#not actulaly love them!!

[hearrttzz]

uga

bkdk yuri

[equalseleventhirds]

i miss............. stellar firma

[hiimsociallyawkward]

his father's son

ayoo back again. these are always so much fun to make because otherwise it's me just yelling at my ipad of everything i'm thinking while exercising and singing show tunes and that's never fun. basically, all of my thoughts while watching his fathers son. hi bestie @lady-ofmagic-andstars

OH

IS THIS WHAT I THINKI IT IS

KNIGHT RUNNING?

CAMELOT RED WITH THE CAPE FLUTTERING?

PLEASE

SAL;DFJSADLKFJASLDKFJASLDF

KNIGHT MERLIN

HE ACTUALLY LOOKS SO GOOD HOLY CRAP

ASLJSALFASD AND HIS FACE WHEN THEY FIGURE OUT THAT THAT THIS IS AN ATTACK

STOP THE EPISODE JUST STARTED 🥵🥵🥵

omg merlin is still wearing the cape wtf he looks so good pls bbc have mercy

go away now agravaine.

let me relish in the joy of merlin wearing a cape

damn

you're welcome for this btw 😎😎

stop 😭😭 not arthur thinking that he's not worthy

ok i wish knew arthur knew his destiny but also i know why he can't know but i just don't want him to be sad because he's doubting himself yk???

i actually hate agravaine actually stop i feel like it's harsh but drop dead please 🤪

arthur is so good he just wants peace. agravaine please stop you're making him doubt everything that he is

i wish arthur listened to merlin but after watching this ending i can appreciate it

'i can't just kill a man in cold blood' 🥺🥺

arthur don't push him away he's just trying to help 😪

merlin has his blankie 2x this episode and you better believe that i'm commenting both times

arthur is just. i feel so sad for him sometimes. he's still so young and he has to rule a country now and just-

i get why arthur is doing what he's doing and such but i'm still sad.

alskdjfaslkdfjasdf jeez arthur not knowing abt merlin's magic is just. wow this episode is starting off strong 🤪🤪

ARTHUR DON'T BE MEAN 'stick to what you do know'. i mean. fine i'm just sad. SOMEONE TELL ME WHY I'M SO SAD SO EARLY ON IN THE EPISODE IT JUST GETS WORSE I NEED TO STOP

agravaine please leave now

ok that was hot how arthur walked in after the fact though. 'arthur pendragon. pop off'

arthur just wants peace i'm so sad he doesn't want to kill him but jsalkdfjsal;dkfjasdf

watching spn i watch the beheading a lot so i was expecting it but this is merlin haha

GWEN

WHY IS SHE THE BEST I ACTUALLY LOVE THEM TOGETHER. fvck you agravaine. actually die. please STOp

ok so merlin says 'dont push your friends' and while arthur says that he doesn't need anyone, at least he doesn't say that merlin isn't his friend. it's the little victories 😭

these castles are actually gorgeous

agaravaine please die now. stop

you manipulating arthur by claiming these things will make arthur into a good king is just making me so sad

fricken 'appropritate person' aalskdfj;alskdjfasldf

i literally just want arthur to be happy

dude i'm like 13 mins in and i'm angsting so hard over this

'a matter of the heart'🥺🥺

agaravaine die please :,)))))))

ok i'm so sad for arthur

he's still so young and he has the weight of his entire kingdom on his shoulders. he just wants to be a good king for his citizens and he wants peace and every good thing is just taken from him. he doesn't want to kill caerleon. he wants to marry gwen. and we have FREAKING AGARVAINE. this is why we can't have nice things.

ok the arthur using merlin as a punching bag transitively but also literally?? idk my head is blank. but like; merlin is letting himself be used as a punching bag and also it's his 'duty' to let arthur use him as a punching bag? idk idk thoughts?

stfu i don't want these white old men saying long live the king

pls chill

alright alright morgana

she is actually p good at getting onto annis's side so i'll give her props for that

oh shoot kneeling down to the queen? this is a power move but not a power move yk?

CLOAK

ok this is dumb but i love seeing merlin meander around with his little chores

ok what is bbc thinking when they have the "oh i'd never sleep in a bed with merlin" am i supposed to laugh? well i'm not. alrighty then

gwen :,) look at her in her pretty dress

you're breaking my heart right now arthur

you're BREAKING GWEN'S heart right now arthur

laksdjf;laskdfjasdlfkj I. JUST. WANT. THEM. TO. BE. HAPPY. please i need to read fanfic i'm angsting too hard over this

you tell him gwen. you're a badass and arthur is a sadass

i will not take gwen hate or slander

oh frick i was voted onto my school's hoco court so basically i had to walk across the football field and i felt so awkward and arthur walking down the step while everyone stares at him; i wonder if he feels as awkward as i did

LMAO 'he's not alone gwen' and pan to the arthur standing on a cliff alone?? pls

aw the domesticity 🥺

leon ruffling merlin's hair and that clink was such a good clink

where were these knights last episode. i'm suing

saj;flasjslad and arthur just loking at them fondly pls. he's so sweet i love him

'he's our king' that line makes me feel stuff

arthur sdfsd;as i just want him to be happy

MERLINS BLANKIE. WHY IS HE SO CUTE

bruh 💀 i laughed at the pure absurdity of him tripping over the tent

ok ok you know that vine 'two bros chilling in a hot tub 5 ft apart bc they're not gay?' that but 'two bros, chilling in 2 separate tents 5 ft apart bc they're not gay'

was- was that supposed to be a slap?

arthur is so earnest here and i love him he's the sweetest

sa;ldkfjsldfa arthur being protective over merlin

annis is such a badass. actually queen energy here. literally

merlin saying that they're friends again and arthur not denying it :,))))

these knights are so honorable

stfu agaravaine

'only one person who is just an honorable... ME' - arthur pendragon. HAHA sorry i cackled at this

agaravaine. i stg if you look at morgana like that i'll actually gank you

you absolute freak pervert person

alright ik morgana is evil and everything but i stan her improvement in magic

like- can merlin please get on with learning more magic??

as;dlfkjasdlfkja THE RING. dude i can't rn

merlin saying 'camelot needs you alive', i'm going to say yes.. but also if we swap out 'camelot' with 'i' then this is just a perfect insert line for fanfics :,)

