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kirislut · 4 years ago

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Hello, I was wondering if you could do headcannons for reader comparing her hand size to deku, shinsou, kiri and/or denki (i have no idea if that’s too many people so dw if it is, just pick and choose who you’d like to write about!!) I’d prefer if this was during the pining/crushing on them stage 🥰 thank youuu xxx

a/n: yes of course! this was my first request and first headcanon! so thank you so much for the idea! this was honestly so cute shdjskdj, i wanna hold hands with a guy 😫 anyways i hope you like it 🥺

izuku midoriya

you and ochaco got on the topic on how small the two of you are, she had one cm on you. this somehow led to compare hand sizes, and she never realized how small your hands were

“huhhhhh?! (y/n)-chan your hands are smaller than mine?” ochaco had always thought she had the smallest hands around, you proved her wrong.

other students over heard that you had small hands and wanted to see and compare them to yours.

you guys triggered a whole ass hand comparing event, congrats

the girls went around comparing your hand with their own, but ochaco still wasn’t satsified. if anything this gave her a devious idea.

“deku-kun, you should see how small (y/n)-chan’s hands are!” ochaco was just innocently calling over none other than your crush.

a look of horror flashed over your face when you realized what she had done. that sneaky girl got you good!

you werent going to buy lunch for her the next day as revenge.

deku didn’t think anything strange of the request, and was now curious to see how small your hands were since they were mentioned.

so deku came over to the small group of girls, who were surrounding you, and then he became quite red. “is it ok if i see your hand (y/n)-chan? sorry but i’m curious now as well..”

you tried your best to hide your blush, but your cheeks still flushed pink as you held your left arm out straight so deku could compare hands with you.

he held out his right arm, gently pressing his right hand against your left.

yea both of you exploded and turned very red on the spot. the girls were also all giggling at the fact you two were basically holding hands.

but after calming yourself down you could feel that deku’s hand was a bit rough, and his scars. you never noticed his hand scars before, which was now making you frown.

deku misinterpreted your frown, thinking you didn’t like how he was touching you, so he started to draw his hand back just slightly. “your hand...is it ok?”

the green haired boy was slightly surprised by your question, but was able to piece it together quickly. he was relieved that you weren’t uncomfortable with touching his hand. “ah yes don’t worry about it! it’s just scars from over using my quirk, but don’t worry. i’m not gonna over use it anymore, so don’t worry (y/n)!”

you were glad that he was alright, but that feeling didn’t stay for long since he pulled his hand back shortly after. you didn’t feel realize that a small pouty frown was now adorning your face.

that was the moment you messed up.

mina saw your little frown and grinned widely, you were about to be in for a teasing, “dont be sad (y/n)! i’m sure you can hold deku’s hand again if you just ask!”

you gasped instantly and spun around to face mina, your face was tomato red. “mina! you can’t say that, he’s right there you know! mina whyyyyy” you began to whine and complain about mina’s comment, the girls were just snickering at you.

however your green haired crush was also quite red, and smiling at the thought of being able to hold your hand again.

hitoshi shinsou

it was lunch time and you were currently giving your fellow classmate, kendo, a hand massage. she was fine, but you were insistent because all that monoma chopping was probably making her hands tense.

shinsou was passing by your table and saw that you were massaging kendo’s hand, which made him curious.

he slid into the seat beside you nonchalantly, which caught you by surprise. you jumped slightly, just making shinsou smirk at how jumpiness.

“shinsou? what are you doing here?” you were confused to why the sleepy, purple haired boy was now sitting beside you.

“well why are you massaging her hands?” shinsou just shot a question right back at you, goodness if you didn’t like this boy so much you might’ve just...well you would’ve done nothing but thats besides the point

you let out a little sigh, even if he was just asking to tease you, you would still answer. “well it’s because her hands are tense, i don’t want her to have cramped hands.”

shinsou just nodded, “you should massage my hands too, they get all tense after writing notes.”

your mouth slightly opened, not sure how to react just yet. was he really asking for a hand massage? is this technically hand holding? testutestu wouldn’t approve of premarital hand holding

kendo smiled softly at you, realizing you were dazing off now. “she gives great hand massages shinsou, you should have a turn. besides i need to get going anyways.”

hearing kendo snapped you out of your overthinking daze, and set a small panic in you because you would be left alone with shinsou. you couldn’t even object because kendo had already left, leaving just you two.

shinsou didn’t say anything and just placed his right hand on the table. you gently took his hand and started to rub it gently.

you never realized how big his hands were, it seemed that shinsou was thinking the same thing

“wow you have small hands (y/n).”

you look at him with a pout, “i don’t have small hands, you just have really big hands!”

shinsou chuckled at your pout and protest and took his hand away from yours momentarily. he held it out to you, so that you could compare.

you put your opposite hand against his, you didn’t want to admit it but he was right. your hands looked tiny compared to his.

but there was also something else, his hands were so soft. you barely got a chance to feel them before, since your massage was paused just as you started, but now you could feel how soft they were.

you began to slightly rub your fingers up and down against his, just enjoying his smooth hands. shinsou was just watching you enjoy yourself, but he couldn’t let you have all the fun for too long.

“you know (y/n), if you like my hand that much. i can hold yours.” shinsou was smiling softly at you, and with no hesitation his fingers interlocked with your on. he was now holding your hand.

you were already blushing from his teasing, but him holding your hand pushed you over the edge. there was no hiding your burning red cheeks now.

“shinsou!” was all you managed to squeak out, you were having trouble trying to piece together a sentence because your head was racing about how you were holding hands with shinsou!

well it was more like he was holding your hand, since you were just sitting their while melting down

you didn’t need to panic for too much longer because the bell rang, signifying lunch was over. you were literally saved by the bell.

shinsou let go of your hand and stood up, “well thanks for the massage, even if it was short. can’t wait for the next one.”

the purple haired boy left from the table and started walking back to class, leaving you stunned.

you also quickly got up and started to head to class as well, but you couldn’t help but stare at the hand shinsou hold. you couldn’t believe it.

shinsou also couldn’t believe it, he was also staring at his hand. a small blush dusting his cheeks as his heart picked up. he was sure of one thing now, he would definitely hold your hand again.

eijirou kirishima

it was gym class for class 1a, everyone was drinking water and taking a break, and kirishima was staring at your hands. he earlier saw you trying to hold a basketball with one hand and failing miserably.

denki noticed his friend staring at you and grinned widely. he was now certain to be the best wingman for one of his best bros.

denki walked up to you and started a simple conversation. like how you felt about the activity everyone just did, and if you needed water.

it was simple really, you didn’t mind. you were just enjoying the conversation with the human pikachu.

“so (y/n), i saw you trying to hold that basketball with one hand. do you know where the ball is? i wanna try!” denki smiled brightly, which you couldn’t help but agree too.

“yeah of course, i was struggling too, but maybe you can” you quickly left to grab the ball from earlier. when you came back you tossed him the ball.

denki tried to hold the ball with only his right hand, but it wasn’t working out for him either. “awe man i really thought i could do it. actually i think i know who can. hey kirishima can you come over here?”

as denki turned away from you to call to kirishima, you didn’t see his grinning smile. when kirishima nodded and started walking over, he chuckled mischievously. his plan was going perfectly.

kirishima came up to the both of you with a curious expression, “what’s up denki?” if anything kirishima was glad denki called him over because he was feeling slightly nervous.

he was certain denki was up to something since the blonde knew that he liked you.

“kirishima can you hold this basketball with one hand? (y/n) and i can’t do it, so i thought you probably could.” kirishima then understood why denki went to you, the blonde definitely caught him staring at you.

kirishima simply nodded and was able to hold the ball with ease. you let out a little gasp when he was able to do it so easily, “woah how can you do it?”

kirishima looked at you, now blushing just slightly. he wasn’t expecting you to be impressed with him holding a ball.

“it’s probably because i have bigger hands that’s all.” kirishima put the ball down and stuck his hand out to show his hands.

they weren’t the biggest hands, but still pretty big. just wanting to compare you stuck your hand out as well and pressed it against his. which took kirishima by surprise, making him blush again.

you were also silently fan girling about how you and kirishima were touching hands, but you made sure to take this opportunity to touch your crush.

“you do have bigger hands, i guess i won’t be able to hold the ball huh?” you chuckled softly, a little disappointed you won’t be able to but it was no big deal.

touching kirishima’s hand was a big deal

kirishima smiled as he watched you laugh, then remembered something. “when i activate my quirk my hand actually grows!” kirishima

kirishima hardened his hand and his hand grew longer, the tips of his fingers becoming sharp. but since the red headed male a little excited, he forgot to pull his hand away first.

you hand flinched whenever he activated his quirk, his hands were now hard and kinda sharp. he had accidentally cut your palm.

kirishima noticed your flinch, and when you pulled your hand away he saw the small gash on your palm which was starting to bleed a bit.

he immediately deactivated his quirk and started to apologize, “(y/n)! i’m so sorry i didn’t mean to cut you, i didn’t even think about it. i’m really sorry!”

you shook your head at him, “kirishima it’s fine really! it just stings a little that’s all. i’ll be okay, it’s just a scratch.”

kirishima looked at you, still worried. “well you should at least go to recovery girl. i’ll walk you since it’s my fault.”

