

Clockwork is a lesbian

Jeff is poly with Toby, E.J Hoodie, Masky, and Ben (who are all dating each other)

Nina is single (still has a massive crush on Jeff).

Clockwork and Jane are together.

Slenderman is single and not ready to mingle/hj.

Ben and Jeff are the closest out of them all.

Clockwork and Jane are the best couple.

Jane doesn't like Nina because of how much she likes Jeff.

Clockwork is frenemies with Toby.

Jeff dislikes Ninanormally.

Ben hits on everyone. (besides Slenderman and Clockwork)

Masky and Hoodie go on the most missions together.

Jeff normally does missions alone or with E.J.

Nina and Toby are besties.

Ben cheats agents Toby all the time in games. Toby doesn't notice.

Ben cheated agents Masky once and Masky just stopped playing as soon as he did.

Jeff also cheats on games.

[fishstickfeind]

IMAGINE THE CARS (mainly the women because my lesbian heart can’t contain how much i love them) BULLYING YOU AND THEN PAMPERING YOU AFTER WARD

like the chieftess would physically beat you, causing you to have bruises all over your body, and making you feel so sore every time you hang out with her. But then she hugs you tight, stroking your hair while you sat on her lap, and telling you how much a of a good companion you are.

Mia and tia would belittle you so hard about everything. About your looks, about your intelligence, and the worst thing about it was they would be subtle and jokingly about it, making you unable to comprehend if they meant it or not. But they would also treat you so lovingly, feeding you when you didn’t have food, helping you pick out clothes and dressing you in theirs, just to make you feel guilty for being mad at them. You were the best friend that would stay by their side forever, right?

i don’t really see sally as a bully, but thinking about her past self being one is just YES. She would give you the most expensive gifts, treating you with the most luxurious things, only to make you deal with their manipulative tactics by forcing you on their lap and holding your face up to them so you look at them straight in the eye when she beats you up. But don’t worry, you’ll still get your jewels if you stay with her forever

(I’m sorry for the long ask lmao there might be grammar errors)

You…you do realize I’m a massive simp for Chick and Jackson right? What do you think i spend my time imagining? /lh/nm/hj

I feel like Sally would for sure have something in her, she had some hard back hand comments towards Lightning, so if her past was a bully she definitely got some secret side still tucked away

I enjoy this concept maybe too much HFNNDNS especially cause it results in the reader being toyed with or them fighting back and putting the others in their place, or a back and forth thing between them.

Mia and Tia verbally abusing the reader and Chieftess physically hurting the reader is very in character for them. I don’t know if it’s the hurt-comfort in me or my wild taste in things but very good thinking concept

No worries!!! Long asks aren’t a problem for me at all I don’t mind them!! And I am king of typos so if there are any grammar errors my brain normally doesn’t notice them and if I do then I don’t mind fnnfmsjfn

[aceofvernons]

15 questions, 15 mutuals

taged by @boochans ty for tagging me in so much stuff ilysm <333

1. are you named after anyone?

my name xanthe specifically has xanthe huynh as my namesake, she's a voice actor for a couple of my favorite characters and i also love the name so much ^^

2. when was the last time you cried?

earlier today, i was watching a game with a couple of my friends and we were all voice acting for it and we just finished the game today. there was a scene near the end of the game where two characters reunite after a really long time and it was very touching. the game is 'super lesbian animal rpg' if anyone is interested! (yes that is the actual name of the game)

3. do you have kids?

nope. not going to have any either. closest thing i have to one is my lovely demon winry, who's black and white and fluffy ♡

4. do you use sarcasm a lot?

yeah i'd say so. i think i used to be snarkier when i was younger, but i'm still full of quips sometimes.

5. what sports do you play/have played?

ah, i haven't really played any sports formally, but i used to take taekwondo in middle school! sometimes i really do miss taking a martial art

6. what's the first thing you notice about people?

their clothes and how tall they are!

