#nols we miss you

[drewsbuzzcut]

I really really wanna see a chaotic thanksgiving at the barzal’s. Like it’s baby Sloan’s first thanksgiving and she is the star of the show so AJ and Nolan pull some shenanigans to get the attention. I love love love the series and I hope you never end it!!!

Thanksgiving Shenanigans

mat barzal x model!fem!reader

a visceral in doses fic

warnings: alcohol consumption, a curse word or two, and I think that’s all (ALSO THIS ISNT EDITED SORRY)

As you’re adding the finishing touches to your outfit, you hear a soft banging and hushed whispers as small footsteps bound up the stairs. Thinking it’s either Nadia or Liana, you dismiss it.

“Look at Miss Sloane, isn’t she beautiful? Just like her mommy,” Mat comes up behind you, Sloane in one arm as his other wraps around you, right under your boobs.

You lean into his chest, turning your head to see Sloane’s beautiful face. She’s dressed in a maroon and cream plaid dress, paired with dark tights and a white, furry vest.

“Oh my goodness! She is so very beautiful. The most gorgeous princess I’ve ever seen,” you coo, gliding your thumb over her cheek.

She coos back, her face scrunching up in delight and you instantly melt. She looks so much like Mat and you love it.

“Mommy!” When you and Mat turn at the sound of Nolan’s voice, both of your eyes widen in shock.

Nolan is standing at the entrance of your walk-in closet, barely holding AJ in his arms with one of the decorations from the dining table clutched in his hands. He has a shy smile on his face while AJ looks anything but pleased with his brother carrying him.

“Oh shit,” Mat blurts out without thinking about all the little ears around him.

“Don’t say that,” you say, moving away from him to pull Angel out of Nolan’s arms.

You bend down so you’re eye level with your oldest.

“Nols, you cannot carry AJ. He’s too heavy for you,” you softly reprimanded.

He looks at you with a pout and part of you feels guilty, but you know you have to right his wrongs. He hands you the fake foliage from your table setup, almost as an apology. You accept it, but you also let him know that she shouldn’t take things from your table because he can get seriously hurt. You don’t even know how he got up to the table without falling off the chair, or doing something else to hurt himself.

“But it’s pretty like you. We wanted to give you a surprise,” he explains, his R’s sounding like W’s.

“And that’s very nice of you and your brother, but I don’t need you guys to get hurt, so please don’t do that anymore. I love you,” you kiss his cheek.

“Love you,” he whispers, his head down as he walks away.

-

“Y/n, she’s so gorgeous,” Sydney says as she holds Sloane, sitting next to you on the couch.

Some of Mat’s teammates and their families, as well as his parents and sister, are here to have a little thanksgiving celebration. It’s an early one being that they have a roadie the next day. Everyone has just finished eating, and are now relaxing in various spots in your house.

“Thank you! She’s my precious girl. I was so excited for today because I just knew her outfit was going to look so adorable on her,” you exclaim, cheeks starting to hurt from all the smiling.

Right behind the couch, there’s a plotting Nolan, sitting with his little brother right next to him.

“Angel, we’re gonna go ‘RAHHH’ to, Lo,” he whispers to AJ. Lo is what Nolan calls Sloane.

Angel, who doesn’t have a clue about what his big brother is saying, just giggles but it’s enough for Nolan.

You don’t hear what your oldest is saying, just the soft murmurs and Angel’s giggle.

“What’s going on, handsome. What are you and your brother doing?” You are totally unaware of what Nolan is about to do as you look behind the couch.

“Nothing, mommy. Love you,” he says with his cute smile, blowing you a kiss afterwards.

He waits for you to turn around before he drags AJ by his hands, getting him to crawl with him on the floor. They both jump up in front of Sloane and roar like dinosaurs. Well, Angel just copies Nolan’s actions. Sloane jumps in fear, her eyes growing teary and her lips wobbling.

You’re surprised because Nolan is usually really nice and relatively quiet, so you have no idea why he did what he did.

Sloane’s piercing cries startle Mat, so he quickly makes his way over. You’re already attempting to console her in your arms, but her cries don’t seem like they’re going to stop anytime soon.

“What happened?” Mat asks, sitting next to you and rubbing his baby’s back.

“Nolan just scared her and well we all know that AJ loves to copy his big brother,” you inform him.

Mat calls out for Nolan and AJ follows him as well.

“Why did you scare your sister?”

Nolan just stays quiet.

“That was very mean of you, and you know better. You better not do that again,” Mat says, holding onto Nolan in a hug while caressing Angel’s hair.

You sit there, watching them and wondering why Nolan chose today of all days to act mischievous. Although you're continuing to discipline him, you can’t deny that his little expressions of determination are cute. He gets this little furrow in between his eyebrows and his little tongue pokes out from between his lips. He’s exactly like Mat.

The next time you get up to refill your drink, you see a blur of two shirtless boys rush into the living room with Nolan’s mini sticks in hand. Nolan is shouting as AJ tries to be just as loud. You take a few gulps as you watch them in amusement. You don’t think you’ve ever seen Nolan so hyper. You don’t even know when Nolan took off his shirt; you literally just took him to use the restroom. You’re also assuming he took off Angel’s.

When the group of hockey players come back inside- including your husband -they join your sons and start playing together. Nolan starts going crazy, though. He crawls through one of your husband’s teammates legs and then starts climbing up Mat, initiating a fake wrestling match that slightly annoys you. When AJ starts trying to reenact his brother’s moves, you put a stop to their activities.

“Hey, Barzal!” You shout and both Mat and Nolan look at you.

“This isn’t the ice and it sure as heck isn’t the ring, so stop the roughhousing. I don’t need you guys to wake up Sloane,” you chastised.

Nolan wiggles his way back down, running off again with his hands raised in the air. As expected, AJ follows in his footsteps.

You smile, finishing the rest of your wine. You’re going to need it with how lively your sons are- especially because you’re in heels.

“They’re so cute,” Mat whispers in your ear when he pulls you into a hug.

“They’re so hyper today. What did you feed them this morning?” You playfully ask, smacking at his ass to get him to squirm.

“Stop,” he warns you but you continue.

“Your ass is so smack-able, though,” you giggle until he starts tickling you. Now you’re the one squirming.

“Get used to it, it’s only going to get crazier as they get older,” he says, wrapping his arms completely around you.

“I can’t wait,” you say and you mean it.

“As long as we’re a team, we’ll be just fine,” he kisses your lips and you’re reminded that everything is perfect.

It’s not even an hour later that you hear Nolan’s and AJ’s loud giggles and soft hushes. When you go to find them, you see them in the kitchen and they’re both covered in cranberry sauce. They freeze when they notice you staring at them, their little eyes widen in shock. As you’re about to speak Nolan runs off with Angel following right behind him. You throw your head back, silently laughing at their antics. Not wanting a mess all over your floors and furniture, you chase after them. However, they’re good at crawling and moving through small spaces, so you end up losing them.

“Barzy, your two little spawns ran away from me and they’re covered in cranberry sauce,” you say a little out of breath and clinging to Mat.

Mat stifles a laugh but joins you in your search. After your husband almost slips in the kitchen, thanks to the mess left on the floor, Nadia meets you in the foyer with both of the messy boys in her arms.

“I think these little Mats belong to you,” she laughs.

“You’re so right, they are little Mats. This is the most crazy I’ve seen them,” you say, accepting AJ while Mat grabs Nolan.

“Hey! I was a good kid,” your husband defends himself.

You and Nadia bust out in laughter.

“Shit!” Nolan says, a hesitant smile on his face, waiting to see everyone’s reaction.

“It!” Angel copies to his best ability.

Everyone’s eyes widen and you can tell they want to laugh but know they shouldn’t.

“Yeah, definitely Mat’s sons,” Nadia confirms and you agree.

Later that night after your babies are bathed and tucked in, you sit beside Nolan and card through his hair. He’s very calm now, a completely different kid compared to how crazy he was earlier.

“Nols, you were really… active today. What was going on?” You ask softly, kissing his forehead so he knows you’re not upset with him.

“Missed you,” he mutters, eyes turning sad.

“What do you mean, buddy? I’ve been here all day.”

“You were with Lo! And you held her the entire day,” he explains and suddenly it all makes sense. He was trying to get your attention, and now you feel bad because clearly you aren’t meeting his needs.

“I’m sorry, little man. It’s your sister’s first thanksgiving and it’s so special to me, so I got really excited to dress her up. I love you, Nolan. You’re my first baby and no matter what I will always love you. All you have to do is ask for me to hold you, or cuddle you and I will. Do you want kisses?” You soothe him, bringing his body into your arms.

He nods his head and you give him kisses all over his face until he’s laughing. His precious giggles make your chaotic thanksgiving worth it, and even though your boys were being rascals today, you wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world. Those are memories that you will look back and laugh at.

a/n: This was very hard for me to write and idk if you can tell, but I hope y’all enjoy! Thanks to whoever requested this cute idea<333

[hazybisou]

COLOR WITH ME

blurb

singlemom!reader x nolan moyle

summary: y/n’s daughter made her to color with her and when nolan comes home, she forces him to do so as well.

a/n: i randomly thought of this today during my ap biology class. it was funnier and cuter in my head.

“mama!”

you were in your room, finishing up some homework when you heard the little footsteps padding towards you. you shut your computer with a smile on your face as you got up from your desk and walked over towards the door. your three-year-old daughter was about to turn into your room when you reached out and grabbed her, pulling her into your arms.

you began to tickle her stomach as she giggled and moved her hands to yours to try and get them to stop. “ma-mama stop it!”

you picked her up and rested her on your hip. “hi, baby! what’s up?” you walked out of the room and made a beeline towards the kitchen table where she was at. it seemed like a bad idea to be in a room where your daughter wasn’t but the kitchen was only two feet away from your shared bedroom with your boyfriend so you were still able to keep an eye on her.

she began to purposely slip from your arms, signaling she wanted down and so you let her down before she ran towards the table where her coloring book and markers were spread out all over the place. “color wif me!” she exclaimed with a giggle behind it.

you couldn’t help but smile as you sat next to her, “what are we coloring today, miss honey?” you had began to call her honey instead of her actual name over the past two years.

