#not going to put much of this on my blog today unless something neato happens

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for reminding:

only one cast member has been interacting with fandom on all this and it’s the one that’s always been vocal on social media about everything and someone we’ve also seen be very emotional since the finale (looking at the panel) and who fandom is geared toward trusting and whose story keeps changing. Another cast member has barely mentioned the finale (Jared at panel), and then the THIRD has made ONE post and only used the spnfamilyforever hashtag and has been silent, and his wife has been silent, ever since last Thursday. 

while statistically, translators can fuck up, we have heard from hispanic translators that it’s unlikely this happened and to risk one’s career for what? one line? to drastically later a scene? listen, I absolutely love thinking we have that kind of power, but unless someone comes forward and says that happens... also they had the original episode title (The Truth). ‘Rouge Translator’ is a myth. 

the people who need to make statements aren’t making them

whoever compares you to ‘qanon conspiracies’ are wrong and you should just walk away from those folk if you don’t have the spoons to engage. there’s nothing qanon about this. qanon conspiracies are baseless, and everything we have thought of so far, while yes most are theories, are us working off of clues and past behavior we have seen before. they aren’t baseless conspiracy theories. you’re not crazy. you’re also not crazy in not liking the finale. the entire season did not lead here. the entire SHOW did not lead here. 

fact remains that jensen said himself shit got cut from 1518 on his end

fact also remains that misha said himself cas had a different ending or it was just supposed to end differently. 

fact also also remains that ADR happened and we just don’t know exactly where in 1518 or for what purpose. 

1518 did get changed from The Truth to Despair

11 shots are missing from 1520

there are more facts but it’s 4 a.m. and I just woke up–point is, people will try to gaslight you, some intentionally some not. don’t feel bad in thinking something, somewhere went wrong. because it did. be it the finale when dabb began penning it with studio directives or on his own, be it the finale ripped to shreads, be it shots missing, slightly shorter episode (shorter still if you took out monstages), the absolute silence regarding the finale, about everything—

you’re not crazy. you’re not a conspiracy theorist. you’re someone who wants answers and until we hear them from the people we need to hear them from, this is just exhausting