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I cant die if I kill myself is a line that goes so fucking hard I simply cannot
#tw sui joke#last night by fox szn and 3drinks#this song now owns my soul please send help#second only to in love with a creeper#no i am not listening to a playlist#nor am i sleeping.#Danny Gonzalez
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do u like stars? :3
#edit: this is a meme pls i am not this cute nor clever on my own#this took longer than it should have#sleep token#worshitposting#elkkie doodles#sleep token memes
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Buck and Eddie having a fun time with lightning:
Did this as a fun end to the day GUYS I GOT INTO MEDICINE AT UNI YAYYYY!!!!!!! I'M SO SO HAPPY and also this was so fun!
Lmk if you're nearish the UK and would like me to send you one because I have sooo many of these and I think 9-1-1 penpals could be fun and silly!!!
#i must sleep now guys i must sleep and not go on discord for three hours.#i have a train to catch early tomorrow and i am neither packed nor ready#BUT IM SEEIING HADESTOWN!!! I JUST MADE A BUNCH OF MY HADESTOWN PRINTS FOR THE STAGE DOOR#911 abc#9-1-1#eddie diaz#9 1 1#evan buckley#buddie#jwpyyy#911 show#911 fanart#my art#lino art#911 lino#YAYYYY FUN#911 season 6#911 6x10#911 6x11#fanart#art#lino#911 art#buddie art#buddie fanart#tops
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3:30 am angst feat. Plex and Pharma back from January 2023
#transformers#maccadam#tf oc#transformers oc#OC Plexus#3:30 am is a great time to go through your sketchbook it seems#Pharma fixed his hands but not he nor Ratchet could fix the Empurata from Claire's#and then Pharma started working at the New Institute... yeah#I should go to sleep#I have to clean tomorrow#I will regret my life choices in the morning
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I love seeing posts of the BMC kidsāspecifically Michaelāusing social media like insta/snapchat/tiktok/etc. bc itās like āoh dumb teens doing dumb teen stuff thatās cuteā but I have to be real w/ myself n admit that I genuinely believe Michael has never so much as touched any of those apps. I honestly think even tumblr is too mainstream for him. U could make a pretty solid case that he has the energy of a discord user and MAYBE reddit but, to me, Michael Mell spends most of his online existence on MMORPGs or old fucking chat forums and message boards, AOL-style. I imagine most of the ppl on these forums r adults n Michael is often the youngest one there by a looooooong shot. Jeremy and Michaelās moms stage an intervention in freshman year saying āItās Weird That You Talk To Exclusively Older Ppl Onlineā n Mikeās like ānah theyāre chill thereās this guy named Randy he has a son about our age he introduced us n now we play Warcraft together itās a good timeā. Michaelās moms forbid him from meeting any of the forum ppl in-person without supervision n heās like āyeah thatās prolly 4 the best weāve tried to meet as a group a few times b4 but theyāre all Medical Equipment Techs (all of them) so theyāre all busy w/ work :(āĀ
#anyway put in the tags/comments what social media u think michael uses Iām v curious actually#am I right!!!!!! am I wrong!!!!!!!! letās discuss!!!!!!!!#be more chill#bmc musical#michael mell#fun fact i originally wrote this on a scrap of paper by my bed bc I couldnāt get the intervention image out of my head while trying 2 sleep#michael: itās ok guys I watched the Smart Guy internet safety special episode#Michaelās moms: thatās not. Um. Ok.#I also believe michael is personal friends w/ every editor on the Mountain Dew fandom wiki but thatās neither here nor there#make sure 2 always practice internet safety kids !!#twillertalks
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Late Night Talking