7. what's your eye color?

dark brown, if i didn't like dyeing my hair so often i'd be subject to the 'my hair and eyes are basically the same color' curse. it's not really a bad thing though imo i just like messing with my hair

8. scary movies or happy endings?

happy endings! i am unfortunately an overly anxious weenie who's got very little stomach for horror depite being one myself (/hj)

9. any special talents?

i think this counts more as a skill, but i've gotten really good at calculating time differences when i became friends with people who lived in different time zones from me. i also (roughly) remember the time differences of most places in the world from me. if that doesn't count as a special talent i also have the ability to recognize like every seventeen song ever for whatever that's worth.

10. where were you born?

i was born in one of the probably dozens of cities that surround los angeles, california. i still live in the area now, but it's massive so this doesn't mean much.

11. what are your hobbies?

i love playing video games, writing, reading, listening to music, and attempting to become the color blue. (the last one is only partially a joke)

12. do you have any pets?

i do!!! i mentioned her in #3 but her name's winry, she's 6, and she loves committing crimes against me but she's so lovely that i can't stay mad at her for long ♡

13. how tall are you?

i'm 5'0 or 152cm! the odds were stacked against me for my height, my body pushed me to the five foot mark then gave up ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

14. favorite subject in school?

uh, history? i guess? science classes were fun too when i wasn't being bombarded with numbers

15. dream job?

i really want to work as a researcher of some kind, helping people and maybe writing some studies. i wrote one in my most recent semester of college, and just the process of putting together information and trying to prove something new is really interesting. realistically though i just want a job that will be kind to my neurodivergent and disabled ass (doubtful)

i'm leaving this as open taglist because it's 3 am and i stopped doing a project for today and i ache from it </3 if anyone sees this and thinks it's interesting enough to do, consider yourself tagged ♡ but i probably will be going to bed after this

[mumuugi]

୭ 𝘀𝗼 𝗰𝘂𝘁𝗲 !

୨୧ pairings : arashi x fem!reader

୨୧ warnings : overstimulation, oral sex (recieving), pet names

arashi LOVES to spoil you in bed, just listening to you whine her name out riles her up even more <3

I LOVE LESBIANS!!!! RARAARRH!! also hey look my first enstars fic no way.. hope yall enjoy it! arashi w pussy eating has been messing w my mind recently and i just need to let it out. i love her so much

all your pleas went out her other ear, giving no mind to it as she continues to overstimulate your cunt. arashi was drunk off your pussy, lapping it up like as if it’s her last meal

listening to your whines are like music to her ears knowing that she’s the one who’s making you feel this way. her eyes trail up your body to your glistening face, god how lucky she is to have you as her girlfriend. everything about you is perfect

she must admit, seeing you like this always sets something off in her. i mean, it’s kinda your fault for being so cute for her! but how can she resist? she would always spoil you in every way possible just so she could see you in this state— not like you have a choice anyway

“look at you, princess~ always so wet for me.. you love this, don’t you?” arashi parts away from your pussy, eyes burning deep into yours waiting for an answer but all you could give out is a meek whine and she takes it as a “yes, please give me more~”

you on the other hand was trembling from the overstimulation, hands gripping your pillow tightly to your chest. you can’t do anything to stop her from this, her grip on your thighs were too tight, making sure that you won’t move away from her.

your eyes look down to where arashi’s at, your vision was blurry due to the tears in your eyes welling up. arashi hums tenderly, vibrations sending off to your entire body shocking you as you came for god knows how many times has it been today

“a-arashi! too m-muchh!~” you screamed out, hands leaving your pillow to grip on arashi’s hair to push her away. all she let out is a small giggle, leaving your abused pussy as she kisses your clit one last time

you look up to her with teary eyes, she looks so disheveled—

hair all messed up, lips covered in your juices as it drips down her chin to her chest. her eyes were driven with lust. before you could even speak she cuts you off with a deep kiss, getting a taste of yourself on her lips as you both whine into the kiss

arashi parts away from the kiss leaving a trail of spit between you both. you felt something between your legs and as you look down you saw that she was painfully hard. arashi noticed you staring and brought you to her lips for a small peck

“you did so good for me my sweet~ i can’t help it but you’re just too cute right now.. are you fine with another round?”

you felt bad for her, she gave you her sweet puppy eyes hoping that you’d let her have you again. you sighed, nodding and instantly she pins you back down on the bed

“thank you thank you thank youu! i promise you that i’ll make you feel real good~” and before you knew it, you were driven back to the state of euphoria

the world needs MORE enstars smut. we r lacking in it i’m so dissapointed ong. 😞 so don’t forget to like share and subscribe for more enstars porn 😍😜/hj

[conagherwilbur]

I present to you...

