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So chapter 7 huh...
#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#twisted wonderland spoilers#not really but to be safe lmfao#I feel like michael mouse is going to snipe me through my window for this one#danganronpa#this stems from me and my roommate having a powerpoint night where he infodumped at me about dr and I infodumped at him about twst#nothing productive was done on that night but it was pretty fun i wont lie#trying to draw in the dr style is such a vastly different style from my own that it was incredibly hard to draw his eyes so large LKDSFSLDK
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Favorite Trigun character?
teehee..... can u guess 🤪🙈
#have to work on hw again so will be answering more qs 👍#this aint even CLOSE to half of all my drawings of him 🤣💀#also fellas. we are nearing 1 whole year of drawing wolfwood.💀#safe to say ive never drawn a single character this many times in my life before 🤣 I'M SLIGHTLY EMBARRASSED BY IT#IT'S MY FIRST TIME HAVING A FAV CHARACTER THAT I CAN BOTH RELATE TO AND THAT'S. LIKE. ACTUALLY DEEP AND INTERESTINGLY WRITTEN LMFAO💀#like i remember rly being hit by his worldview while reading trimax... i was like whoa........ he thinks just like me fr T_T#and on top of that he also has a really beautiful arc T_T trigun/trimax fr is set up in a way that's like. how could u NOT love this guy!!!#so yeah that's the super short version of why i lawvvv him so much SDJFGHAHA#i dont have a ton of time to get into it atm but i could literally talk about this guy for hours. oh my lord. my little pookie-boo.
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Hey, sorry to be a bother, but I was Tinkaqueer and I got termed, could you please help me find ppl in the proship community again? You're a huge voice here and I figured I'd try and ask for help
It's ruthless out there 😭 good luck rebuilding!
#i tend to forget this account is moderately popular lmfao#folks are like 'oh my god you run that really cool big blog' and im just here in a wrinkled tshirt with a bagel like '...no'#proshippers against censorship#jackal barks#proship please interact#proshippers please interact#proship positivity#proship#proshipper safe#proshipping#proshipper#anti anti#ask#asks#pro stance
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"You can say 'all are welcome' but if wolves and sheep are both welcome you're only going to get wolves" is a quote that I think maybe end of season two alina needs to hear at some point tbh
#shadow and bone#grishaverse#sab salt#sab critical#there is so much wrong with this story in both the books and the show#but the fact that alina herself (by virtue of the authors not understanding) lacks such a fundamental understanding of oppression#and basic power structures#is uhhhh disorienting and more than a little disconcerting#'i want the lp to be a safe haven for everyone!'#girl...#it all sounds so perfect on the surface level the way centrist politics sounds pretty and perfect#but it's ridiculous lmfao#alina starkov critical#not really#i mean ill blame the writing till the cows come home#myramblings
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Hello hello everybody! It is time for another months progress, and I am so excited to share with you, all the things I have gotten my grimy little gremlin hands on. First off, what we are all here for; writing. I have been on fire, to be honest! Last month I churned through the last of the first batch of erotica stories (there's 6 (!!!) of them on my patreon already) and set them up for publishing along with two more unseen ones- I'm still going over the logistics of where to publish for the best revenue (I know this sounds boring, but I have to make an income somehow, and hopefully find another audience as a smut writer on other platforms 💀 I love writing it so why not!), and I am making headway, learning the ins and outs of self publishing. On patreon, there are also two Q&A's that are written in a bit more fictional manner, in character: a more fun way than just writing answers straight up and down. I have enjoyed those so much! There's a bunch of other stuff I haven't even mentioned- honestly, I have to say, I'm really proud of my output on Patreon even though I have been really anxious about writing full time. It's going great! I have to thank my new friends and support-network on discord; you make this all worth it. I cannot express how fun it is to shoot the shit with you in vc, gaming together, or seeing your shenanigans in gen or your in depth theories (thanks for the brainworms!) or memes or staring longingly at the fanfic channel or drooling over your art (ouro related or not) or... Gah. You are just amazing people, and I will waste no opportunity in saying so. Thank you forever and ever and ever an-
When it comes to OUROBOROS, I am happy to announce that the next chapter is damn near done! I was halted because of the discovery that dashingdon is no longer supported by it's creator, and have been working on the twine version ever since, earlier than I expected- it's tough work, but I am so excited to make this an actual game made entirely by myself, and not submitting to a company that quite frankly leaves a bitter aftertaste. It is taking long to make because I want to make it mobile compatible from the start, which there isn't a lot of resources for. But I'm doing my best! The plan is that I will be posting the next chapter for Patreons in the coming month, and then treat you to a full twine release here on tumblr. I haven't made any rewrites when porting the twine build, but I would like to do that too... so we will see; this plan is not set in stone. I will just have to see how it evolves over the next month. Yes, beta-readers is still on the schedule, just holding off a little while while I wrap my head around this new coding landscape.
