#not a close friend bc i havent told her my actual pronouns but. yeah.
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ah i remember why i made that vent post when my term ended!!
bc one of my "friends"? (idk.... acquaintance?) went through my tumblr bc i was looking through it (for some reaosn idk i forgot--) and scared me bc she gave me the transphobe/homophobe vibes and almost saw me using he/him pronouns for myself !!
#crow talks#she also said that it was disgusting (tumblr) so yay!!!!!!#just ranting abt her in the tags (u can ignore)#ughh i honestly dont know how i feel abt her.#she's just. an acquaintance. ig.#not a close friend bc i havent told her my actual pronouns but. yeah.#waughghghg i feel so scared thinking abt it now#she loves making me pissed off and telling people shit i rlly would not fucking share unless ur trying to make that person feel miserable.#like. she saw my sketchbook and asked me why i drew half-naked people and i told her i was trying to draw boobs. (yk. artist things)#and then she decides to tell two of my fucking classmates. and when she did it was in my vicinity.#when i hear it i tell her that im trying to learn it so i can draw better (also so people dont get ideas.)#imagine she finds out im trans and then she spreads that to all of my transphobic classmates/???#aughghghg i feel terrible thinking abt it now.....#thank goodness i didnt show her any of my writing either!!!#im p sure she would say it's cringe and im a disgusting person!#augh.#anyway wow sorry for the rant.
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Tagged by @ryuzakki thank you so much anthea <33
tagging: @kuruisu, @lovekuramas, @ocarinnas @kishitan-iis @usagiyamah @haru-kaas
rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 15 people
LAST
1. drink - green tea !
2. 📱 call - my mom
3. text - a friend texting to ask about concert merch
4. song you listened to - idk the name of the song but its the yakuza 0 soundtrack
5. time you 😢 - yesterday tbh
HAVE YOU EVER
6. dated someone twice - never even dated anyone once lmao
7. 😘 someone and regretted it - never kissed anyone either
8. been cheated on - nope
9. lost someone special - yes, when i was quite young
10. been depressed - yeah
11. gotten drunk and thrown up - never thrown up after drinking
FAVORITE COLORS
12. (pastel) pink !!
13. purple
14. blue
15. yellow !
in the last year have you
16. made new friends - yes !!
17. fallen out of 💛 - nope nope
18. 😂 until you 😢 - yes i have !! ive got some funny friends :’)
19. found out someone was talking about you - nope but im sure people are
20. met someone who changed you - um i didnt meet anyone knew but i got closer to some people who changed me!
21. found out who your friends are - not really
22. 😘 someone on your facebook friends list - nope nope
GENERAL
23. how many friends from your fb friends list do you know irl - all of them except tania and joanne
24. do you have any pets - i have a hamster named beanu !
25. do you want to change your middle name - not really, its my chinese name and i quite like it c:
26. what did you do for your last 🎂 - i thought we were throwing a surprise party for my friend but when i showed up, it turns out they were all throwing a surprise party for me and it was super sweet :’) we ended up going for korean bbq and karaoke !
27. what time did you wake up today - 12pm /sweats
28. what were you doing last night at midnight - working on my midterm notes
29. what is something you can’t wait for - MARIANAS TRENCH CONCERT !! this wednesday!!!! i havent shut up about it for weeks !!!
30. what are you listening to right now - still the yakuza 0 soundtrack !
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - i knew someone named tommy which i think is close enough
32. something that gets on your nerves - when people :)) are late :))) and they dont notify you that they will be late :)))) so you just sit there for an hour, not sure if they are actually going to show up :)))))))
33. most visited website - twitter & youtube & probably my school website
34. hair color - auburn ish with black roots now lol
35. long hair or short hair - i have rlly long hir and i like it on me ! altho i think short hair is adorable in general
36. do you have a crush on someone - nope
37. what do you like about yourself - i like that i try to view things optimistically, that im decently good at art, that im a big dreamer
38. want any piercings - i used to until i found out im allergic to whatever they make earrings etc out of
39. blood type - tbh they told me and i forgot
40. nicknames - carz, carmine, weeb, dumbass, sunshine (which is still???? the cutest??)
41. relationship status - nonexistent
42. zodiac - virgo
43. pronouns - she/her
44. favorite 📺 show - hmm i havent watched tv in a while but the first that come to mind are b99 and doctor who. also rosy business!!! and scarlet heart (the original chinese one) was rlly good!
45. tattoos - love it on others, not so much myself
46. right handed or left - right!
47. ever had surgery - i mean,,, not that i can remember?
48. piercings - I mean pierced ears but they are closing so ??
