#not as much online but irl???? god

[inniave]

"why do you seem like a totally different person sometimes"

because i am! hope this helps :)

[egophiliac]

Hello ! I positively adore the running joke of Idia unknowingly finding Lilia to be the coolest guy ever whenever he doesn't know it's him, like when Silver described his father, or obviously with muscle red. I can't say what'd be funnier, Idia finding out his online best friend is actually Lilia, resident spooky hyper fairy; or them both never finding out, and it'd become even more ridiculous as time goes on. How do you think it'll play out ? You're always so on point

(Also, though it makes sense, I'm still devastated bat boy didn't get a ticket for the Halloween skeleton train : ( does anyone mentions him at some point ? Like how he'd have fit right in with all those Halloween town little freaks, and how he'd have impressed them with his spooks and scared techniques; after all he's been every Briar Valley's children worst fear on Halloween for centuries. I'm on the eng server and I didn't wanna spoil myself by watching the whole thing on youtube)

Have a nice day !

you and me both, Idia and Lilia being oblivious online BFFs (+ Idia being incredibly intimidated any time Silver brings up his jock gamer dad) is my favorite running joke/subplot. 🤝 it's SO good, to the point where I also am unsure if I actually want it to ever be resolved or not...maybe, like, as a post-canon stinger or something? everyone's standing around covered in overblot ink, and Idia and Lilia's phones go off at the same time...

(legit I do think this is part of why Idia couldn't be present for Lilia's dream, because for some reason Lilia decided he was going to just. embody his past self online. he probably quotes his own battle strategies or whatever in the middle of boss fights. Idia didn't pick up on the whole "oh how weird that we both live on a super remote island" thing, but he would spend thirty seconds listening to General Lilia describing siege warfare and be like "w-wait")

all that aside, however it does end up happening, I do see Lilia being very blasé and all "oh! cool!" about it. y'know, taking it very much in stride! and Idia...very much not.

(can't tell if tumblr is going to chew this into illegibility or not, this will be a fun surprise ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ)

as for Lilia sadly missing out on Halloweentown shenanigans...he does get one little mention as part of an offhand reference to the light music club, but so far no one has brought up how this basically is just Lost In the Book of Liliatown (Sebek's been too busy yelling about not getting to be in the same group as Malleus). 😔 honestly though, it's probably for the best that he got left out, because he would just settle right in and refuse to ever leave. canon would shatter. we would miss out on all the delightful angst of episode 7 because Lilia is too busy eating poisonous shrubbery inbetween practicing his very best screams, and no one can pull him away from it.

(I can hope for a sequel next year though...)

[megaloserrr]

i know i am not at all a big creator i'm just some guy with some internet access and an account and friends but even then all of this, fandom, internet fun, its all become so incredibly insufferable to be in? the only reason i made a tumblr was so i could post my art online and maybe get some validation and silly for it, and because there were strangers on the internet who would share the same opinions as me and we could interact via shared interests and love for content we both enjoy but never actually ever know each other personally and as someone whos been in the undertale fandom since i was like. a genuine child, how did fandom culture go from fun and joyous to genuinely exhausting and like walking through a landmine? i understand trying to weed out all the genuinely shitty people, but like, atleast on my side with my friends, and of course one of the bigger online presences in them being kia, why is it so unimaginable that people are friends with eachother outside of fandom discourse that doesnt hold a single candle to anything in real life? i'll tell you this much; whatever shit my friends like to draw doesn't do anything to me in the real world all of this "blocklist" shit (which, by the way, never has to be made public, if you really want a blocklist make it in private or dm people if they want it), is so dangerous and it's absolutely insane and incredible to me that nobody in the rabid anti spaces can see it as a genuine danger that has real world consequences until things don't exactly go "the way they wanted" why are you airing out, generally average and pretty fucking normal, people and artists around on a list expecting whoever's on the internet to see it and have an ounce of etiquette? and, actually, why are you even willing to put out public lists in the first place? does it not fill you with regret? i fucking hate dreammare as a ship and i dont like the shit that people would consider proship, if anything i'm pretty normal, i just dont give a fuck about what people do in their own little spaces because i can choose not to go in there. so why are you choosing to put me out on a list as if i personally hurt you? like i drew incest brothers and sisters kissing with nsfw written all over it or some shit? brother the only social media that i post publicly on for the world to see is this one!! tldr please leave me the fuck alone and have some idk, sympathy? i dont look on tumblr much, i'm busy you know, living on my own barely a year after turning 18, its not very fun running the risk of harassment, and knowing that people are stalking you and your friendgroup constantly over shit that doesn't fucking matter to you

[evermoredeluxe]

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[foreverxdaydreaming]

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[katsy-kitty]

tfw you haven't been here in months(?) and you don't know how anything works anymore and who's still here

I am still in this world, by the way

[abrahamvanhelsings]