Other than that, I have been working on the set aesthetic for ouro, which has been really hard, a lot harder than I expected. You all know I am no wizard when it comes to graphic design, but I want to at least develop a set palette and imagery and portraits that is cohesive to the story. The work is ongoing, and I don't have much to say about it- even though it is taking a lot of my brain power. I'm hoping I can come to some kind of set and in depth conclusion that I am happy with before the twine release, because I want the game to feel like a treat to open up and play; a world to get lost in.
That's it! If you want to see weekly and more in depth dev-logs, you know where to go. I hope you have an amazing day or night, and we will see each other soon. xx
#OUROBOROS#ouroboros-if#interactive fiction#twine wip#progress report#dev log#I am SO sorry I haven't been around a lot to answer asks- there is so much work to be done and only so little of me to go around whuhuhuhu#send help lmfao. tuck me into your pocket. keep me safe!!!! I have no idea how people manage all this. But I promise and cross my heart I a#Doing My Best™#other things not mentioned: I have been going through The Stress with my doagy who injured her leg but today we finally took a full hike t#together- she really scared me with how much pain she was in but we made it through 😭 I cannot thank my patreon supporters enough because#your support is making me breathe easy about the upcoming vet bill. why are blood samples so expensive. wah#yeees yees im bursting with butterflies and rainbow emotions. but truly- I can't thank you enough#Onwards! We keep moving!I am so excited for all this-damn all the stress and the insecurities-I am Doing It!!! It is Happening! Wahoo!
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months post the rat’s death (s*kuna) and yuuji is healing from the fight’s trauma you guys have your first “night” together and it’s the most relief and pleasure he’s ever felt in his life like the shudder and gasps he’d be letting out walk with me
i’m walking with you…. it’s probably one of the few times he actually finds himself speechless and he’s oddly embarrassed about it, he feels like he should have something to say, should probably have the words to tell you how he feels when he’s balls deep inside of you for the first time, should probably open his mouth to ask you if he’s doing okay, if it’s too much, if you’re uncomfortable, he’s never really had his dick inside anyone before but it probably could hurt—but he can’t. he doesn’t have any words, he’s literally never felt such intense pleasure before in his life and every time he opens his mouth to say something, anything, only moans spill out, every time he has a single breath of clarity to form a coherent thought he’s overwhelmed by the reality that you’re underneath him and he’s inside of you and you’re alive and it all amounts to a mush and a gasp and he doesn’t realize how hard he’s holding on to your wrists or how raw your skin is from his biting to stop himself from moaning or how bruised your lips are from kissing and biting and sucking and the only words yuuji has probably been able to say all night is how he needs more
#anonymous#sigh............................ dream boy : (#the Yuuji Canonverse AU in my head is reader being a second-year and ive acc thought about the post-sukuna defeat celebration#for a moment but i like what ur putting down anon#also i think.... i think he's so lost in it for a while like he didnt realize just how intense n stressed n angry he was before sukuna died#but when he does hes actually in a weird state of limbo for a while and ur like :( what can i do to help#and yuuji doesnt know bc for so long he's had the objective of ending sukuna and keeping u safe#and now what... do u still need him? is sukuna even really gone? are the higher ups gonna kill him anyway? what purpose does he serve now?#very :( baby :(( but also i think if u got concerned and rambled to someone theyd be like have u considered sucking him off LMFAO#which ends up being a bit.... more than that and turns out yuuji just feels everything intensely and at 110%#just needed a kickstart to remind him of that 😇#yuuji x reader
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Hihihi!!! I love your writing!! It has gotten me through some tough times recently. Could I make a request? I don’t have the most detailed request, but could it be of something with Rook? Maybe some teasing or not! I just thought it would be a fun request to ask! Even maybe push you out of your comfort zone! (In the sense of writing characters, that is. Even though you have written for Rook before lol.)