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#poorly drawn mdzs#MDZS#wei wuxian#lan wangji#This scene had massive 'we are the only two people still up at the sleepover' energy#thought let me set the record straight; wwx doesn't open up in the scene. He fully deflects#Nor does LWJ play with ants B*(#I wanted to merge the two scenes a bit that's all#My OG script was a bit funnier but it broke continuity so rip (i.e: wwx outright stated 'remember when YOU...' in reference to the ants)#also rip to lwj saying 'hey U up?' like he's texting his crush. I hope the spirit is still there#We all know lwj sticks to his 9pm bedtime no matter what#and wouldn't be traditionally texting on a cellphone#He wakes up at 4:30 am to go for a run#gets home at 5:30 to use the lan household computer to go on his shared google doc with wwx and comments 'are you still awake?'#cause lets me real. wwx might also keep a steady sleep schedule but at least he *can* pull an all-nighter#Can you imagine lwj at a sleepover? I admit to being the kid who went to bed and woke up 3-4 hours before the others#you either get fed up and wake someone else up for enrichment - or plan ahead to bring a book - or Walk Home#I fully missed out on all that deep heart to heart stuff. I usually was the one to go 'guysssss we are gonna get in troubleeee go to sleep'#wait this is too much sleepover talk I need to talk about wwx in the last panel. It's a mix of panic and pride.#He's just at the beginning of realizing this guy has changed a lot in 13 years#gonna be a while before more comic pages get posted but they're ready to go in the queue!#(I'm still posting other stuff daily though!)
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i have less of a fic for yāall tonight and more of a Concept i need feedback on. if any feel so obliged
#i am Intrigued by it but do not know how it will be recieved#nor where exactly itās going i wrote it just now#i would try to write more but i have to sleep so lmk and i shall deliberate as i work tmrw
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I can not get the image of Gwen and Jack sobbing over Ianto's body out of my head
#as a person with aphantasia#thats saying something#Torchwood#Torchwood spoilers ig#ianto Jones#captain jack harkness#gwen cooper#nor can I get the idea that Jack held off on dying to say goodbye because he really is just that stubborn#he even came back to life significantly less lively than usual#i am pained and I didn't sleep last night so I'm also exhaustedly#whoniverse#sorry I don't have anyone to talk to
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I support Jonny DāVilleās right to go absolutely feral
#jonny in sleeping beauty? feral#when he says hello ladies???#I am neither interested in men nor a lady but#jonny dāville#the mechanisms
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Okay so here's how Bram can still win: what if before getting completely overridden by fyodor, he transferred his consciousness to the only "true" vampire nearby. Akutagawa, via special magic vampire lord ability powers.
The Akutagawa we see fighting alongside Atsushi is the real one though, because Bram can decide when to retreat and give the spotlight to his vessel. However i don't know how they could get separated afterwards.
#that would also explain why akus fit resembles bram's (it doesnt really)#it's currently 2:30 am as i type this im going to sleep#but had this random shower thought. had to share before the chapter#this is not serious nor a theory just a silly for the record (?#bsd#lazutxt
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in hindsight, when i first saw bad explaining lore to forever during that legendary 16 hour stream and bad had already, in the early days of brazil, previously established a routine of saying like "ok!" or whatever to the daily server restart message (a message that was early enough in his time zone that he definitely would not have slept and woken up to greet it) SHOULD have clued me in to the fact that this guy never fucking sleeps but holy shit can cucurucho non-canonically scare the fear of god back into him so his head touches the pillow for more than like thirty minutes like WHAT. i mean at this point i'd even suggest sending someone in the code monster skin to float there menacingly and then say in fuckin hatsune miku voice or like chipmunked audio just. "YOU'RE HALLUCINATING, BADBOYHALO. DRINKING WATER IS NOT ENOUGH. GO TO SLEEP."