THANK YOU OLD FRIEND. PLS you can't do this to me

aw when arthur asks if merlin is ready and merlin says ready

dude this episode is making me a lot more sad than it should

dude what is annis's champion. like look at his shoes??? they're leather?? literally stab him in the foot and we're golden.

youre welcome for the feet pics ;)

ok idk abt you guys but i can't write fight scenes with swords that well so i just base fights off tv and stuff and if you want inspo this is a great fight to write

legit the first battle with arthur and lancelot in the courtyard? yea i stole that

omg even with the champion is on his knees he's still taller than arthur??

alsjfalskdjasldfkjas ARTHUR AND MERLIN MEETING EACH OTHERS EYES AND ARTHUR NOT KILLING ANNIS'S CHAMPION

dude the trope of 'you make me want to be a better person'?? please i live for this stuff

ok the knights saying long live the king? i love that

alright alright annis&arthur

annis is ACTUALLY queen energy i love her. i love her pop off queen

oh shoot annis hit morgana where it hurts. bring up uther that's right queen

oh yes more castle pics 🥵🥵🥵

a aaw the ceremony for them

merlin and arthur are PALS i love them togehter

stop. there are so many words but i'm so glad they're lads

arthur is lying so awkwardly on that bed HAHA

DUDE THIS IS SO PRETTY AND CUTE AND OH MY FRICKEN ALSKDFJALSDJFASDLFKJASDL. alrighty then

yes arthur you're a dumbass you're lucky that gwen is taking you bad she's a frickin badass biatch who doesn't need you

alright arthur say what you mean why don't you

are we.. are we gonna kiss rn

THE SOUND TRACK PLEASE I LOVE IT. THE ROMANCE SWELL I ACTULALY LOVE IT

THEY'RE SO PRETTY TOGETHER

i love arthur in his night clothes and his bare feet. like that just makes it feel so much more domestic and homely and they love each other and just everything they're actually everything. THEYRE SO CUTE.

ANYWAYS i'll be back next week to endlessly rant about a servant of two masters. thanks i love you bye 😘

[venaue]

KYAA SKDGKWG IM IN SHAMABLESS GOD I LOVE THEM SO MUCH ACTULALY

IM NOT OKAY CASIMIRRR he deserves everything he has done no wrong JUSTICE FOR CASIMIR ksdjgsg </3333

AND LEWIS CZ ACTULLY I LOVE HIM TOO i could yap about these responses for so long ur ocs need more attention wtf

like iimctualy so interested in the reason why casimir has eighth grader syndrme omg

ITSOK THAT U DELETED IT IM EAITNG GOOD ANWAYYY /POS

sorry my keyboards kinda broken and im too tired to mke sure the keys aare being correct anymore aergjrej

haihai !!! for the ask game , can i ask for 💐,❓, and 💢 for everyone ?? or you can pick and choose if that's too much :D

✨Hi moot thank you for the ask! I had a draft almost done and then accidentally closed my app. As a result, this is gonna be way shorter than I had initially intended it to be. Everyone WILL however be responding in character this time around instead of me speaking for everyone else.

💐- What is their love language?

Yuna: I've always been partial to helping people out or giving them things to show my appreciation for them. It's kinda a force of habit at this point, but I don't particularly mind.

Heinrich: When I was your age and attending NRC myself (and honestly, when I was even younger than that), I never often received praise or verbal affirmation for my accomplishments. As such, I took to providing those words of appreciation and praise to everyone around me.

Lewis: I'm a bit of a quality time kinda guy, myself. My UM is kinda perfect for that, but also I just like vibing in the same space as everyone I care about, y'know?

Casimir: Dear follower, I commend you for inquiring into my personal thoughts about how to show my affection for others! What better way should an evil overlord show his love for his people than by spending time with them and gracing them with his presence? Of course, I am also fond of showering my most loyal companions in the highest praises, though many find it perplexing or even offensive, although I do not intend it to be. As such, I do not often get the chance to do such a thing.

❓What confuses them the most?

Y: Beastmen. Like, they're so cool and all! But like. From an evolutionary perspective, how do they work? Are they different or similar to mermaids? Like. How?

H: Some students purport that my monologues do not contribute anything of value to anything. Why? I'm imparting upon them vast amounts of knowledge from the previous generation! They should be appreciating my anecdotes, or at the very least taking my previous mistakes into consideration. Also. The slang and language that students use nowadays.

L: Why do people think it's funny to send me nothing statements to read on my radio show? Like genuinely? I don't know what a "skibidi gyatt" or whatever is. I also don't see how it's funny?

C: Why is it that many of my subjects (and many of the demon overlords lackeys...) find my manner of speaking to be befuddling? Many of my classmates insist that I am simply being "childish" or "dramatic"! I only wish to become the most powerful and evil overlord, and my manner of speaking is (at least in my own eyes) rather befitting of a person with such a status.

💢 What makes them angriest?

Y: Nobody takes me seriously because I'm just some girl who doesn't have magic, and that REALLY pisses me off. It doesn't happen as much now that I've survived several overblots and also just. All of the nonsense that happens here, but it never fails to make me angry when I overhear someone say something about "oh can she really do that?" Just because it's something that needs magic or whatever...

H: I'll be honest, I'm not really an angry guy. It's only when I or my family is utterly disrespected by others that I tend to get truly upset.

L: I hate it when people assume that because I don't like being told what to do or prefer to march to the beat of my own drum that I'm lazy or something. Way before my Housewarden overblotted the first time, we already had our typical disputes. But one time he insinuated that I was some kinda good-for-nothing schmuck because I wasn't interested in living by his OR the dorm's rules... Yeah we both wound up in the infirmary for that one...

C: As it pertains to my prior statement, many of my subjects (and the demon overlords lackeys) insist that because I speak with a bit of a flourish on occasion, that I am not to be taken seriously! Many simply play it up to be only a result of my short stature, but I am fully aware that they do not listen to a single word I say simply because of how I deliver it! (I... Only know this because I've heard them mocking me in the halls.. I hate it so much...)