Stop-Motion Photos!!

[from the Fireman Sam Annual 1988 !]

I LOVE THESE SO MUCH these are ... mostly the reason why i bought the annual before waiting for a better price (fucking $70 for the bastard)

i Cannot under any circumstances wait to receive my daily dose of puppet people /j

Here we go! Teeny Jupiter on an unspecified road! I’ve never noticed that ladder before in the show, i wonder if Pontypandy was sort of built by water originally?? or maybe that road is built across a mini dam; I remember in one of the buzz books there was a story about everyone going to the beach and idk if it specified how close or far it was from the village but 👀 there were houses in the background.

Have i ever said how much i love Normans stupid little haircut.. ITS LIKE HE NEVER COMBS IT its a fuckimg mop turn him upside down and drag him across the floor. no but please give him a lil ponytail or a bun and watch him suffer /hj ALSO THE FLOWERING PLANT GROWING FROM THE TOP OF THAT VIADUCT,, I LOVE HOW MUCH DETAIL THERE IS IN ALL THE SETS!

We can get a good look at Dilys’s hair in this, kind of forgot she has hair OOPS.. but like for real i wonder what it would look like when her curlers were taken out?? hate or love the girl she’s got to have some bitchin’ hair /pos

AS WELL AS SAM, IDK WHAT IT IS ABOUT THESE PICTURES BUT ITS JUST..... SO INVIGORATING TO SEE THEIR FACES UP CLOSE IN HIGH QUALITY LO0K AT THE MAN!! LOOK AT HIS STUPID PAPER MOUTH i want to eat it . and the way his quiff fucking dips down at the end I LOVE HOW UNKEMPT IT LOOKED IN THE FIRST THREE SEASONS LIKE YEAH HONEY GO JUST GET UP AND BRUSH YOUR HAIR WITH A TOOTHBRUSH

Here's Bella, the awesome woaman who didn’t deserve to be stereotyped as an idiot in most of the booksssss 😬 but like... ngl damn she looks fine *wrist flick* not that im a lesbian but......................... /hj

anyways i would love to see her hair upclose its so fucking pretty I LOVE her sense of fashion too bih pleasge let me see the rest of your wardrobe

the puppies :) i have no idea what kind of hairstyle James is supposed to have AT ALL but.. i kind of like to think he styles it a bit after his uncle, but his hair is longer so he makes do with a hefty fuckin cowlick and omf PLEASE with the little hairs sticking out on the crown of their heads i want that utilized more in general please

also also im kinda jealous of Sarah’s overalls girl please who tf made those for you or WHERE DID YOU BUY THEM bc i want pink overalls with a scenic tree in the center

Poopiter once again pulling into the fire station driveway.. love how awkward and unbalanced the house on the left is LOL i also rly like the implications that Pontypandy has a very condensed neighborhood area and the high street (inlcudes Dilys’s shop, Bella’s cafe, the park) is rly the only market place in town n then the outskirts are almost NOTHING

EELIVS MY BELOVED HELLO!! I LOVE this picture for... two reasons mostly, one is because of Elvis thats literally it. jk but GOD im .imfm,,, i love how he’s so tall his shirt sleeves (and sometimes the collar) stick out of his uniform and ig his hair looks so malleable i want to compress it with a hydraulic press. i wonder how much pomade he goes through in a week?? the other reason is that... Jupiter’s tire looks VERY out of place, in the sense that it looks like she’s almost tilted to the side somehow?? Like gurl you dont look like you’re planted on the ground 🙄

AND THEN FINALLY THIS ONE!! This is the exact picture Sam keeps on his nightstand minus Sarah and James, which is super cool to me honestly;;; bc like i can just imagine they were both plucked from the set after their picture was taken and just shoved somewhere else (delicately, they are flowers) Theres two versions of Fireman Sam i love; one is the show and the other is the puppets themselves. i have such a burning desire to go and rob them from whoever owns them and just. holld them 🥺 do i overshare my thoughts? yes i do but this may be the only chance i get and im going at it 100%