“it’s just a scratch i wouldn’t want her to use her quirk on such a little thing.” you really were fine, you just felt bad since kirishima was worrying so much.

but kirishima was being a bit stubborn, he really felt bad. he hurt his crush afterall! “then i’ll get a bandaid, it wouldn’t be manly to do nothing.”

before you could object the red head already jogged off to get you a bandaid. leaving you with a big smile on your face, you couldn’t believe that sweet boy sometimes. you also were still shocked by the fact kirishima touch your hand, you were now blushing as you thought back at it.

someone else was quite happy and proud, denki couldn’t believe his plan worked out so well. when you two finally get together, he will definitely brag about this moment.

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singingrainbows · 3 years ago

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I’m Giving Up On Cardcaptor Sakura (Trigger Warning)

So, the other day I decided to try watching Cardcaptor Sakura; giving it another shot after it failed to grab me last time I tried a few years ago.

In the years since my first watch, I’d heard a lot more about the show, both things that piqued my interrest, and things that made me weary, and almost not give the show another shot. (I honestly wish I’d listened to that instinct.)

From here there will be some slight spoilers, but more importantly, I cannot stress the TRIGGER WARNING enough! I’ll be going into disturbing territory. This show for children, somehow thought it was okay to have several of its young teen (and one child) side characters be in “relationships” with someone significantly (creepily) older than them! There are words for that. But I won’t be using them here, as they are in fact triggering to me. (Yes, the words alone trigger me enough that I don’t want them in my blog. So this anime really hurt my mental state.)

I’d already heard about Sakura’s parents. Indeed the mc’s father was a teacher who married his just 16-year old student. I orginally thought it was gonna be vague enough that one could pretend that nothing happened between them until after she graduated. But according to spoilers I sought out after encountering an even more disturbing instance just a few eps in, I found out that there was a lot more to it than that.

But that relationship aside, it got SO MUCH WORSE!

Now I already had a hard enough time watching scenes wt Sakura’s father in them, his transgressions always in the back of my mind whenever I saw him. It was a lot harder to pretend, than I’d thought; but the show had enough going for it that I kept watching.

Then one episode a teacher and his TEN YEAR OLD STUDENT!!! shared a look that was incredibly creepy and I was very alarmed. But I hoped it wasn’t actually what it looked like and kept watching. But it kept being alluded to, until I finally did some googling to see if it was actually going in that direction, and it turned out it really was! Not only that but the show actively tries to portray those disturbing relationships as romantic! WTF?! WTF?! WTF?! WHYYYYY?!!!!

(Oh and apparently Sakura’s brother was preyed upon by his female teacher pre series start. But I didn’t even reach that point. Glad I didn’t!)

This article/blog post here goes into more detail and is very well put: https://burgerdiscourse.com/2020/09/01/cardcaptor-sakuras-teacher-relationships-are-breaking-my-brain/

For my part I’m out. Never ever returning to this series again, it’s just not worth it! :(

I was looking forward to seeing Sakura and Tomoya grow and mature, but I just can’t. Eh, I prefer Sakura in Tsubasa anyway. I’ve got the first nine volumes of that manga and I’m planning to get back into it.

As for magical girls, I think I’ll stick to rewatches of Nanoha and Sailor Moon, wt some occasional Precure. (Also Madoka ftw! The show not the movies!)

I’ll be be searching out some new (to me) magical girl shows, but I will not be watching any made by clamp.

#cardcaptor sakura #anime #trigger warning #disturbing anime relationships #wtf romance #cannot reccomend

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ouma--kokichis · 8 years ago

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First the screen cracked within the first week I had it (got it fixed), but now the power button on my vita doesnt respond at all, so now it won't turn off...

#it honestly has so many problems compared to any other system i got #wtf sony???#i feel I should just let it on since sleep mode triggers after time...#ugh #why my vita???#my friends' never had any problem #and yes i tried opening it up and cleaning the button and nothing #i may need to bring it in again but...money...#i dont want to waste any more on this but my sis got me games for it #that i still #need to play #whyyyyy!!???#im just sad that the vita is so vulnerable???#anyone else have this problem #?????!!!

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lone-wolf-lunagaron · 4 years ago

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Inari is dead

(Just something I did for fun)

Inari,a slightly short soulseer Mizutsune was out wandering through the misty peaks and said to himself “It is good day to be not dead!” Only to immediately get shot by his little sister,Daji with one of her stolen light bowguns “Pow!” She said after she shot her big brother “You are dead!” She added. “I AM DEAD!” Inari shouted as he fell to the ground,dead. She laughs upon having killed her big brother only to see Fenrir,a large gold crown Zinogre,make his way toward Inari and immediately threw away the stolen light bowgun.

Fenrir was humming something to himself before spotting The soulseer Mizutsune on his back,holding a rose and Daji just standing there looking worried for her big brother. “Ah!” He exclaimed. “Inari is dead.” He said. “Yes. I am dead.” Inari replies with only his head sticking out of the ground with a tombstone behind his head and a rose flower in front of the soulseer Mizutsune.

“Why is Inari dead?!” The Zinogre asked the young Mizutsune. “I don’t know.” Daji replied. “I think it was-“ Inari tried to say who he believed is responsible for his death only to be immediately silenced by Fenrir and his little sister “shhh! You are dead!” They simultaneously said. To which Inari simply replied with “Okay.” And began to violently bury himself into the ground.

Then from cover of the trees,Xbalanque,a taller than average Nargacuga,came down and said “What’s up ya Yian kut kus?Who’s up for a-“ but before he finish his question,he saw Inari’s corpse lying down on a table with A light shining down on him. Alarmed by this he asked “ah! What the shit just happened?” To which Daji and Fenrir replied “Inari is dead.”

Suprised but suspicious if Inari actually died,he asked in a worried tone “Inari is dead?!” And Fenrir simply replied with “Correct!”. Upon finding out xbalanque was right,a wide smile appeared on his face as if it was a game show. Immediately after,Inari’s corpse was upside down and T-posing,Fenrir asked “So...did you see the murderer?” To which the Nargacuga and young Mizutsune simultaneously responded “No,sorry Fenrir.”

Being slightly frustrated,the Zinogre slammed his right front paw onto a table causing it to break from the amount of force from Fenrir. “I will find him! I will capture him! And no one will ever die again!” He vowed to himself. As Xbalanque,Daji and a random Arzuros simultaneously applauded Fenrir and Inari’s corpse was still on the ground dead with only his head still having flesh to it and the entire body just being bare bones. “Ah,that’s nice.” Xbalanque said. “Very proud right now.” Daji said immediately after Xbalanque.

Then Ares appeared. “Atteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeention!” He shouted and immediately rushed over to Inari’s corpse which was now in a bath tub “Inari is dead.” He said. “We know!” Fenrir said to the Nergigante. “Who killed him?” Ares asked the Zinogre to which he replied “We don’t know!” The Zinogre responded. “I will find clues!” Ares offered and without hesitation began sniffing for any possible clues. He noticed a broken light bowgun which was one of many of Daji’s stolen weapons. “What’s that?” Ares rhetorically asked and picked it up by the trigger. “A weapon? That thing is why Inari is dead!” He said while pointing the weapon at Xbalanque,Fenrir and Daji who were gathered around Inari’s corpse who was lying down seductivly.

“Inari is dead?!” They simultaneously asked. “Yes!” Ares replied before slamming his front limbs onto a podium and shouted “He died!!” Causing everyone to gasp in shock. Immediately after hearing something that sounded like a Bloodbath diablos charging toward ares,he looked his left and saw a bloodbath diablos charging at him with a huntress riding it shouting “innNCOMMMMIIINNGGG!!” Before the Ruiner Nergigante could react the diablos crashed into him,killing Both Ares and the diablos Persephone was riding.

“Raus,Raus!” Persephone said after dismounting the now dead diablos and landing flat on the floor and sliding over to Inari pushing Fenrir,Xbalanque and Daji away from Inari. “Move! Now!” She said as she pushed them away. She gave Inari a small kiss on his forehead and Inari began to ascend into the air. “Hahahaha! I-OOF!” Inari was about to say something after laughing only to immediately explode into pieces. “In my medical opinion that, INARI IS DEEAD!!” Persephone shouted,despite not having any actual experience with medical care. “Persephone?” Xbalanque asked the huntress. “What happened?” The Nargacuga asked. “My professional opinion?” She said before slamming her arms onto the same podium ares used before. “INARI WAS KILLED!!”

“Oh gog..” the Nargacuga said before he and Fenrir and Daji turned to face a crowd of monsters and humans. “I don’t think it’s anything to worry about..” Persephone said before wandering off on her own. “Well...Now what?” Xbalanque asked Fenrir. “Clippity Clop mothafuka..BOOM!” A silver Rathalos came flying in for a landing. Much to Fenrir’s annoyance,it was Tsukuyomi. “Look at this! Inari is freaking dead!” He said while pointing at the supposedly dead soulseer Mizutsune who was shaking his head in disappointment. Upon not receiving a response the silver rathalos asked “what do you think of that?” hoping to get a response this time. Still not receiving anything from Fenrir,Daji,Xbalanque and Persephone,he said “uhh” tsukuyomi still waiting for a response “yes.yes. Tsu?” Fenrir said to the silver Rathalos.