Oh! And I hope you’re doing well!! ♡♡ Don’t force yourself to write!!! Bye now!!!
Include(s): soft/safe vore, unwilling prey, Rook purposely scares the reader, I wrote the majority of this fic while very sick so I hope this is good regardless of that
★✦Petite Souris✦★
☆゚.*・。゚☆゚.*・。゚☆゚.*・。゚☆゚.*・。゚☆゚.*・。゚
Adjusting to life in Twisted Wonderland was strange and hard...
Especially since, apparently, the scales of your worlds are very different. Your 6'2 is equivalent to their 3 inches... you're unbelievably small in this world. After being "the tall one" your whole life, it's kinda hard to get used to being smaller than a mouse...
Grim is your steed. You can't effectively move around the school at your size, so of course he helps his henchman!
...the only problem is... today, you got separated from him. So, now, you're completely alone. All alone, except for...
"Ahhh~! Petite souris~! How rare it is I see you without Monsieur Fuzzball... what reason could there be for someone of your stature being entirely... alone?"
Rook Hunt. Probably one of the most dangerous students on campus.
"Oh, hi Rook-" You were about to say that you didn't want him to be around you, but then he grabbed you like one would grab a dog's toy.
"Petite souris... so small, so helpless~" Rook smiles as he stares at you. "You will spend the day with me, petite souris."
It was already far too late for any protesting. He's going to carry you around all day and-
...did he just lick you?
"W-what the hell, Rook?!"
"Mmmhh... je suis désolé, mon petite souris... I simply could not resist... your scent is enivrant..."
"Can you let go of me??"
"Certainly not!! It would be unsafe..." Rook suddenly stuck your upper half in his mouth, manhandling you with his tongue, coating you in his viscous saliva... when he pulls you out, there's a string of it attaching you still to his mouth, which he licks off of you.
"Stop it!! What are you doing?! Let go of me already!!"
"Non. Absolutely not. Unsafe, as I said."
"I don't care if it's unsafe!!" You yell, struggling against his hand. "Let go of me already!!"
"...you don't care if it's unsafe?" Rook asks as he smiles... though his smile doesn't reach his eyes.
"Ugh, whatever you're doing is definitely more unsafe than just-"
"Than walking along the ground and risk being stepped on and violently crushed to death~?" He stares at you, his eyes not leaving your own. "However could what I'm doing be worse a fate than that, petite souris? Well, if you truly want it..."
He let's go of you for half a second, before very quickly grabbing you again. Just enough to completely petrify you. If he had just decided not to grab you again... you... you'd just be a stain on the ground right now...
"I'm sure what I'm doing does not seem that bad now, does it, petite souris?"
You're too scared to respond. You're desperately holding onto his hand which he holds you with... worried that he would simply drop you, with no remorse.
Rook lifts you higher up into the air... up, up, up... higher and higher... up above his head.
"I... I-I'm sorry, Rook... please put me down..." You meekly beg. You just want this all to be over. You want him to leave you alone.
"...as you wish, petite souris."
Rook opens his mouth and drops you once more... only, this time, he doesn't catch you. Well, at least, not with his hand. No, Rook caught you in his mouth.
He swallows you down before you can even struggle against him.
For several terrifying minutes, maybe half an hour, he says nothing to you. You're left with your inner thoughts, left to wonder if you're going to die... until, finally... he speaks to you.
"Magnifique! Such exquisite flavour, wonderful texture, and such attirant, such adorable struggling~!" Rook giggles to himself and pats his stomach a few times, shaking your entire world. "You did a fabulous job of playing along, merci beaucoup."
PLAYING ALONG?! PLAYING ALONG?!
YOU WERE GENUINELY TERRIFIED FOR YOUR LIFE, YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE GOING TO DIE, YOU WERE NOT SIMPLY "PLAYING ALONG"!
...oh, but you're still inside him, so you won't say all that. Who knows what he would do.
"...it... i-it was... no trouble... Rook..." You nervously spoke.
