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Tim AU (Terminal AU)
was thinking lately about how Tim seriously needs his own mantle and that i don't like that he returned to Robin after his stint as Red Robin.... and thus this was created.
named him Terminal because of what you see up there with the definitions. Tim coming into his own hero would be the "death" or "end" of his time as Robin for good, signaling a new era for him. He had to choose this path (because he was forced to). And also, the last one really felt Tim. I wanted to see if there was a part of a camera that I could use as the name (because I am a sucker for Tim and his photography, even if it's not "canon"), and saw the terminal cover and I went looking. and here we are!
It still very much looks like his old Robin suit but that was on purpose. He's not Robin, but I don't think he would branch away from it completely (because for Dick and Jason the circumstances were different), so I think he'd keep most of the suit design, but would go with developing a lot of his own gadgetry. hence: more storage space. (seriously considering that Tim would keep adding belts and then decide to change his pants, and from there he'd start losing aspects of the Robin suit naturally and delve more into an older look.)
color scheme based off of the desert, which I think was a serious turning point for him. + the gas mask because Gotham villains LOVE to poison, gas, etc and Tim, newly spleenless, should not take any chances with that. DC why did we ignore he lost his spleen. why.
(also i am obsessed with the pen I made but I'm still doing some tweaks to it/figuring out exactly how I want it. once i figure it out i WILL be unstoppable just watch me)
#i saw some art i made literally just a few months ago and was like “what the hell is that” (bad anatomy)#i'm still figuring it out#it ALWAYS looks off to me idk why#tim drake#red robin dc#give tim drake his own mantle#terminal au#tim drake au#digital art#seriously i really don't see why he went back to robin#i feel like tim becoming his own hero would be like. a good idea for him. mental health wise...#dc#batman#batfam
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Two face birthday, the Fenton Ghost Catcher tm and bats
The Fenton parents decided that to finance their new series of inventions, they were going to sell some of their inventions that they ultimately never used (and that the GiW does not want) on an inventor auction site… the most part of their invention is sold for almost nothing but the Fentons were committed to selling whatever the price, so… they must find other ways to earn money easily… maybe a fudge sale !
Two face managed to get his hands on the Fenton Ghost Catcher tm. OK, the other rogues give him a kind of tasteless gag gift for his birthday.
Except it works! Two-Face and harvey are free from each other!!! Two-Face remains in place but suffice to say that harvey went to celebrate with his best friend bruce who decided the best idea to have the machine studied by his company, Harvey therefore gives the location
So the Fenton Ghost Catcher tm ends up at the batcave that same evening
But after an argument and shoving, several members of the batfam go through the Fenton Ghost Catcher tm and the Fenton Ghost Catcher tm works for some of them as well and in the accident the machine is damaged
Cerize on the cake, harvey WITH Two-Face comes back the next day because they both feel sick…
They must urgently find out who the Fenton(s) are
#dpxdc#dcxdp#dc x dp#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dc x dp crossover#fenton parents#Fenton Ghost Catcher tm#two face#batfam#batman#bruce wayne#harvey dent#the bats that I think are interesting to divide are of course bruce and jason#the bats were debating on the ethics of doing this#and of trying it on another regular arkam#it got out of hand when the hypothesis that jason tries to get through his rage problem to bring up#except that making two humans with one body#however contaminated it may be#is not a good idea in the long term#but Bruce has already put his mission ahead of his health more than once#and enrages Jason#because I find more funny that the rage is the one without a costume#in addition to avoiding that he immediately shoots everyone in the room#is not to stay wisely in the batcave
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So, based on my headcanon Peeta uses both a wheelchair at home or crutches to prevent hurting both his amputated leg AND his good one.
He absolutely delights toastbabies by riding with them on his lap in the chair. They love to playfully try and push him and play in it when Peeta isn't using it. They request their own play crutches to 'walk like papa does', which of course Katniss makes them because when can she say no to her babies ever?.
#I imagine Peeta actually does really good health wise cause he knows with the amputation he has an uphill battle with his good leg#He tries to keep strong and lean while also not over using/strainning his good leg#We see him as a trainer in CF and I imagine he keeps that attitude after the war because he wants to ENJOY the peace he's sacrificed for#Everlark#Toastbabies#Peeta Mellark#Katniss Everdeen#The Hunger Games
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just found ur blog and im kind of obsessed. especially with machete,, i relate to him so much. i know youve said he has anemia, does he have chronic pain? because i would love to project my own onto him. he is so!!!!
