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why am i rapidly gaining followers. like hi hello thank you but what have i done this time
#normally its just one or two of yall at a time but theres been an influx in 24 hours#hi! nice to meet you!#youre a pleasant surprise!
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It's so embarrassing to be in my professors biggest fail class yet but at least I'm not part of the problem
#after our two midterm exams she has been like ''im so concerned about yall ive never seen a class struggle so much with xyz concepts b4''#and now theres a pop quiz every single class and she does routine surveys to determine where things went wrong š#idk if she is hazing us or what but she makes it sound like we stand out in a bad way#and she is not a bad teacher either like..... i have an A in this class and i dont work harder than i normally need to for an A#(im not one of those ''its so easy to ace a class i dont even study'' kind of ppl like i do put in effort for it but. its not ball busting)#she also has a lot of experience both in teaching and in nursing like i think she works really hard on her end#so its like.... what da hell is going on with my class#š®āšØ i have to not stress about it bc i know that personally i am doing well and she has never approached me privately with concerns#its just nerve wracking like i dont want to be in the ''bad'' class i want everybody to succeed#but some of my classmates have failed out of this program several times before and half of the class skips almost every week#so. what the student doin
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I GATHERED ALLLLL MY EVIDENCE TOWARDS THERE BEING AN ACT THREE
ITS UNDER READ MORE BC THERES A LOT MORE SPOILERS THAN MY LAST COUPLE POSTS
every finale for every season had a panning shot of the sky with "the end" showing up in black text. we didnt get that in this episode (https://x.com/goblonglo/status/1845168766839046382)
all the plotholes?? the things left unfilled?? there is no way theyd leave it off so open-ended. even hfjones ending had more closure
most movies have 3 acts. the 2nd act is known for being the part where everything seems hopeless and theres no saving them. we're still in the "all is lost" portion yall!!
there was a member that said something along the lines of "keep an eye out for what mores to come" in a tweet that was deleted not long after it was made. this implies They werent meant to spoil that there was more coming (https://x.com/meepletism/status/1845164453970706672, https://x.com/eyewellduh/status/1845156100779180075)
no one has ever had a solid answer whether or not there was only act 1 and act 2. not anyone has said a word about it yet. sure, theres no confirmation, but theres also no denying
the entire "how bow got her tail" thing. every time they made her start talking about it, it cuts away. we dont now whats up with that yet, which implies that it spoils what its gonna be used for in the future
THEY JUST HIRED NEW ANIMATORS!!! like LITERALLY just hired a big batch of new animators. there is no way that they did it just for one last part of the series just to end it so soon.
in the post where they promoted the release of ii17 on twitter, it states the series CONTINUES, not CONCLUDES. if you look back on old posts, like the one from the iii finale, it states in big bold letters THIS IS THE END IT ENDS HERE but it doesnt do that (https://x.com/AnimationEpic/status/1845134881098961164, https://x.com/AnimationEpic/status/1764314840410021903)
kinda hand in hand with above but the description of this video compared to other finale episodes looks like just a normal episode. theres no "thanks for watching the series" or anything. the ii team wouldnt just Leave it off like that i dont think
adams account being deactivated over on twitter due to his whole "running away from mephoneX" thing has to be relevant right. they have to reactivate it at some important point. like when act 3 comes out? right??
i cant think of anything more if anyone else has something to add please do so. also if theres anything here that doesnt make sense i apologize my brain is in such a whirlwind
editting this for a few new reasons
11. every season so far has had 18 episodes (if you dont count the iii finale being broken into two separate episodes). we're currently at 17
12. brian asked to contact someone in regards to credit sequences which is Probably in relation to the ii finale. we havent seen that yet so either it wasnt for ii or theres Another Episode for us to See It In. proof in posts comments
13. in the last meetups, a suitcase plush was hinted at. theyve also talked about the plush on stream. we havent been advertised this plush yet so theyre likely saving it for the last episode
#inanimate insanity#ii spoilers#inanimate insanity spoilers#ādaisy stop posting about ii act 2ā#no
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mayverse dash simulator 2 but this time its if they had a fandom
š winered Follow "we need more complex mentally ill female characters" you people couldnt even handle june july.
š october-november Follow why are we all acting as if april was in the wrong for not wanting to traumadump on a literal child?
š pinkbitchnamedbreakfast Follow she literally did not tell her anything
š october-november Follow did she not tell her about the poisioning.
š pinkbitchnamedbreakfast Follow yeah, nearly half a decade after it happened
š october-november Follow well was she just supposed to tell her as soon as it happened? june was like 8 or 9 at the time
š pinkbitchnamedbreakfast Follow i'm just saying it's fucked up of her
šŗ ithinkihauvejaundice Follow june and dys did nothing wrong. "what about the murders" god forbid a couple middle school girls have some sleepover fun. those people deserved it anyway
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ļø evil-wifeguy-lesbian Follow june july was the realest bitch out there because if MY girlfriend needed someone dead i would do it in an instant
āļø peacenloveonplanetsapphic Follow i don't want you to murder people for me dearest we've been over this i don't need anyone dead
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š thefuckingwizard Follow "february march gaslight gatekeep girlboss" this and that. wheres my february cringefailgirl truthers
š· thirdsilliestvriskakinnie Follow i think that if i lost a bad bitch to an arranged marriage i would do what dinah did too
š· thirdsilliestvriskakinnie Follow i think i hauve a mental illness
š¬ celerytheworld Follow was it casual when you promised we were going to get married as kids, were my first kiss, told me you'd be in love with me and marry me and take me on dates if one of us was the opposite gender, told me you'd love me more than your husband if we ever got married, told me you'd rather hang out with me then get married to a man, told me i'd look beautiful in a wedding dress, and then killed yourself?
š§ normal-guy Follow op are you ok
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š©ø murderenjoyer Follow inherent homoeroticism of killing someone together
š» yaoifreak Follow pascal may x mr thorgett. old man yaoi anyone
š§¢ whitemormonwasted Follow when i said pascal may did 9/11 this isnt what i meant
š· thirdsilliestvriskakinnie Follow june july is a vriska
š§£ februarymarches Follow christly shippers dont fucking interact with me! for obvious reasons! theres a four year gap there!
š thefuckingwizard Follow i dont ship them but like...op how many years do you think are in between 15 and 17?
š§£ februarymarches Follow it's an eighth grader and a senior yall disgust me. four year age gap. proshitters dni is already in my bio, stop shipping a literal child with a high school senior
š· thirdsilliestvriskakinnie Follow 15 is not a "literal child" op
š§£ februarymarches Follow >14 in bio
āļø stars-discourse-sideblog Follow you're both wrong it's three years
š„ sometimesthorgett Follow 9/11 MENTIONED
š» yaoifreak Follow christly are both straight men anyway. if u want yaoi try pascal x thorgett
š§¢ whitemormonwasted Follow those are two different characters + pascal had a wife
š» yaoifreak Follow https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bisexuality
š· thirdsilliestvriskakinnie Follow 2001 and 1999 were two years apart i don't think they taught anyone on this site to read
š» yaoifreak Follow READ?
šŖ¼ dysapppointment Follow just saw june july's ilb design and holy shit not to be a lesbian but
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š§£ februarymarches Follow just so you guys know op is a dacarol shipper. don't reblog from them.
š± tragedyenjoyer Follow i have bad news about the creators of the thing you're a fan of
š littlejester Follow trudy cryme more like tru-deez nuts gottem
šļø poetrynjoyer Follow mayverse is so interesting bc you have beautiful heartfelt writing about love and loss and hope and family and friendship and romance and tragedy and loving despite with such complex women and you also have shit like "monk clickbaiter fraggot" and "9/11 porn games on steam" and whatevers going on at jms
š§² whysoyurious Follow MAYVERSE HIT 100K F/F FICS ON AO3 WHO CHEERED
š apricotmayonaise Follow making a list of who could and couldntve possibly done 9/11 in the mayverse, is doing 9/11 a sin in dana's cult?