“Yea-“ tsukuyomi replied only to be cut off by fenrir yelling “GO HOME!!” To which he Saw his twin sister,sol,there waiting for him and waved. Much to tsukuyomi’s annoyance he exclaimed “Oh come on!” He shouted before speed-waking like a hermitaur to sol. “Freaking unbelievable! No seriously,you all suck!” He said before taking flight with his sister only to immediately crash into a mountain. Fenrir simply ignored it and said “okay..let’s get back to the point!” While holding a sign that inscribed to the point.

Inari then poked his corpse with a long stick while sitting in a wooden chair,said “I think Inari is dead.” Causing Fenrir,Daji,Xbalanque and Persephone to say in unison “INARI IS DEAD?!” Upon noticing the now burning corpses of tsukuyomi and sol,Persephone gasped and ran over to them “Tsukuyomi! I WILL HEAL YOU!” She shouted before an explosion occurred killing her,the silver rathalos and gold rathian. Still ignoring explosion,Inari asked “oh? Seriously..Who killed Inari??”

Drinking stolen alcohol,“I was me!” Shouted raiden,a white fatalis. To everyone’s shock,they looked at him. “Yes!” He exclaimed as the stolen bottle hastily made its up his body and into his mouth. “I did it like this!” Firing an electrical ball at Xbalanque killing the Nargacuga.

Still drinking the stolen alcohol “that’s a joke,lads..” raiden said. Upon realizing it was nothing more than a joke,Fenrir and Daji then started laughing furiously. Drinking the stolen alcohol and burping loudly “it was...y-“ raiden was about to accuse Fenrir but was cut off by a burp “-her!” Raiden said causing Daji and Fenrir to gasp. “How did you know?!” The young Mizutsune asked the white Fatalis. “I didn’t!” Raiden replied and once more,burped loudly “that was a joke too.” Raiden added before chugging the stolen alcohol to the point where he died. The Mizutsune then began to chuckle which immediately turned into a laugh “that’s right! It was me!” Daji said. “You monster!!” Fenrir yelled. “But whyyyyy?!” Inari asked his little sister. “Because you’re fluffy! And another thing..you’re ugly”. She replied to her big brother. “Daji! Stop!” Inari shouted. “Daji! You are so mean!!” Inari exclaimed. Fenrir looked at both of the Mizutsune siblings who were now arguing back and forth before looking away and shrugged. “LITTLE SISTER!!!” The soulseer yelled. “Dang it,big brother! Bug off!!” Daji yelled. “You are dead..” she said. “NO! YOU! POW! Haha!! You are dead! Not big surprise.” Inari said after using one of daji’s stolen bowguns and shot his sister,before looking toward Fenrir

“Well..that was a waste of my time..off to end myself! Watch and lear-“Fenrir said as he jumped off a cliff and fell. “I am alive! It is nice..yes this is stupid.” Inari said surrounded by the corpses of Daji,Xbalanque,Ares,Persephone,Tsukuyomi,Sol,Raiden and Fenrir

#my characters doing dumb things

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timmyteehill · 4 years ago

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discord text || eevee & tee

DISCORD THREAD FEATURING: Tee and @eeveecrmchl

MENTIONS: @ellisvulcan

WHEN: September 1st

DESCRIPTION: random ass texts because they’re very entertaining PART2

TRIGGER WARNINGS: none (I think?)

Tee

babe

Eevee

yes boo

Tee

anything you want to tell me?

Eevee

uhh i swear i wasn't the one that raided your fridge

Tee

yeah right it’s always you

how’s Vulcan?

Eevee

it's never me

i'm sorry whomst?

Tee

Vulcan, your ex, the one intent on hooking up with everyone in Kingsboro

rings a bell?

Eevee

OH pft how should i know

Tee

really?

Eevee

whaa

Tee

I think sometimes you forget I know you’re dysfnctional babe

Eevee

,,,,i mean what does that have to do with vulcan boo u know i post the dumbest shit there

Tee

I could have sworn I just saw him on there

shirtless

in bed

Eevee

i post a lot of people shirtless so uh that could be anyone really lbr i don't remember their names half the time

Tee

you’re right

sorry for even doubting you

because you would never ever lie to me right?

Eevee

babe from the bottom of my heart, you're the only one that knows every bad decision i make

Tee

fine I’ll believe you

you can’t lie to me anyways

seriously thought it was Vulcan but I’m glad you’re moving on

Eevee

of course i am, like you said, why would i wanna be with someone that's trying to get with everyone in kingsboro

right i mean like whyyyyy

Tee

idk

maybe because you like him and can’t get over him even though he’s an asshole?

but I’m glad you’re trying

you deserve more than him

Eevee

i don't like people , i only like you

Tee

pffft sure

Eevee

i've learned my lesson , i'm not about to waste my time

buuuut i do gotta go help colt with their new couch so i'll stop by later

Tee

good, we’ll find you someone better don’t worry

yeah I have to go too, have a client in half an hour

later

Eevee

oh I think he got a dog with someone

Tee

I saw the dog

not sure if he got it with someone or from someone

Eevee

looks like he got it with

Tee

what?

Eevee

nothing, I should probably mute that group chat

Tee

he really is a fucking asshole

Eevee

yeah , fuck it

on a totally unrelated topic , catch me making a margarita at 11 in the morning

Tee

are we sure it’s unrelated?

Eevee

of course . it's me an alcohol

are we surprised

o jesus fucking christ

please tell me this isn't another one of his girls i --

Tee

would it be a surprise if it was?

Eevee

save me i'm not about to have them fucking in my kitchen

Tee

fuck no I’m not saving you

you brought this on yourself

Eevee

they fuck in my kitchen i will yeet myself out the window

Tee

drama queen

I’m pretty sure your ex won’t fuck anyone in your kitchen

Eevee

he's over here getting dogs with girls , i'm counting on anything to happen at this point

Tee

so...what happened to moving on?

Eevee

pffttt I am moving on

totally over that

Tee

I can tell

Eevee

pick a number between 1-5

Tee

huh?

Eevee

number babe , 1-5

Tee

ugh fine

Eevee

so it's aly with the molly ty boo

Tee

don’t get me involved with this

Eevee

i think she's gonna make me wait til after 2 pm tho

Tee

don’t make me come for you

Eevee

ppffttt God and I know you will too

fine i'll just nap

Tee

of course I will

can’t be held responsible for drug use babe

Eevee

hence me napping bec it is way too early for this

or whatever the fuck that was in the gc

Tee

I’m going to have a word with him at some point

Eevee

....why

Tee

cause he’s an asshole?

Eevee

i mean tru but why waste ur time

Tee

because you’re my best friend?

#discord #text #c: eevee

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zendaycoolman · 4 years ago

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romantic getaway ( zoah )

sumary: after asking her to be her girlfriend, zendaya and noah ( @ncahcentinechq ) take a weekend out in a mountain / beach setting. this is a collectiong of small paras from that trip. triggers: fluffy, smuttish, angst, cursing, relationship starting at its best dudes when: somewhat a month ago.

DAY 01, the bathtub scene

ZENDAYA: "i'm sorry that i slept the most of the way here", zendaya said, after the both of them settled down the things they brought - suitcases, food, utensils and other supplies. she was hopping that he would erase from his mind the image of her snoring lightly clinging to the script for the second episode of euphoria. "i promise i won't keep you awake at night", with that powernap she knew she wouldn't be sleeping that much at night and was aware that noah loved his sleep. outside, it was close to nightfall, but they were both a bit sweaty from the heat and the effort they put on putting the rented cabin-house in order. reaching for a towel to clean her face, z offered another one to her boyfriend. "how about we break out the tub?", she asked, pointing the hotub outside of the glass walls. in the end she didn't wait long for an answer and took off her shirt, revealing her lacy brown bra as she walked towards the door.

NOAH: "You have the cutest little snor I've ever hear" Noah replied with a smile as they both got to settle everything they bought for their long weekend away from reality. It was a much anticipated weekend for Noah, and something he was really in need of, to have her just to himself. "Now that's a promise I want to see being broken" he was an early riser when it comes to the day to day life, and that wouldn't apply to their getaway, the last thing he is worried is with keeping up a schedule. They would eat when they are hungry, and sleep when tired. Uncomplicated. Everything was perfect about the place she choose for them. He was in love with every little details, and his mind was already running wild on how much they could do. At her offer, his brow was quick to raise, as he watched her taking off her shirt. "That plan sounds and looks amazing" Noah declared, taking off his own shirt and going after the brunette, biting down on his lower lip taking a good look at his girlfriend before catching up to her and grabbing her by the waist, pulling her back against his naked torso, planting a kiss on her naked shoulder.

ZENDAYA: kicking off her shorts as she walked, z wasn't surprised when noah pulled her close. she was hopping for it, that this would be how everything is this weekend worked: just them, connected, not thinking about work or anything else but them. zendaya wasn't the most romantic person she knew, but she did had a few things planned. "can i tell you a secret?", she asked, supporting her weight on him when putting her foot inside the warm watter. "i almost didn't booked this place over this tub. whenever i see it i just remember of peter and lara jean making out - then i realized", she was fully inside the water now so she pulled him close too. "that i have noah. which is way better", she wasn't sure about sharing that detail with him, but figured it was a way to show him that she was thinking about him. "but we can't do the make out part tho. we are enemies now, i'm sorry", she shrugged, pulling away from him, splashing some water in his direction.

