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If you could bring any LI to real life who would it be

HMmMmMmMmM. As much as I love Diego, I don’t wanna live forever and such so...

Zain Blackwood is who I choose.

Mainly bc hes baby and is precious, but also because he wants to make the world a better place and such-

If you mean like the LIs are human and it’s just their personalities, then I demand a mix of Zain and Diego bc I love them both so much.

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IM SO GLAD TO BC IT GAVE ME MORE INFORMATION FOR FUTURE SAD AU’S AND SAD FANFICS IN THE FUTURE. And yh I didn’t think about that like how Hades compared her to Hera bc it’s just bowing close they all were. I could see it as that I’m just like. That sad AU is creeping in my mind 24/7 DJWNDBEB. And I need more MCs mom content not just this special bC AAAAAAH IM EMOTIONAL AND YH MCs MOM JUST DYING IN HADES ARMS GOT ME SO HARD.

Especially because that means that Aphrodite didn’t even know MCs mom was dead until someone else told her bc she wasn’t down there. It was Hades like imagine finding out like that. AAAAAH IM EMOTIONAL. Hades just knowing she’s going to die and just knowing it but still trying to make her hold on to him and to hold on to life just had me crying on the floor djwnznwnsnw. Thanks for letting me ramble. I’m going to make a sad fic and I’m tagging you bc GOD I NEED SOMEONE TO SEE MY EMOTIONS.

Like yeah Aphrodite seemed so excited to see MCs mom and I’m just still like “is it bc she had Heras potential?” Like I understand that’s why they found her. It’s bc she has Heras potential but just seeing her be that excited right away just had me like “idk how to feel”. BuT THENNN. Seeing them work together had me SO SOFT™️ LIKE OH MY GOD FJEND. Aphrodite just being happy to be with MCs mom (and Hades) had me feeling so many emotions like yAAAS FNWNDN. (2/?)

But then Hades trading stories with Aphrodite and MCs mom about their own kids (Cerberus and the boys for Hades) and then him saying “this is a nice time between me, Aphrodite, and Hera” made me just to “oh no” dnsjsj. Like no Hades don’t do that to my soul. You’re making me think sad AU thouGHTS. And it just had me like “so wAIT. Does he see her as Hera or as her own being?” Like what Hades stop going back and forth. AND THEN Zeus just fucking cancels the whole office for no reason?? (3/?)

(I’m sorry theres so many of these). And like I said this just FUELS my sad AU of MC hating Zeus for MCs mom death bc seeing MCs mom basically dying in Hades arms hURT ME SO BAD™️ LIKE AAAAH. She died and I like to AU that when she said “I,” or whatever she said before she died I AU’d that she said “I wish Aphrodite was here as well”. And then skipping to her funeral and Hades mentioning Hera once again kinda made me feel weird (4/?)

And then MC shouting something about doing something on the weekend with her mother made me so emotional AAAAAH. And the mention of Alex had me also crying on the floor. In conclusion, I enjoyed this. Other than the Hera mentions and Hades calling MCs mom Hera, it was worth it and I love it and I waited until this morning to play it but bought it last night lol. It was worth it and I’m still on the floor crying over it and sad AUs are sTUCK IN MY HEAD NOW DJWNDNE. Thanks for letting me ramble❤️

i think it tumblr ate ur first message :( 

BUT AHHHH WASNT IT JUST SO EMOTIONAL!??!!? MC’S MOM DYING IN HADES’ ARMS REALLY GOT ME GOOD ;O;;; THANK YOU FOR RAMBLING TO ME ABOUT THIS <3

Aphrodite loving being around MC’s mom was just so so good, i love their dynamic so much ;o;; i think it’s heavily implied MC’s mom never knew she was hera’s reincarnation so i like to think aphrodite decided against telling her because she fell in love with her as herself, not with her potential for hera if that makes sense? 