"Again, merci beaucoup. Thank you very much for entertaining me for the moment, petite souris. I'll be taking you back to Ramshackle dorm now."
#i really like rook tbh#maybe thats just because im also french lmfao#request post#soft vore#safe vore#v.ore#v/ore#v0re#gt vore#sfw vore#soft v0re#safe v0re#soft v/ore#safe v/ore#twst vore#twisted wonderland vore#rook hunt
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Close ups on the pocket details!!! I'm SUPER happy w how the top pockets look 😳😳😳
I think the variety of pride pins with the moral panic button/Mr Faggot beadwork just. Really sells it. Shadow the Hedgehog voice Pee Your Pants. If you're going to be a shithead about me I'm going to be really annoying and do a bit about it. Plus the little golden angel pin... ALSO really pulls the whole thing together. "God help you" Right in front of my guardian angel? Really? 😒And how could I not make mention of. The Skull. I love you The Skull. It's a button (not sewn on yet, pinned) that I filled the details in w nail polish. Oh yeah! Besides the bottle cap pins (acrylics sealed with mod podge and a prayer), the biggest addition there is the chain lining the pocket flap! I think it looks SO SLICK
The pansy was gonna go on the queer side, but then I got the boutonniere idea! And I think it looks nice! Kinda adds to the asymmetry of the floral print/plaid blocking. And... of course.... I have... my friends...... 🥺 Biggest additions here are the glow-star pentagram pin, soda tabs and the heart locket!
I don't really have many new additions to the bottom pockets. Not yet! The only thing I did was stitch one side of the handcuff chain, and rearrange the pins holding up the other side. The cuffs/scorpion was just an impulse addition before going to a concert. But I do like it! And it looks even better now! Meanwhile, that other pocket, I actually have no idea what I'll do. Sakura is just there cause she matches really well, esp w the angel pin actually!
#punk tag#diy punk#my projects#I FORGOT I USED THAT TAG .#also i AM gonna put patches on this thang I PROMISE. I WAS TOO SCARED LAST RUN. THIS RUN. WILL BE DIFFERENT.#again still waiting. but i really really wanted to show off/talk about the details!!!!!#i have sooooo many Thoughts behind this jacket like. an entire ideology. it almost feels like drag in a way#like! in the sense that there's a performance and art going on here. if my existence is inherently controversial#then i'm gonna lean into that. make you sit with that. and i'm NO LONGER CUTE ABOUT IT#<- guy who called himself cute yesterday bc I LOOKED REALLY GOOD. IT WAS AWESOME. OKAY#i forget i have a body and a face so much.#also! the cuffs!!! feel like a slight nod to the kink community. like. i really do feel like the demonization of kink#is the reason why so much. everything is so bad. i have thoughts about this but i can't fully articulate them rn#but like. points at the sign that says all queerness and esp queer expression is kink in the eyes of bigots#points at the sign that those are my friends you asshole. it might even be me. who knows....#any which way! really coming together! i do really need to get studs though i think. the. horrors.#and also i'll look sick as hell.#rn i feel it's... well. not exactly subtle but i am fortunate to live in a safe area. i live in mind your own business state.#not like. saying that to you i mean like that's the general attitude where i live LMFAOOO#the worst i've gotten is a lady saying 'god help you' to me in passing. and that was really recent#an indication of ohhh changing tides. unsettling. but also she couldn't even look me in the eye when she said that lmfao#any which way! i am thinking of my safety but also i do feel like i'm lucky enough to have time.#my jacket
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so like. how many times do you think smith has heard isami say he doesn’t trust bravern and then tried really hard to change that when he becomes bravern only to wind up with the same outcome every single time
#it’s just. like. i love you. i love you. i became this because i love you and you shut me out now that i’m like this#and i’m not brave enough to admit that it’s ME you’re turning away from because it will hurt even more if you know it’s me#and you still turn away but i love you and our hearts match now because i want to keep you safe in mine forever#and i know i can’t be you so i’ll be your armor; your partner; your knight because i love you#and i couldn’t stand the thought of leaving you so our souls brought me back and now i’m this and i’m HERE#i’m right here but you don’t know i’m here and i’m so scared to tell you because what if you don’t want me here?#not like this; not after everything?#jesus fucking christ with enough concentrated essence of super robot anything really IS possible#even getting me to give a shit abt romance. LMFAO#EMBARRASSING!!!!!!!!!#a: bravern#ch: lewis smith#bravern spoilers#t.bbbb#i knew this show was gay but i didn’t expect it to be so queer too#ill-advised post to make probably but ehhhhhh
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"That crown is mine by divine right! You think yourself above a GOD?!"