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YES?!??!?!?!?
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UPDATE; JUST FINISHED GOTHAM UNBURIED. IT RUINED MY FUCKING LIFE, YALL SHOULD GO LISTEN TO IT
hey guys, i just got to episode 5 of batman unburied! so uh. what the Fuck is Happening
#more spoilers in the tags so ill give you a moment to bail bc i recommend going into it blind as a Bat#...sorry#ok everybody abandoned ship?#GOD FUCKING DAMMIT#I AM SUCH A HUGE CORNELIUS STIRK STAN NOW#GOD WHAT THE FUCK DID YALL DO TO THAT LITTLE MAN!!!!!#AND HES DEAD NOW. BECAUSE OF YOU BASTARDS.#HE COULDVE JUST GONE TO NORMAL THERAPY AND ACTUALLY BEEN HELPED BUT NOOOOOOOO#YALL MADE HIM KILL AND MADE HIM PART OF A CULT. MY POOR LITTLE EASILY MANIPULATED BABY#I ALREADY HATE HIM BUT FUCK HUGO STRANGE THE BITCH#cornelius stirk is part of the ālife completely ruinined by hugo strangeā club. along with arkhamverse jervis#speaking of jervis!! HE WAS THERE. HE WAS SO CUTE. AND HE WAS BESTIES WITH STIRK AND WAS TRYING TO WARN HIM ABT HUGO OMFG#jervis desperately NEEDS more friends. yall just killed one of the three. you should be ashamed#AND PAMELA#my emotions abt her are so complicated#bc at first hearing her backstory i was like free her she aint done nothing wrong!!#but then i found out she was using cornelius like a little labrat-lapdogboy and she became my enemy#corn boy........ your death will be avenged................#i love him so much#hes not dead guys!! hes just sleeping and im tucking him in with a fuzzy blanket okay???? hes not dead!!!!!#then he goes and gets good therapy and lives happily ever after!!#just trust me thats what happens in season two guys!!! dont look it up#so what did we learn? *insert veggietales teaching jingle here*#a. a broken clock is right twice a day! i am the number 1 david s goyer hater bc he just KEEPS fucking up batman and superman!!#its like he just doesnt understand them. but apparently! that isnt true! no he just pretends to not understand them in huge blockbusters#for the express purpose of Pissing Me the Fuck Off. bc this time he fucking NAILED IT.#bruces empathetic nature and semi self destructive determination really shined through in this. and THATS what makes bruce the batman babey!#and B. apparently the best way to get me to absolutely adore a character is to get them to be mentally tortured and manipulated by strange#k. time for me to binge rouges now. hopefully theres a lot less heartwrenching sadness and more jeRVIS TETCH FUCK YEAH JERVIS TETCH IM SO HY#brillrambles
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sweet spot -`ā”Ā“-
summary: curiosity killed the cat they say at first, but it definitely brought it back. At the heat of the moment, you find a pretty hidden sweet spot of Vash's that you'll remember forever! Such a delicious face!
warnings/tags: Minors DNI, nsfw,,sprinkles of praise,, afab,, marking,, what if vash had an erogenous spot on the roof of his mouth,,and yeah fingers are going into mouths bestie,,, lil bully vash moment,, i dont know whether or not to put top!vash or submissive!vash because its kinda giving a mix of both,,,fuck it, its a tag now,, short drabble,,,plant dynamics
there might be mistakes bc i wrote this at bumfuck 2 AM and i can't read straight, i really almost wrote fetty instead of pretty like???
A/N: You know whats funny, I wrote this at first with a focus on Vash's sharp canine teeth (title was originally gonna be show me your teeth)but the most brilliant idea popped up in my head i needed to write it. still kept the teeth and marking part in bc :P i hope i didn't write this like a dentist visit LMFAOO,,im sorry if this didn't make sense i need to sleep lmfaooo ENJOYYY~
p.s: theres an small extra at the bottom :D
Vash was certainly somewhat of a wacky guy.
NOT in a bad way, definitely not! You loved him with all your heart but there were a few things he left you so curious about, especially after confessing his plant origin to you that while back.
So you often observed him, how he interacted with others, whenever he was proud, shy, nervous or angry. And every time he grinned or gave people a big smile, you always peeped at those sharp canines of his. Were they normally that pointy? Or what it because he was a plant?
"Hey Vash..." You called out to him one day as the group walked into an inn for the night.
"Eh?" He turned to look down at you, an innocent smile on his face "What's up?"
There perhaps may have been a mistake asking him that question, especially when the both of you had been a bit worked up over the month. The roads have been tough, and the two of you haven't had a moment alone together in so long.
As night arrived, the moans and groans of the bedroom grew louder and thank god everyone had gone to the local pub for the night, leaving the both of you to ravish each other in peace, even if it were just for a few hours.
You wouldn't have been able to face everyone if they heard.
Each buck of his hips into you had you gasping for air as the dull pain of his grip on the side of your thigh had you wanting to run laps around the room. Well.. if you could.
With legs keeping a tight wrap around Vash's hips, your grip on the sheets around you had the whites of your knuckles showing. It felt a bit embarassing as Vash towered over you but did you really care? nope
"You look so beautiful.." He moaned out, delivering another hard thrust into your gaping hole as the dirty squelching noises of cum mixed in with both of yalls' heavy breathing and panting.
Vash did think you looked quite heavenly though. The hickeys, the bite marks on your shoulders and around your breasts, he really wished he could see you like this everyday if he could.
"Won't you.." You whimpered "..look at your self p-prettybo- Oh~" Did you finish your sentence? You couldn't really tell by the way Vash's cock hit that delicious spot in you, making you tighten your legs around him to get closer, to leave no space.
To leave nothing.
"C-Can't even tell me what you wanna say?"
God he made you dizzy, the stickiness of both your bodies together and him dragging his tongue around your nipples made you less lucid than you thought you had been. You tried to catch your breath, you really did, but it had gotten hard to as the coiling feeling at the core of your stomach made you just want a bit more.
just a bit...
Opening your eyes, you hazily looked at Vashās flushed face, sweat starting to show on his forehead and the blond strands of hair starting to stick to it as he gave you a cheeky grin that made you laugh amidst the pleasure. Letting one hand go from the bundled up sheet above your head, you shakily lifted it up to his face and caressed his cheek.
"V-Vash.." You hitched out, the pad of your thumb brushing over his swollen pink lips before they entered his mouth in the heat of the moment.
And Vash accepted, giving you a small groan as you felt the his saliva coat it, and his teeth graze it. But suddenly, when your thumb accidentally hit the roof of his mouth, specifically his palate, you watched in awe.
In pure awe actually, as Vash's eyes fluttered shut, letting out a choked and long moan you've never heard before.
Desperation.
Need.
Holy shit.
You felt his cock start to twitch in you as you let out a breathy chuckle "A plant thing I missed?"
You moved your thumb to caress his palate one more time as you felt his thrusts lose rhythm, the pure look of pleasure washing over his face as the tips of his brows furrowed and the grip on your thigh tightened. He had lost his composure, turning into jelly just because of that touch.
You found a sweet spot of his that you didn't know about..
And oh fuck he looked pretty just like that.
You shuttered at the sight of Vash's blissed face as the edges of his ears turned red, his eyes only opening just enough for you to see the tad bit of watering. "Mpfh..."He whined out in need muffled by your finger before suddenly, the strong, deep thrust of his cock into your cervix had you arch your back and gasp, making you quickly take your finger out of his mouth to desperately grab his shoulder.