..................

im... so sorry for literally only posting random pictures from all the annuals i own and that are also NOT ONLINE FOR PEOPLE TO VIEW... I SWEAR ill upload them all to internet archive at some point

i also need to .yknow WRITE, OR DRAW AND NOT JUST SHARE TEHSE although yall seem to like them :) unfortunately tho there aren’t any other pictures like these in the annuals :(

anyway YES HERE YOU GO another weeks-worth of me rambling about pictures of puppets i love with all my heart

[omegawolverine]

4 26 27 28 34 <3

sorry these are out of order. i am a mess.

Past labels you’ve used?

gonna leave out the ones that were in my "experimental phase" (there was like a month where i was just label hopping with a lot of less common ones and most of them i dont even remember which is why im skipping them + they barely had any impact on me bc they lasted so little time) buuuut in order from my first official "coming out" (i literally just casually mentioned it, as i have with most of my identities to date. i dont Do coming out) we have:

-bisexual

-bisexual genderfluid

-pansexual genderfluid

-pansexual nonbinary

-Not Straight but questioning How Much Not Straight (i usually said unlabeled) nonbinary

-queer nonbinary

-still queer but questioning even more nonbinary

Some characters you headcanon as LGBT+?

literally all of them? but my favorite ones/more controversial ones are:

-light yagami is aroace

-bakugou katsuki is ftm

-ticci toby is a poly pansexual transmasc

-pidge gunderson is a nonbinary transmasc (i have never once called pidge by katie or she/her bc it genuinely Does Not Feel Natural)

-kiara carrera is a lesbian

-dil pickles (yes, the rugrats/all grown up character) is a nonbinary any pronouns user

-every soul eater mc is trans. maka and tsubaki are is mtf, soul kid and patty are nonbinary, crona is agender, black star is ftm, liz IDs as transfem, nothing more, nothing less

If you’re not cis, do you want HRT and/or surgery?

currently i want neither...? and maybe its just a bit of internalized transphobia on my part but im always worried that if i do ever decide to get surgery or HRT i will regret it/realize i was "faking it" or something? idk. im not a fan of my chest, especially bc its pretty noticeable and the binder i have does not actually make me flat but also there is a part of me that cant picture me without my chest and im not sure if getting surgery would actually make me happy or if my chest is just something i have to learn to love bc having it doesnt make me any less trans and im finally starting to learn that now that im older and not actively consuming harmful transmed content that made me miserable. as for HRT, the only thing id want out of it is a more masculine facial structure which isnt a guarentee + i wouldnt like any of the other shit that comes with it (specifically facial hair). my ideal self is feminine rat boy, but that is not easily achievable for me and i dont think surgery or HRT would get me closer to that, so tldr: no plans for it currently.

Some LGBT+ pairings you ship?

these are just whatever ones come to mind first tbh

-kiribaku/shinbaku/kirishinbaku

-mayward

-flutterdash/appledash/flutterappledash (or any of these combos + rarity)

-kyoya/tamaki has a grip on my fucking heart

-shikacho

-momojirou

Any celebrity crushes?

i hate this question bc i have them but i can never remember them when im asked?? also these crushes never have anything to do with personality bc ive never been invested in a show or movie cast besides the IT cast but uhm.

-vernon from svt (this one DOES have to do with personality)

-matthew lillard ofc

-ill be the first to admit that matt champion still does something to me (as does most of brockhampton but specifically him)

-sharon needles (yes personality is slightly involved)

-natasha lyonne (full package)

-jaden smith

-jeongin (holds his hand gently im /parasocially in love)

-ashnikko (full package pt2, i want her to call me a cunt)

and if ccs count for this:

-wilbur soot (wbk)

-unironically willne

-kennie jd

-f1nn5ter (i want to hold his hand but i also want to be him)

-emma langevin (ideal woman /hj)

-justaminx (see note above)

[thewhizzyhead]

you very much Should Keep going (if you’d like) I’m reading your tags like 👀👀👀 I wanna know More!!!