49. sports - i love skiing, skating and rollerblading !!! basically i dont like team sport, i like sports where i can just enjoy being outside c:
50. vacation - we are planning a trip to BANFF!!! and im so excited!!! BANFF is such a gorgeous park and its just one of my dreams to go hiking or canoeing there omg ;; ^ ;;
51. trainers - ??? are these running shoes??? i wear them in the summer bc i walk a lot, not so much winter bc canada is freaking cold
MORE GENERAL
52. eating - just gum
53. drinking - green tea, its all i ever drink
54. i’m about to watch - nothing since i need to study (but realistically, im going to watch yu yu hakusho)
55. waiting for - the concert ! and also for my acceptance (or rejection) letters to come in
56. want - a degree that can actually get me a job lol
57. get married - let me actually get into a relationship first before i think about this lol
58. career - dream career? field ecologist or working in a sanctuary or really anything environmental. realistically? teacher or nurse
WHICH IS BETTER
59. kisses or hugs - hugs def
60. 👄 or eyes - eyes
61. shorter or taller - taller
62. older or younger - older, im already immature enough for the both of us
63. nice arms or stomach - ?? neither tbh
64. hookup or relationship - relationship
65. troublemaker or hesitant - a bit of both !
HAVE YOU EVER
66. 😘 a stranger - nope, im literally the most boring person
67. drank hard liquor - yupp, actually more often than i should
68. lost glasses - yeah ^^;;
69. turned someone down - i think? in like elementary?
70. sex on first date - nope
71. broken someone’s ❤️- maybe?? but like in elementary??? so does that even count lol
72. had your 💔 - not really but ive felt super betrayed by friends
73. been arrested - not yet
74. 😢 when someone died - ,,,, yeah
75. fallen for a friend - yes but she straight af so
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
76. yourself - on good days !
77. miracles - not really
78. 💛 at first sight - with fictional characters maybe. irl? nah
79. 🎅 - lmao santa vixx maybe
80. 😘 on a first date - ?? idk let me go on a date first and ill get back to you eventually
81. angels - only friends sweet enough to be angels
other
82. best friend’s name - they all have unique names so let me use their nicknames: uma, sai, rita & veanu, what would i do without them :’(
83. eye color - brown
84. favorite movie - Lord of the Rings & Howl’s Moving Castle !!!! and a bunch of really old movies that im not gonna bother listing
85. favorite actor - i mean i really liked andy lau for a long time. and also wayne lai & sheren tang because i just ADORE rosy business. and ryan reynolds. always ryan reynolds.
#carmen talks#.txt#i literally have no relationship exp dhajdsaljjas#but thank you for tagging me!!!#tag games
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Tagged by @withnosuchgrace who should be washing the dishes while ditching me but know I see what she up to smh... and @dragonsfire as well (I followed her a couple of days ago and omg such good quality content)!!!
Thanks for the tag, too long but yeah Im too bored so that must do lol.
rules: once you’ve been tagged you’re supposed to write a post with eighty-two truths and then tag twenty-five people.
name: Angela
blood type: am I supposed to know that??? lol
nickname(s): Tange, Tangela, Tonks, Ann, Annie, Ange, Angel, Angelita, Angelain, Angelé, Angelik... this could go on and I wouldnt be alive to finish smh...
r/s: engaged to my bed
zodiac sign: leo
pronouns: idek how this works and it’s weird to me but i guess it’d be she/her??? dont ask me Im still clueless
favorite tv shows: Im currently rewatching Digimon Adventure and after 18 years it’s still mah shit tbh. Besides that Im The Flash trash (even tho the last season was indeed trash) and I love Criminal Minds and basically any kind of crime solving shows...
long or short hair: long, I cut it higher than my shoulders 7 years ago... NEVER AGAIN
height: 1,70m but every time i go to the doctor they keep taking cm away from me so... i might be 1,30m by now
do you have a crush on someone: Lee Minhyuk like a legit crush man... I dont sleep thinking about that fucker.
what do you like about yourself: hard question... nope... Ive been thinking about this for too long and nothing ycomes up... I guess I like it when I make people laugh even with my lame ass jokes, and the fact I can remember most of my dreams.
right or left handed: right
list of three favourite colors: pastel pink, light green and any shade of grey.