Well gee Narinder you're right! I wonder why they would think that? Not like you gave them the abilities and tips necessary to KILL FOUR OF THEM
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something that's been driving me insane about dgm 253 is that p!Lavi says that the innocence favours those with a particularly adverse fate and he considered himself a bringer of disaster, yet bookman and he were on the side of the noahs during that war meaning that they were not chosen by the innocence back then? their fate wasn't tragic enough for the innocence to take interest in them?? But current Lavi's is??? p!Lavi was abandoned by his village took part in the holy war chose to abandon his clan to follow neah sacrificed his body heart and soul for p!Allen and you're telling me current Lavi's fate is worse?? head in hands I can't do this
#maybe it's a good thing that hoshino doesn't seem to have any intention of bringing him back#maybe that's the only way to keep him safe#p!lavi actually says something about hoping the future jr will have a better fate than him LMFAO god GOD#i wonder if our lavi is actually part of past lavi's soul reincarnated or if he really is a whole new person#why would p!lavi look and speak so much like him tho?#I'm curious about the name too#do jr just always use the same names over and over?#I can't imagine bookman wanting to give this jr the same alias the previous jr had been using when he'd gone missing#esp since they were entering the same war that had stolen him#did it just happen?? that they're both lavi???#did our lavi choose his own name??#how did bookman even feel about that if that's what happened......#ougghhh
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cw: reader is mentioned wearing a dress and corset, mentions of a butt plug, pet play? kinda
very specific thought I have sometimes when I online shop: deku likes to buy your clothes for you. not in a weird, controlling way really—he just has certain….visions of you in the things he sees. and he’s a little obsessive on his worse day, and he knows he won’t ever get the image of you in those pants if he doesn’t buy them for you immediately.
he’s a little bit of an idiot though, is scammed damn near every week because instagram wont stop promoting those websites that sell all might themed undies and those knee highs with his own face plastered all over them. he says it’s worth it though, when the clothing comes and he surprises you with them with the hope of a fashion show.
he sits on the side of the bed, biting at his thumb nail, staring at your moving shadow from under the en-suite bathroom door. he brought you a baby blue dress with fluffy white buttons up the chest, a matching corset that he’s waiting to tie up, the bunny ears that came with it, and a pair of blue boots with fuzzy ears on top. it’s ridiculous, you told him the moment he showed it to you. I’m not some show pony, you poke at him when you take the clothes in hand. You’re just a perv, you mutter as you close the bathroom door behind you, ready to try it all on.
And you feel so stupid when you come out, all fuzzy and blue, ready to ask if you should hop over to him. But Izuku looks damn near in awe, eyes rounded and his hands in the air, reaching out for you, quietly telling you to turn around for him. You don’t expect for him to rush over to you, to hook his chin over your shoulder, to whisper about how pretty you are, for his warm and large hands to tie the corset so gently, that your breath stutters from his closeness.
“You like it?” You ask him, looking at him from under your lashes, watch how his big emerald eyes damn near sparkle as he takes you all in. Izuku hesitates before he answers with a nod, guilty eyes fluttering over to another unopened box you hadn’t seen by the door.
“I think the whole outfit will be complete with one last finishing touch.” He murmurs, doesn’t let your turn in his hold, grabs you tight against him as he hides his warmed cheeks in your neck.
“Which is?” You hum, swaying a little, letting the high skirt of the dress tug up even higher against the very obvious bulge resting at the curve of your ass. Izuku pauses for a moment, before he whispers into your skin,
“A bunny tail butt plug. Just for the aesthetic.” He tacks the last part on quickly, seals it with a kiss against your jaw, groans a little when you gasp. You eye the package now, suddenly interested in this little get up, finally understanding his pervy little methods. You smile though, wide, and stroke the hand resting around your stomach, the other carding through Izuku’s thick locks.
“Just for the aesthetic.” You agree and, you swear, you feel his entire body tremble behind you.
