#non existent adhd

[ryomaandgundhamkin]

bye forever… ❤️

(the forever being 10 hours)

[musical-chick-13]

I haven't seen this take a WHOLE lot, but I have seen it enough to get. Frustrated. About it.

So for anyone who doesn't get it: no, symptoms of mental illness are not, in every case, majorly or solely the result of Dealing With Capitalism. Sometimes, they can be! Sometimes the symptoms are situational, and those situations are heavily related to how much capitalism sucks! But many times they are not. I am sorry, but mental illness and trauma and neurodivergence are still going to exist even if capitalism completely goes away. We still have a responsibility to treat the people affected by and experiencing these things with compassion and understanding. We still have to. You know. Acknowledge that their life experience is going to be a lot different than many other's is.

[nixthemagicdragon]

"So neurodivergent means rude? Is that it?" - my mother, 3 minutes ago, in the most condescending tone you could possibly fucking imagine, talking to my dad, assuming I can't hear her, after I was trying to tell her not to touch me without my consent (for the 1000000th fucking time) and asking her not to compare me to other kids my age, ending in yet another full-scale argument/screaming match

[lunarlegend]

coffee has never made me feel awake

it just makes me calm, and i like the taste

i drink coffee right up until i go to bed

but i've lied socially all my life like "haha, yeah, dunno how i'd function in the morning without my coffee!" even knowing that wasn't true

[regrettablemeasure]

that art job fell through and i think like 6+ months of burnout finally collapsed onto me all at once since bc i've just been a zombie it feels like :/ eugh

[spacedace]

Switched my adhd meds recently due to issues being able to eat on the old ones and holy fuck are these new meds Not It.

Been fucking exhausted like I haven't been since I was dealing with lymn disease with my brain so wrapped in fog I could barely function and it's just been getting worse the longer I've been on them.

Didn't take it today and I'm just *now* coming out of the exhaustion & brain fog ugh

Back to the drawing board I guess 😩

[fallenrain40]

sometimes my brain does a silly thing and is like "omgvjhbhugvbjhknhgfhcvgjbh why do i suck sm??!?!?" and then 5 seconds later im like "wait that doesnt even matter why am i worried about that." and the cycle repeats

[amischiefofmuses]

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[eyrieofsynapses]

fuck. I need to stop staying up way too late and then setting my alarms for a little over seven hours after I went to bed under the mistaken belief that exhaustion from getting too little sleep will force me to go to bed earlier the next day.

nope! that just leads to chronic sleep deprivation even when you have literally nothing happening the next day, dumbass

I am so tired.

[foggyfanfic]

Was going through emails I had sent back and forth between me and my best friend and found old doodles I'd shared with him. I have no idea what prompted the first one, but these other two were prompted by the failed licensing exam that finally drove me to get checked for ADHD. It wasn't that I didn't know the answers on the test, it was that I wasn't paying attention and bubbled "C" instead of "A". Apparently my story is "textbook" and "typical".

[thunder-cube]

when you can't reduce your ADHD meds because you'd get too hyperactive and unfocused to get anything done at school but you can't increase them because they'd make you so drowsy you'd fall asleep and not get anything done at school so you have to keep them in a delicate balance where you're only a little too ADHD and only a little too tired

[thewhizzyhead]

okay um so how utterly shocked and/or disappointed would you guys be if I told you that the one thing that has finally convinced me to actually check out Starkid's The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals,,,was a video of the musical's closing number filled with literally all of the musical's spoilers + a plot twist and a breakdown that is clearly meant to be experienced um chronologically for it to have the most impact especially considering that it HEAVILY involves the show's two main characters and that said twist HEAVILY relies upon ummmm yea actually having watched the fucking musical properly first-

[snixx]

honestly as a neurodivergent person it annoys me more when people say kms over the most insignificant things than when they use my disorder an a quirky expression to be dramatic. they're essentially the same thing to me

[whoreishghost]

i think i have covid so called the adhd clinic like heyyy think i have covid can i do my appt on the phone n they were like no the drs have said it all has to be in person and its like girl. this is the adhd clinic surely phone appointments would be useful for u cunts but also is there not a new wave of fucking covid and talk of another lockdown? im going to go fucking insane! and to make matters worse my appointment is now in a month!!! i cant fucking do anything and havent been able to since they took me off the not for adhd but kinda for adhd antidepressant i was on so im kinda like.. girl please medicate me and all the other drs are like for the Love of G-d please help this man adhd clinic his cognitive issues are SO Bad so like what is with you??????????

[titan-god-helios]

"a theme ?" i ask incredulously. "yeah, a theme for your blog," you explain, "like, is there a certain aesthetic, a certain main topic you post about,,, yk that sorta thing ?" "my guy, i just exist here idk what to tell you" [e n d s c e n e]

[joinsideke]

In my defense, sometimes I do completely forget. Like instantly. Someone will text me and I'll see it but then I'll be thinking about one of the twenty different other things running through my mind at any given moment and hours will pass before I look at my messages again and realized I never replied. And then I feel like an asshole.