“hewo kitty.”

you laughed before grabbing two of the other books on the table. “which one,” you held up the two as you watched as her eyes flickered between the two. she pointed towards the one on the left before she leaned forward to grab a yellow marker.

you put done the other book beside you as opened towards a new, un colored page. you both sat there coloring and giggling. you always adored these little moments between you and your little family.

you got pregnant at 18 and gave birth to your beautiful little girl at the ripe age of 19. you were a single teen mom as your ex/baby daddy had left you two months into your pregnancy. you were alone. until your boyfriend, nolan, had come along. you two met through a friend and instantly hit it off. he didn’t mind the fact that you had a daughter. he treated her like she was his. he loved her and she loved him. the bond between them was special and you knew instantly that he was the one when your daughter hadn’t pried herself away like she normally would with strangers.

when you were introduced to the team, they didn’t judge you for having a kid in college. they knew it bad happened to many other people and they respected you for it. they all loved your baby girl. they’d normally come over and help out whether it be with the fact that you needed a babysitter or help cooking, they were there. you couldn’t be happier than you already were.

you were talking with honey when all of sudden you heard the front door open, “babe?” you heard nolan shout out.

“kitchen!” you shouted back not even looking up from the page. you heard the padding of his feet before someone wrapped their arms around you form behind. you lifted your head and looked up at him. “hi,” you whispered as he leaned down to press a kiss to your lips.

“hey.” he let go of you and you went back to coloring as he pressed a kiss to the crown of honey’s head. “what’re you doing?”

“ask her.” you nodded towards your daughter who was smiling at her coloring skills.

she picked up her book and held it up for nolan to see. “daddy, look!” she waved it in his face and he couldn’t help but smile at her eagerness.

“i see baby! it looks wonderful!” he said and she smiled before turning towards a new page.

she leaned forward and grabbed another coloring book that was on the table. “sit,” she handed the book towards him, “and color.” nolan just looked at you with a raised eyebrow but you could only smile at him.

“yeah nol. sit. and color!”

he rolled his eyes and sat down but he couldn’t help the smile that had appeared on his face. he loves his girls.

the next hour was spent with the three of you talking, laughing, giggling, and coloring. these were the moments you’d cherish with you forever. they were special. they were with your babies who you promised to love forever and ever.

help it is so late rn and i’m up but wtv. i honestly feel like this was the one piece that sucked actual booty. yea. bye. also my works will take a couple of days to write so have patience with me.

[slafkovskys]

first steps with char and nol

so when it happens it’s just charlotte and nolan. mom is at a study group and nolan is freshly home from practice, about to put her to bed for the night. post bath dance parties were a tradition in the moyle house so they’re grooving when charlotte squeezes nolan’s fingers, kicking her foot forward. nolan goes into shock, “holy shit, are you trying to walk?”

which scares her a little bit and when she starts to pout he shakes his head, “no, no, no, you keep on. i’m sorry.”

he quickly sets up his phone because he knows mom wouldn’t believe him if he didn’t catch it on video (they had a bet going) and he scoots away from her, “c’mon baby. come here. one foot in front of the other, like we talked about.”

she looks confused as to why he moved away before she kicks out her chubby little leg again, taking a step. he watches as she does it again and he starts nodding excitedly, “that’s it baby!”

she falls into his lap and he falls onto his back, hoisting her into the air. “oh i’m so proud of you. mom is gonna be so pissed she missed this.”

requests are open for soft thoughts sunday!

[trashlie]

hello there! I recently read I Love Yoo for the first time and first off, wow what a series. as I've been diving into the fandom I found your blog (your analysis posts are absolutely amazing) and since you've been around the fandom a long time I was hoping you could help clarify a few things for me. obviously there's seven years of fandom and meta context I'm missing out on, but I keep seeing references to two planned time skips and seasons that I'm a little confused about. everything that's out now I think is still the first season? but I'm wondering what exactly the author has shared over the years of the planned timeline, time skips, etc. thank you in advance for any clarification you can provide! very excited to dive into more of your analysis in the future

Oh wow! I feel like getting to jump in and just binge ILY from this point is SO amazing - having this much of the story already out, so many episodes and being able to see how those threads connect and where they go! 🤩 The dream! (Also thank you!!!! I really appreciate that! Esp since I haven't made any ILY posts lately; they're in my head, I just haven't gotten around to finishing typing them out lol)

But to answer your question, quimchee has told us there will be two timeskips. The first is a short timeskip that will bring us to graduation, and the second is a much bigger timeskip of around 4 years or so. 👀 I have a little write up in the ILY Discord server about this that I should finally add to my blog today after work about how I think the timeskips coincide with Yujing's article - that is, I think she's likely working on two articles.

Now, this part is speculation and not from quimchee - she's only told us when the timeskips are and how long they'll jump us. But Nol's sentence is 120 days (less if he's good, as Yujing noted) and 120 days takes us to April. What else is in April? Shinae's birthday! Timing-wise, it depends on if quimchee is using a Korean calendar for school; after all, she did use the college entrance exams that Korean school systems utilize. In this case, graduation happens in February, but given that ILY doesn't strictly add to Korean or U.S. culture rules (quimchee refers to the setting as The United States of Asia lol) we might see this budged to adhere to a more U.S.-centric graduation era where Nol's release times up with Shinae's birthday (no way are we skipping over that!) and graduation. This is likely when Yujing will drop her first article about Nol, possibly exposing that he was framed for a crime he didn't take, made to take the fall, and most certainly exposing that he's the true legitimate heir of the Hirahara family by Mukoyoshi law. Yujing noted that Nol pleading guilty actually helps them/their case, and I think this is so because it isn't the first time he's taken the fall for someone else because he's the "other son"; it's heavily implied that the altercation that occurred between him and Kousuke was not Nol's fault/doing.

Now, the other timeskip will likely see our cast reuniting after Shinae finishes college. I think she will end up taking Yui's offer - whether because she's backed into a corner or because makes the choice we're yet to see - and I think we might actually see her come back as Kousuke's assistant to finish off her contract (or perhaps as part of the Yui trap). Nol will likely go to college abroad and Kousuke... well. I think we can see where he's headed 😭 This is also when I think Yujjng will REALLY go after Yui and Gun, what all those articles she was researching are leafing to.

Something quimchee mentioned on a patreon stream is that during the timeskip (and it wasn't specified which), she'd like to show the passage of time by showing the characters keeping in touch via letters, emails, texts, etc which I'm REALLY looking forward to!

In the past, we were told ILY would be divided into 2 seasons, and that season 2 would start after the big timeskip, but quimchee has said before that's not going to happen? However, sometimes a lot of us still refer to season 2 as "post-big-time-skip" for brevity lol. Maybe we'll still see it as s2 in the future but last I heard it won't be broken up into seasons.

I know this was more than what you asked but I always get so excited talking about the timeskips, I can't wait for them!!! I know the first one is SO close! I think quimchee was trying her best to get to it before her birth so she could do a little break before the first timeskip but alas. But we are SO close, I can almost taste it, AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!

I'm so glad you found ILY and are enjoying it!!! It really is not what it first appears and the way it subverts those expectations will always be one of my favorite aspects of this series. Seeing nre readers find it at this time, when there's so much of the series to consume and feed on is so exciting! 🥺 Happy reading! Please let me know if you have more questions!

[brendanbrissonswh0re]

Lip gloss

This one is kinda funny 😂

I walked in the senior house with a Ulta makeup bag in my hand I got new makeup but what I’m most excited about was the lip gloss. The lipgloss plumped your lips and I thought there was no one better to try it out on than my boyfriend.

When I walk into Nolan’s room he speaks up “about time you came back I was fighting my sleep so we can nap together” “ok just let me go change and I’ll take a nap with you” I finish changing I put on Nolan’s hockey hoodie with some underwear I sneak the lip plumper into the pocket in the hoodie. I got into bed and Nolan immediately cuddles me “I missed you ma” “I was only gone for like an hour” I say laughing “yeah an hour too long” “nol baby go to sleep I can tell you tired” soon enough Nolan went to sleep I wait a little while before I pull out the lip plumper and put some on his bottom lip, as I’m working on the top lip Nolan starts to wake up a little bit “mmm y/n babe what are you doing” “nothing nol just go back to sleep” I say as I rub my hands through his hair and he cuddles into me more, when he falls back to sleep I apply more of the lip plumper on his lips after it’s all done I let out a silent laugh I laughed so hard I almost peed myself so I leave Nolan’s grip and go into the bathroom to use it when I walk out of the bathroom I see Nolan looking in the mirror “y/n what did you do” he says pointing at his lips I let out a little giggle before I say “what are you talking about cutie” “im talking about you putting makeup on my lips, what even is this my lips are burning” “baby I didn’t put anything on your lips” “y/n my lips are 2 times bigger than what they normally are and they burn, don’t try and play games with me” “ok so maybe I did put lip plumper on your lips while your were sleeping” “babeeeee” “whatttt you look like a pretty princess now” “take this off of me asap” “ok whatever you say princess” “oh god this little nickname better not stick”

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[the-perverse-library]

What are all of Team RWBY'S measurements? We know Weiss has the biggest ass for now, but are all the other girls stacked?

"Well... I mean, it is true, Weiss does have the biggest ass in the entire team." Yang said with a smirk as she eyed Weiss on her scroll, window-shopping for a new pair of panties. "Like isn't it like, sex feet across, Weisscream?" Yang teasingly asked as Weiss's face glowed a bright red at the blonde brawler's shameless pun.

"I-I..." Weiss sputtered before closing the Oumazon page for XXXXXXL panties. "My buttocks is not six feet across, Yang!" Embarrassment turning to frustration in Weiss's voice. "The nurse measured me last week, and my derriere is only four feet wide." Weiss corrected Yang out of spite. "It's not like I'm the only curvy member of the team, Miss Cow tits!"

Hearing Weiss's attempt at both banter and insult only emboldened Yang. The golden blonde leaping from her bed and flexing, highlighting her muscles and curvaceous figure. "You say that like it's an insult! I love how big my girls are!" Yang grinned as she squeezed her two massive O cup tits. "Besides, I am abs-olutely crushing it." Yang joked, causing the rest of the team to audibly groan. "Oh boo! I know my puns go off with a Yang!" The blonde laughing as Ruby, Blake, and Weiss's groans grew even louder.

The Cat Faunus glanced up from her notepad, turning her attention from her NoL fanfic to her teammates comparing their bodies. She gave a lone side glance at Weiss and her Dust-augmented backside she got to her feet. "I know it's a bit of a moon point, but before you started growing, I had the team's biggest ass." Blake remarked as she spanked her massive ass cheeks. "Each cheek being perfectly round and spherical, a good three feet in diameter." Blake said as she adjusted her thong. "Now I have the second largest tits and ass in all of Team RWBY."

