#not fully rendered bc I'm tired

[cambrry]

well, she's not wrong tho

follow me on ig as @/cambrry !

[365sadiekane]

This is it this is all you get for now

[mins-fins]

heart attack

&&. there's something hilarious about the beautiful doctor there to help with your terrible habits.

pairing: qian kun x gn!reader

genre: fluff

warnings: mentions of overworking, mentions of passing out & hospitalization

word count: 0.9k

notes: this….. THISSS💔💔💔 this drabble was very inspired by the thai movie heart attack (a movie that has no right being as cute as it is) kun fits the part so well because first.. doctor kun, and second.. kun is so amazing, i love kun, we all fucking love kun 😿 this is a early bday gift for user junjiie bc we all know he loves kun (happy early bday pookie ily) this is insanely self indulgent because i have slept less than three hours in these past five days and have been working myself to shit because.. med school!! yayyyyyyy!! im so excited!! (is not excited)

"so what's the matter with you?"

the usual roughness that would lace the voice of a medical professional is replaced by the softness you would feel of pillows, you glance up, meeting the eyes of the beautiful man before you. you stare, forgetting where you are for a moment, the exhaustion rendering you speechless.

but it's a whisper in your head that reminds you of where you are, and you flinch. "oh— i um.. there's these rashes appearing on my body".

"okay" he mutters, clicking his tongue and pen in unison. "and where exactly?"

"my arms, my neck.." he hums, pulling up your sleeve to check out what you told him. "also there are some on my fingers".

he bites into his inner cheek, much too close for the sake of your heart. he then glances up, examining your face through his glasses. "you haven't been getting any sleep" he snaps his fingers in your direction, letting go of you and turning back to his computer.

you respond with a dry chuckle, too tired to even try to add emotion. "and you know that how?"

"i can see it in your eyes, those dark circles aren't doing you justice" he sucks his teeth as he types out something. "what's your occupation?"

it isn't strange that he's curious, just answer the question.

you shake your head, mind all over the place. "i work in graphic design".

"ohhh" he doesn't exactly seem surprised. "freelance?"

you nod.

his eyebrows join together. "how does an editing job have you so tired?"

you let out a breath, too exhausted to allow a laugh. "it's a twenty four hour thing, if i'm awake at all times i function better".

"you're barely functioning now".

"well you're a doctor, you always tell people the obvious" you sigh, closing your eyes to try and recollect the many hours of sleep you lost. "i'm sure you aren't any better than me.."

"i'd be inclined to disagree".

you open one eye, staring at the pretty doctor who types away on his computer, catching you in his peripheral vision. (eyes you don't notice due to your lethargy making you less disposed to).

"when was the last time you slept?"

your throat goes dry, your senses reduced to the clear fatigue. you could simply lie, how would he even know? there's no way dr. qian is a psychic, that would be freaky, you're sure it would be nightmarish if that were the case.

there's an indecipherable glimmer in his eye, one that would scare you in regular circumstances where you were fully awake. it's as if he knows you're going to lie, your attempt at fib crawls down your throat before it can even escape your lips. "five days ago".

his reaction is serene, much too calm for your situation. "five days ago.. and how many hours did you sleep?"

your brain is foggy, you almost blurt the number 'six', but that's simply your default response when people ask. why would you ever lie to a doctor?..and the cute doctor especially?

you pause at the wave of your thoughts. what do you mean he's cute?

it's simply common sense, y/n. don't you like smart guys?

you would probably attribute it to your terrible sleep deprivation if it weren't true. you can't deny that the man before you is simply so attractive it should be illegal, he's absolutely gorgeous, how can a regular doctor be so beautiful? you might fall over, not from your lack of sleep, but from the eyes of the man who stares with such care.

"like.. three?"

your voice scratches as you recall the last time you 'slept', he hums, clicking his pen as he notes the information down. he turns in his rolling chair, scooting closer to you. "you mind if i see your hands?"

you can't even put up a fight, you're just about to give into your own exhaustion. you put your hands out for him, and dr. qian takes your hands in his own, examining the rashes which litter your fingers. he's close, so close, you can admire each of his facial features with amazing certainty. everything about him is beautiful, his cheeks, his eyes, the curves of his lips, it's all beautiful, it should be a crime for such a man to exist.