Thank you! I'm glad you like him!
I think a lot of the time he's in varying levels of vaguely uncomfortable. He gets headaches and migraines, often from some extremely fixable bad habits like not resting or eating enough, and from stress and work related neck and shoulder tension. His eyes are very sensitive to bright lights and he doesn't see that well, so he ends up squinting more than he should, which leads to chronic eyestrain and more headaches.
#some days you just ache all over for no reason#stress mental health issues and physical exhaustion all lower your pain threshold and tolerance#so there doesn't really need to be anything seriously wrong with you health-wise if you're oversensitized enough#the pain is very real but there's no good reason for it#answered#justagaygoosehoard#he has good days and good periods but he's never in peak condition for long#and he's mostly accepted that as a fact he has to live with
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phil has always been a good looking man but the blonde has truly elevated him to another level of extreme beauty
if you asked me a year ago if phil should go blonde i'd be like no way that would look so weird and not suit him at all, and i would be 100% wrong. the man is a god now.
SO TRUEE like i'm genuinely floored every time i see a new picture or him in a video... i was gagged from the first sight admittedly i couldn't tell if it might wash him out a little in certain lighting but i couldn't be more convinced now that it was 100000% the right move for him. especially with the roots poking out now like it's just SUCH a good look i think since he wanted to do it for so long the confidence and happiness just elevates it even further he KNOWS it looks good and he's literally glowing and so so so pretty
#it's actually insane how good he looks#twunk rebirth but also the authentic happiness and comfort in his own skin#and he's doing a lot better now health wise im just so happy for him#like he's always been handsome with the emo hair with the quiff everything#but it's so true the phlonde just ELEVATED it#angel#philly#asks#anon#dnp#phlonde
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god its been 7 months on T. i should probably come out to my dad soon 😀 fuck. my voice is in fact dropping now noticeably so
#tongue#willing to be almost annoyingly trans to my grandparents#probs bc the rest of my moms side is chill abt me being trans thankfully#and like idc what my grandparents think abt me#but im sitting here like . what if i make my dad sad :(#hes been good health wise for a while now esp since the hear attack but i still dont wanna add more stress#i wish i could transition but also still be lily#and sometimes i still wish i could just be her. i tried to hard but i cant#i just dont want to hate myself and i dont want to upset my dad. i love him too much
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You know, sometimes I’ll think “oh I really liked reading as a child but there weren’t any books that really molded my personality.”
And then I’ll look at a self insert character I’ve made and realize it’s literally a fucking reskin of Sydney Carton from A Tale of Two Cities.
#because I’m just#the model of good mental health.#complicated relationship with love? check#complicated relationship with alcohol? check again#I literally said in front of my whole ninth grade English class that I felt this man on a personal level#and was CONFUSED WHY MY TEACHER WAS WORRIED BY THAT#me in 9th grade: yeah this man with the lowest self worth I’ve ever seen and is willing to throw his life away for the ones he loves?#me: yeah I aspire to be him because he’s just like me fr#my English teacher: *that Walter White gif of him falling over crying*#*shaking my fist* curse you Dickens you ruined me literature wise#I will never be free of this fucking English cunt’s ghost#don’t even get me STARTED on the run on sentences that bastard has kindled in my writing#if I could go back in time only once I’d use it to personally curb stomp Charles Dickens#anyways. this is the most I’ve ever talked about a self insert to someone who’s not my bff or partner#will I ever mention them again or even in more detail? we’ll see#captain's log
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#my husband surprised me with a treadmill yesterday#I’ve been wanting one but couldn’t justify the expense of it#and he found one for me 😊#excited to get back into good cardiovascular health#and not feel like I’m dying when I go up a flight of stairs#already did 2 miles#hoping to push it up to where i was before when I was in a good place health wise#which was 4 miles#if I could see my body do that then I will be very grateful for its abilities#notice there’s no diet talk here#no weight loss gimmick#I’m staying in the mindset that I’m doing this because it makes me feel good#I refuse to shame myself into being better
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Today was Flak's birthday, the big one one, eleven years! Little grumpy old-ass man.