[apolunatic]

i found @muzumi-san ‘s danganronpa asks/questions and decided to just go ahead and answer them bahah

1. Favourite game?

trigger happy havoc.

2. Favourite Protagonist?

makoto naegi.

3. Favourite antagonistic character?

byakuya togami.

4. Favourite character?

kyouko kirigiri.

5. Best girl?

kyouko kirigiri, again lmao

6. Best boy?

difficult but,,, probably fuyuhiko kuzuryuu? or makoto naegi? this one is actually difficult ngl

7. Favourite class trial from all the games?

the chapter six class trial from sdr2.

8. Least favourite character?

hifumi yamada.

9. Least favourite class trial?

the first one from sdr2. i don’t know, it just felt disorganized, in a way?

10. What would be your Ultimate Title?

i don’t know, actually! but going off of my hobbies and “talents” and stuff, maybe ultimate gamer or ultimate “book worm” (would that count)?

11. Favourite cast?

sdr2.

12. Favourite Danganronpa 3 character?

koichi kizakura.

13. What’s your opinion on the Danganronpa 3 anime?

i love it!!! it’s so good, ngl it deserves more love. my favorite dr3 is mirai-hen.

14. What do you think about Danganonpa 1 anime?

i’m assuming this one is talking about danganronpa: the animation? if so, i strongly dislike it. it left out so much and just,, isn’t that great. i’m also not a fan of the style that it is in, to be honest.

15. Your absolute OTP?

naegiri (makoto x kyouko).

16. Your absolute BROTP?

even though it’s basically an otp, ishimondo (kiyotaka x mondo) ヽ(‘ ∇‘ )ノ

17. Do you have an OT3? Which one?

naegirigami (makoto x kyouko x byakuya)!

18. Favourite rare ship?

kirihina (kyouko x aoi)!

19. Who do you think is an underrated character?

kyouko!!! or yui!!!

20. Who do you think is an overrated character?

junko enoshima;; don’t hate me, but i just don’t see what’s so special about her. o(╥﹏╥)o

21. Favourite voice actor?

whoever voices touko/genocider in the japanese version; absolute goddess. how she does genocider’s voice is incredible and absolutely beyond anything i’ve ever heard before, voice acting wise.

22. Favourite talent?

ultimate detective or ultimate astronaut.

23. Favourite mascot?

monokuma, the absolute bastard.

24. Favourite Monokub?

monodam.

25. Least favourite mascot?

monokid.

26. Favourite execution?

either korekiyo’s or gundham’s.

27. Least favourite execution?

kyouko’s; i know that they were doing to be like a parallel of makoto’s, but they could have done so much more with it. it just felt so bland, to be honest. ヽ（´ー｀）┌

28. Favourite unused execution?

sayaka maizono's!

29. Which character should survived in your opinion?

hiyoko saionji.

30. Which character would’ve deserved to survive?

again, hiyoko saionji.

31. Is there a character you think who shouldn’t have survived but did?

not really! although, if i had to choose, maybe kazuichi souda? he's a really good character and i love him, but he just doesn't have survivor "energy"

32. Least favourite protagonist?

shuichi saihara or hajime hinata. don't come at me, please.

33. Character with the best clothing?

rantaro amami.

34. Best character design?

difficult, but korekiyo? or kirumi?

35. A character who should’ve got more character development?

hiyoko saionji or maki harukawa.

36. Character who looks amazing but you don’t like?

korekiyo shinguji.

37. Favourite minor character?

miu iruma.

38. Favourite eyes?

junko enoshima's.

39. Smartest murder plan?

korekiyo shinguji's or kirumi toujou's.

40. Favourite culprit?

kirumi toujou or celestia ludenberg.

41. Person you’ve never expected to become a culprit but they became? (Doesn’t include Chiaki)

kirumi toujou.

42. Honest opinion on Tsumugi Shirogane?

i love her! honestly, she's a really interesting character. she's quite a roller coaster but she is really fun.

43. Describe Monaca Towa in 3 words!

manipulative, toxic, guilty.

44. Describe Nagito Komaeda in 3 words!

bastard, bitch, insane.

45. Unpopular opinion?

i seriously do not like kokichi ouma. i can not stand him (again, don't come for me).

46. Unpopular headcanon?

i'm not sure if this is unpopular or not, but probably kyouko feeling emotions very strongly; she's just an expert at hiding them.

47. A headcanon you have about a character?

see number forty-six (46).

48. Favourite OST?

debate scrum or class trial: space edition.

49. Favourite mini game?

if you mean the ones in ndrv3, i actually have not played thr game myself (i have only watcjed playthroughs), so i don't reallt have an opinion on them.

50. Favourite game design?

ultra despaid girls or killing harmony.

51. Character you thought you were gonna dislike but loved in the end?

touko fukawa (in udg; thh touko is shit).

52. Character you thought you would like but disliked in the end?

monaca.

53. Favourite game end?

trigger happy havoc.

54. Least favourite game end?

mmmmmm,,,, sdr2? for a few reasons, i can evaluate if wanted.

55. Favourite love hotel scene?

the entire love hotel is fuckin' cursed. but if i have to choose, maki's.

56. Best free time events?

kyoukoor maki's; it is fun learning about both of them! ヾ(＾∇＾)

57. Character who should’ve lived longer?

ibuki mioda, her death was too sudden. same with kaito momota. (。┰ω┰。)

58. V3 Pregame! headcanon?

the ones that everyone has for shuichi saihara.

59. Favourite moment?

"mukuro ikusaba... the sixteenth student, lying hidden somewher in this school. the one they call the ultimate despair... watch out for her." this one or maki opening up about her life as an assassin.

60. Saddest moment?

the scenes before kaito momota's execution. i'm sorry, maki. ヾ(×× ) ﾂ

61. Character who looks like the love child of ???

i have,, no idea??

62. Describe Mikan Tsumiki in 3 words!

get this bitch some therapy holy fuck

63. Describe Kyoko Kirigiri in 3 words!

mysterious, angel, underrated.

64. Which character seemed like they were gonna be a culprit but they wasn’t?

yasuhiro hagakure. i don't know, i just expected him to be lying or manipulative for some reason. it was hard to believe that he's actulaly just really stupid. ﾍ(￣ ￣;ﾍ)

65. Who did you never expected to die but they died?

nagito komaeda.