#I was thinking about bkg in doing this but instead it’s you terrorizing him lmfao#showing him the outfit and going ‘this would be great with a bunny plug right? :)’#and he’s choking on air for 8 seconds bc that was so random but also the image is making him feel things#but I like pervy Izuku even more#little weird guy that buys you every little thing he wants to see you in#I would absolutely let him bc I have a shopping addiction#just brought these pants I’ve been wanting that have been sold out for months#I damn near cried LOL#I also want this really cute dress shirt top thingy too but I’ve been spending too much money lately lol#I’ll just wait a week to get it like that makes such a difference ahdhdjfhf#also I was laying down and then saw this outfit and was like hey lemme write this#and now it’s almost 2am help#anyway gn and I’ll schedule this for the morning bc nobody ever sees my stuff this late :(#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#deku treats! 🍬#tw: pet play#just to be safe I’ll tag it!!
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hi more drug question
I have been told many many times that using ecstasy will basically fry your seratonin receptors so that you will never be able to feel happy again unless you are using the drug. I am assuming now that this is false but I am curious now as to how false. Is it something that CAN happen if you take too much at once or too often, or is this just random Drug Scary misinformation
Also also since wellbutrin is not an SSRI does LSD work when you are on it or does it also cancel it out
lol that's kind of an extreme version of what I usually hear! you're right that basically the answer here is no. this comes from a couple different things. first is MDMA induced serotonin toxicity, and 2nd is something called "serotonin syndrome" which is a real thing that can happen, but it's really really hard to get like this. prepare for a very long answer lmfaooo
MDMA induced serotonin toxicity occurs when you take too high doses too frequently. MDMA IS slightly neurotoxic, but so are many prescription drugs so don't let that word freak you out too much! basically MDMA works by dumping large amounts of serotonin into your brain, hence why it's the happy/love drug lol. if you take too much too often, your brain will straight up run out of serotonin. obviously that's bad! it's not as simple as "never feeling happy again" but you will essentially have depression for a bit because of lack of serotonin (on its own, low serotonin levels following modest MDMA use is not damaging and resolves within a few days) but the real problem is that if you are on MDMA with depleted serotonin, your brain will continue releasing dopamine which will attach to the serotonin receptors and damage them. this is what can cause long term depression symptoms, the damaged serotonin receptors. ultimately your brain will heal this on its own unless for some reason I guess you keep taking it a lot (which would have no effect. when you take too much MDMA your brain just runs out of serotonin to dump so like. it just won't work lol)?? it can also be treated with the supplement NAC, which I would recommend taking any time you use MDMA because of this!
to sum up MDMA toxicity: it can happen but only if you're misusing it! it's generally recommended that you dont do much more than 1 dose every 3 months or so to make sure your brain has time to reset. research interactions with anything else you're using (prescription or not), take some NAC in the weeks following a dose, drink a lot of water, keep your body temperature regular because that can worsen it, and take some antioxidants like alpha lipoic acid and grape seed oil during/immediately after taking MDMA - it's when you come down that your brain is delicate and could use the protection. also this may sound counterintuitive but weed also has antioxidant properties, so smoking it as you come down helps a lot. also if you DO have MDMA toxicity taking more MDMA will not help u feel happy unfortunately it will just make it worse lol, your brain only has so much serotonin to give
now serotonin syndrome can happen with the misuse of any drug that works on serotonin including MAOIs, SSRIs, and SNRIs, usually by taking a VERY large dose (but some people are just extremely sensitive). it usually takes care of itself eventually, but the amount of time it takes and stuff is kinda hard to pin down bc it's REALLY misunderstood and tends to be overly self diagnosed. again this is like super super hard to do. you would have to take a MASSIVE dose or mix it with other serotonin affecting drugs (ESPECIALLY MAOIs. DO NOT MIX MDMA WITH MAOI ANTI DEPRESSANTS). like 5 times the normal dose at least probably (partner is currently trying to find some literature on it so he'll add that in the replies if he finds anything interesting). it will cause things like heightened anxiety and body temperature and can cause kidney problems or seizures if it's like really bad and untreated. but you'd feel REALLY bad before it got to that point, so in general like, if you take any type of drug and feel extremely bad after go to the doctor lol. mostly this will also just heal itself; your brain is pretty resilient! again usually if this does happen it's very minor. cases bad enough to require hospitalization are exceedingly rare