NOAH: "You can tell me anything" Noah declaree wholeheartedly, feeling a peace of mind that he haven't been able to experience in a long time, now that he thinks about it. He aided her getting into the tub and didnt took long to join her "Oh god no" Noah complained, looking up and a sign of defeat. "I am way better then Kavinsky, and Lara Jean got nothing on you" he then declared, wanting to hold her close, as she pulled away from him, and instant pout formed in his features. "Whyyyyy?" he complained in this baby voice he knows he had a tendency to pull for some reason in the most random occasions. "Let me love you woman" Noah added playfully in tone, but meaning every word, as he splashed her back.

ZENDAYA: "you're noey, way better than peter", nodding in agreement, she got close enough to touch his chest. "DC", she then touched herself on the chest "Marvel", that was probably enough of an explanation for him. "congrats on the role babe", getting closer to him, she put both of her hands on his neck, feeling her body getting used to temperature completly. "actually congrats on everything you have been doing. working, getting new roles, but also for everything happening with favored nations, for being caring, for being patient and most importantly - for rooting for the warriors", and with that, she kissed him for a few seconds. "i guess i'm saying that i'm falling for you noah. i just wanted you to know that", her fingers pressed his skin, trying to show him one more time that she was there.

NOAH: "Thank you, I mean, he's a good guy and all, but I needed to hear that " he grinned at her. "Oh wow" Noah exclaimed, only now getting the enemies reference, as he welcomed her into his arms. "Please, that's literally nothing compared, my girlfriend is a freaking Emmy nominee and I couldn't be more proud." when he first saw the news he started shouting and clapping in the middle of the meeting, getting everyone looking at him as if he went mental, but he couldn't care less. She deserved all the hype she was getting, and he couldn't be more happy for her. At this point it was so damn easy to get lost in the taste of her lips, and how perfectly they were fitting together. "I've fallen for you a long time ago, actually, I'm pretty sure I've fallen for you back in that basketball court, and I can't believe I got this lucky" he declared back, gazing deep into her dark eyes, his fingers brushing small locks of her hair away from her face.

ZENDAYA: "can you believe it noah? I FUCKING DID IT!", the last part was a bit shouted and right now she was happy they were both in the middle of the woods, so no one but noah would actually hear it. zendaya nodded at him, agreeing. "if you think about it, it's kinda weird that from all places, that's where i take you? that basketball court is my sanctuary. i guess i was just waiting for you to come along", all these thoughts were running in her head for a while now and she was glad that there was space where she could say it without being silly. "just don't go anywhere any soon ok?", and after that she leaned for a kiss, a proper one, sucking his lips into hers, trying to make more obvious that she wanted to have him close.

NOAH: "I can believe it because you are that damn talented. You fucking did it!" Noah exclaimed, sharing the same excitement for her achievement, he was really proud of her. "It was meant to be." the brightest smile was now plastered in his face "I will be forever grateful that you allowed me into that court" he added, planting another kiss into the girls month. "I won't, you don't go anywhere either" he pleaded back, before getting lost into her kiss, eager for her taste under his tongue, officially entering paradise.

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DAY 01, serial dater, serial worrier

ZEN: "hey babe?", zendaya asked after almost thirty minutes of silence. they were in the backyard, laying down in front of a fire, surrounded by pillows and duvets. it was the end of the day one, after a big dinner and if they kept quiet they would probably sleep there. it was clear that zendaya had something else in mind, tho. "i have a necessary question", she started, reaching for his right hand. the girl was laying on his chest and was kind of glad that she wasn't seeing his face right now. "alex ren. you broke up with her in april right?", the question was sharp, but her voice was soft, having the sound of the campfire in front of them rattling in the background.6 de agosto de 2020

NOAH: "Hum?" Noah hummed as a reply, as he would find himself thinking in anything in particular, enjoying the peaceful evening the both were sharing by the fire. His hands were easily distracted by her hair, he didnt seemed to have enough of it. "A necessary question, alright" Noah gave a little nod. The question caught him off guard, at least at this particular time being. He was ready to have to discuss his past relationship, it was only normal if they were both starting one themselves. "The news of the break up can out late March, we have been drifting apart since the beginning of the year though. We came to terms with it by February." as he was speaking he was putting the timeline together in his mind. Gazing down at Zendaya he brushed her hair behind her ear for the trillion time that day. "What else do you wanna know?" he asked, willing to tell her whatever she might wanted to know.

ZEN: part of her wasn't expecting a honest answer or actually a answer at all. noah wasn't a ordinary boy, drowned in the dynamics that are expected of a male in society, but she was still surprised. raising her hand, she covered the moonlight on her face, trying to figured out what's the next question would be. "that's a few months before we met", she started. "which makes me wonder - am i the rebound? someone to help you get over her? that's okay if it's the case, i just wanna know", zendaya shrugged a little, still facing the sky while laying on his chest. none of them were capable to see each other faces right now and maybe it was for the best. "i'm not mad really, i just wanna know".

NOAH: As Noah realized where she was going with the conversation, despite being a valid doubt, it still hurted him a little. Love is a weird thing, and Noah as this way of living where he jumps right in at every circunstance that life presents him with. His past relations with Alex Ren is one of those circunstances, but as time goes by, there wasn't a real connection, not as lovers nor as companions. It took then a while to figure out that they are better off as friends other then pushing into something that wasn't meant to be. Zendaya on the other hand, he has noticed, is more of the type to think things through, and mesure her steps carefully, so he knew she had to ask him this things. "I see... the shortest way to reply you is that I was over her even before you and I met for that basketball game. So you are by no means a rebound. By the end of 2019 we both started to realize that the whole thing was a mistake. So the break-up was sort of a natural thing and drama free between the both of us until we made it official since we made it public and all." Noah did his best to explain, since he really wanted to make her understand his true intentions and where he is coming from. Specially when he has this gut feeling that... she's the one. Adjusting a little bit his body so he would he more into a seating position rather then laying, he then reached down to place an upside down kiss on her forehead since she ended up still laying on his lap. "There's no one quite like you, and dont you ever think that this that we have going on is anything less valued just because we recently got out of other relationship, something's we cant explain, you just feel." he whispered, gazing at her eyes even with their faces being in different directions and he planted a kiss on her nose. At this point Noah was pretty sure to be in Love with the girl. But the last thing he wanted was to drop the Love bomb right when they are discussing an ex relationship.

ZEN there wasn't many people zendaya talked about feelings. dylan knew what was happening but she tried to downplay as much as possible, so he wouldn't know how lost she was into the questions she had in storage for noah. and lin did told her that she should just straigh up ask anything she wanted to clear, so for him it was more about the relationship itself and not the feelings behind. "right", stopping touching his hand, she scratched the space between her eyes, as if she was processing his words. she was taken by surprise again, now with the forehead kiss. "still, she wasn't the only one. according to the internet and your instagram actually, that's something that has hapenned before. dating someone for a year, then a few months single, then another year dating...", she wasn't ashamed to put out there that she was researching about his past relationships before even asking to him. in her mind she was about to step into a really big commitment, so she needed to know more about it. "i'm not judging. you do you and it's refreshing to know that you go for it. and on my book, it's kinda good - the idea of having an expiration date", in her head, zendaya was being understanding, trying to bind her idea of a relationship to fit noah's ways. and that, to her, was the ultimate proof that she was into him. "there's a lot of people like me", she smiled to show that this was a joke, but his next words made her fell into deep silence, looking at his face after the kiss. she had to take a breath to focus again. her heart wanted to let this conversation go and get back into comfortable silence by the fire, but her brain was too organized to do that. he made her want to be more confident on them and less of a brainer, but what if this was a mistake? "not that feeling anything will actually do us any good", she finally said out loud, her words sounded a bit bitter.7 de agosto de 2020

NOAH: Putting things like that Zendaya didn't really knew how that was something that actually bothered Noah, in all his moments of introspection he wonders what is wrong with him for not being able to keep a long term relationship, and connect at all levels he is so eager to reach, till this day he is still to find out. He stopped the small touches for a moment, picking the right way to reply to her. "The history is there, and I can't run away from the fact that it does look like a patern. Is not something that I'm particularly proud of. I actually wonder-" he stopped himself for a moment, trying to find the right way to put it. "I dont know... maybe I'm the issue you know?" he ended up adding with a sigh. At her next words his heart sank, and a frown took him. "Expiration date?! What the-" he refrained from cursing, but that one caught him out of guard and it made him upset that she found the idea of having an expiration date was a good thing. He slightly shook his head, "That's not how I look into things. And it hurts me when you put it like that... why would an expiration date be a good thing?" as their conversation went on, an unsettling feeling started taking over Noah. He was already way too deep into feelings for her to be saying stuff like that. "What does that even mean?! I'm not following. For you what is even the point of all this then?" as he question he gestured a circle around the two of them as he said 'all of this'.