66. Describe the last trial from V3 in 3 words!

insane, cosplay, r a b i d.

67. Which character would you never want to meet in real life?

korekiyo shinguji.

68. Which character would you like to meet in real life?

chiaki nanami.

69. Choose one character which you would take with you on a trip.

kyouko kirigiri. she works too hard, somebody give her a break.

70. Character you would have a sleepover with?

chiaki nanami.

71. Character you can relate to?

maki harukawa.

72. Character you can relate to but you dislike them?

mukuro ikusaba; i can relate to her, sort of, but in a very limited way.

73. Character who deserved better?

hiyoko saionji.

74. What do yo think of Hiyoko Saionji?

she has reasons for behaving the way that she did, but that doesn't excuse them.

75. Describe Gonta Gokuhara in 3 words!

gentleman! angel! bugs!!

76. Favourite research lab?

maki harukawa's.

77. What do you think of the fandom?

half of it is fun. the other half is fucking insane.

78. Favourite random/unnecessary scene?

the love hotel.

79. Which character has the cutest design?

kotoko utsugi.

80. Hope or Despair?

hope.

81. Could you be the Ultimate Lucky Student?

not at all. ヽ(*´з｀*)ﾉ

82. Favourite chapter?

chapter six of sdr2.

83. Least favourite chapter?

chapter one of thh. it just felt very dragged out, in comparison to the other first chapters of the otbwr games.

84. Which character do you easily forget?

ryota mitarai.

85. Could you be a Dangan Protag? Why?

i,, don't know??

86. Favourite Anthology chapter?

i haven't read it but i really want to!

87. Describe Peko Pekoyama in 3 words!

lovely, grand, serious.

88. Describe Mondo Oowada in 3 words!

bikes, misunderstood, a n g r y.

89. Least favourite Danganronpa 3 character?

ruruka andoh.

90. Do you like Junko?

i don't like or dislike her, i just don't understand the hype around her.

91. What do you think of Monokuma?

fucking bastard.

92. Least favourite Monokub?

monokid.

93. Did you like the Monokubs?

not in the slightest.

94. Did you like the Warriors of Hope?

excluding monaca? yes.

95. What do you think of Gundham Tanaka?

i love him so much,,

96. Who’s an overrated character you dislike?

kokichi ouma.

97. Overrated ship which is your NOTP?

naezono (makoto x sayaka).

98. Outfit you dislike?

sayaka maizono's.

99. Your absolute NOTP?

junko x mukuro or junko x mikan. just anything with junko.

100. Opinion on all the Protagonists!

makoto is the best, hajime is kind of bland, kaede is almost too perfect, shuchi is too basic (in a way), komaru and touko's development was incredible and yui deserves much more love.

[taraemory]

Do you have a favorite fur coat out of the amazing collection you have? If so which one? Diamonds are hard will always be one of my favorite videos and we all appreciate the hard work you put in to making these wonderful videos and pictures.

Uh, probably the thigh length white fox fur coat is my favorite. It’s actulaly a Chloe from Paris so it’s already a good brand and it’s very thick, very wide pelts.  Second favorite is the ankle length white fox fur coat, which is similarly thick but I dunno the brand of it off hand.   Both of them are sadly starting to come apart at the collar and a few tears on the armpits but i think they are still fixable.   I’ve got a bunch of other ones, but I avoid anything by Saga or with tiny itty bitty pelts. I also don’t see a point in minks or sables, or really anything that looks less impressive than faux furs.  Actually, my affinity for fox furs really has nothing against the animals themselves, like seriously it’s just the HUGE-ness of them that I love.   Back int eh 80s and also the 30s they really did these mega  huge fox fur coats, and it seems like there are very little fake fur out there that comes close in terms of bigness.  It’s also just the way it looks in photographs that’s really impressiveAlthough that is changing, but usually you only see nice fake fur as trim or already made coats.  Sadly, if you’re just looking for fake fur at a cloth store, the selection is absolute crap, and even worse since in the last 15 years, all the mom and pop clothe stores seems to have vanished, leaving shitty old JoAnns as the only game in town, and half of that store is -I kid you not- “no sew fleece” which means that half the store is basically blankets.  Oh, and the other half of the store I swear is Crayola products and craft-y scrapbook shit.  When they do get something interesting, they go and slap the word “cosplay!” all over it and jack up the prices to like $30 a yard (and that’s just for pvc vinyl)  Jo Ann’s sucks donkey dick, that’s what I’ve been saying for years..Anyway, rant over.  If you make our own stuff, it’s hard to buy decent raw materials unless you go to like the fashion district in Manhattan.  And no, buying fabric off the internet is a crap shoot.  Unless you know exactly who manufactures whatever you’re buying.  and non one tells you that, so that’s ends up being pointless

[birdybirdnerd]

haha fuck u @sosuke-of-secondearth​ makin me do another one of these things (jk jk ilu)

Rules: copy this into a new text post, replace my answers with yours and tag 10 people

A - age: 16 B - biggest fear: that no one will actually remember me or actually like me. not dislike or hate, just that ill be unremarkable enough so that no one remembers me C - current time: 9:46 pm D - drink you last had: sweet tea (im a dirty southerner my bad yall) E - every day starts with: accidentally falling back asleep F - favorite song: lmao dude it changes on a daily sometimes hourly basis. shut up and dance by walk the moon is a reoccurring fave tho G - ghosts, are they real?: i belive H - hometown: fayetteville alabama. pls dont go there. ever. save urself I - in love with: so many people please dont make me list them all J - jealous of: those who can just. go up to a group of people or hell even a person. and just start talking. join in the conversation. its not awkward. the other people engage them in the convo too. no awkward standing around silently K - killed someone: i ran over a mourning doves head in my car one time and cried for an hour L - last time you cried: all day every day M - middle name: either rose-honeycutt or just honeycutt its weird my mom and grandad have been arguing about it since i was born and i cant remember which one is actulaly on my birth certificate N - number of siblings: 3 but i only actually consider one of them my sibling. the other two can go rot in hell for all i care O - one wish: to be able to think about my future and not have a panic attack P - person you last texted: my uncle, asking if he knew any good stage manager/theater related valentines cards Q - questions you’re always asked: ‘wait ur a senior???’ usually followed by ‘i thought u were 16???/?’ R - reasons to smile: clank from ratchet and clanks laugh S - song last sang: my shot from the hamilton soundtrack T - time you woke up: six thirty this morning. actually on time for once U - underwear color: dingy beige. i need new underwear V - vacation destination: the void (iceland is p nice too) W - worst habit: scratching/picking at my scalp, zoning out during important things X - x-rays you’ve ever had: i dont even remember my dude Y - your favorite food: i really like sushi with salmon or tuna, and guacamole. also those happy hippo sweets i get from the asian market nearby  Z - zodiac sign: leo with hints of aries and scorpio (my rising signs scorp but idk where the aries comes from)