"I like to think I'm curvy." Ruby said, wanting to join in the conversation. "It's definitely subtle, but it's there!" The dark-haired reaper tried to accentuate her curves as she enviously looked at her teammates and their overwhelming physiques. No one could fault the little reaper for having body envy when she was surrounded by three amazing beauties. "W-what Dust did you have in that case of yours Weiss... for y'know, research reasons?"

[greazyfloz]

angst 17?? with whoever you feel like it would fit with!

I Don't Want It

Angst: 17. "You're Pregnant?" "I don't want it" w/ Nolan Moyle

Warnings: kinda smut, abortion talk, sad ending.

I pace back and forth in Nolan’s bathroom waiting for a stick of plastic to seal my fate. I’ve been sick lately and realized it has been almost 2 months since my last period. I look at the timer on my phone and it says 10 seconds left. I take a deep breath before making my way over to the stick, turning it over. My heart sinks down into my stomach as the tests reveal a pink plus sign. 

I take a seat down on the tub and think ‘okay, false positive’. I take another one out of the package and dip in the cup of my pee. I sit and pull out my phone to text Nolan:

Y/n: Hey, I’m in your room. Jay let me in. When will you be home? 😊

Lover😍: Naked I hope 😉

Lover😍: I’ll be like 20 minutes

Lover😍: Don’t start without me 😉

Nolan responded quickly. 20 minutes gives me enough time to hide these things before Nolan gets home. I turn the second one over to confirm that I am pregnant. I walk back into Nolan’s room and hide the tests in my drawer in his dresser

I lay down and call my doctors office to make an appointment. I stand up and look out the window to the backyard when the receptionist answers the phone. I respond to her salutation with “Hi, it’s Y/f/n and I was just seeing if you have any appointments for anytimes this week” she answers me telling which days and times she has available when I feel some arms wrap themselves around me “Yeah, Friday at 4 is great. Thank you” I say ending the call. I turn into Nolan’s arms and he lifts me a bit, throwing me against the wall kissing me hungerly. 

“I’m glad you didn’t start without me” he smirks into my lips, “You aren’t naked though” he deepens the kiss, lifting my shirt and taking it off. 

I can’t help but think about having a bump. I don’t know how long I’ve been pregnant. I missed two periods and never noticed, I could be showing. We have sex every single day I’m sure I would have noticed by now. But I am so paranoid. I push Nolan off me worried, grabbing my shirt and putting it on quickly. Nolan stands back looking at me confused, “What’s your deal?”

“Nothing, I just don’t feel to good” I say back. Nolan comes in close.

“Let me make you feel better” he says before attaching his lips to my neck.

“No, Nolan. Stop!” he steps away

“For real, whats your deal?!” he says, “You’re acting weird”

“I’m really not feeling good, Nolan” I say and sit on the bed. Nolan walks around the bed and lays on the other side of his bed. He pulls me down and I lift my legs up on the bed and he cuddles me in his chest. 

“I’m sorry” he says pressing a kiss on my head. I didn’t even notice I was falling asleep until Nolan woke me up. 

“What Nol” I say waking

“I’m hungry” he whines

“Go eat then” I laugh at my whiny boyfriend

“Make me dinner” He says ,”I don’t want to cook”. I laugh stretching out and getting out of bed. 

“Come on then, I need a sous-chef” I laugh and Nolan follows me to the kitchen. 

After dinner I clean up the kitchen before going to wash up in the bathroom. After I wash my face and brush my teeth I lift my shirt and turn looking in the mirror. I rub my hand underneath my belly button and do notice a bump. I rub my belly with my hands upwards resting my hands underneath my breasts seeing if I could see my bump with this hand placement. The door opens revealing a laughing Nolan, “What are you doing?”. I pull my shirt down and quickly tried to think of something.

“I’m fat” I say. Nolan laughs more.

“Babe, you’re not fat. Just really bloated”

My face turns cherry red. ‘So I do look different’ I think to myself.

“Come to bed, babe” Nolan says, grabbing my hand. We lay in bed, Nolan rubbing my back as I lay inside of his arms. Suddenly I break the silence

“When do you want to have kids?” I say

“Are you setting me up for something?” Nolan laughs

“No, I just wonder if I would be a good mother” I start, “Like I know you’re going to be a great dad-”

“Woah babe, when the time comes sure” he stops me, “You are all over the place”.

“You don’t want to have a baby?” I ask

“Yeah, when I’m like 30” he laughs, “We already went over this, I’m not changing my mind. For now I’m good with doing the fun part”. He laughs but ouff. That sucks to hear. I brush it off like it didn’t though and laugh along. I peck Nolan’s lips before resuming to silence

“Babe” Nolan says a couple minutes later getting my attention

“Yes Nol”

“I’m really fucking horny” he says and he hand travels down squeezing my ass. “I really want you right now” I whines. I pull away from Nolan and look up at him. “What babe? You left me hanging earlier” he says slightly annoyed.

“I can’t tonight” I say

“But babe, I won’t see you until after my game on Friday!” He says “Just suck my dick then?”

“Fine” I say before going down on him

Thursday goes by and I didn’t see Nolan since I left that morning because he had practice and I had a project to work on, then Friday is game night but before I had an appointment. I am sitting at the doctors office waiting for the doctor so come in when I get a text from Nolan:

Lover😍: Party at my place tonight

Y/n: Okay, can’t wait

The doctor comes in and I tell him about the two tests and he asks me when my last period was, if I knew who the father was, and all the basic questions. The he took a urine and a blood sample and left the room. He came back in shortly after to confirm I am 12 weeks and 4 days. My jaw dropped “12?! That’s 3 months.” I say. The doctor confirmed that I was almost out of my first trimester. He told me some options and that I may be running out of time for some. I got up and said “Can I call you if I have any questions?”. He laughed and said I could and gave me another number as well.

I left the doctors office and went home to my apartment to put on my Michigan hoodie, jeans and white vans and headed to the game. I got to the game and sat in my normal seat beside Grano’s girlfriend. “Hey! I was wondering when you’d get here” she says

“Hey, yeah I had a doctor’s appointment and it was a little longer than I thought” I reply

“Everything okay”

“Umm, no. Not really” I say “I’m 3 months pregnant”

“No way! How long have you known?!”

“Wednesday afternoon I took a test at the boys house. Like I’m so stupid for not noticing, I did not have any symptoms until Monday then realized Wednesday that I missed like 2 of my periods” I go on

“Did you tell Nolan yet? When is the due date?”

“Not yet, and end of August” I say “Do not tell Grano please. I need to tell Nolan first” I continued

“So where did you put the tests”

“In my drawer in Nolan’s room” I say 

She asks me a dozen more questions throughout the game. The boys ended up winning 5-1 and we make our way down to the tunnel waiting for the boys. Nolan and Grano come out together. Nolan leans down giving me a kiss pulling away saying “Let’s go”. 

The house becomes packed pretty quickly. “Do you want a drink?” Nolan leans down to my ear so I can here him. 

“No, I’m okay” I say, “I’m driving Sydney home after” I lie. Grano’s girlfriend sees I’m uncomfortable and swoops in

“I’m taking your girlfriend for a second” she says to Nolan

“Get her a drink” he says

“Will do” she yells back. We enter the kitchen and she looks at me “Tought I’d remove you from that conversation”. We stay in the kitchen and chat for a bit before returning to the boys when Jay comes up to Nolan. 

“I need a condom” Jay says

“Just pull out, that’s what we do” Nolan says, I choke on the water. “Bottom left drawer, dresser” Nolan tells Jay. 

“Thanks, I owe you one” Jay says before running up to Nolan’s room. Nolan places his hands on my waist then moves them forward rubbing my stomach while wrapping his arms around me. I jump at the his hands on my stomach.

“Woah, whats up?” he asks

“Nothing, you just scared me” I say. His phone buzzes and he grabs his phone out of his pocket reading the text, he leans down giving me a kiss on the lips. “Who is that?”

“It’s just Jay. He is probably ripping my room apart looking for the rubbers” Nolan laughs. I immediately pause. Shit. Run up the stairs and into Nolan’s bedroom locking the door behind me. I find Jay inside the room with my drawer open. 

“Do not say anything! He doesn’t know yet!” I say to Jay, “I’m going to tell him just not tonight”. Jay nods and opens the door as I put the two test in the waist of my pants. Nolan walks in the room.

“What the fuck was that?” Nolan asks, “You’re being weird”.

“I thought he found personal stuff” I say walking back down stairs. Nolan follows me down the stairs back to the group of guys where Holtzy and Truss have joined in on the conversation. I was going to stick with the group and leave quietly to it didn’t look obvious that I going to hide something. But, as we are talking Nolan gets handsy, making me nervous. I buck my hips forward but Nolan grabs ahold of my waist right where the pregnancy tests were hiding and turns me around, lifting my shirt. He pulls it out of the waist of my pants and reads them. The rest of the group wide eyes looks at me then Nolan, and back and forth. Nolan looks up but not at me, like he is registering my actions from the week. He brings his hand up wipes it across his face. 

“You’re pregnant?” he finally says

“Nol, I didn’t want to tell you here. I was going to tell you but-”

“I don’t want it,” he interrupts. I blush slightly embarrassed to be doing this in front of everyone.

“I-”

“Get rid of it” he interrupts again

“Nolan, I’m almost 13 weeks. It i-”

“I don’t care, get rid of it” He says

“No” I say putting my foot down. He bites the inside on his lips and nods his head.

“You’re on your own then” he says turning around leaving me there. I clench my jaw and tears begin to trickle down my face. I turn to the group.

“I’m going to go” I say to them. 

“I’ll walk you home” Holtzy says, “Gotta walk by your place anyway”

Holtzy and I leave the party and walk towards my place, he keeps looking over in a protective way. “You wanna talk about it?” he says. I shake my head. 

“Nothing to say really” I say looking down at my feet. 

“You aren’t going to listen to him are you?” he asks

“No, I graduate soon so it’s not like I will still be in school. I’m not against doing that but I just couldn’t do it” I say. 

We make it to my apartment and I give him a hug before entering. I take a deep breath before going to my bedroom and locking myself away from the world.

Part 2 Coming soon!

[burningbridgesblacknblue]

A Little Jealousy

A/n: this is an old imagine from my Ao3 when Nolan played for the Flyers and I wanted to share it again. Please enjoy grumpy Patty.

You chuckled at the joke your best friend had told you as you unlocked the front door to get in. Honestly Adam’s joke was stupid but you couldn’t get over how stupid it was.