"I'm sorry.." He panted, a line of saliva running down the corner of his mouth as you felt him get bigger inside you, causing you to mewl at the sudden change. Feeling large calloused hands finding themselves at your waists, you looked back at Vash as the patterns of blue scattered over his face and scarred chest "Hold on..." Your eyes widened at the realization of his words.
"W-WAIT- AH!~ā
Oh isn't Vash just so cute!
extra:
-homeboy just railed you to oblivion and thinks you can walk normal the next morning? PFTTTT
-You made sure to give Vash a playful punch on the shoulder when the both of you awoke in the morning.
-"and you didn't tell me that you had a spot on the top of your mouth?"
-"ya know, i had completely forgot about that hahaha -queue vash shyly scratching the side of his cheek.
-and you wonder how he could be shy after the way he fucked you sideways,, QUITE LITERALLY
-you make sure to try and touch it with your tongue when the both of yall make out thoughš«¶
-plant tingzš
-have fun! :D
#vash x reader#trigun imagines#trigun#trigun headcanons#vash imagine#trigun stampede x reader#vash the stampede x reader#vash the stampede#trigun smut#vash the stampede smut#im so tired my eyes hurt#i should fix my sleeping schedule#I WAS MENTALLY DERANGED WHEN I FIRST THOUGHT#āhm what if vash has an extra plant erogenous spot?ā#YALL KNOWWWW I ATE THAT IDEA UP UGH#trigun maximum headcanons
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Zb1 the type of bf toā¦
Based of my Pinterest and mind lmao
Jiwoong the type of bf toā¦
To write you tons love letters or just letters about his day like your some sort of diary like even when yall live together and he would totally write like a journal every day but just about you or if your into writing that stuff he keeps every single one of them in like a box or something
Hao the type of bf toā¦
Have some chill dinner/breakfast with you especially when you two donāt have work or have to be there late or like weekends and just talk(gossipš¤) for HOURS
Hanbin the type of bf toā¦
He would write random small love notes on like your mug when he brings you a warm drink to wake you up, or even does the mug himself to have the love note on there all the time or having something like ,,another?ā Written on the bottom for when you finished hes also the type to wait the whole time when hes far away and theres a time difference and its alr/still day for him and morning for you to wait for you to text good morning and then he gets like really excited!
Matthew the type of bf toā¦
Listen here we all would become gym rats like you doing some sort of training where other ppl could have a proper look at yk your upper body parts(or m!reader when taking your shirt off completely while training idk if ppl do this i havenāt been to the gym in forever lmao) he would train right behind you(when your not at a sport thingy extra(if you would he would be totally be there the whole time to help you asap)) but if its normal like squats he would ne right behind you so no one can see his Partner from behind yk
Taerae the type of bf toā¦
Have you sit on his lab hands on yours teaching you the guitar(THATS IT AND ITS ALR MAKING ME GIGGLE)
Ricky the type of bf toā¦
write you love notes/love letters and randomly send you flowers/stuck them to your car. Boy also stares at you all the time because hes still in disbelief that hes dating someone as amazing as you are and like when hes realizes he gets so giggle and excited
Gyuvin the type of bf toā¦
Goofy texts. Like omg- also type to get drunk and confesses to you telling you he wants to marry you one day and all that cute shit omg
Gunwook the type of bf toā¦
He will randomly pull out the most random facts about you when you guys are in an argument or something and you say he he doesnāt love you bc say anything but never question his love for you
Yujin the type of bf toā¦
Teenage relationship like going on small walks exploring the world tgt making funny memes of eo(pic below as example) his Paris pics w the camera have me being like yes boy is one to make you model for him/taking random pics of you w a onetime camera and then maybe waits a few years before them printed. Iām a believer in affectionately cute caring bf yujin more then everyone else bc everyone else is always like yeah jokingly and like a relationship w him is more friends then dating yk(iām his age btw so let me rant about teenage relationships because i will never have onešāāļø)
#zb1#zb1 x reader#zerobaseone#jiwoong#jiwoong x reader#zhanghao#zhanghao x reader#hanbin#hanbin x reader#sung hanbin#sung hanbin x reader#matthew#matthew x reader#taerae#taerae x reader#ricky#ricky x reader#gyuvin#gyuvin x reader#gunwook#gunwook x reader#yujin#yujin x reader#han yujin#han yujin x reader
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i got souyo brainworms again and i gotta share some thoughts i have
this ones a long one so ill put a 'keep reading' thing here just in case yall dont wanna scroll past a wall of text
basically some headcanons about a healthy mix of chad narukami and normal yu, injecting loads of gap moe into this guy
(and it eventually devolves into some weird semi-story because my brains really spiralling here)
okok so, hear me out, chad narukami isnt that bad as an idea...? maybe as a more calm iteration, just another layer to yu
in the p4 manga, we get to see some of yu's backstory. (its been a while since ive read it so i might get some details wrong but) his parents are very busy people, always working and moving around, so yu's always moving around with them
because of this, hes a very independent but also lonely kid. poor guy doesnt talk much with his own mom and dad, and he never really have a good enough chance to form lasting friendships
so when he moves to inaba and starts making friends there, hes like 'oh i really want to keep these guys around...' so he starts putting up a bit of a persona (hah), some cool, unfazed guy that everyone can rely on thinking thats what people might like more. to his credit, it works pretty well, but its a bit stifling for yu himself. hes never had this many friends though, so he'll keep it up
we all know yosuke admires him quite a fair bit as is, just as a dependable friend and a strong leader. he looks up to yu in these aspects, thinking hes basically the perfect guy. (and lets never unpack that thought.) talented, charming, 'gets all the ladies', that kind of stuff
at some point its just the two of them, maybe walking home from school or something, yu gets pretty comfortable and his facade slips a little. maybe he says something completely silly, or heavens forbid theres a stray cat along the road! ("awww look at the little guy, cmeree, pspsps- oh- ahem- uh, its pretty cute...") it surprises yosuke quite a bit. he's thinking about it a lot as they part ways, it was... definitely a new side to his partner, but its also not a bad thing...
after that, yosuke starts noticing more small things about yu. whenever he invites anyone to share his lunch, its always something they like. whenever the IT are talking, he makes sure no one feels left out. he likes cats, a lot more than hes willing to show, and he loves nanako a whole lot too. his partner's... a bit of a softie under that calm and collected vibe, isnt he?
(alternatively, it'd be really funny if the entire IT knew? like "yeah, hes got a straight face all the time and sparkles fly around him whenever he strikes a pose, but hes got a dedicated schedule for hanging out with us and hes always asking when we're free. hes a big puppy, really.")
anyways, yosuke tries to encourage him to show more of this other side of him. stuff like "c'mon, we'll think you're cool either way!" and yu at first is a little hesitant, so yosuke suggests he just try it out with him
he feels some pride about it, because hes the first to learn about this side of yu! his partner trusts him the most, hes the most comfortable around him! (whats this strange other feeling? hm. dont like that.)
yu takes a little more time with the others, but theyre very welcoming about it nonetheless. specifically, they find it very charming! (making cute shapes in your bento? sewing cute stuffed toys with kanji? playing with literally every single stray cat you lay your eyes on? hell yeag.)
of course the facade doesnt completely shatter, because some parts of it are still true to yu. its just that he'll now crack the dumbest joke youve heard in your life with the same old straight face
(aaand now to derail for the sappy stuff huhuhu)
because yosuke's usually the first to be exposed to whatever new shenanigans yu's up to, eventually he starts getting some... weirder things. he brings some of it up to the other IT members and he looks insane, like:
"what? he hasnt been giving you guys origami?"
"why would he? i mean itd be cool, but thats just his part-time job isnt it? hes probably sick of paper cranes!"
