#not a soad drawing sorry

[lavend-ler]

read some of your fics and thank you for spreading bi norma propaganda. she's so bi. the bisexualest bitch on earth, if you will

AAAYYYY THANK U 🙏💖💜💙

as a bi gq person myself I just love to make my faves bi. Norma has such bi energy I adore her like ure so right, she IS the bisexualest bitch on earth. I hc Normaler to be bi4bi but I also hc Once-ler to be demi-bi

anyways I saw ur ask last night at 1am and I loved it so much I made u a gift

[risingsuntarot]

1--2

3

What are you currently not seeing ?

My lord I'm so sorry I've been gone for so long I kinda jus felt so unmotivated and kinda went hermit mode for quite a while so I apologize for my absence!! Anyways I wanted to make a come back with a reading regarding being trapped, blinded or stuck on something that is unfortunately, hindering your process ;+(

Also * will indicate a reversal from here on out also only three piles because I wanted to get this out ASAP !!

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Pile 1

---Cards pulled---

5 of Coins/4 of Wands*/The magician

3 of coins*/The Moon

---Clarification---

9 of coins/9 of Swords/The hierophant

Ace of wands/3 of wands

There is most likely a financial or material issue happening, I heard "just enough to get by"

It looks like you lack in what you currently need as well? But despite this you are content or try to come off that way

Maybe you just moved into your own apartment recently? Or now have to pay rent or something along those lines

A new responsibility within your family/home life too

There's a lack of confidence here especially within self and home life

Something or someone in your home isn't making you feel quite safe? Or you get nightmares about them (if this is the case please seek help!!) that might be a very specific message BUT Could also be ready as you may be dealing with flashbacks at this time due to financial or material loss !! Maybe you grew up in poverty or an unstable home? Or your parents/caregivers weren't able to provide necessities?

It looks like with the magician and the hierophant there is a gift on the horizon or a very promising belief or like system? Maybe a change in routine or spending habits and thinking will help tremendously

I see that on your end for some your guides are frustrated with your lack of effort and motivation to make your thousands of ideas a reality

They absolutely love your creativity tho don't get me wrong

Maybe you have a hard time focusing right now and have many great ideas to put into place but lack motivation or resources as well so this leads to lack of movement or commitment

Sadness, restless emotions and late sleepless nights are prominent here, someone may deal with insomnia here but y'all sleep schedule is wack (same tho)

Feeling blocked and frustrated >:+(

---ORACLE/ADVICE---

Summer - "Bask in Joy and Light"

"Rise up, open your wings and shine. Bring your projects and plans into into the light, into manifestation" as soon as I opened the guidebook lil

DEADASS do that's just that, start off easy with a lobes hobby, draw something new or listen to a new genre, learn that new music sheet that has been challenging you or even get into a new type of skill to re motivate you !!

This also indicates summer may be your time of change!! New opportunities, new memories maybe even knew people

I feel like this is the perfect time to go outside, bask in sunlight and enjoy a nearby park or go on a nature hike, try meeting new people at libraries, bars or events even book clubs?

I'm getting a message to connect more with water so swimming or maybe even kayaking?

The big message here is try something n e w but I'm also being told to "loosen up" I'm tensing up a lot with this reading

Bumble bees maybe significant to someone :+) or honeycombs cereal? Lmao honey and bee related things here

---Channeled Songs---

Ego brain - SOAD

"You see my pain is real

Watch my world dissolve

And pretend that none of us see the fall

As I turned to sand

You took me by the hand

And declared, that love prevails over all"

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Pile 2

---Cards pulled---

Temperance/9 of Wands/Ace of cups*

Knight of Coins/6 of Wands

---Clarification---

5 of Coins/The Lovers*/8 of Coins

The Moon/Queen of Wands

Okay so there's a sense for reluctance from this pile tbh like to fully acknowledge the truth

I keep wanting to say what happened so you may be being asked this question a lot