“Hey did you leave the lights on?” Adam asked you abruptly.

“I don’t think so.”

A rush of anxiety flooded your senses, what if you forgot to lock the door and someone broke in? Several worse case scenarios ran through your head at the same time, causing you to look back at Adam.

“I’ll go first.”

You nodded your head in agreement. Staying huddled close behind him, his much taller body shielding you from any danger. Slowly you staggered behind your friend, you heard the TV on in the bedroom and you know for sure you didn’t leave that on.

“I definitely turned that off…”

“Wait here.”

“Adam don’t leave me here to be killed!” You whispered-yelled harshly, “I’m easy to strangle!”

“Jesus Christ,” he mumbled with a chuckle, “Just wait here.”

As he proceeded on his own and left you standing in the living room, you heard a sound coming from the bathroom. Not wanting to die you jetted after your friend.

“Someone’s in the bathroom!”

“What?”

“Go check Adam!”

It was as you two were having a loud bickering match that you neglected to hear the footsteps coming toward you.

“Babe?”

You gasped at the deep voice you loved so dearly, with one dramatic hand on your chest and the other on your friend’s arm you let out a large sigh. “Nols you scared me halfway to hell I thought you weren’t going to be home until tomorrow…”

Patty stood there in just a pair of sweatpants it looked as if you two interrupted him getting in to the shower. He looked so good, all you really wanted to do was kiss him and welcome him home but when you noticed his expression you knew he wouldn’t receive you well.

Nolan’s gaze lingered in between you and Adam before he licked his lips, “If you had picked up your phone you would’ve known we were coming back a day earlier.”

Your boyfriend was notorious for being monotonous and deadpan in his delivery; most people who didn’t know him would miss the actual ice dripping from each word. You bristled at his comeback, Patty was easily annoyed couple that with his tendency to get jealous and you had yourself a square off that was explosive.

“I didn’t ignore you on purpose Nol,” you retorted calmly, “I was working all day.”

“Yeah working,” the way he said the second word as if he were mocking you was irritating beyond belief. You also couldn’t believe he was doing this in front of company.

“We’re not doing this again Pat…”

He brushed a hand through his growing blonde hair and you knew instantly how angry he was. Whether he was going to show your best friend was another story.

You weren’t too sure why Nolan had such huge insecurities where Adam was concerned, you two never crossed any boundaries. You never even liked each other that way. The only thing you could think of that made sense was Adam was around twenty-four seven while Patty was away.

Nolan smacked a hand against the doorframe before he turned away from you heading toward the living room.

Adam faced you quickly after your boyfriend’s departure, “I didn’t mean to make you guys argue.”

You waved your hand in a nonchalant gesture, “It’s not your fault he gets like this sometimes when he comes home from a roadie. He’s just tired.”

“Should I go?”

Chewing on your bottom lip you nodded affirmatively. Feeling terrible for kicking out your closest friend. It just wasn’t the best idea to let him hang around when your boyfriend’s mood was so poor. Nolan was really a great person and you didn’t want anyone to see him as anything else. So you walked your friend to the door and wished him a good night.

As soon as the door was closed and there were no unwanted visitors Nolan spoke from his position on the couch, “You know the only reason I left the car here was because you were going to give me a ride home, I had to catch one with TK.”

You refrained from showing any signs of agitation, “Nols I’m really sorry time just got the better of me today.”

“You had time to hang out with Adam.”

This time you did put a hand to your face, “We work together not to mention we live one block apart. We weren’t really hanging out.”

“Then why was I stranded at the airport?”

“Because I messed up after I saw your text this morning I got swamped at work I just forgot to text you back.”

“So you knew I was coming home but you left me there anyway?”

“Nolan I just told you it was an accident. I didn’t mean to forget you I’m sorry.”

He looked at you as if you had just insulted him, “Im going to shower.”

“I didn’t do it on purpose—” the shutting of the bathroom door cut off your defense.

You huffed, you knew he was hurt and of course you understood why. There was really only one thing to do and that was to give him space. You watched some TV for about ten minutes but you found it hard to concentrate, you hated when Nolan was mad at you. So you decided to take a shot in the dark.

Quietly you disrobed on your way to the bathroom easing your way behind the door that was miraculously unlocked. You slipped in behind him, threading your arms around him so that your hands rested on his shoulders. Gently you placed a kiss on his shoulder blade.

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled against his skin, “No excuses.”

Everything was so still except the water. You were so sure he was going to reject you but he surprised you, he took a hand of yours and squeezed it.

“I know.”

You knew he forgave you but you were kind of curious, “Were you jealous of Adam?”

“Should I be?”

You shook your head, “No you just seemed extra grumpy.”

“I had to ride home with TK anyone would be annoyed after traveling so long and then having to listen to him talk.”

You chuckled, “TK is your best friend yet you treat him like a bad crush.”

Nolan scoffed at you, “All he does is talk.”

“He’s a nice guy.”

“Then date him instead.”

You couldn’t help but let out a monstrous laugh, “Pat seriously, I love you stop trying to give me away.”

He shrugged his shoulders reaching for his soap shortly after, you knew Nolan always had an issue expressing his emotions and often it left him feeling unsure about himself. You were fine with the way he was, you gave enough affection for the two of you.

“I was jealous…”

He mumbled so quietly in his baritone you could barely hear him but you didn’t dare ask him to repeat himself.

You hugged him tight around his middle, “I love you Nols, no one else there’s no need to worry.”

He nodded his head for you and you knew that’s all that was going to be said on the matter. You placed on last kiss on his shoulder before you tapped it. “I’m starting to prune I’m out.”

“Babe...” Nolan grabbed your hand gently, “Love you.”

Your heart swelled as you leaned on your toes to place a kiss on his lips, “Love you too.”

[leahnardo-da-veggie]

Snippets, pt 8

I watched as the auxiliaries hunted for my mystery woman, and braced myself to deliver another lie when they couldn't find her. It turned out I didn't need to after all, because the thief pulled himself out of the vent and shot them both.

He had a bamboo dart blower, designed to be snuck in through the metal detectors. I fell flat as he shot a third dart at me. Hey, what the hell? I thought we'd had an agreement! The one bloody time I decided to respect someone's privacy was the time they turned on me. I swore I'd never make that mistake again, and grabbed his mind tightly.

He paused in mid attack and met my gaze with brilliant green eyes. The analysts had gotten one thing right- He was a spirit, and in the classic spirit of spirits, had a distinct childishness to his features. His clothes were loose, a dark shift and slacks, distinctive against his translucent skin. “Let go,” he said, or tried to. I'd overridden his body's free will and functionally turned him into a statue. 

“T-traitor,” Baker hissed, glaring at me. The auxiliaries nearest to me turned around, and I saw my life flash before my eyes. I felt the incredible rage rise in his body, but his consciousness was ebbing rapidly. Those darts were laced with neurotoxin, I realised. It gave me a brief burst of vindication to know the thief had used their own weapon against them.

That satisfaction soured as the first man raised his stunner. “Well, crap,” I said. I was surrounded and deeply outnumbered, and my teammates were either out cold or convinced I had turned. So I did what any sane woman would do. I ran.

Throwing up an illusion, I scrambled for the door. Around me, shots flew wildly as the confused auxiliaries discharged their stunners at random. Pausing at the door, I gathered my wits enough to release the spirit from my grip. Come on, I thought at him. Or would you rather these guys caught you?

He paused, then followed me, launching himself like a squirrel across the room. “Thank you,” he said, in a heavy accent. “I apol-”

“Save it for when we're out of here,” I told him, grabbing him by the wrist and yanking out into the evening light. He was light, and felt more like a gust of wind than a person. 

We ran out to the van and I paused at the door. “You wouldn't happen to know how to drive, would you?”

The spirit gave me a confused look. “My people do not use these vehicles,” he said. “It is all knobs and buttons to me.”

“Me too,” I said dejectedly. “Guess you wouldn't know anything about undoing the stupid anklet either, then?” I tried the door handle. Nope, it was locked.

“I do not trifle with tech-nol-og-ey,” he clarified. “However, I can do this-” He stuck his hand through the car door and opened it from the inside.

“That's a nice trick,” I said, offering an olive branch of camaraderie. Hopping in the driver seat, I gestured for him to settle down in the car next to me. “Come on, let's see if I can avoid dying from the damn auxiliaries or from crashing the car.”

The spirit nodded apprehensively. This scepticism only deepened as I pressed my foot to the pedal and we shot forward. I twisted the wheel hard, and we narrowly missed a tree, skidding onto the lawn.

“You are going to kill us,” the spirit snapped, eyes wide. Terror radiated off him like a chunk of steel in a desert. “I decide to be brave and take risks for once, and for what? To get killed by a stupid mind mage who cannot so much as pilot her own people's vehicle!”

“Right back at you, you stupid ball of ectoplasm,” I snarled. “I be kind and spare you, and what have I gotten in return? Trouble and sass. Give me one good reason not to boot you put the window right now.”

“You couldn't even open the door to this bedamnable thing. If I had not been there, you'd be dead,” he said. Regrettably, he had a point. 

“Look,” I said, subdued. “Let's start over, ‘kay? I'm Luna, and I'm a mind mage. Who are you?”

The spirit gave me a cautious glance, but sensed that I was genuine. “Kristavla Ko-clan, but you may call me Chris. I have heard that that is a common human name,” he said. “And I am a ghostwalker.”

[gear-project]

Annon-Guy: Alternate Costumes

In terms of Alternate Costumes in Fighting Games, what's your personal opinion on them? Does it depend on a number of factors where you prefer the default appearance, the alternate costume or both?

For example, in most Capcom Games, Chun-Li fro, Street Fighter generally has her classic outfit (except in SF6 where it's the alternate) with her getting her Alpha Outfit as an alternate.

Even in BlazBlue, Noel has both her New and NOL outfits available, plus in Guilty Gear 2 Overture, Sol has his EX Sol Costume which gives him his Classic Look. Not to mention Johnny's extra beard "accessory" in StrIVe...

Granted, there are costumes which are meant to be fanservice like. Like in SNK Heroines Tag Team Frenzy, EVERY fighter (except Skullomania and Thief Arthur due to Guest Character Status) has three costumes to equip. Barring Shermie, Terry, Jeane, Miss X(?) and Skullomania, they start off in a goofy/fanservice outfit with a second fanservice outfit as an unlockable. Their third unlockable outfit is their original outfit from the main KOF Games, which is the only time they're not embarrassed (including Mai, who's default is fanservice 😂).