to give you an example of what these can look like, I have a friend who was given about 3-4 times a regular dose by a fucking piece of shit asshole she knows and, this part is crucial, it was mixed with a very large amount of alcohol AND acid (which can slightly increase the neurotoxicity. normally not a huge issue but becomes one in circumstances like this), AND coke; like she was blackout drunk and while not on a lot of acid or coke, this is just too many things to have in your body and brain at one time. the mixture of such a large amount different drugs caused her what I'm guessing was a mild case of both of these things at once. she experienced slightly worsened depression for about 6 months after, and actually had a mild stutter for almost a year. I made sure she took some NAC and other things that aid brain healing, and she didn't try molly again for a long time to be super sure she didn't overload her brain before it was ready. this is a pretty extreme case, and even with that she has fully recovered thankfully. do NOT EVER do drugs with someone you don't trust with your life. DO NOT EVER do drugs in doses you have not confirmed for yourself to be safe and DO NOT EVER mix drugs without finding out if it's safe!!! just as a small aside though: usually taking molly and acid at the same time is perfectly safe. in fact it's called a candy flip and I HIGHLY recommend it because it's fucking awesome. again, just make sure you are taking safe doses in a safe environment
OKAY now finally your specific question about Wellbutrin: I actually take Wellbutrin so I can answer this one from personal experience! Wellbutrin should not alter the effects of LSD in any way HOWEVER! both of these drugs lower your seizure threshold! I'm on the max dose of Wellbutrin (which is the max dose BECAUSE of seizure risk) so when I plan to drop acid I usually either skip my dose entirely that day or only take half depending on how much acid I'm planning to take. because of the way Wellbutrin works, this shouldn't cause you any problems as far as that goes. for me, not taking my Wellbutrin for a day mainly has the effect of making me more fatigued, and acid counteracts that really well by making me feel very awake/aware. if you don't want to skip or halve your dose though you can also take things that will RAISE your seizure threshold. so like I sometimes will smoke hemp because CBD actually will help with that. the risk here isn't huge either way especially if you have no history of seizures, but again if it's something you're concerned about you should be just fine skipping or lowering your dose for the day. acid usually lasts about 12 hours too so i personally don't even care about skipping the Wellbutrin that much because it basically does the same thing for me. I did take my full Wellbutrin dose the last couple times I've done acid though because I was taking a very small amount of acid (about half a tab)
in summation lol sort of TLDR I generally would recommend MDMA for recreational use because the risks of damage are low and it's safe if you are safe about it. and it's honestly just a really fun one! the only negative effect I've ever felt is some emotional and physical fatigue the following day, and this is largely because of how emotional and energetic you are on it. I just make sure to have the next day off to lay around and listen to music :)
taking it with a partner or loved one will give you an especially beautiful experience, as MDMA has been proven to facilitate extremely open emotional conversations. in fact, when MDMA was first synthesized it's primary use was in psychotherapy! research was shut down during the war on drugs, but in recent studies it's demonstrated amazing abilities to treat and even straight up CURE disorders like PTSD. for a personal anecdote, my partner actually completely fucking cured his alcoholism on a combo of MDMA and whippets (nitrous oxide) lmfao. like dude straight up went from getting black out drunk multiple nights a week to drinking nothing for the past year and a half without any other treatment program. LSD has been proven to have similar incredible results with treating and curing things like depression, anxiety, PTSD and addiction and is also a very fun and very safe one.
sorry to reiterate for the billionth time lol but it's important: these drugs are safe and fun if you make sure they're safe and fun! do your research and never use in an unfamiliar environment with people you wouldn't trust in an emergency! also I know this sounds like a lot, but remember I'm giving you like the absolute safest possible practices and emphasizing sort of over cautiousness because I think it's always better to be too safe. I've taken molly without nac and I've taken kinda big doses a little closer together than I should have without any problems. there's a bit of flexibility to these guidelines, but it's always better to think of them as being rigid so you don't end up too far in the other direction. like I've said it's really really hard to do actual damage that would last more than like a day or 2 max. most of the time you'll just be sleepy the next day from all the dancing so it's nice to do it on a day 1 of a weekend. also it only lasts like a couple of hours lol so it's not your whole day or anything!