right now: eating: nothing I had dinner a couple of hours ago drinking: water how sad is dat i’m about to: watch digimon listening to: I Smile by Day6 kids: hell no (at least rn i dont think i want them now or in the future) get married: It’s not my dream but yeah why not? career: Im one semester away from finishing uni and I honestly have no idea about what Im doing with my life tbh
most recent: drink: water again... phone call: my friend, I wanted them gossip but she told me she wouldnt tell me till we meet up next tuesday :(((( song you listened to: Dumb Dumb by Red Velvet what a fucking jam
have you ever: dated someone twice: yes been cheated on: no kissed someone and regretted it: nah lost someone special: lots of times been depressed: Idrk I think not but maybe I have??? Once more, clueless been drunk and thrown up: ew no... I hate throwing up kissed a stranger: too picky had glasses or contacts: glasses had sex on the first date: not my shit broken someone’s heart: I dont think so????... at least not intentionally turned someone down: ???? cried when someone died: yeah fallen for a friend: the dude wasnt even my friend lol but I still fell for him lol
in the last year have you: made a new friend: yes!!!! esp on tumblr bc irl I havent tbh (unless my boss counts lol) fallen out of love: nah laughed until you cried: hell yes I have not as often as before but yeah met someone who changed you: idek how to answer this question Im just dumb found out who your true friends were: saddly yes, now I see I have really few but they are all worth it :))) found out someone was talking about you: my mom... all the time and some “friends” talking shit kissed someone on your fb list: yes
which is better: lips or eyes: eyes (but if we are talking about Lee Minhyuk, lips, eyes, cheeks and everything) hugs or kisses: both lol, but Im a hoe for backhugs so I think I’d go for hugs if I had to choose???:((( shorter or taller: I rather taller but if it’s shorter like Jinho I die bc if they smol they cute af romantic or spontaneous: romance makes me throw up so you know the answer sensitive or loud: LOUD AF!!!!! hookup or relationship: relationship, I fall in love with the dude just by seeing him... like just imagine that... once more Im dumb troublemaker or hesitant: idk... I like none
first: best friend: on kindergarten, her name was Valentina but then she moved out of town, I havent heard from her since then :(((( surgery: none sport i joined: Judo bc I didnt have to run lmao vacation: I think it was to Santa Marta with my aunt and cousins if Im not wrong????
do you believe in: yourself: pffff what’s that? miracles: yes!!! Im hoping for one actually love at first sight: well I tend to get obsessed at first sight does that count? heaven: yes
extras: how many people from your fb list do you know irl: I think maybe an 80 or 90%??? There was this time when I added random people from YouNow and shit hahahahaha for the third time, I am dumb, and I have some internet friends Im really close to. do you have any pets: not anymore :((( My mom made me give my cat away :(((((((((((( do you want to change your name: nah what did you do for your last birthday: invited my friends over and we ate cake and danced to hsm bc we are cool like that what time did you wake up today: 10.30am what were you doing last night at midnight: writing a monsta x fic lol something you can’t wait for: to meet @withnosuchgrace in person next month and hopefully @hyungnu too!!!!! last time you saw your mom: at dinner a couple of hours ago what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: boy just one? have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes this dude from YouNow hahahahaha why am I like this what’s getting on your nerves: that I usually beg for friendship. Don’t be like me, that aint something you must beg for.
Okay this was long hahahahaha. Time to tag peopleeee!!! Imma tag @hyungnu, @akpopinhoe, @kpoplover4life (hi, my side blog is @kookievmyoppa, so dont be scared bc im tagging u, we are the same person lol), @itsurtradegygurl, @fornarniaandforthefandom and anyone else who wants to do it!!!!
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ok ive been tagged a lot over the past like month and i havent done like any of the tags because im a horrible procrastinator but ive gotten tagged in this specific thing 3 times today so im properly motivated to actually do it in a timely manner LOL here we go
Rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.