This is a very huge topic, to be honest... and really it can become anything in terms of potential development ideas that have either existed or have yet to exist.

But, to keep things simple, I'll just say that my absolute favorite approach is the way games like Tekken, Soul Calibur, and Granblue Fantasy Versus Rising do it:

By giving each character "bits and pieces" of various outfits and weapons to mix and match and customize their appearance, players are able to put their own color and spin on their favorite characters and "make it personalized".

Soul Calibur and Tekken are probably the most famous for it because of their 3D DLC packages, and even Dead or Alive as a series is pretty infamous for it as well.

But games like Mortal Kombat 11, MK1, and even Melty Blood and Under Night In-Birth are doing it now!

Even Street Fighter is taking the World Tour approach and letting players create their ultimate character.

It was long ago, but Guilty Gear Isuka utilized Robo-Ky Factory, a means of letting players create their own ultimate creation for the game.

Guilty Gear Strive, while it currently does the bare minimum, is necessarily NOT going to take a more "dandy" option at some point. We can only wait and see how they approach this part of the game's development, but the more people ASK for it, the more they'll STRIVE towards such a goal!

[goofballproximitysurveyor]

bbdw needs to come back so we can have more npc/spinoff character astrals because its always funny to see what they came up with when faced with the question of "what is the most powerful attack this character could possibly carry out" and some of them are misses but then you have akane blasting you to death with the entire nol air force or mei sending you to hell and having demons beat you to death which is creative, fun, and the spirit of what the astral finish is all about

[drewsbuzzcut]

You Can’t Slow Time

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y/nbarzal Today, I’m wishing time didn’t move so fast. Some beautiful moments before the brand new hockey season starts🤍

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barzal97 Making more memories with my best friends before the season starts. Can’t wait to see you Isles nation.

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a/n: A little something sweet! This will also have either a blurb or fic to pair with, enjoy!!!

[mizukagami-takamagahara]

What Characters Were Planned For BBDW?

I finally got my hands on the BBDW game files. Like other people have mentioned, there are a lot of blank placeholder images, specifically as part of the character asset groups. While looking at the files, I thought I found a pattern, so I decided I'd see if I could figure out which characters were definitively planned to be added to BBDW.

We already know that all characters had a chance to be added, but these characters had actual evidence in the game's files- places prepared for where they would have been put.

Here's what I mean. Ciel is the first character listed- both of her images start with 0001. Then there's a placeholder for a character 0002. Next we have all of Jin's assets starting with 0003.

Considering the order that the following character assets go in, and the fact that Mori did end up releasing his character art, I'd bet money on that 0002 asset being reserved for Ragna. Let's look at a larger section.

Here, it looks like the characters are grouped up based on the games they came out in- we see the Calamity Trigger cast all next to each other. And we know they aren't numbered in order of when they were released- if that were the case, Hakumen would much farther down the list.

Considering that the order the characters are shown is almost the same order as they appear in Calamity Trigger's story select menu, I'm pretty sure that 0011 was meant to be Carl, and 0013 was going to be Nu-13 if I'm right, I love the detail that they managed to have her the 13th character in the files.

To keep track of which characters I've already found a place for, I'll be using the handy dandy icons from the wiki over here. So, here!

Obviously, none of these are confirmed.These are just my best guesses for who all of these placeholder characters would have been. If you have any ideas, I'd love to here them! For now, let's move on the next games. This is gonna be a long post.

The majority of the Continuum Shift cast is accounted for. Like with the CT cast, it's pretty easy to figure out who those two blank spaces were for. There are only two playable characters from CS that don't show up in BBDW- Relius as 0019 and Mu as 0020.

The Chronophantasma characters are next. I'm pretty confident that Terumi is 0027, starting the list of Extend character assests. I'm not sure who's 0022 or 0024 between Amane and Azrael, but I'm certain that those places are for them, in whichever order.

The interesting one here is Kagura. Kagura was in BBDW, and we have other assets for him, but we're missing one card art, and that's what that placeholder (where I put his icon) is for. You can tell by the fact that all four of those files- the placeholder, the NOL Kagura, the normal Kagura, and his max art- start their numbering with 0026.

And we actually do have a hint as to what would have been on this empty Kagura card. Somewhere else in the game files, hidden in another collection of character assets, we come across 002600 again- this time, it isn't a placeholder.

Unfortunately, this is all we can see of the art- there's almost undoubtedly a full body version of this somewhere (likely in the possession of ArcSys) but it definitely isn't anywhere in these files. I wonder if the, uh, Kagura Incident, and how that all went down, has anything to do with why they didn't finish putting in all his assets... There are other characters with a placeholder for some of their art but proper images for others (you can see Jubei, 0037, at the bottom there) but I haven't found any other characters who have a placeholder for an image in one group of assets and but no placeholder for the same costume in a different group of assets.

it seems like it could be a costume for Kagura based on his Academy look/his appearance in Amane's Astral Finish.

Continuing into the Central Fiction characters with Hibiki, 0030, at the end of the previous line. For the unknown characters/placeholder slots, I believe 0032 was for Nine as we know her in CF. Nine would have had multiple playable versions, much like Valkenhayn; who had a playable C-series and Bloodedge Experience version released for BBDW and a Phase Shift version in the files that we never got to play.

0033 would be for Izanami. Susano'o would be 0036, right alongside his fellow DLC character, Jubei, at 0037. Similarly to Kagura, Jubei was playable in game, but for some reason one of his assets was never added. Unlike Kagura, I haven't been able to find any sign of what that asset- presumably a costume- would have looked like.

Then we have two spots at the end of the CF list. We're out of playable characters from the mainline games, but thanks to Homura in the 0039 spot, we know that 0038 must have been a C-series Blazblue character, not part of the Phase Shift cast that comes next.

I was stumped on who 0038 could've been for a little while- Linhua was one thought, since she made it into the game, but she doesn't have any placeholder slots- she appears later in the files as 0092. Roy is also a popular enough C-series character but I didn't feel confident in that pick.

If I had to guess anyone, I'd say 0038 had been meant for Torakaka. She'd be right next to Jubei who she replaced in Tao's Astral when he was added to CF, and we know from Chachakaka's early implementation that the game seemed pretty eager to add the Kaka Clan cast- they even had some gameplay trends specifically associated with them. So, let's slide her right in there.

So there are all my best guesses for which characters were on the horizon for BBDW before its untimely end. I'll be stopping here, and will continue starting with the Phase Shift cast in a future post. I've taken a look over those sections, and I actually expect them to be much harder to figure out... We don't have any easy playable character rosters to compare to the empty slots anymore.

[snugglebug-92]

Nick Blankenburg x Reader

“Hello?” you yawn into your phone.

“Hey Y/N. I’m sorry to call you this late but Nick isn’t doing good,” Nolan sighs into the phone.

“It’s fine Nol. Where is he?” you question putting one of Nick’s sweatshirts on your body before heading to the door.

“We went back to yost. He wanted to see what the view looked like from your seat”

“I’m on my way. I’ll be there in a few minutes,” you sign into the phone before hanging up. You get in your car and drive the short distance to yost. You sneak in the back entrance thankful it’s unlocked before making your way to the boys. You are a few rows back when Nolan makes his way up to you.

“He’s just not ready for everything to be over you know?” Nolan shrugs.

“Yeah, I’m not ready either. I don’t want you guys to leave,” you sigh.

“I don’t want to leave either. But we still have playoffs and the rest of the school year.” 

“We still have time,” you smile.

“I’ll see you later,” he smiles before heading up the stairs

“Bye Nolan,” you say as you head down the stairs. You sit in the chair next to Nick and look at him. You can see the tears running down his face, making your heart ache for the boy. You sit in silence for a little while just looking at him and memorizing his features. The two of you haven’t talked about what happens next. You talked about marriage and a ring but all of that was put on the back burner when NHL teams started reaching out. For all you know, this was just a college fling and he will want to have a rookie year with a different girl every night. The gears in your head start turning and between Nick crying and your thoughts tears start coming out of your own eyes. You turn your head to the ice and stare out there waiting for Nick to decide he wants to say something.

“Hi,” Nick finally says, grabbing your hand and placing it in his.

“Hi handsome,” you smile looking up at him.

“What’s going on in that pretty little head of yours?” he asks, cupping your face to wipe a tear away.

“I should be asking you that Nicky.”

“I’m just not ready for this to all be over. I mean we lose one game and we are done. I mean yeah there are a few teams that are interested in me and I will end up going pro but I’m going to miss this.”

“I know, baby. I’ll miss this too. I’ll miss you, Nicky.”

“I want you to come with me.”

“Really,” you look up at him, a few more tears falling.

“Only if you want,” his expression changes to worried as he sees the tears falling from your face.

“I want to. I just didn’t think you would want me to come with you. We talked about marriage and all that stuff and then as soon as teams started reaching out then it just went to the back burner. I thought you changed your mind. I thought you were going to break up with me and go off and have a rookie year somewhere. I was just going to be the girl that dated the Nick Blankenburg in college,” you sigh, finally letting all your insecurities out.

“Baby you were never gonna just be the girl that dated Nick Blankedburg in college. You were always so much more than that. Do you think Nolan would have called you if you were just some girl? No, he called you because he knows that you’re it for me. You’ve been there for me through thick and thin baby. I love you and I want you to be my wife. I’m sorry if I made you feel any different.”

“It’s okay Nicky. We got it all figured out now. But what’s wrong, if you couldn’t come home it has to be something serious.”

“I’m just scared. We leave for the frozen four and then what? I mean yeah teams have been reaching out and I can sign on with one of them but I don’t want this to all be over yet,” he sighs running a hand through his hair.

“I know, baby. But just think when this all started you were a walk on and look how far you’ve come. You’re the captain of the team. You guys will go to the frozen four and kill it there and no matter what happens I’ll be here for you. I love you, Nick.”

“I love you y/n. More than you could ever know. Thank you for coming here for me.”

“Of course, baby let's go home for now.”

“Okay,” he says, standing up and lacing his fingers in yours. The two of you walk to your car and drive back to the house. Nolan looks up from the coach when the two of you walk in nodding before going back to whatever show he was watching. You and Nick silently put your PJs on before climbing into bed. Nick turns off the light before laying down next to you. He wraps an arm around you while you rest your head on his bare chest. He presses a kiss on your forehead before going to sleep.

“Baby by the time my rookie season is over you will have a ring on your finger,” he whispers before you two fall asleep.