For one there is guilt over either healing and moving on or from not healing and moving on from a difficult situation but for most it's a romantic connection

I feel like voices were silenced, and you were constantly fighting for you right to be heard, seen or acknowledged fairly

It was a toxic dynamic that you still look back on to this day but almost feel indifferent but it seems it's just suppressed emotions and memories that you have yet to actually acknowledge

You seem to be a BIT too logical with what happened, like everything was supposed to be this way even this you didn't at all anticipate it if that makes sense

Like you knew what it was exactly, no bs and people tried convincing you otherwise

It looks like someone may come to you to talk about what happened although you may be reluctant to actually open up and speak on your side or even acknowledge that it hurts

It's like you go on about your day with a heavy rain cloud over your head and this person can see :+(

it maybe a friend to help you through this for some possibly offering you a type of hype sesh or even help you glow up a bit even if it's confidence lol

---ORACLE/ADVICE---

Wolf- "Take care of your needs"

I feel like you definitely need rest here, this card says "Do everything you need to do to be at your best, Then move beyond your fears and limitations"

it feels like a state of I can FINALLY get some rest from running and running and running

You've been in survival mode for so long or you just genuinely feel exhausted from the expectations around you or the trauma in your past

Know that's it's okay to just chill out and it's okay to be on your own for a while it's all part of the process, in fact I believe your guides are asking you to spend time with yourself more

Self care and YouTube days are recommend :+))

---Channeled Songs---

Around the fur - Deftones

"Please don't fuck around and die like this

'Cause I love her"

Brand new numb - Motionless in white

"All of my flaws, I wear 'em with honor

A purple heartbreak for all we've suffered"

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Pile 3

---Cards pulled---

The Hierophant*/King of cups/4 of Swords

Wheel of fortune/5 of wands*

---Clarification---

Ace of Swords*/5 of Swords/Queen of Coins

The Hermit*/Queen of Cups

This may be a more masculine in terms of energy for this pile but I'll still read the same

So it seems there was a hypocrisy or an act that went against your morals and you were quick to act and deliver your opinion... "sharply"

You stood your ground and what you believed in in your heart despite the haters lol, and despite the arguments or how many people you had to leave behind something about conflict here

Although the way you did this was quite nonchalantly and someone was not a fan I'm picking up on black hair and green for the description for some reason

This person tends to be the center of attention? Or is very attractive, or maybe even a bit out of place almost ? But you not caring is pissing them off

I see there's gonna be change to the situation but someone may have to trail off onto their own path :+( a bit shunned almost but it's a high probability it's this other person

It's possible someone with the same morals and values as you is helping the conflict "die out" but not caring or almost standing in solidarity

---ORACLE/ADVICE---

High Priest - "Intend and Create"

"Recognize you have the power to change you life. Face your fear and align with the light"

Kind of a plain message but with this card I am getting that you can literally move anyway you want with this and just move on

It seems your intentions were nothing but pure in the end so no Karma was ever delivered to you

How unfortunate for the other person :+pp

It also seems some may follow in your path a bit here but spirits asking you to reach out to someone like a teacher for further guidance if you feel stuck

---Channeled Songs---

Riptide - Grandson

"I've tried getting better, did all of the twelve steps

Whoever would'a thought? Whoever could've guessed?"

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[celosiacorpse]

Hi guys!!1!1! I’m finally home >.<

I present.. doodles from school! I was listening to some music, (like SOAD and Type O-negative) and thought.. why doesn’t Cassidy play the electric guitar? … except I couldn’t look up ANY references since it was in the middle of class and my computer was Out of commission… 😞😞 all is done by memory.. so I’m sorry if it’s bad! .. oh and idk how to draw instruments

(For those who can’t read my handwriting)

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(Image 3): “literally making Hanzo love him/j”

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[kasel-the-mightless]

I was drawing this swearing guy and suddenly realized that he reminds me Serj Tankian from the SoaD...I don't know what to do with this thought, so I'll make it a problem for those who read this post

(I think their song Revenga fits with him so well)

Yes, I still don't feel well enough for mmmm.... normal activity. Sorry pal's

[taidelmoro]

spoonie penpal wanted!! 🥄

♿ looking for a chronically ill and/or autistic penpal!