Dug in the dirt some, harassed some people, got a peanut butter chess pie baked for him... I'd say he can't complain, but he can, he will definitely find something to complain about. (but he likes complaining too, so he can't really complain about that either)
#text#Flak#rooster#chicken#He had a rough winter health wise but has bounced back this spring#I think he was being a little dramatic and just didn't like the cold#But he was molting nonstop all winter and it was just hard on him#He's been feeling more like himself though and definitely had a good birthday
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AU Thursday: Valicer In The Dark -- Fun With Trauma
Hi all -- it's time to talk about my VITD trio again! Specifically, today we're discussing their Traumas! :D Now, "Trauma" in Blades In The Dark refers to a condition your scoundrel picks up when they max out their stress during the course of their adventure -- once they fill up all their stress boxes, they have some sort of mental break, can no longer participate in the rest of the current score, and develop a new specific personality quirk that will haunt them for the rest of the adventures. A character can develop four traumas before they have to be retired from life as a scoundrel (either literally retiring or being thrown into jail as a sacrifice to the Bluecoats). On the plus side, each new trauma is also a chance to earn extra XP -- if your character struggles with the side effects of a trauma during a score, you can mark a point or two of XP for it and level up your character a little bit faster. The book has eight potential traumas for scoundrels to pick up -- Cold, Haunted, Obsessed, Paranoid, Reckless, Soft, Unstable, and Vicious -- but as I've thought about my trio and where I want them to go (and what other systems in the book I'd like to use), I've come up with somewhat more bespoke traumas for them:
-->Alice: Our favorite Cutter actually starts with a trauma -- as I've mentioned before, I looked at the description for the Haunted trauma -- "You’re often lost in reverie, reliving past horrors, seeing things" (pg 14) -- and went "yeah, that pretty well covers her hallucinations of Wonderland." (It's the reason she also gets two starting abilities instead of just one -- trade-off!) As for her next potential trauma, I was initially considering Vicious -- "You seek out opportunities to hurt people, even for no good reason" -- but then decided that perhaps a slightly more logical one would be a tweaked form called Overprotective -- "You make sure everyone knows that what's yours is yours, to the point of violence." Alice is, of course, protective of Victor and Smiler even before she picks up this particular trauma, but afterward, she can get a little overenthusiastic about keeping danger away from them, simply because she doesn't want to lose the people she loves again. That house fire where her family died did a number on her head, after all! The pair probably have to rein her in sometimes to make sure she doesn't accidentally cause them more trouble trying to keep them safe. I don't have a specific scene in mind for what triggers it, but I know it would have to involve Victor and/or Smiler getting hurt and her just letting loose to protect them.
-->Victor: My initial ideas for a trauma for our lovely Whisper were Paranoid -- "You imagine danger everywhere; you can’t trust others" -- as the result of a particularly dangerous score that spooked him badly, or Obsessed -- "You’re enthralled by one thing: an activity, a person, an ideology" -- as the result of him getting a little too much into studying the dangerous magic of Duskwall...but then, while researching the Ritual special ability to figure out how to create new rituals for Victor to use, I found the sample ritual "Portal to the Depths" -- which involves singing an ancient song to open a portal up into the Void Sea, swamping anyone unlucky enough to be in front of it with its dark water filled with mysterious starlight and dragging them into the cold depths. The thing is, whenever someone uses this ritual, along with taking six stress, they must also tick a progress clock called "Seduced By The Leviathan's Song."
Cue me coming up with a scene where Victor, having filled up that progress clock, is with Alice and Smiler at The Docks (yes, this the name of a neighborhood in the city; it is self-explanatory) -- and ends up getting mind-controlled by the song of a nearby Leviathan into nearly walking off one of said docks to either drown or get devoured. Fortunately, this is after the trio have started playing with hypnosis in their private lives, and Smiler and Alice are able to stop him in his tracks by invoking their control over his mind -- but the experience leaves Victor with the custom trauma Phobia -- "You are terrified of a particular person, thing, or place and refuse to be near it." As you might imagine, Victor's terror revolves around the ocean, and he refuses to be anywhere near it if he can -- no more scores involving The Docks for this trio!
-->Smiler: Deciding on any trauma conditions for our cheerful combination Leech/Slide was a bit tricky for me at first -- not only is Smiler a naturally-cheery person who takes a lot of things that would stress out others in stride (see them very casually talking to ghosts in "Start At The Beginning...Sort Of"), they also of course end up in possession of the ability Functioning Vice, which allows them to adjust how much stress they clear when indulging their Vice and makes emptying out that track between scores a lot easier. I really wasn't sure which of the ones on offer would actually fit them --
And then. While reading through the "Changing The Game" section of the book, I stumbled across the "Forgotten Gods" section in "Advanced Abilities and Permissions." Which details what happens when your character opens their mind to a forgotten god -- including access to the ability Glorious Visage, which allows the character to hit everyone in the vicinity with an image of the god's form, costing them three stress and causing everyone around them to at least flee in fear or be paralyzed with dread. The more traumatized the character, the more harm they can do, up to killing a specific person by shattering their mind. I was like "Oooooo, wow, creepy but neat" --
And then I was like "Smiler's already been touched by their god..."