"that's an issue.. have you taken medication for sleep before?" you shake your head, and his fingers slip from yours.

"alright.. i'm going to put you on doxylamine" he mumbles, getting back to noting down your state. you begin scratching at the rashes on your fingers, and he snaps: "don't scratch it".

you move your hands apart rather quickly, his tone of voice intimidating you enough that you pause. he's much too convincing.

he points at you. "tonight, and this next month onward, you sleep before nine o'clock every single day".

you uncharacteristically snicker. "do you sleep before nine o'clock every single day?"

he raises an eyebrow, amused by the question. "i'm the doctor, i know best".

"of course".

"you'll end up dead if you keep going at this rate, take your medication, sleep before nine every day, then check back in with me next month".

"if i'm not available, can i reschedule?"

the question is simply meant to be comedic, you're just about to pass out, trying to sneak in a last minute joke before having to leave the office of the cute doctor. he leans his arm against the desk, smiling at you. "don't reschedule, i want to see you".

and you clearly weren't expecting those words, because your cheeks flare up.

see y/n? you do like smart guys.

[constructedparadox]

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I tagged 4,661 of my posts in 2022

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Longest Tag: 132 characters

#got my annual 'pay increase' and labor is the only commodity that doesn't need to swell in cost for the sake of the almighty economy

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Watched School of Chocolate and I loved it for the most part. It was, indeed, a school and Chef Amaury did teach the contestants quite a bit about working with chocolate and pastries. And the contestants were really talented and open to learn and compete.

Didn't care for Melissa, tho. She kept using that tired "I'm used to being the boss" line people use when they don't want to be respectful of their teammates. She acted annoyed by anyones ideas but her own and was convinced that if she wasn't in control then they wouldn't succeed. She was condescending, nitpicking, passive aggressive and tiresome. So when her plan to use Tyricia to win a challenge bc she just knew she was better than her actually backfired, you'd best believe I cackled loudly. "How did she win off of my piece?" like they didn't build that thing together. Cry me river, bitch.

*ahem* Overall the show is very enjoyable and a quick watch 😀

23 notes - Posted January 18, 2022

#4

Bel Air is looking mighty good after these first episodes. The casting and characterizations are wonderful and the rebooted storyline is the very definition of a fresh take. If you were a fan of the original 90s sitcom you'll recognize the obvious plot points immediately and how they've been made to fit the show's altered direction. The changes made to cover the switch from mid 90s to early 2020s are all simple enough to be believable. The show has been made over into a full blown drama that gets heavier every episode but still has heart and humor. There's even some interesting new character dynamics to make sure the hour long episodes aren't completely focused on Will, even though he is still the main. It's a re-imagining in the truest sense and imo really enjoyable.

35 notes - Posted February 14, 2022

#3

It's time people learn to spot a bad photo editing job bc I'm watching Tinder Swindler and that picture of him with his "parents" is just awful. That would have been the first and last red flag

53 notes - Posted February 15, 2022

#2

Wakanda Forever is awesome from beginning to end. I really must give props to everyone involved bc it is absolutely fantastic. There were tears, of course, at the dedications, flashbacks and homages to Chadwick Boseman. But the story moves on and it does so with a clear direction. I was glued to the story and not a moment or character was wasted or misused. I honestly haven't enjoyed a Marvel film this much since the first Black Panther. If you're on the fence or worried that it failed as a worthy sequel I can tell you (in my opinion) you have nothing to fear. Wakanda Forever is a great movie and you should go see it.

73 notes - Posted November 12, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

🗣"FUCK YOU, SHORSEY!!" Those brilliant bastards at Letterkenny took an Atari-style blip of one dimensional comedic relief and respawned him into a fully rendered high definition protagonist complete with a backstory and a character arc. I would not have believed it if I had not seen it (and I would not have seen it if Hulu didn't remember how much I like Letterkenny and suggest the show bc I had completely forgotten about it).