• EDIT: I'm sorry for never answering most of the DM's & comments about this request.

Things unfortunately got a lot worse throughout the past year and I am now temporarily unable to continue my search for a penpal, as I'm focusing on my health.

Sorry & thanks to everyone that reached out.

2/2/2025

Hey, hello! :]

My name's Tai, I'm 22 years old, from Brazil & I'm looking for a pen pal!

I'm specifically looking for a chronically ill, disabled and/or autistic penpal to share experiences only spoonies would understand - if you are not a spoonie yourself but u are supportive and respectful, you can still send a request if you're interested! ♾

🌼 About me!

🦇 I deal with multiple diagnosis;

Autism, Connective Tissue Disorder (currently investigating Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome), dysautonomia & autoimmune conditions (SLE) + comorbidities like IBS, food intolerances, mental disorders, etc).

All diagnosed, but we still have more questions than answers.

🦇 I'm an artist 🎨 [Tradicional & Digital] ;

🦇 I speak english & brazilian portuguese;

🦇 I'm kinda new to penpaling;

I've always loved writing letters & crafting gifts, but I'm new to actual penpaling, so you could be my first ever actual penpal! (I also researched a whole lot about it so call me experienced >:] )

🦇 I might need to take breaks;

I might take a bit longer to send letters or need to take breaks from time to time due to my health conditions.

☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

🤎 Hobbies: All sorts of art, journaling, baking, gardening, listening to music (i love SOAD) & watching cartoons (i love OTGW);

🤎 Interests: Art, nature, halloween, animations / cartoons, minecraft, all animals!!, paganism/witchcraft, alt styles, etc.

☆ Special Interests: Commemorative dates & festivals, nature and studying about neurodiversity and medical conditions.

☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

🤎 Ideal penpal:

• Snail mail preferably, but digital's also ok!

• Long term (preferably);

• Any gender, any location, any age above 18;

• LGBTQ+ friendly, trans ally, etc;

• If not disabled themselves, respectful towards disabled people;

• Likes getting creative / crafty w/ their letters, but is also open to share thoughts, ramble and build a friendship (i don't mind long letters!!!);

• Is someone who can be patient and understanding about my mental and physical limitations;

☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

👻 What else to expect from me? 🖍

• stickers!!! • poems • tea • trinkets •

• pretty letters • pressed flowers •

• lots of drawings & doodles • existential crisis •

• we can talk about the extras we have / would like!! ♡

Anyways, feel free to DM me or comment if you're interested!

☆ e-mail: fantasmalberto@gmail.com

Lets chat for a bit :] ⭐

[coolestsuper]

SOUP'S INTRODUCTION POST!!!

HELLO! I'm Soups! You can however call me Super too :] I'm from Poland! I can speak both English and Polish! I'M A MINOR! I'm lesbian [ Or bisexual? ] and taken! i love my wife!!! I'm a boygirlthing, genuinely questioning my gender lots lately <:D I go by She/Her and He/Him, I'm totally fine with They/them or It/Its, but don't prefer it over He/She!