dude believe me i only just thought up 90% 9f this while doing my math homework last night so yea this is very barebones and this is very very new have very little to offer but um imma try to explain a bit more fjdjdc SO ANYWAYS GRADE 11

Warning: this is very long and I am very sorry aaAAAA also i only just thought of this last night and a while ago while attending class so um yea it's chaotic.

the songs i've mentioned so far in the tag ramble aren't um consecutive so yeah there are a lot of blank spaces in between fjsjsj and yea I haven't figured out the other leads and their arcs yet (probably 5-6 leads). for now um the planned songs feature 3 of the leads:

Kate - basically answers the question of What If Eva Sanchez Was The Protagonist and What If Eva Sanchez Saw The Hell That Is Don't Even (in this show, this song is called "Anakpota?" or "The Fuck?"); she's a transferee and is having a bit of a hard time adjusting to the new school environment; her reasons for transferring run a bit deeper than just "humanities is a lot more interesting than stem or business shits"; i guess her main character themes are burnout, the want for childlike wonder again and overcoming the fear that comes with chasing what you really want and no i am definitely not self projecting what are you guys talking about smh rhhdhs /hj (altho i admit that this is loosely based on my own experience with deciding to transfer schools) and yea she's a very closeted lesbian that slowly starts to comes out to others and to herself more throughout the course of the show. and also she gets a girlfriend YAY

Noel - rn i don't have that much planned out for him cause u know barebones plot but so far um i guess he's the chill dude, overall good guy, rantaro amami from danganronpa v3 vibes, and he's initially framed as the "love interest" for Kate esp in the song "Ikaw Ba Ay..." or "Are You..." (i wanted that to be a play on the typical Filipino Teen Hetero Romance CAUSE THAT SHIT IS IN EVERYWHERE JFJSJD I AM GONNA MAKE A WHOLEASS RANT ON THAT SOON AND NOBODY CAN STOP ME) but surprise motherfucker BOTH OF THEM ARE GAY AND BOTH BOND OVER IT AND BECOME BEST FRIENDS YAY WOOOO i kinda want him to be like the typical "Filipino Teen Heartthrob" star student with the twist being that he's gay and not make that a throwaway joke cause um yea that's a throwaway joke here that someone who is real catch for the heteros but is actually gay is "sayang" or "worthless" here.

Ella - ngl she is probably gonna end up as the main lead here fjdjd i'd say she has riley+chess vibes aka The School's Hotshot Achiever and Student Leader That Is Very Intimidating But Is Actually Really Freaking Kind and i guess with a dash of Kate Dalton-ish snark. Like i said the plot is barebones rn so i dunno anything but i do imagine them being the one that drives the plot forward due to her outspokenness. I also imagine her to be the one (along with Noel) that makes Kate a lil bit more comfortable with her sexuality and yup you guessed it Ella is gay too (bi to be specific oh and she uses she/they pronouns) and altho still a bit closeted, they're a bit more comfy with it. also they become Kate's gf yay!

those are the leads that i have kinda planned out so far but yea i still gotta expound kna lot of atuff and make up more leads for this but then again i just started conceptualizing this last night so ANYWAYS HERE ARE THE OTHERS SONGS THAT I LITERALLY JUST THOUGHT UP LAST NIGHT (aside from the ones already mentioned)

+ "Nakakapanibago" or "Well This Is New" - Ella and Kate work together on a school project aaand gay panic ensues. both of them take turns in addressing the audience and panicking over each other in um er an "Oh My God She's Very Fucking Cute What The Fuck" way. it kinda has What Is This Feeling from Wicked vibes if you remove the aggression and antagonization jdjsd and i kinda emphasize on how overwhelmed they are cause for Kate, everything - from the school to the subjects to the people - is new and her attraction to Ella is like a cherry bomb on top of a chaos cake while for Ella, who has studied in the school since kindergarten which is why nothing about the school fazes her anymore, Kate is a literal breath of fresh air and the spontaneity scares them and excites them at the same time. The number is comedic (and is chance for me to add a shit ton of wordplay cause yAY WORDPLAY) but i guess also hints at their fears which will definitely come into play later.