THE LAST:
1. drink: water that im slightly skeptical of 2. phone call: my friend Robi 3. text message: @shelteringskyy ??? i think?? yes probably 4. song you listened to: the fool by dead soul 5. time you cried: i think last month 6. dated someone twice: ive never dated anyone ever LOL 7. kissed someone and regretted it: yeah probably 8. been cheated on: nope 9. lost someone special: i think so 10. been depressed: in certain contexts yes 11. gotten drunk: once and never again LMAO
THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. purple 13. bronze 14. brown
IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:
15. made new friends: yes and i love them ALL DEARLY and i re-iterate the sentiment THANKS GHOST LMAO 16. fallen out of love: maybe??? idk 17. laughed until you cried: YEP LMFAO 18. found out someone was talking about you: sort of but this person also told me straight up she was gonna talk about me and it was all in good fun so LOL who cares 19. met someone who changed you: YEP. 20. found out who your friends are: yeah 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: no
GENERAL:
22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: like basically almost all of them except like 6 or so ppl? 23. do you have any pets: YES!!! i have three cats and two dogs and i love them all so much!!! 24. do you want to change your name: no 25. what did you do on your last birthday: my last bday fell on the night of prom so like i got up, got my hair done and then went to prom that night LOL prom itself was sorta shitty but i got to hang out with my friends who were all gorgeous and i got to look hot too so like win/win 26. what time did you wake up: 10am then fell asleep and woke back up at 12:30-something 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: skyping @shelteringskyy ,'^) 28. name something you can’t wait for: halloweeeeeeeen 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: a couple hours ago maybe less 31. what are you listening to right now: vinny vinesauce playing some weird ass game and myself typing 32. have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i actually don't think so 33. something that is getting on your nerves: it being so sunny recently (i like clouds fight me), my sleep schedule getting FUCKED up and me struggling to fix it, mysterious bug bites, the lack of motivation to study that has been haunting me since 2 months ago 34. most visited website: probably tumblr, youtube and facebook tbh 35. hair colour: naturally im a fucking ashy dirty wishwater blonde and im fucking tired of it so now i dye my hair dark brown LOL ;_; @my body please hurry up and make my hair darker 36. long or short hair: mine is long 37. do you have a crush on someone: only fictional characters as of right now 38. what do you like about yourself: my ass, my unibrow and my stomach hair 39. piercings: i started out with four when i was younger, one in each cartilage (partially) then one in each ear lobe. the cartilage ones closed up to due lack of usage and my lobe piercings closed up a bit but just cleaning them out returned them to normal lol. early last year i got my partial-cartilage piercing redone as well as two additional holes making eight total but i was a fool and took out all my earrings over the course of prom and left them out too long and they ALL grew back over except my redone cartilage holes and my lobes -_- i plan to get one more additional hole in my ears to make up for this fucking travesty and i also want a nose piercing. 40. blood type: no idea mate LMAO 41. nickname: shebby, shebs, shelbs, shelbles, shelbilly, bee and im probably forgetting more tbh 42. relationship status: single and content 43. zodiac: aries, aquarius rising and sagittarius moon 44. pronouns: she/her/hers 45. favourite tv show: uhhh like........bobs burgers maybe???? twin peaks??? always sunny?????????? 46. tattoos: none but FUCK do i want a grucifix or a mother/daughter tattoo 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: none so far 50. sport: no 51. vacation: honestly ill go like nearly anywhere in the world, im not picky tbh take me over the ocean or just three hours away and i think ill be happy 52. pair of trainers: do converse count....also my moms fucked up ancient grungey tennis shoes she has that i love to wear
MORE GENERAL:
53. eating: nothing but dinner was steak, steak fries and some yeast rolls. might eat this smores poptart here in a second 54. drinking: nothing bc that water was Skeptical 55. i’m about to: either attempt to study or watch more youtube vids idk 56. waiting for: the rain that appears to be gathering in the sky and winter 57. want: papa 3 to never ever leave but also papa 4 to come and decimate us (and also possibly decimate papa 3), to not potentially have mono, to draw, to get our bulldog fixed so he can come inside, to stop being fucking squeamish when i study about internal organs 58. get married: no...nono 59. career: veterinary assistant if i can handle assisting in injection administration LMFAO or an artist 60. hugs or kisses: kisses 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: ehhhh im not picky so idc 63. older or younger: O L D E R LMAO DAMMIT PAPA 64. nice arms or nice stomach: arms 65. hook up or relationship: neither in real life 66. troublemaker or hesitant: depends on whats happening lmao
HAVE YOU EVER:
67. kissed a stranger: yes 68. drank hard liquor: NO LMAO ABSOLUTELY NOT 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: no 70. turned someone down: YEP. 71. sex on the first date: i have never been with anyone in real life ever so neither 72. broken someone’s heart: probably 73. had your heart broken: sort of?? 74. been arrested: no god LMAO 75. cried when someone died: well yeah 76. fallen for a friend: not really
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
77. yourself: depends 78. miracles: in some cases 79. love at first sight: only sort of. 80. Santa Claus: who the FUCK is santa claus 81. kiss on the first date: ...ehhh??? 82. angels: probably
OTHER:
84. eye colour: hazel 85. favourite movie: I HAVE TOO MANY OF THESE LMAO MY FAVORITE-FAVORITE FLUCTUATES A LOT AND IDK WHAT I WOULD SAY MY CURRENT FAV MOVIE IS....
anyway i tag @cloyterus and....i think everyone else i'd wanna tag has already been tagged or done this so here u go
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