ZEN: blinking her eyes pretty fast, she took a minute to appreaciate the fact that noah was being honest and putting himself as a possible part of the problem. people often dodged their responsabilities, specially men towards relationships. she could work with someone that was capable to admit mistakes. before z could articulate any further, the mood picked up and now noah was voicing that his feelings were hurt. scrathing her eyebrow, zendaya sat down, knowing that he should able to properly see her eyes for this part. "it wasn't my intention to hurt you, but you have to understand that i have to prepare myself for this", taking a breath, zendaya felt corned now, having to explain how her mind works. it was a constant feeling towards any significant others, having to adjust herself to them. "unlike you noah, i don't put my heart on the line when i feel there's a possibility. you're my second actual relationship, and i had a hiatus of seven years between. i don't do stuff that there's a possibility to end, i'm always in for the win, for the long run, if it's up to me i am not going anywhere", it was clear she was growing unhappy about this situation. this was why she didn't date, cause no one had to understand how she sees the world. "so when i see that you broke up all these relationships it scares the hell of me. make me feel not important, makes me feel like just another one on the list. or worst - that this is not real", taking a breath and looking down, she noticed that she was sitting in lotus position by his side this whole time. "and at the same time i like you way to much to walk away so yes, i have to find having a expiration date a good thing"., suddenly this felt like a weird pivot moment. make it or break it momentum. "it means that not even love can garantee that this will work. ren gave a interview saying that you were the love of her life. two months later you guys ended it.", she shrugged, sure that this was the worst outcome ever.9 de agosto de 2020

NOAH: "Prepare for what exactly Zendaya?" Noah asked, gesturing with is hands. This was important, he knew it was, speaking about the fears that come with giving yourself into someone else, someone new, but it was still hard and complicated to voice his mind and trying not to be too harsh, they had very different ways to see life, and that he knew. " I'm sorry Z, but relationships don't come with instructions, and not one is like the other, ever. You can't bring my past experiences or your past experiences into our relationship, we need to build our own, learn from our past obviously, but not let it define our future." he added, before growing silent again to listen to what she had to say. He was starting to get so confused by her words, but still trying to do his best to understand where she was coming from. He didn't knew she was that long before letting herself into a relationship. So he noticed some big scars there. " I don't know any other way to do this then to put my heart on the line." he declared, in between her speaking. " Who said I broke up all this relationships? And if all this broke ups mean anything is that neither of them were the right one for me, then maybe you are. Fucking god, how I wish that you are! How you can you be afraid that this might not be real? Have I ever didn't seemed present and open to give myself to you? Because that's all I've been trying to do." Noah was trying to make sense in his words, but wasn't too sure if he was being sucessful. " Z, how many times did you expressed your true feelings in a interview? Are you really bringing something my ex said in a interview?" at his point Noah couldn't help a stern expression on his face. " Listen, I can't promisse you that we will forever be together, no matter I wanted to be able to hold such promise. We never know what life throws our way. I do know is that my feelings for you are real, and can't imagine my life with you anymore"

ZEN: tilting her head to hear him out, zendaya was dangling between amazed and concerned by his replies. they were so different, that was clear from the start and she was hopping it meant that they would complete each other, not colide. she also knew that this was on her too, so if she wanted it to work, she had some work on herself to do too. z felt like noah had understood her and now it was her turn to do so."ok. you're right. no expiration date, no promisses, no fears. just us being us.", zendaya finally said, nodding her head. this felt like the second part of the agreement that they did last week when he asked her to be her girlfriend. now this was a real relationship. "if it matters, i want you to be the right one too", getting closer, she slowly crumbled into his chest, asking to be hugged. "just don't let me go".

NOAH: Noah let out a breath he didn't really knew he was holding as she agreed to give them a fair shot really. "It matters a whole lot" Noah whispered, welcoming her back into his embrace, wanting nothing more then to keep her close to him forever. Thankfull to have long arms that were able to properly hug her into him, and still wishing to have some more so he could hold her even more tight. "I won't" he stated, placing a long kiss on the top of her head. "But babe?"

ZEN: "yeah?", she asked, her voice low, as is she was too scared to keep talking and by that make another mistake, or take a turn that would drag into that discussion again. she just wanted to be there, quiet and loved.

NOAH: "Forgive me but I really need to pee..." he finally said, chuckling, kissing her once in the month before standing up. "Start thinking on what you want me to make for dinner, I'm gona be right back" he added, slowly getting up to go to the bathroom.

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DAY 02, the first time

ZEN: "so, i was doing some reading", the woman was standing next to top the stairs that led to the only bedroom at the house. noah had just left the shower after they spent the afternoon sunbathing outside. "...on how to garantee that the first time with someone new is perfect", taking a step on his direction he could see now that she had a satin robe on. "they say: lingerie, protection, don't worry about appearance...", as she spoke, she undid the robe, showing her lacy black underwear. "...and don't put pressure on orgasming", she stopped midway on his direction, smiling. "so i have it all covered. IF you wanna do somethinng", she was nervous, it showed, but also there was a hint of possessiveness that he knew by now.

NOAH: With only a towel losely around his waist and casually brushing his hair off with another, Noah raised an eyebrow at the sight that was Zenday before him in her silky robe. He didnt interrupted her line of thought, just dropping the towel he had on his hand, having a feeling he would prefer to have them both free. "What else?" he questioned, even knowing that she would keep going. He did his best not to let his jaw hit the floor when she undid her robe showing off to him her perfect figure in a black lingerie, bitting down on his lower lip, Noah kept closing the distance between the two eager to reach her. "That sounds easy enough... IF YOU wanna do something" two could play this game, and for sure Noah would want to have fun with it, as he stopped right in front of her, brushing her shoulder ever so slightly with the back of two fingers, licking his lips, as he gazed into her eyes, their noses brushing together from their closeness.

ZEN: it was clear that she had thought about this several times. from the conversations where she looked at his lips instead of focusing on the content, or the making out sessions that stopped repeatedly, this moment was highly anticipated. "i came prepared. i ALSO have a poem", raising an eyebrow at him, she was challenging him with his very own weapons. he asked her to be his girlfriend with a poem. she would ask him for this with that too. zendaya then threw the robe on the floor, taking his hands into hers. "let me live or live in me. let me go home or make me your home ...", she whispered at first, giving his small kisses through the process. "get inside me, more than you get in clubs", she placed both of his hands on her ass, teasing him with a smirk after. "break my bed, not my heart ... make me wet, not wip", slowly, she pulls his towel away, dropping it on the floor. "because paradise it's reached when we're on our knees ... but not on a prayer", finally, she pushed him to bed and now she was the one licking her lips, watching the image of her completly naked boyfriend on the light of dusk. "fuck, you're so fucking beutiful", she broke character touching his knees with hers before slowly joining him on bed, climbing on top of his body as her lips went for the most desperate kiss they ever had.

NOAH: "I can see that you did" Noah smiled at her, but was surprised when she said she had a poem, using his own moves against him, he was noticing. He let himself being led by his girlfriend, and as she start on the poem, Noah was done, completely surrending himself to her, every word sending small shivers down his spine, every kiss lightning something inside of him, with his hands placed over her ass Noah didn't think twice before feeling her in his hands, holding her close to him, and even before she pulled his towel from his body he was already naked before her, his lust clear in his eyes, mixed with so much admiration for how she started this moment for the both of them. Letting himself fall in the bed, Noah let out a small chuckle, amazed how she took charge of everything, and was pretty much doing everything he wished he did. But then it wouldn't have been this perfect. "Come here already, and let me make you wet, and never, ever, wip" he reached for her hand and pulled her in, their lips smashing together eager for each other, like never before.

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DAY 03, the basics

ZEN: the past few days they feel qucikly into a routine. waking up, eating brunch, then either going to the beach or he convinced her to walk around the woods. at the afternoon they would eat together, watch something, play some game, just enjoying each other until at some point they ended having sex wherever they were at the house. this was the last day and they would be leaving after lunch, so she decided to let noah in bed and make him breakfast. once zendaya managed to get the tray while going upstairs, she smiled at him. "hey noey, morning", she said, putting the breakfast next to him in bed, before giving him a small kiss. "you can eat while i start organinzing shit. you probably tired from last night. sorry not sorry", she shrugged, remembering that they went two rounds more than normal in the past day.

NOAH: Noah was an early riser, but not today apparently. Probably because he knew it was their last day in heaven, and he really wasn't that hyper about getting back to reality. "Morning babe" he mumbled, brushing his eyes with his hands trying to keep them open, before yanning whilst opening his arms wide open. "Not so fast!" Noah held her back as she was getting ready to go on with her plan on packing. "what if you are what I really want for breakfast?" he teased, just wanting to hold her there a little bit longer next to her. "have you eaten already?" he wondered still hugging her down into the bed, he was really just trapping her there, with his arms holding her upper body and one leg over her own legs, as he made her lay there. "I don't wanna go" he declared, and you could listen the pout he was wearing in his voice.

ZEN: to hear him talking like that, hoarse voice in the morning, calling for her, all of that was something the zendaya was starting to wish it was all her mornings from now on. but of course, noah wasn't just going to say, he was going to demonstrate, and all she managed to do before he took her was to get the glass of juice out of bed, so it wouldn't spill. "is that a promise?" she teased back. "not really, focused on doing something for you and forgot" she answered honestly, blowing some of her hair out of her face as she adjusted herself in position. "i don't wanna go either...", that was the kind of thing she would never allow herself to say before, to stimulate a fantasy that would never come true. but this trip proved to her that she could live in a made up world as long noah was holding her. "baaaaabe", now able to see the neck up close, her voice cracked. releasing one hand from the boy's embrace, she touched his skin, now with purple and red tones. "im so so so sorry", she bit her lower lip, already thinking about the shade of foundation she would use to cover it. "i'll get something to cover that for the trip, don't worry", she assured him, tilting her head to check the extent of the hickey on his neck.