#qsmp#for clarity: all non-canon actions. code monster would not attack nor spawn anything#literally just there to pop his adrenaline and then hit him with the unexpected so maybe he'll be like yea ok that's enough excitement#and GO TO SLEEP.#shut up vic#block game brainrot#like don't get me wrong i would be him if i were in his shoes#i am the exact same way#but i'm NOT in his shoes therefore i get to be concerned for his welfare all the hell i want#QSMP sends a message in chat: badboyhalo what sort of a time do you call this.#like please convince this dude to close his eyes for thirty seconds at least#chat was like 'bad how many subs to make you take a day off the smp' and he just LAUGHED
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#sleep token#here is a thing#there are certain moments when Vessel looks.. no he rather feels.. small#i mean his.. aura? presence? but not in the non-captivating way but as in an emotionally vulnerable way#i don't really have the words to describe this but just like on this picture#bear with me for a minute because this is either gonna sound completely unhinged or make some sort of sense#it's probably just me having a little more time on my hand than i should and just want to see things but..#sometimes he feels so present in a here-i-am as-i-am take-me-as-you-will this-is-all-i-am i-can't-give-more-nor-less it's-just-me sorta way#he feels so human in the rawest sense possible and yet so deep in character maybe even more so than when he creatures or teefs and all#like.. he is just vessel in it's simplicity and without the 'divine' if you will.. simply just vessel#in his barest of existance#a shadow of someone who used to be but not quite anymore#he is in pieces and it is willingly laid bare under the mask and all that bodypaint oh so clear to see for anyone#and that is not the outstreched hand of you-are-not-alone but the outstreched soul that cries you-can-find-yourself-in-me#and that is what i find so heartbreaking about him#this kind if raw openness because the lore says vessel is a conduit for sleep#for us vessel (and the the others) is the conduit of our emotions#and he is there somewhere inbetween the truths#just him a simple human being who sometimes seems to wish not to be human which makes him more human than anything#and that is what i can't describe better than 'sometimes he feels small' and at time even maybe makes me cry a little
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Forgive me, forgive me. I ask, I beg, I pray, but it never comes.
You know I find it incredibly bewildering to see just how much kalki reflects myself in him like YEAH Duh of course he does, heās my little guy itās like his full time job. But at the same time he is a fully functional facet of my being and he is at the mercy of my whimsies, and whatever he discovers in his arduous journey of self realisation is ultimately a reflection of what I discover in the real world. Itās also incredibly funny because ffxiv lore for dark knights is really baked into the idea of (re)discovering yourself amongst the bloodshed and continuing to live and love and thrive despite the world working against us. who would have thought such a raw message could come from an mmorpg side quest about edgy emo boys of all places
also adamantite armour of fending i would lay down my LIFE for u
variant + phone bg version + ID below the cut
tch as if you guys are actually going to use artwork of my little guy as your phone background. i know. how dumb. let a girl dream. i should make an alternate version but it's of Fray and Myste
[START ID: A picture with a red background focusing on the character's bust that is placed to the left of the image's centre. He is coloured with a dark blue overlay, contrasting with the red background. He has brown skin, long black hair that falls over his shoulders, and is wearing blue and gold armour and earrings. He is looking at the viewer, right eye dark brown and the left an glowing unnatural red, with an expression that looks determined and angry and yet bitter and forlorn. In the foreground and on the right side of the piece, a miniature version of the character stands coloured in a light blue overlay and wearing the same blue and gold armour, looking as if he is glowing. He is facing towards the left of the piece, or perhaps at the character bust, his expression unreadable. Above the miniature character's head is the symbol representing the FFXIV dark knight, coloured in gold. END ID.]