I'll mainly post whatever's on my mind, or my art! Though expect me to delete my older posts a lot D: ___________________________________________________________

There will be a LOT of fandom stuff! The fandoms i'm in are.. .. Rhythm Heaven, VS DNB [ Gapple ], Samurai Jack and Gootles.. ! .. And sometimes [ Aka the fandoms that i don't engage in much ]: Lisa the Painful, Portal, Electric Dreams, Parappa the Rapper and Rayman [ Mostly Legends and Origins ], I Hate Fairyland and TF2! My fandoms change a lot! I tend to find a lot of new things or revert to the old stuff quite often, so expect me to edit this post a ton! ____________________________________________________________ Here's some stuff that i listen to lots! [ Tsunku but only the rhythm heaven OST, SOAD, The Garden, Weird Al, 100 Tvarzy Grzybiarzy, Curta'n wall, Jack Stauber, Plus-Tech Squeeze box and Kitty Craft! ] Other things that i enjoy are cats, drawing, robots, and probably much more stuff that i forgot about <:] This is an account that i'll forget about lots.. I don't use Tumblr that much, so sorry if i go on huge unannounced breaks!

[psych0spirit]

BARBIE STYLE!!!!!!!

I was inspired by the AI ​​cover of SOAD - Barbie girl.

Sorry for being away for a long time! I'm trying to find my style in drawing, it's difficult :_)

[strwbishie]

Hi! My name is Ashelynn, nice to meet you! ^w^

‼️this is a sfw tickle blog, kink/fetish blogs please dni ‼️

Art, fanfic, and headcanon requests are open!! I dont take audio or pic reqs sorry :(

" 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝, 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝! "

☆ Nicknames: Ashe, Ashie, Shi-Shi, Ashlie

☆ Age: 17

☆ pronouns: she/they + xenos (ask ^^)

☆ gender: female

☆ sexuality: bisexual

" 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝, 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝? "

♡ fandoms: utmv(currently my special interest) helluva boss, hazbin hotel, class of 09, squid game

♡ interests: drawing, writing, painting, making oc's, roleplaying, makeup, fashion,

♡music taste: Asteria, Kets4eki, 6arelyhuman, SOAD, MSI, Ghost, Pierce The Veil, MCR, Fall Out Boy, ICP, Slipknot, Rob Zombie, Mommy Long Legs, Alex G, Mitski, Marina, Lana Del Rey, Britney Spears, Avril Lavigne, Millionaires, KESHA, S3RL, Katy Perry, Ghost Town, Toy Box, Set It Off, Vocaloid, Get Scared (that's a lot 💀)

♡boundaries: please don't flirt with me, call mean names (even jokingly, I don't like it), make fun of me (yes even jokingly), make fun of my interests, or sexualize me :(

♡clothing style/aesthetic: I switch between scene, coquette, kawaii, and punk!

" 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐲 𝐦𝐞, 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐲 𝐦𝐞, 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐲 𝐦𝐞 <𝟑 "

♪♪ dni: racists, homophobes, over 22, kink

♪♪: birthday: dec 17

♪♪: status: taken by my lovely boyfriend♡

♪♪: ethnicity: 🇪🇸/🇺🇸

♪♪: notes: flesh harvester but in a cutie way

I roleplay too!! I mainly rp fandoms im in or oc's :3

I'm a lee leaning switch, i'll rp either >_<

[cage-cat-yt]

Posting art to not forget to later

Sorry there's no TF2 😭 I actually started something with Medic though, the drawing would be based off that one frame in the Chop Suey mv by SOAD

Anyway I'm heading to school so I'll have to cut it short + I'm trying to learn how to do different wic hairstyles

Thanks for reading! Remember to hydrate and subscribe and I hope you have a good day :)

[cutestlilmunkie]

About me 🐛

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ 2005 (19)

favorite music: sonic youth (sorry) hole (sorry) ayesha erotica, mars argo, tyler the creator, radiohead, deftones, soad, portishead, also kpop, pop music, different rap artists and lotsss more

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ I love fashion, drawing, music, photography, singing, sanrio, monster high, Tinkerbell, lucky star, Sean Baker, and being the center of attention (I get bullied to this day)

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ I have a kitty cat named Guff, and I'm the eldest daughter (obvi)

DNI if you're a nsfw account, or minor please!