#sorry this took me like a fucking hour i kept having to check myself w my partner + google to make sure i wasnt talking out of my ass lmfao#im sure ill be rereading and editing it for the next hour as well#damn just spent like another half hour#hope this is thorough enough for ya ajdbsjhdkshdkshs#on a tangentially related note: ive been weaning myself off of my SNRI (venlafaxine/effexor) bc it didnt help at all#and made my nails extremely brittle ????? like so bad they were constantly breaking to the quick and making me bleed#so pretty soon ill be able to do acid and molly again. sweet blessed molly how ive missed you#cant believe i forgot to mention this but as another personal mdma anecdote: my partner and i started dating while candy flipping#hed been staying at my house for like 4 months at that point but we hadnt really talked about like. relationship definitions#and I was EXTREMELY nervous bc id never even like kissed someone fr before him#but the acid and ESPECIALLY the molly made talking about our feelings with each other really easy and safe feeling#we do it every once in a while as like a poor mans couples therapy lmfao. its much easier to be open and honest and vulnerable#while crucially taking down the defensive wall that can cause you to lash out and stuff#highly recommend 👍#wtiting a book called the couple that rolls together stays together. its about doing molly but also skateboarding#drug ed#i cant stop adding to this post im sorry
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Reminiscing about my HOA phase again. . .
#watched a playthrough of a supermassive game so mid and annoying (Casting of Frank Stone)#that I had to go and watch a playthrough of a half decent supermassive game with awesome setpieces (House of Ashes) to calm down#<- I say that first thing as a DBD fan/player btw 😭 I'm not here to hate just cause#god... a lot of my art/doodles from then are kinda dookie but i still like a few of them a lot#and i still really like that one big crazy ghost idea of mine... I need to re-read the 30k or so I wrote to check if i was cooking or not#grafftalk#delete later#btw do any of my HOA pals remember when like. the fandom found the instagrams for j/ason and s/alim's likeness models-#and like. were really really fucking weird about it. 😭😭😭#and meanwhile i never heard a single peep for their actual voice/mocap actors.....? who like. actually did the acting and everything.....#lmfao.... 😭 enough time has passed that I think I can safely say that was kinda weird of people
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Oh... this is not….
#IT AT ALL#what the fuck………#when has quiet about everything that might be a ‘touchy subject’ (usually fascism racism genocide etc etc etc) Taylor swift has ever used#her platform to talk about anything ever#she’s the epitome of a ‘blank white women who fans can easily mold into whatever they want her to be in their heads’ because shes#never shown who she really was to them#she never says anything about anything she has no opinion on anything at least openly her music is bland and safe and never challenging on#purpose for easy consumption in order to not isolate them despite their views and ideologies#such an ugly thing to post at the beginning of black history month lmfao#don’t her fans still think that she’s gay even though all she ever dates are openly racist white men#rambling#who made this book omg#I know the op of the original tweet was just joking and they’re black so they were like ??? too but jsjsjsjs
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wmass-core event of the day: my bunch of local rural white queers in swimsuits stopping in the lake parking lot to help a visiting Black queer (i am assuming queerness here but i'm pretty positive) break back into their own car after locking their keys inside, so that we could avoid anyone having to call the small-town white cops for "help", & then being rewarded with SURPRISE CRYSTALS from a box in this person's trunk once we were successful
a few of the car windows were juuuuust open enough that we managed it with a long piece of wire twisty-tied to an extendable back-scratcher (i drove home for these items). fished those keys out of the front seat from the back window like a fucking champion
the high of success was entirely worth it, ofc none of us were expecting any kind of gift—much less huge chunks of quartz & amethyst (we even tried to be like "we have so many rocks please we don't need more rocks")—but honestly i do love that i have this memento of the adventure
#crystals are legit a form of currency in western massachusetts#i have both given and received crystals to & from strangers before#i am not even a woo crystal person i just love rocks#this person was also really cute & we felt very honored that they decided we were the safe people to approach to ask for help#i think they were a little stunned that we were ready to drop everything & devote half an hour to it though#'ugh i can just call the cops' 'NO! we are doing this'#lmfao
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