When the plane lands Nick calls you immediately and lets you know that he wants to talk to you. You drive a lookout not far from campus before you see Nick's car. He’s still in his suit from the game. Why he didn’t change out of his suit is beyond you.

“Hi Nicky.” you smile at the boy.

“Hi, my gorgeous girl. How are you?” he questions pulling you down on the blanket he had down on the grass.

“I’m good baby. When did you have time to do all this?”

“I had everything ready at the house. I just had to swing by there and grab it. Now, do you want some wine?”

“I guess a glass wouldn’t hurt,” you say as he pours you and himself a glass. You rest your back against his chest as you both watch the sunset.

“I signed with Columbus,” he says after a moment.

“I’m so proud of you Nicky! Do you have a date?’

“You?”

“I meant calendar.”

“Oh yeah, the 13th.”

“Okay, I’ll be there. I’ll come to the rest of your home games this season,” you smile at the boy.

“Really you would do that?”

“I’ll do that for you baby. Then once we graduate we’ll look for places down there.”

“Okay. I love you.”

“I love you.”

The night of Nick’s debut comes faster than you would have thought. He’s able to pull a few strings to get you his jersey. You sit on that glass and watch as your boyfriend takes his rookie lap. You can’t help but be proud. You remember freshman year when he didn’t even know if he would play any games and now here he is making his NHL debut. Thankfully, Kaitlyn is there holding your hand the whole time and handing you kleenex when you get teary. After the game, the two of you part to greet your respective men.

“You played so good, Nicky! I’m so proud of you,” you smile as you hug your boyfriend.

“Thank you,” he repeats as he peppers your face in kisses, “not just for saying all of that but for being here. It means a lot baby.”

“There’s no place I would rather be,” you say, wrapping your arms around his neck and playing with the ends of his hair.

“Hey I hate to break up the happy moment but we need Blanks for press,” you hear his d-partner say.

“I’ll be back as soon as press is done,” Nick says, placing one last kiss on your lips before leaving. You wait about 20 minutes and then he is back. You go to the hotel he is staying at for the time being and cuddle there until you both fall asleep. The two of you wake up the next morning and go get breakfast before you head back to Ann arbor.

The next trip is pretty similar. You get there before the game on Friday so you can get lunch with Nick. You watch his Friday game and go back to his place to cuddle. Saturday the two of you get breakfast before you walk around Columbus. He shows you all the cool places he’s found in the week he’s lived there.

“So you still think you could live here?” he questions as the two of you get dinner at a nice restaurant downtown.

“Yeah, I think I could. Honestly, I would move anywhere if it meant I would be with you.” you smile at the man in front of you. He’s wearing a suit as he would on game day but with a bowtie. You always told him he looked more handsome in a bowtie and he finally listened to you.

“Good because I want you by my side,” he says, reaching across the table to hold your hand. The waiter brings your check and the two of you leave hand in hand. You make your way to a park that Nick says looks beautiful at night. The two of you walk to a gazebo that's all lit up.

“Hey, Nicky do you want to,” your thought gets lost when you turn around and see him on one knee.

“Y/n my beautiful girl I knew you were the one for me after we went to the arcade on our second date. You challenged me to air hockey and I knew that I had finally found my match. Every day I spend with you I only fall more in love with you. The way your nose crinkles when you are really happy. The way you always put everyone first. I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. So would you do me the honor of becoming Mrs.Blankenburg? Please?”

“Yes, Nicky. Yes yes yes!” you nod as he slips the ring on your finger. You kneel down on the ground and cup his cheeks pulling his lips to yours. You pull away only to have him chase right after your lips.

“I love you, future wife,” Nick smiles, finally pulling away.

“I love you too, future husband,” you smile, planting your lips back on Nick’s.

The two of you eventually head back to his place and go to bed for the night.

You wake up the next morning to Nick’s arm wrapped around your waist. The two of you slowly wake up and get ready before heading to the rink. You watch warmups before heading to your seat behind the bench. You're watching the game and before you know it the whole area is buzzing. Nick just got his first NHL goal. You scream along with everyone else and the arena is electric. The rest of the game flies by and soon Nick is done with media and is with you.

“Hi baby,” you smile looking up at him.

“Hi.”

“You got a goal. I’m so proud of you.”

“I love you.”

“I love you.”

When you arrive back in Ann Arbor almost no one who knew you and Nick were together is shocked he proposed. And everyone is even less shocked when they get invited to the wedding for the following off-season. They all knew it was coming soon and that the two of you would be married before he signed his first big-time contract.

@sillinger

[trashlie]

In Which I Demonstrate that Nol Cannot Deny Shinae; the man is down bad

(I need someone to understand HOW CLOSE I cam to titling this “I can’t deny your eyes, you know I try to read between the lines” i’m so sorry i’m so very on my pop-punk bullshit right now)

One of my favorite dynamics of Shinae and Nol as a pairing and just in general part of how they interact is that it has been shown to us time and time again that Shinae has so much more power (for lack of better word lol) over Nol than I think has been given credit for sometimes. I think often people get very caught up in how Nol’s so very torn in his battle of what he wants vs what he thinks he deserves and the hurt that he ends up causing that sometimes they miss what the true root of it is: that though Nol genuinely believes he does not deserve good things as well as he believes harm will befall all those he cares about and thus he should stay away from the people he loves to protect them - he can’t. He fails. He tries over and over, he gave Kousuke his word, he makes the effort to pull away, but in the end he always caves, he always fails. 

When it comes to Shinae, his resolve crumbles. 

I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!

It’s such an important dynamic BECAUSE Nol is such a victim of what he believes and has been made to believe it’s hard to get through to him. How do you convince someone that all the abuse that has traumatized him wasn’t true. How do you take someone like him who has been made to feel that he is nothing but a worthless mistake, that he only creates problems, that he is a monster, that he brings doom wherever he goes that it’s not so? Especially with his own father telling him these things, with Kousuke tearing him down at every opportunity, with what happened when he was locked away, with the fact that Yui can, in fact, bring harm. And has? 

And yet, despite believing these things, despite internalizing that abuse to the extent that he cannot see anything else - his resolve still crumbles. Shinae has such an effect on him that I think deserves to be talked about, because she sees him when others don’t, she cares for him when others are accustomed to him caring for them, she picks up on these little things without being fully aware of them and in turn, Nol cannot help but want to stay close to pull her closer. And that’s exactly why he has to distance himself from her, from his friends - but we know the harder he struggles, the harder it becomes to maintain his resolve. 

I’m a sucker for it! I love watching the war on his face, the expressions that shift, the way he tries to weasel out of situations and ultimately fail because he can’t very well tell her to her face that he can’t be close to her, that he can’t stay her friend. But because he can never draw that boundary, he keeps moving the line in the sand. It doesn’t matter; he always fails in the end. 

This dynamic begins really early in! Shinae I think we could argue some other earlier moments also quality, but for this I want to specifically focus on post-formal moments, because I think what I love especially about this dynamic is that Nol has given Kousuke his word, has determined that he put Shinae in danger by taking interest in her and engaging in an indulgent friendship, and that for the sake of protecting her from further harm (and also due to his feelings of guilt) he needs to keep his distance and ease out of his friendship with her. 

But post-formal it’s not so easy. Shinae has gone from trying to fend him off to a stick to openly expressing concern for him. She now takes a leaf out his book and reaches out to him - over and over and over. 

It would be easy to not call her back. Catch up later and casually brush her off that he had a big family thing, that he fell asleep early. And yet, in the end, he fails and he winds up returning her call. Even though it’s a call for her reassurance, it’s just as much a call for him, taking in her concern for him, that little admission that maybe he is the villain like they think. He has a way of slipping up with Shinae, always confessing something real. She disarms him as much as she pulls him in and GOD I cannot help but adore this dynamic! 

Another thing that goes hand in hand with this dynamic is that not only does Nol struggle to maintain that distance and create a berth of space between them, but he also continues to struggle to not go above and beyond for her. Shinae isn’t good at accepting favors or letting people do things for them, and I think if she knew that he completely took the blame for her tardiness in addition to going out of his way to go pick her up, she probably would get pretty annoyed. But as it stands, he does exactly that - not only takes the blame, but goes out of his way to pick her up. 

It’s something about his expression after their call, when he looks like he’s torn on what to do, or perhaps torn on what is the best option? Torn on knowing that part of him has already made up his mind he’ll go to her even though he’s trying to convince himself he shouldn’t? He struggles with her at all times and ultimately she always has that effect on him - he just is unable to make himself resist, to NOT go to her, to NOT help her. 

(It’s like when he gets mad at how Kousuke is treating her as an employee and calls him out on it! It’s things he doesn’t need to do, but it’s the fact that he can’t help it that betrays how much he cares, how much she affects him, how much he is unable to just walk away.) 

Nol definitely seems aware of this, too. The moment he gives her the opportunity, he won’t be able to push that distance, so he tries to take advantage in the moments he can. Finding Shinae in the locker room leaves him the opportunity to sneak out, but unfortunately for him she takes notice of him and stops him in his tracks. Part of it is, of course, what he told Kousuke - that he can’t just suddenly cut her off without explaining why, and it’s difficult to ease things when she’s the one who keeps reaching out now, keeps grabbing on to him.

But again, we see that his undoing is that he cares. He’s never seen her like this and she’s willing to actually open up and talk about what’s bothering him? It’s so unlike her! (I love him telling her she has to use words because he can’t help her otherwise lol) 

But what this moment demonstrates is, again, just one of my favorite parts - even when he TRIES to distance himself - he angles himself away from her, body turned away - he always ends up angled right back in. Nol and Shinae have this magnetic draw with each other and even when he makes the effort to turn away from her, he can’t help but be drawn back in, angle right back in to her. It’s something really fun to take note of when you reread, watching the way they just veer in towards each other, drift towards each other.

I’m sure he isn’t aware of it. She sure doesn’t seem to be! It’s just gravitational. Where she is, he will move towards. Where he is, she will drift towards. Their body language conveys that closeness! 

For MANY reasons, the moment they share after work, before Shinae starts her shift at the Wac is one of my FAVORITES. I always feel like it’s the clearest representation of this dynamic, too, of how Nol tries to point himself away, tries to push that distance, but he can’t and he even admits why! Nothing will stop him from caring - she has just wormed her way into his life, wormed her way into his heart. He cares about what happens to her, how she’s treated, how she’s doing, how she’s feeling. He cares and he can’t just stop being her friend! He cares and he can’t just pretend he doesn’t. 