Cue the creation of the custom trauma Vessel -- "Your body is capable of hosting the will of a forgotten god -- and they know it." The way I see this working for Smiler is, the first time they overmax their stress, their god Mar-Mal sees this, is like "!!! Let me help!" and straight-up possesses their body for the rest of the score. Fortunately they do leave once the danger is passed -- helped by Victor and Alice going "It would make us VERY HAPPY if you gave us Smiler back" -- and Smiler recovers from the experience, but the door has been opened in their head, and it's not being shut anytime soon. The trauma automatically gives them access to the customized special ability Joyous Visage -- where Smiler can use Mar-Mal's power to stun people with happiness (it works a bit like the "Hysteria" power in VTMB's version of the Dementation discipline, with people getting completely incapacitated by laughter) -- but every time Smiler uses that power, a die must be rolled. On a six, they use the power safely and only take two stress; on a five through two, they use the power but Mar-Mal takes an interest in the proceedings, forcing them to take three stress; and on a one, Mar-Mal is like "time to take over again!" and possesses their body for the rest of the score. On the plus side, Mar-Mal automatically succeeds at everything they do while in control of Smiler's body (they are a fucking god, after all); on the minus side, when they leave, Smiler has to deal with Level 2 "Post-Possession Exhaustion" harm (because hosting the power of a god is no joke). Smiler has mixed feelings about this whole situation -- on the one hand, they're super excited that they can host the will of their god and not die, but on the other...they are a little scared that maybe, one day, Mar-Mal won't give their body back...
And there we have it -- three lovely traumas for my characters to suffer with! I don't know yet when they'll come into play during all the various stories I have planned, but they are there when I need them! I'm sure the trio are thrilled. XD
#valicer in the dark au#worldbuilding#valicer#blades in the dark#trauma conditions#because sometimes the trauma on offer is just not good enough#and you have to come up with fun new agonies for your favorite characters XD#I actually came up with these in reverse order of how they're presented#Smiler's possession problems first then Victor's phobia#and then Alice's overprotectiveness very recently#hence why Alice doesn't have any fun scenes or extra write-ups to go with hers#it's also arguably the simplest of the group#as it could be triggered by any scene that makes it looks like her boyfriend and metamour are about to die#oooh I should probably do the moment with her going into Hysteria mode in her head#that would be very appropriate#instead of her own low health triggering it its theirs#yeah I like that#as for Victor's ritual he gets four uses of it until he fills up that clock#better use them wisely Victor!#I mean given the stress cost it really is something that should only be used for emergencies soo#and I AM gonna try and not overtax them TOO quickly#don't want the stress economy to end up in shambles#I mean Smiler already has fewer stress boxes thanks to my decision to trade a couple for that dot in Attune#sooo yeah#we'll see how it all works out in the fiction!#queued
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#it feels so weird 2 have people think i look good#like fully its just- weird 4 me lmao#like my dads one of those ppl who started out really cool and then became like conservative as all fuck#like b4 i was born hed help special ed kids n that kinda stuff n did drugs n was fun#but man#as i got older my dad became horrible- he literally called me the r-slur when i came out n shit#n got REALLY into 'health' but by health i mean fads diets eds etc- causing me 2 gain some- but also he like hammered in you couldnt be#loved if ur fat- even my my own stepmom (his wife) said he didnt really like her body the most bc he thought she was 2 fat- this women has a#huge rack and is 6ft and literally wasnt fat at all- like i need yall 2 understand she was average size wise- hell maybe even a bit skinnier#than that- so its like- 2 say ive stuggled with self image and body issues is an understatement so itts like??? people think i look good???#they like me?????#Whomst tf???