i literally dont know who to tag for this. idk

[dongfangxunfeng]

check in tag!! thanku @transyebaiyi for the tag<33

under the break<3<3

why did you choose your url?

trans wen kexing my husband<3

any side blogs? if you have them: name them and why you have them

unfortunately..... artblog @astorically dw @suzietosh inactive but who knows when they air a new season...maybe. @tianwenmp3 for me compiling quotes from what i read @wlwvampirisms @ghostkingisms what it says on the tin <3

how long you’ve been on tumblr?

uhhhhh since early 2019 yeah....i spent a lot of time on deviantart actually and then didnt go on the internet rlly for a stretch and then. tumblr sigh

do you have a queue tag?

i did on blog 1.0 but i dont have a queue here maybe i should start one ksdjfkjf

why did you start your blog in the first place?

i think to find art? bc deviantart was dead by the time i wanted to get back on the internet kdsjkjs

why did you choose your icon?

my friend made it for me <3 also my husband <3

why did you choose your header?

LEXI GIFS. LEXIGIFSLEXIGIFSLEXIGIFSLEXIFIGIGIFS

what’s your post with the most notes?

STOP

how many mutuals do you have?

uhhh most of my followers are mutuals like 130 maybe idk just a guess

how many followers do you have?

183 on blog 2.0 which yeah. never want to hit 500 again never want to get anywhere close god bless i hate having followers actulaly also why did ppl follow me after making the achilles post theres nothing here for u beloveds

how many people do you follow?

353 <3 mostly art + mutuals

have you ever made a shitpost?

have u seen my blog

how often do you use tumblr each day?

when am i not here help

did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

help. yall already know there was the priest apologia and then there were the baby asks and also there were more shit in my replies god

how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

depends on the post usually i dont like them but if theyre actually important i get it

do you like tag games?

love them!! shit at remembering them tho it depends on how long they stay in my memory rip

do you like ask games?

i just posted selfship asks help

which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

none of us. have u seen us

do i have a crush on a mutual?

no thank god<3

tagging uhhh whos in the polycule @bihetzhouzishu @sanlanq @lingwenboobs @yanqings we'll probably get everyone else thru ur tags if u do them khafjkajskfjkjf

[bjornartesttest]

May 2017

So its now been around two months since last post. There has been some changes, but no major changes I would say. Lets see

Work:

I helped Agatha  with her school project, a relatively quick project that went pretty smooth. I cant say I had too much of a say in it though, as she had a very clear idea about how she wanted to go through with it. We had a launch at the top of The Thief with loads of readings and performances. Fun, but also a bit exhausting. I did it for free, on a very short notice as a friend. Ive been doing that quite a lot for her. Its still mainly fun, but I am also a bit unsure about her processes sometimes. 

I also made a catalogue for Vårutstillingen that went pretty well recently, so they already hired me to do a project for them in August. Other then that I helped Trollkrem with a little floor text for their exhibition at HaIK, and I am still working with Tableau on their website. She keeps on changing stuff witch is kind of frustrating (Tove), but Im just going with the flow and helping her when she needs me. Easier that way, + we need to keep a good tone. Hopefully we are soon done!

Me and Morri are also working together on a project atm for Stavanger Kunstsenter, together with Geir Haraldseth. Its been quite nice I must say - we have a quite nice tone and inspire each other I think. We have been thinking about doing more work together in the future and I have been thinking a lot about this lately. I am thinking about doing a career change next winter, and I think if I have people like him to work with that would make a change like that quite fruitful. I am also potentially working with this other guy, Alex on a small project but we keep on extending the deadline and now he is considering moving to England, so lets see..

Basically what I need to do it to sit down properly and think though things. Step by step, and gradually make the rigght moves. It would be great to go into the summer having thought properly about this so I can spend some time to digest and take it in. I need to head full on this fall if I am going to make it work, and I need to make a proper busines plan and some savings. Ideally I need to save up money to cover my basics for about 6 months. Thats about 70.000 NOK. Can I save up 70.000 next fall?? Next week me, Harald and Saga will have a study group about a book Harald recomended. I will buy the book today. 

At Bleed Ive been working a lot with Visit Norway and a project for them regarding safety in nature. Ive been given a lot of responisibility, and its been quite fun. I went to Preiestolen for a week f.ex to Art Direct 5 movies. Now Im finalizing the project and am hoping that it will end up smooth. 

Im also the leader of Grafill Grafisk design, and would really like to make a bit more out if it. I dont think I am goving it the attention it needs atm, so I will talk more with Sara about this today. How can we make the most out of this??

Relations:

Me and Ingemar still hang out a lot as friends and that’s working out relatively fine. Hes still a bit much to handle sometimes though. Last week he started dating someone new. A 22 year old, super sweet and stunning guy from Rogaland. At first I was weirdened out by it and not quite sure how I felt. Was I jealous? Did I feel old? What was I supposed to feel? Everyone also got quite drunk and they started kissing very openly in the middle of the room, in fornt of everyone. I think my reaction was that I just got a bit numb and not sure how to focus my thoughts. I ended up sitting down with them and talking with the new guy and I really liked his personality.  I think he is good for Ingemar, and I think I can get used to seeing more of him, and also letting my friendship with ingemar more normalized. It feels kind of like he is a younger brother, or something a long those lines.

