#not back to your regularly scheduled postings

[mr-avocado-man7]

did this instead of working on my past due art projects

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^ this is what it’s in reference to btw please do not take this seriously 😭😭😭😭

[stardustspaceway]

I dont normally use my account to talk personally. I like my tumblr just being my art but it feels like it’s important to talk about it.

The state of my country is bleak. It really feels like the end of the world. I want to give up. But I won’t. I won’t give up in hopes for better future and I won’t give up the communities who need it. I’ll keep living out of spite and out of hope.

There’s still a lot to keep going for. Remember that out there. And when you need it, I’ll be right here, making art and maybe that can be enough for now…

[colorful-horses]

charlie

[ohtendril]

colin & pen + text posts

[ourstaturestouchtheskies]

Self Portrait as Mary Magdalene – Artemisia Gentileschi // Self-Portrait as the Allegory of Painting – Artemisia Gentileschi // Judith Beheading Holofernes – Artemisia Gentileschi // Esther Before Ahasuerus – Artemisia Gentileschi // I am not a woman, I'm a god – Halsey

for @peggyvan 🩵

[aesthetic-otd]

Today's aesthetic is whatever the fuck this is

[post-it-notes7]

hey, maybe mirror falspar still has two functioning arms

hmmmmm. hm.

[deadboyagency]

Neil Gaiman doesn’t have anything to do with Dead Boy Detectives THE TV SERIES. He has confirmed this multiple times. He’s NOT a writer or director of the show. His name is ONLY attached from the comics he did write.

Dead Boy Detectives is entirely a Steve Yockey show, co-produced by Beth Schwartz.

[hybrix-hijinx]

Late Summer's Harvest

[a-cat-in-toffee]

okay in all seriousness chat. grabbing you by your shoulders. look at me. i am saying this jokingly. i am going along with the bit. i think it is important to take a step back and say i am glad they are taking their time getting their shit together. i am glad they are not burning themselves out and instead doing things they're enjoying. do i miss pd and riptide? yes, of course. would i rather they take literally forever and come back with good content that they enjoyed making? 100 times yes.

[bloodfreak-boyking]

okay but can we talk about a few things here. First of all, the way dean's looking at sam throughout all of these is fucking insane.

Second of all, SPECIFICALLY the way he's looking DIRECTLY AT HIS LIPS...WHEN THEY'RE BASICALLY PRESSED TOGETHER.

LIKE COME ON. ARE YOU GUYS SEEIN THIS SHIT?

Third, the way he looks so DISAPPOINTED in the last two.

Conclusion: Dean wanted his little brother to pull him in by his lapels and kiss him stupid and he's bummed the fuck out it didn't happen.

[hey-hey-j]

new favourite Symbrock dynamic Venom who's been head-over-heels for Eddie since day one x Eddie who still hasn't realized he's wildly in love with this slime ball

[gods-of-kanto]

Pepper: FUCK, YOU FUCKS GO BACK TO THE OTHERS, SYSTEM

WE KNEW IT WAS POSSIBLE, I JUST DIDNT EXPECT IT

Pepper: Did it feel weird!? Did it feel like power?

It just felt like me! I didnt change typings or anything! No surge of power, it was the same amount that I kept as a Magikarp

Pepper: Now, I know why mom find's this shit interesting!

@blackleader369 @alt-360 @haycoat-art @enderman3033 @lionfirek @clonethemewtwo

[awkwardbakugou]

his eyes will forever be my favorite thing 🥰 🫶

[happychaosposting]

[professionalchaoticdumbass]

in the past week or so ive seen a lot of people posting about how there's this oversexualization of trans girls on the site, and I gotta agree, there are way too many people (including other trans women!) who act like we're all dtf 24/7 or always super kinky and horny. I've been tired of that stereotype for ages and i am saying this as a rather sexual trans girl myself...

...but I think people are overcorrecting a bit now, and are starting to veer into "trans women shouldnt be talked about sexually / need to be shielded from it" territory. and, to me, that's really dangerous, because outside of some queer spaces - and even within them- the sexuality of trans girls is heavily scrutinized, as is attraction to us. as much as I dislike certain aspects of the memes and jokes that kickstarted the stereotypes, I'm kinda grateful for them as well. girldick jokes helped with my bottom dysphoria, voice kink shit helped me like my voice, and the whole "tgirl tummy tuesday" thing gave me a lot of confidence in my body where I hated it before. I think this open appreciation of trans sexiness has done a lot for both me and others on tumblr.

again, obviously its got its problems - people end up assuming every trans girl is horny, or only spread positivity if its related to sex with us, and of course the people who do have dysphoria from the things that are being sexualized are left out (like those the "girls without dicks are like angels without wings" memes, ugh, feels icky every time). and on the note of comparing tgirls to angels, we also started getting treated like we're ethereal fertility goddesses and that t4t sex was some inherently sacred ritual. spoiler alert, trans girls are normal-ass people and t4t sex can be holy for the participants but its generally a pretty normal thing to do as well

coming back to the "don't sexualize trans girls" posts now, I think they were initially going in the right direction, but at this point I'm starting to raise an eyebrow at more than a few of them. I'm not gonna whip out the "youre a sex hating puritan if you post about it" accusation because that is obviously wrong but again, I think people are definitely overcorrecting and starting to turn this into a (false) dichotomy when it's not. its a complex topic and each individual trans woman will feel differently about it.

(I feel like the internet just erases any nuance in favor of a two-sided, highly polarized flamewar with unrealistic views on both sides. actually i wouldn't even say this is a super-nuanced discussion because its really not that hard to say "fetishization is bad, but so is suppression of sexuality". will this post just end up being a void scream and people will continue drawing lines between one side and the other? probably. but I am a stubborn bitch and I have hope that we can be reasonable.)

anyways I'll close this off by saying that I wrote this between around 1:30 and 2 AM on terrible sleep the night before, that I hope what I said is coherent enough, and that I will keep being a trans girl who is openly sexual, gets horny over other trans women, and is proud to be transsexy as fuck. I will keep being critical of jokes and trends and memes that stereotype us, even from our own community. I will keep being angry at how poorly us trans folks are treated with regards to our sex lives, bodies, and relationships between the two. I will keep loving and lusting over trans women without fetishizing them. And I will keep doing all of these til the day I die.