Be nice

[its-a-coffin]

4,5,9,11 for the ask meme!! 🥳🥳

HIIIII :3

4. Fav character/subject that's a bitch to draw hahahah NONE!! because if something becomes my fav ill draw it until i can draw it with my eyes closed... .. . . . but probably latex

5. Estimate of how much of your art you post online vs. the art you keep for yourself ahhhhhh.... id say like half of my art is completely kept to myself (vent art/nsfw) and 20% posted on tumblr. or some that wont get on tumblr but just on discord servers im in.. with my friends.... sorry...

9. What are your file name conventions uh.....

dont ask. it used to be keysmashes.

11. Do you listen to anything while drawing? If so, what yes! even though i could be sitting in complete silence listening to brain music. its pretty strong. its usually just one song on repeat or an entire album or playlist. for now ive been on a SOAD kick and cant stop listening to toxicity:

awesome music video btw

link to the ask game post!

[luminary-of-the-marz]

Intro!!

(Because I should probably make one at some point)

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Marceline (Marcy)

I use he/him pronouns (neopronouns are cool tho)

I’m a minor

American 🗣️🗣️🗣️🦅🦅🦅🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸 (sadly)

White

Nonbinary and Lesbian

I’m really bad at talking to people sorry 💔💔💔

Probably neurodivergent (not diagnosed though idk how to ask my parents 😔😔)

Sagittarius

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Interests

Most Recent

Lord of the Flies

Adventure Time/Fiona and Cake

Random Ones

The Owl House

Percy Jackson

Hollow Knight

Monster High

Bendy and the Ink Machine

The Walten Files

Splatoon

Probably more I’m not thinking of, just ask me if I like something if you’re curious

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Music I Like

Artists/Bands

System of a Down

Will Wood/Will Wood and the Tapeworms

Jack Stauber

Lemon Demon

Sodikken

Jhariah

The Crane Wives

My Chemical Romance

Melanie Martinez

Mitski

Penelope Scott

Mother Mother

Favorite Songs From Them (in order)

Kill Rock ‘n Roll (SOAD)

Love, Me Normally (Will Wood)

Inchman (Jack Stauber)

Amnesia Was Her Name (Lemon Demon)

Hansel (Sodikken)

RISK, RISK, RISK! (Jhariah)

Steady, Steady (TCW)

Save Yourself, I’ll Hold Them Back (MCR)

EVIL (Melanie Martinez)

When Memories Snow (Mitski)

Warm Regards (Penelope Scott)

All Gone (Mother Mother)

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Fun Facts (ig)

My favorite color is purple!!

I’m learning German

I’ve been drawing for like ever, but didn’t take very seriously until I was like 10 or 11

I was a gacha life kid and gacha life animation memes were totally why I wanted to start taking drawing seriously

Now I take it seriously because I enjoy it lol

I can work in a lot of different mediums if I put my mind to it, I usually work digitally though

I realized was lgbt+ when I was 11, came out when I was 14 (my parents are supportive, they don’t care as long as I’m safe lol) 

I was learning programming (idk if I’ll continue)

I want to be a tattoo artist or video game designer/programmer

My favorite animals are cats, raccoons, and possums

Tbh I really want a hairless cat they’re so silly

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Me (literally) if you even care

[emeritus-fuckers]

Hiii, I'd like to request a match up !!

First of all, sorry if it's written weird, English is not my first language and I'm in need of a few days of sleep lmao :') also this is very long because I have no idea how to write concisely to save my life, so, sorry for your eyes? brain? Idk but sorry

1 - I'm AFAB genderqueer, might be a demigirl ? idk gender is confusing. anyways, I use any pronouns because I'm extra like that lmao, and I prefer my sexuality to stay unlabelled for now

2 - Papas !! (they're so silly I love them)