#the burst of creativity that shot through me is indescribable. i can only hope this is a sign that i am FINALLY out of art block#but OF COURSE my creativity comes back right when gamsat is around the corner. it's always a fucking exam. i fucking hate myself#maybe this piece is supposed to be vent art at how I CANNOT MANAGE MY SHIT AND I AM JUST. NOT DOING THINGS RIGHT. NOT DOING THINGS RIGHT !!#and i tell myself it's fine but maybe it's NOT fine? i told myself i'd work on it but nothing is getting worked on#nothing productive at all. not even for uni nor for myself. nothing is happening at all. it's just going through the days#waking up. wishing i'd slept more. stare at my laptop for hours. youtube. watch 10mins of lectures. then a nap. then the laptop. then sleep#but i dont and it pisses me off because nothing is working. i'm like if linguini lost his rat and i'm staring at the kitchen catching fire#maybe go to class if it's on for that day. scrambling notes together. pretending i DO have my shit together#i COULD put out the fire. but i'm not. i could and i can but im not. the extinguisher is in my hand. fire's not going out. i'm still here.#maybe. maybe that's why drk resonates with me so much. at the end of the day. maybe i am just a stupid bastard#-who can't get their act together. who actively shoots themselves in the foot and bleeds all over the place trying to make something happen#only this time- this time the perpetrator isn't someone i can point at and demand answers from. it's me hi i'm the problem it's me#and i can- i SHOULD find a way to make this all work. to make this whole Living My Life business work. but the extinguisher's in my hand#wow okay that was really heavy anyway uhhhhh TAGS TAGS TAGS TAGSSSSS#ffxiv#ff14#ffxivwol#ffxiv wol kalki#ffxiv dark knight#artoftheagni#and the fire keeps going#tw eyestrain#cw bright colors#idk the red is really bright and it;s nice for my eyes but idk for anyone else
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I AM FUCKING SCRWAMING IVYYYYYYYY I AM CHEWING OFF YOUR ARMS AND LEGS OH MY BOY MY LITTLE ROCKSTAR!!!!!!!!! HES SO MUCH MORE CONFIDENT THAN YESTERDAY MY BABY BOY HES FUCKING KILLITN RHE STAGE RAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHGH
#IVY MY SCREAMY LITTLE KITTEN IV#I WILL NEVWR SHUT THE FUCK UP ABKUT HIM NOR CALM THE FUCK DOWN#IM NKT EVEN GONNA PRETEND TO BE NORMAL ABOUT HIM I AM SK FUCKING MENTAY UNWELL DUDE THUS US AWESOME#sleep token#sleep token iv
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i'm gonna be honest every day when i come back home i like. Immediately get hit with a minimum of 2 things that i Need to do (eating and getting work done and what not) and it is like my body is being inflicted with damage over time because it feels too overwhelming knowing i have many tasks to do even though they're. Are literally daily tasks everyone can do in minutes. but it just feels like too much at once even though each task would take so little. But i cannot help it and i end up wasting about 4 hours rotting in bed or doing not what i'm supposed to do and then feeling terrible about not doing shit that i needed to and "oh i Have to make up for it tomorrow i will GET EVERYTHING DONE IMMEDIATELY ONCE I GET HOME"
you'll never fucking guess what happens Again. Dude.
#this isn't really a vent but like. I am just so confused about why this keeps happening. It is like my body shuts down#whenever i have a task. Like Hey. Washing a singular dish isn't the end of the world nor should you just spin around the room for hours#it is so frustrating because i can't get anything done or i only start to work when it is far too late and i have to go to sleep#hey mind yomo. Stop With This Bullshit and let me do what i want#yomoposting#i just wish to know what thw fuck is wrong with me. And why my body responds to tasks like this.#i had never been to a therapist or a psychologist or anything like that so i have zero idea if this is even normal
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I am either hallucinating from exhaustion or there is a pretty big (by british housespider standards at least) incredibly speedy spider on my desk and i do not know which is worse
#i think id quite like it to be a hallucination#3am is not Dealing With Spiders Time#basically i saw something small dark and circular sculttle across my desk to out of sight behind my tablet#(which is on my lap leaning against my desk)#then i felt behind the tablet and looked around and didnt see it so i went back to drawing slightly confused#then i saw the dark thing scuttle to under my pencil case like a min and it looked like a spider#but i know that people hallucinate spiders when tired#im not THAT tired#nor am i particularly sleep deprived#i mean its 3am but i also stayed up till 3am last night and got 8 hours of sleep so this is just my sleep schedule#ouugghhh
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