In six episodes they manage to show that Shorsey is not just a talented and hyper competitive hockey playing asshole with unmatched shit talking skills and a penchant for pulling off violent dirty plays. It's revealed that he has a lot that he truly cares about: winning, loyalty, family, and his team. They take him past being enjoyable for being funny and make him likable for being himself. But he's still as ruthlessly insulting as ever so don't think he's gone soft. The show also introduced a slew of all new characters in a brand new town and they're just as uniquely endearing as anyone Shorsey left behind in Letterkenny. Since it's from Jared Keeso and company there were lots of well earned laughs to go with a rather interesting plot. If you're already a fan of Letterkenny I think you'll be very pleasantly surprised by what's been built out of Shorsey, so check it out

202 notes - Posted June 14, 2022

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[certifiedcrash0ut]

It also occured to me that prices exist and are probably something I should put on my page 💀

I myself am a tired college student and I fear that so is a lot of the general Tumblr population, unless I'm timestuck in 2016.

P R I C E S

- I'm gonna try out a thing? Especially getting started, that its a "name your price, but you get what you pay for" thing.

Say you pay 1$. You'll get a silly lil stick figure.

5$? One of those chibi "derp" figures.

15$? Neatened lineart and maybe color.

20$? Flat color, maybe a little bit of depth shading.

30$? Full color, semi rendered.

50$? Full color, full shade, fully rendered

And then onward prices, I will absolutely not complain if you want to give me more money although I can say that there's a pretty good chance of a week-ish wait bc I will be sitting in the godawful dorm chair making the most shaded, detailed work that has ever graced my iPad.

Actually there's a pretty good chance there's gonna be a bit of a wait anyway, especially into December because of finals and stuff, but I also have no shame and the tendency to draw during class.

[emerulynn]

for the ben 10 ask: 23 and 20

20. disability (mental or physical) HCs Gonna do physical only or else this post will be too long

Ben: tbh I think Ben's all kinds of messed up so here's a prominent one. Ben suffers a lot from chronic pain and fatigue so whenever he's not feeling well enough to fight he just pumps sugar into his veins. Smoothies are a favourable option most of the time but they don't work as well anymore so he goes to Monster/Red Bull/energy drinks in general for a stronger dose. When energy drinks aren't working for him anymore he switches to caffeine. Why isn't he dying or has at least exhausted all of himself in his 20s you may ask? Well he is and has and he's running on life support, the life support being the Omnitrix so he’s still somewhat functional. But the Omnitrix doesn’t render him Hercules so he’s almost always tired and hypersensitive at the same time, making him more prone to panic attacks or just hyperventilation. Azmuth ships him to Galvan Prime for checkups every once in a while.

Rook: Physically Rook's very healthy, sure his diet does change as he picks up some of Ben's eating habits but not a lot and he always keeps himself in check. I like to think when Rook was at his low at some point during his quarter-life crisis he had a breakdown, disconnected, locked his doors and starved for like a week or more until he fainted and the health tracker he himself installed alarmed Ben of his location. It never really had a significant long-term effect on his health tho. Not a disability but Rook definitely has scars all over, the small cuts are easily hidden under his fur but the bigger ones just can't go unnoticed, he’s kinda conscious about it in not-the-best way.

Gwen: Gwen would probably be the healthiest one out of the team. In my hc, Gwen locks herself in her human form with the rings (see this post) because she’s afraid of the calamity she can cause but she’s still essentially a condensed humanoid block of mana under her human dressing, what kind of physical disability can she not heal immediately fr. However, as soon as Gwen embraces the fact that she’s a physically untouchable vessel she becomes especially careless of her mortal body. Bleeding fingers are easily patched, broken bones are just as easily healed. She was careless to the point she doesn’t keep her human body fully human anymore and just bleeds mana if she was ever wounded (think Sayaka from Madoka Magica kind of carelessness and numbness lol). After a certain accident, she made the mana leaking out of her wounds look like blood tho (kinda came full circle). Another way to keep herself grounded.