3 - I'm rather small (163cm/5'4") and kinda pudgy. I would not say I'm plus size but I'm definitely thicker than average, especially around my hips and thighs (stretch marks n cellulite gang WYA). I used to be very insecure about it but thankfully I got better at loving myself (still working on it but I'll get there eventually). I'm also getting a tattoo on my upper left arm very soon (inspired by Kafka's Metamorphosis because yes) and hopefully some more piercings (I only have triple lobe for now). my hair's light brown and very short, I buzzed it back in August and I'm growing it out. Yes, I do have a terrible case of bed head. I also trim my eyebrows to be very short, makes it easier to do my makeup. Almost forgot to talk about my eyes, but basically they're blue-ish green and usually overshadowed by the huge dark circles I have. I don't dress according to one particular style, although I enjoy being in full goth fashion, makeup and all. I would probably describe my style by 'satanic grandma' because as much as I love my band shirts and inverted crosses, I also cannot live without my extensive collection of grandpa sweaters and ugly ties.

4 - I'm an introvert - and an awkward anxious ball of nerves at that, but I don't mind stepping up to the task in social situations if the people I'm with are not comfortable ordering food/asking a question. I usually am very cautious of how I act with new people I meet as I am autistic and don't want to 'scare them off' or make them uncomfortable. However, if we vibe, you get to know the still anxious but also very silly me. I especially love coming across other people that are on the spectrum, because we usually have a certain understanding of each other's way of acting and just be silly together. Speaking from experience with my closest friends, at least (not generalizing autistic people !!).

5 - I've been hyperfixating on Ghost for a good while now, but apart from that I'm very much interested in art. Learning about it of course, but also making it (I'm in art prep class rn and it's kicking my ass, send help). Drawing, writing, taking photos, making zines and stuff... hopefully after prep class I can get into a proper art school and study illustration, and maybe look into becoming a graphic novel author. My favorite artists would probably be Dora Maar, Gustave Doré and Gustav Klimt tbh. I also have an interest in geopolitics and history, especially in the Middle Ages' witch hunts and black death, but also in more recent topics such as the satanic panic. Basically all things occult and satanic. I also love internet horror media such as ARGs, like My house.wad or the Hypnagogic Archive. Music taste wise, I listen to everything, but my favorite genres are hard rock and metal. I'd say my all time fav artists are Ghost, Slayer (South of Heaven walked so that Year Zero could run, change my mind), Iron Maiden, SOAD, Twin Temple, Radiohead, alex g and Mitski.

6 - I'm a huge cat person but I also very much love crows and rats and reptiles and overall all the animals that would seem weird to keep as pets. Also I love love LOVE having deep conversations about complicated philosophical topics at night in a calm spot at a party or smth, specifically while drinking off-brand soda. Idk why I included this, I just thought of it and I'm too tired to question how my sleep deprived brain thinks right now.

Sorry again for the huge wall of text, y'all are the best !

Have a good day/night !!

This post is part of the 1000 followers match up event. Entries for the event are now closed.

Your match is...Copia

He's all for helping you love yourself, he'll kiss any part of your body you are insecure about and everyday he tells you how amazing you look. The thing that really makes it work is that he means it, you can see the sincerity in his expression.

He can also be an awkward anxious bundle of nerves. But what is so cute is that both of you try and step up for the other in social situations. You see Papa Emeritus IV come out a lot at those times.

You vibed immediatly with him it was just an instant connection. He just got you, and you him. He treasures that so much.

He will help all he can with your art class prep. Like whatever you need. If you want him to just keep you company he's there, if you need models he'll get his rats to pose with him (it's just adorable). Or if you need to work super hard he'll bring you food and drinks to keep you going.

Sometimes he joins you but drawing isn't his strongest skill so it's a good giggle, he can laugh at his mistakes and he enjoys seeing you smile at them. Other times he'll sit and write songs as you work, he wrote one about you just the other day.

He got so excited when he found out you had an interest in the middle ages, witch hunts and black death. He literally squeaked with joy and you discussed it long into the night, while drinking lots of off-brand soda.

He also finds some really cool books for you to read from the clergy library, occult, satanic panic and so on, it's all there.