"cranes... haha, yeah..." (as he thinks about the row of stupid paper animals sitting on his windowsill)
yu over time starts getting real sweet with yosuke, and he kind of gets the feeling he should just... keep this to himself...? especially when he doesnt see him acting this way with anyone else, and a small part of him wants to keep it to himself. all of this, just for him.
but that would be kind of gay, wouldnt it? hes not gay, is he...? he gets pretty happy whenever yu smiles at him, whenever he does something for him, but its just because he appreciates him as his partner... right?
eventually it all comes to a head when yu invites him to that... that spot high up in inaba. (ykno the one, its got the railing and shit.)
yosuke's climbing the hill, wondering whats yu gonna tell him, and at the top he sees him already waiting there as the sun's about to set on a nice breezy day
he kinda jokes a bit about it, like "damn did you ask me to come here now for the atmosphere?" but yu's strangely quiet
so they kinda just stand in a bit of an awkward silence before yu clears his throat... and confesses to yosuke.
...
they just. stare at each other for a bit. yosuke's at a loss, heat slowly rising in his cheeks, because what the hell?
and then yu explodes into a flustered mess, bumbling about "hey yeah man you dont have to accept if you dont wanna, i was just saying things yknow? you dont really have to-"
yosuke cuts him off, sighing a little. he tells him its okay, hes kinda had a feeling he felt the same way but he wasnt ready yet... and now his partner's confessing to his face, he cant really put it off anymore, can he?
("by the way, did you plan this? like, the timing and everything?"
"i... had a hard enough time saying 'i like you' with a straight face as it was, i kind of had to..."
"... ah.")
#ive never done this kind of headcanon dumping before so it feels kind of embarrassing???#like my attitude going into this was āhell yeah! im gonna expand on yu so much because he has a lot of potential and i adore him!ā#and i came out of it thinking like how i always do#sappy fluff and making dolls kiss š#i cant even guarantee ill remember my own damn headcanons bc ive always been one to prefer lighthearted silly stuff#hence me avoiding writing dialogue when i can... especially that confession bit#eugh...#anyways i just hope yall enjoy my thoughts haha#persona 4#souyo#yu narukami#yosuke hanamura#farts and sharts
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Colored Gaze: Simon is the LI that knows everything about MC.
Yall buckle up for this one its a little all over the placeš
It has been mentioned a few times that there is a LI in Colored Gaze that knows everything about MC and although I've nearly lost my mind trying to figure out who it is, I think I have the answer.
We can go ahead and check Zachary off the list to being the LI. It was said that during the demo is the first time Zachary has met us and that one of the other ones have known us ever since they moved into town. Putting our options to Seth or Simon.
I'll be honest, I was going to make this theory about Simon AND Seth and anaylze the proof between the two but looked at the bigger picture and decided to change it to just Simon since he has the most proof.Ā
Now this is where reading all 972 posts on the C.C comes into play.
It has been hinted at many times that Simon has known MC longer than just in the demo so there's already a bit of proof that Simon is that LI since he's known them for longer than anybody else.
Theres a few more but it literally takes me 20 minutes just to find one post so take this. š
That post can also align with this post:
Take note that both of them include "love them no matter what" and I'm pretty sure these were posted close to each other which could give more clues of it being Simon to.
This post is kinda what confirmed that it was Simon for me and I can even use the process of elimination for this.
It can't be Zachary because its been stated that Zachary has never met MC before the demo, the demo was the first time Zachary ever saw MC.
It can't be Seth because if pushed to the point by MC then he'd [SPOILERY THING I WILL NOT MENTION]. Seth is also the only LI that would be okay with breaking up with MC.
I would also like to take a flash to the past (?) and bring up this art that was posted on the tumblr and twitter:
Now honestly, and what I think most people may have assumed is that this was just a little wholesome drawing of Simon, right? Well I think there's more to it and the main thing that caught my attention was the art style to me.Ā
It kinda reminds me of the devs old artstyle:
So I think this was one of the old drawings of the actual first time Simon ever saw MC.
I could just be analyzing the art to much so I'll give you some other stuff to think about.
You might need some more proof that Simon has known MC longer than just the demo so I raise you this; Simons job. We all know Simon works as a delivery driver so it's more than likely he's seen MC before around town since they all live in a small town.
Seth Argument:
But alas the most confusing part of this for me is that Seth also has some proof for being the LI that knows everything about MC which makes things more difficult.
If I remember somewhere on the C.C somebody asked how the boys would react to finding out MC works for the government/FBI and Seth's mentioned something about "He would be surprised that he didn't find that out while researching MC" and me and Kam have theorized before that Seth might have something to do with the government so he might have access to more information than the normal person. I'll talk more about this in my Seth theory but Seth's intelligence could help him with alot of things such as stuff like finding out information about people.
Seth also has some proof from the C.C as well:
"I already knew what I signed up for beforehand" implying that he might know stuff about MC before dating them.
There was also another ask where somebody asked for the boys reaction to MC texting them that they were at the hospital with the police and to eat dinner without them and Seth's answer really caught my attention because it mentioned that he already knew what hospital MC was at. This could be implying he's the LI or that he's just a stalker.
Simon's Song Playlist:
There's obviously hints to what the LI's are like especially since the dev even said there are hints to how the LI feels about MC or how they met.Ā
Simons playlist was kinda hard to decipher not gonna lie but I did notice alot of songs and lyrics about being a hopless romantic so yeah, Simon is a hopeless romantic for MC.
There's also this part that caught my attention too:
Now this gives obvious vibes and references to Simon first meeting/seeing MC for the first time.
There were also a few that had a little possessive lyrics and some about what I assume is Simon wanting MC to trust him. And of course some ones implying that Simon was hiding a deep secret. :)
Hints from the demo:
Theres also of course this scene that caught my attention along with another one because I be making sure I pay attention to those subtle hints šŖ
Simon was obviously about to say something but was then interrupted by MC's phone call. My first initial guess was something like "I love you" maybe and then after he would probably correct himself or say he didn't mean it like that. That could work because bro is no thoughts head empty (?) and since he's a hopeless romantic would probably say something like that on accident without thinking.
Shoutout to @mysticnebula for saving my sanity and screen recording this scene for me šŖ
Something I noticed is that during Seth's route in the demo it mentions that MC forgets to put on their name tag whenever they get ready. However in this scene Simon already calls MC by their name before looking at the clipboard or them telling him their name which gives even more proof to him knowing them before the demo takes place.
There's also of course the walk home scene that it is beyond a doubt that Simon (?) Is the one following us.
We all thought that Zachary was the one at the window but this basically confirms that its NOT Zachary. And it can't be Seth either because even in the route that we don't meet Seth we still get followed and we still see somebody watching us from outside the window. Technically, Simon is the only one you have to deal with throughout the demo if you choose the right options.
It would also make sense for Simon to be the only one that knows where we live because of his job. Or it could just be him (?) following us home.
Theres obviously going to be alot more hints in the next update so we'll just have to wait for that. Until then we can only go off of these little clues and hints here and there :)
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This theory may be a little all over the place because this is the first time my Host alter is writing and posting the theory but I hope its good š
TAG TIME: Simon belongs to @clrdgaze @dont-wannadothis-anymore
#Also my Google docs stopped working after I hit my goal of 1k smh š#Posting this 15 mins early because I love yall <3#ONCE AGAIN IM SORRY FOR IT BEING MESSY BUT I REALLY HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT#yandere vn#yandere visual novel#yandere#male yandere#visual novel#coloredgaze#colored gaze#clrdgazevn#coloredgazevn#yandere male#coloredgazesimon#coloredgazevnzachary#coloredgazeseth#Simon šµ
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OK LEMME SAY THIS HERE
THESE FUCKING FIRE BREATH LIZALFOS
i. have. been spending. so many hours. running around death mountain searching for these bastards. complaining 'why the fuck are yall such solitary creatures???' and 'why is the drop rate for your tails so low???'