It must take a lot of effort for him to consciously be aware of this - having to be conscious about turning away from her, of creating that space that’s so hard maintain. 

None of it was supposed to be real to matter and yet here he is, helpless against her, unable to stop himself from caring. 

To Nol’s credit, we do see him trying to make more effort - but also to his credit, the harder he tries to pull away, the harder Shinae fights. It’s funny and kind of ironic, because he’s one of the reasons she’s trying so hard. He’s the one who has helped her see value in herself and to open up and rely on others, and as a result, she’s practicing all of her new friend skills on him. How is he supposed to keep pushing her away when she’s literally calling him out (because she now knows him well enough to do that!) AND she’s making him talk through things. 

Shinae doesn’t want another Alyssa repeat and she’s not going to let Nol get away with just pulling away without an explanation. What else can he do? 

I like that’s really surprised he actually stayed - he could have faked a call from Nana that he had to head home, could have found some other excuse. But she demanded he would wait and he gave her his word. 

I love them ;A; 

Time and time again, she disarms him. Time and time again his resolve is put to the test and fails when it concerns his feelings, how much he cares, what kind of significance she has to him. Shinae saying out loud that their friendship must not have meant anything being the trigger that makes him finally act on what he always denies himself - a hand reaching out to her over and over that never makes contact, that he always talks himself out of finally making contact and pulling her into that tight, clinging embrace. On the one hand, we know it began as fake, that it wasn’t supposed to mean anything and certainly not to him.

But we know it was so real. We know that there was a moment where he went from trying to help Dieter, to trying to help her instead, to befriending her for his own enjoyment. It was all so very real, even if it hurts in the end. It was all so real to him and even if he needs her to be angry at him, even if he (thinks he) needs to walk away and leave all of this behind, he still can’t bear to have her think none of it meant anything, none of it was real, none of it mattered when it mattered so much to him. When it mattered so much that he finally embraced her!!!!!!! 

EVEN IN THIS MOMENT! HIS RESOLVE CRUMBLES. And though he’s able to pull himself together enough to do what he set out to do, let’s not forget that it was only because he was reminded her of injury, of what he believes was the culmination of him befriending someone and pulling them into the nightmare wake he leaves where he goes. It was only because he was reminded that she could have been another life taken from him that he was able to walk away. 

(And yknow. Proceeded to retch as a result. alfjakfjkafjkafjk) 

He goes as far as blocking Shinae, Dieter, and Soushi, because he knows he’ll cave. Because he can’t bear to see their messages, to ignore their calls, to see how much they are trying how hard they are fighting and reaching out, because just like when Shinae questioned if any of it was real, he knows he’ll cave. He has to implement a means of denying himself access to them, to nearly physically block them out. 

And yet, in that moment, at a party he doesn’t want to be at on a day he doesn’t want to exist on the eve of him serving time for a crime he doesn’t deserve, he goes and looks at his spam. 

He knows what’s in there waiting for him. He knows what he’s going to see.

He still does it, anyway. 

And there she is, a message received just now about feelings he feels but thinks he isn’t allowed that he shouldn’t have. 

I love this pathetic man, please I need more. 

He tries SO hard, even after hearing Shinae’s unprompted love soliloquy heartfelt sentimental explanation of what Nol means to her, to turn his back, but he can’t. 

His mother’s words are right there, and though they aimed for Rand, they come to land with him. The world can’t punish you forever. Does he not deserve their love, their friendship, the people who matter to him? Does he not deserve to be left alone by the world, to live his life as much as anyone else?

Even when everything he fears lingers over him - he’ll regret this because nothing good comes of indulging, because nothing good comes from letting them in because not only does it put them in danger but it makes it harder and harder for him. 

Like, not to be cheesy but we already know I am so - every time he lets them down, every time he breaks their hearts, he breaks his own, too. 

There’s no more fighting it. There’s only them and an empty hospital room, and a rare of sense of peace and calm, his head on her shoulder, finding comforting (literally) leaning on someone for once. For one moment, he grants himself an opportunity to stop trying to be so strong, to give in to seeking comfort. 

When she reassures him he’s not at Hirahara Memorial and he actually turns his face in towards the crook of her neck? Allowing himself to indulge in this peace in this comfort in this warmth?

GODDDDDDDD I love it he deserves it I want MORE  

And just like that, he’s no longer fighting. I’m including these even though it’s not really a “Nol tried to refrain and failed in the end” because a. we deserve them and b. I think by virtue of Nol acting on his desires and indulging in what he wants while Soushi and Dieter are sleeping in the bed on the other side of them counts enough for this list. Because refraining is no longer on the brain. Because everything Shinae does disarms him and he can’t even pretend to keep the wall up anymore. 

Shinae gets so embarrassed about giving him her gift because she feels like it pales compared to what Dieter did, but probably also because there is a sense of sentimentality to it as well, and it doesn’t miss Nol. It’s the fact that it’s their Orange of Fate, what she drew on his face, and the words she uttered when they first met that have now been taken back. 

It’s how he went from being told all people suck that she wants no friendship to chasing him outside of his school and fighting so hard for him, calling and texting and trying to reach him, it’s how she took advantage of the opportunity when it presented itself to tell him how she feels and what he means and she got so shy about him seeing this gift and it strikes him so much because he knows what he means to her and she means it, too, she’s that special to him, too

And the hand that earlier in the night reached for the spot she denied him does it once again and this time his fingers are in her hair, this time he’s so close in her space, this time he doesn’t deny himself what he wants and what he wants is to be so close to her, what he wants is to stay in this dream as long as he possibly can 

And the most indulgent of them all. 

Let’s not pretend this is not for him. Let’s not pretend this is the most indulgently he’s ever acted on what he wants. Shinae outrules fullbody dancing and he’s like oh bet? lmaoooooo 

He wants the dance. He wanted it back in Minhyuk’s room before Kousuke showed up and everything went to hell. He wants it now and he’s acting on it. There’s no reason - present in his mind lol - for him to refuse what he wants. 

He has refrained SO MUCH. He has refrained for SO LONG. So many times he reached out to her. The dance offer at the Kim formal that Kousuke stared him down into rejecting. Every time he’s felt suffocated by the weight of the world, by the burden of the guilt he carries, by the inherent belief that he’s a monster incapable of providing good, every time he’s been reminded he only brings people pain, every little moment that reminds him he doesn’t deserve any of the things he seeks out, the enjoyment he indulges in. So much of it has weighed him down and in that moment he acts on it

on what he wants

on what he needs

on what he feels 

He acts on the feelings that she is special that she brings him comfort that he wants and wants when she’s in his proximity

He acts on the dream from which he’s afraid to wake and he asks her to dance with him

Despite his back injury. Despite the whole night reminding him that pain follows him wherever he goes. Despite their friends sleeping just a bed over. 

He gives in and he indulges. 

Honorable mention goes to Nol staying outside Shinae’s door at Hirahara Memorial, despite this being a place of trauma and fear for him, despite how much he hates hospitals, despite Kousuke sending him away. It gets honorable mention because I acknowledge part of what compels him to stay outside her door is that he feels so guilty and he needs to see/know for himself that she’s okay - but I think it still counts because of just how compelling it is for him. That this is a person he has grown to care about so much already, a person who we now know he literally is alive for/because, since it was only when he saw her in the pool that he determined he couldn’t stay down there and had to return to the surface to save her, to carry on as Yeonggi for a little longer. 

He stays outside her hospital room because he can’t help it.

He could go home, he could change out of his damp clothes, he could crawl into bed and try to forget this whole nightmare of a night, if only for a few hours, but instead he stays outside her room, unable to leave. 

At every opportunity, Nol is so compelled by Shinae. 

He cannot deny her. 

If Shinae wants it, he will ultimately yield it to her like he has his heart.

I’m being good and not including anything from 231 but JUST YOU WAIT FOR THE FOLLOW UP, especially those of you who don’t fast pass. JUST YOU WAIT. 

[dustedandsocial]

Dustedandsocial Bestof 2022 part2 (rap 1)

Pictured: Shawny Binladen

01. PeeWee LongWay - Shit On Me 02. EBK BCKDOE, SSRICHH33 & Verde Babii - Angry Africans 03. DJ Crazy & Philly Goats - Philly Shake 04. Cash Cobain & Chow Lee - SLIZZY LIKE 05. Drakko Nol & Hezzo - Lock In 06. Shawny Binladen - Blackout Bright 07. Big YAYA - Ashley & Kimberly 08. BEBiii & Shawny Binladen - OTW 09. Guttafoe & Ybk $tash - $tash x Gutta 10. DJ MikeyG & Mori Briscoe - Glitch 11. Four50 & Big YAYA - 3.14 12. BabyTron - Hold Up, Wait! 13. Monaleo - We Not Humping 14. Realstasher.50k - Coming Down 15. Almighy Nigel, RRB Duck & Blessteam Marv - Stretch It Out 16. Tae Rackzz & Pmg rob - Dog shit 17. DaeMoney, Veeze & Lucki - GTA 18. ICYTWAT - Porsche Truck 19. Sexyy Red - Don't Get Beat 20. Kodak Black - I’m So Awesome 21. Trapland Pat - Z Land 22. Babyface Ray - Steak N Lobster 23. Kamaiyah & Sada Baby - Oakland Steppin In Detroit 24. 42 Dugg & EST Gee - Thump Shit 25. Young Nudy - Project X 26. FNF Chop, Sheff G & Young Nudy - Walkdown 27. GloRilla - Blessed 28. Chief Keef - Overhead 29. Quelly Woo, Set Da Trend & Fr33BANDIT - Try Ya Luck 30. Zahsosaa, D Sturdy & DJ Crazy - Shake Dhat

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Dustedandsocial Bestof 2022 part3 (rap 2)