NOAH: it was painful the mere thought of having to actually let her go and get on with the day, so greedy Noah decided to just kept holding her for just a little longer, as his mind started to really wake up. a chuckle vibrated through him at her teasing reply. "It can be" he whispered against her ear. "let's have breakfast together then, and be lazy for just a couple more hours, and then we both will get everything packed and ready to go" he sugested, wanting to take everything he could out of these amazing days with her away from reality. "What?" he wondered confused, not sure what she was talking about, as she touched his neck he understood, and memories from last night rushed back into his mind, putting a silly grin to his face. "Why would I want to cover it?" he raised an eyebrow at her, before closing the distance between the two into a kiss, so she would stop over analize the love bite she left on his skin.

ZEN: taking a note to hold that promise against him later, she nodded her head in agreement, trying to move. "babes, in order to eat breakfast you have to let me go", she smiled, giving him another kiss on his chin. "so people won't give you a hard time about it", she said simply, looking at him. suddenly, another grin took over her features. "you know what's my favorite part of your body?", her fingers touched his cheeks. "your scar. i love it. even tho it's covered right now", zendaya caressed his unshaved face, finding him more attractive in this look. "speaking of it, we should cover our basics", at this point, she gave up trying to move and just settled under him, kissing his jaw on the process. "favorite movie, type of music, book, color, food, color, tv show.... tell me yours i tell you mine".

NOAH: "Forgot about that small detail" Noah jokingly pouted, before eventually letting her go for eating purposes, smiling as she kissed his chin, quickly closing the distance between them again smashing his lips on hers. "Yeah, I've grown found of it myself" He said, unvoluntarly reaching with his hand to his chin at the same time she carressed him. "Is the unshaved look girlfriend approved or not?" He wondered raising a brow at her. Grabbing the glass of juice to take a good sip at it, Noah nodded at the idea. "We really should. Feels like we skipped a couple of steps there" he chuckled, at the same time he was already thinking about the questions she already throw in there. "Let's see... Favorite movie is too hard, my favorite rom com is Failure to Launch tho, just music, the type of music depends a lot on your mood, I've been listening a lot to Kina, if you don't know of him you should definitely check that out, book, again, there's a lot, like a lot a lot, but I'm gonna say Shantaram by Gregory David Roberts. All the food. I can't pick. I don't have a favorite color, TV show, Friends." As he replied he was counting it with his fingers, grinning at the end. "You're up now"

ZEN: "i like it cause it's something that should let you traumatized but it didn't", she smiled, reaching for the chopped fruit, having some watermelon inside her mouth as she was kissed. "girlfriend aproved. makes me tickle. don't let it too big tho, i like your face", as she spoke some of the watermelon juice dripped from her lips, quickly cleaning it with the back of her hand. "babe, everyone knows you love kina. you hum it everytime", she laughed, zendaya herself had listen to it in her alone times because of him. "ok - movie is harry potter, i'm into oldie stuff like ray charles. aside of that anything R&B, book... i read a lot about business and biographies. i loved nelson's one. burritos, pizza and ice cream. i know imma die because of it. favorite color is pink, tv show would be handsmade tale", she tried to speak all of that in one breath as if it was a contest, laughing. "ok, next round - give me all the family names", she rose her hand too. "also, one thing that makes you happy, one thing that makes you mad, one thing that makes you sad and one thing that makes you horny", wiggling her eyebrows, she smiled and offered to feed him some grapes.

NOAH: "Oh poor dog got more traumatized then I did" he commented, stuffing some fruit into his month after tasting the watermellon from her month. "I'll see so it won't get too big" he said in tone of promise. "Oh, well it's really good" he chuckled. "Okay, I'm taking notes here. Harry Potter and Ice Cream in emergency situations. Got it. Mandela you mean?" he questioned to be sure concerning the book. "I'm the son of Kellee and Gregory, divorced by the way. And the younger brother of Taylor" he quickly replied. "You have quite the big family, which I find it so excited, but I'm afraid if you start naming them all I will forget a bunch. I just ask you to forgive me for it in advance" he pleaded with a small chuckle. "Meditation, is one thing that makes me happy. Mad? Fake people. Sad, well I get sad over the silliest things, like a song. Not having my girlfriend in arms reach for over a month! stuff like that. There's this black woman recently in my life, she pretty much holds that power, it's not really a thing that will get me going, if you know what I mean" as he said his last words he raised and lowered his eyebrows a couple of times. "What does makes you happy Zendaya Coleman. And everything else."

ZEN: "yeah, but we can't watch it together. dylan would kill me", she pointed that out with a face, nodding to the sides. "but if you show up with ice cream at my door i'll do pretty much anything you ask. and yes, mandela! his life is so inspiring", as he spoke she made a effort not to reach for a notebook to note it down, figuring that it would kill the moment. when he mentioned being sad for not seeing her for a month, she pulled his face and gave him a lil peck. she was specially proud that he acknowledged that she was a black woman in his answer. "my parents, also divorced are claire stoermer and kazembe coleman. kazaa for friends. don't worry, no one can actually remember all my siblings names, but it's katianna, annabella, austin, kaylee and julien", starting to smash a piece of bread, she nodded at him. "ice cream makes me happy, mad would be not being able to succeed in something that i invested time... i get sad over christmas songs for some reason and neck kisses gets me going. if you want to tone me down, touching my earlobe makes me sleepy", shrugging, she smiled. they were nearly done with breakfast, so she looked up at him. "ok, final question: what is your goal in life?", her voice was calm, looking at his eyes as she made the question.

NOAH: "Dylan would kill you? Why am I feeling jealous over harry potter right now?" noah frowned slightly, chuckling. "Ice cream, the key to your heart. Noted. I haven't read it yet, maybe you could lend me the book someday. But for what I know he had an incredible life experience." Noah commented, reaching for a couple of more fruit pieces, and orange juice. As she started to go on and reply to her own questions, Noah just listen, and rejoiced on the fact that she was sharing all this litle things with him, it might seem small, but it holds a great meaning when you are starting to get to know someone. With a small chuckling as she shared the earlobe fact, noah grinned at her. "That's something I will keep in mind" he smiled. "Oh, that's a loaded one." he had to take a moment to think about it. "I think the answer would be... just to be, really. You know? To be present in every thing you do. To be a good friend, to be a good son, a good brother. A good partner. At every step of the way, I just want to give my all in what I do, and have faith that will bring me happiness, and fullfillment. I don't have this specific thing. Of course I want to be sucessful profissionaly, but it's really not everything for me." This was the mess that was Noah's head right there, raw and without making much sense, but it was him, and he was willing to show her just that: him. "What's yours?"

ZEN: "don't even start babe, that's one you won't win", she replied with a mockery smile. as noah spoke back, zendaya quickly picked up the tray and it's belonging so clear the bed. she then sat on her legs, watching her boyfriend talk about his goal. at end, she had a huge smile on her face. "to be happy. i mean, i have loads of professional goals and shit, but i just want to brave enoug to be happy. give up when needed, walk away from people, all the hard decisions you have to make in order to make me and my loved ones happy", shrugging a bit, she was glad that they did this, sharing small things made her feel closer to him. "thanks for sharing noey. it's important to me", zendaya smiled at him again, but soon, snapped out of her silly face "okay, now, i do have a short term goal", benting her body to his direcion and gave him a long peck on the lips, then dragged her lips on his jaw line. "making my boyfriend cum", sharing a smirk, z pushed the sheets out of the bed with her feet to have more acess to him. the energy shifted, and he could see she was in a mission herself.

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#( noah c. )#( otp: if i could i'd get you the moon : noah centineo )#( paras. )#( para: romantic getaway. )#THIS TOOK US 16 DAYS TO WRITE lol

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madchild-dennis · 2 years ago

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So it's time I tackle something someone said some weeks ago.

I don't remember the exact words of the tweet nor do I know or remember who said it. But it was basically saying:

"...not to listen to certain things because they're CaMpAiGnInG for their own agenda..."or whatever

I knew it was ABOUT me because God. Plus it was when I decided I didn't care about the government fuckery, because it was a shallow show.

But that post and the other that I directly commented/retweeted was what triggered the tweets that I made that day.

Question though? Isn't it

"Zebras NEVER change their stripes?"

Wouldn't that mean if I was campaigning for ANYTHING it would have been the type of person or I'd do it in a similar/smart way? Wouldn't I be consistent?

I mean why would I go from my 1600+ followers on Instagram or my many FB friends to Twitter? A site that was basically in a identity crisis and had a close knit community. One where not all are welcomed or become popular with ease. Why didn't I try to become viral like COVID on TIKity TOKity? The algorithm makes it easy to do so there. Then WHYYYYY would I go from Twitter, my least amount of followers on any of my social media, to a site I didn't use before and had ABSOLUTELY NONE!?!?!.

THINK!!!!

This is why I say y'all don't think.

You, the government, didn't think when you attack me and noted that I don't give a fuck. Which means if I call out my parents, pastors or more. Why wouldn't I call y'all out TOO. Worst when I said "I WAS THINKING ABOUT IT." Which validated my journey. THEN THAT COMMENT. Like it's quite EASY to see I'm not stupid and have the SKILL to campaign properly if that was my plan. Did you scroll through my IG?

Like pics like these when I was campaigning for something:

I EDITED THEM.