REASONABLE COMPLAINTS. I WANT TO UPGRADE MY CLOTHESSSSSSS GIMME UR TAILSSSSSSSS
like. i know where they are on death mountain. i painfully waited for blood moons to come so i can kill again. grieving after i killed all the lizalfos on death mountain and only having two or three tails. this has gone on for too long. for just some clothes?? infuriating
yk when u get frustrated at something and ur like 'i hope i never see this thing again' I HOPE I DO PLEASE I NEED LIZALFOS EVERYWHERE I NEED THEM IN MY BUSINESS IN MY FACE PLEASEEEEEEEE PROCREATE OR SOMETHING WHAT THE HELL
AND THEN TODAY
I SEE FAROSH BY THE TOWER IN GERUDO CANYON. SO I GO THERE LIKE NORMAL TO TALK TO HER AND GET HER SHARDS AND MAYBE HER TEETH IDK
AND THEN AS SOON AS I TELEPORT TO THE TOWER
MY FUCKING SENSOR GOES OFF FOR THE FIRE BREATH LIZALFOS
so im quickly talking to and grooming my girl farosh bc IM LIKE WHAT THERES LIZALFOS HERE and as soon as i get her claw (whys hers called claws but light dragon's called talons?? whats up with that??) I AM BACK DOWN THERE BABY I NEED THOSE TAILS
GUESS WHAT
THESE BITCHES ARENT SOLITARY CREATURES
i spend so much time wandering around gerudo canyon slaying lizalfos because these bastards are everywhere. and in groups of twos and threes. i am THRIVING I AM SO HAPPY YOU DONT UNDERSTAND
i never would have thought theyd be there. bc gerudo yk you'd think 'oh electric lizalfos would be over there obviously no fire breath lizalfos' but no!!! theres even ice breath lizalfos!!
bc heres the cool part. the weather in the desert is obviously wack- super hot in the day and super cold in the night- im changing my clothes so much
so it turns out theres fire breath lizalfos in the day and ice breath lizalfos in the night. during the time that the weather isnt in their favor, the respective lizalfos bury down into the ground like skeleton monsters. and if u kill ice breath lizalfos in one area u just wait for day and there will be fire breath lizalfos in the same place. its a great two for one deal. its also really smart and cool.
I HAVE SO MANY TAILS NOW YIPPEEE not enough i needle like another 10-20 BUT I CAN EASILY GET MORE YAYYYYYYYYY
i would get two to four on death mountain splurges. i got like 15 today in gerudo canyon. i dont even know if ive found all their spots yet. theyre everywhere
tl;dr the places in totk that elemental lizalfos reside in is so cool and clever and im dumb
#im dying#but now its in happiness#totk#lizalfos#loz#tears of the kingdom#fire breath lizalfos#bastards they are#lowkey enemies to lovers rn tho
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Quinn the Felicanis Transirius (catdog) (he/him)
(added nipple pasties to the nude version cos i like the aesthetic lmao i donāt normally do that)
this is my trans fursona!!! :D make all your fursonas trans do it right now /nf
Quinn is so me, i really hope i stick with this fursona (i have a tendency to make like 10 in one sitting and draw none of them again lmao)
backstory under cut (warning for mentions of transphobia, neglect, idk if abuse is the right word? but quinnās. um. āparentsā are not the best :/ theres also some like,,, denial? like āim overreacting, everythingās fineā that type of thing. let me know if there are other warnings i should add!)
Quinn is half cat half dog as a result of genetic engineering and manipulation. basically heās a lab rat created by two scientists, a cat and a dog, who combined their own genes to make him. in essence, he is their son
his purpose is lost on him, and he often feels as though he only exists because someone wanted to prove something, but now that its been proven, hes neglected by those who gave him life
well, one of them neglects him. but heās pretty sure itās because he came out as trans. the other tries to understand him and fails miserably
is it his fault he wants to run awayā¦ find people who will understand him ,,
but maybe heās overreacting. he sometimes feels like he is. after all, the scientists are doing what they can, theyāve never raised a hybrid before. heās unpredictable, of course theyād have issues raising him. raising anyone is hard enough work, but he doesnāt quite behave like a cat OR a dog. there are times when the traits present themselves (he loves chewing on things like a dog, and he purrs like a cat when heās happy) but despite the similarities he sees between him and his creators, he still feels like he's alone in this world
and they let him do what he wants for the most part, he has freedom. if anything they might be happy to see him go
theyāre doing what they can, he just wishes it felt like enough
hahaaa can yall tell this is kinda metaphorical š¤©š¤©š¤©š¤©š¤©
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Alright poll time I will hopefully remember and find
Woah I havent showed you much of these, but a recap anyway about the and just an intro ig under the cut if you wanna learn more, feel free to ask questions too!!
DoveTech/LividMetals: Rival companies taking place in California, both majoring in robotics and experimentation. Lots of lore. Makn inspirations: Qualia Automata (Team 6x111) and FNAF. Yall should know about the Fritz family by now, I also got an rp blog for this at @dovetechandlividmetals
Bromind Deities: Bromind is one of my main worlds (2nd newest world as well), the deities were created by the Goddess light and split into two sections; The Astral deities and the Terestrial Deities. The Astrals being; Neptune, Void and Nebula and the Terestrials being; Myca and Fawn (theyre gay). They control over different things. And theres a hierarchy ofc!
Bromind False deities: This plot focuses on Siri (the False deity of the stars) and when she was rejected by Light for Nebula. Then Siri gets vengeful and with Voids help she makes a new hierarchy
Fumbling: Follows Liam and Mason's journey through Harkton Boarding highschool, and being gay they find friends with; Dereck (Drake), Dixie, River, Reef, Kayla and Addicus. Though since middle school our two mc's have been bullied by Mark and his friends. Though some things happen and everything goes askew, throwing thier whole life off balance. This is my gay story, and L and M were my first Gay characters (shocking aint it) I made them in 7th grade
Deadbeat Outlaws (DBO): This story follows two trouble makers, Zach and Craz. The lore has changed a LOT since when I first made it, though I kept the name. Its not fully completed and I don't know how much I want to change so I dont have much to put here
Hellena stuff: this has a LOT of lore and came even before Dragonopolis, like I grew up with this world cause its my lego world that got shaped into this. So the story would be one of many that are with the three heros, Nate, Flower and Nightshade. Nate and Flower have also been tied to DoveTech. But this would focus on their hecktic life of being hero's and going insane to the point where one goes evil and takes over, forcing the other two to have to save the lives, and a lot more!
11:11: Follows the story of a 14 year old girl with ADHD who wishes to not be bored one morning while she eats breakfast, this wish comes true and she gets transported to Trifullium and meets Fenn, the two have to work together to get Mayabelle (the girl) home, eventually falling in love in the process.
Everdollskin: my ragdoll world thing! And my most recent world I've built. Unsure of what part you want me to focus on, but itd probably be either Fargo and Evendor's story and Evan and Bens! Full lf twists and turns and of course Ragdolls and horrors, tears and all!
Apollo: Sooooo, Apollo is one of my newest Oc's, hes got a bunch of lore already though. So he's one of my Yandere's. I know he looks gay (people are arguing with me when I say hes "straight" sl we made a compramise and said he only likes one oerson and that happens to be a girl, and also ig hes bi) But he meets Mae and falls totally head over heels for her, but she... HATES him. Now join him in stalking his new found obsession and killing off anyone she dates!
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I've seen you post with art of your characters from a 1-on-1 DnD game you run for your husband. May I ask how you do it? I'd like to try it with my partner. Thank you in advance <3
Theres a few sources I read up on before we started. We technically haven't started this one yet but we've been doing the rp for lore. Rn were running through Lost Mine of Phandelver since hes brand new to dnd.