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the only things on my mind this week has been ‘i wanna kiss i wanna kiss i wanna kiss i wanna kiss’ and ‘OMG I LOVE MY CAT SM I HOPE I CAN KEEP HER ^_^’
here r more pictures !!!!! and a really funny gif of her lol she had catnip Probably for the first time (i assume?) and she was KNOCKED out after… eepy girl






#kitty talks#i can get her checked for anything friday and then in like a few weeks-months i can know if she doesnt belong to anybody and i can adopt her#i really hope so….. lately i’be iust been feeling good despite feeling bad. and its so weird. cat has done a lot mental health wise#and im definitely gonna start being cleaner and not have depressive episodes where i give up on sorting my things and throwing ny trash away#i hooe everythings gonna be okay. and i hope this cat is healthy. and i hope we have lots of fun together#and i hope i do kiss#i cant believe i have to he him her in a cis way at the vet… they dont know its gender like i do….
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I can't believe they apparently introduced Ratio by showing him playing chess alone and taunting himself. What a dork. I actually love him
#I used to do this all the time from the moment I learnt to play chess when I was seven or so to ehm nowadays from time to time#A lot less now than as a child and teen. I used to do it all the time. Nowadays I find it boring xD#I hope for my mental health he won't be as me-coded as he seems to be#Because that would be embarrassing in an almost humiliating way#What do you mean I am so plain and my tastes so typical and easy to cater to#that the gacha game has made at least two characters that fit perfectly my tastes?#And yet there they are. I won't even talk about Jingliu and Jing Yuan nor probably Luocha and even Sunday#Blade was hit after hit and Ratio is‚ while not as much of my taste fiction-wise for now‚ definitely clicking all my irl interests#I got into twitter and saw the chess piece in the video thumbnail and my first thought was 'goodness I sure hope that's not Ratio'#But it was#This is kind of humiliating. I feel like a NPC of a person. I hope you die. I hope we both die xD#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later#The only character that comes as close as Blade as being lab-made specifically to suit all my tastes is Jack and that's how it went#I don't even want to talk about what Blade has done to me this year (for good and bad)
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Listen as much as I love Ryuki, I think the deeper themes of OOO hit a much more personal chord for me and this is like. The Show for me
#makes me wanna cry thinking about eiji honestly hes so...#many feelings#watching this while im like Actively struggling mental health wise recently has been good but also Emotional#me talking
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are you and M around the same age? are you "equals" at your job or is he your supervisor or anything like that? i don't wanna be presumptuous at all, but as someone who also gets affected by people caring about them and expressing that, i do wonder if it could be a situation where there could be a power dynamic. again, i don't mean to assume anything bad, it's just something people have had to tell me before, and i hope that it's safe for you to have those feelings, whatever they are :)
He's a fifteen years+ older full time program counsellor and we’re a part time program counsellor assistant, but our roles and responsibilities are fairly the same! I completely understand your concern, though, and I appreciate it a lot. ;; A bit ago, I could sense Sol had a concern similar to yours as well, but when I vented to them about how I felt it's wrong having these feelings and thoughts and I felt guilty + ashamed about them, Sol told me as long as the dynamic M and I have are comfortable and healthy for us, then what we have should be okay! But I think I'm in a safe position! I don't think he's the kind of person to hurt me in any form and degree, not after everything he had done for and said to me thus far.
#✉️#🧧#I believe M is genuinely a good man#he built a snowman with me 'cause he knew I'd be happy to make one and helped me flesh out my culinary skills more with making a hotpot#he's ALWAYS checking on me health wise and making sure I'm okay#etc etc#it's hard for me to see he'd have any negative motives with me so I think I should be okay with him!#also he did ask me if I was offended / uncomfortable in terms of personal questions he'd ask me#and that's a very important thing to me ( and Sol ) because it shows he's aware that his actions + words can affect me negatively#so that's another reason why I can trust him#I am giving you a virtual hug ;w; - thank you so much for expressing your concern! <333#again I appreciate it a lot and you're definitely not being presumptuous at all!#the world can be scary full of scary people so I get it :c we all gotta be careful even if those positive interactions are nice to have#everything is all good though :> I think also that M is fully aware of all that he's been doing and saying but in a positive light#I can see he just wants me to be happy and successful and healthy in the end ; and I'll appreciate that always ♡
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#we are doing an IVF transfer in a couple weeks#it’s crazy to think I’ll probably be pregnant before the end of the month#we’ve waited so long for this point and now it’s almost here#I’m excited but also terrified#my toddler son is doing very well health wise so I feel good about doing the transfer for that alone#but he’s also going through a major sleep regression and separation anxiety thing#so I’m hoping he can get over that pretty quickly before I become a crazy person with all the meds about about to have to take
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