Yes this nobody has SKILLS. So why didn't I post those up to appeal to the masses. Well I did some of those last year. When I started to share the journey on TWITTER. But that was to do my campaigning for MJW/MW when it was just 3 promises and right before I first swore ot of frustration and to make sure to end EVERYTHING. PLUSSS THAT.

Knowing how Christian-base Jamaica is on a whole. I am fucking swearing on the people's internet. I just Swore and ALMOST EVERY POST have fuck or some variant of it since talking about Queen of Jamaica. Why the FUCK if I'm campaigning to Jamaican and say "fuck" &/or leave it up? Please note you won't find any "fuck", or swearing of any form before 2021 in my tweets because I deleted them for Miss World. So why the FUCK would I, if I was, be campaigning with it now? Even in this post. if I know better?

In fact, I know how family values and RESPECT is a big thing in Jamaica. Do you want to talk about my parents? Or what I publicly call them and didn't delete? No? But I thought I was campaigning? Wouldn't I know better to be more respectful even in my anger as SO SO MANY Jamaicans would say, prefer or think. Making it worst how picture perfect & Christian they seem. So I gotta be the problem child not my parents or their beautiful family. Want pics? Check my Instagram: @madchild_dennis for "perfect" family pictures.

Next, if I wanted this from years ago. Wouldn't I push up myself in June 2018 when I attended the Prime Minister's Town Hall in Toronto (Mississauga)? I was there and I was in sash (I don't remember if I was in crown) as Miss Mississauga District World:

Wouldn't I have push up myself and make splash. Or ask a great question or make an amazing suggestions.

Funny story: I was in line to ask the PM a question. But was GLAD when the organizers said they have to cut the questions and make it just pictures. Because I did NOT have a question. Absolutely NOTHING. I tried and hoped by the time I reach the front, I thought of a good one. Then I didn't push for a picture. Even when others crowded the entrance. Trust me I was NOTICABLE. I tend to be. I also saw myself get caught by the camera many time. So dig up that file.

So what were you saying again?

Also WHY THE FUCK would I campaign for something when I KNOW I would be attacked and they would try to kill me for it? I made a tweet thread about that threat from believing and moving in faith. They would have had me in a body bag or locked up in an institution by now, if it was NOT God all along. I said so last month when I was "thinking about it". Right here:

So if I know I'd be in danger just from believing and moving in faith. Wouldn't I KNOW I'd have much more problems if I started campaigning.

Frankly, if you think I, by myself, is trying to get the 2/3 vote in whatever. I don't even know or remember the name or department they work in at parliament, much less to campaign. Bruh I was told I'd need that vote to get the constitution to change such a fundamental thing. A lawyer told me from just telling her what God said. I don't even remember nor care to remember. I didn't even know Jamaica had a constitution before that day. All I knew was that there must be a governing law or something. Plus the civic knowledge I learned in Canada about Canadian parliament. Which I knew was the same as Jamaica's because of British Rule. But did I know the details? NO. Wouldn't that be needed to campaign?

OR why wouldn't I ponder to and campaign for the promises I've been saying from the onset of this journey. Especially, NOW!!! This way I can use the receiving of those promises as validation or prove that it's God and then have that as my campaign base. But wait didn't I not just cuss out 1 for being an asshole. Frankly, I don't even speak about him anymore. I publicly told the pastor to SHUT UP then muted his account. God said that's $100,000,000 USD. Wouldn't that help me campaign (if I was). Or why am I not campaigning or even trying to enter MJW this year. I didn't even know it was happening. Then when I saw pictures or events, all I said was, if they want to do what God says crown me as MJW 2020 without any training or audition, or interviews. Just sash & crown as a special moment/tribute in the upcoming show. Plus this is NOT what God promised and tell me to wait on. He said MW 2021. So, THE audacity. Then I left it as that. I wasn't even so forthright. I could have continued to subtly hint on it. I could have pandered and tried to prove why I should be. Or stop swearing (so unladylike) and post pretty pictures. But wait? That's it. I didn't push it.

Why didn't I?

Like I've said OVER AND OVER AGAIN. God said it so I'm NOT going to try and get ANY of it in my own STRENGTH. Imma let GOD do it. Especially these promises. Like what can I do if I haven't already AND STILL NO DELIVERY. So I leave it to God or He's a liar. (But not yet. We're waiting on the 11 week(s) before we go back down that road.)

In fact, I got so FUCKING frustrated, overwhelm and wanted to spite God/find an out. I decided I'm going to be ME but Unrefined/unfiltered, mean and uncouth. Not like how Queen's or beauty queens are or should be and see what God does or will I be relieved of this journey?

God: Good

Me: what? 🤦🏾‍♀️

God: I rather your authenticity even if it's unrefined. That's what's necessary for this job.

Me: 🤦🏾‍♀️😑 fine. Then they'll see me mine buggars out my nostrils in the car, chariot, donkey-cart or whatever when driving/traveling to my destination. I won't put on a show because OBVIOUSLY I won't even get a break because vacations will still have eyes and opinionated viewers.

God: Good

Me: 😒

Yes. God prefers it as you see it. Plus a simple scroll down my Twitter reveals the uncouthness.

https://twitter.com/Madchild_Dennis/

So, all that required was a moment to THINK. JUST SIMPLY THAT, and you would have realized those basic facts. Y'all making me sound like a genius for SIMPLE things. Things I simply took a moment to just think. Nothing spiritual or nothing. If not that, then just read a little and pause for a second. And boom. What you thought was brilliant becomes FOOLISH. It's right in your fucking face.

Maybe your problem is you CANNOT understand why me? Maybe jealous. Or confused on HOW? How a weird, pretty, nobody could be chosen for that? How does she have so much influence? So much that she rattles billionaires (well THE billionaire).

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musicaltcsstuff · 6 years ago

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September 7

SO it was my first day in the study hall with V and it was gucci ya know, so on Wednesday during rehearsal I got this urge to self harm for some reason nothing triggered it or anything, but yeah so I talked to my councelor who's on vacation and she said to journal it and try to have a map through of it, so I did in study hall and I couldn't find a reason for the trigger, so I went up to V at the end and asked him if I did anything weird on Wednesday, and I think he misheard it as what did we do on Wednesday and told me we went through to set 4 which ya Boi knew so I said

'no I mean like on Wednesday did I do. anything weird cause something happened and I cant really pinpoint why,'

'no you didn't do anything weird why? are you alright?'

'yeah just umm'

so I was stuttering alot trying to build up the courage to tell him that for some reason I was triggered for some reason to want to self harm for no reason

'I just for some reason wanted to self harm and I'm trying find out why'

so he naturally responded

'do you need to talk to somebody about it?'

'no, I'm ok i talked to my therapist already'

'oh ok well just know you can talk to me anytime alright?'

so yeah after that I started to have anxiety about it as soon as I walked out so yeahhhhhh funnnnnnnn

whyyyyy doooo iiiiiiiii dooo thissssss?

I hope to god he doesn't look at me differently.

#teacher crush challenge #teacher x student #teacher crush community #teacher crush #teacher crush story #self harn #depression #anxitey

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tellywoodtrash · 7 years ago

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ishqbaaz 12.09.17 lb

someone finally got over giggling and air-guitaring like a 13 year old to come help bhavya out. 🙄🙄🙄

i love how they’re alllll taking about how ~*EXOTIC the key is, but are just looking at the damn keychain the whole time. 😒😒😒

LMAO BILLU’S PANIC WHEN ANIKA COMES IN. MY GOD WHAT A FUCKING IDIOT. 😆😆😆

lololololol i have never seen shivaay this jittery since the morning after the #shitia party, when he woke up with anika “moons ke peeche”. god. i love that episode so much. 😊😊😊

“aap bhaabi ke aate hue itna chuimui kyun ban gaye?” snortttttttt, rudra - straighttttt to the pointttt.

god why do you two have to make your issues so obvious to the whole world??? apne mein hi sulta lo na. 😐😐😐

lol bhavya’s wry smile. she knows that bhaiyya’s a loser. 😝😝😝

again, all their concentration is on the KEYCHAIN. the damn key is a very normal looking key? 🤔🤔🤔

tej is over the whole “i’ll burn the f outta you with the dosa flipper” threat. 😗😗😗

ok fwding this bs coz... so boring. 🙄🙄🙄

oh goddddddddd bhavya, whyyyyy would you trust this fool with anythingggggggg? he’s gonna f uppppp. 😣😣😣

RUDRA YOU FUCKING IDIOT STOP ADMIRING YOURSELF AND DO WHAT YOU’RE THERE TO DOOOOO 😠😠😠

god imma fwd coz i’m PMSing and hella short tempered and rudra’s idiocy is very annoying these days. 😤😤😤

kaveri’s annoyance with everyone hounding her for dosa is hella relatable to any south indian who’s been a minority among north indians. like, there’s a lot more to our cuisines than just dosa, you guys. 😒😒😒

bhavya’s cute af man. she looks like a little chipmunk. so cute. 😊😊😊

svetlana ko rudra ka godzilla jitna bada pairrrrr dikhaaii nahi de raha????? 🤔🤔🤔

after alllll that, svetlana just left bhavya alone in the room with the cupboard unlocked, after SHOWING her where the key is. matlab.... 😑😑😑

ouff, zabardarsti ka romance. fwding. 🤢🤢🤢

time for Star Plus ka ghusaaya hua Religiousity. i relate to anika’s fading smile. 😕😕😕

ok, it’s not THAAAAT bad anika. why you crying???

oh ho, khushi ke aansoon and all that. 😕😕😕

why’s anika taking on this store room check karna thing on her head? meri behen, you’re the bride. can you chillax for 3 seconds??? 😑😑😑

ok i’m soooooooo ready for omkara to get home and change out of this camo print dhoti-pant-skirt-lungi-whatever the f this is. 😒😒😒

gauri refusing food means = something is muyyyyy wrong. 😯😯😯

why’s saathiya playing all poignantly right now??? they have history with aloo ki tikki that idk about coz i didn’t watch all of DBO? 🤔🤔🤔

“shaadi??? hum toh bas...”