Pictured: Veeze

01. Sauce Walka - Dangerous Daringer 02. Shawn Eff, EBK Young Joc, Mac J & ThatBoyDayDay - Grim Reaper 03. Mikeeazybeazy & Icewear Veazzo - Groovy 04. Ace Cino & Kitchen Qleen - L.A In The Morning 05. Say It Ain’t Tone, Sada Baby & UpUp Rich Lo - Been Platinum 06. KCG Josh & Maxo Kream - Choke 07. Spinabenz - Murder Talk, Pt. 3 08. Glockboyz Teejaee - Go 09. Veeze - Let It Fly 10. CEO Trayle - Private Matter 11. CHASETHEMONEY, Babyface Ray & Valee - 99 Problems 12. Jugg Harden & YN Jay - How Yo Bitch Sound 13. Chicken P - Straight To Work 14. Damedot - FUCK YO SUMMER 15. Rio Da Yung Og - Showstopper 16. Drego, Beno & BabyTron - Vaxuum Sealed 17. Los, Nutty & Slime - Ready Rock 18. Baby Smoove - Miss Me 19. Ball Jackson - Fuk Corporate 20. Babyface Ray, Detroit Rap News & Kardiak Films - Santel 33 21. FishXGrits & Sauce Walka - Didn't I 22. SME TAXFREE, RRB Duck, RRB Mel & SME YM - Ayyyye 23. MarijuanaXO - Tris 24. Cashclick Boog & BandGang Lonnie Bands - USE TO MONEY 25. Gallery Provence & ManMan Savage - Dividends 26. BigXthaPlug & Maxo Kream - Safehouse (Remix) 27. Justin Credible & Ohgeesy - Lavish 28. DB.Boutabag - 10PM 29. YOUNG SLO-BE - Track Stars 30. Ralfy the Plug - The Truth Hurts

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Dustedandsocial Bestof 2022 part4 (rap 3)

Pictured: Mudbaby Ru

01. Mudbaby Ru - Gun Class 02. Bigkaybeezy & Lil Zay Osama - Glock 9 03. CEO Trayle & Fastmoney Ant - Nightmares & Dreams 04. Real Boston Richey & Future - I Want You 05. MarijuanaXO, Joe pablo, Chicken P & Juicester - 72 Hours 06. Drakeo the Ruler - Slip & Fall 07. QP KO & Baby 9eno - The 1 Not The 2 08. DCG Shun, DCG Bsavv & MoneySign Suede - Get Money 09. Icewear Vezzo - Ace Of Spades 10. Mac J & EBK Young Joc - Her Son Stoopin 11. JG Riff, CartiEarss & No Savage - Carry Em 12. Baby Stone Gorillas & WeezGotti - On To Tha Next 13. Shaudy Kash - All Around The World 14. TeemoK1Up - Backwood Crazy 15. BandGang Lonnie Bands - Crank It Up 16. EBG EJizzle - That's So Raven 17. Daboii & G Perico - No You Not 18. Drego, Prell & Bandgang Lonnie Bands - Laylow Flo 19. Whoppa Wit Da Choppa - Shhh 20. KP SKYWALKA - CANT GET RIGHT 21. Lil Gray - Abuse It 22. Nutso Thugn - UpperKutter 23. Dc2trill, Rio Da Yung Og & Rmc Mike - Vivienne Peacoat 24. Ralfy the Plug & OTM - Everyday A Movie 25. Baby Fifty - Meet you 26. Glock Jones - No Bap 27. Slimesito & Yung Maaly - Get Wicked 28. Smoke Chapo - Havin' The Most 29. Trapnhardo, EST Gee & Icewear Vezzo - Bottom Of The Trap 30. PGF Nuk - Switch Switch

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Dustedandsocial Bestof 2022 part5 (rap 4)

Pictured: Starlito

01. Rxknephew - Pocket Knife Nephew 02. Tony Shhnow - Show U 03. Veeze - living goat 04. Z Money - Lyin Oath 05. Texas Boyz - Awready 06. 10Kdunkin - Dj Dont Play No Love Song 07. Bbyafricka - Ronald Reagan 08. Cruddy Murda - Super 09. Bandosupreme, Icebirds & 44Oakboy - Money First 10. Idontknowjeffery & Big Marri - Yn Movement 11. Reace Sosa, O42marky, Mari Montana - ADN 12. WTM Scoob - throw up 13. 2ski & Boofboiicy - YTN 14. Warhol.Ss, CEO Trayle & Dc2trill - Blue 42 15. Hotboi Skullie & Sauce Keyz - Up Dere 16. Sickboyrari - Bow Bow 17. Vip Skylark & Papo2Oo4 - Soho Loft Party 18. Staysie Atoms - U My Son Go To Tha Corner Cuz U Grounded U My Son Go Get The Switch Cuz Bitch U Tried It 19. Surf Gang - Hardy Boyz 20. Icebirds - Throwed 21. Cousin Stizz - Lbs 22. G.T. & Curren$y - Push Start 23. Trapperman Dale - Lies 24. Starlito - Feat. All $tar 25. Gue Wop & Boldy James - Dirty Face 26. Valee & Na-Kel Smith - Kelly Green 27. Realyungphil - Blackout Freestyle 28. Lucki - Fumble 29. Larry June - Corte Madera, Ca 30. Father - Horsepower

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Dustedandsocial Bestof 2022 part6 (rap 5)

Pictured: Bbymutha

01. Danger Mouse, Black Thought & MF DOOM - Belize 02. Bbymutha - R U Sure 03. Mavi - Reason! 04. Nicholas Craven & Boldy James - Straight & Tall 05. Mr. Muthafuckin Exquire - Bubbleguts 06. Redveil, Fly Anakin & Ovrkast. - Automatic 07. Pink Siifu & Valee - Griptape'!! 08. Infinity Knives & Brian Ennals - Death Of A Constable 09. Jay Worthy, Larry June, Lndn Drgs & Roc Marciano - Maybe The Next Time 10. Big Cheeko & Mach-Hommy - Spin Off 11. Psalm One & Custom Made - Shadow Work 12. Fly Anakin & Henny L.O. - Dontbeafraid 13. Archibald Slim & Quadry - Surviving 14. Billy Woods & Despot - Versailles 15. E L U C I D - Smile Lines 16. Quelle Chris & Cavalier - Purple Robes 17. Messiah! - Lordy! 18. Yl, Starker & Zoomo - Digits 19. Roc Marciano & The Alchemist - Bubble Bath 20. Junglepussy - Mystical 21. Na-Kel Smith - Iloveyou,alright 22. Papo2Oo4 - Show You 23. They Hate Change - Some Days I Hate My Voice 24. Trippjones, Wifigawd & Tony Seltzer - Pressure 25. Monday Night, Heather Grey & Nickelus F - Viral 26. Rome Streetz - 1000 Ecstasy 27. Mike, Wiki & The Alchemist - Be Realistic 28. Ka - Touché 29. Earl Sweatshirt - Old Friend 30. Quelle Chris, Denmark Vessey & J Jig Cicero - Cui Prodest

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Dustedandsocial Bestof 2022 part7 (rap 6)

Pictured: Lo.Ceasar (YL & Starker)

01. Lukah, Jason Da Hater, Cities Aviv, Dame Mufasa, Suni Katz, Deener, The Derelick, J Royal & Yasin Allah - RARE FORMULAZ 02. Mach-Hommy, JuJu Gotti & Nicholas Craven - Sans Maquillage 03. Blass 89 & DøøF - Bad Day 04. Veteran! - TroubleWithTheMob 05. kemp dupri & achille - negro marx 06. amani & robalu - gunsmoke 07. Psyche Nah - BROKEN RECORD 08. Hakim - Chef's Kiss 09. Koncept Jack$on - 7 Cups of Blood 10. Rich Jones & Iceberg Theory - Have You Tried Turning It Off & Back On Again 11. Aj Suede - Monochrome 12. Ox Omni & Emilio Craig - ROTTEN APPLES 13. Defcee, Boathouse, Meyhem Lauren & Metasota - Dunk Contest [Remix] 14. Kipp Stone & Nuke Franklin - 1833 15. Camden Malik & DVNTBEATS - Direct 16. QThree - Big Dipper 17. Chris Crack - Jordan Never Did That Move 18. Argov, YL & Starker - Old School 19. Cise Greeny - ”ONWARDS” 20. Cousin Feo - Louie XVI 21. CLBRKS, Sleazy F Baby & Soweto Kinch - Tell Em! 22. Lo.Ceasar - VINTRILOQUIST 23. Medhane & JUNIE. - BET! 24. Lord Jah-Monte Ogbon, Sadhugold & Kaos the Baker - Tour Is Over 25. Sha Hef, Tony Seltzer & ABG Neal - Outside & Aktive 26. HooksArthur, Smokeintheye & Cise Greeny - Articulated Visions 27. Starker - Gangrel 28. Emilio Craig - EDDIE ROW 29. ZekeUltra - CAPTAIN HOOK 30. Pink Siifu, Real Bad Man, Peso Gordon & Chuck Strangers - Pour The Wine

Mega: https://mega.nz/file/6V90BbCJ#5hXmSN2haXakxG0UBSEPtA68E1-SkHdw3V4CQ4IUTdQ Zippyshare: https://www73.zippyshare.com/v/N66mkY8a/file.html

Dustedandsocial Bestof 2022 part8 (rap 7)

Pictured: Moor Mother

01. Obiekwe Agbu - ready to stay 02. LustSickPuppy - EGO BRUISER 03. GAWD - JOHN WALL 04. Sir EU - STAND NAME NationWidu (全国) 05. ELDER RA & Rahiem Supreme - Unorthodox Exquisiteness Taste 06. Lxdxp - The Dead 07. Akai Solo - Sun 2 Moon 08. Fil Jackson & Lord Jah-Monte Ogbon - Sunday Church For The Kids 09. proxy.exe - BREAK U OFF 10. Semiratruth, JWords, maassai & diani - ahead 11. Obijuan, YUNGMORPHEUS & Bisk - LIMBO 12. Kofi - treesap 13. DøøF - WeInHell 14. DrxQuinnx - Romper Room 14. mary sue & Tony Bontana - Moving On! 15. Jadasea - face of it 17. THE BLACKHEARTS - MONEY TALKS 18. Nappy Nina, Mavi & dane.zone - Tucked In 19. JUNIE. & AMIR BILAL - BEATRICE&RIO 20. Dylan Gray & 99PIRATE - Beetlejuice 21. yungmorpheus & THERAVADA - Vanishing Point 22. Elijah Bank$y - SMALL TALK 23. Blackchai - Chamber 24. Judah - Piece 25. SOUDIERE & WIFIGAWD - SIRIUS BLACK 26. Gam & Fatboi Sharif - Dusted Pushups 27. Moor Mother, Akai Solo & justmadnice - RAP JASM 28. NAPPYNAPPA - Source 29. Tony Bontana - Slide 30. Jaydonclover & ZekeUltra - browneyes

Mega: https://mega.nz/file/uRli3KAI#sEMmUvgCtwDBoAoaEpNVoDNVZ8arr3h7oKNv4qDuJqo Zippyshare: https://www51.zippyshare.com/v/AQzTb0Af/file.html

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part1 (bestof Certified Trapper): HERE