After the last time I wrote, I asked Germain what he wanted, and he was honest and straight forward about him not being in the right space to move forward with me. He got in touch agin a few weeks ago and we met. We tried to have sex, and the chemistry was gone. I think I got a bit overwhelmed by it all. It has felt like so many failures and rejections in the love-sector lately and I think it definitely put me a bit down mentally. I had a long break from both seeing and meeting up for hookups with boys, with was really good for me. A slow build up that made things more calm and made me stronger and more focused mentally. Having that said I recently had a setback. After easter holiday I sort of went all overboard and digged bit too deep into things - meaning sex. It was soooo nice to have sex, feel passion, skin and lust again after such a long break that I sort of just lost myself a bit into it again. During the past of 4 weeks Ive probably had 15 sex partners, at the most seeing 3 boys in one day. Why? And should I feel bad a bout it? A lot of it is really hot, but I often end up feeling broken in the aftermath. Like I give a little bit of myself each time, and then I loose grip on myself a bit and get this feeling of not begin in control anymore. Its like just urging for more more more more and then then more you get you get this bad tasting sauce. For instance, I met up with a two different guys the to days prior to my lat meeting with Germain. How could I possibly find more room for him from a passionate point of view after that? I could hardly even get it up.. Also, because Im on PreP Ive had more unprotected sex. This again has lead to me now having a STD (not sure which one yet), with is also extremely downgrading, as its only about a month since I tested myself the last time. I am working as a voluntair - testing people for STDs for goods sake. I should be able to have a more grounded relation to sex myself too then no? I think maybe the goal here needs to be that I can see guys for sex, but that I need to cut down on my availability again, as it gets a bit too much into my head. Once every now and then is OK, but not more then once per week. You can do that. Other boys.. Ive met a few great guys here and there, but I am not in a place where I am ready to chase any one right now. Why can’t someone chase me for a change? Lets see what time brings. Vegard and Sigbjørn has a very cute friend called Ole. He added me on both instagram and Facebook so maybe thats good for something. Max is also in town now for a few weeks. Maybe Ill send him a text and checks out if he wants to meet up for a bottle of wine some day next week. Caution though: Max really got to my feelings the last time. Better safe then sorry?

Roger texted me yesterday, like he usually does every 3 - 4 months. Sweet messages. Hes thinking about looking for a new job. Exciting and scary for him I guess. Im missing his lust for me a bit still. 

Friends

I have been hanging out a lot with some new friends of mine quite a lot lately - Vegard and Sigbjørn (a couple). We have met almost every week, and have been on holiday trips together as well as going out quite a lot - also togehter rwith Ingemar actually. Sort of a new unit. Its been really nice to bring in some new perspectives and positive people in my life. I feel I can be 100% myself, and talk about the good and the bad, and they generally make me feel very secure and rooted. We are also heading to Tel Aviv this summer - looking forward.

Life

Someone read my tarrot card last week. It said I had 3 previous love interests that all were differetn and very important for my past developemnt. Duh: Roger, Antti and Tim. It also said that I was in a good place professionally, that I was a good leader, a high performer and ambitioius. For the future it said I would go though a huge change thatwould be really challenging and make me see life in a different way. I could expereince health issues, so I should look after myself. Im thinking this change might be 2018. Lets make the change as proactive and challenging in the rigth ways so I can land safely on the other side...

Other:

Im going for a weeding to Deepti my first girlfriend this week in Kristinasand. Indina/Norwegain wedding with loads of lovely old friends. I actulaly think it will be really nice

The week after Im heading to Lisboa for a weeked to viit a guy I met in Kirgizistan last summer. He is tiny, has a big dick, and a scooter. lol.. I think it will be a fun weekend. 

Im going to Tel Aviv this summer with Benni, Vik, Kris, Vegard and Sigbjørn. Were watching Britney.. hehe. wil be fun. 10 days in a huge appartment. After that Im heading to Kenya to hang with Carmen. Were doing safari, beach and some mountain hiking. Ending it all off in Berlin. Probably broke as hell...

Ok thats it for today!

To do:

- Make 6 month plans

- Talk further with Morri

- Plan Grafill more in depth

- One boy a week

- Book last plane trip in Kenya

- Make a updated better list.....

[hiimsociallyawkward]

the darkest hour pt 2

i'm back with my bs. this is for my bestie @lady-ofmagic-andstars. basically, all of my dumb thoughts while i watched 'darkest hour pt 2', 04.02 of merlin. in case you weren't aware.. ✨spoilers✨

right off the bat i'm sad

ok when i first watched this i was really confused. i mean, you see others when they interact with the dorocha have that perpetual frost on their face right? all of them, every single one. so imagine my surprise when merlin has no frost on his face, and he's miserable yea- but he's not dead??

like tbh, watching this again, ik why but when i first watched this, i was SO confused.

arthur looks so worried slkdjfalskfsd

him being willing to abandon the mission to get merlin back to camelot to be treated 😔🤪😎🤤🤩 lots of emotions

LANCELOT. of course it's lancelot. santiago is perfect. actually.

merlin looks so SICKLY. it physically pains me to see him like that

okok hahaa. the scene where percival is carrying merlin. i have several notes on that.

1) ik it's supposed to be all 'noble' looking. yk? them walking in slow mo, percival carrying merlin like he's been slained in battle. knights looking knightly

ALL I CAN FOCUS ON IS THE LACK OF PROPER NECK SUPPORT FOR MERLIN. PLS TELL ME I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE.

like pls

second note, idk why this remind me of hagrid carrying harry back

idk maybe that's just me but it feels oddly reminiscent

colin is SO pale my heart is actually hurting for him what the heck

asf;lsdjfa;lsdfj 'take me with you' stop.

dude they ACTUALLY care about each other. i just love them. arthur is so worried rn and while i'm like 'alsjfalsdj i don't want arthur to be sad and worried' we can see just how MUCH arthur cares about merlin.

like yea, we KNOW that they care about each other. but arthur is the prince and merlin's a servant so arthur can't have friends, but they're friends, and they care, and it makes me happy

ok it's sad and everything that merlin's basically dying but is it bad of me that i chuckle at merlin SLUMPED over on his horse?? probably.