+ "Mabuting Laban" or "Good Fight" - a group number led by Ella, this is the first song in the musical that isn't mostly comedic. like um the musical so far (before this song) is mostly somewhat of a parody-just-for-laughs-don't-take-this-seriously piece but with this, the show finally hints to something a lot more serious and insightful. so basically ella tells kate (this scene comes right after the Nakakapanibago sequence) that they have noticed that the latter is um very very shocked at the blatant show of LGBTQ+ stuff. Kate mentions that altho many students have since then spoke up for LGBTQ+ acceptance, things were a lot more conservative back in her former school (once again wooo definitely not self projection /hj) so like seeing all this is very new to her. Ella then mentions that things weren't always like that - a lot of fighting had to be done in order to get to that point. and because most of the students already were branded with a rebellious reputation (for a lot of delinquent behavior), they really didn't give a fuck anymore if they were being controversial or not. What mattered was that they would make the school environment a lot more welcoming for themselves and for others. That sentiment is also shared by other leads singing along as they go out of their way to ensure a much better environment for everyone (in terms of lgbtq+ rights, undoing the stigmatization of mental health matters, student activism yadda yadda)

(oh and also this kinda serves as something that bridges the prejudices between the two schools since Ella's school is famous for a lot of student delinquency while Kate's former school is famous for being known as the "Best School In The Region With The Best Students" (which is why Ella understands why the students in Kate's school are a bit more hesitant to speak up because Kate's former schoolmates got way too much to lose) and the rivalry those schools have with each other cause students from ella's school think those from kate's school are pompous little shits while those from kate's school think that ella's schoolmates are delinquents and yes this is commentary on the dynamic my former school'scstudents and my current school's students share) (i should probably give this its own song)

+ "Ayoko" or " I Don't Want It" - (this does not come right after Mabuting Laban fjsjd i honestly dunno where to put this) this comes right after a conversation regarding her reputation in her former school and yea this is Kate poking fun at the "I Want" song musical trope. Like um she addresses the audience saying something along the lines of "oooohh wow complicated backstory exposition! you are probably expecting a song rn ala "How Far I'll Go" from Moana but guess what bitches fuck you all cause i'm gonna sing a song about the things I don't want just to fucking annoy you." it starts off as incredibly satirical and um Kate Dalton-vibes all throughout the scene with lots of pettiness which will then gradually transition to her singing about how she threw all the opportunities presented to her by the former school just because she really didn't want to do them and was tired of saying "yes" just to be enough for them. She then starts singing about her taking control of her own narrative by finally leaving the school. She still laments about those lost opportunities and admits that she still kinda wants to pursue those, but if she has to sacrifice rest for greatness, then she doesn't want it. The song ends with a verse akin to most I Want songs as she finally admits what she really wants the most: rest and wonder.

also here's a verse i made up just a while ago

Diyos ko, sabihin mo, ano pa ang kailangan kong gawin/upang mabawi ang mga ninakaw sa akin/upang maibalik ang pag-asang nawala/upang sa wakas ako'y makakapagpahinga/sapagkat hindi na ako nagnanais ng kadakilaan/ang hinihingi ko lamang ay ang aking kabataan

translation (i'll try my best to make it rhyme): My God, tell me, what else do i have to do/so I can take back all that they have taken from me/so that I can bring back the hope I've long so been deprived of/so that for once in my life, I'll be able to breathe/ cause I no longer want all the greatness that you say I could've had/ I only want to wonder, I only want my childhood back

+ "Halos Lagi Nalang"or "Almost Always The Same" - if this sounds familiar yes i rambled about this before gjdjdjd I started conceptualizing this song even before i even started conceptualizing the musical. So yea this is in Act 2 the song starts with mentioning the exhaustion that comes with being an LGBTQ+ teen in the philippines cause yup same old conservative religious bullshit same old same old shit and despite many a lot of people advocating for LGBTQ+ rights, nothing ever changes around here because well conservative religious bullshit. so yea this is kind of an extension of "Good Fight" but make it more about the burnout felt by a lot of teens that want something better than whatever we have right now. Then it will also apply to the other causes that the leads fight for (activism,destigmatization of mental health stuffs, etc). I'd say it's a combination of Before the Breakdown + Move On musically speaking (yea PMA has influenced me by a LOT). eventually this becomes one of the star numbers fo the show cause yea all the leads will do a shit ton of singing and harmonizing (but for here i'd say Noel and Kate have a tiny bit more of the spotlight since for now they are the ones with the very LGBTQ+ based plotlines). I really REEAAALLY want this song to work aaaa i've been playing around with the melody a lot recently and if i can't write the whole musical, then i'll be content with at the very least writing this song