Best thing I've found is making a sidekick for him. They have special rulings and classes. Ill link the article below. For his sorcerer, I made a warrior sidekick (basically just a tank type). It helps make up where his pc is lacking like a normal party would.
Then you definitely have to scale the encounters down. You can still get really cool encounter that feel like they have an impact. For example in LMoP (spoilers ahead)
The first encounter is a goblin ambush. Originally theres 4 goblins attacking them. 2 sticking back to shoot and 2 melee. Instead I knocked it down to just two; one shooting, one melee. Then I test ran it with his pc and the sidekick. Theres a site ill also link below where you can calculate the difficulty based on amount of party members, the CR of the enemies, and the amount of enemies. Heavillllyy suggest testing it physically and/or testing it with the site. If things end up going sideways then, thats just a part of dnd in my eyes. We figure it out from there lol.
Avoiding combat entirely is also always a great option. Encourage them to think out of the box, maybe sneak around, negotiate, bribery. Having that work around can really help with the tricky combat scaling.
Im pretty scatterbrained with this lol, but another thing is, if you dont have anything planned, the pacings slowing down, or either of your attentions just arent there, you can stop at any point! Theres no obligation to run for the 2-5 hours like a fully party session. You can pick back up whenever you and your partner want!! So if yall derail and you arent planned for it, you can always take a break and pick back up whenever youre both ready. Your partner has a tough decision and needs some time to think it over? They can take a break and pick it back up when yall are ready! Its really nice for us since were both neurospicy and stuff like that happens all the time.
Anyway thats all i can think of right now :) i hope that helped!!!
Links:
Encounter calculator
These guys have a lot of good articles
Sidekick rules
Also a lot of good articles from them
Combat tips
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Things You Said When 1, 4, 18, 25 for Clover āļøš
and More........ because we're so fucking normal about them.
this IS just fanfiction so bekah gets to read about Them. but i also wanted to write about them. its called mutualism.
yall who are playing DONT READ!!! idk if theres spoilers i'm not bothering keeping explicit spoilers out of here (writing this before I write all of em). but if yall arent playing dia with us check it out. these guys are sooooooo . rachel knows. rebekah knows. if yall wanna know and youre NOT in their game. come hither....... welcome to my maze..... and then dm me about it. directors commentary etc
Clover
1. Things you said before you knew any better
Honeybee's hair is softer than Clover knew someone's hair could actually be.
It's not that it's actually feathers, because Clover has felt Honeybee's feathers, and they're soft, yeah, but they don't feel like hair or anything. Even the ones that tuft up around his ears don't feel like hair, so it's not just that Honeybee has hair that's all feather vane, or vane thatās all hair. His hair's just really fucking soft.
Clover knows this, because Clover has been playing with it for a half an hour, mostly marveling.
It's not the shampoo he uses. Clover's used that, stole it even though it's the good stuff all the way from Waterdeep and Honeybee complains about it whenever he notices that the bottles run out twice as fast as they used to. Well, it's technically Clover's shower, so Clover's calling them even.
His headās lolled back to rest on their knee, and though they shouldnāt be letting him sit on the floor in case it aggravates his bum leg, theyāve said nothing yet. Theyāll help him up when theyāre ready to move. One day theyāll actually go to bed at a reasonable hour. The night is stretching long and dark and quiet before them, though, and its temptation is as real tonight as Honeybeeās loose-limbed relaxation, as itās always been. So tonight might not be that night.
Gods above and so below, they need a deep-clean.
They just need to clean him out of the creases of their brain, where he stuck like - well, like honey, in the niches of its comb. Someone needs to take a good handful of steel wool and lye and pluck the troublesome organ from between their ears and cleanse them of Honeybee.
That, or Honeybee needs to stop - it was a couple of things. It was a list of things, little things, things Clover is better off forgetting just for now, things like the little crease by his eyes, the lopsidedness of his smile, the - the stupid tattoo that peeked out the back of all of his shirts, right at the perfect spot to place their hand on the back of his neck, and the way that when they do give into the temptation to handle him there, he actually relaxes into it, like he's been waiting for the callous on their thumb to swipe over the knob of his vertebrae at his nape, every time.
They donāt mind it, sometimes, the anticipation of it. Theyāre fairly assured it was anticipation, anyway, but the two of them have a lot to do together that, quite frankly, Clover would be distracted from if their choices were between ācold night of surveillanceā and āwarm night in bed with Honeybeeā. Thereās only so much delayed gratification one person can take, and theyāve delayed it long enough that they are fairly sure if they broke now it would not be a temporary issue of distraction.
So, they can wait.
At least tonight isnāt a cold night of surveillance, or they would both be being very derelict in duty indeed.
That reminds them.
"Honeybee?"
"Mm?" Maybe they were wrong about not getting to bed at a reasonable hour. Honeybee sounds as if heād been dozing a little. Whoops. Maybe theyāll carry him to bed, make up for it.
"Will you come with me, to my motherās?"
The question rouses Honeybee a bit, makes him move to twist and look at them properly. They let his hair go to allow the movement, then twine their fingers back into his hair in a loose fist, because heās suddenly between their knees facing them and they need to control that situation quickly, before they either throw all their musings about anticipation to the wayside or get distracted from the question they are asking or both.
"Really?"
Clover nods. "She wants to meet you, andā" They pause, considering their words, thumb rubbing over the section of soft hair itās found itself over. "Youāreā¦ a part of my life now. You should come."
Honeybee looks a little skeptical. "Andā¦ Luckey?"
The right question to ask. Clover shrugs, though. "I agree with you, about Ultās people. Half of them must have left by now, and he hasnāt made any real moves in a bit. I donāt think thereās much for them to do right now. Especially with practically no one here anymore." Ultiss was a bitā¦ smug, every time they saw him now, his eyes always lingering on them too long, but that doesnāt change the fact that he hasnāt been doing anything, and thereās onlyā¦ four? five? of them left in town. "They might come back, butā¦ I havenāt really seen anything that worries me, and you said you didnāt either, soā¦ yes. Come with me. Letās take a break."
Honeybee brightens, incrementally. This is another thing he does that sticks in Cloverās head. The way he brightens up like a cloudās revealed the sun on a spring day. Itās too deep into winter for there to be any more flowers, but the ones Clover did put on him seemed to refuse to wilt for longer than they should, probably for exactly this reason. Waiting for the sun. Cloverās always waiting for it, and Honeybee never disappoints.
4. Things you said instead of āI love youā
This is actually a pretty shitty room.
Not the worst inn room Cloverās ever stayed in, but not top thirty, certainly. Probably not even top fifty. Definitely not nice enough to justify the amount of coin Clover had forked over for it.
Probably because I was tipsy. Or maybe it was that obvious how bad I wanted a single. Thatās a bit embarrassing.
Well, not as much anymore. Honeybee saw through the single room thing, too. He didnāt seem to mind.
Honeybee.
Clover is playing it cool. At least as much as one can when stillā¦ sticky, because they and Honeybee had just.
Donāt freak out about that.
It was a good thing! They never thought otherwise. Months of buildup and they had, actually, made good on it. And it was good. Shit, it was good. Months of buildup were perhaps worth the late lone nights type of good.
It is new, though, for sure. Good-new, yeah, despite the shitty room and clumsy attempt to manufacture intimacy, regardless of the fact that it worked.
How many seconds is us recovering before it becomes us just not talking?
Not a question they know how to answer. Honeybee's face is tucked into the crook of their neck, and he's not, like, lying down, but this could definitely go to cuddling if they shifted a little bit and he went to his side. That's a good sign, hopefully.
Okay. Talk. You've caught your breath. He needs to know this wasn't just- and you need to know he's not just drunk.
They swallow. "That was."
Honeybee nods against their neck.
They chuckle, mostly just to get rid of the post-coital nervous energy. "Yeah."