but i mean, merlin is already raising himself up so he can sit more comfortably on the horse. ik that doesn't mean that he's in the clear yet, but he's doing a LOT better than the other people who ran into the dorocha. idk where i'm going with this

to quote the destiny and chicken podcast (who i love btw, if you want an awesome merlin podcast, check them out), they stay on arthur's face for SO long after merlin and lancelot leave.

i feel EVERYTHING that arthur is feeling in this moment. he's so pretty

there's another beautiful landscape. i'm not even sorry i'm gonna attach them ALL.

tell me that's not gorgeous

LMAO WHAT IS GWAINE DOING IN THAT TREE.

gwaine is the EMBODIMENT of 'boys will be boys' when he sticks his hand into that tree and gets swarmed by bees.

he's adorable and i love him

ok but also, someone tell me why capes are so hot. someone TELL me.

separate from the episode but on the note of capes being hot, i want a cloak SO BADLY. like the whole gist. floor length, big hooded cloak. why?? it's not like i'm sneaking anywhere but still. ✨cloak✨

ok the line where leon goes 'if anyone can get merlin back to camelot, it's lancelot' and arthur's face?? idk what to make of it. someone help me pls.

ok actually this probably isn't the best reaction shot but someone please help

the only thing i can think of is that arthur momentarily forgot and was reminded that merlin was in danger bc of him?

another thought is that he thinks he should take merlin back instead of lancelot?

ik for a fact you guys are better at analysising this stuff than i am so pls, thoughts?

i love lancelot so much. first time i watched this, i was CRUSHED

him carrying merlin to the lake(?) pond(?) area and then covering him with his cape? i love it

ok idk why but i love the idea of merlin instinctively going towards the water

it makes me think back to how he's made of magic and basically everywhere, espeically nature, has magic and instinctively- he wants to connect with nature as much as he can so his body just puts his hand in the water

a dumber thought i had, his hand is ✨sparkly✨in the water HAHAH

omg when the water called lancelot i deadass thought it was freya. i'm actually dumb i have WATCHED this before and i STILL thought it was freya

'a future that has been written since the dawn of time' makes me so proud but also so sad at the same time

it's like, yes, merlin is going to 'save the world' but it's like he's there just to do that. anyways, i just want him to be happy

MORE SPARKLY

these water spirts are op but also MORE SPARKLY. hehe i thin kthat's so funny

also, i'm literally only like 7 mins in. buckle yourself in

l;askdjflskdjf arthur going into the tunnels with the wilderons?? i miss merlin ouch. AND THE GAJA BERRIES. arthur misses merlin.

ok percival tackling gwaine?? cuties ;))

heheheeh gwaine kicking a skull and then running directly behind arthur for protection?? pls stop. i already love you

HAHA OK. THEM WEARING THE GAJA BERRIES ON THEIR FACE REMINDS ME OF THIS FACE MASK . THAT'S LITERALLY HOW I LOOK WITH THAT THIS FACE MASK ON HAHAA

yes im dumb, but the 5 of them slowly peeking over the rock and then ducking back down?? i love that so much they're so cute

omg what's wrong with me. not these knights literally FEARING their lives and me going 'they're so cute'

ANYWAYS

gwaine you absolute dumbass. smh merlin just took it but you just HAD to stab it. #cancelled

FRICK. YOU. AGRAVAINE.

YES. i have a love hate relationship with gaius, but BUST into the council room. king energy right there

smh gaius you pUSH over.

I LOVE GWEN RIGHT HERE

YES

FIGHT FOR WHAT IS RIGHT

DON'T LET ALL THOSE SMELLY OLD COUNCILMEN PUSH YOU AROUND

THIS IS ACTUALLY QUEEN SH!T RIGHT HERE EVERYONE ELSE CAN LEAVE

stfu agravaine 'gueniviere'. ST F UP

ok gwen. pop OFF

you KNOW that arthur would've fought agravaine on this. GO GWEN for speaking her mind

oh look at me with anotehr fic rec. sort of, not really. ok but this scene with gwen talking about all the villagers remind of this fic called To Love, Honor, and Piss Off by @thenerdyindividual .

ok so it's basically a fic where basically merlin and arthur have this 'arranged marriage' type thing for 3 years, and merlin is arthur's 'common consort'. what that means is that arthur marries merlin as a show of good faith and to learn more about what it means to be a commoner- merlin giving arthur the tea about commoner life

anywAYS. check that our if you want, but i loved it

stfu 'i feel the pain as much as you' agravaine. hop off my dick

YES. GWEN. PLANT THAT SEED OF DOUBT THAT AGRAVAINE MIGHT NOT BE ALL THAT HE SEEMS. i love gwen :,)

wow when she's intellegent with her speaking so everyone HAS to side with her but also respectful so NO ONE can get mad at her?? i stan. i ACTUALLY stan

santiago is so pretty

the PANIC in his voice. i stan.

HAHA AND MERLIN'S SNARKY 'SHH'

merlin is ready to GO. he's like, sorry for almost dying. that was ill advised of me.

i'm actually soft for any displays of friendship ever. what does that mean about me 💀 KIDDING. anyways..

i love the *swing* *duck* 'yea, not as quick as arthur

sa;kfs;akdfj lancelot insisting that merlin go back to camelot and merlin just nOt

LADS

stop rn. lancelot's face when merlin turns away. i am in pAin. I AM SO SAD OVER LANCELOT. PLS LANCELOT.

this isn't exactly, but morgana's paleness from here on out reminded me of merlin when he was literally DYING.

anyways, that's my note on that

like, yes- i get it- morgana is evil now. but idk should i feel bad for her? she looks so pale and ghasty and just :(

aksfhaskdjfas;ldf morgana

HAHA MORGANA IS SO EDGY IN THIS MOMENT. 'I'D RATHER DROWN IN MY OWN BLOOD THAN SEE THAT DAY' SO DRAMATIC. WHY IS SHE SO EMO/GOTH. LIKE IK I SHOULD BE SCARED FOR WHAT THAT MEANS BUT I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING

stfu don't kill gwen i'll KiLl you

agravaine literally needs to die

stop. i am literally SCREAMING when agravaine is asking gwen to meet him in his chambers. PLS. STOP. STOP STOP STOP. I NEED A WHISLTE. I BITE MY THUMB AT AGRAVAINE. HE NEEDS TO SACK THE HATEFUL MANSION. BETTER YET I'LL BURN HIS MANSION

again, someone tell me why capes are so hot. especially these red ones?? i'm in love with them.