~

Written by Nyx

[littleguypumpkinsheep]

dude when i tell you we are halfway living the same life. we're both obsessed with tf2, tf2 spy, drawing, soad, both learning german. You also studying psych? HELL YEAH KING GO OFF!! Komm jetzt, Bruderherz. Kuss mich auf mein heis Mund/j

Woaw!!!! Sorry I took so long to get around to this!! But that is sick, I wish you luck in your (our) activities,,,, ich liebe dich!!!

[xxradzxx]

Hey dude,

Cool blog! On your bio it states “Alternative Artist”. If you’re wondering what type of guitar music Alternative is, look towards the likes of Paramore and Daughter, those artists are alternative mate. Heavy Metal would belong to Heavy Metal, Metal, Grunge and maybe Alternative. Ska is a form of Punk and Reggae and is typically fast-paced. Modern Ska uses a lot more guitar but classics like Madness use trumpets, trombones and guitars and classic Ska isn’t as fast-paced as the newer Ska is.

As for me, you’ve probably guessed that I like Ska, which is right. I also love classical compositions and tracks by Sam Fender.

What is your favourite band or musician that you are currently listening to?

Thank you for the compliment. Your blog is pretty rad, too :)

The "Alternative artist" in my bio is about drawings. I have been thinking about changing it for a bit now. I think you've must've thought I was a music artist. I know trombone and I'm learning bass. Hopes to be in a band someday. However, if you knew that, I have low interpretation skills and I'm sorry.

I've been listening to Fall Out Boy a lot recently and with a nice side of Streetlight Manifesto. I've also been looking into a small, local band from Chicago called "Devon Kay and the Solutions" because they're doing a show with Something To Do for their album release show in January. Another ska band. Lotta ska recently. And occasionally some SOAD comes on (and by occasionally I mean whenever I can because my Walkman broke) and that's about it

Hope I answered your ask well enough! Have a good day/night <3

[inside-the-tardis]

Back again, to drop the hottest tea of my life on a blog that I never want people to read

So I don't know the person I am, okay.

Like objectively, if one had to find oneself, I never would be able to pin point my issues and draw a conclusion. I'm simply too close to the subject and always biased.

However, within my limited understanding of an appraisal, I shall now proceed to appraise myself in a paragraph followed by a tabulated demonstration.

I believe, and I don't know how much the reader can rely on this, but I'm about 5' 3", lean, skinny and wheat ish. I have medium length hair, always unruly, sometimes unkept. I wear baggy clothing, shirts that fit me too big or baggy jeans and pants, a lot of hoodies and sweaters and one black coat that needs to be lint rolled. I never get around to it. My room is many times in constant and differing stages of disarray. Things that you will alwyas find on my bed are: my ash tray, a pack of cigarettes, plsatic baggies, lighters, for every 1 that works, there are 3 that don't, and some sort of dessert. Today it is maple and pecan pie with peanut butter cups. I love snacking and I love sweets. On my bedside table is always, two glasses of water, empty ice cream cup from yesterday, pens (for every 1 blue pen, there are 3 black pens), potpurri, my lamp, three candles of different shape, size and colour and a reed diffuser.

My other bedside table holds a Taurus crystal ball, fairy lights, another lamp , seashells and rocks I picked up from Blackpool, potpurri and two scented candles. When you enter, you can hear background music, right now you'd hear the Haider playlist, Aao Na by Vishal Dadlani. I wonder how long before I also myself begin talking to a skull for company. Arre aao na ki thak gayi hai zindagi

so jao, Followed by SOAD's chop suey, and truly one of my favourites,

I cry when angels deserve to die, in my self-righteous suicide You would think I'm constantly perterbed.

And I am indeed, by many things. This human vessel, that requires constant looking after in many separate ways, all of which I've grown more mindful and consistent about, (nutrition, hygiene, hydration and exercise). These human connections and relationships, all of which I find cumbersome and quite a handful. The human condition of needing to work for fulfillment, for wages, for something to do and worry about, and having a livelihood and so every week for 4 days I set out to make money as a health practitioner.