Honeybee draws away. The curtains in the room aren't drawn, so there's only a little bit of light in the room, and Clover's darkvision softens him into shades of gray. His hair is bright white, reflective even with barely any light to do so with, and the honey of his skin has gone rich-dark gray, and whatever spark that lives in those eyes of his fixes down on Clover, who can't help the smile, because he is gorgeous. His neck's a little bruised - their fault, but they're not apologizing - and his breathing's still a little fast, and when they lick their lips, his eyes flick down to them.
We can kiss now.
The realization is a very welcome one. They actually sit up slightly for it, which would make Honeybee shift to move away and give them room if they didn't also grab the back of his hair and pull him down to kiss them again. Then again.
Because they haven't actually talked, they keep the number to only three before releasing him. He doesn't go far, though, and they incentivize as much by running a wondering hand up one of his thighs to a hip. He has such nice hip bones. And collar bones. And the bones in his wrist don't lose him any points, either. If they keep up the having-sex-with-each-other thing, they'll almost certainly find some other parts of his anatomy to have new appreciation for. In many ways, they already have, though that appreciation can't be called aesthetic at all quite yet.
Talk. Talk.
Unsure if they're ordering themselves or Honeybee, Clover complies anyway. "I hope you had expectations, because that far exceeded mine."
"Oh, yeah," Honeybee replies, then pauses. āThatās- you mean you had high expectations and I still exceeded them, right?ā
Clover chuckles. āYes. Great expectations, still surpassed.ā They start rubbing their thumb over their favorite spot on Honeybeeās hip, where the tattoo is. āIā¦ā
You should probably say it. This would be the time. Youāve been biting it back for how long? This is a good time.
It would be, thatās true. Honeybeeās breathingās evened a little now that theyāve exchanged words, but he hasnāt moved from above them, and they canāt tell exactly where heās looking without his eyes moving in response to stimuli they give him, so they lick their lips. His eyes flick down a bit. He was looking them in the eyes, then. Well, no longer.
Donāt get distracted. Tell him.
āI should-ā Tell him. Tell him. I love you, just like that. āI wasnāt planning on this happening when I suggested the trip, so you know.ā
āYeah, I wasnāt- planning on anything when I suggested the dinner.ā
āIām glad you did.ā Tell him.
āMe too.ā Honeybee smiles. Heās beautiful like this. Which is why they should tell him.
The cuckoo clock down the hall starts squawking. Clover has no sense of what time it is, starts to count the chimes to figure out how long they've been wrapped up in Honeybee, how long they might still get to be.
One. Two. Three. Tell him.
It would be easier without darkvision, maybe. They can still see the details of him. Even better, now, because there's coming a glow through the room window. Red-orange looks good on Honeybee, lights up the gold of his skin. Thank you, whoever just lit that fire outside.
Six. Seven. Eight. Tell him, now. Now, Clover. Ten.
"I've- been thinking about that, though, for a while," Clover says, all in a rush.
Honeybee says, too, overlapping chatter, "I think I should-"
They both fall silent. Clover counts eleven, twelve and, when Honeybee makes a gesture to give them the floor, instead, they do not let themself wonder about what he thinks he should be doing, and instead plow ahead, forcing their nerves to steel rather than shake. "I just wanted to say, I-"
And then-
BOOM
somewhere in the distance. Clover sits up, immediately on the defensive. Their sword's always right by the bed, so they just need to find where Honeybee put their pants.
āWhat the fuck was that?ā
18. Things you said that were a promise you intended to keep
Luckey, perhaps predictably, didn't actually have that much going on in it.
It was a small town - Clover could count the number of people that lived here in a slow afternoon if everyone was at home. They numbered around two hundred or so. Enough that, at least if they were looking at faces, Clover could name everyone in town.
That made it very strange to come across this.
They practically tripped over the man. It wasn't their fault. It was raining, and they were carrying wood and the man was small and on the ground, so it certainly wasn't all their fault. Their foot caught on his form, and Clover stumbled, one of the switches they were carrying clattering to the ground and making them flinch. "I'm sorry, I wasn't - oh. Are you okay?"
They switched immediately from apology to concern when they saw the state the man is in. His face was bloodied, and that was saying nothing of what might've been going on under the clothes he was wearing - they weren't really able to tell, medicine wasn't their strong suit. "I'm sorry, let me get a look at you. I'm Clover."
They set down the wood they were carrying and got to their knees to give him a cursory inspection. He had clearly been beaten up, which drew a frown across Clover's face.
The man seemed a little out of it, and blinked wide eyes at Clover. His jaw worked slowly. "S- Sehonivee-Haien. Charmed."
Bit of a mouthful, Clover thought. With his feathery ears, they had to wonder if he was an aasimar, too, with one of the names like their mom, long enough to gain someone importance. Not exactly a polite question, though, not while he was bleeding on the ground, so they just gave him a smile. "Charmed. Can you stand?"
Sehonivee-Haien's face twisted. "Jury's out."
"Alright. Here," Clover said, and pressed a hand to the side of his face. There was practically nothing divine still left in them, but they could still force whatever spark was still there into a bit of healing, which could be the difference between life and death, sometimes. Or, in this case, the difference between standing and walking, and getting tripped over in a sidestreet. "Okay, let's try it."
They stood, offering him a hand. He hesitated, but took it, and Clover hauled him up as gently as the verb "hauling" allowed. He ended up on his feet, anyway, though he was a little newborn deer about it. Clover took care of that with a steadying arm around his back, which, definitely hurt a broken rib or two from the way he hissed in pain.
āSorry,ā Clover said. āBut itāll hurt more if you fall.ā
āHurts pretty bad now,ā he replied, with a grin shot through plenty with pain. They were pretty good at reading people, but really didnāt have to be, to see that much.
They gave him a smile right back. He deserved it. This was their town, and the fact that he had gotten beaten half to death on their watch? It spurred at something ugly in Clover's chest, something angry enough for them to show teeth. Even if that was accompanied by upturned lips. "My home isn't far. You'll be safe there."
Somehow, this man had the widest eyes Clover had ever seen, never mind the fact that one of them was already swelling shut.
Clover's version of healing was not very divine. At least they could be fairly assured that he wasn't bleeding internally on them.
"Are you- are you sure? I'm not... I don't want to bring anything to your door, if someone has something against me..." Oh, he was so worried.
Clover patted his cheek. "Hey. Hey, look at me.ā He did. He had very striking eyes. āYou- You're not getting hurt again, okay? Not on my watch."
It was a promise they meant. A promise they kept.
Mostly.
Mostly, except for that - that little scar.
But thatāthat was a very different promise.
25. Things you said that you still think about today
It was a joke.
Or, okay. Not a joke, because if Honey had actually asked, Clover might have done it. At least given it due consideration. That was not saying much, because Clover would have done pretty much anything Honey asked, back then, and they weren't going to consider how much they'd do for him if he asked even today, but.
Anyway.
It wasn't serious. Clover didn't think so, anyway, and they weren't about to ask Honey now if he ever meant it when he said they should go off and live somewhere else. He was a big-city sort, or so he said, and Clover was no stranger to cities, so it wasn't like they couldn't make it work.
He was pacing the kitchenāhe was restless some mornings, just like this. Clover didnāt know why back then, just accepted it as a quirk of his to sometimes be soothed away. Now, of course, Clover had connected his restlessness to the mornings he had left late last night or early that morning, presumably playing his part in whatever part of their lives was real rather than the fiction theyād created.
āMaybe we could leave Luckey sometime,ā he suggested, apropos of nothing. Clover fetched a mug for their morning coffee, kept an eye on him.