ok see this guy?? he just died with the forst on his face. not merlin?? he started getting better. surly that should've tipped them off that merlin was different

merlin's little head quirk when he does magic. ALSFJASLDFJAS MERLIN. NO ONE SAID YOU WERE USELESS. AND IF THEY DID I WOULD BEAT. THEM. UP. GIVE ME ADDRESS RN.

wow. seriously. i'm gonna attach all the pretty landscape pictures

morgana's like 'i'll cut a b!tch'. ok ik morgana's evil and everything, but morgana flinging that guard against the wall is bad ass

oh this is weird but gwen telling agravaine to 'show courage' but the whole room tinted green? ik this isn't harry potter or anything but idk i thought that was interesting. i'm not abt to go into if i think agravaine is a slytherin or what but still

STOP. GET. YOUR. HANDS. AWAY. FROM. HER. I ACTULALY HATE HIM. SHE'S SO UNCOMFORTABLE. BACK THE FRICK UP AGARAVINE.

morgana :( smh you can't deny that morgana and gwen carried for each other and morgana flinging gwen away is making me sad. don't touch me

asldjfasldasd 'you're never alone' elyan i love you

lancelot and merlins being lads. omg no them talking about gwen

lancelot is SO noble. stop this reminds me of Die for you in secret by @emrysofmagic so much right now. not gonna lie. your fic LITERALLY lives in my head rent free and sometimes i think of it and my heart just HURTS in those last few chapeters. PHYSICALLy. i am in pain. anyways.

stop the trope where it's like "i love them, but i just want them to be happy. it doesn't matter if they're with me or not. i just want them to be happy"

I WAS LITERALLY SCREECHING AS MERLIN WAS CALLING KILGHARRAH i'm not even capping

ok so it's been like a month ish since i've watched merlin bc i was waiting for @//f-f-podcast 's destiny and chicken podcast, so i don't exactly what terms kilgharrah and merlin are at right now

still i think it's very sweet of merlin to bow slightly when kilgharrah looks at him

'the bravest and most noble of them all' 🥺

aw. merlin is really saying good bye right now

ok this scene is weird bc like i said, i don't rlly remember how merlin and kilgharrah are right now but it still makes me sad

asldjfslakdjfasd merlin and kilgharrah are old friends now. that makes me happy but sad at the same time

ok the 'it will be an empty world without you, young warlock' kills me.

obviously, we know that even though they butt heads, kilgharrah and merlin both care about each other

not only is kilgharrah being forced to let merlin go right now, but he's making peace with the fact that he'll be alone

the last dragonlord is planning to die. and kilgharrah is going to be alone again, like he was in that cave.

another thing is that if merlin died rn then we would never have aithusia. i'm kinda going on a tangent now but idk this scene is sad

this forest is so pretty

literally just lancelot's face and lancelot in this whole episode.

that's my note

HAHA GWAINE BURNING IS SOCKS

LADS BEING LADS

I LOVE THEM

omg i always see posts about this.

like merlin and lancelot planned that lancelot was going to walk in first and trick them and THEN merlin walked in

that's so funny to me. they're SO dramatic HAHAH

merlin looks so happy

BRO

ARTHUR

JUST HUG

HIM

PLS

STO

P

JUST HUG HIM WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM

Tell me why they actually look MARRIED here. PLS

🥲🥲 SELF SACRIFICING IDIOTS I LOVE YOU BOTH YOURE BREAKING MY HEART

LADS I LOVE THEM

🤠🤠 arthur wanting Gwen to be happy is KILLING ME. He loves her so much

This is so pretty. Honestly like how

Who let merlin have this many pretty landscapes

HOENSTLY

Lajs;dlkfajd buds in a boat together.

This reminds me of going to amusement parks and there’s always that boat ride

They’re the cutest

Ok so they also have this picture. It’s actually 3 pictures spliced together because the episode pans down and it’s really badly spliced (sorry) but LOOk how pretty that is.

WTF

Omg not me literally copying merlin with his slow mo head flick at the wyverns to make them go away

;sldkfjasdlkjasd leon percival and elyan and my heart.

Ok i’m not even gonna try to lie. They all have my heart

Frick you cailleah

Omg i was like ‘gwaine you dumbass’ jK i love him. Pls don’t come for my neck

Asldjfasldjfka ‘i’m prepared to pay whatever price is necessary’

HAHA CAN YOU NOT. WHAT IS WITH THIS CREEPY ‘COME HITHER’ HAND MOTION MS CAILLEAH

Stopp rn. ‘It’s my density

STOP. I AM HOWLING. LANCELOT

WHY

COME BACK

NO NONO PLS. YOU CAN’T DO THIS TO ME.

stop rn merlin is all alone.

PAN TO ARTHUR WHO IS LITERALLY SURROUNDED BY EVERYONE.

Stop they all look so sad. I’m so sad.

merlin looks like he’s cried

I’m not sure abt arthur with his ‘no man is worth your tears’ type business but still

I am ✨sad✨

I screamed at this picture. I am depressed

Anyways

Gwen’s face is killing me

I’m so sad i don’t even want to write commentaries

Arthur realizing that lancelot only died because he loved gwen

Gwen standing in front of the fire

Aslkdfjasldjfa im so sad

HER STANDING IN FRONT OF THE FIRE ALL ALONE.

I. AM. SO. SAD.

STFU THAT THRONE IS NOT “RIGHTFULLY” YOURS MORGANA

STOP PLS GET AWAY

WHAT IS WITH THIS WEIRD TENSION

PLS DO NOT STAND WITHIN KISSING DISTANCE

IK YOU’RE NOT TECHNICALLY BLOOD RELATED BUT STILL.

PLEASE.

STOP.

I HATE AGRAVAINE

✨we hate agravaine in this house✨

😭😭 not merlin having ANOTHER secret. I’m so sorry bby

Anyways! I’ll be back next week to rant more about the wicked day so I’ll see you then! thanks I love you bye