I also have, this house for which I pay rent, bills, tax and upkeep. Much of the maintainence, sorry, all of the maintainence and upgrades are always mine. The way I like it.

I also like gadgets, I have this phone that keeps buzzing and usually holds bad news more than good, (everybody to keep in touch with, a chore, and sometimes looking at the things everyone is doing, a true evil), a laptop where I can make magic, another laptop to churn out productivity, a digital camera and a TENS machine.

I have gym equipment, yoga mats, weights, resistance bandsz and glute bands, alot of exercise related papers and notes neatly arranged in files and organised digitally. Laundry is everywhere, mixed in with good clothes and bad, too many to name, too close to give away, and too precious to really discard. They mooch off of space like nothing else. A coat hanger with a bunch of coats, more scented candles, alot of trash papers, some old flowers, stationery of all kinds, artsy stuff, there are paintbrushes, acrylic and water colours, a paint by numbers potrait, anothesr three paintings handing about my room and three 1000 piece puzzles, all packed up. Many books line the floor, too many to name, I love to read. Bits and pieces of everything else that I liked, picked up or found somewhere all live on here. God alone knows how I will muster the strength to move out when I do, or how even would I transport all my stuff. For all these evils and many more (consumerism, capitalistic tendencies, the evils of over-spending, hedonism, or god forbid, we have some fun), I find myself leaning more and more towards the idea of minimalism.

Having said that, it is a glorious Friday and I have begun my day with glorious joint and strawberry and mango tea. I believe some chores are in order and Imust get to them . Teeth cleaning everyday twice should be mandatory. I eat the maple and pecan pie. Echoes by Pink Floyd plays in the background. It is important to remember that your thoughts are not you - whatever they may be , they are dynamic and in a state of flux. All thought processing in order for objectivity should be observation. No attachment, (no criticism? ) .

Adding important gems of learning, or pointers that I pick up day to day,

I get up a use the bathroom, i look around and roll another joint, and another. Until its 1pm. I've been smoking since 8 in the morning, relentlessly.

This habit of mine should be investigated, deeply and soon.

For now, I look around and it does not spark my attention. I;m sure this last joint will fix my mood, but what then?

Let us smoke and find out. Though nothing will change but all in my mind. As it usually is the case. Nothing will change except my willingness to do the same old chores, which i could do now, still tripping balls, or I could smoke some more, abuse and misuse my privilege and continue to then do the same old bullshit. Nothing matters, ish. I ran out of marijuana and then ordered some more. It is about 9pm now. I have spent the day: dozing off, watching multiple youtube videos, I cooked myself some fried garlic pepper egg rice, ate a whole can of peach slices, bought oat and honey bread and had three slices with sunny side up eggs, and now as the over pre0heats, I get appetised for my spinach and ricotta pizza coming up. I have chicken and fish in the fridge, with butter and jam of all kinds. I've eaten two croissants today, and almonds and Brazilian nuts side at my bedside table to snack. A single Sprite I keep in the fridge for myself. My kitchen is in dis-array. I have cleaned two shelves, two cupboards, one drawer. Two cupboards and one drawer and miscellaneous chores persist. I have also done laundry, washed and changed my linen, ironed all my work clothes and decided my outfit for once I do shower. Folded and packed all my clothes in neat piles and made myself a sweet cup of coffee. I then went downstairs to run an errand and check the post. All good news. The kitchen is in dis-array as I left my cleaning halfway to enjoy my coffee and take a break. I'm happy with the progress achieved today. I must make sure to get some reading done and prep for work tomorrow. March ends on a peaceful note. 31 March is number 4, same as my birth number. I continue watching podcasts on youtube as I smoke another joint. I've made oat and honey loaf croutons with hot creamy spicy tomato soup.