#not sure if this is waht you asked so i just explained the entire fear thing again kjabdsckj

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so sorry if this has been explained anywhere on your blog, but are the fears literal things? like, i was looking through your elite 9 art and was wondering if the fears are things they fight but then saw your suyo art (love her btw) and her card said “contracted fears: cynophobia” then i thought are they similar to police dogs? where they can be harmful but also help in certain fields?

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not entirely sure i understand correctly so ill just explain (i think i did so before but ill just explain again just in case)

fears is just a term they use for all entities. they are paranormal beings that manifest due to negative energy, ghosts if u wanna call it but since not everything or everyone is a ghost (deceased people), its not entirely accurate to use the term (some entities are so called nightmares or phobias or just energy). they soon started to use "fear" since those entities share the thing of negative energy and causing fear reactions

the energy differs from entity to entity; low energy type of entities are called "lesser fears" and not that much of a concern but more of a bother if they want to be; they are at the bottom of the pyramid. abnormally massive energy type of entities are called greater evils and at the top of the pyramid, they pose a threat to everyone. the lower the energy the lower the risk of possession. nightmares, spirits, phobias etc are somewhere in the middle and have medium risk, thats why amygdala does thorough testing to avoid possession (like it happened in suyos case before); if the fear contract causes fear reactions in a seeker, its easier for the being to overpower their human and possess them, thats why the seekers get desensitized and checked for fears and phobia to avoid having their own fear assigned (explained here in case i didnt make sense just now)

not everyone made a contract with fears since not everyone is suited. fear contracts allow seekers to see the unseen and have them help with annihilation of other fears (seekers do exorcisms, which they do themselves, or hunt and annihilate fears, which they do w help of their fear contract) - contracts come with side effects and risks

suyos fear contract is "cynophobia"; its a fear that manifests itself as a pair of dogs. shes claustrophobic so amygdala made sure not to assign a fear that is somewhat related to that. noah is scared of injections and needles so again, amygdala made sure to keep that away from him and assigned him "scopohobia"; this is mogu, it manifests itself as a floating eyeball

phobias manifests when the negative energy is strong enough, thats why not every single phobia can manifest (take smth super rare as an example)

saran is a different case since hes not a phobia; no one really knows what he is and they cant study him but hes a mutated form of a vengeful ghost and something else who shot all the way up to the top of the pyramid. his negative energy is massive and abnormal and he preys on humans and fears. hes a greater evil, smth that is impossible to make a contract with bc of the high risk

so yea, they seek evil with evil. fear contracts will behave and obey their humans but if there is a chance to overpower and possess them, they will most definitely do so. they are evil beings after all, even tho some do get attached to their human

[remotely-radical]

I got so high I somehow ended up on Jesus YouTube for kids????

Someone religious PLEASEEEE explain why this video of this women "teaching" about kids has a song with these lyrics

Please tell me how this is not brainwashing your CHILDREN to fear God if they don't read the bible or pray?

Tell me why soon as that song end this women is telling me I have to find a way to pray and communicate with God everyday no matter what, even finding a place away from parents so they can't disturb you.

Not even exaggerating

She told me I HAVE to spend time with God everyday, that is the method.

"You have to find a time everyday" they call it "consistent time" apparently

Then she tells me I have to "find a place" "where no body can disturb you, especially your parents who might wake up early who might tell you to put your shoes away" that they have to find place away from every distraction.

I didn't even watch the entire video, was 20 minutes long, this was 5 minutes in. God knows what else this video says.

So yes, please, someone religious and knows everything, please tell me how religion isn't brainwashing our children, tell me how healthy and okay it is to teach kids secretly to not tell their parents things, in the name of "god"

Because tell me why the fuck was that a thing, I know it goes deeper. I know it was planned, thought out, taught. Dumb fucks, all of them. I think some and alot of them are such genuine people too. That are/were kind hearted. Then they saw that, took advantage of that. Manipulated that. Took it and turned it into their own story.