Kevin: I’d say Kevin’s pretty physically healthy too considering how he’s an Osmosian. I’m running out of ideas so uh Kevin probably got one of his limbs cut off when he was unarmored and got a prosthetic in place (ofc he made the prosthetic himself). The prosthetic also has absorbent properties and a place to keep different materials/minerals so it’s kinda like a handy weapon for Kevin to be not too dependent on having to find something to absorb. The material is not an Osmosian tho so it takes much longer to fully transform itself into the loaded material (think of "that one time Kevin involuntarily got turned into taydenite" slow), the process can be sped up with electricity/idk some kind of sci-fi energy but Kevin would avoid that most of the time. That’s all I can get out of my system for now, feel free to let me know if u want me to do other characters too yk see what kind of misery i can bestow them 😈

23. My BROTP Ben x Kevin, which is kinda odd bc if I see their dynamic in any other show I would be begging them to kiss lol. I always see Ben and Kevin as brothers (anh em kết nghĩa in Vietnamese kinda) and want them to stay that way most of the time. But like I'm very easygoing with ships in general so I'm quite ok with everybody being best platonic pals and everybody being each other's lovers at the same time (not too comfortable with incest tho haha) so I don't have any problem with Bevin fan content.

[phoenixiancrystallist]

Day 141, I feel like I've lost count again except I haven't, I checked, ANYWAY. @magical-game gave me an idea for a different hilt guard on Discord because, as one of my resident opinion-havers, they felt the rose vines didn't Vibe™. And ya know what, I agreed with them. With lament for all of my hard work on those leaves, I duplicated the file so nothing got destroyed (because one of my biggest gripes with ProCreate is a layer limit and I, hahaha, uh, kept creeping up on it), and sketched out this. And I like it. It kind of mirrors the rest of the Keyblade's design, and will even more so when I tie it down and fully render it. I'll also have to redo a bit of the dragon pommel guard's body bc it got a bit blurred when I resized it to fit over the sketch, but that's okay.

I do definitely want to incorporate roses into the design somewhere because I fucking love roses. I'll probably scrap the licorice flower and turn that into a sunset rose, and to keep the genderfae colors I might turn one of the fish genderfae instead of having two ace fishes. Gotta rep my gender, yo!

Anyway I'm Goddamn Tired® so even though this was just a quick scribble it's all I'm gonna do today.

[pilotheather]

like i think im pretty solid in my opinion of: 1) this series really did not utilise its time well, and it introduced too many plot elements and characters that weren't developed right - but even then, still spent time meandering in things that really weren't important, thus kinda making A LOT of stuff sorta just there and functional as plot; 2) and that the more substantial, big stuff doesn't really sit well with me as it doesnt have the work behind it AND i'm rather tired of the big universe bending nonsense, especially when you can't fully realise it - and that includes making the doctor the timeless child and introducing a mother for her whos killed off near instantly when all she did was plotdump (like ok? and im supposed to care?); 3) BUT nonetheless despite a lot of it being sort of inherently flawed, i think every other facet of this series has been so well done (the inbetweens, and whatnot) and whilst it does render a lot of this series very superficial, i dont think its totally well enough to say that this series has been godawful because a lot of talent and work DOES go into that sort of thing - and thats evident in how its so standout from 13's OTHER series for that... and i dont know how to feel bc i feel like thats honestly par for the course with other series of dw, under other showrunners, but also?! it is indicative of like how much the minutae of the show really makes it come to life...... like its like EVERYONE except for chibnall is performing at a solid 100/10 and i think chibnall isnt doing awfully but hes. being sloppy. which has always been an issue with him i guess

anyways.. i get why ppl hate it and i get why some ppl rlly loved it. i licherally think im just like wellyes that was sorta nice and ehrm it happened. which usually im not for but hmmm... MAYBE im being too forgibving with her but i do feel like theres like.. seriously a lot of heart here with most of the cast yknow

ive genuinely found many reactions to this series so interesting ....