AS FOR HADES i don’t think his calling MC’s mom Hera was meant to be a bad thing, or uncomfortable :0 it felt, to me, like he was just sort of reminiscing, and it was reinforcing how close he, aphrodite, and MC’s mom were, that he could compare her to Hera at all. It felt like it was trying to push that their friendship was natural and good and right? BUT i do understand why it feels weird, there are a LOT of feelings to go with Hera and calling MC’s mom (and MC herself) the name 

AND OOF YOUR AU STILL MAKES ME  CRY OMG, UR RIGHT THAT THIS IS SOME REALLY GOOD FUEL FOR IT ;O;;; ZEUS JUST SHUTTING HERA DOWN FOR NO GOOD REASON HHHHHH HH H AND MC’S MOM’S LAST WORDS???? WISHING APHRODITE WAS THERE TOO????? MY FUCKIN HEART ;O;

mc shouting about how her mom was gonna spend more time with her and josh and how it made aprhodite cry harder and alex pulled her over to them UGH IT HURTS AND IM CRYING AGAIN  IM SO GLAD YOU GOT TO PLAY THROUGH THE SPECIAL HHHHH

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HNNNN @megatraven

This is a weird AU to imagine, but it’s not a complete AU?? It ties in with my art MC AU thing. So like I said in my art MC AU thing, she goes to an abandoned building to paint during the Hera thing.

So I imagine her just painting one room completely black (idk she has a lot of pain it’s a small room??) and then she’s like “well...better get used to it.” Because at this point, she believes she’s going to die. She just believes there’s no point. She’s in despair. She remembers when Hera almost took over.

It was dark. Nothing to be seen, so this black room is just a memory to her. She believes this will be all she sees for a long time.

She suddenly begins to feel drowsy, so she sits down and actually falls asleep.

She wakes up not to the room, but actual darkness. She calls out but only hears her voice echo. Then, every insult the gods have ever spoken to her echoed out from the darkness.

Ares telling her she’s a “distraction”, Zeus calling her weak, and more voices echo out. It hurts her ears, she tries to lessen it by covering her ears with her hands, but it doesn’t quit. Because of the shouts, she gets angry, and gives a little shout as she falls on her knees and bangs her fists against the dark ground. She can see her fists in front of her and she breaks down.

She just can’t help it. She feels so weak and lost. The darkness surrounding her makes her mind mess up. She hears whispers saying, “you’re not good enough. You aren’t that important to anyone anyway.” After hearing them, she eventually starts to agree with them.

However, after her tears seemed to have stopped, she opens her eyes to see not the dark ground she saw before, it was a marble floor. A very familiar floor. She looks up and sees that she’s in Aphrodites estate. She gets up and looks around confused. “How?” Before she can really say anything, she hears the heel clicks of someone to find out it’s Aphrodite. She tried to speak, but behind herself she hears a child’s laugh. She turns around and low and behold, she sees her but also her mother. But it’s not her now, it’s her when she’s around 6.

Little MC lets out a gasp and runs towards Older MC. She is a little shocked and stands still, for Little MC to go through her and Old MC hears Aphrodite let out a laugh. MC turns around to see Little MC being swung around by Aphrodite. Old MC is in a little bit of shock. She wonders if she always did that. She then sees her mom walk towards Aphrodite and Little MC (she must’ve passed through Old MC too) smiling and laughing. Suddenly, the room around her turns back to darkness, to come back to the same room, but this time Aphrodite and Little MC are on the couch.

Aphrodite has Little MCs head resting on her thigh and she’s talking. Old MC has to walk a little closer to hear, but what she hears is very sweet.

“You know, youre very sweet for a kid.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“Well, people aren’t always this kind and friendly. I’ve seen enough of it.” Aphrodites features turn to sadness.

“Alex is very honored to be your friend, and so am I.”

“You’ll let me be one of your friends?”

Aphrodite lets out a laugh and she looks a little sad at the idea of Little MC not knowing Aphrodite is a close friend of hers. “Of course I’m one of your friends and you’re one of mine. Not just your moms, silly.” Aphrodite moves hair from Little MCs forehead and leans down to kiss her head. Aphrodite continues to stroke Little MCs hair, as if she’s trying to get her to sleep.

Then it suddenly blackens and reappears in another room. It looks like Aphrodites personal room. Old MC looks around in awe at the sight of the jewels and how beautiful the room looks. She hears a little “wow” and sees Little MC doing the same thing. She also sees Aphrodite right beside her, smiling at her excitement.

“Can I try on that necklace, please?” Little MC is looking at Aphrodite with the biggest puppy eyes Old MC has ever seen. She didn’t even know she could do that good of puppy eyes to even a goddess. But she believes at the beginning of knowing Aphrodite, she didn’t even know she was a goddess. She just remembers her being her moms friend.

“Alright, come here and I’ll help you put it on.”