HUM TOH BAS WHAT???? HUM TOH BAS WHATTTTTTTT??????? 😒😒😒😒

oh my heart, how hurt bulbul looks. ok omkara, i love you and all, but i’m #teamGauri4ever and just have to kick your goddamn ass now. and when i’m done, i’m handing you over to balram. baaki uski marzi. 😡😡😡

warna toh ek stadium bhar ka lighting hai is ghar mein. thodi si lightein apne storeroom mein bhi laga le???? 🙄🙄🙄

anika, you know phones these days come with torches? you don’t need to stumble around in the dark like it’s the 1600s. 😐😐😐

billu to the rescueeeeeeee. 😊😊😊

sobbing a little. because this is HIS way of saying i love you. 😭😭😭😭😭

anikaaaaa is in nooooo moood to be gracious, lol. thank you chipka diyaaaa. 😂😂😂

hahaha, she is NOT LETTING THIS GO. 🤣🤣🤣🤣

i love her. i honestly love her. she’s so fucking to the point. i would have just fucking repressed this shit and stewed in it coz i’m a wuss and hate confrontation. 😶😶😶

bechaara billu. i’m feeling a little bad for him but also hella enjoying this. 😆😆😆

“shuru hone kahan diya aapne? usse pehle hi aapne thank you ka full stop laga diya!”

oh bete ki!!!! matlab yeh thank you nahi bolta toh we’d have seen even more sex goddess moves!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BILU, APNE HI PAIR PE KULHAADI MAARNA ISSE KEHTE HAI. 😣😣😣😫😫😫😫

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS!!!!!!!!! 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

“shivaay, aapko sach mein kuch nahi kehna?”

I....

“I... have to go get the ganpati murthi...” kbyethx. #hastyRetreat ❌❌❌

lmaoooooo anika berating HERSELF for expecting anything out of this stupid billu is ALL OF US. 😔😔😔😆😆😆

letter mein kyaaa haiiiiii????? WHY SO SHADY DADI???? 😯😯😯😯

omg shakti’s in on it tooooo.... 😶😶😶

WHAT SACHAAAAAAI?!?!? WHAT ARE YOU SHADY BUDDHE UP TO????? 😫😫😫😫😫

lmao the audacity of billu to ask her what’s wronggggg. 😂😂😂

omfg his stupidass asymmetrical kurta tho. 😒😒😒

snortttttt. he’s never going to hear the end of this. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

“you know, aasaan nahi hota hai bolna.”

oh yeah no shit billu. shoulda thought of that before you hounded HER to say it. stupidass..... 😒😒😒

“nahi, bolna asaan hota hai, karna mushkil hota hai na?”

lolllllllllll rudraaaaaaaaaaa 😂😂😂😂

lol rudra’s like bitch please, you’re baaaaaarely functioning as a civil human being who can say polite words, forget about you being emotionally evolved enough to say “i love you” 🙄🙄🙄

shivaay is sick and tired of advice from these little idiots.

time to ignoreeeee pinky for the day.

lo, aa gaye rikaraaa.😊😊😊

oBros have whatever that radar technology jaya bachchan has in K3G for each other. #whenWillYourFavesEver #theTrueLoveStory 😚😚😚

since when does om have such a flair for the dramatic? such extraaaaa wali entry toh billu hi maarta tha. i’m telling you guys there’s some freaky friday kinda shit happening where these ppl have switched their personalities around. 🤔🤔🤔

where did rikara get clothes to change into from????? 😐😐😐

reallllly? gauri’s all radiantly smiley at om after being weepy and hurt in the last scene? matlab kuch bhi. 😕😕😕

ok i really dont get it. om’s all heart eyes at gauri when dadi says they should stay together like shiv-parvati. why did they have that one random scene of om being an asshole in the middle then???? 😟😟😟

oooooooooooooooh. 😯😯😯😯

lol shivaay’s ecstaticccc shipper face. i am fucking lovinggggg it. 😍😍😍

surbhi’s absence is soooooooooooo glaringggg in this scene btw.

lmaooooo these two are going to do ungliii now. 😆😆😆

HAHAHAHAHAHA THEIR FACES. I LOVE THESE FUCKING IDIOTS SO MUCH. 💖💖💖💖

lololol shivaay’s little giggle at rudra’s question. 😊😊😊

super obvious surbhi body double. at least match their hair colours bro. 😐😐😐

ok they didn’t even make an effort at hiding the body double in the wide shot. 😒😒😒

lmao yeah okaaaay, whateverrrrr dadiiiiiiii. this family will never be devoid of drama. ever. also background toh check karti. you’d have seen svetlana’s omniously bhatkofying as foreshadowing of howww wrong you are. 😌😌😌

ohhhhhhhhhhh shit. svetlana’s heading towards om. 😧😧😧

too laaaaaaaaaate! 😬😬😬

rikara have been triggered. honestly you guys, this should have been the FIRST thing you told them as they entered the house???? 😶😶😶

LMAO PETER KI BHI ENTRY AND OM'S FACE LOLOLOLOL 😂😂😂

"bitch, you have a LOT of explaining to do. start talking.”

om is having a shitttttttttttttt fittttt. and rightly so. who even gives a fuck about tej and his issues. honestly, jhanvi is such a fucking idiot. 😒😒😒

WHAT PLAN???? YOU THREE HAVE NOOOO PLAN???? 😑😑😑

omg tej - gauri bonding! 😃😃😃

LMAO GAURI’S WTF FACE 😂😂😂

snort, tej dancing holding gauri’s hands and she’s just like:

aaaand now svetlana’s gonna show her bharatnatyam. 😐😐😐

gauri is like dude, i just fought death and came back and i honestly cannot believe the shit i am having to see with my own two eyes right now. i’m going back to the jungle. balram was better than this. 😒😒😒

pinky on her daily scheduled ‘kosofy anika’s existence’ rant of the day. 🙄🙄🙄

billu on his daily scheduled SHUT IT, MRS. OBEROI!!!!!!!!!! yell of the day. 😬😬😬

pinky, you don’t even like the bride; why do you wanna be a part of the wedding? 😕😕😕

ok billu spitting some real truths. they realllllllll bitter, but they the absolute truth. 😔😔😔

ok now this is unfair, you’re all just ganging up on her. come on guys. 😶😶😶

OMG PINKY WHY, WHYYYYYYYYYY DO YOU NOT GET THE POINTTTTTT 😫😫😫😫

great. more emotional trauma for shivaay. aise toh bol chuka yeh i love you. anika beta, apne khayaali pulao par raita daal ke khaa ja. 😣😣😣😣

lmao om just busting in there like STOP SUBJECTING MY WIFE TO YOUR SUBSTANDARD AND QUESTIONABLE DANCE PERFORMANCES AND GTFO HERE 😤😤😤😤

damnnn, am i the only one who found the way he growled GET OUTTTTTTTTT really super hot? 😯😯😯👅👅👅 💦💦💦💦

lolllll svetlana’s tiny little slaps at om are adorable and hilaaaarioussss 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

om is like I WAS OUT OF THE DAMN HOUSE FOR LIKE 2 DAYS AND YOU ALL HAVE FUCKING LOST ITTTTTTTTTTTTT 😫😫😫😫

oh boy, i’ve never seen om take THIS tone with jhanvi before 😟😟😟

OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHITTTTTTTTTTT OMG JHANVI NOOOOOOOOOOOO 😧😧😧😧😧

OH NOOO OMKIIIIII BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY COME HERE *HOLDS HIM 5EVER TILL THE END OF TIME ITSELF* 😥😥😥😭😭😭😭

GAURIIIIIIIIIII GO TO HIMMMMMMM. 😩😩😩😩

why does svetlana keep looking at the murti???? is that what she wants? but she couldn’t possibly have known that shivaay anika were gonna get married and dadi would want the murti and that rikara would go to get it and they’d fight the dangal and WIN and survive balram’s attempts to murder them???? like.... there’s really no way she’d know it would be here once she made an entry into the house. 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

ok. plan thaaaaaaaaa. phewwwww. *still holding omki forever though*

“aap mauka paate hi, svetlana ko GANDE haathon pakad lena.”

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

SHIVAAY COULD YOU FOCUS ON YOUR GODDAMN WIFE INSTEAD OF THIS ROUTINE BS THAT’S ALWAYS GOING ON IN YOUR GODDAMN HOUSE. HONESTLY. IDEK *WHY* SHE AGREED TO MARRY YOU AGAIN. 😒😒😒😑😑😑

what a pakau and useless precap. told us absolutely nothing about tomorrow????? 🙄🙄🙄

#ishqbaaz #ishqbaaaz #ib episode liveblogs #episode liveblogs #120917 ib lb

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