"What, run away together?" they asked, after a second of observing his behavior. He was restless, certainly. Small-town fever, they thought. People got it. Not Clover, but people. āOr do you mean more of a day trip?ā
He looked over at them, and allowed himself a smile. āWell, what do you think?ā
āOf running away together?ā Clover poured themself a cup. They wanted to give him the benefit of clear consideration. āI think itās ultimately unnecessary. Weād have to be running from something, by definition.ā
āUltās guys,ā Honey suggested.
Clover added cream to the cup, still taking Honey seriously. They had thought he was a coward, back then, tiptoed kindly around his caution. He had, after all, still borne the scars of their treatmentādid, actually, to this day, so perhaps that was not all actāand they thought that his caution was a boon, making them more thoughtful. āIām not convinced theyād follow us. Not running away from anything, that way.ā
Honey hummed. Paced some more. āOkay, but. Itās kind of? Small?ā
Clover nodded. āTwo hundred or so.ā
āYeah, so. Small.ā Honey nodded to himself. āThat doesnātā¦ you like that? Youāll like that forever? What if some people here end up sucking?ā
āDepends how much they suck,ā Clover said, after another pause to make sure his question had been given its due consideration. āPeople here right now do suck. Iām still here.ā
āForever?ā
Clover shrugged again. And then, in a moment of what wasnāt irony but certainly couldnāt be anything else, said, āItās a sweet thought, Honeybee, but Iāll be honestā¦ Luckey will have to have burned before Iād leave it.ā
Honey had given a half smile and sat down. āWell. Thatās not happening anytime soon.ā
Satisfied with the answer and with the fact that Honey had actually gotten his ass in a chair, Clover sat with him and reached across the table so they could squeeze his hand in theirs. āWe can still go on a day trip.ā
It was a strange thing, the fact that they were so assured that he would stay right there with them, looking back on it. Honey did, of courseāhe slept in the next room, though far from Luckeyābut they did wonder. If they never left Luckey, where would Honey be? Still sitting at that table?
The what-if and what-is suspends there, in their mind. They try to be self-disciplined about these things. The memory pauses right there, fingers touching their Honeybeeās, and palms not yet met.
#clover#the baebees#really inundating this blog with them lately fjhdskfhsd#theyre just good. SORRY#sometimes these things need to be somewhere other than discord dms. you understand#also sharp eyed readers (rebekah) may notice some parallels with a certain rp from 2018 in the promise one. btw.#ALSO I used the book canon and not the movie canon for the sex scene. so they could talk.
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ok at this point i just need to explain. how fucking insane this stupid semester long assignment has been to yall.
So basically, over the semester in addition to the textbook, there have been extra readings we've had to read and over the class students have been leading in-class discussions on them. pretty standard stuff and everything.
the problem comes with this. each one we had to write a 600 word summary and reflection to go with each one. we had to turn in half at midterms, and im handing the second half the last regular class of the semester (tomorrow) she took one reading out so this was 17 readings total, 9 by midterm, 7 at final
as you can imagine, that sounds really not like the worst thing in the world but quickly spirals as you realized how fucking long this actually is printed out and formatted. this was the first half of the assignment
(note. literally 20 pages. big ass fucking packet when stapled together)
now, because this assignment is so long, AND this professor is a notoriously slow grader, I actually haven't been handed back this full assignment yet. last class, she handed back everyone a PARTIAL graded section of the first half of the assignment.
I received the first 4 pages of my 20 page paper back. and then, I also realized I had received a very low grade on it (like 68 I think?) which was weird, because she had said she wasn't going to be grading these very harshly like she normally does.
so i check the notes and its like this
ok, so basically she took off 1/3 of my points per entry for missing citation! what the fuck! because as you'll note,
obviously there are fucking in text citations. you can even see one of them next to the writing in the first image. clearly there are citations, but she's graded me like there aren't full citations in a bibliography at the end. but there are! every pdf assigned has a full bibliography entry at the end of the paper. like obviously, these are just the in-text citations for specific information i've pulled from the text.
but anyways. I bring this up with her in class, to make sure im not gonna be losing 1/3 of my grade for this, and it turns out what she's been doing is literally going through each paper, reading the first entry for the first reading, then reading the next paper's first entry only, and so on, and then going through every paper and reading the second entry, instead of grading each paper all the way through at once.
so since she was doing this, she never checked that I had actually provided citations by flipping to the end of my paper and seeing my 9 citations of every reading, as requested? whatever. what the hell. she said I'd get the points back so whatever, ill keep an eye on my grade to make sure she remembers to bring them back. (im not expecting to get full grades on the citations anyways, i've had this professor for two semesters and i've literally never fucking gotten them fully correct once somehow) I just want to not have a 0/4 on citations.
but anyways, I put off reading a bunch of the articles til right before it was due (not anyones fault but mine, im causing my own pain for this one lol) and im just speedrunning this, putting my citations before each entry so theres no fucking way she can miss them, and this thing is still
14 pages long.
so she hasn't graded 16/20 pages of the first one yet, and now everyone's gonna be handing her 14-16 more pages of writing for her to grade tomorrow. its never gonna get graded on time. I havent received my midterm test grade back yet. why does she do this. why did she need 34 pages of writing summary on these readings. why couldn't she make it 300 words per article. truly baffling stuff
but the paper is written, shitass garbage style and i am free.
#hopefully i get this grade back sometime this century i doubt it tho#she actually cancelled one of our 3 essays off the syllabus because she was so behind on grading.#maam i can see why. you have hundreds of pages of shitty article reflection because theres like 20 people in this class.#why would you do this to us and yourself.#the state of the art history department at my school. this isnt even close to how bad my other art history professor was though.
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So, youāve mentioned a couple times now that even after her transformation has run its course, Luz wonāt develop some traits that witches have. (Specifically the second stomach and her bile sac being underdeveloped)
The bile sac thing fits because we know witches with no/little ability to use Spell circles do exist, but the second stomach thing gives me pause. After all, thatās an entire organ thatās not just underdeveloped but completely missing, even though her digestive track is still fully intact. Does that mean sheād still be partially human in some ways, even after sheās stopped changing? And if so, what other things would carry over from her past humanity? (Though as Iām asking this i realize parts of that are probably spoilersā¦)ļæ¼ ((though for some reason my brain is going to the appendix, do witches have appendixes??? If not, Luz better hope she doesnāt get appendicitis on the isles, though with how healers are idk if they could handle it even if they were familiar with itā¦))
Actually, thatās making me wonder how this whole thing works, genetically. Like, would a DNA test show Luzās genome as still being human, still the same as it was before? Or does the change go all the way down to her genetics? Hypothetically, would her future kids have any human traits or would they be born full witches?
The way my original answer got deletedā¦Jumping off the Titanās Skull and into the Boiling Sea
ANYWAYS. As you probably saw on my Twitter a while back I mentioned that in the bare bones explanation what is happening to Luz is basically mutation vua radiation. The radiation being magic and the irradiated being The Titan. The Titan gives that push or nudge to the humans he Blesses. Opens up their DNA for the magic to start affecting and changing them.
Obviously our #1 dad thinks heās helping, heās gotten better, but thereās still a few kinks they needs to work out for the process. Luz will bump into one of those kinks, its coming, and Iāll just say I DID warn yall!
As silly as it sounds, I try to keep Luzās transformation as realistic as possible. Obviously as a 14 year old Luz is in that stage of both human and witch puberty which can hinder and help her!
But the things that will stay human for Luz is as weāve said, her stomach and her lungs š«. Simply because humans have already got a lot going on up in their chest and abdomen. And believe it or not Luz is the most normal and standard as they come to a fellow human going through Immersion Evolution. Theres been some humans whoāve developed phenotypes when Blessed! Ouch!
(And hypothetically yes, if Luz and Amity decided to have kids in TB!ToH one of their kids could pop out with a fully developed bile sac and one stomach, a kid with human ears, two stomachs and underdeveloped bile sac, or any other āhuman traitā left over from Luzās evolution)
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