Or when someone is at their lowest, they "save" them, become this omg wow amazing thing and because they got through something, they give 100% credit to God.

I think that's absolute bullshit.

Some people heal from the people around them, and they pick themselves up. With support, people and things and themselves. But when they get better. They soley give God all of that. Discrediting everyone and everything.

I'm going off track, my point was. This video was fucked and the message was fucked and if I was a kid susceptible to that, I'd be so pressured to read that bible. Forced. Scared.

And I still wouldn't of. Because if I csnt read normally when I want to, I sure as hell wouldn't of been able to function getting forced to.

If I grew up cathlic/religios/jesusy. I know i still would of ended up here. Because I never would of fit in. I'd ask to many questions, I'd be too confused of why this means xyz when it doesn't make sense to me.

I'd of been "a demon child" a "demon spawn" "Satan has influenced her" I'd be in church making noises and running around because I physically couldn't not do that or it would cause me anger.

They wouldn't of liked that, they wouldn't of accepted me or who I am. I know that.

Crazy how I genuinely almost felt something toward this, that I almost felt, hey, maybe I should explore this, see if it can help experience it, keep an open mind.

Then that video, that video came to me, was so random, as I litterally was looking up Adventure Time videos. So how was that next?

Which then that video gave me this, this feeling, this anger. This realiation.

What if that was fixed? The stars aligned to show me that video right at the time to have this experience. Something looked out for me and saved me from them.

But to them, that would of been demons/Satan, satan would of orchestrated it all, to influence me, make me bad, make me think this. That he was too strong.

Trouble is, which is which??? Is one actually the truth? Or is both a lie.

As waht if it was nothing, it was just a litteral random video. There's no force behind it, no God, no Satan, neither exist. Things just live and live. There is nothing else, this is just forever. Forever and forever.

But do we remember forever? How do we ever learn when we don't remember?

I remember, but also remember nothing. My mind is so easy to manipulate, I need to make it stronger, I feel so weak minded sometimes. At work, someone said I said something. I was so so so so confused as I didn't say it or even had the knowledge of information that was said.

So I knew I didn't say it, it wasn't me, but they said it was.

Was days before I saw them again. I was stressing so much trying to remember. I couldnt, this just didn't happen. But I started to convince myself it did, that I litterally did say it, and somehow knew this information or thought of this information and then just forgotten. I genuinely started to convinced myself I said it.

But no, was a litteral mis communication and she meant a differnt worker said it and said my name accidentally

So I 10000000% didn't say it. And I knew that, yet still doubted myself. Was I always like this? Or is that what was made? Who by too? Was it just her? Or did someone do that long before. Did they do the foundation and she did the house?

I don't know and I hope I find out. One day I think I will.

Because alot doesn't add up, it really doesn't. But hey, you said you've done nothing wrong, so it must be me. So i won't let that slide incase jt js me, I'll deal with myself accordingly. But I have that doubt in me that needs to do more research.

But with Jesus, hey man, I thought you were cool, maybe. You are, but your followers are fuck wits. I bet if you do see all of this. You'd be like um the fuck? I did NOT say that biiiitch.

Or, I did whaaaat? Nooo wayyy. Like reading a fiction story. because it is fiction lol. Some man wrote thst, and another wrote another, and another wrote that other too. They like to change bits. They like what suits them. The bible is made for men. For men to commit crime in the name of god.

Couldn't be further from the truth. They never cared about God. He just found a loop hole to do shitty things in his name. So the rest followed. Creating more and more.

Which more rules and different gods happened.

Because then the other men were like "oh bet, they can do that without consequences? Yea watch this, I'll fkn one up that cunt" then become worse human beings.

And so on and so on.

Anyway. I'm tired, my phone is tall, and I need a long long nap because this is my first day off in a whileeeee.

Goodnight Jesus