+ "Try Lang Natin" or "Let's Try It Out" - this is a very barebones sequence atm but basically it's a scene where both Kate and Ella come to terms with their fears related to uncertainty and go "fuck it we don't know jackshit about the future anyway so why not ondulge a bit and ejoy what we have today" and decide to start going out with each other YAYYYYY and also this is like one of the few scenes here were Ella is much more visibly nervous compared to everyone else in the scene so yay for helping each other come to terms with their own vulnerabilities WOOOOO (also paige i remember you saying once that kate and eva could've had a Forever reprise duet right? And correct me if i'm wrong but i think u said it could be about eva assuring kate that she won't go anywhere? WELP I'M STEALING THAT JFJSJJDF /lh /hj AND YUP KATE AND ELLA ARE BASICALLY UM KINDA KATEVA IF YOU SQUINT SO THANK YOU PAIGE FOR THAT IDEAAAA)

AND THAT'S IT SO FAR WOO THIS TOOK ME 5 HOURS TO TYPE IT ALL OUT FJDJSJFF i'm kinda impressed with this ngl considering that i literally started making this up last night and i hope that i can make something out of it woo

And if you guys somehow reached the end of the post and have read every single thing, I'm sending you a lot of hugs and a lot of milkshakes

[omegawolverine]

"Theres a cat outside my window." "Building bridges." "The red couch." "Math class blues." (Hakshsk im sorry these r all so bad my brain is fried) -joxtier

nooo dont be sorry tysm for the asks <3

there's a cat outside my window: a /p witch fic with like. misa amane and mello where misa is a witch who just kinda. follows around mello (and by extension, matt, near and occasionally L, if he's around) as a cat and at first he thinks it's cute but the "cat" just starts causing more and more problems (ie breaking mello's mugs, chewing on matt's game cords until they break, getting fur all over their stuff, keeping him up at night by meowing loudly for no reason, etc) until finally he tries to chase it off and she's just like. no <3

idk where the fic would go after that, id probably just end it on the funny reveal bc it's not like a Deep Au it's just crack basically. so yeah, light fluff bc i cant resist matt/mello pairing, even if it's background, crack treated seriously, also lesbian misa somehow slipped in there with demon gf rem

building bridges: hello dsmp fic <3 smth about techno and wilbur becoming friends growing up thru phil? like. techno starting to come around to work with phil and wilbur is very >:[ bc his dad is spending more time working with some other kid than Being A Dad (sorry idk how not to project onto c! wilbur <3 iz the mental illness, luv) but they eventually become close somehow idk. hurt/eventual comfort, light angst, enemies (?) to friends to brothers /hj, accidental child neglect bc i suck

alternatively: allium duo """enemies""" to friends fic bc they already got the set up for it

the red couch: god idk this sounds like some freaky demon couch shit but um. probably crack treated seriously where richie buys a shitty red couch and his boyfriends, stan and eddie, fucking hate it. couch arguments ensue.

math class blues: okay consider...this would never happen in canon but hear me out........thor going to visit dizzee at his school and being an absolute Pest bc there's absolutely no easy way for dizzee to get out of math class without getting in trouble, especially bc he's sneaking off with some random white boy who just started very unsubtly waving him down from outside the window (and the only reason nobodies noticed is bc the teacher is doing something mildly entertaining for once, plus dizzee is right next to the window, whatever idc about this being realistic just funny)

anyways. i just think the idea of dizzee skipping classes to go be soft with his bf is cute, even if it's unrealistic <3

alternatively: another death note matt/mello fic except this time it's technically set in canon and matt is just the biggest distraction in math class bc he gets bored so easily but mello ya know. actually wants to pay attention, so it definetly pisses him off, but he also has enough of a soft spot for the fucker to not kill him on the spot. anyways idk where this would go, they're just gay and dumb.