NOOOO i found my absolute dream antique desk but it's JUST a cm too big to fit through my front door

[puppysdog]

the fumblerrrr

[piplupod]

"if i isolate myself and just focus on doing my own thang free from the pressure of the eyes of others, then I become more comfortable w myself and gain some semblance of being assured in myself" okay good BUT ->

"if i spend time alone doing my own thang without the pressure of eyes of others for very long and let myself just exist, then i will indulge in things that make me happy, and the things that make me happy tend to be outside of the general view of "normal interests", and this will make me into a very strange person who has very specific interests and is annoying to others bc they became too comfortable with their weirdness and forgot they have to be normal"

so basically i have to just. hate myself a little bit all the time because if I like myself then I annoy people. argrgrhgrghh

[nightmare8-420]

i feel like a part of my soul has been ripped from my chest and i dont know why.

[trenchcrows]

Y'know what fuck you I didn't just write a whole 30 fucking tags at an almost essay level mindset about the state of things not to post it out of tags. If I wasn't kinda tired rn and considering taking a shower I would be saying so much more. I have so much to say about this and if I ever properly organise it and write it out maybe I'll win an award for my cynicism. Crazy to me that I can't even write a proper English essay but I can write one off the cuff in Tumblr tags...

[squidcourse]

*some random person, politely telling you what endogenic systems actually are*

you, for some reason: haha, im going to tell this person how i was Horrifically Tortured for No reason

I don't like talking to endos. I know what endos are. I am not obligated to talk to them. I am not obligated to engage in debate. My time is my time. I have made that very clear. I sometimes talk about discourse, and give my opinion, but I do not make it my hobby.

I know that most of the people on here are doing that. I used to be in a discord where I watched some of the most prominent syscoursers would gather round on voice chat, get drunk or high, and then go on about what kind of stupid repetitive arguments they would start and coordinate when they would all post on a subject.

I know they still do this because despite me and them having each other blocked, I still see completely random people getting so mad that they make independent posts calling those users out by name over how awful and rage inducing a take that they made.

If you don't like that I choose to engage with discourse in a very different way, feel free to block me. If you want to get in my inbox inviting a discussion that I explicitly did not ask for, I'm not just gonna start playing by your personal rules.

I understand that there is a fringe grey area of "endogenics" who do, in a way make sense. Are somewhat reasonable. However you cannot deny that there are a lot of endogenics who treat the experience like some kind of fun aesthetic community.

Regardless of how "uwu valid" you want to act like that is, you cannot deny that a lot of people in that community are posting shit like that. I prefer just to block those tags and not engage with it at all. I block all sorts of shit on tumblr that I don't want to interact with. I curate my online experience. My "blocked" list is so fucking long that you have to record a screenrecorded video to go through it all.

I forgot what I was talking about. Goodbye. Syonara.

[smartass-hoot]

being bi/multilingual sucks because your stats are distributed across two languages and they're never equal. in one language i can summon eldritch horrors with my cussing. in another language i am the funniest and wittiest person alive. and you may be able to translate the words, but not the vibe. never the vibe. it is a curse.

[mukuharakazui]

bg3 is crazy for being a massive $70 larian + wotc collab game whose accessibility menu features subtitles that are present for less than half of all idle character dialogue and almost zero battle dialogue

[uitzinnigmp3]

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[soverane]

how do i word this in a way that's respectful but still thoughtful and articulates my valid frustrations about being pansexual in online wlw spaces... idk how the power dynamics/measures of visibility and inclusivity work for non-lesbian sapphics in sapphic spaces generally, but it's definitely been on my mind for a long time. istg i never feel this kind of invisibility/invalidation in real life ever. my sexuality is usually met with respectful, genuine curiosity (bc people tend to be confused abt the nuances between being bi and being pan, which is fair; we're not as visible and it's a pretty nebulous thing to navigate up until now). i wonder what i need to unpack to figure out why it is something i experience only in online spaces, but i want to unpack this in a way that doesn't undermine or invalidate my lesbian friends either bc these wlw spaces are so precious and vulnerable especially for lesbians. i think this is why it's extra tricky for me bc i know how important it is to protect these spaces for them. I don't want my frustrations and my desire for my pansexuality to be acknowledged/respected to be felt as an intrusion or invasion of this space. i really don't want this to turn into a "but what about me/[insert non-lesbian but still wlw experience]" situation at the expense of pushing lesbians out of focus, as they have been treated so harshly by misogynistic and lesbophobic people countless times (and we still see it happening now). but at the same time there are moments when i see such aggressive biphobia/panphobia within the same spaces that i'm just like, oh wow... oh ok..... :'0

it's so tricky bc of the overlaps. it's tricky bc people like me cannot be fit into a single box labeled "lesbian" "gay" "straight." it is not as rigid as this. i wonder if other polysexual people feel the same. :0