Old MC watches as Aphrodite pulls out a pearl necklace and puts it on Little MC. Old MC lets out a little laugh at how it is too big for a 6 year old, but also at how Little MC is so excited. Aphrodite laughs and so does Little MC. Old MC notices how happy they both seem.

But MC knows she’s close to Aphrodite, but now she knows it’s not just because of Alex. However, MCs spirit is still in despair. She knows one goddess’ opinion won’t hold back Zeus and the whole pantheon.

As if wherever she was knew that, it suddenly blackened again to only show her in Olympus’s hallway. She looks around to see Little MC (same age) and her mom walking towards her with excited faces. Once they get closer, she can finally hear them.

“Momma, are we seeing Ms. A and Alex today?”

“Sorry, sweetie. She’s a bit busy. But we can see another one of my friends! His name is Hades.”

Old MC puts a little smile on her face at the mention of Hades. She wonders if this is where she met Hades for the first time.

It blackens again, to show an office, with said god at the desk and Little MC giving him a big hug. Old MC can’t help but feel embarrassed at her younger self being so affectionate and not being professional. However, it blackens again to one of the rooms in Olympus surrounded by tables. In one of the tables, MCs mom, Aphrodite, and Hades are all there talking. She looks around a little confused as to why she’s there, but sees Little MC trying to “sneak up” on Hades. Old MC lets out a sigh as this embarrassing memory happens in front of her eyes.

Little MC runs her hands through Hades hair and Hades tells her, “I know you’re there.” She laughs as she sees Little MC run away to who knows where. As she’s laughing, it blackens once more, to show Hades holding Little MCs hand, and it looks like he’s giving her a tour.

MC has to walk so she can keep up with them but she hears Little MC ask Hades something.

“Do you think I’ll be a good agent here?”

Hades laughs and looks at her and he looks truly confident and proud. “Of course. I think you’ll be one of the best agents here.”

Little MC breaks out in a happy laugh and pulls Hades hand so he can reach down to give her a hug.

“Thanks, Mr. H!”

Old MC realizes that she must’ve started that and it’s why Josh whenever he sees Hades or Aphrodite, he says “Mr. H” or “Ms. A”.

Hades laughs and pats Little MCs head while he’s in the hug. However, Little MC pulls away with excitement and reaches into her little purse she has with her and pulls out a purple notebook. Another memory of her own hits MC. She remembers that when Hades asked her questions about Alex with their yearly review, he pulled out a purple notebook exactly like that one. “No way...” Old MC whispers out. She guessed maybe she did know Hades but didn’t remember it.

Hades thanks her and they continue to walk, but pass jokes with each other. Old MC laughs at some of them and watches as Hades guides Little MC through H.E.R.A.

It blackens once more, but nothing shows up again. MC begins to have a little bit of panic. She wants to wake up. However, a voice calls out to her.

“It’s okay, MC. You’re gonna wake up, but I had to remind you of things you forgot and give you a little bit of encouragement.”

Before she can ask anything, she opens her eyes to the black room. She stands up and goes back to her paints, knowing that this room isn’t gonna stay dark for long. She gets gold paint, white paint, silver paint, and blue paint.

She paints Alex’s gold pendant with her blue heart necklace they gave her. Both of the chains are wrapped around each other, symbolizing their lives matching together and how they will be together forever. Then, she paints the ring Alex gave her right below the two necklaces. Then, MC paints a white silhouetted family. She makes them look just like everyone she considers family. Hades, Aphrodite, Alex, May, Josh, and her mom.

She moves on and paints “Hope” in big, white letters, with flowers and tree branches and plants surrounding it.

She sighs as she stands back and looks at her work. She’s filled with determination and not the darkness doesn’t look as bad as it did before. She leaves with her carrying her paints home, but she’s also carrying determination and thanks that voice and what was shown to her.

Does this make sense?? No. But did I imagine it for a long time after getting those headcannons from you??? YES. I don’t think AUs have to 100% make sense but here. This is one way my AU of art MC goes. This wasn’t the original idea so the original idea is coming whenever I get it planned out bc irs also just as weird DJWNDBEB. But yeah take this and love you Meg. The headcannons of theirs that I used in this post can be found here. Go give it a like but that’s it for right now. The rest of the actual AU should be coming soon or something when I’m not so busy.

This old house is gonna be done on Monday thank God

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That’s me just honestly on the daily when I don’t want to play Alex DJWNDBEB.

Oh no,,,, I guess,,,,, I have no choice but to reread all of alex's route again,,,,,,, so sad,,